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00:00Hey Zach. I'm leaving these for you. You sure? Yeah. You've been a good pad, mate. Much better than my last one.
00:24Yeah, sure. Thanks, Chris. Yo, mind yourself in there, though, yeah? Don't get into no pass-a-pass-off. Yo, for real. All right. I'm gone!
00:40Man, life! Free at last! Free at last! Thank God Almighty, Chris is free at last. Yo, eat a McDonald's for me, yeah? Actually, in fact, make it a KFC.
00:51Yo, man, we might try to bucket me on your honour, fam. That's it, yo, it's me. Come on, my bro. Come on, cunt. Come on, man.
00:58You can't go on that, right? Yeah. Well, go on, Dan. I might see you on the out. It's your release day. Good luck, Chris. You'll be missed.
01:08Yeah, bullshit. Now, real quick, though. So, what? You're going to finally tell me where you're really from?
01:13I told you where I'm from, Chris. Yeah, but that was on the classroom sets. I mean, now I'm a free man, you can be real with me, innit?
01:20Now, you ain't completely white, are you? You got a little Sutton Sutton, Splish Plash in you, Sutton, innit?
01:25Nah, both my parents are white, born in England, as were my grandparents. Brother, be real.
01:31All right, okay, if it helps. My great-grandfather was a Romani traveller. See, I knew you had Roman blood in you.
01:37No, Romani. Yo, you know my son's name is Romandum. Oh, wow. Oh, well, I bet you can't wait to see you. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Look after yourself, Dan.
01:43Me too. Yeah, now, Romani.
01:50That's it. It's virtual! My God, cousin.
01:56Billy! No!
01:59Oh, jeez.
02:01I don't see what's happening.
02:05Yeah.
02:07Oh, jeez.
02:08No, my goodness.
02:10Oh, my God.
02:12Oh, my goodness.
02:18Me too.
02:19Yeah.
02:23Oh, my goodness.
02:25yeah but it's ten to four now and my partner's outside with my son he's three years old he's
02:45been waiting hours that the front desk will keep her updated
02:47can i get a message to him we can't do that here the front desk will keep her updated
02:53shift change is at five and they don't do evening releases so if the shift changes i'll still get my release
02:58brother i'm in my out clothes
03:01yeah miss what's going on because i'm supposed to be out four hours ago sit down for a second
03:19there's a shift change at five and they don't do evening release and look i'm in my out clothes
03:26i've got 20 minutes left and that's it
03:28there's been a miscommunication between the prison staff and the parole board about your risk management
03:37plan it's not been done that means the paperwork we have at the gate is insufficient for your release
03:45we can't let you out dress so what i'm gonna have to wait till tomorrow
03:52the last time this happened it took about six weeks
03:54but i ain't gonna lie it could be more
03:59the conditions of your license needs to be readmitted that's all gotta go back through the system
04:06it's my son's birthday on saturday
04:09now there is a compensation scheme get your solicitor onto it yeah
04:16i don't know they don't even give you an answer
04:26kim it could be months i don't fucking know
04:28that's what don't cry please don't please because i'll be in there another six weeks
04:35all right look look look look look my credit's running out yeah
04:41can i speak to roman
04:43no no no no no i get it i get it
04:47no no no no i get it he's just he's disappointed in it
04:51like it's not his fault
04:52you just tell him i love him
04:54i tell him we'll do birthday when i get out i promise
04:57i tell him i'll take him
04:59akim
05:01whoa whoa whoa
05:06hey break that and you'll get written up
05:08i haven't fucking broken anything i bet it
05:10see
05:11dress you need to calm down
05:12you need to back the fuck off
05:14last chance and you're on basic
05:15no go on then put me on basic
05:17what more can you man do to me fam
05:19it's because of you guys incompetence
05:21while i'm still in this place
05:22you fucking prick
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05:54You want to be careful, Dan?
06:17Looking very comfortable with this little fella.
06:19You seem to be after one of your own.
06:21No, I'm too selfish, Laura.
06:22Oh, that is what they all say.
06:25Till it happens.
06:27From what I hear...
06:28Oh, yeah, what do you hear?
06:29Oh, well, I mean, look at you.
06:31You're all rosy, aren't you?
06:33No, I'm not rosy.
06:34Yeah, you are. You're all perked up.
06:37Is that new woman, what's her name?
06:39Nadia?
06:40Natasha.
06:42It's only been four weeks.
06:43Yeah, but you smell nice, Dan.
06:45It's a giveaway for a man.
06:47It's a giveaway for your man?
06:48Oh, my man smells lovely.
06:50Baby puke and Reese's Pieces, what more could you ask?
06:52All right, is that a dig?
06:53It's a joke.
06:55Grumpy fuck.
06:57Go to a meeting.
06:58Oh, yeah, when can I go to a meeting?
07:00You've still not been to a meeting?
07:01Oh, don't you stop.
07:02Well, you are looking tired.
07:04Yeah, of course I look tired.
07:05Have you seen how much these things shit?
07:07So, you've seen her again tonight.
07:09Yeah, yeah, I like her.
07:11Oh, well, don't fuck it up, Dan.
07:13Why would I fuck it up?
07:14Junkies always do.
07:16How am I a junkie?
07:16I've never touched a drug in my life.
07:18That's the worst kind.
07:19Junkie who doesn't do drugs.
07:20That's all in the madness.
07:21None in the mellow.
07:22You do seem better, though.
07:26Yeah.
07:27Yeah, I think I am a bit.
07:29Getting a grip on some things.
07:30Lee, you had a compulsive thing, right?
07:38Oh, fuck, yeah.
07:40I couldn't walk through a door without closing it three times.
07:43Every time I went through, open, close, open, close, open, close.
07:46Every single time.
07:49This one night, me and a mate who were robbing a college,
07:51I'm full of DVD players.
07:52We see these four cops waiting for us,
07:54and we drop the DVD players and run like bollocks for the exit.
07:57And these pigs, they're right after us.
07:58Don't call them pigs.
07:59Anyway, they're plodding alarm.
08:01We're well ahead.
08:02That is, until I go through a door.
08:04And then I stop stone dead, and I shout, fuck's sake,
08:06and I have to run back and open and close the bloody thing three times.
08:09What happened?
08:10Well, I opened it once, and there's a pig on the other side.
08:12Don't call them pigs in front of Dean.
08:13He jumped on me, along with his piggy mates.
08:18I've got eight months for that.
08:22And how did you break free of it, the compulsion?
08:25Sobered up.
08:26I've got Laura and Dean, and then it just sort of shrinks.
08:33Look, bro, these things, they never really go.
08:36It's about making them so small that they don't matter anymore.
08:42Hey, I could babysit if you want to get to a meeting.
08:44No, no, no, no.
08:46No, I'm fine.
08:47I'm good.
08:52I'm good.
08:53No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
09:23No, no, no, no, no.
09:44Hey.
09:49Hey.
09:51All right?
09:52Yeah.
09:53Um, I am so, so sorry, but I'm going to have to cancel tonight.
09:57Oh, really?
09:58Yeah, I've lost my babysitter.
10:00My gran's getting these chest things, so my mum has to take her to the hospital.
10:04Oh, God, she OK?
10:05Fuck yeah, she's fine.
10:06Well, I mean, she's dying, but she's been doing that for years.
10:10And Tristan's dad's working out of town, so I have no one to look after him.
10:15So I'm really, really, really sorry.
10:17That's OK. No, I get it.
10:18That's cool.
10:19OK.
10:20Did you come on this way to tell me?
10:21Well, I mean, I didn't want to just text.
10:23Wow, I had texted.
10:25With someone else, not with you.
10:27Yeah.
10:30So what, he's going to go back home?
10:32No, I promised him that nan knows to get him out of the house.
10:36Your son's here?
10:37At the front desk, glued to his iPad.
10:39OK.
10:40I'm really sorry.
10:41Oh, no, God, fuck no.
10:42Don't worry.
10:43OK.
10:44Thank you for coming on this way.
10:46It's really impressive.
10:47I know.
10:48Better than a text, right?
10:49I wouldn't have texted.
10:50That was me having an embolism.
10:52Yeah.
10:53See you.
11:09Hey.
11:10Um.
11:11Look.
11:12Why don't we have an evening?
11:13There's a crazy golf place near here.
11:14It's sort of grown up.
11:15Could be a laugh.
11:16You mean with Tristan?
11:17Oh, you came all this way.
11:18I don't know about that.
11:19You mean with Tristan?
11:20Oh, you came all this way.
11:21I don't know about that.
11:22I don't know my son meet dates.
11:23I don't know my son meet dates.
11:24I don't mean his dates.
11:25I'll just be a friend.
11:26OK?
11:27I don't know about that.
11:28I don't know my son meet dates.
11:29I don't mean his dates.
11:30I'll just be a friend, OK?
11:31I'll be super platonic.
11:32I'll even dampen down my innate sexuality.
11:34He'll have no idea how much he wants.
11:35He'll have no idea how much he wants.
11:36I don't know about that.
11:37I don't want them.
11:38I don't know his dates.
11:39I'll be a friend.
11:40Okay?
11:41I'll be super platonic.
11:44I'll even dampen down my innate sexuality.
11:47You'll have no idea how much he wants.
11:52It's probably too much.
11:53It's a big deal of fun.
11:54I know it's probably a game.
11:56Yeah, a game.
11:57He'll have no idea how much he wants.
11:59See, it's you using words like sexuality that worries me.
12:02Okay, look, um...
12:05No pressure, alright?
12:08But I think the three of us could have a laugh.
12:10There'll be nothing remotely datey about it, I swear.
12:27I've passed it to him. He shoots completely missing.
12:42And hits the coach in his head.
12:57What's that?
13:07Nothing.
13:09How is he?
13:10Oh, spark out.
13:12Yeah, I bet.
13:14So, he's amazing?
13:16Yeah, sometimes.
13:18Look, I am not gonna ask you to stay. You get that?
13:23Yeah, of course, I didn't expect that.
13:25Okay.
13:26In fact, I'm not even gonna ask for my statutory kiss,
13:29which is my right by law.
13:30Oh, God, such a hero.
13:33If only all men could be like you.
13:34Oh, my God, I know.
13:35Look, I'm just walking.
13:37Leaving.
13:38Asking for nothing.
13:39It's...
13:40So evolved.
13:42Ask for nothing but credit for being mildly decent.
13:45Oh, wow.
13:46You admit that I'm decent.
13:48Mildly.
13:49That is mildly decent.
13:50Yeah.
13:51Okay.
13:52I'll take that.
13:55And go.
13:56Oh.
13:57Over there.
13:59I don't know.
14:29I don't know.
14:59I don't know.
15:29I don't know.
15:59I don't know.
16:00I don't know.
16:01I don't know.
16:02I don't know.
16:03I don't know.
16:04I don't know.
16:05So why aren't I being let out?
16:06Fuck me.
16:07Irrefutable logic.
16:08I'm converted.
16:09The ship's not the same.
16:10Where's my release papers?
16:12What about the rigging, Dan?
16:13That's been replaced too.
16:14And the toilets?
16:16Not just the seats, but the pipes as well.
16:18Macca, every part of the ship has been replaced.
16:20That's the point of the filter experiment.
16:22What about the gunnels?
16:24The fuck are gunnels?
16:25Listen.
16:26Every time you come back behind the doors, they issue you with the same number from your last
16:31sentence.
16:32Don't matter if you've been gone like 10 days or 10 years, you get the same number.
16:36You can't get away from you.
16:38We are what we are.
16:40We are what the world sees.
16:42The world won't let us be different.
16:44You heard of the curse of Ham, Dan?
16:49It's about Noah from the Bible and one of his sons called Ham.
16:52Ham?
16:53You mean like a ham sandwich?
16:55Yeah.
16:56Like a ham sandwich.
16:58Noah gets pissed, ends up naked.
17:01Instead of covering up his dad, Ham calls his brothers over to laugh at him.
17:06And Noah was humiliated, so he curses Ham and says that his descendants will forever
17:12be slaves to his brothers and their descendants.
17:16Did you know Ham was black?
17:18Oh.
17:19Really bollocks.
17:20Fucking hell, here we go.
17:21Don't listen to it, Dad.
17:22It's just some ye olde propaganda to justify keeping black people in chains.
17:25Okay, so explain to me why black people are the most abused people in the history of
17:28this planet.
17:29From slavery to colonies.
17:30Strap yourselves in, Lance.
17:31This is going to take a while.
17:32This skin is the most feared skin in the world.
17:36And no one can tell me why.
17:37It's illogical.
17:38It doesn't make sense.
17:39It's a curse.
17:41You see where I'm from?
17:43There's loads of mixed race kids.
17:44Those lassies, they're definitely not scared of black skin, I can tell you that.
17:48No disrespect to you, Keith, but this is black people only business.
17:50But Junior, this whole curse of ham shit, it fueled the slave trade, man.
17:54It was an excuse.
17:56They don't even know how many black people got killed.
17:58I saw a historian on some documentary trying to guess around 60 million.
18:03Imagine having to guess 60 million.
18:08It's evil, but it ain't down to some magical curse.
18:12Alright.
18:13Look what's happening to Driss.
18:14Oh, for fuck's sake.
18:15Wait, I thought Driss just got released.
18:17Nah.
18:18God's fucked his paperwork.
18:19He's in here for another six weeks.
18:21His wife and kid are outside.
18:22The man's broken.
18:23He barely comes out his pad.
18:24No one ain't telling me that's not a curse.
18:26Black lads aren't the only ones who get fucked over in this place.
18:28I've seen it happen to all shades.
18:30Yeah, but Driss got put on basic because he got pissed off about it.
18:33Yeah?
18:34And he was right to get pissed off.
18:36Yeah.
18:37He's telling his missus that Gov gives him shit, he gets put on basic.
18:40Do you think that's happening to you?
18:42Of course not.
18:44You're alright because you're all white.
18:46Hey, that's racist.
18:49It's the curse of ham, bro.
18:53Fingerprints.
18:54It don't matter how much you've changed, you can still get nicked from your fingerprints.
18:59Thanks, man.
19:00Uh, Greg, um, we talked about getting you a laptop for your memoir.
19:17We didn't it?
19:19Sorry, no, um, sorry, Greg.
19:23They said security concerns and there's a shortage.
19:26Yeah, I knew it wouldn't work.
19:28Never fucking does, does it?
19:30Try writing it slower, I'm sure if you did that, then...
19:33What for?
19:35What difference does it make, man?
19:37Sorry, Greg.
19:39Hey, Dan, Dan, you know that, uh, wee bit of business that you and I were talking about?
19:47You and I don't have business, Keith.
19:49No, I know, I know, but if we did, it's been a development.
19:52The clock is ticking, Daniel.
19:54There's talk of early release.
19:56All right, you might want to say no and that's totally cool by me.
20:01I get it, but, for God's sake, you don't want to miss out on this just because you did nothing.
20:06Okay, I have said no, okay?
20:08I've said no.
20:10Aye.
20:11You did.
20:12Kinda.
20:13Kinda.
20:43Thanks anyway. Yeah, that's alright, don't worry. No, no, no, I get it. It's cool. All right. Yeah, okay, bye. Bye.
21:02Hi Lou, it's Natasha. Listen, I've lost all my childcare for tomorrow night and I'm really desperate.
21:08I know it's a long shot, but if you did happen to be free, you'd be able to...
21:17Can't find anyone?
21:20No, and I'm trying not to be pissed off, but I have to be there. It's like once a year.
21:28I mean, it's only three hours. I could duck out after introducing the speakers, but that's not gonna go down well.
21:33Right. And his dad's gone. No, he's still away with work.
21:38I could do it. Saturday, right? I'll take him bowling or something. Does he do bowling at his age?
21:46He loves bowling. Yeah?
21:47But Dan, I can't ask you to do that. No, it's fine. A couple of hours. Besides, what choice have you got?
21:53Are you sure? Yeah.
21:56I mean, this isn't a small thing, this is a business... I'm completely sure. I'm free, he's hilarious, we'll bowl.
22:01We'll bowl.
22:02Oh, my God.
22:14Thank you, Dad.
22:15Cheers, boys.
22:16Hey, Dress.
22:17You heard about what happened to me?
22:33I did, yeah. Um... I'm really sorry.
22:43I saw some of the guys that record themselves reading a children's story. So they can send it to their kid.
22:50I saw the kid don't forget their dad's voice. You know what I'm saying?
22:54Yeah, I know about that.
22:58Well, I've never done one before. And I thought, because I'm missing Roman's birthday, I thought maybe I should.
23:04Well, that sounds really positive.
23:09But the thing is, I don't really read so great. Like, I ain't done it aloud in a while.
23:16So I wanted to practice so that I don't sound stupid. And I thought maybe you could help.
23:23Yeah. Yeah, of course.
23:26Oh, look, Dress, a lot of the guys in here struggle with literacy.
23:30Yo, yo, yo, I ain't illiterate.
23:32No, I'm not, I'm not saying that you're...
23:34No, bro, I can read. Yeah, I ain't illiterate. I just ain't done it aloud in a while.
23:38Yeah, yeah, yeah, I get that.
23:40Well, yes, I can, I can help.
23:43You want to try now?
23:45What, now?
23:47Yeah, they've got literacy in the library. It's a good time to practice.
23:52Yeah, bro, I just need help brushing off the reading cobwebs and I'll be great if you...
23:58Okay, well, let's go do that.
24:00There's a table, look.
24:12Night, sir.
24:16Surprise, sir.
24:18Surprise for the fox.
24:23Ain't the prison gonna be heard in the background?
24:29I don't want that.
24:31Oh, yeah.
24:34There.
24:36Closed.
24:38Yeah, but I just don't think the acoustics are right in there, then.
24:41That's okay, we're not recording yet, so...
24:43Yeah, but...
24:44But you have to practice properly or...
24:45What's the point?
24:46Ahem!
24:49Yeah, no, no, no, that's a monster book.
24:51It's a kid's book, Driss.
24:52Where the wild things are, it's lovely.
24:54I don't want to scare him.
24:56This won't fucking scare him.
24:57Bro, you don't know my son.
24:59And don't swear at me, you're swearing at man.
25:00It's okay, all right?
25:01Just a little nervous.
25:02No, no, no, no, no, man's not nervous.
25:04Who the fuck said I was nervous?
25:06You need to simmer down, Driss.
25:07You're already on basis.
25:08Bro, is that a threat?
25:09Is that what this is?
25:10Okay, look, let's not overreact.
25:12Excuse me?
25:13Driss, you don't have to be scared.
25:14Bro, scared!
25:15No, I...
25:16Who the fuck said I was scared, bro?
25:17Bro, you can...
25:19Driss, I think I was up now!
25:21Get off me!
25:23You fucking bitch!
25:24You're a fucking cellar!
25:25You're a cellar, bro!
25:26You're a fucking cellar!
25:28Fuck off!
25:29Fuck all of you, bro!
25:30You're a fucking bitch!
25:31Jesus Christ!
25:32I mean, was that necessary?
25:33You are not a prison officer.
25:34You do not decide what is necessary.
25:36When I'm dealing with an inmate in a heightened state,
25:38I'd appreciate you to fuck off!
25:40Of course he's in a heightened state.
25:41Did you hear what happened to him?
25:42Mm-hmm.
25:43Well, would you treat Greg like that?
25:44Or Wallace?
25:46What did you just say to me?
25:49I know you are not accusing me of what I think you are.
25:55You're losing your fucking mind.
25:56You know that?
25:57Yeah.
25:58Get a grip!
25:59Or get the fuck out!
26:14Do you look like your dad?
26:15Um...
26:16Yeah.
26:17Yeah, I do.
26:18I didn't when I was younger, but as time goes on, I can see more and more of him.
26:22Makes looking in the mirror hard.
26:23You don't want to look like him?
26:24No, I don't.
26:25I don't want to be anything like him.
26:26What about you?
26:27Do you look like your dad?
26:28My mum said I have his chin.
26:29Do you see him much?
26:30He lives in Waltham store.
26:31I see him all the time.
26:32My mum and him, they used to be a bit grumpy, but now they're going good.
26:35That's good.
26:36It's good they can do that.
26:37Can I ask you something now?
26:38Yeah.
26:39My mum's boyfriend.
26:40Um...
26:41It's not something we've said.
26:42But you like her.
26:43Yeah.
26:44Yeah, I do.
26:45I knew it.
26:46She likes you.
26:47I don't need you in your dad.
26:48I've really got one of those.
26:49But I like you.
26:50You're a little bit grumpy, but now they're going good.
26:51That's good.
26:52It's good they can do that.
26:53Can I ask you something now?
26:54Yeah.
26:55My mum's boyfriend.
26:56Um...
26:57It's not something we've said.
27:00But you like her.
27:02Yeah.
27:03Yeah, I do.
27:05I knew it.
27:08She likes you.
27:10I don't need you in your dad.
27:12I've really got one of those.
27:13But I like you.
27:14You're funny.
27:15Thanks.
27:16You're funny too.
27:25Uh, okay.
27:26Uh, two seconds, Trace.
27:27Hi, young.
27:28He's doing security on a loading bay.
27:30Big shopping centre on Steve Street in Suffolk.
27:33Does evenings, apparently.
27:35Who do you think, Dad?
27:37Your dad?
27:38You asked me to ask around.
27:42Yeah.
27:43Yeah.
27:44Are you sure it's him?
27:47Not 100%.
27:48A mate of mine said he looked like him with a shaved fucking head.
27:52Where are you now?
27:53Waterloo.
27:54Saturday.
27:55He'll be quiet down there.
27:56Dan, if I was you, I'd give it a miss.
28:00I'd give it a miss.
28:01That man was a fucking curse.
28:03Do not bring him back into your life, okay?
28:06Yes!
28:07Yes!
28:08Yes, yes, yes!
28:09Dan!
28:10Yeah, fuck it.
28:11I'm gonna give it a miss.
28:12Excuse me.
28:13Could you take a right here, please?
28:14Yeah.
28:15Yeah.
28:18Yeah.
28:19Yeah.
28:20Oh.
28:21Even if he hit the rock.
28:22Oh, God.
28:23Oh, God.
28:24Oh, God.
28:25Oh, God.
28:26Um...
28:27Oh, God.
28:28Oh, God.
28:30Oh, God.
28:31Oh, God.
28:32Oh, God.
28:35Oh, God.
28:37Excuse me?
28:38Could you take a right here, please?
28:40Yeah.
28:41Thank you
28:56Hi
29:03You're going down data?
29:07Yeah, yeah, we're just gonna take a peek
29:11Yeah, all right, all right
29:15What if it is your dad? I honestly, uh, I don't know
29:36Well, hang on, hang on Tristan, two seconds
29:41No
29:47Is that him?
29:49Um, I don't know
29:51We could see him from over there
29:53Yeah, no, I don't want to know that we're here
29:57Hm
29:59What about up there?
30:01What about up there?
30:09Uh, yeah
30:11Yeah
30:13Okay
30:23Um, okay
30:25Um, okay
30:27Tristan
30:29Wait here for me
30:31Just wait in here
30:33Um
30:37Um
30:39Okay
30:41Tristan
30:43Wait here for me
30:45Just wait in here
30:47Um, I'm gonna quickly jump on here
30:49All right
30:50Yeah, let me quick
30:51Okay, you wait there
30:52Hm?
30:53Okay
30:54Do you want me to come up?
31:08Do you want me to come up?
31:10Do you want me to come up?
31:12Do you want me to come up?
31:28Can I come up?
31:44Dad?
31:45No, Tr-no, Tr-tristan
31:46Dad!
31:47Tristan!
31:48Do you want me to come up?
32:15Do you understand what happens when you prepare a house at the beginning?
32:17And what happens when you bring a child with a broken arm into A&E at night?
32:21I have social services on me now. I'm on their fucking files.
32:24I am so, so sorry.
32:25What? You're fucking sorry?
32:29I shouldn't have been there. I got a call from my uncle. He said that my dad worked in that loading bay.
32:33You took my son there because you wanted to see your dad?
32:35No, I didn't want to see him. I just wanted to know where he was. But it wasn't him anymore.
32:40What the fuck has any of that got to do with my son, Dan?
32:42He broke his arm. I've had him for 11 years, not so much as a fucking sprain.
32:48You have him for 10 minutes. Stop saying you're fucking sorry.
32:53I can't believe I left him with you. I mean, I let you meet and I never do that.
33:00I mean, what kind of mother am I?
33:01You're a great mother.
33:02Come on, they're fucking files, Dan.
33:04Um, look, can I go in and see Tristan?
33:15No.
33:19No, you can't.
33:20You cannot see my son ever again.
33:24So just go.
33:34Thanks for picking me up.
33:49No problem.
33:51I mean, it's only 1.30 on a Sunday morning and I got a four-month-old.
33:54It's not like I need fucking sleep or anything.
33:56Well, look at the state here.
33:58What?
33:59You're out of control, mate.
34:02No, I'm not.
34:03You're riddled with compulsive behaviour.
34:05You're endangered the life of a child.
34:06You're just shat all over a decent woman who trusts you.
34:08You're spending half your life in prison.
34:10I mean, who does that remind you of?
34:11Oh, well, fuck off, Lee.
34:13What are you doing in prison, Dan?
34:15Why are you doing all this?
34:16Because you're spinning out.
34:17Yeah, what about you?
34:21Me?
34:22Yeah.
34:23You're snapping at Laura.
34:24You're not going to meetings.
34:25You're not taking care of yourself.
34:26You won't let me help you.
34:27How could you help me?
34:28I offered to look after Dean.
34:30Well, you'd be the perfect babysitter, wouldn't you?
34:33I'm just saying, okay?
34:35I offered, all right?
34:37You need to take care of yourself.
34:38And if you need space from Dean...
34:40It's not Dean!
34:41It's you!
34:44I told you!
34:45I said!
34:46It's not just your life!
34:49It's mine.
34:49It's Mum's as well.
34:50You're searching for that man.
34:55You're digging up the past.
34:57You're bringing him back into our lives.
34:58It's like you're dragging a fucking corpse into a living room.
35:06I can't have it, Dan.
35:09That man.
35:10I can't.
35:15I've got a son now.
35:21I can't have him back.
35:23I can't.
35:25Well, I don't want him back.
35:26I'm not trying to bring him back.
35:27I'm not searching for him.
35:28So what was tonight, then?
35:29I just wanted to know where he was.
35:30Do you really believe that?
35:40Oh, fuck this.
35:40I need to go to bed.
35:41Look, Lee.
35:42Oh, by the way...
35:43Don't ever fucking call me at this hour again
35:44unless it's an actual emergency.
35:46Because Laura ain't going to get to sleep for hours now
35:48and fuck knows when Dean's going to go, Dan.
35:50I mean, what's wrong with a fucking night bus?
35:56I wanted to see my brother.
35:58Well, look at a fucking picture.
36:00That's if you can find one
36:03amongst the shots of your fucking cooker.
36:30Fuck you!
36:36Fuck you!
36:36Fuck you!
36:46Fuck!
36:49Jesus fucking Christ!
36:50Fuck!
36:55Fuck!
36:56Fuck!
36:57Fuck!
36:57Fuck!
36:59Fuck!
36:59Oh, my God.
37:29Oh, my God.
37:59This is the very hungry caterpillar.
38:24Hey, Roman.
38:44It's daddy speaking.
38:52I'm going to read you a story called The Very Hungry Caterpillar.
38:56I'm going to read you a story called The Very Hungry Caterpillar.
39:26In the light of the moon, a little egg lay on a leaf.
39:33One Sunday morning, the warm sun came up and popped.
39:46Out of the egg came a tiny and very hungry caterpillar.
39:54On Monday, he ate through one apple, but he was still hungry.
40:03On Tuesday, he ate through two pears, but he was still hungry.
40:10On Wednesday, he ate three plums, but he was still hungry.
40:17On Thursday, he ate through one slice of salami.
40:24And how are you finding them?
40:26Can I help the Tristan whilst you're at work?
40:27Yeah?
40:29He ate through one slice of watermelon.
40:33That night, he had a stomach ache.
40:36He built a small house called a cocoon around himself.
40:50He stayed inside for more than two weeks.
40:54Then, he nibbled a hole in the cocoon, pushed his way out, and he was a beautiful butterfly.
41:07And that's the end.
41:24Daddy loves you very much, Roman.
41:26You sleep well now, okay?
41:50Was that alright?
41:54Yeah.
41:56Yeah, that was alright.
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