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00:00I'm sorry. If I hadn't hurt my arm, none of this would have happened.
00:07It's not your fault. It's wrong of me to make you scared, and I'm really sorry.
00:12I'm not going to lie for you.
00:14My lawyer's going to talk to you. Make sure we're on the same page.
00:17I mean, he's already threatened you. Why would he be worried about hurting you when he's already gotten away with it once?
00:23I was there that night. Mary was there that night. You weren't. You didn't see what happened.
00:28Start talking about how the whole system is unfair and the wrong person is being punished.
00:33Switch boy went nuts. Hospital board filed in two hours.
00:36What time are you going to be back tomorrow?
00:38Well, a plea change decision hasn't happened yet. No, but...
00:40I'll have to stick around for that. Call you tomorrow, beautiful. Kisses to the kids.
00:44What about Hamish? How are things between you two?
00:47It's bumpy. I can't talk to him because he's just so soft.
00:52Isn't that why we love him? I mean weak.
00:55Has something happened between you two?
00:57Just, you know, everything's been so weird.
00:59A woman named Taylor has Ash's lungs and I found her unconscious in her driveway and I took her to hospital.
01:06Why didn't you tell me?
01:07Sorry. Taylor and her husband. They want to meet you. That's why I'm here.
01:13That's why I'm here.
01:43Oh, it's Theresa from Greenvale Crematorium. And this is just a courtesy call to remind you that we have your ashes here to be collected. And to tell you that obviously we're here if you need assistance with their pickup and delivery.
02:11Hello? Mrs Dorst? Are you there?
02:18Are you there?
02:41Mother?
02:43I'm here.
02:44No.
02:45I'm here.
02:46I'm here.
02:47You're here.
02:49Look what you were.
02:50I'm here, Maggie.
02:51You're here.
02:52Oh, come on.
02:53Let's go there.
02:54I'm here.
02:55I'm here.
02:56You're here.
02:57You're here.
02:58I'm here.
02:59Oh, come on, �.
03:00Oh, come on.
03:02Supergirl?
03:03Yeah, I'm here.
03:04What the fuck?
03:32Oh, I'm sorry.
03:32Didn't you see me coming at you from behind?
03:51What's up?
03:52Sorry to wake you.
03:54Someone leaked the hospital security camera footage.
03:57From the night Ash died.
04:00Right.
04:01I don't know if it's at our end or someone at the hospital who's had a gutful, but it's out there.
04:07Okay.
04:08Mary, I don't want you to watch it.
04:11I'm going to call Lillian too.
04:13It's...
04:15Just do a media blackout for a while.
04:18Yeah.
04:19Bye.
04:20What was that?
04:21Just work.
04:25What was that?
04:26It's just work.
04:28It's just work.
04:29So, this journalist is married to the football coach and he's guest speaker at a rotary do
04:43last night.
04:44She's gone along for wife and support, but before he gets up to speak she gets sent the leaked
04:49video.
04:50She shows him.
04:51He's disgusted, of course.
04:53Changes his speech to talk about the case.
04:57It makes it all about young men, values, on and off the field.
05:04Hey.
05:05Know which bit I love?
05:06How he calls it a coward punch.
05:08It's so much better than king hit, you know, more emotion.
05:11We need to send a message to young men.
05:13This is cowardly, sickening, and you will not get away with it.
05:17I'm on a media blackout.
05:19Oh.
05:20That's right.
05:21Sorry.
05:22You can imagine the kind of influence this has in the community.
05:27I mean, the judge making the decision could have been there.
05:30Should you be eating bacon?
05:33Is that good for you?
05:35Well, I only have it as a treat.
05:38Whatever.
05:39It's your heart.
05:40I mean, it's not, but...
05:45Yeah.
05:46I won't eat it.
05:47Fuck.
05:48Sorry.
05:49Eat it, please.
05:50No.
05:51No, you're right.
05:52No, I'm not.
05:53This whole thing is horrible.
05:58I shouldn't be talking about it.
05:59I was just excited that our strategy worked and...
06:03Maybe you can take me side scene today.
06:08I can't.
06:09Sorry.
06:10I have stuff to do.
06:11Hey.
06:12Hello.
06:13Did Fiona call you?
06:14Hey.
06:15Hello.
06:16Did Fiona call you?
06:17Are you coming in?
06:18I just need to speak to her Hamish.
06:19He's in the shed.
06:20Cool.
06:21Cool.
06:22I'm coming in.
06:23I just need to speak to her.
06:24He's in the shed.
06:25Cool.
06:26Hamish told me about the lung recipient.
06:27Is she okay?
06:28Why?
06:29What do you need?
06:30A spot on 60 minutes.
06:31You're a spot on 60 minutes.
06:32Hey.
06:33Hey.
06:34Hello.
06:35Did Fiona call you?
06:36We're coming in.
06:37I just need to speak to her Hamish.
06:38He's in the shed.
06:41Cool.
06:42Are you coming in?
06:44I just need to speak to Hamish.
06:47He's in the shed.
06:49Cool.
06:51Hamish told me about the lung recipient.
06:54Is she okay?
06:56Why? What do you need? A spot on 60 minutes.
06:59Fuck you, Lillian. That was Andrew's idea.
07:02Oh, fuck me. Okay, right.
07:05What's all this Andrew's idea shit anyway?
07:08Like, why are you hanging out with Andrew all the time?
07:11Do you think he's a little bit weird?
07:13Well, I'm not sleeping outside his house.
07:18Thank God he did help.
07:19Or else I'd still be stuck here sidelined from my job.
07:22Having to spend time with your husband.
07:24Your soft, weak husband.
07:26Look, I didn't mean...
07:27Okay. What did you mean?
07:32Andrew is the only person who got what was going on with me.
07:35Who understood what needed to happen.
07:37Yeah, I know you don't want to hear this,
07:39but I knew that Hamish couldn't be there for me
07:41in the way that I needed.
07:43He couldn't handle it.
07:45I'm a train wreck.
07:47Fully off the rails.
07:49I'm a catastrophe.
07:51Every time I pick myself up, even just a little bit,
07:55I manage to somehow completely obliterate myself again.
07:59And every time I do that,
08:01who's there to help me get up?
08:03Hamish.
08:05He can handle anything.
08:07You're never going to lay an egg, you know.
08:23Because you're a man.
08:25And not a chicken.
08:27I said that because you're squatting like you're trying to lay an egg.
08:31Not getting any funnier.
08:33I'm picking up a tiny vibe that you might still be a little bit mad at me.
08:37So, in the interest of full disclosure, I am driving to Melbourne
08:41to meet Taylor Parkinson, the recipient of Asha's lungs.
08:45Just being honest.
08:49Have you at least given her some warning?
08:53This is not me.
08:54This is all her and her husband, Brendan.
08:57They want to meet me.
08:59It's not like I can say no after the whole stalking situation.
09:05Anyway, I just wanted you to know in case I get arrested or something.
09:11I'm not going to get arrested.
09:14Wait.
09:15So, are you going back to stay with your parents after that?
09:19What are you doing about the money?
09:25I just need to get through today.
09:49She's going to get through today.
09:51Boy, my son.
09:55Okay.
09:56Just hang on there, Buddy.
09:59No!
10:00Don't get through today!
10:02Don't get through!
10:04Help!
10:05Oh shit!
10:07Don't get through!
10:08Who are you doing?
10:09No, it's not.
10:10No.
10:11No.
10:12It's not.
10:13Nobody.
10:14You're not.
10:15No.
10:16No.
10:17That's the only thing.
10:18I just saw Jeff Barry,
10:33a bank cross lawyer, down at the courthouse.
10:35Barry pissed off, so I called my friend Sally.
10:37Do you remember Sally?
10:38You met her down at the trivia night.
10:40She works for the, um...
10:42That doesn't matter. That doesn't matter.
10:43The plea change has been denied, OK?
10:46He's going to jail.
10:48Oh, my God.
10:54It's OK.
10:56It's OK. We're OK.
10:58We're OK.
11:14And this is so fucking unfair.
11:16Why aren't we getting to go to trial?
11:17Because the judge decided there were insufficient grounds to change your plea.
11:22And this is bullshit.
11:23I've been stitched up by the media.
11:25And you.
11:27Did you leak that footage?
11:29Of you punching a doctor who wasn't even looking at you?
11:32No. No, I didn't.
11:33I thought you were supposed to fix this.
11:35We didn't stand a chance after Brooke took the doctor's side.
11:38Oh, she's such a bitch.
11:39Which she might not have if you hadn't threatened her.
11:42Yeah, well, I'm going to get her.
11:45Where do you think you're going?
11:46Sit down!
11:49Jordan, you aren't going to do anything.
11:53Except get very good at washing dishes.
11:57Everything right here?
11:59All good.
11:59We're done.
12:11Have you heard?
12:13I sure have.
12:14Wow, huh?
12:16Hey, I'm at the front of your place.
12:18Should we celebrate?
12:19Oh, I'm at work.
12:20Oh.
12:21Yeah, of course.
12:23Well, what about tonight?
12:24We'll all go out for dinner.
12:25Mush out.
12:25Oh, that sounds so good.
12:28But, um, I'm just getting match fit again here.
12:31I just left a message for Lillian.
12:33Yeah, I don't know.
12:34I think I'm going to be spent after my shift.
12:37Right.
12:38Yeah, no.
12:39Makes sense.
12:42Can we rain check, though?
12:43Absolutely.
12:44Yeah.
12:45We'll do it in style.
12:46With Kelly, too.
12:47She wouldn't want to miss out.
12:48Okay, bye.
13:15Hello?
13:18Amish?
13:27Oh, jeez.
13:29Door was open.
13:30Oh, yeah.
13:31I, uh, like the breeze.
13:35Yeah.
13:35Did you hear about Jordan?
13:36Yes.
13:37Amazing.
13:38Isn't it?
13:38I spoke to Mary.
13:39She sounded thrilled.
13:41Yeah.
13:42She was.
13:45Sorry.
13:46Just let me.
13:47Yeah.
13:48Yeah.
13:48All right.
13:49I love this, by the way.
13:56Oh, thanks.
13:57Did you do it?
13:58Wow.
14:00Do you need commissions?
14:02Oh, I don't get to flex the painting muscle too much these days.
14:06All right.
14:07I suppose all your creative juices go into the graphic design.
14:09Yeah.
14:10Yeah.
14:12Well, yeah.
14:17Hey, Andrew, I just wanted to say thank you for all your efforts.
14:26For everything you've done.
14:28Oh, yeah.
14:34Anyway, listen, I just hope you might be free for lunch.
14:37Bit of a celebration.
14:39Ah.
14:40Actually, this afternoon's a bit jammed.
14:42Oh, okay.
14:43Just a few errands.
14:45Yeah.
14:45No worries.
14:46It's a very short notice.
14:49So.
14:51All right.
14:52I'll, um, I'll leave you to it.
14:54And, uh, yeah.
14:56Yeah.
14:58Oh, that looks lovely.
15:17That really highlights your curves.
15:19Oh.
15:20I'll let my sister be the judge of that.
15:22She's the one with the eye for fashion.
15:24Janet?
15:24Janet?
15:26What do you think?
15:27Very nice.
15:29Really?
15:29Mm.
15:30Oh, that's my phone.
15:32She's right.
15:33You do have an eye.
15:35I like it, too.
15:37I think the colour works really well with my skin tone.
15:39You know how I normally can't wear orange?
15:42Oh, that was Robbie.
15:43I'll call him back.
15:44Call him later.
15:44You're in the middle of something.
15:46Oh, I love the important.
15:47The children have been home from childcare.
15:49They've had those nasty colds.
15:52Oh, hello, darling.
15:54Sorry I missed you.
15:55I'm shopping with Janet.
15:58Oh, wait.
15:59Wait, she's right here.
16:03Jordan Bancroft's plea change has been...
16:07He didn't get it.
16:09He's definitely going to jail.
16:11Thank you so much for letting us know, darling.
16:15Love you, too.
16:19It's over.
16:23What's over?
16:24Oh, well, not over, but that part is.
16:29But we can start to put it behind us.
16:32Can we?
16:33He's getting justice.
16:35I mean, isn't that something?
16:37What about her?
16:37Who?
16:40Lillian.
16:41What about justice for what she did?
16:43How are we going here, ladies?
16:45Is it a yes to the dress?
16:48I don't think you should buy it.
16:51You said it was nice.
16:52It is.
16:53But it really does show how heavy you are.
16:55I know.
16:56If somebody is dying.
16:59You said something to me.
17:00You said it was she.
17:07I don't know.
17:15I don't know.
17:16I don't know.
17:17I don't know.
17:18I don't know.
17:19Nice.
17:29Nice.
17:30All right.
17:30Just like we showed you, all right?
17:32Both hands.
17:33Eyes.
17:34Nice.
17:35Nice.
17:36Good work.
17:37Good job.
17:38Look at that.
17:39You're getting really good at this.
17:43Yep.
17:44Hey, babe.
17:45I think that's her.
17:49I think that's her.
17:59Lillian?
18:01Hi.
18:02Good to see you again.
18:07Um...
18:07You found us.
18:11Sorry, this is my husband, Brendan.
18:14And, uh...
18:15That little guy is our son, Jet.
18:19Uh, this is a...
18:24It's a nice park.
18:25Yeah, yeah.
18:26I hope it wasn't too far for you to come.
18:29You're in Ballarat, right?
18:30Yeah.
18:30Did you come up the, um...
18:32Oh, come on.
18:33Why don't we go and visit Helen?
18:35Uh, Brendan's auntie lives in Meredith, so...
18:37Oh, yeah.
18:38Yeah, on the Mindlin Highway.
18:39Yeah, yeah.
18:39Oh, that's a pretty drive.
18:41No, um, I just suck it straight up the West, and...
18:45It's boring, but quick.
18:53Um, we were just making up our own spritzes.
18:57Do you like those?
19:01Love them.
19:01Oh, God.
19:13You're not allergic to egg, are you?
19:16And you do eat meat.
19:17I...
19:18I ate everything.
19:19Oh, thanks.
19:22Sorry, I didn't bring anything.
19:23Oh, no, no, no.
19:24Don't be silly.
19:25It's my pleasure.
19:27Hey, matey.
19:28Not too far.
19:29Not too far.
19:31Oh, do you want another one?
19:37Yeah, I might, actually.
19:39That was very refreshing.
19:40Yeah.
19:41Oh, I'll get it.
19:41Oh.
19:41Do you want one?
19:42Oh, no, I'm still going.
19:43Brendan, you right for a drink?
19:45Yeah.
19:49So, um...
19:51How is the recovery going since the other day, I mean?
19:56Good.
19:57Yeah, fantastic.
19:58Really good, really good.
19:59I, uh, pretty, well, came good the next day in hospital, didn't I, him?
20:04Well, not sure it was the next day.
20:06Well, it was as soon as they started pumping the antibiotics in.
20:10And that's the great thing about, uh, an infection.
20:13It's not that the lungs aren't working.
20:15It's...
20:15It's...
20:16It's a bacterial thing, you know, that they're...
20:19It can be fixed.
20:20Still, you have to be careful not to overdo it.
20:24Okay, no, no.
20:28Well, in fairness to Brendan, when I saw you, you didn't look too great.
20:32Hey, Jeff.
20:37That's too far, buddy.
20:40Come back.
20:44Little monkey.
20:45I can't believe he's gonna be at school next year.
20:49But it's actually perfect timing because I'm gonna go back to work full-time.
20:55Well, maybe.
20:57Oh, definitely.
20:59Well, you might just enjoy being a stay-at-home mum for a while.
21:02And you might enjoy being a stay-at-home dad.
21:04I'm not the one likely to have to go to hospital.
21:15How far away are the sausages?
21:17A couple of minutes.
21:28Oh, yummy.
21:29Oh, I love Brie.
21:35Strength of good for cheese haven't been out there yet.
21:38What are you celebrating?
21:39Sam, do we need to have a talk about boundaries?
21:41For a start, you shouldn't be reading my messages.
21:44And you shouldn't be standing so close that you can read my messages.
21:47You should be over the other side of the ward doing some fucking work.
21:51Sorry.
21:52That's okay.
21:54Sorry for swearing.
21:55Just mind your own business.
21:59I'm so glad I got these on sale.
22:02Goose Down's usually so expensive.
22:05It's what I call a productive shopping day.
22:07We've got everything we came for.
22:10What?
22:12I wanted to buy that dress.
22:14What dress?
22:16Well, you should have bought it.
22:18Oh, were you joking?
22:19You told me I looked heavy in it.
22:20You were so rude, you embarrassed me.
22:22Well, you were rude to me.
22:24How?
22:25Telling me to put Ashley's death behind me.
22:27I didn't say that at all.
22:29You did.
22:30I said it was good we could put the court case behind us.
22:35For heaven's sake, Janet.
22:38You must be pleased about that.
22:40What difference does it make, though, really?
22:42Well, it helps you move on, surely?
22:46Don't say that.
22:48What a stupid, stupid thing to say.
22:51Why should I?
22:52What if I don't want to?
22:54Why does everyone keep telling me I've got to move on?
22:57Will you please open the door?
22:59I know you're upset.
23:23I know how hard everything is, but you can't treat me like that.
23:30You don't talk about Ashley ever, except to get angry.
23:37I'm worried about you.
23:39Crematorium rang me.
24:00To say I should pick up his ashes.
24:02but i thought lillian took them half she gave me half
24:10oh why haven't you collected them
24:32oh fantastic no of course i'm happy to do my bit for the school
24:41okay no worries all right well i'll see you at 8am yes sharp okay thanks mark oh i don't know if
24:50i've got another school fate in me congratulations darling i'm so proud of you
24:56it's really something isn't it oh it sure is mary must be so relieved they all must be i think so
25:04terrific result
25:06and the best part is now i get my husband back
25:10i don't suppose you want to help me out on the badge making stall on saturday
25:18sounds fun doesn't it why are we buying bacon
25:21what you know i'm not supposed to eat this but i will if it's there
25:28where are all the healthy snacks
25:32since when is bacon a snack
25:35what's wrong nothing well that's plainly not true
25:48are we unpacking this or are you planning on flitting off again
25:55i'm not going anywhere good because anna davenport is coming tomorrow finally
26:02who the new viticulturist that's taking over from steve
26:06oh fuck is she
26:06yes we've been waiting to see her for three months
26:09actually
26:11that's good i'm gonna ask her about soil samples
26:15okay well don't be surprised when you see matilde wearing your leather jacket in the play
26:23what play
26:25hmm that was delicious thank you
26:42i think it's really worth bringing the barbecue
26:46i mean they have the electric ones here but i think you really miss that
26:49that charcoal flavour you know
26:52dad push me
26:54in a minute
26:55i'll go
26:56oh no it's okay
26:57i don't mind
26:59it's all good
27:00i'm actually an excellent pusher
27:02no
27:02brendan
27:05don't be so rude
27:07sorry but i just
27:08i just don't
27:09we don't
27:10we don't know you
27:12it's okay
27:12of course we do
27:13of course we do
27:14no we just know that she was sitting outside our house watching us
27:17yeah and thank god because she saved my life
27:19i know and i'm i'm grateful
27:20of course i am but i mean like
27:22how long were you doing that for
27:25why were you doing that
27:27it doesn't matter
27:27no it does taylor
27:28lillian is from our donor family
27:30i know and i can't thank you enough for that
27:33and for what you gave to us
27:35but
27:35i mean
27:37she was sleeping outside our house
27:41she said that she was your sister
27:42that's not normal
27:44sorry but
27:45you're not normal
27:47um
27:51i might just call it over
28:00to go to balerai
28:03was that the big ikea
28:18yes
28:19why are we up this far
28:22where are we going
28:25caroline what are you doing
28:28caroline
28:30stop right now
28:32what do you think you're doing
28:34turn this car around right this second
28:37you need to collect his ashes
28:39not for you
28:41for him
28:43you gave ashley the most beautiful funeral
28:47the flowers
28:47the string quartet
28:49you spared no expense
28:50you gave him everything in that funeral
28:53to say a fitting goodbye
28:55and it can't just sit on some shelf forever
29:00it's not right
29:03it's not right
29:03it's not right
29:05i'm making an electric sword
29:22so i put the gray parts on here
29:24mummy
29:25it's mummy
29:25am i taking a ludicrously priced slab of cheese out of the fridge now
29:32babe i'm so sorry
29:34no
29:35we've had a multi-car collision
29:37no you haven't
29:39there's loads of injuries
29:41it's a mess
29:42well can't the others handle it
29:43it's all hands on deck
29:45i'm sorry honey
29:47how late do you think
29:50i don't know
29:53i've got to go sam's calling me
29:56i love you
29:58i love you too
30:00but your job's stupid
30:02see you tomorrow mary
30:13have a good night
30:15yeah
30:16and again i'm sorry for
30:19thanks sam
30:20thank you
30:47so sorry
30:50i wish we had an extra bedroom
30:52oh no
30:53thank you
30:55it's silly you having to pay
30:58it's my fault
30:59i mean i probably would have been okay to drive
31:02i'm just going to duck to the loo
31:09she uh she's just in the bathroom
31:24thanks for this
31:27i'm sorry for acting like a psycho
31:38i know that
31:40watching your house was
31:42really creepy
31:44look
31:47obviously you finding her in the driveway was so lucky
31:51but
31:52it was the worst thing that could have happened
31:55she wants to be perfect for you
31:58that's why she's been putting off writing to say thank you
32:02she wanted to be like 100% full health
32:05and then you saw her at rock bottom
32:07you rode in the ambulance with her while she was unconscious
32:10she was devastated when she found out
32:11she knew you'd be disappointed
32:14and it's obvious that you are
32:16no that's not true
32:18which frankly is fucked up
32:19she has cf and had a double lung transplant
32:22and look at her
32:23she's got more guts than anyone i know
32:25she had the guts to meet you even though she knew that'd be shitty
32:29that determination
32:31that's why you couldn't have given those lungs to a better person
32:35and i'm eternally grateful
32:38but i never want to see you again
32:42okay
32:48okay
32:52come on
32:55so
33:00seriously
33:01i can see you next time
33:02just
33:03it's a very cute
33:03to see you next time
33:04but
33:04maybe
33:05okay
33:37Excuse me.
33:38Sorry.
33:41Oh, hi.
33:43Hey, Sam.
33:45Sorry, begging out.
33:47No worries.
33:48Late night.
33:49Early start.
33:50My middle one begged to go to before school care,
33:52which either makes her a resilient child
33:55or me a parent she doesn't want to spend time with.
33:57LAUGHTER
33:57How are you?
34:06Anyway, God, sorry,
34:07I shouldn't be yawning in front of you
34:08after the night you've had.
34:11A car accident?
34:13Oh, I wasn't on last night.
34:15Really?
34:15I thought Mary said that you were there.
34:18She said it was really full on,
34:20so the whole team was there.
34:21No, I was on call, but...
34:22I didn't get a...
34:25Oh, shit, I didn't miss a call, did I?
34:27Sometimes my voicemail doesn't alert me and...
34:52Where were you last night?
34:56What are you doing here?
34:57What are you doing here?
34:59I feel like the coffee and toast is a clue.
35:03There was no car accident last night, I just ran into Sam.
35:09Sam didn't...
35:10He wasn't even on the...
35:11You literally told me that you had all hands on deck.
35:16So where the fuck were you?
35:18I was here.
35:22Where's Andrew?
35:29What?
35:32Oh, Jesus.
35:36I don't know where Andrew is.
35:38How could you think there's anything...
35:39Gee, I don't know, Mary.
35:40Could it be that you confide in him, that you trust him more than me?
35:43I don't.
35:44Bullshit!
35:45I promise you, there is nothing going on.
35:46Like, your promise means anything to me.
35:50When was the last time you told me the truth?
35:52Actually, I can handle you being depressed, not talking to me.
35:56I can even handle you forming a posse with the right-wing media.
35:59But what I cannot handle is you lying to me.
36:04That will be the fucking end of us, Mary.
36:06Oh, hi.
36:12Sorry.
36:12I texted you, but...
36:24Oh, yeah.
36:24I think my phone was on silent.
36:26I wasn't sure if you'd checked out or not.
36:43No.
36:43No, I was just about to.
36:47Anyway, I came to give you a lift back to your car.
36:49Oh, I...
36:51I...
36:52Brendan and Jet are at home.
36:57Right.
36:58That...
36:59That's so nice, but I can just jump in an Uber.
37:03What is it with you and Ubers, huh?
37:05It's fine, honestly.
37:07I know, but you already had to pay for the room and I would...
37:10Yeah, but I don't need a lift.
37:11I won't take no for an answer.
37:13Jesus, stop!
37:19Sorry.
37:23But honestly, I'm fine.
37:25You have to know, I never wanted this to happen.
37:28I never wanted to meet you.
37:31I just wanted to see that you were doing okay and then you weren't okay, so...
37:36But I am.
37:39I am, really.
37:40And I promise that I will be.
37:43No, Taylor, you don't have to say that.
37:46But I am getting better all the time.
37:49And, um...
37:51The first year is the hardest, apparently.
37:56Oh, fuck.
37:57I'm so sorry.
37:59I'm sorry.
38:00No, no, I'm the one who needs to apologise.
38:03I am so sorry that I badgered you into writing to me,
38:07that I pressured you into getting better.
38:12Brendan said to me that you...
38:14You wanted to be perfect for me.
38:17You are.
38:20You just are.
38:21At first, I was...
38:41euphoric.
38:43I just...
38:43I couldn't believe that I could breathe.
38:45I have been sucking on oxygen for a year.
38:48But does it happen straight away, or...?
38:50Yeah.
38:52Pretty much.
38:53They take the breathing tube out and then, boom, you're on your own.
38:59That must feel...
39:00incredible.
39:02Like, actually...
39:05You just feel like...
39:08Okay.
39:10Anything is possible.
39:11So, then, when you land back in hospital with an infection...
39:19Yeah, it's bad.
39:22As bad as this motel coffee we're drinking?
39:25Almost.
39:26Oh.
39:29I don't mean to sound weird again, but...
39:34Do they feel like your lungs?
39:37Physically?
39:38Yeah.
39:41Mentally?
39:45Sometimes that's a bit of a struggle.
39:54No one can really prepare you for...
39:59knowing that someone died, but you got to live.
40:03But it's a really good motivator.
40:14Even on the tough days, because...
40:17I know that...
40:18that my donor, that Ash...
40:21that he deserves her.
40:27He would have loved you.
40:28He loved people who didn't let anything stand in their way.
40:35He loved...
40:37guns.
40:40He'd be very happy about this...
40:43cinch.
40:43Mm-hmm.
40:46Maybe not so happy with me and the whole hunting you down part.
40:54Maybe he'd think it was romantic.
40:55Okay.
40:59Yeah, that's a good take.
41:00I'm not going to run with that.
41:01I'm not...
41:02insane.
41:04I'm just...
41:05romantic.
41:06Yeah.
41:14This looks intense.
41:15Huh?
41:15Always intense when you're exploring new frontiers.
41:19Anna, do take sugar.
41:20No, that's great.
41:20Thank you, Kelly.
41:21There you go.
41:22Beautiful.
41:22What's the map of?
41:24Victoria.
41:25So exciting.
41:26I was just telling Andrew there are some really formidable soils out that way.
41:30Out what way?
41:31Western District.
41:33Ballarat.
41:34Yeah.
41:34Yeah.
41:35People always think Heathcote,
41:37but there are some chromosomes out west that have bang on for pinots and chardonnay.
41:41Oh, exactly.
41:42I had a tremendous local chardonnay there the other day.
41:45What do you reckon, Kel?
41:46You've always liked your pinot.
41:47Back where another one of those block, rock, and beats.
42:12Back where another one of those block, rock, and beats.
42:15Hey, Mish.
42:44How are you?
42:46Hi, Philip.
42:47Your dad gave me your address, but he didn't tell me how quaint this place is.
42:51Well, Breezy, up here.
42:53Well, I'm looking for Lillian.
42:55She's not here.
42:56No.
42:57Well, I went to the tourist town.
43:00It's a living museum.
43:03And they hadn't seen her?
43:05Well, she's probably at home.
43:07And where is that?
43:23Look, Hamish.
43:24It's not my fault.
43:26I don't know where Lillian lives.
43:28She's done her utmost to exclude us from her life.
43:31I wonder why that is.
43:34I'm not the bad guy.
43:35If Lillian had been more responsible,
43:38you know she owes us over $30,000?
43:41Michelle is out of her mind with worries.
43:44Could you stop doing what you're doing?
43:47Disco in the coffee machine.
43:48And talk to me?
43:52Well, no wonder she followed you up here.
43:54You're as childish as she is.
43:56And there it is.
43:57You left all your opportunity,
43:59moved to bumfuck nowhere.
44:01I'll pass that feedback on to the local council.
44:03What do you even do for a living?
44:04Really?
44:05You straighten teeth.
44:07Have you seen the car I drive?
44:08Oh, it's very impressive, Uncle Philip.
44:10Oh, you can joke, Hamish,
44:11but the truth is you opted out of life
44:13when the going got tough.
44:14I never opted out of life.
44:17Just the one you and my dad chose.
44:19I certainly don't opt out when things get tough.
44:22I'm here in the good and the shit.
44:25And Lillian didn't follow me here.
44:27You drove her here.
44:29You and Michelle nearly broke her
44:31trying to bend her to your will.
44:33And when she finally found her way free,
44:35finally got her life together,
44:38she lost Ash.
44:39And where were you?
44:41We were right here.
44:42You don't even know where she lives.
44:44The man she was going to marry died
44:46and not once did you come to visit her.
44:49You talk about opting out of life.
44:51What the fuck do you call that?
44:53She's your daughter.
44:55You only want her back now
44:56so Michelle can try again
44:58to make her into a mini version of herself.
45:01Jesus Christ.
45:03Leave her alone.
45:04Lillian is a miracle just the way she is.
45:10Ash saw it.
45:12My wife sees it.
45:13I see it.
45:15You, Michelle, and your idiot son
45:16are the only ones who don't.
45:18You.
45:34He's gone.
45:46He's gone.
45:50What?
45:52He's gone.
45:53I told him where Lillian lives.
45:57I wasn't sure what else to do.
46:00Hamish.
46:01The way you stood up to him.
46:09The way you stood up to him.
46:11Defended Lillian and yourself.
46:15That was really brave.
46:16I'm sorry for lying.
46:23There was no car accident.
46:26I didn't want to come home
46:30because I didn't want to tell you the truth.
46:32I started having panic attacks a couple of months ago.
46:39Mary.
46:40Why didn't you tell me?
46:42Because I'm supposed to be the strong one.
46:44I've run the fucking ED.
46:46So what?
46:47Now I'm scared to go to work.
46:49I thought the plea change thing
46:54would make it better, but...
46:55Baby, what you saw happened to Ash?
46:57No, you see, that's not it.
47:02I keep thinking it could have been me.
47:08You know, he could have killed me.
47:11And I know that's so selfish
47:13when we lost Ash to make this about me.
47:17Don't you think I'd think that every day?
47:23What kind of a monster would you be
47:24if it didn't affect you,
47:25if it didn't make you terrified?
47:28Well, I can't...
47:29I can't...
47:30control it.
47:32It's like when Lillian started getting better,
47:35I started getting worse.
47:37Remind me, when did Lillian start getting better?
47:47She's been mad at me
47:50because I said you were weak.
47:56Okay.
47:58But I know I only said that
48:00because I was weak.
48:03I just kept feeling the ground slipping from under me.
48:07Like, what if I never saw the kids grow up
48:09or I never got old with you?
48:12Baby.
48:14I love you.
48:19I got you.
48:21Mmm.
48:22Whatever's in the oven smells amazing.
48:43Is that a leek?
48:48What's up?
48:49When were you going to tell me?
48:50I wanted to surprise you.
48:53That was embarrassing.
48:54Anna knew our plans before I did.
48:56Oh, Kel.
48:57No, don't...
48:58Oh, Kel me.
48:59I'm not stupid.
49:04I'm lost.
49:06I know why you're doing this.
49:08Wanting to start up over there.
49:09I don't know why you're upset.
49:11We always talked about expanding when the time was right.
49:13Not in Ballarat.
49:15Well, I didn't know it was an option.
49:16Oh.
49:16But the wines are excellent
49:17and I've been way too pig-headed about our own region.
49:20I don't even think about it anywhere else.
49:21Oh, for Christ's sake, boys.
49:23Stay away from the house.
49:26When are you going to admit
49:28that you would rather spend time with all of them
49:30than with us?
49:34It's a commercial decision.
49:36It's not.
49:37It's a commercial decision.
49:40Oh, no.
49:42It's a comedy scene It's not like you're wicked.
49:42It's not like yourDS.
49:42It's an pro from the street,
49:43but you're apa- разделing the girls.
49:43So, when are you going to look at it,
49:44you're going to get anancies out.
49:45I'm about to wrap it up.
49:47And to get a plan with just the round,
49:49and for you,
49:49we're about to go check the table.
49:50Hey, Rick.
50:12Hey, Lillian.
50:13How are you?
50:14I need to give you my notice for the apartment.
50:17I have to move out.
50:20So it's two weeks, yeah?
50:24Sure.
50:25Sounds good.
50:27Is that why your dad's here?
50:43What a beautiful spot.
50:50Sent you to get me.
50:52She's worried about you.
50:54And she really wants you to be part of the family.
50:58And the business.
51:00I don't know how to raise $33,000 except to work for you.
51:13So if I set up your new clinic, I want my pay doubled so that I can pay off my debt sooner.
51:20And I won't live with you.
51:22I'll find a place.
51:24I'll move out of here so that I can afford it.
51:30I thought you were going to tell me to fuck off.
51:33Asha's mum didn't want me to donate his organs.
51:43That's why I ended up with the funeral bill.
51:47She was angry that I was his next of kin.
51:50Anyway, she wants me to pay for what I did.
51:58So I will.
51:59Because I did the right thing.
52:00I'll drive back first thing in the morning and I will come back on the weekend and clear out my stuff.
52:15Can I see your place before I go?
52:30Do you want a cup of tea or something?
52:45Sure.
52:48So Ash lived here and you moved in with him?
52:52Yeah.
52:54Must have been small for the two of you.
52:57It was enough.
52:57And it's lovely, Lil.
53:05What's all this?
53:07Oh, that's...
53:08That's Ash's stuff.
53:11And no, it's not some crazy shrine.
53:14It was all downstairs, but Rick needed the space, so I have to take it to the op shop.
53:21He was a serious cyclist.
53:25Maybe you had more in common than you realised.
53:27Lilian, do you have any idea what this bike is worth?
53:35Well, you'd be lucky to find one of these, even second-hand, for under $18,000.
53:40$18,000?
53:42Yep.
53:43Are you serious?
53:45How?
53:46He never said...
53:47And this is handcrafted cedar.
53:49Beautiful inlay.
53:51Must be worth seven or eight.
53:54Plus your fancy ski boots.
53:56Wait.
53:56So...
53:56How could he spend that much?
54:03He clearly had taste.
54:05But all up, if you sold this properly, you'd be debt-free.
54:10I've learned to hold the line
54:31And to never look away, I've taught myself the lies that will get me through the day.
54:43And nothing ever lasts, but the pain that circulates
54:52Through the chasms of our past
54:57And the breaths we dare to take
55:01Oh, mama, can you see?
55:21I've got a darkness shining through me
55:28I've got a darkness shining through me
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