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Dear Life - Season 1 Episode 1 -
How Can You Mend A Broken Heart?
How Can You Mend A Broken Heart?
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00:00Oh, yeah, come on, hey, whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo, whoo, yeah, oh, yeah, baby, whoo, girl, you really got me going, you got me so I don't know what I'm doing, whoo, whoo, yeah, you really got me now, you got me so I can't sleep at night.
00:30Oh, yeah, you really got me now, you got me so I don't know what I'm doing now, oh, yeah, you really got me now, you got me so I can't sleep at night.
00:42You really got me, you really got me, you really got me, yeah, oh, yeah, see you, don't ever set me free, I always want to be by your side.
00:57Yeah.
00:57Oh
01:27Marry me
01:35It's beautiful
01:37And you have such terrible taste
01:40Well, I have held
01:42Five, four, three, seven
01:44How long have you been planning this?
01:46Since I met you
01:57Let's do everything
02:27Next up
02:29Go
02:39Go
02:40Go
02:41Go
02:48Go
02:49Go
02:51Go
02:53Go
02:54Go
02:56Go
02:57Mind the horses here.
03:21Please allow me to accompany you, Miss Rathbone.
03:24For the umpteenth time, Mr Winterton.
03:26No, I do not need your accompaniment when I am attending to my affairs.
03:30Isn't that precisely why you need the accompaniment of a gentleman?
03:34Surely it's not safe for...
03:35Mr Winterton, I am a woman of independ...
03:41You okay?
03:47Mm-hmm.
03:48I'll have you know.
03:50I'll have you know.
03:52Mm-hmm.
03:55Oh.
03:56Up!
03:58Up!
04:03Up!
04:04Very well, Miss Rathbone.
04:05I understand you're feeling poorly.
04:07I shall see you anon.
04:08I must go to the, um...
04:10To the post office.
04:11This way.
04:12Oh, my God.
04:22Sharon, I'm so sorry.
04:23This kid was eating fried chicken in my face.
04:26But, yeah, sorry.
04:30I knew there was something wrong with that takeaway last night.
04:32People were taking photos.
04:34I know.
04:35I'm going to mention that when I ring to complain.
04:36This cannot keep happening.
04:38It won't.
04:38I'm pretty sure it's out of my system now.
04:41I am very sorry about what you've been through.
04:44Really, I am.
04:45But I'm okay now.
04:47Lillian, I have to let you go.
04:51No, I can't.
04:52Please, Sharon, this job is the only thing that's keeping me sane.
04:56But it's not.
04:57I can fix this.
04:59I promise.
04:59I promise.
04:59I promise.
04:59I promise.
05:29We're up on night to get lucky, we're up on night to get lucky, we're up on night to get lucky.
05:59What the fuck?
06:10Mary where are you?
06:20I'm outside your office, someone's changed the key code.
06:23Hey can you let me in?
06:25You need to use the front entrance.
06:27Yeah I have a woman here in a big dress, possibly on methamphetamine.
06:32Sorry it's Dr Harvey in the ED office.
06:34Lillian?
06:35What's happened?
06:36I'm sick.
06:37God did a Clydesdale shit on you?
06:39Can you give me something to stop throwing up?
06:41Miss I need you to step out into the corridor.
06:43Oh no no.
06:44Just move away from the doctor.
06:45No it's not a situation.
06:47I mean obviously it's a situation, she's my friend, my hungover friend.
06:53We're fine, thank you.
06:55Thanks.
06:57Sorry I didn't realise you two.
07:02The costume kind of threw me.
07:04She works at Sovereign Hill.
07:07Is that the theme park?
07:09It's the living museum.
07:11Who's he?
07:13This is Sam, my new registrar.
07:17Sam this is Lillian.
07:20Hey.
07:21What kind of emergency doctor freaks out so easily?
07:27I don't freak out.
07:28Tell that to the big boys in the uniforms.
07:31I was following procedure.
07:32It's all good Sam.
07:33She was banging on the glass.
07:34I know.
07:35Can you go and check on the kid in room one for me?
07:37I was not banging on the glass.
07:39See if her x-rays have landed.
07:40You definitely were.
07:41And chase them if they haven't.
07:42And we were told to take extra precautions because the doctor that I replaced was killed on duty.
07:47Lillian was his fiancee.
08:00Shit.
08:02Can you deal with that for me please?
08:04Sorry.
08:05I'll chase off those x-rays.
08:06Yeah.
08:17Why would you come here?
08:19Need an injection.
08:20And a mint.
08:22Sharon fired me.
08:24I may have thrown up in front of a school group.
08:27Oh Lillian.
08:29But if you give me an injection I can go back and show her that I'm fine.
08:32And then if you wrote me a doctor's certificate to say that I had food poisoning then I-
08:36Jesus Christ!
08:38You know what this is don't you?
08:40Um.
08:41Why did I know this one?
08:42I cry for hell.
08:43Yeah it's not funny.
08:44You should be seeing a psychologist.
08:46You should be seeing a psychologist.
08:47Okay fine whatever.
08:59Have a sip.
09:00So I finished my victim impact statement.
09:16Which was, you know, blech.
09:19But I'm glad it's done.
09:24How are you going with yours if you started?
09:30Because that's where I think the psychologist could help.
09:33You know?
09:34Because you can't talk about what happened.
09:37He might be able to help you get your thoughts-
09:39Can you just give me a fucking injection?
09:41Sorry.
09:46But actually can you?
09:51No.
09:52Seriously?
09:54Can you at least write me a doctor's certificate?
09:56I have to get back to work.
09:57Mary!
09:58Go home and sleep it off.
10:00Okay.
10:01Fuck you.
10:03Yeah fuck you too.
10:11It's up here.
10:26Trip advisor gave this place 4.75 stars as the best supper in the city.
10:33I just won $50.
10:36I bet Sarah that you couldn't make it through the evening without answering an email.
10:39Rupert says he wants to start the harvest Wednesday.
10:42Which would be great if we were making vinegar.
10:45We don't have a wrong way this way, mate.
10:47Oh.
10:48Yeah, don't mind me.
10:49Where are the manners?
10:50Come on.
10:51You're just hungry.
10:52Yeah.
10:53All right.
10:54Why isn't everyone in bed?
10:56I'm just getting bones.
10:57I'm just getting bones.
10:58I'm just getting bones.
10:59I'm just getting bones.
11:00I'm just getting bones.
11:01Hey babe.
11:02I think I fucked up.
11:03Hey Siri.
11:04Turn it off.
11:05What happened?
11:06Your cousin happened.
11:07What now?
11:08We had a big fight in my office.
11:09Wait.
11:10She came to the hospital?
11:11She lost her job.
11:12Oh, Jesus.
11:13Well, that was probably only a matter of time.
11:14I'm just getting bones.
11:16Hey babe.
11:17Hey babe.
11:19I think I fucked up.
11:21Hey Siri, turn it off.
11:25What happened?
11:27Your cousin happened.
11:29What now?
11:31We had a big fight in my office.
11:33Wait, she came to the hospital?
11:35She lost her job.
11:37Oh, Jesus.
11:39Well, that was probably only a matter of time.
11:41She met Sam.
11:43Oh, how'd she take it?
11:45She vomited.
11:47Oh, baby, I'm sorry.
11:49It wasn't just Sam. She was so hungover.
11:51That's why she came here. She wanted me to give her Maxalon.
11:53Fuck, that's desperate.
11:55Did it help?
11:56I didn't give it to her.
11:57Okay, alright.
11:59She'll just start drinking again tonight
12:01and be just as sick tomorrow.
12:03Okay, it's just you have given her medication before.
12:06Well, this time it was different.
12:08She wasn't listening to anything I was saying.
12:10And were you saying she should be seeing someone?
12:13You didn't see what she was like.
12:16Honey, I don't know why you would bring that up.
12:19She hasn't even started her victim impact statement.
12:22Oh, God, Mary, you can't pass through about that.
12:24But if she can't write it or even talk about it with us,
12:29how is she supposed to sit through everything and call?
12:31Look, I know you're anxious about going.
12:34Uh, no, no, no. This has nothing to do with me.
12:37Okay.
12:41Can you just call her, please?
12:43She listens to you.
12:44Well, that's bullshit.
12:47Just see if she's alright.
12:48No, you're the one who fucked up.
12:50I did not.
12:51You just said you did.
12:52Well, it's different when I say it.
12:54Are you okay?
13:13I will be when we land.
13:15Oh, hang on.
13:20Are we going the right way?
13:21Oh.
13:22Let's just go back to the hotel.
13:24No.
13:25This is our night without children.
13:26I want to go out.
13:27I just want to get some room service.
13:29It's my birthday.
13:30Yeah.
13:31We came here.
13:32We saw your show.
13:34And that's it.
13:35Is it?
13:36That's all I'm allowed.
13:37What?
13:38A plane ride and a musical and then shut up, Kelly.
13:40Turn to bed.
13:41Okay, calm down.
13:42Those tickets weren't cheap, by the way.
13:47You know what?
13:48You go back to the hotel.
13:49I'm having supper.
13:51Okay.
13:53Kelly.
14:12There were two rings.
14:13Which means your phone wasn't off.
14:14You've just hit the piss off Hamish button.
14:15Which shits me.
14:16Because I'm working on this really important noodle shop logo.
14:17Which, as I say, I know it doesn't sound that important.
14:18But it is.
14:19So fucking call me back.
14:20Lillian?
14:21Henry from uni.
14:22Oh yeah.
14:23You're okay?
14:24No.
14:25Same.
14:26Same.
14:27Deep prior.
14:28I don't know it doesn't sound that important, but it is, so fucking call me back.
14:33Lillian?
14:38Henry from uni?
14:41Oh, yeah.
14:43You okay?
14:44No.
14:46Same, same.
14:47Deep prior.
14:51Hey, you coming back to uni?
14:53I'm really sorry about your husband, by the way.
15:03He's messed up.
15:10It happened here, right?
15:12Why don't you go stick your other hand and maybe your head in the deep fryer?
15:23No.
15:33Kelly!
15:35Kelly!
15:36Oi!
15:37Jesus!
15:38What?
15:39Kelly!
15:40Kelly!
15:41I'm sorry.
15:42Okay, I'm sorry.
15:43I'm not going back to the hotel.
15:44I know.
15:45I know.
15:46Where's this other place?
15:51Hiya.
15:53Looks good.
16:01Bakery Hill Medical.
16:02Oh, hi.
16:03Do you have any doctors available?
16:07Lillian?
16:09Vandenberg?
16:11V-A-N-D?
16:16Roger that.
16:17Rerouting now.
16:18The smoke's too intense.
16:19We'll have to land at Avalon.
16:20It might get a little bumpy.
16:21I think we've botched it.
16:22I'll call Lana.
16:23It's a quarter to twelve.
16:24Who quees up for food at a quarter to twelve?
16:25What is this?
16:26A soup kitchen?
16:27You'll have to excuse my husband.
16:28He hasn't left Adelaide since 1983.
16:30What?
16:31Come on, let's make a little joke.
16:32I thought Melbourne had a comedy festival.
16:33Huh?
16:34Look at this lot.
16:35Look at this lot.
16:36It's a quarter to twelve.
16:37It's a quarter to twelve.
16:38Who quees up for food at a quarter to twelve?
16:39What is this?
16:40A soup kitchen?
16:41You'll have to excuse my husband.
16:42He hasn't left Adelaide since 1983.
16:43What?
16:44Ah, come on.
16:45Let's make a little joke.
16:46I thought Melbourne had a comedy festival.
16:47Huh?
16:48Hey, look at this lot.
16:50Excuse me.
16:51This is not first.
16:52Ah!
16:53Oh!
16:54Oh!
16:55Oh!
16:56Oh!
16:57Oh!
16:58Oh!
16:59Oh!
17:00Oh!
17:01Oh!
17:02Oh!
17:03Oh!
17:04Oh!
17:05Oh!
17:06Oh!
17:07Oh!
17:08Oh!
17:09Oh!
17:10Oh!
17:11Oh!
17:12Oh!
17:13Yes.
17:14I'm still here.
17:18Oh!
17:19Stop breathing!
17:22Oh!
17:29Oh, oh!
17:34Oh!
17:36What?
17:37Oh!
17:40Wow!
17:41Oh!
17:42Come on. Come on. Let's go.
17:49Trauma victim, suffering cardiac arrest, suspected fractured pelvis and internal bleeding.
17:54CPR on scene, ROSC, 14 minutes.
17:57Oh, God. Please hurry. Please hurry.
18:12Fee, thank you so much.
18:25She's through here.
18:29I told her not to call you.
18:31Are you all right?
18:32You scared the shit out of us.
18:33I'm sorry. I shouldn't have pushed you about getting help. I should have just given you the injection.
18:38Yes, this is your fault, Mary. This has absolutely nothing to do with me being an arsehole.
18:43You're not an arsehole. All the time.
18:46Yeah, I am.
18:47Yeah, she is.
18:49Well, of course you are. The love of your life died.
19:00I'd be an arsehole too. I shouldn't have been pressing you to talk or write your statement.
19:05Yes, you should have.
19:07I thought you were mad at me.
19:08What's the alternative?
19:11Look at her.
19:12For fuck's sake, Lillian, nobody wants to go to court, but at least there'll be some closure.
19:17The whole point of the victim impact.
19:19Jesus Christ, don't you get it? The whole point is there is no point. I don't care.
19:23About what?
19:24About anything.
19:25Well, you can't just... You need to snap out. Not snap out.
19:28I know that that's offensive. I just mean that there is a light at the end of the tunnel, and yes, you are in the tunnel at the moment, and it's very dark because there's a curvy bit that's...
19:41And... And... What am I trying to say, Mary?
19:45Can I get it left to my car?
19:46Oh, the car with a gaping hole in its side. Yeah, no, we're taking you home.
19:50Please, Harry. Please, Harry. Please, please. Please, Harry.
19:56His stats have dropped to 85.
19:57I made him go to supper. Is he going to be okay? Why didn't I just go with him back to the hotel?
20:07Is he going to be okay? Is he going to be okay? Is he okay? Please? He's okay. He's okay. He's okay.
20:18Please, Harry. Thank you. Thank you.
20:57That's it. Get out of that dress. You're staying with us.
21:00I'm... I'm good.
21:01You can't stay here, Lillian. It's like a youth hostel and a...
21:07And an end-of-year soccer trip.
21:09Fucked each other.
21:11Jesus Christ. How's the electricity not being disconnected?
21:15I'll pack a bag. I'm not coming.
21:17I'll sort the bills into piles.
21:19It's junk.
21:19Tell that to the sheriff.
21:20Are you fucking right?
21:22I don't need you to pack
21:24and I don't need you to open a letter from my local MP.
21:28No job too small.
21:29Australian...
21:30Australian what?
21:34Tax office?
21:35And so unfortunately, Andrew has suffered a massive cardiac arrest in the accident and now he is in heart failure.
21:58But it's going now. He's breathing now.
22:02He is artificially breathing now and we are circulating his blood for him.
22:06So is he going to need a stent? My father has a stent. He has too.
22:10I'm so sorry. This is very different. We can't undo the damage.
22:14How long since you've lodged her return?
22:26Is it a late phone?
22:29Mary?
22:30What is it?
22:32We've got a good accountant.
22:35Dear donor family.
22:37Oh, holy fuck.
22:39Who?
22:39I don't really know how to begin except to say thank you for my new heart.
22:48It's his heart.
22:49Oh.
22:51Oh.
22:52Ten months ago, I had an accident and to cut a long story short, I was put on a waiting list for a new heart.
23:00Three months later on the day you would have endured your loss, it came.
23:06Okay, everyone. We ready?
23:09Hello, Andrew. We made it.
23:17I can't describe the joy and relief my family and I felt on that day, or how deeply grateful we are.
23:26The next bit's blacked out.
23:32It's redacted. It has to be anonymous.
23:34Oh.
23:35I can only imagine the pain you're going through, but I hope it gives you some comfort to know that your gift saved my life.
23:44I will never take for granted your generosity, and I will cherish every day with my new heart, forever in your debt, recipient.
23:57I can't.
23:57I can't.
23:58I can't.
23:59I can't.
24:00I can't.
24:04I can't.
24:05I can't.
24:06I can't.
24:07I can't.
24:08I can't.
24:09I don't know.
24:39I don't know.
25:09You okay, Lil?
25:23I forgot.
25:31Forgot what?
25:32The night he died, that he was killed, it's on a loop in my head.
25:42I can't make it stop.
25:44You calling me, you coming to get me, running through the hospital, and my shoes went on properly, and the police, and then seeing him there.
26:01And his mum yelling at me, and he was so mad.
26:10I know.
26:10So I forgot.
26:16They're all totally fucked.
26:20And there's someone out there with his heart.
26:23That's what I mean about the tunnel.
26:36That's the light.
26:38Someone got to live.
26:39Please don't do metaphors.
26:56Not just someone.
26:59Lots of someones.
27:00Thanks.
27:01Thanks.
27:01Thanks.
27:02We'll see you next time.
28:05Good morning, sir.
28:07Ma'am?
28:08What are the young'uns like to meet the horses?
28:13Come along, come and meet Thursday.
28:15He's the big one on the right.
28:16Can you take a photo?
28:18William, what are you doing?
28:21I just wanted to apologise.
28:22Oh, for heaven's sake, can't this wait?
28:25I really am sorry about how I behaved, but have been behaving.
28:32I know you are.
28:35Oh.
28:37I totally understand your decision for firing me, but I really need my job back.
28:45Lillian, there are other jobs.
28:47Good morning.
28:48Hi.
28:49I'm not quite so public.
28:50I want this job.
28:52I need this job.
28:54I can't talk about this now.
28:56We shouldn't be in the coach.
28:58Sharon, please, can I just...
29:01Look, I started working here as a bit of a joke.
29:05Not a joke.
29:06I was the joke.
29:08I was 34 with no idea what I was doing with my life.
29:14What I mean is, I thought it would be fun.
29:16And it was fun.
29:18But it was also great.
29:20And I was good at it.
29:23And then I met Pat.
29:25And I think when he saw me working here with the kids, I think it made him like me more.
29:33And he kept telling me how brilliant I was with them and that I should be a school teacher.
29:40And that's when I enrolled in university.
29:43That was because of him.
29:46So, you see, my whole adult life finally made sense because of this job.
29:58But everything's changed, William.
30:01Not this place.
30:03It's still 1851.
30:07Everywhere I go, everyone just wants to talk about Ash.
30:13Now he died.
30:15And then when I'm here, and I'm in costume, it just feels good to pretend that everything's normal for a little while.
30:28Whoa, Thursday.
30:30Please, Sharon, I've almost finished my degree and then I can be teaching here properly.
30:35You can come back on strict probation.
31:03Really?
31:06I won't let you down, I promise.
31:09I've heard that before.
31:10I've heard that before.
31:13I've heard that before.
31:17I've heard that before.
31:18Hear it from your kids.
31:19What a great thing.
31:20For me.
31:21By nicht, but of course to ask for鬆software say he wins the mostantage of a class trouble.
31:26I've heard that before.
31:27All right.
31:28My fault.
31:29There are a lot for us.
31:30I've heard it.
31:31We must have a complicated принderиков for each other.
31:32There is a good thing here.
31:34Happy thoughts on socialists.
31:36You should have to say it.
31:39I've heard the perhaps while.
31:40You should have Gustav.
31:42Spiveman, but you were a good guy.
32:46I'm a wine maker, ninth generation wine drinker.
32:48Hope you're all looking forward to tasting the best wine in the Barossa.
32:51Now, cellar door's right down that way.
32:53You'll find my beautiful wife Kelly waiting for you in the gazebo.
32:56Enjoy!
32:58Oh, hello.
33:16Hello?
33:17Are you part of the group?
33:19The tour?
33:21Are you here for lunch?
33:25Are you okay?
33:28My fiancé is...
33:32Was.
33:33He's...
33:34Oh!
33:35Well if he's caught up with my husband we'll never get him back.
33:37Would you like to try some of our bubbles?
33:42Andrew sent this to me.
33:45I'm sorry?
33:46He wrote to me.
33:49Your fiancé?
33:50Yeah.
33:51He's...
33:52Sorry.
33:53Um...
33:54Oh.
33:55Oh.
33:56Oh.
33:57Oh.
33:58Oh.
33:59Oh.
34:00Oh.
34:01Oh.
34:02Oh.
34:03Oh.
34:04Oh.
34:05Oh.
34:06Oh.
34:07Oh.
34:08Oh.
34:09Oh.
34:10So here we've got some big fruit flavours.
34:12Maybe some blackberry, some plum.
34:14You might detect a hint of dark chocolate for any of you chocolate lovers in the house.
34:18Excuse me.
34:21What happened?
34:25Kelly?
34:26Toby, get her a lemonade.
34:28And keep everyone inside.
34:30What's wrong?
34:31Where does it hurt?
34:32Did you see it?
34:33Did she hit her head?
34:34Toby.
34:35This is...
34:37This is...
34:38Lillian.
34:39I'm Lillian.
34:41Her fiancé.
34:44Donated his heart.
34:49I don't understand.
34:52Sorry.
34:53I'm so sorry.
34:57I didn't mean to hurt Kelly and I just wanted to see you.
35:10I thought it was anonymous.
35:14It is.
35:15It is.
35:16I Googled.
35:17Because there was only one heart transplant in Victoria in that 24 hours and we were in
35:24Ballarat so...
35:25And your story was in the news and Kelly had put everything about the accident on Insta
35:31and it had just...
35:32It wasn't that hard to find you.
35:43I'm sorry.
35:44Oh, no.
35:46It's alright.
35:48Isn't it?
35:50It is.
35:51It is.
35:52We understand.
35:53Your letter was so lovely.
35:57It took him two weeks to write that.
36:03He would have been so happy to help you.
36:16Ash.
36:17His name was Ash.
36:18He was a doctor.
36:19Oh.
36:20Oh God.
36:21We're just so sorry.
36:24Do you want to see your photo?
36:25Oh.
36:26Oh.
36:27Um.
36:28Yeah.
36:29Yeah.
36:30Of course.
36:31Oh.
36:32Oh.
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37:10Oh.
37:11Oh.
37:12Oh.
37:13Oh.
37:14Oh.
37:15Oh.
37:16Oh.
37:17Oh.
37:18Oh.
37:19Oh.
37:20Oh.
37:21Oh.
37:22Oh.
37:23I'm sorry.
37:53Sorry, it's a fucking thing. It's either freezing or it's more freezing.
38:00Oh, come on.
38:02What did you get for the cheapest office space in town, I guess?
38:05What you don't have in warmth you make up for in petrol fumes.
38:07Yes, which really suits half my clientele.
38:10And how many clientele have you got so far?
38:13A few, actually. And some of them even pay me.
38:16Fools.
38:17I promise I'll pay you in dinner.
38:18Oh, yeah? What kind of dinner?
38:21I mean, out or at your place?
38:24We don't go out my house.
38:26Okay. So that's three dinners with meat.
38:34Fine. Three. But we want top-shelf legal advice.
38:38I don't need advice.
38:40The police have been good, but it's all a bit daunting.
38:44Hamish has been worried about me, Jack.
38:46He forgets I run an emergency department.
38:48You've never been in court before.
38:50I don't have to do anything. He's pleading guilty.
38:52You still have to show up.
38:53But this is great so you can see Lillian.
39:00She'll be on Lillian time.
39:02Did you read her victim impact statement?
39:04Uh, no. No, I haven't seen it.
39:06She was emailing it.
39:07Oh, okay.
39:10She's really turned a corner.
39:12Has she?
39:13Do you have the internet?
39:15Yes.
39:16This is a service station, not a submarine.
39:19Have you read it?
39:20No.
39:21But she definitely said she was doing it.
39:25Okay.
39:26Okay.
39:27Uh, so realistically, that might still be in the wish list column.
39:30Wish list?
39:31Yeah.
39:32I mean, she's not legally required to do a statement.
39:35Isn't she?
39:36No.
39:37The hospital said I had to do one.
39:38Yeah, they'll be wanting to maximise the pressure.
39:40But, um, you know, technically she doesn't even have to go to court.
39:43But that's ridiculous, though.
39:45I'm not the victim in this.
39:47Well, I'm not sure that's true.
39:49Lillian is.
39:50Why am I doing a victim impact statement?
39:52Well, I mean, it's preferable if she does, obviously, you know, to make the sentence stick.
39:57Right.
39:58Jesus, my fingers are bone white.
40:02Um, why don't we go over your statement while we're waiting?
40:06I know it.
40:07Of course you do.
40:09Um, it's just...
40:12And look, I hate to say these words, but...
40:14Maynard was right.
40:15Um, it is daunting to be in court and to have to face him.
40:20Yes, you run an ED and you're used to trauma.
40:24But, um, this is different.
40:29Ash was our friend.
40:31And it's hard enough for us to deal with it.
40:34Right.
40:35And we weren't there.
40:38I just think, um...
40:46You know what? I'm going to call Lillian.
40:48Actually, let's see how far away she is.
40:52This is ridiculous.
40:53This is ridiculous.
40:54What the f**k was that?
41:13Hi.
41:14Sorry, someone called Lillian Vandenberg is on the phone.
41:27She's super upset.
41:28I told her that you were on a Zoom, but she's kind of freaking out.
41:37Lillian?
41:41Hi, I'm Susan Sinclair.
41:43I'm the family coordinator.
41:44We met after Ash passed away.
41:46Where are the other letters?
41:48I'm sorry?
41:49You've only seen one letter, but we donated everything.
41:54Okay, well, the process can be...
41:57Why hasn't anyone else written? Are they not grateful?
42:00Oh, Lillian, it's not that.
42:03Ah, look, people find it hard to write for a lot of reasons.
42:10They're overwhelmed, they're scared.
42:12Is there a vetting system?
42:14For the letters?
42:15For the recipients.
42:17Well, they have to be compatible.
42:19Blood group, size, tissue.
42:21But what about a compatible person?
42:25Has something happened?
42:26No, I just want to know if there's a caveat for who gets it?
42:34No, there are no caveats.
42:38Ash had no caveats when he chose to be an organ donor.
42:41But I can assure you, his generosity and yours has saved many different lives.
42:51Lillian?
42:52I'd really like another letter.
42:56Andrew, dinner!
42:57Andrew, dinner!
43:10Matilde, can you tell the boys if they don't come inside now, there's no dessert?
43:15Oliver!
43:16James!
43:17Not like that!
43:18You just yelled for Dad.
43:20Well, he's in the next room.
43:21I think he's in the next room.
43:22I think he's in the next room.
43:23I think he has his door closed.
43:26While only designed in 1940, the North American P-51 Mustang quickly became known as the pilot's plane.
43:36It's that Doc I haven't recommended about the P-51 Mustang.
43:39Mmm, one of my favourites.
43:41Dinner's ready.
43:43I might have mine in here.
43:45Are you okay?
43:48Why do you keep asking me that?
43:50Because you want to eat dinner on your own.
43:53Oh, I'm just a bit tired.
43:56Is it about yesterday?
43:57No, Kelly, it's not.
43:58I told you.
43:59I know.
44:00But...
44:01Such a shock.
44:02I'm not the one who framed it.
44:03Oh.
44:04Okay.
44:05Look.
44:06I just mean...
44:07I'm alright.
44:08But I'm wondering if Lillian is.
44:11What's that supposed to mean?
44:13She was upset.
44:14I didn't ask her to come here.
44:15I know, but...
44:16She's lost her fiancé.
44:17Of course she's upset.
44:18You upset her.
44:19The way that you reacted when you saw the photograph, it looked like you didn't like what you saw.
44:25I beg your pardon?
44:26Because he was...
44:27I mean, did you ever consider that he might not be white?
44:28I can't even...
44:29I don't...
44:30I don't...
44:31I can't even...
44:32I don't...
44:33I don't...
44:34Jesus, Kelly, I cannot believe you would say that.
45:02I cannot believe you would say that.
45:04That's what it looked like.
45:06That's why she left so abruptly.
45:09I think you need to say sorry.
45:11I need to say sorry. I was ambushed.
45:13What she did is illegal.
45:15But that doesn't change the way that you reacted.
45:32But why did she go to Adelaide?
45:41She said she needed to clear her head.
45:43Who goes to Adelaide to clear their head?
45:46Mummy! I've got earrings!
45:48I love them.
45:50When's she coming back?
45:51I don't know.
45:52Well, how am I supposed to make another appointment with Jack?
45:54I don't know. I'm not going again.
45:56But we didn't go through the statements.
45:58Can I have some earrings too?
46:00Of course.
46:01Babe, we need to see him again.
46:04We see him all the time.
46:06I'm serious. You heard what he said about Lil-
46:08Oh my God, Hamish.
46:10Did you hear what I said?
46:12I deal with this stuff every day.
46:14Okay? I'm fine.
46:15Well, you're not.
46:16Well, I have to be, don't I?
46:18Unlike Lillian, I don't have a choice.
46:21I don't get to go off on a fucking road trip.
46:23Or not show up to court if I don't feel like it.
46:26I'm going to get changed.
46:28Fantastic.
46:29Hello?
46:30Hello?
46:31Hello?
46:32Hello?
46:33What are you doing here?
46:34How did you find me?
46:35How did you find me?
46:36You said Ballarat.
46:37And, uh...
46:38You said Ballarat.
46:39And, uh...
46:40I wasn't the only story in the past.
46:41You said Ballarat.
46:42I wasn't the only story in the paper.
46:43Your landlord said you'd be a little bit.
46:44You said Ballarat.
46:45You said Ballarat.
46:46And, uh...
46:47I wasn't the only story in the paper.
46:50What are you doing here how did you find me you said Ballarat and I wasn't the only story in the
47:09paper your landlord said you'd be back soon flew my plane over actually sounds
47:20grander than it is just a little four-seater still sounds pretty grand
47:25yeah beautiful spot you got here you're a rower no Ash was oh what kind of role was
47:38he I don't know ice the road for the University men's eight I don't know what you're doing here
47:45but I've got some cold stuff that I need to put away oh give you a hand no okay look I don't know
47:56if you um you left this behind my letter also I I wanted to apologize but not asking you to stay
48:10for lunch should have stopped you from leaving sure I can't help with one of those I'm I know
48:19you were disappointed what you wrote all those beautiful things when you didn't know what Ash
48:24looked like but when you saw his photo you were disappointed no no that's not true you literally
48:31reeled no gosh I'm so sorry you thought that I didn't think it I saw it okay well I don't know
48:42what you think you saw but um I wasn't disappointed I was um yeah I don't know I was I um felt like I had the
48:55flu or I was sick or something you were sick no no I wasn't I was I was just in shock because I was seeing
49:06the person whose heart I have because it's one thing to to know that you have someone's but to
49:15actually see who he was I just I wasn't ready for for that and after you left since then I've I've read
49:28all these stories about him and I've seen what a good guy he was and and how involved in the community
49:34he was it it's incredible boy you thought only white people could be good citizens no no of course
49:42not he was the absolute best person and you don't get to be disappointed okay you just don't
49:49don't
49:50I miss him so much
50:05I can't actually believe that part of him is in you it's just fucking crazy
50:22I feel terrible about what happened to him what I read about that night was just so um
50:40actually I can't stop thinking about it
50:47me either
50:52I keep thinking about it and hoping that he wasn't looking because he was facing the girl on the
51:03the gurney there were two of them I'm both juiced up on ice and she smashed her hand through a window
51:10but yeah I should calm her down a bit but their boyfriend was still freaking out and he went and
51:16another snort and then when he came back he thought that Ash was hurting her and he came up from behind
51:22and and punched and Ash fell back and hit his head
51:29so sorry
51:35she gets her
51:39did you regain consciousness at all
51:42he was on life support when I got there
51:48when I got there
52:18I'm hi
52:31shit you scared me
52:33this is fun
52:35mm-hmm
52:37are you okay
52:39because it looks like you're drinking with the chickens
52:43well you know just did a double
52:48and the kids are annoying
52:51and Amish is annoying
52:53lucky I'm not annoying
52:56here for dinner
53:00don't know what's he cooking
53:01careful
53:02big fat one's a bolter
53:04so I wrote the victim impact statement
53:10fuck
53:12really
53:13well
53:16great
53:17I'm sorry for being such a shit head
53:24I do know how hard this has been for you
53:29I'm fine
53:31I love you
53:34love you too
53:36so I met the guy who has Ash's heart
53:43he might be a bit of a dick but he and his wife are coming here next Thursday for dinner
53:50I wonder if he likes chicken
53:55how can you mend a broken heart
54:05how can you stop the rain from falling down
54:10how can you stop the sun from shining
54:16what makes the world go round
54:18what makes the world go round
54:23how can you mend this broken man
54:31and let me live again
54:35I've made my doubt
54:36he will also have me
54:38I am glad
54:56I am glad
54:58you
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