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00:00He's really okay.
00:03Let's be best friends.
00:06You want to know or not?
00:07Or not?
00:08You're playing in one team with Holland, right?
00:12I don't think I can keep pretending I don't like you anymore.
00:17You know what I love you.
00:20I know.
00:21But you're not like James.
00:26You scared me.
00:27I was going to ask you, will you come to my cottage this summer?
00:31You know we can't do that.
00:41I'm coming to the cottage.
00:42And the most valuable player is Scott Hunter.
01:04Thank you.
01:06A few weeks ago, I achieved my lifelong dream.
01:24Winning the cup.
01:27For those of you who've done that know how it feels.
01:29I don't even think I have the words to describe it.
01:36But something else happened that night.
01:39Something you may have noticed got a lot more attention than the admirals winning the cup.
01:44It's been an interesting month.
01:54In case you missed it somehow, I came out as gay in a ridiculously public way.
02:01And I've always been a private person.
02:04I've never really shared anything about my private life.
02:06But from what I've seen over the past few weeks, it's maybe important that I do a bit.
02:15Fans have been sending me messages.
02:18And a lot of young fans.
02:21Telling me how much it meant to them for me to come out.
02:24And look, I love hockey.
02:29I'm so grateful that I get to do this for a living.
02:34But I also know what it feels like to not fit in.
02:40When I was a teenager, I...
02:42I realized that I may be that thing that hockey players like to throw around as an insult.
02:50And the kind of language that I heard on the ice and in the locker room every day was a constant reminder that I was different.
02:59When you have a secret that you work as hard as I did to protect, it's...
03:04It's exhausting.
03:09It's a non-stop effort.
03:11And it's also really, really...
03:15Lonely.
03:16Thankfully, I found the person who changes everything.
03:24And he gave me the confidence and strength and the need to be honest about who I am.
03:34Fear is a powerful thing.
03:38But then I found the one thing that is more powerful.
03:42So I share this honor with my teammates and my coaches.
03:48But I also share it with you, Kip.
03:52You have made me better in...
03:55Every conceivable way.
03:58I love you.
04:01Thank you.
04:02Thank you.
04:02Thank you.
04:14Thank you.
04:23¿Es un jeep?
04:34No, es británico.
04:36Practical.
04:38Bien en el nube.
04:40Ok.
04:53No, no, no, no, no.
05:23No, no, no, no, no, no.
05:53No, no, no, no, no, no.
06:23No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
06:53No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
06:55¡Suscríbete al canal!
07:25¡Suscríbete al canal!
07:55Also, I bought you Cokes.
07:57The water here is really good.
08:00I have my own well.
08:02You can see it.
08:05In case you're thirsty.
08:06I can see it.
08:08I can see it.
08:10I can see it.
10:55Disappointing
10:56I'm sorry sir, we'd really like to accommodate you
10:58Sir, I'm just a bellboy
11:02You can't treat the staff like this
11:04Oh, I think I know how the staff likes to be treated
11:06After a few years
11:07Wait, wait, wait
11:16What's the matter?
11:25I don't know
11:55Why are you making so many burgers?
12:13The recipe was for eight, so
12:14Okay, you cut it in half
12:17What, you can't do math?
12:19Leave me alone
12:20No
12:23Okay, fine, I should have cut it in half
12:35Ordinarily I would just give the rest of my parents
12:40But I would probably ruin my whole silent retreat lie, I guess
12:42You know the day videos?
12:46Mm-hmm
12:47And?
12:53And what?
12:55Tell me about them
12:56What do you want to know?
13:01I don't know
13:02I don't know anything
13:03I know your mother is
13:05Japanese or something
13:07Probably where you get your looks
13:09Half of them, yeah
13:11And your dad is
13:13What, boring?
13:15Is that where you get your boring from?
13:17He's not boring
13:17So it's exciting
13:19Reading the New Yorker
13:21He's normal, okay?
13:24He works for the Treasury Board of Canada
13:26Crazy
13:27Fuck you
13:29He played hockey for McGill
13:30Whoa
13:30McGill?
13:34What the fuck is McGill?
13:35Is McGill at that?
13:36It's a really good school
13:37My parents are great
13:39Do they know?
13:41About you?
13:45Of course not
13:46No, about you
13:47No
13:50Would they not be good about it?
13:56I don't know
13:57I mean
13:59No, they'd be fine
14:00I'm sure they would be
14:01I don't know
14:04We haven't talked about it
14:05Sometimes I think
14:10I would have told them already
14:12Oh, this is my fault
14:23No
14:24I mean
14:25Yeah, kind of
14:26Well
14:32I think you can tell your parents
14:34You're gay without giving them
14:35A list of all the guys
14:36You're fucking
14:37I know, I know
14:38Anyways
14:40It just doesn't really matter
14:41You done?
14:44Yeah
14:44Nice, right?
15:00So we just sit here
15:02And look at it
15:02Yes
15:04We just sit here
15:05And look at it
15:06Can it be always fun?
15:09Shut up
15:10It was just Rose
15:19Just Rose
15:21Just checking in
15:23You're not jealous, are you?
15:28No
15:29Ilya, I'm gay
15:31You're not so gay
15:33You can't fuck Rose Landry
15:34Oh my god
15:35It was like twice
15:37And both times were complete disasters
15:39I'm not sure she's looking for a repeat performance
15:42Oh, disasters like how?
15:44I'm not going into details
15:45What the fuck was that?
15:50A loon
15:51A what?
15:53A loon
15:54It's a bird
15:55Sounds like a fucking wolf
15:57It's a bird
15:57Trust me
15:58You're so scared
16:00What kind of a bird makes a noise like that?
16:03A loon
16:03A fucking wolf
16:05Stupid Canadian wolf bird
16:08Oh, so now you speak bird too
16:18Fluent
16:19I hate you
16:22No you don't
16:23Have you talked to your brother lately?
16:36Mm-mm
16:37Is that a good thing?
16:44Probably, I don't know
16:45I'm sorry about your family
16:50Even if they suck, you must miss them
16:53My mother didn't suck
16:57She was great
17:00How did she die?
17:07By accident
17:08She accidentally swallowed a whole bottle of pills
17:14How old are you?
17:18Twelve
17:23I found her
17:27I don't want you to think she was weak
17:37I don't
17:40She wasn't
17:42She was so funny
17:46And beautiful
17:46She was so sad
17:51And my dad was so hard on her
17:56And
17:58Motherfucker
18:01Do you want to go inside?
18:16No
18:17Good morning
18:39Good morning
18:41I wake you
18:45He'll like you too
18:48You can't pick Montreal
19:08Yes, I can
19:09I've always wondered what it would be like to be a metro
19:12You know, historically, they're the best team in sport
19:14Better than the fucking Yankees
19:16Oh, I know so
19:17Well, I'm gonna be Boston
19:18Good choice
19:19I'm gonna fucking kill you
19:21I am you
19:23Well, you're not anything
19:25I want to cover the fucking game
19:28Oh, fuck
19:33He's hating
19:33He just had a baby
19:35I haven't talked to him in the weeks
19:37Hey, buddy
19:41Yeah
19:42How's, um
19:44I know, I'm so sorry
19:45But how's Amber, right?
19:47How's she?
19:51Oh, yeah
19:52The pics are cute
19:53Oh, good
19:55Good
19:55And then, uh
19:56Jackie's good, too?
19:59Is it
19:59Better than, um
20:00Yeah, no
20:03I remember that
20:04That was a tough time
20:05Uh
20:07Sorry, hey
20:08Just, um
20:09My mom's under the line
20:10I'm just gonna get rid of her
20:11Okay?
20:14What are you doing?
20:15I think you know
20:16Please stop
20:17I don't think it's what you want
20:20Later
20:21Okay?
20:24Okay
20:24Okay, I make you a deal
20:25I won't touch you
20:27But if you get hard
20:28I won't get hard
20:29Okay, so no problem, then
20:30Ilya
20:32Shane
20:34Sorry, man
20:40Yeah, my mom is so annoying sometimes
20:41Uh
20:42Sorry, you were saying?
20:45Oh, right
20:45Yeah, yeah
20:46Mark
20:46And that's her
20:47Middle brother?
20:48Brother-in-law
20:51Right
20:52But he's the one
20:54God at right
20:56Yeah, from Thanksgiving
20:57Yeah, yeah
21:05He's great
21:05Uh
21:07Well, that's nice
21:09He could come and stay
21:10Cool, cool
21:17Oh, yeah, yeah
21:17That makes sense
21:18I don't know
21:22Nothing much here
21:23The headaches are better
21:24Fuck
21:26No, sorry
21:28Just a text
21:28Totally
21:30Yeah, totally
21:32Totally clear
21:33So
21:33All's well there
21:35Jeez
21:37Sorry
21:38Hey, one second
21:40Sorry, man
22:01I just had to have to run
22:02Someone's at the door
22:02Fuck
22:04No, it's just
22:05It's just Amazon
22:07But I'll call you next week
22:09And
22:09Yeah
22:11Yeah, so
22:12Totally
22:13And
22:14All right
22:16Yes, love you, man
22:17And my best to Jackie
22:18And the kids
22:18Fuck you
22:22Fuck you
22:24Why was that so hard?
22:26Because you like to be bad
22:28Hey
22:33That's not what this is
22:36You and me
22:38Maybe it was at first
22:41But
22:41Not now
22:43And
22:44Not for a long time
22:45So you love Hayden
22:50All right
22:50That's good
22:52So I was thinking
22:59I'm a
23:00I'm free agent next season
23:01Yeah
23:03You want to resign
23:05With Boston?
23:13Then where?
23:15I don't know
23:15I was thinking
23:16Maybe Canadian team
23:17Not Montreal, eh?
23:23No, I mean
23:23I know
23:24But I would
23:26Love to not have
23:27Russian passport
23:28I could marry Svetlana
23:46She's American
23:49Would be easy citizenship
23:51She would do it
23:53Her father is
23:57Golly Sergei Vitrov
23:58Yeah, you've told me
23:59She would help me
24:01But
24:06Is she
24:08I don't know
24:09Someone you want to marry?
24:11We were friends
24:12We would be fine
24:12And it would be
24:15For the passport
24:16Okay
24:20But
24:21But
24:23But what?
24:26But you like women
24:27Right?
24:30You could find someone
24:31You'd
24:32Want to marry for real
24:34And still get the passport
24:36Maybe, but
24:40But what?
24:44I have this problem
24:45What's the problem?
24:52I like women, yes?
24:54Yeah, I know
24:55And everywhere I go
24:57I'm surrounded by
24:58Beautiful women
24:59And they love me
25:00Sounds rough
25:02Yes, it is
25:03Listen
25:04And these women
25:06They're so
25:07Sexy
25:09And fun
25:09But I'm always thinking
25:13About this
25:15Slow
25:16Fucking hockey player
25:17With beautiful freckles
25:18And a weak backhand
25:23A weak backhand
25:24Yes, very weak
25:25And he's so boring
25:27And he drives
25:28This terrible car
25:29It's a normal car
25:30I am always wishing
25:32That these women
25:33Were him
25:33It's a terrible problem
25:38Huh?
25:45Do you want that problem
25:46To go away?
25:49I don't ever want
25:53That problem
25:53To ever go away
25:54Don't marry so long
26:02Just don't
26:05I know it wouldn't be
26:08For love or whatever
26:09Just don't
26:12We can figure
26:16Something else out, okay?
26:20Okay
26:20What the fuck?
26:50¿Qué idea? ¿Qué es lo que está pasando?
26:59¿Ottawa, si jugó en Ottawa?
27:01¿Ottawa, si jugó en la división de Boston?
27:03¿Qué es lo que está pasando?
27:04Ok, pero escucha.
27:06Primero, super close by.
27:09Segundo, Ottawa necesita un centro de star,
27:11y no hay nada en el cap,
27:12así que definitivamente te ayudará a ti.
27:14Y tal vez que podemos empezar a cambiar la narrativa un poco.
27:17¿Qué?
27:17Olander, I just woke up.
27:20¿Qué es la narrativa?
27:22Boston and Montreal, that's intense.
27:24Everyone knows that.
27:25But Montreal and Ottawa...
27:27And look, lots of guys have friends on other teams.
27:30They're not rookies anymore.
27:32They're younger guys coming in, frothing at the mouth.
27:34Let them hate each other.
27:36We don't need to keep this up until we retire, do we?
27:38We're not fucking wrestlers.
27:40Olander, Olander, ok, it's very late,
27:43and this is so many words.
27:44What are you getting up?
27:46You play for Ottawa.
27:48I play for Montreal.
27:50Ok, we're only two hours apart,
27:52and we start a charity.
27:55Something that, you know, we both care about.
27:58And we come up with a story like I approached you.
28:01Where I approached you.
28:02Fine, sure.
28:03And we tell the press and everyone that by working on this cause that we both love,
28:08that we developed a mutual respect for one another and, um, you know.
28:16And if we like sucking each other's dicks, any questions?
28:19Fuck off.
28:20This is a good idea, Rosenthal.
28:24Ok, ok.
28:25It's not bad.
28:26So we start the charity.
28:28Yeah, and it wouldn't be bullshit either, like, we can really start a charity, something cool that, that means a lot to both of us.
28:35And, you know, we still play hard against each other on the ice.
28:40Shut up.
28:41And then if people saw us out in public or whatever, it wouldn't be so fucking crazy.
28:50And we're only two hours apart, all year round.
28:55We'll apply for, like, citizenship here in Canada.
29:00And maybe, one day, when we both retire, we could be together.
29:08For real.
29:10You really think that waterhead wasn't there?
29:17I do.
29:21About this.
29:24And is that what you want?
29:29To be together?
29:31So much.
29:35So much it scares me.
29:38I love you.
29:56I love you.
30:01I love you.
30:07Holy shit.
30:10I mean, I love you too.
30:16Fuck off.
30:22Oh my God, I love you so much.
30:25What the hell?
30:26What the hell?
30:27What the hell?
30:28What the hell?
30:29Does it...
30:30Does it fucking kill you too?
30:32What the number?
30:34What the hell?
30:35What the hell?
30:36What the hell?
30:37What the hell?
30:39What the hell?
30:41What the hell?
30:47No.
31:17No.
31:47No.
31:48No.
31:49No.
31:50No.
31:51No.
31:52No.
31:53No.
31:54No.
31:59I didn't let this happen.
32:02We were both very stupid and irresponsible.
32:09This is real though, right?
32:14Please fuck me.
32:44What was your mother's name?
33:07Irina, why?
33:16I was thinking we could start a hockey school, like a summer camp for kids and give the money
33:24away to mental health organizations and suicide prevention.
33:31It was just an idea.
33:38She would have loved you.
33:45Like I love you.
33:52Say it again in Russian, please.
33:58I love you.
34:05Woo!
34:12Is this where you do yoga or up there?
34:20No, I do it inside.
34:22The producer wanted me.
34:23Wait, you saw that?
34:24Yeah, it's very good.
34:25I needed help sleeping, so...
34:27You're an asshole.
34:28How's the water?
34:29You're in it.
34:30Yeah, but I want to know how you like it.
34:33Fuck you.
34:34What if my phone was in my pocket?
34:35It's not.
34:36You left it on the table.
34:37It's been ringing all morning.
34:40Still an asshole.
34:41Give me a kiss.
34:42You're cold.
34:43Do you want pasta from last night or hot dogs?
34:44Pork bugs.
34:45Okay.
34:46They're gonna have to defrost it.
34:47You're cold.
34:48Maybe.
34:49You want pasta from last night or hot dogs?
34:50Pork bugs.
35:03Okay, they're gonna have to defrost a bit.
35:05So we have a little time.
35:08Maybe?
35:09What do you have in mind?
35:10Oh, I'll try it.
35:11Oh, I'll try it.
35:13Just a bit.
35:14So we have a little time.
35:16Maybe.
35:17What do you have in mind?
35:18Nothing that will take too long.
35:20Oh, fuck.
35:33Maybe you should.
35:34Yeah, yeah.
35:35Do you want me?
35:36No, no.
35:43Fuck.
35:48Fuck.
35:49This is a fucking nightmare.
35:52Shame.
35:53Oh, fuck.
35:54This is a fucking nightmare.
35:56Oh, fuck.
35:57This is a fucking nightmare.
35:59Oh, fuck.
36:00What?
36:01What the fuck am I supposed to do?
36:03Well, you should go talk to him.
36:05Yeah, what if you don't want to talk to me?
36:06What if...
36:07Fuck my mom.
36:08Hey, hey, hey, hey, they will talk to you.
36:14I fucking lied to him.
36:15No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
36:45Fuck, I'm scared.
36:53Yes, it's scary.
36:55But you're brave.
36:57Shut up.
36:58No, you're brave.
37:00I don't feel like I'm gonna die.
37:06So much for eating them into it.
37:09Maybe, maybe he didn't even know this.
37:13Hmm?
37:15Okay.
37:19I'm gonna get changed.
37:22I'm gonna drive over.
37:25And then, and then fuck, what am I gonna say?
37:30Do you want me to come with you?
37:34Would you?
37:36Of course.
37:37That is not gonna help.
37:59Oh, they don't know I play for Boston.
38:03Oh, they don't know I play for Boston.
38:04If you're not allowed for Boston.
38:05Wait.
38:05Oh, they don't know.
38:06They don't know I play, but the whole other way here.
38:15Don't know how to out.
38:21Oh, they don't know.
38:22You're meant to be at therench of Gonzales.
38:25You're meant to be.
38:25They don't know.
38:26No, no, no, no, no, no
38:32Yeah, maybe you should wait in the car.
38:40Sure.
38:55¿És me?
38:56¿Shane?
38:59¿Hi.
39:01I left my charger at your place
39:03and it's the old one that fits into my phone
39:05and all the other chargers we have are newer, so...
39:07It's okay, Dad.
39:09I'm sorry you shouldn't have found out that way.
39:14Found out what, exactly?
39:18I'm gay.
39:20Wish I was gonna tell you soon.
39:23I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
39:24Yeah, and this is Ilya.
39:29Rosanoff.
39:30But you already know that.
39:32Right.
39:34He's visiting and we're, um...
39:38Lovers.
39:39No, Ilya, that's gross.
39:42But you hate him.
39:45No.
39:47I mean, I get that, but no, I actually, um...
39:51I love him.
39:54I did not want this to be honest with you.
39:59Uh, I'm sorry.
40:04Can we just sit down, please?
40:08Here.
40:09I think we thought maybe you were gay.
40:17You did.
40:18I think we thought it was certainly possible.
40:21We'll try out alone.
40:23For a while, I guess.
40:25We both know you pretty well, Shane.
40:28I mean, what we did not suspect
40:29was that you were so friendly with Rosanoff.
40:33Ilya.
40:36Ilya, sorry.
40:37I know.
40:38It's a long story.
40:42When did this happen?
40:49Wait.
40:50The All-Star game.
40:52You two had so much chemistry.
40:54No, it was before then.
41:02Wow.
41:03Wow.
41:05Wow.
41:09So, when?
41:13Since our, uh, rookie season.
41:15Since your rookie season?
41:17No, it's not true.
41:18Since before that.
41:19Not helpful.
41:20Before?
41:21The summer before.
41:21Before.
41:21Before.
41:24So, you've been in love since...
41:26No.
41:26No.
41:26No, no, no, no, no.
41:27No.
41:28No.
41:29No.
41:30Just, um...
41:33Just what?
41:34Um, just...
41:37Just...
41:38Just...
41:39Just, Ilya.
41:40Oh.
41:41Okay.
41:42Just what?
41:45Lovers.
41:46Okay.
41:46No one is allowed to use that word again.
41:49Well, I would love a drink.
41:54And there were no nice men in Montreal?
42:00I don't know.
42:01Probably there were.
42:04And do your teammates know?
42:05No.
42:06Nobody knows.
42:09Hmm.
42:09This could welcome.
42:11Thanks.
42:11I tried to buy the Russian stuff.
42:13Hmm.
42:16You never, I mean, you, you never let him win, did you, Shane?
42:19Do you let Dad win the cards?
42:23I'd rather die.
42:24Same here.
42:25Hmm.
42:26So is your plan to, what, just keep doing this in secret until you both retire, or...?
42:33Probably, I don't know.
42:40Probably, yes.
42:41No, no, that's sad.
42:46I know.
42:47We know.
42:50We just can't come out and, like, announce it.
43:02Ilya, I gotta say, I'm surprised.
43:04You have such a reputation as a ladies' man.
43:07Hmm.
43:08He's not untrue.
43:09Ilya likes both.
43:15Oh.
43:17It's true, I've been with many women, but...
43:21I have only been in love with one person.
43:27Same here.
43:29Only one.
43:39Just...
43:52Fuck.
44:00Hey.
44:01Hi.
44:01Gracias.
44:31I really tried.
44:33I tried really hard, but I just can't help it.
44:39I'm sorry.
44:42Oh, no, you have nothing.
44:45Nothing to apologize for.
44:47Look at me.
44:51Look at me.
44:53I'm sorry that I made you feel like you couldn't tell me.
45:13I'm so, so proud of you.
45:23Okay.
45:27Please forgive me.
45:36I forgive you, Mom.
45:44I love you.
45:46Oh, I love you, too.
45:49I love you.
45:51So much.
46:01You okay?
46:05Yeah.
46:07Oh, all right.
46:09Okay.
46:13Okay.
46:14Okay, okay.
46:15Enough.
46:18All right, what's the plan?
46:19We need a statement prepared in case anything leaks.
46:23Something classy and simple.
46:24Mom.
46:25And I'm going to quietly reach out to the premium brands or maybe just Reebok and Rolex and Speedo.
46:31They're going to be thrilled, I think, once they wrap their minds around this.
46:33There's a world of opportunity here.
46:34If they do it right.
46:35Mom, can we just take three steps back, please?
46:36I'm not going to come out or anything yet.
46:38We just want a future.
46:39I don't know.
46:40You play in Ottawa?
46:41Yes.
46:42We would be closer and with the charity.
46:43And you have no loyalty to Boston?
46:44Jesus, Mom.
46:45What?
46:46They drafted him.
46:47You would leave Boston for shame?
46:48Yes.
46:49We're not going to go.
46:50We're not going to go.
46:51No, no, no.
46:52If they do it right.
46:53Mom, can we just take three steps back, please?
46:54I'm not going to come out or anything yet.
46:55We just want a future.
46:56I don't know.
46:57You play in Ottawa?
46:58Yes.
46:59We would be closer and with the charity.
47:01Mm-hmm.
47:02And you have no loyalty to Boston?
47:04Jesus, Mom.
47:05What?
47:06They drafted him.
47:07You would leave Boston for shame?
47:10Sí.
47:13¿Mam?
47:15Loyalty es importante.
47:16He está tratando de ser loyal a mí, no Boston.
47:18Bueno.
47:19Mi mamá me importa mucho mucho sobre hockey.
47:21No, sé dónde se trata de él.
47:23¿Habías hablado con Scott Hunter?
47:25No, no.
47:26¿Has hablado?
47:27¿Has hablado?
47:28Sí, después de los M.L.H. Awards en junio.
47:32¿Y qué dijo él?
47:34Nada.
47:35No, no me dijo nada sobre lo que me hicieron.
47:38Pero lo que hicieron fue...
47:40Sí, él fue muy inteligente.
47:43Changedo cosas para mí, al menos.
47:45Maybe para nosotros.
47:51¿Sane?
47:54¿Sane?
47:58No, no, no, no, no.
47:59Estoy tan preocupado.
48:00No, no, no, no, no.
48:01¿Qué?
48:01¿Qué?
48:04¿Qué es lo que está aquí?
48:06¿Mi familia está aquí?
48:08¿Mi abuelo está aquí?
48:09¿Está aquí?
48:12¿Está aquí?
48:13¿Está bien?
48:17¿Mi play fan?
48:20¿Está bien?
48:21Sí, me creo.
48:22¿Tú crees que sea?
48:23Probablemente.
48:32¿Since rookie season?
48:34La semana pasada.
48:37Voy a traer el chico y un salado.
48:40¿Puedo un barato en el town?
48:41¿Puedo textos?
48:43¿Por qué?
48:43Vamos a estar ahí a las 5.
48:44¿Puedo textos?
48:45Vamos a textos.
48:46Gracias por la pasada.
48:49Gracias.
48:49Te amo.
48:49Te amo.
48:50Te amo.
48:53Te amo.
49:23Te amo.
49:53Te amo.
49:54Te amo.
49:55Te amo.
49:55Te amo.
49:56Te amo.
49:56¡Gracias!
50:26¡Gracias!
50:56¡Gracias!
51:26¡Gracias!
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