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Dear Life - Season 1 Episode 5 -
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00:00I'm sorry. If I hadn't hurt my arm, none of this would have happened.
00:07It's not your fault. It's wrong of me to make you scared, and I'm really sorry.
00:12I'm not going to lie for you.
00:14My lawyer's going to talk to you. Make sure we're on the same page.
00:17I mean, he's already threatened you. Why would he be worried about hurting you,
00:21when he's already gotten away with it once?
00:23I was there that night! Mary was there that night!
00:26You weren't! You didn't see what happened!
00:29We're talking about how the whole system is unfair and the wrong person is being punished.
00:33Switch boy, we're nuts! Hospital board filed in two hours.
00:36What time are you going to be back tomorrow?
00:38Well, a plea change decision hasn't happened yet.
00:40No, but...
00:41I'll have to stick around for that. Call you tomorrow, beautiful. Kisses the kids.
00:44What about Hamish? How are things between you two?
00:47It's bumpy. I can't talk to him because he's just so soft.
00:52Isn't that why we love him?
00:54I mean weak.
00:55Does something happen between you two?
00:57Just, you know, everything's been so weird.
00:59A woman named Taylor has Ash's lungs and I found her unconscious in her driveway and I took her to hospital.
01:06Why didn't you tell me?
01:07Sorry.
01:08Taylor and her husband. They want to meet you. That's why I'm here.
01:13That's why I'm here.
01:20You know, whatever you need to do.
01:23But the part of the building is changing.
01:27So, we've got so many cases where it's not always going to have your property.
01:30Okay,so the house was reported like that,
01:31We used to leave a house over theuela.
01:34And before I startedŠ°Š»Šø this,
01:47Oh it's Teresa from Greenvale crematorium and this is just a courtesy call to remind
02:02you that we have your ashes here to be collected and to tell you that obviously we're here if
02:09you need assistance with their pickup and delivery hello this is Dorst are you there
02:39can you just hang on there buddy
02:58Ah!
02:59No, no, no, no.
03:00Ah!
03:01Ah!
03:06Come on!
03:07Ah!
03:08Ah!
03:09Ah!
03:10Ah!
03:11Ah!
03:12Ah!
03:13Ah!
03:14Ah!
03:15Ah!
03:16Ah!
03:18Ah!
03:28What the fuck? Oh, I'm sorry. Didn't you see me coming at you from behind?
03:52What's up?
03:53Sorry to wake you. Someone leaked the hospital security camera footage.
03:58From the night Ash died.
04:00Right.
04:01I don't know if it's at our end or someone at the hospital who's had a gutful.
04:05But it's out there.
04:07Okay.
04:08Mary, I don't want you to watch it.
04:11I'm gonna call Lillian too.
04:14It's...
04:16Just do a media blackout for a while.
04:18Yeah.
04:20Bye.
04:22What was that?
04:27It's just work.
04:29It's just work.
04:39So, this journalist is married to the football coach.
04:43And he's guest speaker at a Rotary do last night.
04:45She's gone along for a wife of support.
04:47But before he gets up to speak, she gets sent the leaked video.
04:51She shows him.
04:52He's disgusted, of course.
04:54Changes his speech to talk about the case.
04:58Makes it all about young men, values, on and off the field.
05:02Here.
05:03You know which bit I love?
05:06Harry calls it a coward punch.
05:08So much better than king hit.
05:09You know, more emotion.
05:12We need to send a message to young men.
05:14This is cowardly, sickening, and you will not get away with it.
05:18I'm on a media blackout.
05:20Oh.
05:21That's right.
05:22Sorry.
05:25You can imagine the kind of influence this has in the community.
05:28I mean, the judge making the decision could have been that.
05:31Should you be eating bacon?
05:33Is that good for you?
05:37Well, I only have it as a treat.
05:39Whatever.
05:40It's your heart.
05:41I mean, it's not, but...
05:45Yeah.
05:46I won't eat it.
05:48Fuck.
05:49Sorry.
05:50Eat it, please.
05:51No, no, you're right.
05:52No, I'm not.
05:53This whole thing is horrible.
05:59I shouldn't be talking about it.
06:00I was just excited that our strategy worked and...
06:07Maybe you can take me sightseeing today.
06:09I can't.
06:10Sorry.
06:11I have stuff to do.
06:12Hey.
06:13Hello.
06:14Did Fiona call you?
06:19We coming in?
06:20I just need to speak to our Hamish.
06:26He's in the shed.
06:27Cool.
06:28Hamish told me about the lung recipient.
06:29Is she okay?
06:30Why?
06:31What do you need?
06:32What do you need?
06:33A spot on 60 minutes?
06:34Fuck you, Lillian, that was Andrew's idea.
06:35Oh, fuck me.
06:36Okay, right.
06:37What's all this stuff?
06:38Did Fiona call you?
06:39I don't know.
06:40Did Fiona call you?
06:41Who's to be talking about?
06:42What do you need?
06:43Oh, what do you need?
06:44Oh, you'll be right back?
06:45Oh, how do you need to take?
06:46Oh, you're not?
06:47What do you need to take?
06:48Oh, you didn't know all the villas.
06:49Oh, I need to do something.
06:50Who's to be speaking?
06:52And if Fiona called you?
06:54recipient. Is she okay? Why? What do you need? A spot on 60 minutes. Fuck you, Lillian.
07:01That was Andrew's idea. Oh, fuck me. Okay, right. What's all this Andrew's idea shit
07:08anyway? Like, why are you hanging out with Andrew all the time? Do you think it's a little
07:13bit weird? Well, I'm not sleeping outside his house. Thank God he did help, or else
07:20I'll still be stuck here, sidelined from my job. Having to spend time with your
07:24husband. Soft, weak husband. Look, I didn't mean... Okay. What did you mean? Andrew is the
07:33only person who got what was going on with me. Who understood what needed to
07:37happen. Yeah, I know you don't want to hear this, but I knew that Hamish couldn't
07:42be there for me in the way that I needed. You couldn't handle it. I'm a train wreck.
07:47Fully off the rails. I'm a catastrophe. Every time I pick myself up, even just a
07:55little bit, I managed to somehow completely obliterate myself again. And every time I
08:01do that, who's there to help me get up? Hamish. He can handle anything.
08:17You're never gonna lay an egg, you know. Because you're a man, and not a chicken. I said that
08:29because you're squatting like you're trying to lay an egg. Not getting any funnier. I'm
08:35picking up a tiny vibe that you might still be a little bit mad at me. So, in the interest
08:40of full disclosure, I am driving to Melbourne to meet Taylor Parkinson, the recipient of
08:44Asha's lungs. Just being honest.
08:49Have you at least given her some warning? This is not me. This is all her and her husband,
08:57Brendan. They want to meet me. It's not like I can say no after the whole stalking situation.
09:06Anyway, I just wanted you to know in case I get arrested or something. I'm not gonna
09:13get arrested. Wait. So, are you going back to stay with your parents after that?
09:19What are you doing about the money? I just need to get through today.
09:36Okay, just hang on there, buddy.
10:02Don't let me! Don't let me!
10:32I just saw Jeff Barry, a bankruptcy lawyer, down at the courthouse. Barry pissed off, so I called my friend Sally.
10:37Do you remember Sally? You met her down at the trivia night. She works for the...
10:42That doesn't matter. That doesn't matter. The plea change has been denied. Okay? He's going to jail.
10:50Oh, my God.
10:54It's okay. It's okay. We're okay. We're okay.
11:02This is so fucking unfair. Why aren't we getting to go to trial?
11:18Because the judge decided there were insufficient grounds to change your plea.
11:22And this is bullshit. I've been stitched up by the media. And you...
11:26Did you leak that footage? Of you punching a doctor who wasn't even looking at you?
11:31No. No, I didn't.
11:33I thought you were supposed to fix this.
11:35We didn't stand a chance after Brooke took the doctor's side.
11:38Oh, she's such a bitch.
11:39Which she might not have if you hadn't threatened her.
11:41Yeah, well, I'm gonna get her.
11:43Where do you think you're going? Sit down!
11:47Jordan, you aren't gonna do anything. Except get very good at washing dishes.
11:57Everything right here? All good.
12:01We're done.
12:11Have you heard?
12:13I sure have.
12:14Wow, huh?
12:15Hey, I'm at the front of your place.
12:17Should we celebrate?
12:18Oh, I'm at work.
12:20Oh.
12:21Yeah, of course.
12:22Well, what about tonight? We'll all go out for dinner. Mush out.
12:25Oh, that sounds so good, but I'm just getting match fit again here.
12:30I just left a message for Lillian.
12:32Yeah, I don't know. I think I'm gonna be spent after my shift.
12:36Right. Yeah, no. Makes sense.
12:42Can we rain check, though?
12:43Absolutely.
12:44Yep. We'll do it in style.
12:46With Kelly, too. She wouldn't want to miss out.
12:49Okay, bye.
13:06Hello?
13:20Hamish?
13:27Oh, jeez.
13:29Door's open.
13:31Oh, yeah. I, uh, like the breeze.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Did you hear about Jordan?
13:36Yes. Amazing.
13:37Isn't it?
13:38I spoke to Mary. She sounded thrilled.
13:41Yeah.
13:43She was.
13:45Sorry, just let me...
13:48Yeah, yeah.
13:49Right.
13:53Love this, by the way.
13:56Oh, thanks.
13:57Did you do it?
13:59Wow.
14:00Do you need commissions?
14:01Ah, I don't get to flex the painting muscle too much these days.
14:06Alright.
14:07I suppose all your creative juices go onto the graphic design.
14:10Yeah.
14:12Oh.
14:14Yeah.
14:18Hey, Andrew.
14:19Andrew.
14:20I just wanted to say...
14:23Thank you for all your efforts.
14:26For...
14:28Everything you've done.
14:30Yeah.
14:34Anyway, listen.
14:35I was hoping you might be free for lunch.
14:37Bit of a celebration.
14:39Ah.
14:41Actually, this afternoon's a bit jammed.
14:43Oh, okay.
14:44Just a few errands.
14:45Yup.
14:46No worries.
14:47It's a...
14:48Very short notice.
14:49So...
14:51Alright.
14:52I'll, um...
14:53I'll leave you to it.
14:55And, uh...
14:56Yeah.
14:57Oh, that looks lovely.
14:58That really highlights your curves.
14:59Oh.
15:00I'll let my sister be the judge of that.
15:01She's the one with the eye for fashion.
15:02Janet!
15:03What do you think?
15:04Very nice.
15:05Really?
15:06Hmm.
15:07Oh, that's my phone.
15:08Oh, that's my phone.
15:09She's the one with the eye for fashion.
15:10Janet!
15:11What do you think?
15:12Very nice.
15:13Really?
15:14Oh, that's my phone.
15:15oh that looks lovely that really highlights your curves oh I'll let my
15:20sister be the judge of that she's the one with the eye for fashion Janet what
15:26do you think very nice really oh that's my phone she's right you do have an eye
15:34I like it too I think the color works really well my skin tone you know how I
15:40normally can't wear orange oh that was Robbie I'll call him back
15:43call him later you're in the middle of something oh lovely important the
15:47children have been home from childcare they've had those nasty colds oh hello
15:52darling sorry I missed you I'm shopping with Janet oh wait wait she's right here
16:02Jordan Bancroft's plea change has been he didn't get it he's definitely going to
16:11jail thank you so much for letting us know darling love you too it's over what's
16:23over oh that part is but we can start to put it behind us can we he's getting
16:34justice I mean isn't that something what about her who Lillian what about justice
16:42for what she did how are we going here ladies is it a yes to the dress I don't
16:49think you should buy it you said it was nice it is but it really does show how
16:55how heavy you are
17:25nice nice just like we showed you all right both hands eyes nice good work good job look at that
17:39you're getting really good at this yep hey babe I think that's her
17:46you're getting really good you're getting really good to see you again um you found us sorry this is my husband Brendan and
18:13and uh that little guy is our son Jett
18:17this is a it's a nice park yeah yeah I hope it wasn't too far for you to come
18:28you're in Ballarat right yeah did you come up the um oh god but where do we go when we visit Helen
18:34uh Brendan's auntie lives in Meredith so oh yeah yeah on the Midland Highway yeah yeah
18:39oh that that's a pretty drive no I'm I just suck it straight up the western it's boring but quick
18:53um we were just making up our own spritzes do you like those love them
19:09oh god you're not allergic to egg are you and you do eat meat I ate everything oh thank you sorry I didn't bring anything oh no no don't be silly it's my pleasure hey matey not too far
19:29oh do you want another one oh do you want another one yeah I might actually that was very refreshing yeah I'll get it oh do you want one oh no I'm still going
19:43Brendan are you right for a drink yeah so um how is the recovery going since the other day I mean good yeah fantastic really good really good I uh pretty well came good the next day in hospital didn't I have well not sure it was the next day well it was as soon as they started pumping the antibiotics in and that's the great thing about uh an infection
20:11it's it's it's not that the lungs aren't working it's it's it's it's a bacterial thing you know that it can be fixed still you have to be careful not to overdo it okay no no
20:25well in fairness to Brendan when I saw you you didn't look too great
20:32hey Jeff that's too far buddy come back
20:44little monkey
20:46I can't believe he's gonna be at school next year
20:48yeah but it's actually a perfect timing because I'm gonna go back to work full-time
20:53well maybe oh definitely well you might just enjoy being a stay-at-home mum for a while and you might enjoy being a stay-at-home dad I'm not the one likely to have to go to hospital
21:15how far away are the sausages?
21:17a couple of minutes
21:28oh yummy
21:34I love Brie strength of good for cheese haven't been out there yet what are you celebrating?
21:38Sam do we need to have a talk about boundaries?
21:40for a start you shouldn't be reading my messages and you shouldn't be standing so close that you can read my messages
21:47you should be over the other side of the ward doing some fucking work
21:50sorry
21:51that's okay
21:53sorry for swearing just mind your own business
21:57so glad I got these on sale
22:02Goosetown's usually so expensive
22:04it's what I call a productive shopping day we got everything we came for
22:10what?
22:11I wanted to buy that dress
22:13what dress?
22:16well you should have bought it
22:17oh were you joking? you told me I looked heavy in it
22:20you were so rude you embarrassed me
22:22well you were rude to me
22:23how?
22:24telling me to put Ashley's death behind me
22:26I didn't say that at all
22:28you did
22:29I said it was good we could put the court case behind us
22:35for heaven's sake Janet
22:37you must be pleased about that
22:40what difference does it make though really?
22:43well it helps you move on surely?
22:46don't say that
22:48what a stupid stupid thing to say
22:51why should I?
22:52what if I don't want to?
22:53why does everyone keep telling me I've got to move on?
22:56will you please open the door?
22:59will you please open the door?
23:22I know you're upset
23:23I know how hard everything is
23:26but you can't treat me like that
23:30you don't talk about Ashley ever
23:34except to get angry
23:37I'm worried about you
23:39it's you
23:58crematorium rang me
24:00to say I should pick up his ashes
24:02but I thought Lillian took them
24:08half?
24:09she gave me half
24:14why haven't you collected them?
24:16oh
24:36oh fantastic!
24:38no of course I'm happy to do my bit for the school
24:41ok
24:42ok
24:43no worries
24:44alright well I'll see you at 8am
24:46yes sharp
24:47ok
24:48thanks Mark
24:49oh
24:50don't know if I've got another school fate in me
24:52congratulations darling
24:54I'm so proud of you
24:56mmm
24:58it's really something isn't it?
24:59oh it sure is
25:01Mary must be so relieved
25:03they all must be
25:04I think so
25:05terrific result
25:06mmm
25:08and the best part is now I get my husband back
25:14I don't suppose you want to help me out on the badge making stall on Saturday?
25:18sounds fun doesn't it?
25:20why are we buying bacon?
25:22what?
25:24you know I'm not supposed to eat this
25:27but I will if it's there
25:30where are all the healthy snacks?
25:33since when is bacon a snack?
25:44what's wrong?
25:45nothing
25:47well that's plainly not true
25:52are we unpacking this?
25:53or are you planning on flitting off again?
25:56not going anywhere
25:58good!
25:59because Anna Davenport is coming tomorrow
26:01finally
26:02who?
26:03the new viticulturist that's taking over from Steve
26:05oh fuck is she?
26:07yes we've been waiting to see her for three months
26:10actually
26:12that's good
26:14I'm going to ask her about soil samples
26:17ok
26:19well don't be surprised when you see Matilde wearing your leather jacket in the play
26:22what play?
26:24what play?
26:39mmmm
26:41that was delicious thank you
26:43I think it's really worth bringing the barbecue
26:46I mean they have the electric ones here but I think you really miss that
26:49but that charcoal flavour you know
26:52Dad!
26:54push me!
26:55in a minute
26:56I'll go
26:57oh no it's okay
26:58I don't mind
26:59it's all good
27:00I'm actually an excellent pusher
27:02no!
27:04Brendan
27:06don't be so rude
27:07sorry but I just
27:08I just don't
27:10we don't
27:11we don't know you
27:12it's okay
27:13of course we do
27:14of course we do
27:15no we just know that she was sitting outside our house watching us
27:17yeah and thank God because she saved my life
27:19I know and I'm grateful
27:21of course I am
27:22but I mean like
27:24how long were you doing that for?
27:26why were you doing that?
27:27it doesn't matter
27:28no it does Taylor!
27:29Lillian is from our donor family
27:30I know
27:31and what she has given us
27:32and I can't thank you enough for that
27:34and for what you gave to us
27:36but
27:37I mean
27:39she was sleeping outside our house
27:41she said that she was your sister
27:42that's not normal
27:44sorry but
27:46you're not normal
27:50Lillian
27:51um
27:58I might just call it over
28:01to go to Ballarat
28:03was that the big IKEA?
28:19yes
28:21why are we up this far?
28:24where are we going?
28:27Caroline what are you doing?
28:29Caroline
28:30stop right now
28:32what do you think you're doing?
28:34turn this car around right this second
28:37you need to collect his ashes
28:40not for you
28:42for him
28:44you gave Ashley the most beautiful funeral
28:46the flowers
28:47the string quartet
28:49you spared no expense
28:51you gave him everything in that funeral to say a fitting goodbye
28:54and he can't just sit on some shelf forever
29:00it's not right
29:03let's try it
29:19I'm making an electric sword
29:22so I put the grey parts on here
29:24mummy?
29:25it's mummy
29:26yeah
29:28am I taking a ludicrously priced slab of cheese out of the fridge now?
29:33babe I'm so sorry
29:35no
29:36we've had a multi-car collision
29:38no you haven't
29:40there's loads of injuries
29:41it's a mess
29:43well can't the others handle it?
29:44it's all hands on deck
29:46I'm sorry honey
29:48how late do you think?
29:52I don't know
29:53I've got to go
29:55Sam's calling me
29:57I love you
29:59I love you too
30:01but your job's stupid
30:12see you tomorrow Mary
30:14have a good night
30:16yeah
30:18and again I'm sorry for
30:19thanks Sam
30:23thank you
30:24I'm so sorry I wish we had an extra bedroom you'd be
30:29oh no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no
30:33thank you
30:47thank you
30:49so sorry I wish we had an extra bedroom you'd be
30:53oh no thank you
30:55it's silly you having to pay
30:58it's my fault
30:59I mean I probably would have been okay to drive
31:07I'm just going to duck to the loo
31:22she er she's just in the bathroom
31:27thanks for this
31:29I'm sorry for acting like a psycho
31:39I know that watching your house was
31:43really creepy
31:47look
31:49obviously you finding her in the driveway was so lucky
31:52but
31:54it was the worst thing that could have happened
31:56she wants to be perfect for you
31:59that's why she's been putting off writing to say thank you
32:02she wanted to be like 100% full health
32:05and then you saw her at rock bottom you rode in the ambulance with her while she was unconscious
32:10she was devastated when she found out
32:12she knew you'd be disappointed
32:14and it's obvious that you are
32:15no that's not true
32:18which frankly is fucked up
32:20she has CF and had a double lung transplant
32:22and look at her
32:24she's got more guts than anyone I know
32:26she had the guts to meet you even though she knew that would be shitty
32:30that determination
32:32that's why you couldn't have given those lungs to a better person
32:35and I'm eternally grateful
32:38but I never want to see you again
32:47all good?
32:48all good?
33:19ofć”
33:30?
33:32obviously
33:35on the shelf
33:37excuse me
33:40sorry
33:42oh hi
33:44hey Sam
33:46No worries. Late night.
33:48Early start. My little one begged to go to before-school care,
33:52which either makes her a resilient child
33:54or me a parent she doesn't want to spend time with.
34:05How are you? Anyway, God, sorry, I shouldn't be yawning
34:07in front of you after the night you've had.
34:11A car accident?
34:12Oh, I wasn't on last night.
34:14Really? I thought Mary said that you were there.
34:18She said it was really full on, so the whole team was there.
34:21No, I was on call, but I didn't get a...
34:24Oh, shit, I didn't miss a call, did I?
34:27Sometimes my voicemail doesn't alert me and...
34:44Where were you last night?
34:56What are you doing here?
34:57What are you doing here?
34:58I feel like the coffee and toast is a clue.
35:02There was no car accident last night.
35:05I just ran into Sam.
35:08Sam didn't... he wasn't even on the...
35:11You literally told me that you had all hands on deck.
35:16So where the fuck were you?
35:18I was here.
35:19I was here.
35:26Where's Andrew?
35:29What?
35:32Oh, Jesus.
35:36I don't know where Andrew is.
35:38How could you think there's anything going...
35:39Gee, I don't know, Mary.
35:40Could it be that you confide in him, that you trust him more than me?
35:42I don't.
35:43Bullshit!
35:44I promise you...
35:45Like your promise means anything to me.
35:50When was the last time you told me the truth?
35:52Actually.
35:54I can handle you being depressed, not talking to me.
35:56I can even handle you forming a posse with the right-wing media.
35:59But what I cannot handle is you lying to me.
36:04That will be the fucking end of us, Mary.
36:12Oh!
36:34Hi.
36:36Sorry, I texted you.
36:38Oh, yeah. I think my phone was on silent.
36:41I wasn't sure if you'd checked out or not.
36:43No, no, I was just about to.
36:47Anyway, I came to give you a lift back to your car.
36:50Oh! I...
36:51Brendan and Jet are at home.
36:57Right.
36:59That's so nice, but I can just jump in an Uber.
37:03What is it with you and Uber, is that?
37:06It's fine, honestly.
37:07I know, but you already had to pay for the room and I...
37:10Yeah, but I don't need a lift.
37:11I won't take no for an answer.
37:13Jesus, stop!
37:19Sorry.
37:23But honestly, I'm fine.
37:25You have to know, I never wanted this to happen.
37:29I never wanted to meet you.
37:31I just wanted to see that you were doing okay
37:34and then you weren't okay, so...
37:36But I am.
37:36I am, really.
37:40I...
37:40I...
37:41And I promise that I will be.
37:43No, Taylor, you don't have to say that.
37:46But I am getting better all the time.
37:49And, um...
37:50The first year is...
37:53Is the hardest, apparently.
37:56Oh, fuck.
37:57I'm so sorry.
37:59I'm sorry.
38:00No, no.
38:01I'm the one who needs to apologise.
38:03I...
38:04I'm so sorry that I badgered you into writing to me,
38:07that I pressured you into getting better.
38:12Brendan said to me that you...
38:14You wanted to be perfect for me.
38:17You are.
38:20You just are.
38:21I...
38:21I...
38:22At first, I was euphoric.
38:43I just...
38:43I couldn't believe that I could breathe.
38:45I have been sucking on oxygen for a year.
38:48Does it happen straight away, or...?
38:51Yeah.
38:52Pretty much.
38:53They take the breathing tube out,
38:55and then, boom.
38:56You're on your own.
38:59That must feel...
39:00Incredible.
39:03Like, actually.
39:05You just feel like...
39:08Okay.
39:10Anything is possible.
39:14So then when you land back in hospital with an infection...
39:18Yes, but...
39:23As bad as this motel coffee we're drinking?
39:25Almost.
39:26Oh.
39:29I don't mean to sound weird again, but...
39:34Do they feel like your lungs?
39:37Physically?
39:38Yeah.
39:43Mentally?
39:45Sometimes that's a bit of a struggle.
39:48No one can really prepare you for...
40:00Knowing that someone died, but you got to live.
40:09But it's a really good motivator.
40:10Even on the tough days, because I know that...
40:18That my daughter, that Ash...
40:20That he deserves her.
40:27He would have loved you.
40:28Mm-hmm.
40:31He loved people who didn't let anything stand in their way.
40:35He loved...
40:36Guns.
40:37I'd be very happy about this...
40:43Sitch.
40:43Mm-hmm.
40:47Maybe not so happy with me and the whole hunting you down part.
40:54Maybe he'd think it was romantic.
40:57Okay.
40:58Yeah, that's a good take.
41:00I'm not going to run with that.
41:01I'm not...
41:02Insane.
41:04I'm just...
41:05Romantic.
41:06Yeah.
41:13This looks intense.
41:15Huh?
41:15Always intense when you're exploring new frontiers.
41:18And I do take sugar.
41:20No, that's great.
41:20Thank you, Kelly.
41:21There you go.
41:22Beautiful.
41:22What's the map of?
41:24Victoria.
41:25So exciting.
41:26I was just telling Andrew there are some really formidable soils out that way.
41:30Out what way?
41:31Western Districts.
41:33Ballarat.
41:34Yeah.
41:34Yeah.
41:35People always think Heathcote, but there are some chromosomes out west that have bang on
41:40for pinots and chardonnay.
41:41Oh, exactly.
41:42I had a tremendous local chardonnay there the other day.
41:45What do you reckon, Kel?
41:46You've always liked your pinot.
41:47Yeah.
41:47Yeah.
41:47Yeah.
41:53Backward another one of those block, rock, and beats.
42:01Backward another one of those block, rock, and beats.
42:12Backward another one of those block, rock, and beats.
42:15Hey, Mish.
42:44How are you?
42:46Hi, Philip.
42:47Your dad gave me your address, but he didn't tell me how quaint this place is.
42:51What brings you up here?
42:53Well, I'm looking for Lillian.
42:55She's not here.
42:56No.
42:57Well, I went to the tourist town.
43:00It's a living museum.
43:03And they hadn't seen her?
43:05Well, she's probably at home.
43:09And where is that?
43:14Look, Hamish, it's not my fault.
43:26I don't know where Lillian lives.
43:28She's done her utmost to exclude us from her life.
43:31I wonder why that is.
43:33I'm not the bad guy.
43:36If Lillian had been more responsible, you know she owes us over $30,000.
43:41Michelle is out of her mind with worries.
43:44Could you stop doing what you're doing?
43:47Deesco in the coffee machine.
43:49And talk to me?
43:52Well, no wonder she followed you up here.
43:54You're as childish as she is.
43:56And there it is.
43:57We left all your opportunity, moved to bumfuck nowhere.
44:00I'll pass that feedback on to the local council.
44:03What do you even do for a living?
44:04Really?
44:05You straighten teeth.
44:06Have you seen the car I drove?
44:08Oh, it's very impressive, Uncle Philip.
44:10Oh, you can joke, Hamish.
44:11But the truth is you opted out of life when the going got tough.
44:14I never opted out of life.
44:17Just the one you and my dad chose.
44:19I certainly don't opt out when things get tough.
44:22I'm here.
44:23In the good and the shit.
44:24And Lillian didn't follow me here.
44:27You drove her here.
44:29You and Michelle nearly broke her trying to bend her to your will.
44:33And when she finally found her way free,
44:35finally got her life together,
44:37she lost Ash.
44:39And where were you?
44:40We were right here.
44:42You don't even know where she lives!
44:44The man she was going to marry died
44:46and not once did you come to visit her.
44:48You talk about opting out of life.
44:50What the fuck do you call that?
44:52She's your daughter!
44:55You only want her back now so Michelle can try again
44:58to make her into a mini version of herself.
45:01Jesus Christ.
45:03Leave her alone.
45:05Lillian is a miracle just the way she is.
45:09Ash saw it.
45:11My wife sees it.
45:13I see it.
45:14You, Michelle and your idiot son are the only ones who don't.
45:17The only ones who don't.
45:18The only ones who don't.
45:24He's gone.
45:25He's gone.
45:50What?
45:52He's gone.
45:55I told him where Lillian lives.
45:57I wasn't sure what else to do.
46:00Hamish.
46:07The way you stood up to him,
46:11defended Lillian and yourself,
46:14that was really brave.
46:21I'm sorry for lying.
46:25There was no car accident.
46:28I didn't want to come home because I didn't want to tell you the truth.
46:35I started having panic attacks a couple of months ago.
46:39Mary, why didn't you tell me?
46:42Because I'm supposed to be the strong one.
46:44I've run the fucking ED.
46:46So what?
46:47Now I'm scared to go to work.
46:52I thought the plea change thing would make it better, but...
46:55Baby, what you saw happened to Ash?
46:57No, you see, that's not it.
46:58I keep thinking it could have been me.
47:08You know, he could have killed me.
47:11And I know that's so selfish when we lost Ash to make this about me.
47:17Don't you think I'd think that every day?
47:23What kind of a monster would you be if it didn't affect you,
47:25if it didn't make you terrified?
47:28But I can't...
47:29I can't...
47:30control it.
47:32It's like when Lillian started getting better,
47:35I started getting worse.
47:37Remind me, when did Lillian start getting better?
47:39She's been mad at me.
47:52Because I said you were weak.
47:56Okay.
47:58But I know I only said that because I was weak.
48:03I just kept feeling the ground slipping from under me.
48:07Like, what if I never saw the kids grow up?
48:10Or I never got old with you.
48:12Baby.
48:14I love you.
48:19I got you.
48:20Mmm.
48:37Whatever's in the oven smells amazing.
48:43Is that a leak?
48:44what's up when were you gonna tell me oh i wanted to surprise you that was embarrassing
48:54and i knew our plans before i did oh hell no don't oh tell me i'm not stupid
49:01i'm lost i know why you're doing this wanting to start up over there i don't know why you're upset
49:10we always talked about expanding when the time was right not in ballarat well i didn't know it was an
49:15option but the wines are excellent and i've been way too pig-headed about our own region to think
49:20about anywhere else oh for christ's sake boys stay away from the house when are you going to admit
49:28that you would rather spend time with all of them than with us it's a commercial decision it's not
49:37so
49:44so
49:49Hey, Rick.
50:12Hey, Lillian.
50:13How are you?
50:14I need to give you my notice for the apartment.
50:18I have to move out.
50:19Oh.
50:21So it's two weeks, yeah?
50:24Sure. Sounds good.
50:27Is that why your dad's here?
50:43What a beautiful spot.
50:45She sent you to get me.
50:52She's worried about you.
50:54And she really wants you to be part of the family.
50:58And the business.
51:00I don't know how to raise $33,000 except to work for you.
51:12So if I set up your new clinic, I want my pay doubled so that I can pay off my debt sooner.
51:21And I won't live with you.
51:23I'll find a place.
51:26I'll move out of here so that I can afford it.
51:29I thought you were going to tell me to fuck off.
51:39Ash's mum didn't want me to donate his organs.
51:41That's why I ended up with the funeral bill.
51:46She was angry that I was his next of kin.
51:50Anyway, she wants me to pay for what I did.
51:55So I will, because I did the right thing.
52:06I'll drive back first thing in the morning and I will come back on the weekend and clear up my stuff.
52:10Can I see your place before I go?
52:40Do you want a cup of tea or something?
52:44Sure.
52:47So Ash lived here and you moved in with him?
52:51Yeah.
52:53Must have been small for the two of you.
52:56It was enough.
52:58And it's lovely, Lil.
53:04What's all this?
53:05Oh, that's...
53:08That's Ash's stuff.
53:10And no, it's not some crazy shrine.
53:13It was all downstairs but Rick needed the space so...
53:17I have to take it to the op shop.
53:21He was a serious cyclist.
53:24Maybe you had more in common than you realised.
53:29Lilian, do you have any idea what this bike is worth?
53:32Well, you'd be lucky to find one of these.
53:36Even second hand for under 18k.
53:39$18,000.
53:41Yep.
53:43Are you serious?
53:45He never said...
53:47This is hand-crafted cedar.
53:49Beautiful inlay.
53:51Must be worth seven or eight.
53:53Plus your fancy ski boots.
53:55Wait, so...
53:57How could he spend that much?
54:00We clearly had taste.
54:04But...
54:06All up, if you sold this promptly...
54:08You'd be debt-free.
54:09You'd be debt-free.
54:10You'd be debt-free.
54:11I've learned to hold the line,
54:12And to never look away.
54:14I've learned to hold the line
54:31And to never look away
54:35I've taught myself the lies
54:40That will get me through the day
54:43And nothing ever lasts
54:48But the pain that circulates
54:52Through the chasms of our past
54:57And the breaths we dare to take
55:00Mmm
55:03Mmm
55:05Mmm
55:10Oh mama can you see
55:21I've got a darkness shining through me
55:28I've got a darkness shining through me
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