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Heated Rivalry The Series - Episode 6 [Deutsche Untertitel] - BL Series
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00:00I'm terrible.
00:16A few weeks ago, I achieved my lifelong dream, winning the cup.
00:26For those of you who've done that know how it feels.
00:31I don't even think I have the words to describe it.
00:36But something else happened that night.
00:39Something you may have noticed got a lot more attention than the Admirals winning the cup.
00:49It's been an interesting month.
00:51In case you missed it somehow, I came out as gay in a ridiculously public way.
01:01And I've always been a private person.
01:03I've never really shared anything about my private life.
01:05But from what I've seen over the past few weeks, it's maybe important that I do a bit.
01:14Fans have been sending me messages.
01:17And a lot of young fans.
01:20Telling me how much it meant to them for me to come out.
01:25And look, I love hockey.
01:28I'm so grateful that I get to do this for a living.
01:30But I also know what it feels like to not fit in.
01:38When I was a teenager, I...
01:41I realized that I may be that thing that hockey players like to throw around as an insult.
01:49The kind of language that I heard on the ice and in the locker room every day was a constant reminder that I was different.
01:54But when you have a secret that you work as hard as I did to protect, it's exhausting.
02:06It's a non-stop effort.
02:08And it's also really, really lonely.
02:12Lonely.
02:15Thankfully, I found the person who changes everything.
02:20And he gave me the confidence and strength and the need to be honest about who I am.
02:30Fear is a powerful thing.
02:34But then I found the one thing that is more powerful.
02:37So I share this honor with my teammates and my coaches.
02:44But I also share it with you, Kip.
02:47You have made me better in every conceivable way.
02:53I love you.
03:07Is this a jeep?
03:27No, it's British.
03:30Practical.
03:31Good in the snow.
03:33Okay.
03:37Good in the snow.
04:08It's about a two-hour drive, but we can stop for something if you want.
04:11No, I'm okay.
04:16I think you're going to like the cottage.
04:18It's relaxing.
04:21Is that what we're going to do?
04:23Relax.
04:25I hope so.
04:27I would like to relax with you.
04:30For once.
04:31I bought groceries, so we don't need to leave, or not leave much, if we don't want to.
04:43Thank you for inviting me.
04:49I'm glad you're here.
04:50Me too, but also, like, terrified, yes.
05:07Did anyone recognize you at the airport or anything?
05:11No, no.
05:11Not that I noticed.
05:13Cool.
05:16The cottage is super private, so we don't need to worry about anything.
05:20Not even your parents?
05:22No.
05:23I told them I was on a silent retreat, like a meditation.
05:27What?
05:28Does that sound fake?
05:29Yes.
05:30I can't believe you played with those bruised ribs.
06:01Oh, you can't.
06:03Okay, maybe I can.
06:16Wow.
06:19Your real estate fetish really paid off, huh?
06:24I didn't buy this.
06:26I had to build.
06:28Oh, I know.
06:30I can give you a tour, if you'd like, or I could make us some lunch.
06:39There's plenty of food.
06:41Also, I bought you Cokes.
06:43So, uh, the water here is really good.
06:46I have my own well.
06:48You can see it.
06:50In case you're thirsty.
06:52I have my own well.
07:03I can see it.
07:05Okay.
07:05Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
07:35You've been a while so it might not last now.
07:38We're same but we have to make, so...
07:40Yeah, who?
07:42Wait, uh, same?
07:45Hmm.
07:46You said same.
07:48You haven't been with anyone lately?
07:50No.
07:52Not since.
07:54No, not since.
07:55Who can we?
07:56Really?
07:58Really?
07:59All in a...
08:00It's not a big deal, okay?
08:02Yeah, but it's been...
08:04Months, yes, I know.
08:05so can we fucking help, please?
08:08I haven't either.
08:10Not since the last time.
08:24I have an idea.
08:30What?
08:32For the next two weeks.
08:35Let's just be honest with each other
08:36about what we actually think
08:40and maybe how we really feel.
08:47I will try.
08:49Really?
08:50Yes.
08:51I will do anything if it won't make you touch on my big clarinet.
08:56Should I show you Peter a room?
08:59There's two guest rooms downstairs,
09:01so plenty to choose from.
09:02I will need a king-size bed.
09:04They all have a king-size bed.
09:06And the view.
09:07They all have a view.
09:09And they will need the, what do you call, an en suite bedroom.
09:14Well, that might be a problem.
09:16Oh, what is that?
09:17There's only one with an en suite.
09:18And it's fine.
09:19This is awkward.
09:30This room isn't available to the guests.
09:34Disappointed.
09:35I'm sorry, sir.
09:36We'd really like to accommodate you.
09:37I'm just available.
09:41You can't treat the staff like this, please.
09:42Oh, I think I know how the staff likes to be treated every year.
09:52Wait.
09:53Wait with me.
09:55What's the matter?
09:55I don't know.
10:05I don't know.
10:05I don't know.
10:25I don't know.
10:27I don't know.
10:27Why are you making so many burgers?
10:49The recipe was for eight, so...
10:51Okay, you cut it in half.
10:53What, you can't do math?
10:55Leave me alone.
10:58No.
11:08Okay, fine, I should have cut it in half.
11:13Ordinarily, I would just give the rest of my parents, but I would probably ruin my whole silent retreat lie, I guess.
11:18You know David, yes?
11:21Mm-hmm.
11:24And?
11:27And what?
11:30Tell me about them.
11:31What do you want to know?
11:35I don't know.
11:36I don't know anything.
11:38I don't know your mother is Japanese or something.
11:42Probably where you get your looks.
11:44Half of them, yeah.
11:46And your dad is, what, boring?
11:49Is that where you get your boring from?
11:50He's not boring.
11:51So it's exciting, reading The New Yorker.
11:55He's normal, okay?
11:57He works for the Treasury Board of Canada.
12:00Crazy.
12:01Fuck you, he played hockey for McGill.
12:03Whoa.
12:05McGill?
12:06What the fuck is McGill?
12:08Is McGill a tag?
12:08It's a really good school.
12:11My parents are great.
12:13Do they know?
12:14What about you?
12:18Of course not.
12:19No, about you.
12:22No.
12:23Would they not be good about it?
12:28I don't know.
12:30I mean, no, they'd be fine.
12:32I'm sure they would be.
12:33I don't know.
12:36We haven't talked about it.
12:41Sometimes I think I would have told them already.
12:52Oh, this is my fault.
12:54No.
12:56I mean, yeah, kind of.
13:02What?
13:03I think you can tell your parents you're gay without giving them a list of all the guys you're fucking.
13:07I know, I know.
13:10Anyways, it just doesn't really matter.
13:13You done?
13:14Yeah.
13:27Nice, right?
13:30So we just sit here and look at it.
13:32Can it always fun?
13:38Shut up.
13:46It was just Rose.
13:49Just Rose.
13:51It's just checking in.
13:52You're not jealous, are you?
13:57No.
13:59Ilya, I'm gay.
14:01You're not so gay you can't fuck Rose Landry.
14:03Oh, my God.
14:04It was like twice.
14:06And both times were complete disasters.
14:08I'm not sure she's looking for a repeat performance.
14:10Oh, disasters like how?
14:11I'm not going into details.
14:16What the fuck was that?
14:18A loon?
14:20A what?
14:21A loon.
14:22This is a bird.
14:23Sounds like a fucking wolf.
14:24It's a bird.
14:25Trust me.
14:27You're so scared.
14:28What kind of a bird makes a noise like that?
14:30A loon.
14:31A fucking wolf?
14:33Stupid Canadian wolf bird.
14:39Oh, so now you speak bird too.
14:45Fluent.
14:47I hate you.
14:48No, you don't.
14:49Have you talked to your brother lately?
15:02Mm-mm.
15:05Is that a good thing?
15:09Probably.
15:10I don't know.
15:14I'm sorry about your family.
15:16Even if they suck, you must miss them.
15:19My mother didn't suck.
15:23She was great.
15:27How did she die?
15:31By accident.
15:35She accidentally swallowed a whole bottle of pills.
15:42How old are you?
15:46Twelve.
15:49I found her.
15:59I don't want you to think she was weak.
16:02I don't.
16:04She wasn't.
16:07She was so funny and beautiful.
16:09She was so safe.
16:16And my dad was so hard on her.
16:20And...
16:20Motherfucker.
16:23Do you want to go inside?
16:38No.
16:39No.
16:39Good morning.
16:56Good morning.
17:00Good morning.
17:02I like you.
17:04I like you.
17:08I like you too.
17:09I like you too.
17:09You can't pick Montreal.
17:28Yes, I can.
17:29I've always wondered what it would be like to be a metro.
17:32You know, historically, they're the best team in sport.
17:34Better than the fucking Yankees.
17:36Oh, I know so.
17:37Well, I'm going to be Boston.
17:38Good choice.
17:40I'm going to fucking kill you.
17:41I am you.
17:43No, you're not anything.
17:45I'm undercover at the fucking game.
17:47Oh, fuck.
17:52He's hated.
17:54He just had a baby.
17:55I haven't talked to him in weeks.
17:57You're a baby.
17:59Hey, buddy.
18:01Yeah.
18:02How's...
18:02I know.
18:03I'm so sorry.
18:04But how's Amber, right?
18:06How is she?
18:10Oh, yeah.
18:10The pics are cute.
18:13Oh, good.
18:13Good.
18:14And then Jackie's good too?
18:15Is it better than...
18:19Yeah, no, I remember that.
18:22That was a tough time.
18:26Sorry, hey, just...
18:27My mom's the other line.
18:28I'm just going to get rid of her, okay?
18:31What are you doing?
18:32I think you know.
18:34Please stop.
18:36I don't think it's what you want.
18:38Later, okay?
18:39Okay.
18:41I make you a deal.
18:42I won't touch you, but if you get hard...
18:45I won't get hard.
18:46Okay, so no problem, then.
18:48Ilya.
18:50Shane.
18:55Sorry, man.
18:56Yeah, my mom is so annoying sometimes.
18:59Sorry, you were saying?
19:01Oh, right.
19:02Yeah, yeah.
19:02Mark.
19:03And that's her middle brother?
19:06Brother-in-law.
19:08Right.
19:08But he's the one God at right, yeah, from Thanksgiving.
19:19Yeah, yeah, he's great.
19:24Well, that's nice if you can come and stay.
19:31Cool, cool.
19:32Yeah, yeah, that makes sense.
19:33I don't know, nothing much here.
19:38The headaches are better.
19:40Fuck.
19:41No, sorry, just a text.
19:45Totally.
19:46Yeah, totally clear, so...
19:48All's well there.
19:51Jeez.
19:52Sorry, hey, one second.
19:54Okay.
19:54Oh.
19:56Oh.
19:58Oh.
20:00Oh.
20:01Oh.
20:02Oh.
20:03Sorry, man.
20:14I just had to have to run.
20:15Someone's at the door.
20:17Fuck.
20:18No, it's just Amazon.
20:21But I'll call you next week and...
20:23Yeah.
20:24Yeah, so...
20:26Totally.
20:27And, um...
20:28All right, yes.
20:29Love you, man.
20:30And my best to Jackie and the kids.
20:31Fuck you.
20:36Fuck you.
20:37Why was that so hot?
20:39Because you like to be bad.
20:45Hey.
20:47That's not what this is.
20:49You and me.
20:52Maybe it was a first, but...
20:53Not now, and not for a long time.
21:00So you love Hayden?
21:01Oh.
21:02That's good.
21:09So I was thinking I'm a...
21:11I'm free agent next season.
21:14Yeah?
21:16You want to re-sign with Boston?
21:17Then where?
21:25I don't know.
21:26I was thinking maybe Canadian team.
21:32Not Montreal, eh?
21:33No, I mean, I know.
21:35But I would love to not have a Russian passport.
21:38I could marry Svetlana.
21:58She's American, would be easy citizenship.
22:02She would do it.
22:02Her father is goalie Sergei Vitov.
22:07Yeah, you've told me.
22:09She would help me.
22:14But...
22:16Is she...
22:17I don't know someone you want to marry?
22:19We were friends.
22:20We would be fine.
22:23And it would be for the passport.
22:24Okay, but...
22:30But what?
22:34But you like women, right?
22:38You could find someone you'd...
22:40want to marry for real...
22:42and still get the passport.
22:46Maybe, but...
22:49But what?
22:51I have this problem.
22:54What's the problem?
22:59I like women, yes?
23:01Yeah, I know.
23:03And everywhere I go,
23:04I'm surrounded by beautiful women.
23:06And they love me.
23:07Sounds rough.
23:09Yes, it is.
23:10Listen.
23:12And these women,
23:13they're so...
23:14sexy and fun.
23:18But I'm always thinking
23:19about this...
23:21slow, fucking hockey player
23:23with beautiful freckles.
23:24and a weak backhand.
23:29A weak backhand?
23:30Yes, very weak.
23:32And he's so boring
23:33and he drives this terrible car.
23:34It's a normal car.
23:37I am always wishing
23:38that these women were him.
23:42It's a terrible problem, huh?
23:43Do you want that problem
23:51to go away?
23:54I don't ever want
23:57that problem
23:57to ever go away.
24:05Don't marry Solana.
24:08Just don't.
24:08I know it wouldn't be for love
24:12or whatever.
24:15Just don't.
24:18We can figure something else out, okay?
24:23Okay.
24:24good to go.
24:36I don't know.
24:37No, man.
24:38No, man.
24:40I just need this...
24:41Based on my job,
24:42you have to be a bit
24:43less so mío-
24:52Well, I have another idea.
24:56What idea? What is happening?
25:00What if you played in Ottawa?
25:03Ottawa is seeing division in Boston. We're still rivals.
25:06Okay, but listen.
25:08First off, super close by.
25:10Second, Ottawa needs a star center, and they're nowhere near their capsule.
25:13They could definitely afford you.
25:15And maybe we could start to change the narrative a bit.
25:19What...
25:19I wonder, I just woke up. What is narrative?
25:23Boston and Montreal, that's intense. Everyone knows that.
25:26But Montreal and Ottawa...
25:28And look, lots of guys have friends on other teams.
25:31They're not rookies anymore.
25:32They're younger guys coming in, frothing at the mouth.
25:35Let them hate each other.
25:37We don't need to keep this up until we retire, do we?
25:39We're not fucking wrestlers.
25:40I wonder, I wonder.
25:41Okay, it's very late, and this is who we were.
25:44What are you doing here?
25:46You play for Ottawa.
25:48I play for Montreal.
25:50Okay, we're only two hours apart,
25:52and we start a charity.
25:55Something that, you know, we both care about.
25:58And we come up with a story like I approached you.
26:01Where I approached you.
26:02Fine, sure.
26:03And we tell the press and everyone that by working on this cause that we both love,
26:08that we developed a mutual respect for one another.
26:11And, um, yeah.
26:15I'm free to, like, sucking each other's decks.
26:17Any questions?
26:18Fuck off.
26:19This is a good idea, Rosemar.
26:23Okay.
26:24Okay.
26:25It's not bad.
26:26So we start the charity.
26:27Yeah, and it wouldn't be bullshit either.
26:29Like, we can really start a charity.
26:31Something cool that means a lot to both of us.
26:34And, you know, we still play hard against each other on the ice.
26:39Shut up.
26:42And then if people saw us out in public or whatever,
26:46it wouldn't be so fucking crazy.
26:48And we're only two hours apart, all year round.
26:55We'll apply for, like, citizenship here in Canada.
26:59And maybe, one day, when we both retire,
27:03we could be together.
27:06For real.
27:12You really think that's what our hair told him to?
27:17I do.
27:18About this.
27:24And is that what you want?
27:26To be together?
27:30So much.
27:32So much, it scares me.
27:44Hmm.
27:44They love you.
28:04Holy shit.
28:05I mean, I love you, too.
28:15Fuck off.
28:17Oh, my God.
28:18I love you so much.
28:19What the hell?
28:20Does it fucking kill you, too?
28:34Does it fucking kill you, too?
28:38What do you want?
28:39I love you.
28:52No.
28:58No.
30:01This is real, though, right?
30:08Please fuck me.
30:29What was your mother's name?
30:51Irina, why?
30:57I was thinking we could start a hockey school, like a summer camp for kids and give the money away to mental health organizations and suicide prevention.
31:16It was just an idea.
31:20I wish she would have loved you.
31:31Like I love you.
31:32Say it again in a lesson, please.
31:44Yeah.
31:46Yeah.
31:47Thank you, bro.
31:48is this where you do yoga or up there no i do it inside the producer wanted me
32:14wait you saw that yeah it's very good i needed help sleeping so you're an asshole
32:22how's the water you're in it yeah but i want to know how you like it
32:30fuck you what if my phone was in my pocket it's not you left it on the table it's been ringing all
32:36morning i'm still an asshole
32:40give me a kiss you're cold
32:47you don't pass it from last night or hot dogs
32:54hot dogs okay they're gonna have to defrost a bit
32:56so we have a little time maybe what do you have in mind
33:00nothing that will take too long
33:02oh fuck
33:14maybe you should
33:16do you want me to trap
33:19fuck fuck this is a fucking nightmare
33:48shit oh fuck this is a fucking nightmare
33:52oh what the fuck am i supposed to do
33:55you should go talk to him
33:59yeah what if you don't want to talk to you
34:01what if
34:01fuck my mom
34:04hey hey hey they will talk to you
34:06i fucking lied to them
34:08for so many years i fucking lied to them and now my dad just walks in on me
34:12this this is my fucking nightmare
34:16this is my actual fucking nightmare
34:18okay
34:20then maybe it's time to wake up yes
34:23fuck i'm scared
34:31yes it's scary
34:33but you're brave
34:35shut up
34:36shut up
34:37you are you're brave
34:38you're gonna feel like i'm gonna die
34:40so much for eating them into it
34:46maybe
34:48maybe he didn't even know this
34:51okay
34:56okay
34:56i'm gonna
34:58i'm gonna
34:58change
34:59i'm gonna drive over
35:01and then
35:03and then fuck what am i gonna say
35:06do you want me to come with you
35:10or do you
35:12of course
35:15that is not gonna help
35:36oh they don't know i play for boston
35:39what do you want me to do
36:09Uh, maybe you should wait in the car.
36:14Fuck, never mind, sorry.
36:29Hey, it's me, Shane.
36:34Hi.
36:35I left my charger at your place, and it's the old one that fits into my phone,
36:39and all the other charges we have are newer, so...
36:41It's okay, Dad.
36:43I'm sorry, you shouldn't have found out that way.
36:48Found out what, exactly?
36:51I'm gay.
36:53Wish I was going to tell you soon.
36:56I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
36:59Yeah, and this is Ilya.
37:02Rosanoff.
37:03But you already know that.
37:05Right.
37:06He's visiting, and we're, um...
37:11Lovers.
37:12No, Ilya, that's gross.
37:14But you hate him.
37:17No.
37:19I mean, I get that, but no, I actually, um...
37:23I love him.
37:29But I don't want this to be honest with you.
37:31Uh, I'm sorry.
37:32I'm sorry.
37:32Can we just sit down, please?
37:40Here.
37:42I think we thought maybe you were gay.
37:48You did.
37:49I think we thought it was certainly possible.
37:52For how long?
37:54For a while, I guess.
37:56We both know you pretty well, Shane.
37:58I mean, what we did not suspect was that you were so friendly with Rosanoff.
38:05Ilya.
38:06Ilya, sorry.
38:08I know.
38:09It's, uh, a long story.
38:13When did this happen?
38:19Wait.
38:20The All-Star Game.
38:21You two had so much chemistry.
38:27No, it was before then.
38:31Wow.
38:33Well.
38:34Wow.
38:38So, when?
38:39Since our, uh, rookie season.
38:45Since your rookie season?
38:46No, it's not true.
38:47Since before that.
38:48Not helpful.
38:49Before?
38:49Somewhere before.
38:53So, you've been in love since...
38:54No.
38:55Oh, no.
38:55No, no, no, no, no.
38:56No.
38:57No.
38:58Just, um...
39:00Just what?
39:03Um, just...
39:05Just...
39:06Let me have.
39:08Oh.
39:09Okay.
39:10Just what?
39:13Lovers.
39:13Okay.
39:14No one is allowed to use that word again.
39:17Well.
39:18I would love a drink.
39:25And there were no nice men in Montreal?
39:27I don't know.
39:28Probably there were.
39:31And do your teammates know?
39:33No.
39:33Nobody knows.
39:34Um, this could welcome.
39:38Thanks.
39:38I tried to buy the Russian stuff.
39:40Mm.
39:43You never, I mean, you, you never let him win, did you, Shane?
39:48Did you let Dad win the cards?
39:50I'd rather die.
39:51Same here.
39:52Huh.
39:52So, is your plan to, what, just keep doing this in secret until you both retire, or...
39:59Probably, I, I don't know.
40:06Probably, yes.
40:08Oh, no, that's sad.
40:12I know, we know.
40:13We just can't come out and, like, announce it.
40:27Ilya, I gotta say, I'm surprised.
40:28You have such a reputation as a ladies' man.
40:33It's not untrue.
40:37Ilya likes both.
40:39Oh.
40:42It's true, I've been with many women, but...
40:44I have only been in love with one person.
40:51Same here.
40:53Only one.
40:53Just a minute.
41:17Fuck.
41:17Fuck.
41:17hey
41:23hi
41:24thank you
41:27mom um
41:47i need you to know that i did really try i tried really hard but um i just can't help it
42:00i'm sorry oh no you have nothing nothing to apologize for look at look at me
42:09look at me
42:13i'm sorry that i made you feel like you couldn't tell me
42:26i'm so
42:38i'm so proud of you
42:43okay
42:47please forgive me
42:51i forgive you mom
43:02i love you
43:04oh i love you too
43:07so much
43:12okay
43:20yeah
43:22yeah
43:24okay
43:29okay
43:31okay okay
43:33enough
43:34all right what's the plan
43:37we need a statement prepared in case anything leaks something classy
43:47and simple
43:47mom
43:48and i'm gonna quietly reach out to the premium brands or maybe just reebok and rolex and speedo
43:53they're gonna be thrilled i think once they wrap their minds around this there's a world of
43:57opportunity here if they do it right mom can you just take three steps back please i'm not gonna
44:02come out or come out or anything yet i
44:05we just want
44:08a future i don't know
44:13you play in ottawa
44:15yes
44:17we would be closer than with the charity
44:19and you have no loyalty to boston jesus mom
44:22what they drafted him
44:23you would leave boston for Shane
44:26yes
44:28huh
44:29mom
44:30Loyalty is important.
44:31He's trying to be loyal to me, not Boston.
44:33Well.
44:34My mom cares a little too much about hockey.
44:36No, I see where you get it from.
44:38Have you talked to Scott Hunter?
44:40No, I did.
44:41You did?
44:42Yeah, briefly, after MLH awards in June.
44:46And what did he say?
44:49Nothing.
44:50Well, I didn't tell him about Shane and me.
44:53But what he did, it was...
44:54Yes, it was very brave.
44:57It changed things for me, at least.
44:59Maybe for us.
45:05Shane.
45:08Shane.
45:12You're okay, I'm just freaking out.
45:13I'll be okay in a second.
45:14Hey, hey, hey, hey.
45:17You're good here.
45:19Your family is here.
45:22Your boyfriend is here.
45:24You're good here, okay?
45:28My boyfriend?
45:33I mean, yes.
45:35I think so, probably.
45:44Since rookie season.
45:46Summer before.
45:47I'll bring the chicken and some salad stuff.
45:52Pick up beer in town.
45:53Please text.
45:55Why?
45:55We'll just be there around five.
45:56Please text.
45:57We'll text.
45:58Pay attention to your phones.
45:59Thank you for pasta.
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