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00:00I think right now I just need to remove myself from this.
00:04It sucks that I have to go home and tell Yassel.
00:07I don't want to be the problem, and it feels like I'm the problem.
00:11Hi.
00:12Hi.
00:13I'm going on my first date with someone other than my wife in over 10 years.
00:18Have you ever been with a man before?
00:21He seems like a guy that would be in a play.
00:24You're awesome, but this sounds more like work.
00:27Okay, I'm just really deflated now.
00:30Is this really meant for us, or is this how it's going to be every time?
00:35You know, I'm definitely excited, a little nervous.
00:38I'm nervous, though.
00:39Yeah.
00:39Yeah.
00:40I sent Shanae a text asking her if she would come on this date with me.
00:45Shanae's running late.
00:47I'm starting to get anxious because it's not just me and Shanae's relationship that's on the line here.
00:53It's Angelica and Shanae's relationship as well.
00:57We actually have to have her adjustment of status done, or she can be deported.
01:03We have 17 business days left until we have that 90-day mark, and it's going to take like 14 of those days to file for her adjustment of status.
01:12So we need to get married tomorrow.
01:15We need the prenup first.
01:16If we can't get this prenup finalized by the end of the day, we are going to be in an impossible situation.
01:23Whereas the parties intend to marry each other, and this agreement will be effective on the date of the marriage between the parties.
01:46Tomorrow, ooh, the address is wrong.
01:52All day, it's kind of been chaotic.
01:54Tonight, we are finalizing a prenup for Garrick and Lorena, because tomorrow we are going to Aspen to do the legal document for Lorena and Garrick to be legally married.
02:05We didn't know if we would be able to actually have a prenup, or if they would just have to get legally married without that.
02:16The lawyer that I thought was going to work with us and translate the prenup for Lorena said she's not a certified translator, but ended up finalizing a prenup online.
02:25So this guy, what he does is he is, he's a lawyer, but he also is a certified translator, so he can translate the document legally.
02:35Oh, I see.
02:37I feel a lot more peace knowing that we have something in place, and Garrick and Lorena were able to take care of that.
02:43Sister, do you feel ready and comfortable to go forward and notarize it and sign the document?
02:49Yeah, see?
02:50Go for it, baby.
02:51Of course.
02:52Of course.
02:53Sure.
02:55Sam and Samantha will be here in a little bit to get Leia.
03:12You're here?
03:13I really want to start my life with him and with her, together.
03:21I don't want to be able to talk about what it was for them, of rights, that they worked for years, but now that I've arrived, we're going to start a new chapter together.
03:32We're trying to do the prenup today, and it's proving more difficult than we thought, because we started it online a while ago.
03:48But with her not speaking English, it's more difficult, because she has to understand it, and it's like to be valid.
03:57Uh-huh.
03:57It's like a headache.
03:58Basically, we're doing this online thing.
04:01They'll notarize it today.
04:02Wait, can you guys still go tomorrow?
04:04Yeah, we're going to go tomorrow, so we'll have this in place.
04:06We have to, because otherwise we risk her getting deported.
04:09I was just a little bit shocked.
04:12I would have thought that they would have done more research, but knowing Garrick and Danielle, they're more relaxed and more laid back, and they don't always get on top of things right away.
04:22I don't know.
04:22It's a little bit, like, insane, especially because they brought somebody from Brazil to come, and now she might get deported.
04:31I don't know.
04:32It's a lot.
04:33I couldn't handle it.
04:34Is this, like, a legit prenup and everything then, or?
04:38It's as it is.
04:40I guess I'd just be frustrated if you can't get this paperwork done together and he still gets married because, like, me and him being involved in the business together and stuff.
04:48No, that's in there.
04:50It asks about that, and, like, anything that was acquired before the marriage is his, so.
04:58It kind of frustrates me.
05:00Yeah, I hear you.
05:02I'm surprised you guys didn't, like, look into it sooner.
05:04That's probably why they give you 90 days, because you need 90 days to do all the paperwork, not two weeks.
05:13Getting smart there, Sam?
05:14A little.
05:15I have to.
05:16They don't care about this.
05:18I'm just saying, like, probably that's why they give you 90 days in case you're doing all this paperwork.
05:24They give you time to do it.
05:26That's probably why they give you 90 days.
05:27I said they should give you a year.
05:29I said they should just give you a year.
05:31Well, that's not the way it is.
05:34I have some concerns.
05:35Garrick and I have a business together, and if the prenup doesn't get signed properly and done right, I could end up not having anything to do with the business.
05:43Lorraine has only been here for a couple months and still getting to know her, and now they're going to be legally married tomorrow.
05:53I just hope that she's an honest person and really cares for our family.
05:58All right.
05:59Well, we got it done.
06:01Well, hopefully she sticks with the family.
06:03We've stuck together through a lot of tough times, so hopefully she's down for that.
06:11I believe she is.
06:13You know, I'm just so thankful to God we got the prenup done so we can get married tomorrow.
06:20Me and Danielle and Lorraine are going to head over to Aspen to the courthouse, get the marriage license, sign everything,
06:28and we've got to submit it immediately to our immigration attorney so we can file an adjustment of status so they don't kick her out of the country.
06:36Well, I think we're going to head out, buddy.
06:38All right.
06:39Thanks for taking the kiddo.
06:40Yeah, good luck with everything.
06:42Love you.
06:43Love you, too.
06:43Love you, too.
06:52Love you, too.
06:53Love you, too.
06:57Love you, too.
06:57I set up this big date for me and Shanae, and she's not here yet.
07:03I'm getting really nervous, to be honest.
07:04I don't really do things like this for anyone.
07:07And Angelica will be devastated.
07:10And she will look at me like,
07:11you didn't do enough to make this work.
07:29Hi.
07:30Hello, beautiful. How are you?
07:34Let's see.
07:35Cold.
07:36You look cold. You look amazing, though.
07:37Oh, thank you. So do you.
07:39Are these for me?
07:40They're cute.
07:42And this train, like, takes us along the coast of Rhode Island.
07:47Okay.
07:48We'll have a nice, good dinner.
07:50So this is like a fancy, fancy date.
07:52Yeah.
07:53Okay.
07:54I haven't heard or talked or seen Matt for a few weeks now.
08:00And I got a text that he wanted to take me out.
08:05I'm still really resentful towards him and a little bit angry that he has not reached out in as long as he has.
08:14But I'm excited to see him and have a good time.
08:18So it's like a ball of emotions all in one that I'm trying to process through.
08:23Is this cute?
08:24It feels nice.
08:25How did you find this?
08:26Just looking online, you know, things we should do.
08:30So you Googled things we should do on a hot date?
08:34Things me and Sinead should do on Friday night.
08:37Matt pulling out all of the stops and finding this amazing train ride dinner.
08:42Part of me, it's like, okay, is he really trying to make the effort like he keeps claiming he's going to be?
08:47Or is this just a load of crap and he's just doing it because he feels like this is what's going to make me happy?
08:53I don't need grand gestures.
08:55I just need genuine and sincere effort.
08:58So, what do you want to drink?
09:01I don't know.
09:02Let's see what they have.
09:05I mean, I'll probably get my usual.
09:07Wait, do you know what my usual is?
09:09I do know what your usual is.
09:10What?
09:11Wine.
09:12What kind of wine?
09:13Red.
09:14What kind of red?
09:17You know who would know what my favorite wine is?
09:20You.
09:21Angelica.
09:22I'll figure it out.
09:23Yeah, when I order it.
09:25Yes, exactly.
09:26When the waitress comes back.
09:27Can I get you something for a drink?
09:30Yes.
09:31How would you like?
09:32She would have.
09:34My favorite.
09:35Cabernet, please.
09:36Bravo.
09:37That's what I said.
09:38No, that's not what you said.
09:40Wow.
09:42I would like a sunset margarita.
09:45Perfect.
09:47I'll be right back.
09:57My intentions for tonight are to sit down with Sine and tell her I feel.
10:02Tell her that I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make her feel like she's appreciated.
10:07Me and Angelica, we've already talked about working our schedules out so that I can spend more time with Sine.
10:14We'll spend every other weekend together.
10:16We'll try and do like once a month, have staycations.
10:20I know it's do or die.
10:21She needs more effort from me.
10:23And if she doesn't get it, then she'll walk.
10:25She'll walk.
10:28So thank you for coming.
10:30I'm really glad you came.
10:31Thank you for inviting me.
10:35I wanted to do something special for you.
10:38Part of me is smitten that you put the effort in.
10:42But then the other part is like, is it too late?
10:46You know?
10:48Is it too late?
10:50I guess we have a whole train ride to figure that out, right?
10:53Like when you didn't respond to my text message, I didn't know how to take it.
10:58So, cause it hurt.
11:00So why not say that?
11:02Why not reach back out?
11:05I was giving you space.
11:06What that made me feel is that you don't care.
11:10The reason I didn't reach out is I feel like she didn't want to talk.
11:16You know, maybe you would have responded to the message I sent.
11:19I'll kick myself a little bit about it.
11:23I'm trying to, you know, put the effort in.
11:30You know, Angelica tells me all the time I need to put more effort in.
11:34And I felt like I was hiding a lot of things from you before.
11:39Just the way I felt.
11:40That reminded me of a conversation that Angelica and I had the last time we seen each other.
11:48You said, you know, like you have nothing to hide and you've laid everything out on the table.
11:53And I asked her if you were seeing or attempting to see other people.
12:02She became emotional and her whole body language kind of tensed up a little bit.
12:07So, have you started dating other women?
12:13Um.
12:17I did.
12:18I went on a date with someone.
12:20How are you filling space with someone else when it's been space is what I've been begging from you for the last three years?
12:37You weren't available. You didn't allow yourself to get available to me.
12:43How do you know if I was available or not if you didn't hit me up for three weeks?
12:50Randy? Yes.
12:51I'm Reese. Nice to meet you.
12:52Nice to meet you too.
12:53Are you a swinger?
12:54I am.
12:55Things have been going so well with Randy. I really feel like there's some type of connection there.
13:03So, do I get to meet your wife? Because I would love to.
13:06Do you want to?
13:07Yes.
13:08How did it go last night?
13:10You guys have fun.
13:12The conversation with Jackie regarding Yesel not having a baby with another woman didn't turn out the way we wanted.
13:20I'm dreading the fact that I have to break this news to him.
13:25Do you want to do a ring around the Rosie or do we want to come up and spin?
13:39Up and spin.
13:40I thought so.
13:42Ready? Jump.
13:44One, two, three!
13:48Being a mother is everything to me.
13:51That's not to say it's not utterly exhausting.
13:53I am the chef. I am the maid. I am the entertainment. First of all, where are your manners?
14:06Oh! Saved by the bell. Who's this?
14:09It's daddy. You want to go talk to him?
14:12Here, we'll go on mommy's laptop so we can see. Come on.
14:14The conversation with Jackie regarding my boundary with Yesel not having a baby with another woman didn't turn out the way we wanted.
14:22Jackie is done. It's over.
14:25It's daddy. Say hi.
14:27Hi.
14:28Say good morning.
14:30Say.
14:31Say good morning.
14:33Say, how'd you sleep?
14:34Good morning, buddy.
14:35I'm nervous just because my fear of disappointing him is definitely at the top of my mind.
14:45I'm dreading the fact that I have to break this news to him.
14:49Boys are all over you this morning.
14:50Yeah, that's why I utilize the bribery cupcakes to get them just a touch off my back.
14:57Not every day is bribery cupcakes.
14:58Not every day is bribery cupcakes.
15:00But they made them with the nanny while I was out at dinner last night.
15:03So you know what?
15:05They can have a sweet treat.
15:07How did it go last night?
15:09You guys had fun?
15:12A few drinks?
15:13A few drinks?
15:15Tell me, tell me. How'd it go?
15:16We had a couple drinks.
15:17We had some good food.
15:20Okay.
15:22The conversations, however, were, as you know, a little heavy.
15:27So we talked about the whole baby thing about how you, you know, wouldn't be the biological father if she were to have another baby.
15:37How did she take that one?
15:40She didn't like it.
15:41She didn't like it.
15:42She felt that it was unfair.
15:46And she was very hurt by it.
15:49And she was kind of hurt by the fact that we didn't address it with her sooner.
15:55Well...
15:57Coming clear to you, if she wasn't happy, how did...
16:01What else came out of that?
16:03I...
16:05That was it for her.
16:06Did she basically end things with us?
16:07Is it like...
16:08Was it basically a breakup?
16:14Yes.
16:15She removed herself from the situation entirely.
16:19Well, that kind of sucks now, doesn't it?
16:24Like, definitely not ideal.
16:26It's not what I wanted.
16:28Right.
16:29I don't think it's what either of us wanted, you know?
16:33We knew going into that conversation that there was two outcomes.
16:38I mean, I get it. I get why she wouldn't be receptive to the baby thing.
16:42Right. Absolutely.
16:44I guess what I'm getting at is, is there wiggle room for, like, from you to, like, you know,
16:50I was like, oh, maybe I could change my mind, or...
16:53Do you think there's a world where, you know, we all get together again,
16:58kind of squash it a little bit, you know, work out our issues and differences,
17:03and maybe we get back together with her?
17:06I, I, like, I just don't see it necessarily being a repairable...
17:12...dynamic.
17:16Oh, okay.
17:20To hear Yesel ask me if there's a chance that I could change my mind and we could get Jackie back...
17:26...is...
17:29...it's hurtful.
17:30It's hurtful. It's hurtful because...
17:34...I feel like...
17:36...my feelings weren't necessarily considered. He was just worried about getting her back.
17:42You know, I know it sucks. I, I hate to disappoint Yesel, but this boundary will always be firm for me.
17:50I, I won't change my mind, no matter who we meet.
17:53So it definitely poses challenges moving forward that I, I hope we can overcome as a team without damaging our marriage.
18:03All right, well, I gotta go. I gotta get to work.
18:06Okay.
18:07Okay.
18:09I'm pretty freaking pissed off. This whole baby thing. This is gonna make our search, um, for a sister-wife a lot, lot harder.
18:19And I don't necessarily think it's, it's fair to me. Um, just because I, I'm, I'm open to having more kids.
18:28You, name, differential?
18:44Lorena D'Souzio Merrifield?
18:47No, I think Lohana Hilario Merrifield.
18:51Lohana Hilario Merrifield.
18:53Yeah.
18:54Ah, okay.
18:55Okay.
18:58Are you done?
19:00Oh, you done?
19:02Oh, my gosh.
19:04Today's our day. Me and Lorena are getting married.
19:07Getting hitched.
19:09Hitched.
19:12It'll be official. Lorena Merrifield.
19:16I've been waiting for this day for like six years. And for me and Lorena to get married, I mean, this is exciting.
19:24I think yesterday was so much emotion, like, so much going on with the prenup and thinking if everything is gonna work and hopefully everything goes smooth today, sister.
19:35Bom, hoje eu acordei emotiva.
19:40Eu me sinto um pouco nervosa, até porque eu nunca fui casada, de fato.
19:46Então, eu não sei se vai mudar alguma coisa, mas acredito que é normal esse nervosismo de que realmente eu tô dando um start na minha vida pra uma mulher casada.
20:01She's coming.
20:02You're a bride.
20:03You know, me and Danielle, about five years ago, got divorced legally, so we could do this very thing that we're doing today, be able to bring a sister wife to America to live with us. So, it's kind of like, we didn't make that sacrifice for no reason.
20:16You look pretty. Gloss.
20:33I know.
20:34We've been through a lot of heartbreak since we started living this way, and, you know, it's all led up to this moment and to Lorena, and it's just perfect.
20:48Sister?
20:58Oh, bonita.
20:59Si?
21:00Ya?
21:01Si.
21:03Gracias.
21:04Gracias.
21:05Ok.
21:06Ya?
21:07Bonita.
21:08Bonita, amor.
21:09Ya?
21:10What?
21:11Ya, sim.
21:12Sexy, beautiful.
21:13You and sister.
21:15Beauty queens.
21:16Gary?
21:17Yeah.
21:18Oh, my God.
21:19Seeing Lorena come down the stairs in the white dress, you know, she looks beautiful.
21:24I mean, we had a couple people that were just bad apples, so it's nice to see the commitment and the sincerity of Lorena loving Danielle and the whole family and committed to all of us, not just something with me.
21:36So, to finally see it, like, somebody coming in and, like, valuing them, that means more to me than Lorena even loving Danielle.
21:45Lorena even loving me, just to see her love the family and Danielle, sincerely, that, I'd rather have that.
21:53I'd rather see them loved than even me, so, yeah, just think.
21:58Ok.
21:59Ok.
22:00Ok.
22:01Ok.
22:02Alright.
22:03You guys, can you grab a jacket?
22:05Yeah, we have.
22:06Ok.
22:07Ok.
22:08I have a text from, from Billy.
22:10I can't wait to meet her.
22:11Is she coming now?
22:12Yeah, she should be here anytime.
22:13Ok.
22:14I think, honestly, Billy is underestimating what the real emotional impact will be once this kind of starts rolling.
22:23It'll be interesting to see if she stays as cool and calm and collected as she says she is.
22:29Now, Nikki has actually come through and found a new person for me to go on a date with.
22:47with. This is the second blind date that Nikki has set us up on, and I'm concerned, I will say,
22:55because the first date was a big bust. We were very different, just totally different people,
23:00but I am staying optimistic on this date. Her name is Randy, and she lives about an hour away,
23:09so that will be interesting navigating. But if this date is another bust, I am not trusting Nikki
23:16to set us up on any more blind dates. I chose to be at a playground for a first date because I'm a big
23:22kid, so I know it might not be, like, the first date a lot of people go to as a place, but I feel
23:29like if Randy can have fun and do this, our personalities will mesh, and she can get along,
23:34and I think it'll be a great time. Hi. Randy? Yes. I'm Reese. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you, too.
23:42Are you a swinger? I am. I mean, which type of swinger? Which kind of swinger? Would you like
23:48to swing? I would like to swing. On these. Yes, actually. It's been forever, and I thought,
23:54you know, let's just have some fun and, you know, go back to the... Hey, I like the swings and the slide
23:59and all of it. I can't do the rear go-round anymore. Makes me sick. Right, right. Exactly. That comes with
24:03the age. Just starting this date, Randy and I are already having a hundred times more fun than I did
24:10on the last day with Bess. She's really cute. She's attractive. She has a really nice smile,
24:15so that really helps with the nerves. This is the first time I've ever been on a date at a
24:21children's park before, but... Well, I thought, you know, we'd kind of just start out somewhere fun.
24:27Let's go check it out if you want. Okay. Yeah. When I first saw Reese, I thought, he's cute. He's
24:34adorable. He looks like he's easy to talk to, and he is. So, being on kids' stuff, do you have any
24:41kids? Do you... I do. I have three. Three? 17-year-old, 14-year-old, and a 5-year-old. Wow. So, I've got a
24:48little bit younger. I've got twin 13-month-olds. Twins? How is that? It's been crazy. It's been my
24:54identity. Have you slept? Not much for the last year, but... I've been having baby fever lately, so... Have you?
25:00Yeah. Yeah. So, yeah, my wife's been talking about it, too, so she's, like, already... I'm, like, hey,
25:05we've got to chill out. Does she want another one? Oh, yeah, she's ready. She's ready. That's awesome. Yeah,
25:08so, I definitely love kids, and we want more kids. Love people that have kids, you know, so... Yes.
25:13That's what, you know, we just love our little community. When Nikki first told me about the
25:19situation, I was shocked, but not at the same time. I am interested in this dynamic because I've been a
25:29single parent. I've tried traditional marriage. I've tried dating. I don't know. It's hard. You
25:38know, it takes a lot to raise kids, and, you know, it makes sense, actually, when you think about it,
25:43because more adults and more kids, and I do love kids, so all the help is welcome that you can get.
25:51So, are you looking for one other person, or are you guys open to... Right now, we're just going to start
25:56with one. Start with one. Okay. Yeah, I mean, it's been tough. I mean, obviously, this is not
26:01something that everybody's out doing, so it's really, it's been difficult. Once people get past
26:08that it's not like a sexual thing, that it's a family, you know, this is about family. It's not
26:14about, you know... So, is it going to be sexual, too? I mean... Are you guys open to that? I mean,
26:19I think that kind of will play out as it does naturally there, and find its place, but there's
26:26not pressure on that. Yeah, I'm very vanilla, too, I'll be honest. It's not like... I'm not trying to... I hate that word, vanilla. Stop it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, but... No, I know. But, you know, like,
26:37that's not the first thing on my mind for it, you know. It's definitely a discussion for the later
26:41time. So, what's your wife like? My wife? I mean, she's my best friend. I mean, we get along great. But,
26:49yeah, I mean, this was all actually, like, her idea. Like... Really? Yeah. So, she loves family. Why not just,
26:57like, grow our family more? Like, grow our village, and so that's just... Yeah, that's kind of how I feel,
27:01too. It's like, it... Because it does take a village. Yeah, and I just don't feel like you can have enough,
27:05like, people that love your kids, and, you know, like, I'm a goofball and stuff, but at the end of the day,
27:10like, I... What's best for my kids and my family? Yeah. Hearing that this is his wife's idea is actually comforting,
27:17because usually, if the male brings it up, it can cause tension for the female. But since she
27:23brought it up, then I know she's probably not going to be a jealous, angry type when it comes to
27:30relationships. So, that's actually a good thing. So, do I get to meet your wife? Because I would love
27:36to. Do you want to? Yes. You would? Okay. I mean, I actually know of a place, like, really close by
27:41that we could grab a drink, get it warmer, and if you wanted to... Let's do that. Okay.
27:46She's available right now? Yeah, yeah, she's not too far around. So, yeah, if you would like to. Yes,
27:51let's do it. All right. I wasn't for that. Things have been going so well with Randy,
28:01I really feel like there's some type of connection there. It's right here. You ready for some drinks?
28:06Yes, actually. All right. Let's get it. I know. So, I'm really hoping, like, things go well with
28:11Billy and her, or I'm really going to be bummed. Actually, I have a text from Billy. Yeah?
28:19Meet me and my date. That's so weird. I can't wait to meet her. Is she coming now?
28:27Yeah, she should be here anytime. Okay. I'm very nervous for Billy to get here,
28:31because I think, honestly, Billy is underestimating what the real emotional impact will be
28:38once this kind of starts rolling, because it's all just been an idea as of now. So,
28:44it'll be interesting to see if she stays as cool and calm and collected as she says she is.
29:01Being at home and waiting, not really knowing what's going on during this date is extremely
29:13nerve-wracking. I don't want to lose Shanae. She means everything to me. She's my best friend.
29:21She's my sister. She's my heart, really.
29:27Other than Shanae, the closest people I have right now are my family.
29:36I haven't told my family about our relationship dynamic. They're extremely opinionated.
29:43If we lose Shanae, I have no one to turn to. So, I might need to lean on my family.
29:53We really need some good news tonight. I don't know. I'm just, I'm so nervous. So nervous.
30:01Have you started dating other women? I did. I went on a date with someone.
30:18It's been like a space filler, you know, just. How are you filling space with someone else when
30:32it's been space is what I've been begging from you for the last three years?
30:38You weren't available. You didn't allow yourself to be available to me.
30:42How do you know if I was available or not if you didn't hit me up for three weeks?
30:45I really wish Shanae wouldn't have asked me about the date with Marilyn.
30:50Tonight was supposed to be about me making her feel special. It wasn't supposed to be about anyone
30:54other than her and me and just time together. How are you available if you're with someone
31:01and you're trying to be happy with that person? You don't know who I'm with.
31:03You don't know what I was doing. You said you're in a relationship.
31:06I said that I met somebody and that we were testing the waters to see if it was something
31:11that I could do. Do you really think that I would call it a relationship when I'm still in a
31:15relationship with you and Angelica? I don't see how that's any different.
31:21Don't bring him up. He has nothing to do with this.
31:25Shanae's being very hypocritical. You told me that you've been seeing someone and you've
31:30been intimate with that person and you're upset that I went on one meaningless date with someone.
31:35But tonight isn't about placing blame. Tonight is about
31:39us mending whatever the issue is and moving forward with our relationship.
31:42If I never asked, would I have ever known?
31:46You would have definitely never known.
31:48When?
31:49I mean, I can't put up.
31:52After I made a decision to leave the person that I could foresee something really great with and stay
31:59in the relationship with you and Angelica and really give it one last chance to ask you to
32:02break it on me that you decided to pursue other relations with another woman.
32:10There's just been too many arguments and disconnects and time not speaking and time
32:17not seeing each other. There's just been too much of the bad and not enough of the good.
32:23I'm just, it just doesn't feel the same anymore.
32:26It'll just then come up in conversation.
32:29And you think that it would have been received well?
32:31No.
32:32Okay.
32:33No, absolutely not.
32:34Not even being received right away, no.
32:35No, it's not.
32:38I thought we would be able to figure out a way to spend more time with each other, but
32:42now all we're doing is arguing and blaming each other for everything and now tonight's just a mess.
32:47So are you interested in this other woman?
32:53Something about me and her didn't feel right.
32:55Her and Angelica didn't feel right. The three of us didn't feel right.
32:59Angelica met this person?
33:00Yeah, she met her before.
33:02Wow.
33:04I feel hurt and betrayal from Angelica knowing that she also met this person.
33:11This is my best friend. Like, I told her everything and I get it.
33:14She became emotional because she knew if she told me in that moment that it would hurt me.
33:19But I still deserve to know.
33:22And that wasn't for her to tell you, though.
33:25On one hand, I could say that I know her well enough to know that she truly didn't want to hurt me
33:30and she knew that it would. But on the other hand, a small part of me just is, I'm angry with her.
33:41Matthew, I don't think I can do this with us anymore.
33:44I don't think, after tonight, I want to pursue a relationship with you.
33:58So that's it.
33:59I came on this last date so conflicted and thinking that Matt was going to pull out
34:11all the stops for me to get me back. Not only did I find out he was dating somebody else,
34:16but now Angelica lied to me about it. I just, I can't do this anymore.
34:30It hurts to see her cry. You know, you want to grab her, hug her, tell her everything's going to be okay.
34:49But it's kind of in the circumstances that we were in. It didn't seem like that's what I should do.
34:58You know, I don't, I don't know how to express it or deal with it right now, but
35:03definitely heartbroken right now.
35:10I think Angelica's going to be upset. She's going to be really upset. I have a lot going on in my mind
35:15right now. So I don't, I'm trying to kind of piece things together and, you know, make sense of things. And
35:21I guess, um, accept things that I don't really want to accept right now.
35:36All right. See you in a minute. Love you.
35:40It is a little emotional.
35:43Somehow makes me feel a little bit less like tied to Garrick. I don't know why. And it's just papers, right?
35:51You feel nervous, babe? How are you feeling?
36:05I mean, just like, I'm maybe just nervous and wanting just everything to go smooth today, you know?
36:12Yeah, that's what I've been thinking. I've been praying. I probably can't even go in, huh?
36:16No, it's just only... You too?
36:19Only us too. I don't want anybody else coming in, doing paperwork, you said.
36:23I'm a little upset, right? Because I would like that it was a nice marriage, a big ceremony.
36:34And we had to get married first, sozinhos there, signing the papers, which is different.
36:41But I hope that when we can do the ceremony, it will be beautiful and wonderful.
36:56My faith in God makes me not worry, but at the same time, my flesh says, like, this is crazy.
37:03You're crazy for moving forward and letting them get married. Like, that's nuts.
37:08My heart says to trust her, but at the same time, I definitely have my apprehensions about moving forward.
37:14It's not an easy decision. You trust people, and that trust can be taken advantage of.
37:21All right. See you in a minute. Love you.
37:23It reminds me of when Garrick and I got our marriage license. That's crazy. A long time ago.
37:46I still have it, even though it doesn't mean anything now.
37:53Oh, okay.
38:04I'm trying not to get emotional, but, you know, I know it's a piece of paper. It is.
38:11But seeing their piece of paper and knowing mine isn't... isn't...
38:23I know it's just a piece of paper, but it still makes me think about
38:42when Garrick and I got our piece of paper.
38:44You know, we were very young. We...
38:53Just makes me think about all the things that we went through, and...
38:58And maybe because Garrick and I have gone through so much in our marriage and considered really
39:04divorcing each other that it, like, hits a point in my heart.
39:10Even when we got divorced, it did. And so...
39:14You know, it's really me, I think, trusting Lorena that, like...
39:20Like, she's not gonna screw me. That she really loves me, you know?
39:24And our family, and she's in it for all of us.
39:28It is a little emotional.
39:31I don't know why. I mean, it's just a piece of paper.
39:33I know that it doesn't change Garrick's heart with me or my heart with him.
39:37I mean, we've been divorced for, like, four years now.
39:41You know, I know that, but...
39:45This amount makes me feel a little bit less, like, tied to Garrick.
39:49I don't know why, and...
39:52I know that's stupid, probably, but...
39:57It's just papers, right? I don't know.
39:59I don't know.
40:05Has everything been going good? You want some tea on him?
40:08I would love some tea on him.
40:09Oh, no. Or the D.
40:13Someone's getting a little excited.
40:15Why is it so easy for you to just, like, joke?
40:19Like, has it been that long already?
40:24She broke up with us.
40:25I just don't want her to feel like I was going behind her back.
40:33I guess, but I did tell her that we were on a date together.
40:39At one point in time, I thought that Nick could fix me, you know?
40:43Nick's the one I want to be with, and this family is what I want.
40:47Quite oftentimes, you find yourself causing disruptions in the harmony of our situation overall.
40:53I think I'd like to have this conversation at another time.
40:56We're trying to get our family established.
40:58If you don't want to understand that, or you don't want to work towards that,
41:01well, then, just never mind.
41:04Miss Merrifield, Mr. and Mrs. Merrifield.
41:12Oh, my God.
41:14I think there's still a lot of settling in to do.
41:17I'm wondering how the future is going to look for all of us.
41:23I'm wondering if we could get to the future.
41:26I'm wondering if we can reef here for all of us.
41:31Let me know how the future isiseen.
41:34I'm wondering how the future is going to do with Mappacall.
41:37I've got more chance that funds in Canada —
41:39but I see that the future is going to land.
41:40Well, we'll begin by allergic……
41:41When wins Ig� or Motherapy future…
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41:46And then, we'll go find it again,
41:47we've been took that addition from Mexico Tech.
41:49I think that's on 100 side of it.
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