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00:01We are completely brand new to this.
00:04Reese is basically hitting a little bit of a road bump.
00:07Could I, like, hook up dates?
00:09Yeah.
00:10Because I've got the pimpin' black book, girl. I'll get into it.
00:14I have been talking to someone else.
00:17I am absolutely pissed.
00:19We're cheating on her.
00:21Marilyn is a girl from 17 years ago.
00:25You look amazing.
00:27I like to call myself a witch.
00:29Where the hell did you find this girl?
00:33I just want to make sure that I don't get so focused on trying to be your lover that, um...
00:42But you don't have to try to be my lover because you are.
00:46I need to make sure the women who I have in my life love themselves.
00:51I can't say for certain at this point how things will go.
00:56Hi.
00:57Hi Jackie.
00:58It's so nice to meet you.
00:59I'm Leah.
01:00Nice to meet you.
01:01Now's a good time to have Jackie meet all of our friends.
01:03I trust their opinion.
01:05But obviously I'm gonna have to establish my own relationship with you before I can fully trust you.
01:10What are your intentions with them?
01:13I'm not trying to be like a pain in the ass or anything but, you know, like you mentioned we do have a very good dynamic and I'm super close with Danny.
01:23Your relationship with them is gonna be much different than it is with me.
01:38So like what are your intentions with them?
01:43So I would love to see where this goes, you know, establish a really strong connection and I'm definitely looking for something a bit more serious.
01:53Yeah.
01:54That I can bring my daughter into and my family as well.
01:58I did tell Yasiel that I didn't want you to meet our son until we got a chance to talk and I got to, you know, see what kind of person you are.
02:05Absolutely.
02:06I understand that, you know what I mean?
02:07Totally understandable.
02:08As a mom, she has every right to be asking me questions, especially if I'm gonna be around Brady. Definitely a little intimidating, but I am a good person and have really good intentions and I believe that over time people will see that.
02:23Well, cheers.
02:24Cheers to that.
02:25Good luck on your future endeavors.
02:28Make sure to keep an open line of communication.
02:30Yes, for sure.
02:31I'm not 100% comfortable with her meeting my Sonia, but I kind of see what they're seeing.
02:37And how comfortable they are with her, which is, you know, hopefully going to open my mind up a little bit more.
02:42What's up, bro?
02:43What's up, man?
02:44What's going on?
02:45What's up, bud?
02:46Hey.
02:47How you doing?
02:48Tonight's a big night for us and for Jackie, who's meeting all of our friends for the first time.
02:53They know we've started seeking a sister wife, but this is our first time introducing Jackie.
03:00I absolutely hope that tonight, you know, Jackie makes a good first impression.
03:06Their approval is very important just because how much they are involved in our lives.
03:11Mm-hmm.
03:12Jeremiah, this is Jackie.
03:13Oh, that's another good one.
03:14Hi.
03:15Nice to meet you.
03:16Matt, Jackie.
03:17Hi, I'm Jackie.
03:18Nice to meet you.
03:19Jackie, nice to meet you.
03:20Hi.
03:21We've never met.
03:22I didn't even know Jackie.
03:23You can explain that.
03:25This is Jackie, the person we've recently been dating.
03:29How long?
03:30A few weeks.
03:31A few weeks, not very long.
03:32What's going on?
03:33Hi.
03:34I understand why someone might want an extra partner in their life, but I'm just nervous
03:52that at some point in their different lifestyle, someone is going to get hurt.
03:59Bobby, this is Jackie.
04:01Jackie, this is Bobby.
04:02Hi, nice to meet you.
04:03This is basically one of my best friends right here.
04:05I could never in a million years do this .
04:08This is either going to tear them apart or it's going to make them stronger.
04:12This is Joelle, my brother.
04:14Hi, I'm Jackie.
04:15Nice to meet you.
04:16Nice to meet you.
04:17What's up?
04:18Damn, a handshake?
04:19So very formal.
04:20Can you give her a hug, dude?
04:21It's all right.
04:22She's not going to bite you.
04:25Joelle does not have a filter.
04:27Mm-mm.
04:28Um, so tonight introducing Joelle and Jackie is a big what if.
04:35What made you kind of like, you know, hang out with my own brother?
04:40I just got a good vibe from them and you know.
04:43I'm 100% skeptical of Jackie.
04:46Not really, it's not really in a bad way.
04:48It's just to see what she's about.
04:49Because this is just a brand new person coming into our life.
04:52So we'll find out.
04:54Starting a double relationship basically.
04:57You're just starting up with two.
04:58Off the rip, you know.
04:59Off the rip.
05:00Yeah.
05:01Go big or go home.
05:02We weren't raised like that to have to involve another girl into our relationship.
05:07Do you care what we think about it?
05:09Absolutely.
05:10Yeah, you do?
05:11Yeah.
05:12Family means a lot to me.
05:14If we didn't approve.
05:15I'm sorry to interrupt.
05:16Yeah.
05:17So if we didn't approve.
05:18How would you feel about it?
05:20I would feel like maybe a little bit upset.
05:24But understanding that this isn't the norm for most people.
05:28But like hopefully with time it would be a little bit less awkward.
05:32You know what, I do like that.
05:36I like that you're willing to at least keep trying at it.
05:38Exactly.
05:39You know what I'm saying?
05:40And giving us time to adjust to it.
05:41Absolutely.
05:42It was nice meeting Jackie.
05:44She's a good girl, but I still have my concerns.
05:47You know, this is a big, big change in their life.
05:50And yet, not just their life, our life too, because we're involved in it.
05:53Glad we were all able to make it out here for Yesel's going away party.
05:57We will see him soon.
05:58And cheers to new friends.
06:00And I'm glad you all got to meet Jackie tonight.
06:02Hey, Jackie.
06:03Cheers.
06:04Cheers.
06:05Cheers.
06:06Cheers.
06:07I am going to miss Yesel a lot.
06:08But I'm really interested in seeing if we're able to keep that close bond.
06:13And after tonight, I'm definitely all in.
06:15Jackie's going to be taking off.
06:17Okay.
06:18Well, it was so nice.
06:19It was so nice seeing you.
06:20Let me know when you get home.
06:21I will.
06:22Oh, my God.
06:23It was so nice to meet you.
06:24Drive safe.
06:26I like to flirt.
06:27A lot.
06:28Thanks for coming.
06:29I kind of want to give her a kiss, see what it's like.
06:32I can't do that.
06:33Danny's right there.
06:34You know, everything's still new.
06:35Have a safe trip?
06:36Yeah, of course.
06:37I'm going to walk her off.
06:38Y'all don't mind.
06:39It was so nice to meet you.
06:40I'm going to get back to this trip.
06:41All right.
06:42All right.
06:43I'm going to get back to this trip.
06:44All right.
06:45I'm hoping that when push comes to shove and maybe these things are getting ready to happen,
06:53Danny will be more comfortable with it.
06:55They like to go faster in relationships.
06:58Danny likes to bring things down.
07:00Right now, I wouldn't say she's 100% committed to a future sister wife.
07:06I think she's still very cautious.
07:15I haven't seen Shanae in about a month's time.
07:27I've been feeling really guilt-ridden after going out and meeting Marilyn.
07:32I did make that decision on my own.
07:37I know how I felt when Shanae told us that she is seeing someone else and we basically
07:48did the same exact thing to her.
07:50Hi.
07:51Hello.
07:52Hi, darling.
07:55I'm also battling an internal conflict.
07:59I didn't really want to go on the date to begin with.
08:04I don't feel good.
08:06This isn't a good feeling.
08:08How have things been since the last time we spoke?
08:14Matt is Matt, but a little more mopey.
08:20Probably would have something to do with the text message that he sent me that I have
08:25not responded to yet.
08:27He told me about the text.
08:29I don't know what he said.
08:31Do you want to know what it says?
08:33Do I need a drink for this?
08:35Yeah, let's get a drink.
08:36Let's go.
08:37Okay.
08:39I haven't seen Angelica since the last time I was at the house with her and Matt.
08:44We've texted a little bit, but it hasn't been how it normally is between her and I in terms
08:51of our communication.
08:53I can only imagine it's because she's conflicted and probably feels like she's now caught in
08:57the middle between her husband and her sister.
09:01So I'm sure she's just in a really odd place as well with everything.
09:07It absolutely has sucked not having my sister for the last couple of weeks.
09:12So he titled it Shanae.
09:15Okay.
09:16And it says...
09:20I love you.
09:21Spending so much time walking around guarding myself from feeling anything because it's
09:25all I knew.
09:26I do try to open up and be more vocal and it feels weird to me because it's just not
09:30something that I'm used to.
09:32I never want to hurt you and that's all I seem to be good at is hurting people that
09:36I care about.
09:37I don't want to lose you.
09:38I want you forever.
09:39I'm sorry I hurt you.
09:42That's a lot.
09:45Yeah.
09:46I truly just don't know what to say.
09:48Like I am extremely conflicted emotionally at this point.
09:51Like this is big for him.
09:53That is huge.
09:54He's never been this vulnerable with me and I've been like pulling and pulling and pulling
09:59and pulling for this and haven't gotten it.
10:02So you send that text.
10:04I don't respond.
10:05But then in the same token of me not responding, ask me when's the last time I talked to him.
10:10He hasn't followed up.
10:11No.
10:13I completely understand where Shanae is coming from because if I were her I would say the same exact thing.
10:20It's like it's a text message.
10:22You should have said this a while ago.
10:25You know, I need more.
10:30Tell him like yeah great you get an A for effort for the text message but you have to do more.
10:36Like a grand gesture or something.
10:39Like I can't just get a text message and then hit your crickets for 14 days.
10:43Like it just doesn't work like that.
10:45Yeah, like that's just like I'm sorry.
10:55I feel terrible.
11:00If I decide that I can't do this anymore, like what does that look like?
11:06Are you guys gonna pursue another Sister Y?
11:11I'm not personally looking for anyone else.
11:16But Matt, I really don't know.
11:19I think that's more of a question you need to ask him directly.
11:24I don't like lying to Shanae but if Shanae wants to know if Matt's seeing or speaking to other women,
11:32that's a conversation the two of them have to have.
11:35I don't want to be the bearer of that news.
11:39I don't think I'm at the point where I'm ready to hear him say like yeah,
11:43if you break up with me I'm just gonna move on to the next one.
11:46And if you and I are trying to maintain some sort of sisterhood and friendship,
11:51like hearing something like that from him would just be like,
11:54I'm all set.
11:56I don't know what that would do for our relationship.
12:00I definitely feel like I'm stuck right in the middle.
12:07Like right in the middle.
12:09You know, I love Matt.
12:11That's my husband.
12:13You know, I'm with him to the ends.
12:16And at the same time I have those same and very real feelings for Shanae.
12:24Like on the same level.
12:27And I just, I don't want to lose that.
12:31I'm going on my first date with someone other than my wife in over 10 years.
12:43Hi, I'm Reese.
12:45Sorry, my hands are sweaty.
12:47Oh no, you're fine.
12:48So we'll see how this is gonna go.
12:50Gorgeous.
12:52We've never done something like this.
12:54Oh my gosh, I'm gonna look disgusting.
12:57There are times at home where we're really noticing that she's having very serious self-doubt.
13:03Hello, hello, handsome husband.
13:21Hey, what are you doing?
13:23Getting excited for you.
13:25Gosh.
13:27I just hope I don't have hives by the time I get there.
13:31Oh, I can't believe Nikki actually came through on this.
13:34Like...
13:35I know.
13:36All the like trouble we had with the apps.
13:39Like, I didn't know if this was ever actually gonna come through.
13:41And now it's like, here we are.
13:44I have a blind date.
13:46All I know is her name is Bess.
13:49We met her through our friend Nikki.
13:51So we know that she is Nikki's hairdresser and that she is open to this lifestyle.
13:57But other than that, I mean, I'm literally going to this blind.
14:01Oh, I got the nervous farts.
14:04Oh no.
14:06I hope we're sitting outside.
14:09Oh, you'll be fine.
14:11We've got some time.
14:12Oh, the nervous farts.
14:14Come on, everybody knows the nervous farts.
14:16You get...
14:17When you're getting anxious, you gotta let a few ones fly.
14:20Why didn't I get any nervous farts?
14:23Oh, you did.
14:24He just didn't hear them.
14:29So I'm just...
14:30I don't know.
14:31I just feel like this is all riding on me too.
14:33Like, what if I mess it up?
14:34I don't...
14:35Are you...
14:36You're a pretty good judge of character.
14:38This is our first day ever, you know, in a plural relationship.
14:44And we don't really know what to expect.
14:47We don't really have any rules right now.
14:49The only rule that we really have, I guess, is that I'm okay with him going on dates by himself.
14:55And if he vibes with someone, then I'll get involved.
14:59Don't talk too much.
15:02Don't, you know, talk about yourself and, like, up in the kids a lot.
15:05Like, let her do some talking.
15:07And don't be super touchy-feely on the first date.
15:10Okay.
15:11It's so much more.
15:12It's riding on both.
15:13You know, it's not just me.
15:15It's both of us here.
15:17Our pool is just so limited and so small in this little town that we live in.
15:22So I know there's a lot riding on this to be good because I don't know if we're going to get another chance at this.
15:28I know Billy is really wanting this.
15:31So I have to make sure I do everything to make this go as good as possible.
15:36My gosh.
15:37I'm so nervous.
15:51Yay.
15:52Let's go, ladies.
15:53Today we are putting a little surprise together for Nick.
15:58Theresa had a really good idea to put a calendar together for Nick and have us all doing kind of sexy poses.
16:07And what better way to do that than through a boudoir photo shoot.
16:11Hi, ladies.
16:12How are you?
16:13Hi.
16:14How are you?
16:15Hi.
16:16I'm Sarah.
16:17Nice to meet you.
16:18Jennifer.
16:19Jennifer.
16:20April.
16:21April.
16:22Theresa.
16:23Awesome.
16:24How are you guys feeling?
16:25Good.
16:26I'm a little nervous.
16:27Nervous.
16:28Nervous.
16:29Excited.
16:30Okay.
16:31Nervous.
16:32Excited.
16:33It's between all of us.
16:34Okay.
16:35Yeah.
16:36Okay.
16:37So our husband, Nick.
16:38Yeah.
16:39We're each sister wives to Nick.
16:40Okay.
16:41All right.
16:42I would think that you'd have to have really good communication to like...
16:46Yes.
16:47Deal with all the personalities and like...
16:50Yeah.
16:51Communication streets.
16:52The estrogen.
16:53Yes.
16:54I do not see myself having a sister wife.
16:58That's not really for me.
17:00I just don't think my husband would go for it.
17:03I'll show you where you're going to be getting ready.
17:06Nice.
17:07Got your own little space.
17:08Bathroom's up here if you need it.
17:10This was my idea.
17:12I still kind of feel like a little bit of an outsider.
17:16So I wanted to do this boudoir photo shoot for Nick because it was something artistic
17:21and beautiful that we could give to Nick, but it also would like solidify my place in the family.
17:30Can you hold this for me?
17:34Okay.
17:35My wives are out doing something special today.
17:39I'm not sure exactly all the details about it.
17:42They said it's something that's supposed to be a surprise for me later on.
17:45But Vera and I are just kind of hanging out at home.
17:48Doing our thing.
17:49So which one do you like better?
17:51Swing or slide?
17:52Swing.
17:53Okay.
17:54So like when we're swinging, I have to push you right now until you learn how to do the
18:00move, right?
18:01And I push you really high, huh?
18:03All the energy that we use to do things with we get from the sun.
18:06Right.
18:07The sun will give like energy to a plant and then the plant will grow and then maybe we'll
18:12eat the plant and then we get the energy from the sun like that.
18:15So that's why I can push you on the thing or why we can do the boing.
18:19Okay.
18:20That's thermodynamics, baby.
18:21Does that make sense?
18:22Yeah.
18:23Oh, it does.
18:24Pretty good.
18:25Daddy teaches me science.
18:30Thermodynamics about heat.
18:34I love Jupiter.
18:36You love Jupiter?
18:37Yeah.
18:38We've never done something like this before, but it's like a gift for our husband.
18:52I think it's great.
18:54You can do that.
18:55I don't know.
18:56I think I would be too jealous.
18:57Yeah.
18:58I mean.
18:59But at the same time, every marriage has its challenges anyways.
19:02Yeah.
19:03Yeah, because I mean at the beginning you're like learning each other, you know.
19:06Cause it's kind of like starting a whole new relationship with each person, right?
19:09Yeah.
19:10Yeah.
19:11We have to, you know, learn each other and get comfortable.
19:14Cause we all live together now.
19:16Like Theresa moved in with us.
19:18That's awesome.
19:19And so yeah, a lot of it is just about like discovery too.
19:23Like it definitely wouldn't work with just anybody.
19:26You know, it has to be the right like combination.
19:31Absolutely.
19:32I do worry sometimes because I want to feel like I'm a part of this family a hundred percent.
19:38I think what makes me feel insecure sometimes is I compare myself to two beautiful women.
19:45Even the most confident woman can feel insecure in a situation like this.
19:49And to think that Nick may love someone more than you.
19:54It can be very difficult.
19:56It's supposed to be fun.
19:59It's going to be a fun day.
20:00Yeah.
20:01Fun.
20:02You guys will have a blast.
20:03Thanks.
20:04Love you.
20:05Love you too.
20:06Looking over and seeing that Theresa is crying breaks my heart.
20:17We have noticed that when women come into the relationship with us, there is an element
20:22of intimidation that Jenny and I present, even though we don't try to.
20:26It just seems to be there just because of our success in life and a lot of different confidence
20:33things that we possess.
20:35We didn't realize at first that Theresa was having such a confidence issue until we started
20:40noticing at home a lot of the self-talk being so bad about herself and things like the boudoir
20:47shoot, it coming out.
20:49But there are times at home where we're really noticing that she's having very serious self-doubt.
20:56Okay.
20:57Yeah.
20:58I don't know what came over me.
20:59I was just all of a sudden really nervous about it and thinking, oh my gosh, I'm going
21:02to look disgusting.
21:03And I just don't.
21:04Okay.
21:05So we flip that script.
21:06Yeah.
21:07You don't look disgusting.
21:08You look incredible.
21:09Okay.
21:10I'm going to show you an image on the back of the camera when we first get started.
21:12Yeah.
21:13And that way you can see like, oh my God, I'm doing it.
21:16Like it's working.
21:17Okay.
21:18I love Nick with my whole heart.
21:21My whole soul.
21:30I wish I could give him the world.
21:36And then some.
21:41Do you feel like you're now?
21:43I feel like I don't give him enough.
21:46Yeah.
21:47Just a little courage.
21:57Ice cream?
21:58Yeah.
21:59Jack makes fun of me actually because I'm kind of vanilla in bed and so.
22:03Oh.
22:04Probably one of the most awkward dates I have ever had.
22:09Have you ever been with a man before?
22:11I'm going on my first date with someone other than my wife in over 10 years.
22:23Her name is Bez.
22:24We met her through our friend Nikki and I am nervous as heck.
22:36I mean, in New Ross, there's nothing really to do on a Friday night unless you're out wanting to go tip some cows.
22:38So we're going to a couple towns over, going to get some ice cream.
22:39I'm really hoping that it's going to go well.
22:40She's got to have everything we're looking for though.
22:41So it's really, there's a lot riding on this.
22:42Hi.
22:43Are you Bez?
22:44Yes.
22:45Hi, I'm Reese.
22:46Sorry, my hands are sweaty.
22:47Oh, no, you're fine.
22:48So you're Nikki's friend, right?
22:49Yes.
22:50Well, I'm actually our hairdresser.
22:51Oh.
22:52Yes.
22:53Oh.
22:54Yes.
22:55Oh.
22:56Yes.
22:57Yes.
22:58Yes.
22:59Yes.
23:00Yes.
23:01Yes.
23:02Yes.
23:03Yes.
23:04Yes.
23:05Yes.
23:06Yes.
23:07Yes.
23:08Yes.
23:09Yes.
23:10Yes.
23:11Yes.
23:12Yes.
23:13Yes.
23:14Yes.
23:15Yes.
23:16Okay.
23:17All right.
23:18Yeah.
23:19Um.
23:20Yeah.
23:21Ice cream?
23:22Yeah.
23:23After you.
23:24No, thank you.
23:25Nikki gave me a call.
23:26She said that she had some friends that were looking for maybe bringing a new woman in their
23:29life.
23:30Oh, there's a lot of choices.
23:31Oh, yes.
23:32I definitely have thought about having a plural relationships.
23:35I think that I don't see how there's anything could be possibly wrong with it, actually.
23:40So I thought I'd come try.
23:42What's your favorite type of ice cream?
23:45I usually go for, like, bubble gum.
23:47Bubble gum?
23:48Yeah.
23:49Oh, they do have bubble gum.
23:50There you go.
23:51Is there chunks of gum in it?
23:52Yes.
23:53Oh.
23:54So you're chewing on it all day, too, afterwards.
23:57My first impression of Bess is that she might be a little bit more wild than me.
24:01She has purple hair going on.
24:03She kind of seems confident.
24:04So that's really intimidating.
24:06So we'll see how this is gonna go.
24:08I'm more vanilla.
24:09I just kind of...
24:11My wife makes fun of me, actually, because I'm kind of vanilla in bed, and so...
24:17Oh.
24:18Okay.
24:19Yeah, yeah.
24:20I was just thinking, oh, no.
24:22This must be very boring for her to be able to say that to him.
24:25I think Rhys seems very bland.
24:28I expect my man to be a man more manlier than I am.
24:33Or otherwise, I'd be the girl.
24:35Where is your wife?
24:37She's at home with our twins.
24:40Oh, we have twins.
24:41Yes.
24:42They're just over a year old, so she's got that duty today.
24:45Oh, okay.
24:46Do you have any kids?
24:47I do.
24:48You do?
24:49Mm-hmm.
24:50They're a little older.
24:51A little older?
24:52Are they grown?
24:53Yes.
24:54Okay.
24:55Are you wanting more kids?
24:56I can't have more kids.
24:57Okay.
24:58Yeah.
24:59So...
25:00Yeah.
25:01Were you wanting to hopefully have more kids?
25:02Yeah.
25:03Yeah.
25:04We were thinking about it.
25:05Just kind of seeing where the future went.
25:08Yeah.
25:15So are we going to get ice cream?
25:17I'm ready.
25:18Yeah.
25:19Do you want some?
25:20Yes.
25:21So what about...it's okay.
25:22Sorry.
25:23Oh, it's fine.
25:27Hi, how are you?
25:28I'm good.
25:29How are you?
25:30Good.
25:31Thanks so much for asking.
25:32I would love to try the birthday cake.
25:34I'll just get the vanilla.
25:36Not even venturing out a little.
25:37It's just ice cream.
25:39I know what I like.
25:41Yeah?
25:42Yeah.
25:43Not even chocolate, huh?
25:46Oh.
25:47Thank you so much.
25:48You're welcome.
25:53Oh, my God.
25:54I forgot my wallet.
25:55Oh.
25:56Hold on one second.
25:57I'm so sorry.
25:58Sorry.
25:59Reese and I are very awkward and we're searching for things to talk about.
26:04So it's just these two.
26:06Okay.
26:07I'm so sorry.
26:09I don't think we're really meshing well.
26:16Oh.
26:17Oh.
26:18So, I have to ask, like how, what are you guys looking for out of a new relationship?
26:24So, I know it's kind of an interesting dynamic.
26:27So we're looking for a sister wife.
26:30So there would be separate living situations, things like that.
26:34Um, this is more of like where we're trying to build a community together.
26:39So we want like my wife and then to have somebody else as.
26:43Yeah, I was thinking that it would always be awesome to have another wife myself.
26:46But, um, I was thinking more like it would be, um, one big happy family.
26:52Like all of us together.
26:53So you're looking more of like a throuple?
26:56Um, to enjoy both of you.
26:59Okay.
27:00Okay.
27:02So I'm looking, basically my wife, Billie, and you would be just platonic.
27:09She just wants more of just that sisterhood and a friendship rather than a intimate relationship, right?
27:16Right.
27:17Like, but do you think that's totally out of the question for you?
27:19No, it's just, I was hoping to have, be intimate with both of you, you know?
27:23Okay.
27:24Right.
27:25Have you ever been with a man before?
27:27No, that's so funny.
27:30I just wonder how, how, how out there you are, you know?
27:34Yeah.
27:35Very.
27:37I wouldn't say Reese was, seemed gay.
27:40I would say he did plays.
27:45Yeah.
27:46He seems like a guy that would be in a play.
27:49What does that mean?
27:53Flamboyant.
27:55I definitely think that you're awesome.
27:58But, um, I don't think we're going for the same thing.
28:02The whole kid thing, all that.
28:04And I was just kind of looking for the next step in my life to have more fun.
28:09Okay.
28:10More, less vanilla.
28:11And it doesn't sound like fun.
28:12No, it sounds more like work.
28:14Okay.
28:15Probably one of the most awkward dates I have ever had.
28:20I really appreciate you letting me get my feet wet and stuff.
28:23No, I'd have to say I'm definitely glad I came.
28:26Good.
28:27Yeah.
28:28Meet new people's good, huh?
28:29Yeah.
28:30Well, I don't, are you?
28:31Yeah, I think I should go.
28:32Okay.
28:33Yeah.
28:34Uh, nice to meet you.
28:35Yes.
28:36And you take care.
28:37Good luck.
28:38Yeah.
28:39Dating is a lot more difficult than I anticipated.
28:42I just worry, like, what's next?
28:44Like, is anything next?
28:45Are we going to find anyone else that's interested in pursuing us or venturing into this lifestyle?
28:51So, it's really scary knowing that that could have been our one and only chance.
29:00I would have more kids.
29:03Would you change your mind?
29:05No.
29:06Keep in mind that we can lose Jackie over this.
29:09It is in my mind.
29:10Okay.
29:11I wish she'd change her mind about it.
29:13She's definitely not going to.
29:15But it's just something that is going to make things a lot more difficult.
29:31All right, I'm almost done packing.
29:33You got the list or you just go without the list?
29:36I'm just going without it.
29:37Okay.
29:38JJ, you ready to take a nap?
29:39No.
29:40Double thumbs up.
29:41I love it.
29:42Double thumbs up.
29:43Good job, buddy.
29:44You know daddy's going back to work, right?
29:46Yeah.
29:47Yeah.
29:48I'm going to miss you.
29:50The day Yesel leaves is very difficult.
29:53You going to look up for your brother while daddy's gone?
29:56Yeah.
29:57Yeah?
29:58Yeah.
29:59You going to be the man of the house?
30:00Yeah.
30:01It never gets easier.
30:02Oh, thank you, buddy.
30:03It's definitely not something I enjoy.
30:06Mm-hmm.
30:07All right, AJ Bean.
30:10Love you, bubby.
30:13I'm going to miss you.
30:14So I try not to get super emotional.
30:21They are down.
30:23They are quiet.
30:25My hands are going to be full.
30:27So how are you feeling?
30:33Optimistic.
30:35Nervous that you're leaving because it is, it's never easy, but optimistic in that, you know,
30:43we now have Jackie.
30:45So the other night we introduced Jackie to our friends.
30:48Mm-hmm.
30:49And I feel like it makes it feel a lot more real.
30:52Now everyone thinks not just like Danny and Yesel, but Danny, Yesel and Jackie.
31:00I'm nervous that you are the glue.
31:04And without you being here, it'll just fall apart.
31:07That's what I'm hesitant about.
31:10I don't think it will.
31:13Can we video chat with her before I leave?
31:16Just like say goodbye, you know, basically let her know, hey, I'm heading out.
31:20Yeah.
31:21Part of being in this family is dealing with Yesel being gone for months at a time.
31:26So him leaving is a really big test for a new relationship.
31:33Hello.
31:35Hi guys.
31:36How are you?
31:37Hey.
31:38How are you?
31:39Doing well.
31:41Yeah.
31:42I'm getting ready to head out soon.
31:43Wow.
31:44You're ready.
31:45Are you ready to go?
31:46Yeah.
31:47Yes and no.
31:48I'll definitely miss seeing you.
31:50You'll be seeing this one more often.
31:51I'll miss you too.
31:52I know Danny's excited to spend some more time with you while I'm away.
31:57Keep me out of trouble.
31:59Yeah.
32:00Keep her out of trouble.
32:01Keep her out of her Danny bubble.
32:03Danny bubble.
32:04Absolutely.
32:05I'll do my best.
32:06The Danny bubble is caused by me needing to, I guess, like, dissociate from the fact that
32:12he's gone and I immerse myself into establishing our routines here and I still have to go to work.
32:20Like, I still have to maintain life here as if he didn't leave.
32:26So I kind of shut off that emotional part of me.
32:31It'll go by quick.
32:32Yeah.
32:33I'll definitely keep you updated and let you know as soon as I land.
32:38Mm-hmm.
32:39Sounds good.
32:40Bye.
32:41Bye.
32:42Bye.
32:45I feel like if I don't maintain the relationship I have with Jackie, then they're not going to
32:51maintain the relationship that they have.
32:53Maybe while I'm away, you guys go out, lunch, girls night, whatever it is, and you broach
32:58that subject of kids with her.
33:00We know she wants more kids.
33:02Mm-hmm.
33:03And obviously for you, for me, it's a little more different.
33:07Mm-hmm.
33:08You know, so I think it's time.
33:10I'd rather do it now than five, six, however long down the road.
33:15Right.
33:16And it's just like, okay, now you're telling me this?
33:18Right.
33:19All right.
33:20I'll take the heat on that one.
33:21I feel like I have to.
33:22I would have more kids.
33:25Would you change your mind?
33:27No.
33:29Not even a little bit?
33:30No.
33:31Ideally, I would want more kids in the future.
33:34I wish she'd change her mind about it.
33:35She's definitely not going to.
33:37But it's just something that is going to make things a lot more difficult.
33:42Keep in mind that we can lose Jackie over this.
33:46It is in my mind.
33:47Okay.
33:48Okay.
33:49Okay.
33:50Well, this is such a light and pleasant conversation to have before you leave.
33:55I think right now I'm putting a lot of trust into Danny that she's going to handle this baby
34:01talk really well.
34:03You ready?
34:04Yeah.
34:05All right.
34:06Jackie and I are bonding more every day.
34:08I'm learning more about her and her family, you know, where she's from.
34:12We're talking about going on travel trips together, all these things looking towards the future.
34:17I'm starting to see every day more and more how she could be sister wife potential.
34:23So I hate to keep getting closer with her just for this boundary talk to blow it all up.
34:30I'm not sure that this relationship will still be here when I get back.
34:37Okay.
34:38I love you.
34:39I love you.
34:40Bye.
34:42Bye.
34:43Bye.
34:44Bye.
34:45Bye.
34:46Bye.
34:47Bye.
34:48Bye.
35:09Bye.
35:10See you then?
35:12Bye.
35:13Mm-hmm.
35:14All right.
35:16Take it all in.
35:17I am not upset with this.
35:19You shouldn't be.
35:21A few weeks ago, I sent Sinead a text message,
35:23and I poured my heart out to her,
35:25but she never really responded to it.
35:27I was hurt, and not long after,
35:30we went on this disastrous date with Marilyn.
35:34What was it, like, dating 21-year-old Matt?
35:37Like, sex was adequate.
35:41Shortly after, I realized that Marilyn
35:44may have just been a placekeeper
35:47for the pain I was feeling for Sinead not being around.
35:51I really regret doing it.
35:54Would you holler at me if you saw me help?
35:56I might.
35:57I'll holler at you anyway.
35:58Oh, stop.
36:00Angelica filled me in about her date
36:02with Sinead the other day, and, you know,
36:04I kind of thought that she was moving on with her life,
36:07and it was my time to do the same and move on with my life.
36:10But to hear there is still hope.
36:13I feel good about it.
36:15So I sent Sinead a text asking her
36:18if she would come on this date with me.
36:20I wasn't really sure if she would respond, but she did.
36:23So I set up a special date.
36:26You know, I'm definitely excited, a little nervous.
36:30I'm nervous, too.
36:31Yeah.
36:31Yeah.
36:32I want to show Sinead that I want to commit
36:36to giving her more time.
36:37I've talked to my job about changing my hours
36:40so that I can have every other weekend off
36:43so I can spend those weekends with Sinead.
36:47It's not just me and Sinead's relationship
36:50that's on the line here.
36:51It's Angelica and Sinead's relationship as well.
36:54I really want this to work.
36:57Good luck.
36:59You're going to be great.
37:02Be open with what you're feeling
37:04and be receptive to what she's here, what she's saying.
37:08I can do that.
37:09I can definitely do that.
37:11You've got this.
37:12I got this.
37:13You want to head on up?
37:14I can't speak like that, because I'm not going to leave.
37:19I appreciate you.
37:21I got it.
37:23Thank you for doing this.
37:24Promise.
37:25Love you.
37:26Love you more.
37:29Tonight is very important.
37:33If things don't go as planned, I might be losing a sister wife.
37:40I might lose a friend.
37:44I'm afraid Sinead's going to walk
37:50if she doesn't get what she needs tonight,
37:52if she doesn't feel like I'm actually putting towards the effort
37:57that she needs.
38:01Sinead's running late.
38:02I'm starting to get anxious, because I'm just standing out there,
38:05just some guy in a suit with some flowers in my hand
38:08and nobody to give them to.
38:14If Sinead doesn't show up, then I think Angelica would be devastated.
38:19She would feel that I could have tried harder.
38:21You know, there'd still be a lingering what if between us.
38:25You know, what if you did give more effort?
38:27You know, would she still be here?
38:30Come on in.
38:31Okay.
38:32So...
38:33pep talk.
38:34Okay.
38:35Body-wise.
38:36Pulling up nice and tall, right?
38:37Tits up.
38:38Tits up.
38:39Booty pops.
38:40Okay?
38:41So we want this arch back here.
38:42Okay?
38:43So we really pop that booty, pelvis tilts back.
38:45It did take me by surprise.
38:46I couldn't believe I was getting so emotional.
38:47It's something that I had, like, suggested.
38:48Okay.
38:49You ready?
38:50One, two, three, eyes to me.
38:51Sinead's.
38:52You know.
38:53Gorgeous.
38:54Okay.
38:55Okay.
38:56Okay.
38:57Okay.
38:58You ready?
38:59One, two, three, eyes to me.
39:00Sinead's.
39:01You know.
39:02Gorgeous.
39:03Okay.
39:04Oh, wow.
39:05That's beautiful.
39:06And pretty.
39:07Look at you.
39:08You're doing it.
39:09Yes.
39:10You're doing it.
39:11Okay.
39:12It just goes to show that there's still some healing within myself that I have to do.
39:27And the best place for me to start loving myself even more is to just continue to stay
39:33here and continue to accept and receive the love that Nick and the girls give me.
39:39Feeling good?
39:40Feeling good.
39:41That's awesome.
39:42Feeling really good.
39:43Beautiful.
39:44Oh, I love that.
39:45Gorgeous.
39:48Gorgeous.
39:49This is so fun.
39:55Just a baby smile.
39:57Beautiful.
39:58A little more.
39:59Look at you.
40:00Point those toes for me.
40:01I think it's just very special to show to Nick that we're being confident and loving
40:07our bodies.
40:08All right.
40:09Ready.
40:10Ready.
40:11Go.
40:14Oh, my gosh.
40:15This is so cute.
40:16I think the best gift that I can ever give Nick is the gift of self-love.
40:22When I love myself, I can love him more than anything in this world.
40:28This is fun, girl.
40:29But we're going to have to do this more often now.
40:31I know.
40:32Now I'm going to want to do it again.
40:33Yes.
40:34Yes.
40:35I was nervous at first, but I'm glad that I looked through without a friend.
40:37Yeah.
40:38All right.
40:39Let me do this.
40:40Now look at me.
40:41Yeah.
40:42That would be amazing.
40:43Yeah.
40:45Yeah.
40:46I can't wait for you to see, like, the results, too, because, like, you have nothing to be...
40:51Yeah, seeing them be taken, like, they look good.
40:55There are times that I call into question on whether or not Teresa is ready for this.
40:59There are some red flags that I am seeing, so we have to take it slow.
41:04We have already been in a situation where we opened our hearts and our home to a relationship with someone and did it for two years.
41:14So at this point, we need to make certain that this person is going to be a good fit and be 100% honest with ourselves about it.
41:25You know, it's just been you and Gary sharing a bed, and now you have to, like, not share a bed with him every day.
41:32Do you change the sheets, like, every two days?
41:34Yeah.
41:35Like, that's kind of nasty.
41:36Nasty!
41:37Obviously, like, she's first wife.
41:39Would you be okay with that?
41:41You know, I am not sure.
41:44Two dominant women in a relationship with one man could cause problems.
41:50Your insecurities are unfounded.
41:52They're baseless.
41:53I do feel like I'm worthless, and I hope that I can get to a point where I'm as confident as the other girls are.
42:00He just wants everybody to be okay.
42:04Yesel does his best in, like, checking in with me and how my day is going.
42:08I do feel like I'm getting closer to Yesel.
42:11The last time we talked about his, you definitely want more.
42:16Yeah.
42:17I don't think I'm able to handle him having another baby with another woman.
42:22Have you talked to Yesel about that?
42:24Do you have feelings for her already?
42:29If I'm being honest, yeah.
42:31Oof.
42:32That hit me like a ton of breaks.
42:34Have you started dating other women?
42:37I did.
42:39I feel hurt in betrayal.
42:42You can be with us, but if your plans are to sabotage the relationship, that's a no-go.
42:49This is it.
42:50I'm done doing this.
42:52Oh, my God.
42:53Oh, my God.
42:54It just makes me think about not trusting Lorena, that she's not going to screw me.
43:03Oh, my sister.
43:05There's been some things going on in my family.
43:08I need someone who I can talk to.
43:11What is it?
43:12Matt and I have been dating.
43:14You said you were swinging?
43:15Someone else.
43:16I know.
43:17Girl, don't tell me that.
43:18As a sister wife.
43:20Oh, hell no.
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