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Baylen Out Loud (2025) Season 2 Episode 11
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00:00They have a king.
00:01Gordon Ramsay.
00:03Oh my god, of course, Gordon.
00:04How do I almost forget Gordon Ramsay?
00:06And a king that lives in a castle.
00:10England.
00:11May weiner.
00:14What did you say, ever, May weiner?
00:17In all Nantucket, they all wankers.
00:20Nantucket.
00:21I'll hit, like, my chest.
00:25How is your physical pain?
00:26Terrible.
00:27I want to ask you about this device called New Pulse
00:31that you wear that helps your techs.
00:33If you did want to try it, you'd have to go to the UK,
00:35I'm afraid.
00:36It's not available here.
00:39I don't like the idea of flying underwater the entire time.
00:43So you're actually more nervous than me to fly?
00:46Yeah.
00:48If this device actually works for Baylen,
00:51it would be a complete game changer for her.
00:54But taking a trip to the UK is not the most realistic thing
00:58to do right now.
00:59With wedding planning right now, it's just not in our budget.
01:02Hmm.
01:03Even if Baylen can't bring the device home with her,
01:07the intrinsic reward of it is knowing that it would provide her
01:11hope if it worked.
01:12What's up, Dad?
01:13I've been talking with your mom, and going to the UK
01:18to try the new Pulse device is a must.
01:21So we're going to pay for you to go.
01:24Oh, my God, really?
01:25Yeah.
01:26Thank you so much.
01:27It's exciting.
01:28Yeah, thank you, guys.
01:30We're going to go with you and bring Sven, Vic, and Vector.
01:34We're going to London.
01:35Yeah, we are.
01:37Hello, hello.
01:38I couldn't be any more grateful.
02:04Oh, she's got Virgin Mary in her window.
02:07Oh, I love that.
02:09Virgin dick.
02:10OK.
02:13Hands to yourself.
02:16Well, please let go of my hand.
02:26Peace up.
02:27A-town.
02:28you, old bitch.
02:32That's why we got child luck on.
02:35Ever since my parents called me to let me know
02:38that they're going to be paying for the whole family
02:40to travel to London for me to try the new Pulse device,
02:43things are moving at a rapid pace.
02:46And we're leaving for the UK at the end of this week.
02:49But first, we have a meeting to check in
02:52with our wedding planners.
02:53The last time that we saw them,
02:54they seemed a little bit concerned
02:56that they'd be able to fit all of our wedding dreams
02:58into our budget.
02:59So honestly, I'm a little nervous
03:01with what they have to tell us today.
03:02Hi.
03:03How are you guys?
03:04They did ask to meet us at a flower shop,
03:06so I'm hoping that's a good sign.
03:08I mean, you can't get bad news
03:10when you're surrounded by flowers, right?
03:13Right?
03:15I don't know.
03:17Maybe they think it's going to soften the blow.
03:19Soften the blow.
03:21Yeah.
03:23How are you guys?
03:24We're good.
03:25We're good.
03:25I'm a little nervous to hear what you guys have to say.
03:27Well, Dick.
03:31Sorry.
03:32After meeting with Balin and Colin for the first time,
03:34we left feeling slightly concerned.
03:39With all of the different add-ons that they wanted,
03:41the horse, the llamas.
03:42The alpacas.
03:43The fondue fountain.
03:45Yep.
03:45Yep.
03:46We had to go back and take all of their dreams,
03:49compare it to their budget,
03:51and see what we could make work.
03:53So we definitely have news for Balin and Colin today,
03:56and I'm not sure that it's news they're going to want to hear.
04:00Wedding planning can be a little scary.
04:02Like, every decision that comes through is just, like,
04:06always, like, shock at what each thing costs,
04:10which you don't normally go through on your daily life, so.
04:13Yeah, after we last met, we went back,
04:16talked about your priorities,
04:17started reaching out to different vendors,
04:19photography, videography, catering.
04:22We got some numbers, got availability,
04:24and everything like that.
04:25Um, here's the deal.
04:27So, I think we have a decision to make.
04:31So we have to do one of two things.
04:33One would be to adjust our expectations.
04:37Or we could increase the budget.
04:44What didn't fit into the budget?
04:46We can fit everything into the budget.
04:48It's just that each category gets shrunk down
04:51based on things like your venue selection.
04:54And that's because that's what we've made so far, right?
04:56Mm-hmm.
04:57Okay.
04:58Balin and I sat down and came up with realistic goals
05:03and dreams and looks for the wedding.
05:05And we set aside a number that we could be able to attain those.
05:12And we are at our capacity at that number.
05:15So, I think what we should do today is we're going to go back into the cooler here.
05:19And...
05:20Ooh, the cooler.
05:21Yeah.
05:21Yeah.
05:22Yeah.
05:22You're getting frisky.
05:24Sorry.
05:25Sorry.
05:25I love it.
05:26We're going to look in the cooler.
05:28We're going to see what they have, right?
05:29We're going to pick out some flowers.
05:31Because this is really an area where we can play around
05:34so that we can adjust our expectations of what we're going to walk in on the wedding day.
05:39Does that sound good?
05:40Yes.
05:41Okay.
05:41Perfect.
05:42Let's head back into the cooler.
05:43Okay.
05:44I think it's going to be a fun challenge to figure out what I like and what I don't like
05:50and if it fits into our budget or not.
05:51Because this could really be an avenue that we save money on.
05:54It's kind of like a Pinterest game.
05:55Not like a tin...
05:56What is it called where you can fit everything in certain areas?
05:59Pinterest?
06:00Pinterest?
06:01Not Pinterest.
06:07Tetris!
06:07Oh, Tetris!
06:08Yes.
06:10All right.
06:10Here we go, guys.
06:14Oh, wow.
06:15Oh, she's chill.
06:17Yeah.
06:18So, Colin, we have a bucket for you.
06:20You have an important job.
06:21You get to hold the flowers.
06:22All right.
06:30Oh, I love those ones.
06:33I'm like, I love colors, so it has to be colorful.
06:35Yes.
06:36I love these.
06:39The three most important things to have at the wedding is the dress, the food, you.
06:43And the horse.
06:45Rod the horse.
06:46No.
06:47That's like the 19th thing on the list.
06:50It's food, the dress, and flowers.
06:53We've got peach.
06:54Is that lavender?
06:55Light purple.
06:55What is that?
06:56It's not lavender.
06:57Okay.
06:57I can't do lavender because it sets my tics off.
06:59Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
07:01Lavender is an absolute no to have at the wedding for flowers because they set off my tics,
07:06which is really disappointing because they're really pretty flowers.
07:09But because the smell sets off my tics, it doesn't really make me upset that I can't have it.
07:15I love these.
07:16For budget.
07:17Roses, they're actually not going to be sold as a package like this.
07:20They're going to be sold per stem.
07:21Good to know.
07:23We need some oranges.
07:24Hydrangeas are great because they're huge and they take up a lot of space.
07:30Huge.
07:31We love it.
07:31Got those.
07:32All right, let's keep moving.
07:34You good?
07:35Yeah.
07:36We're almost done, Colin, I promise.
07:38Oh my god, what is that little fucking thing?
07:41Analympus.
07:41Groovy dicks.
07:43Groovy dicks.
07:44Yeah.
07:45Dick.
07:48Okay.
07:49Oh man, I ticked and broke the flower.
07:51Are we going to have to buy that?
07:53Maybe.
07:54Okay.
07:55That'll look good in our living room.
07:56Yeah, I love it.
07:58Okay, now we're going to head over to the design studio,
08:00and they're going to start to put this stuff together for us.
08:03Hi, how are you?
08:04Good, how are you?
08:05Good.
08:06Awesome.
08:07Have we got some stuff for you?
08:09Today is all about figuring out how much we have and want to spend on flowers.
08:15Okay.
08:15So thinking about maybe a round table with all of these.
08:20Okay.
08:21It also can't be too, like I'm looking at this behind us,
08:25and I'm thinking that that's a little bit too big.
08:27I have Tourette syndrome, and sometimes a lot of things on like a sweetheart table.
08:32Okay.
08:32Just with my ticks, everything is kind of going to get ruined.
08:35Sounds good.
08:36So we're looking for a garden-style, multi-colored, whimsical, fun.
08:41All of that.
08:42You got it.
08:43And more.
08:43Okay.
08:44Let's get started.
08:46So I'm going to take some of this hydrangea.
08:47This is going to take up a lot of space in the arrangement.
08:50That's why I'm putting it in first.
08:52Get your foundation going, and then you're going to put the small one top.
08:55Foundation deck.
08:56Yeah.
08:57I love this.
08:58This is like art.
08:59Absolutely.
09:00Bitch.
09:00I love all the colors together.
09:08Reminds me of my personality.
09:09A little all over the place?
09:11Yep, a little all over the place.
09:12A little bit of everything.
09:13A little bit of everything.
09:14Oh my God, this is making me really happy.
09:16Yay.
09:17Until it comes back 9,000 hours.
09:18It is so thrilling and fun to see my vision come to life, and it be like the perfect size.
09:27Like, it's not too big.
09:29It's not too overwhelming.
09:30Do you like it?
09:31Mm-hmm.
09:33It's a lot.
09:34There's a lot in there.
09:36I just start seeing dollar signs everywhere.
09:42Okay, there you go.
09:43Those are all the flowers that you picked out.
09:46Oh, I love that.
09:47Yeah.
09:47How much would this cost?
09:49So I'm going to count up all the stems that we added in there, and then I can get a number on that.
09:53Okay, sweet.
09:58I didn't know you spoke French.
09:59Neither did I until I started taking it.
10:03So with the container here and the greenery design.
10:09If I had to give a rough estimate, I would probably say it's going to cost anywhere between
10:16seven and $11,000 for the amount of flowers that Baylin is thinking of.
10:29I've always had anxiety about flying.
10:33I'm, like, nervous for him now, too, because I'm like, can you hold it together for her?
10:38I don't know how he's going to react if they're in line and she's saying things.
10:43I got a gun.
10:44I got a bomb.
10:45Do you think you can sit this?
10:46Dick.
10:47While I get your stuff situated?
10:49Need her ID.
10:50Take a dick, moron.
10:52Shut up, bitch.
11:01How much would this cost?
11:03So I'm going to count up all the stems that we added in there,
11:06and then I can get the N number on that.
11:08In God's name, amen.
11:11I'm pretty nervous to hear the price tag on this.
11:13I don't want to have to cut back on what I love and the flowers and the colors,
11:19so I'm really hoping that whatever I've put together, whatever she's put together,
11:24fits into our budget.
11:26So centerpieces can cost you anywhere from $100 up to $1,000, depending on the flowers that you are using.
11:32With the container here, um, and the greenery designed, probably looking at around $100.
11:40Oh, okay.
11:40Mm-hmm.
11:42Um, yeah.
11:43That's not bad.
11:44That's actually really good.
11:47Sorry.
11:49The name Balin and the word saving money doesn't really go together a whole lot in the same sentence,
11:57so, uh, it's surprising to hear that this flower arrangement actually fits into our budget.
12:04I mean, it actually gives me some hope.
12:08For this wildflower look, it's kind of nice because you do get all of those
12:12more delicate florals in there.
12:14I am thrilled that what I've wanted this entire time has fit into our budget.
12:20I don't really have expensive taste.
12:22I just like colors.
12:24Yeah.
12:24Oh, it's been an experience, yeah.
12:26This way.
12:27Yeah, there you go.
12:28Oh, so pretty.
12:29So that's all I was interested in was which colors do I like the best, not which flowers do I like the best.
12:37Okay, guys.
12:38So, um, great job today.
12:40I think you guys, um, really nailed it.
12:43Um, and Trisha.
12:44Nailed it!
12:45And next up, we've got more work to do, Chris, right?
12:51Sure do.
12:52We've picked out centerpiece florals.
12:54We've picked out.
12:54That's yours.
12:55Okay florals.
12:56So next step will be to design your wedding in terms of what you want to see at your ceremony.
13:02So based how, about all the information that we found out today with the florals,
13:07are we still going to still have to like raise our budget or cut things or?
13:12We're gonna have to see.
13:13We still have to go back and check out all of our other vendors and see what we can fit into this
13:18budget and see what kind of rates we can get and magic we can, we can pull together.
13:22All right.
13:23Okay.
13:23While we're relieved that Bailyn's floral taste comes in at a less expensive line of florals,
13:31and that's great.
13:32What remains to be seen is the entire scope of the wedding.
13:37Now they've committed to a venue that is a little more money than what we typically recommend
13:42and it doesn't include catering.
13:44So now we have to go find catering and all of the other vendors.
13:49We have to build the entire design plan for the rest of the wedding.
13:51And stationary, rentals, linens, forks, knives, everything.
13:58So all of those things will add up.
14:00And so we're going to have to be cognizant of it as we move on throughout the planning process.
14:05Colin, pretend you're my dad right now and you're walking down the aisle.
14:07I'm just kidding.
14:08I knew going in there are probably going to be a few items that we're going to have to cut or that we're going to have to like downsize if that makes sense.
14:33I mean, if she does say that, you know, we can't have the wedding venue because it doesn't fit in our budget.
14:39I mean, that's obviously something that we don't want to hear.
14:42I know like in a lot of different ways, there's areas to save money and I'm down to save money.
14:47But in one way, I'm not down to save money by taking the wedding venue off the table.
14:51I'm not doing that.
14:52Yeah.
14:53It's pretty devastating to be so far along and then wonder if we need to change our wedding venue or not.
14:58It's kind of not where we want to be.
15:01It just adds extra stress.
15:02Like the budget that we have should be able to have a wedding there.
15:09And if that number is not enough somehow, why not just save the money then and get married legally at a courthouse?
15:20And then you didn't spend any money.
15:22I mean, yeah, but then you have no wedding.
15:29I mean, not gonna not gonna lie.
15:30I would rather have the wedding in the backyard than go to a courthouse.
15:35All right.
15:37That's a hot take.
15:40I want a real beautiful dream wedding because a couple of years ago,
15:46I would have never pictured myself being with the love of my life or even meet somebody that's
15:53willing to love me, especially with everything that I've been through.
15:58So it will definitely be very devastating if Shannon and Chris can't fit all of our wedding
16:04dreams into our budget.
16:07All right.
16:07Well, first things first, we need to figure out.
16:10Eat a bag of chips.
16:12What the?
16:12First things first, in Nantucket, they all wankers.
16:16First things first, we really have to focus on getting ready to leave for London.
16:20I'll be honest, I'm pretty excited to go to the UK.
16:23I'm like really excited to go to the UK.
16:26But if I get too excited, then my tics are going to get bad.
16:28So, you know, we got to narrow it back down a little bit.
16:30In Nantucket, they all wankers.
16:33I've always wanted to go to Europe.
16:35I've always wanted to travel.
16:36And this is just like my foot out the door of doing that.
16:39Yeah, I mean, I'm really excited too.
16:41I've never been to that side of the world.
16:44I'm just really, really blessed.
16:46My parents were able to find the money to make this work for me.
16:51My mom has been working at lightning speed to get everything working for us to go to London
16:56by being in contact with these new Pulse device people.
16:59And I am so excited to finally be able to try this incredible device that hopefully will help with my tics.
17:08These earrings are fun to play with because they didn't bring any fidgets.
17:12We have to go all the way to the UK to try new Pulse because it's not for sale or approved by the US yet.
17:18It's just crazy to think this little device that you can wear that's non-invasive could drastically help and improve my life forever.
17:27Going to the UK, I think we feel real.
17:32I've always have had anxiety about flying.
17:40I am perfectly fine in the airport.
17:43I can help you navigate through the airport.
17:46When we're in the air.
17:46Yeah, once my feet are not on the ground, that's when I have a problem.
17:52When it's out of your control.
17:54Yes.
17:54I hate my life being in someone else's hands.
17:57I hate that.
17:58That's why I don't like taking ride shares.
18:00If they mess up or if something goes wrong and they don't know how to fix it, I'm dead because they didn't know how to do their job.
18:07I don't like that.
18:09On an international flight over water.
18:13You're allowed to have anxiety.
18:15You're allowed to, like, feel the things that you feel.
18:18However, I also have anxiety, too.
18:20So when we're flying together, I can't really hear, we're all going to die.
18:25Like, I can't hear that on the plane.
18:27Like, I won't talk to you the entire time.
18:29Like, and then you'll just be sitting there squeezing, like, the stress balls because that type of stuff gives me more anxiety than anything.
18:36And I'm not telling you to, like, suck it back in and, like, not explain, like, what you're feeling.
18:40All I'm saying is that it's going to be very difficult with two people that have flying anxiety to fly together.
18:44That is an interesting combo.
18:47Virgin dick.
18:48Okay.
18:49Yeehaw.
18:52For the wedding.
18:53I think we should maybe ask my parents for some help.
18:57I don't want to ask them for any kind of money or anything like that.
19:05I'd hate asking other people for money.
19:10Okay.
19:20Okay.
19:23Ooh.
19:24Here we go.
19:28That should be enough.
19:32Colin.
19:33Do you think this is enough clothes?
19:37Are you serious, Balin?
19:39We're going there for a week, not a month.
19:42Tomorrow night, we are going to London, England, and I am so excited.
19:48However, I have no idea what to pack for the UK, so I'm going to pack as much as possible.
19:54Just saying.
19:54It's good to have options.
19:55You're bald, bitch.
19:59You're ball-less.
20:01You're a little all over the place, but...
20:04I have a nine-inch dildo.
20:06Sorry.
20:08All right.
20:09You worried about your tics over there?
20:11Yeah.
20:13Just your, like, British tics that you got?
20:16Or all of them?
20:16All my tics.
20:17I don't know how British people respond to Tourette's.
20:21Americans don't really respond to Tourette's very nicely, so...
20:25There's a lot of tics going to London I'm nervous about, like, my British accent tics.
20:31It just worries me that I'll be in a conversation, and then they're going to think I'm starting to mock them.
20:35Just not knowing how the people in the UK will respond to my tics is very, um, unsettling.
20:42I'm just worried, particularly because I could get arrested by calling a bald person bald.
20:48You're not going to get arrested for calling someone bald.
20:51In London, it's now been passed as a law that it is harassment for calling a bald person bald in a workspace.
20:58Good thing that you're not in a workplace environment.
21:00Yeah.
21:01I learned that it's illegal to call someone bald in a workplace in the UK, like, two days ago.
21:07It actually just randomly popped up on my social media on a random Tuesday,
21:10and I, like, read it, and I immediately, like, started panicking,
21:14and I was like, what do I do?
21:16It was probably God sending me a sign.
21:29Get the suitcases.
21:30Do you have any of your stuff semi-ready or no?
21:38My whole life's unready.
21:41Once we finalized the decision that we would all go to London,
21:45I reached out to New Pulse, and they graciously accepted to meet up with Balin
21:49so that she could test out the device.
21:51So my mom is going to come and kind of help us out with the three boys
21:54so that we can be present for Balin's New Pulse appointment.
21:58Oh, this looks British.
22:00Oh, that'll be good, because it's going to be chilly there, I think.
22:03Yeah, it's like a lamb or something.
22:06Yeah.
22:07It's beyond exciting to know we are going there.
22:12She's going to get to try on this device.
22:14It could alter the trajectory of her life, really.
22:17What are you looking forward to the most?
22:20I don't know.
22:20If you want to think about food, then just breads and scones or whatever,
22:26little croissants.
22:27I don't know.
22:28Just muffins, biscuits, tea crumpets.
22:29I wasn't talking about adventure, so I wasn't talking about food.
22:33We clearly have to eat while we're there.
22:35Yeah, I would hope so.
22:37But I'm really more excited, too, for the boys, for your mom,
22:41and I think the more people around, like, giving Balin some support to go,
22:47I think that's a plus.
22:48Traveling in Balin's condition is so unpredictable.
22:52She could get so mentally overstimulated that she's in the fetal position,
22:57on the floor for three, four days.
23:00Going with them on this trip allows us and Balin the support system that she needs.
23:06Dingo Barry.
23:08She was a fairy.
23:09Collin, do you like this dress?
23:14Yeah, it looks like a wedding dress.
23:17What?
23:19It's not a wedding dress.
23:21It looks like it.
23:22Speaking of, I know both my parents want to be included.
23:26They want to be doing something for the wedding.
23:29I think we should maybe ask my parents for some help.
23:35Hmm.
23:35Build that dildo.
23:44I wouldn't mind asking them for help as far as maybe asking your dad to build a few things for us.
23:53But I don't want to ask them for any kind of money or anything like that.
24:01I'd hate asking other people for money, you know?
24:07I mean, I know that from things in the past, like you and my dad don't really have the best track record with being buddy-buddy.
24:18But maybe it would help if you guys spend some time together, like in London.
24:23It would mean the world to me for my dad and Collin to spend a little bit of time together in London.
24:30In Nantucket, they all wankers.
24:33Collin and I are going to be married, and he will eventually become part of the family.
24:37So if Collin wants the relationship to improve with my dad, both him and my dad need to make that next step in order for the relationship to get Dick down in Dallas to grow.
24:47Finding out about Collin's anxiety about flying.
24:51Yeah, that was surprising to hear.
24:52It's definitely made me a little...
24:57Well, it makes me happier to be part of this.
25:00Yes.
25:00So Collin's in the Air Force, and hearing that he has flight anxiety is a little ironic.
25:07Just thinking to myself, if I had anxiety about flying, would I join the Air Force?
25:12I don't know. I don't know.
25:14It's just a misconception.
25:15Not everybody in the Air Force enjoys being in the air.
25:19No, but I'm going to bet there's a high probability that the first word of the job you just signed up for, it says air.
25:27I'm going to bet at some point you're probably going to be in it.
25:30This isn't like an everyday, normal flying experience.
25:33Like, you're flying a long-distance...
25:36You're out of the continental United States.
25:37You are out of the grasp of all the safety and comfort zone that you've ever had in your life.
25:41You are now in another country.
25:42I guess I'm slightly concerned that nervous energy pours over onto her, because she can barely handle herself to begin with.
25:50Yeah.
25:51I mean, I don't need her fainting.
25:52It's like, I'm like nervous for him now, too, because I'm like, can you hold it together for her?
25:58I don't know how he's going to react if they're in line and she's saying things.
26:02I got a gun.
26:03I got a bomb.
26:04I got a this.
26:05Or she needs to pause.
26:06Or hang on, I can't move.
26:08Or my arm.
26:09Like, whatever it is.
26:10Is he not only going to be able to do that, there's one thing to be able to do it in your apartment, in your comfort zone,
26:14but it's another to be able to do it in an unknown location around unknown people with, like, an unknown result.
26:22Yeah.
26:23I think this will, uh, this will be a good test for all of us.
26:29We're here.
26:30You're at the airport already?
26:31How far, dick, how far away are you?
26:35Uh, like, probably, like, 20.
26:39Yeah.
26:42I just really need to get through this as quickly as possible.
26:46Bald bitch.
26:47Take a dick, moron.
26:5530 minutes, Beckner!
26:59The ride share's gonna be here.
27:01No, we are not driving.
27:06This is gonna be epic.
27:07We're leaving for London in approximately 30 minutes,
27:11and the process of getting everybody ready is unsurprisingly not the easiest task.
27:19What age can you get a tattoo in London?
27:21You think they do tattoos at 11?
27:23What age can you get a legal tattoo in London?
27:27Oh, I thought I said any.
27:29What is it?
27:30Oh, yeah, 18.
27:31If I could get a tattoo in London, I would probably get a cross with Jesus hanging from it,
27:38either on my back, chest, or arm right here.
27:43Okay, dude.
27:44Okay, bro.
27:45Okay, dude.
27:47I mean, you think that we would even take time to get you a tattoo?
27:51I would say you look for, so.
27:52I really hope things are going more smoothly for Balin, but luckily she doesn't have as long
27:58of a drive to the airport.
27:59What kind of food do you think they have in London?
28:04I don't know what kind of food they're gonna have over in London.
28:07I mean, it doesn't matter.
28:09It doesn't matter.
28:10The fact that they don't have ranch is the biggest disappointment.
28:14Don't worry, we should have enough.
28:16When I found out that we were going to London, I started doing some research and found out
28:21that, well, they don't sell ranch dressing over there.
28:24However, ranch is everything to us.
28:26We love ranch.
28:27I mean, you should put the ranch away.
28:29Yeah, it goes with anything.
28:31There's some restaurants here that don't sell ranch, and we'll go there, and I'm like,
28:35I'm never coming back here.
28:36We're not living without the ranch, so I'm gonna bring my own.
28:40I'm gonna miss you guys.
28:41We always gotta take good care of y'all, though.
28:45So you wanna get back?
28:47I want me so much.
28:48All right, we gotta get to the airport.
28:49I know, hunky man.
28:51Come here, hunky man.
28:54Hopefully.
28:55We'll come back.
28:58This is what I'm talking about.
29:01I love, I know.
29:03Colin's comments are not helpful at all, especially before we get on a, I don't even know how long
29:09of a flight, so sip it.
29:13All right, let's go.
29:17I think we're good.
29:22The ride share driver's bald.
29:28Off to a great start.
29:31Oh, bitch.
29:34Make sure when we get there that we have to go to the counter to get disability assistance.
29:39Okay.
29:40Make sure you don't forget.
29:41I won't forget.
29:42We'll get you your wheelchair.
29:44When I flew to TicCon last year with my mom, it was a disaster.
29:49I'm very anxious.
29:51I'm gonna die.
29:56Little jangles.
29:57We're all gonna die.
29:58And that was a domestic flight.
30:01So looking ahead into London and flying there, that's a way bigger flight.
30:05I want to make sure that everything goes smoothly and perfect.
30:09So with disability assistance, an attendant puts me in a wheelchair and they help me navigate
30:14the airport, especially going through airport security, TSA, which I hope helps my anxiety.
30:20I'm glad it's a plane that's going overnight, though, because then I get to take my sleep
30:25pills and my drowsy pills and not, like, have it throw off my day, you know?
30:30I just hope we have an experienced captain.
30:35That's all I hope for.
30:39Babe, I don't need any more anxiety.
30:41You're supposed to be telling me that we're gonna be fine.
30:43Hopefully we're gonna be fine.
30:44As we get closer, I'm, like, freaking out and screaming on the inside.
30:51And I know that Alan is always watching me to make sure that I'm taking good care of
30:55Balin.
30:56So I really hope that no matter what level of anxiety that I do have, that I'm able to
31:02show her parents and everyone that I'm able to help Balin throughout the airport, no matter
31:08what.
31:10I see the airport.
31:12I have a knot in my tummy.
31:13There's a lot of cars here.
31:16Seeing a crowded airport before we even step inside makes my stomach absolutely drop.
31:23Oh, my f***.
31:25Stay with me.
31:27The hardest part is really from the door to the gate, because I get a lot of overstimulation
31:33from people, which ends up making my tics a lot worse.
31:37Oh, my God.
31:40Oh, my God.
31:42How are you doing?
31:43I need her passports, ID.
31:46I need a bag of chips.
31:53I need a bag of chips.
31:53Mother f***.
31:54When I tick around employees or TSA agents, I just feel bad.
32:00Oh, b***h.
32:01World of weaners.
32:04Little baby weaners.
32:06I just hope that they don't take offense and understand that I have no control over it.
32:10We're all going to die.
32:11On our account, can you see that we had disability assistance on there?
32:18Okay.
32:19It's such a relief to have Colin there to help me get through the airport.
32:22But my family hasn't arrived yet, and the sooner that I can get in the wheelchair and head to the gate, the better my tics will be.
32:29I have Tourette syndrome, stupid.
32:31They shouldn't be far behind us.
32:33Wait, she's calling me.
32:34Okay.
32:36Hey, Mom.
32:36Hi.
32:37Holy.
32:37Holy goodness, you answered my call.
32:39Yeah, it's a miracle.
32:41We're here.
32:42Wait, you are?
32:42You're at the airport already?
32:43Oh, yeah, we're here.
32:45Okay, what's...
32:46What is your ID?
32:47Are you, like, waiting for us?
32:49Wait, that's what we're trying to figure out.
32:51We don't know how far...
32:53Dick, how far away are you?
32:56Uh, like, probably...
32:58Like, 20.
32:59Yeah.
33:04Okay, then we're not going to wait for you.
33:06You're not going to wait for us.
33:07Okay, so you're going to start the TSA Cares process without us?
33:12Okay.
33:13Colin's cool with lugging all the bags and pushing you and all the things.
33:17Yeah.
33:18Just let us know when you're here.
33:21Okay.
33:22Okay, I love you.
33:24I love you, too.
33:24I love you, honey.
33:25Thanks for answering the phone.
33:26Okay, bye.
33:28Gosh.
33:29I think once we hear that Balin and Colin are going to move on through the airport
33:32and go through security on their own, that's a good sign in a lot of ways.
33:36It builds her confidence.
33:37It builds a sense of, I'm not so terrified to do this.
33:41It's just a process.
33:42And I think she's getting used to it.
33:43So it's reassuring me that these things can be done.
33:49That said, getting Balin through this portion of the airport is difficult.
33:53And anything could happen.
33:58Bald bitch.
33:59Take a dick, moron.
34:03Do you think you can sit this?
34:09Yeah.
34:09While I get your stuff situated?
34:11Yeah.
34:11Having wheelchair assistance this time makes it so much easier going through the airport
34:17and TSA because I don't have to wait in a line full of people.
34:20Shut up, bitch.
34:21And I didn't take anything that was offensive or embarrassing, so I'll take it.
34:28That's a huge relief.
34:31Huge.
34:31There they are.
34:40How was it going through security?
34:42It was honestly fine.
34:45I still have some anxiety about flying, but I'm excited to get there.
34:51I'm most excited for New Pulse.
34:53What are you most excited for?
34:54Dick!
34:55Uh, actually, I'm most excited for, um, landing.
35:02Being alive.
35:03Oh, my God, Colin.
35:05Oh, my God.
35:06It's Colin 2.0.
35:10We can go ahead and pre-board.
35:14Right now?
35:1642.
35:16Okay.
35:1742, though.
35:17We can pre-board.
35:19She's going to pre-board.
35:20Does she have her ticket?
35:21You have your ticket and everything?
35:22Okay.
35:26Ooh.
35:27As we're walking the terminal to get onto the plane, my legs are locking up.
35:48Mm-hmm.
35:51Okay.
35:52Okay.
35:53This is one of my worst fears.
35:55We have to get all the way to row 75, and my legs won't stop locking up.
35:59And the only thing I keep thinking about is I have 100 people behind me, and I can't move.
36:06There's a lot of seats.
36:07Is there anyone behind us?
36:08Yep.
36:08Because my legs are locked.
36:09Yep.
36:12We got a long way to go, Balan.
36:18I'll move on.
36:19Holy crap.
36:22There's a lot of seats.
36:23Is there anyone behind us?
36:24Yep.
36:24Because my legs are locked.
36:24Yep.
36:26We got a long way to go, Balan.
36:28You board first for this reason, Balan.
36:30Don't feel embarrassed.
36:33Pre-boarding definitely helps me avoid being in a crowded area.
36:38But now that I'm on this plane, this giant plane, I have a new level of anxiety.
36:46Hello, now.
36:47All these people are about to be sitting around me for eight hours.
36:51Hello.
36:5175, 75, okay.
36:55Good day, Jacob.
36:56Okay.
36:57We're right here.
37:00Sick.
37:01Who knows what lies ahead with Colin's anxiety and my tics.
37:05I have Tourette syndrome, stupid.
37:08You okay?
37:10You sweating?
37:10Yeah, there's no air.
37:12Yeah, there's no air.
37:14Are you okay?
37:16No, he's going to sit over there with you guys.
37:18I love this airline.
37:20Balan and Colin have made it to their seats without any major disasters.
37:24But this is also just the beginning of the trip.
37:28What is this?
37:30I believe it's a safety car, ma'am.
37:32Please have a good look at your safety car before we depart.
37:34And if you have any questions, just ask your cabin crew.
37:37I hate how we entered in on the top floor because I wasn't able to see the pilots.
37:44You need to meet the pilots, too?
37:46I just need to see what they look like.
37:48I can't have a 19-year-old flying this thing.
37:50Imagine if our lives are in a 19-year-old's hands.
37:52I don't really want to think about that.
37:56Lightning.
37:57You guys good?
37:58Colin, you fidgety?
38:00You all right?
38:00Yeah.
38:01It's extremely difficult not to worry when you see Colin's anxiety overflow into affecting Balan.
38:08I want to make myself dizzy.
38:14Oh, now we're moving.
38:15I feel it.
38:16Yep, me too.
38:18There we go.
38:19Now we can see you.
38:20There's a lot of people that I know that are frequent flyers, and they just don't really care.
38:37I'm not that person.
38:39Thank you, cabin crew.
38:39Please take your seats for takeoff.
38:42Take your dick off.
38:44Oh, my God.
38:46Is there a way to see statistics?
38:50Time to go to sleep.
38:56Go to bed, babe.
38:58Why is there a cop next to our plane?
39:01Take a dick.
39:02Take a dick.
39:02Hey.
39:19I have to shake my leg, and your foot is rubbing against my leg.
39:23I am extremely concerned for Colin.
39:29It's definitely worrisome to watch anybody go through that, and to know that they're sitting
39:33with my daughter.
39:34It's going to be a long eight hours on that airplane.
39:36Oh, my God.
39:40Oh, my God.
39:45Colin.
39:45Huh?
39:46He's going to pass out.
39:52When the plane's taking off, all I'm doing in my head is just praying.
39:55It's about all you can do, because your life is in someone else's hands, and that is my
40:01absolute least favorite thing.
40:03Like, this thing can literally go down in the ocean, and no one is going to find us, and
40:07you'll die.
40:09Like, we're the Titanic in the air, though.
40:12Like, that's what I'm thinking.
40:13Like, we're the Titanic in the air, and we're the Titanic in the air, and we're the Titanic
40:29in the air.
40:29Go, go, go.
40:31Press open.
40:32Back in the air.
40:32Keep pressing it.
40:33Keep pressing it.
40:34Mom, what do you think I'm doing?
40:36Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the London Hop On, Hop Off bus tour.
40:41Next stop, Piccadilly Circus.
40:43Piccadick, bitch.
40:45Bald bitch.
40:46There's a lot of bald people in the UK.
40:49We don't have the monopoly on bald people, you know what I think.
40:52I've never really noticed that many bald people until today.
40:55They are everywhere.
40:56They live amongst us.
40:58Spotted dick.
40:59Dick.
41:00Oh, really?
41:00There's a guy over there in the corner laughing at me.
41:03It's really hard to not pay attention to the man staring at me and laughing.
41:07There's no quick shot to fix it, but your mind still takes you back to this hope of the
41:12new Pulse.
41:13As a parent, I'm just hoping that this device gives her some hope that there is something
41:20better to look forward to because she needs it.
41:23I'm just hoping that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope that this device gives her some hope
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