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00:01You've got something called a subarachnoid hemorrhage.
00:03We're going to send you for an operation to relieve the pressure.
00:06I haven't been the best husband.
00:09You hear about people defying the odds all the time, don't you?
00:11Yeah.
00:12But I wouldn't get my hopes up if I were you.
00:17I was abandoned by a woman called Tina Piper.
00:20That's her address.
00:21Tina Piper's address.
00:23You said you needed answers.
00:30You have reached your destination.
00:45You say you wander your own.
00:55But when I think about it, I don't see how it's here.
01:19Hiya, pet.
01:21You're here to do our legs, yeah?
01:22Come on in.
01:23I'll put the kettle on.
01:25I'll put it in.
01:55I'll put it in.
01:56You'd have hoped to see some progress by now.
02:26I thought she was responding to pain stimulus.
02:29In the context of the EEG, it's likely just a spinal reflex.
02:32We'll do a CT angiogram.
02:35What should I turn to call? She has to be updated.
02:38Sorry. Can I see her?
02:43Ha! That's what I've said.
02:46Well, what did you... Look, let's catch up at the weekend and I'll catch you then.
02:56That's what I've said. I've got to go, Flower. District nurse is here. Bye.
03:09Sorry about that. Come in.
03:12Right. I've given them a wash, but they're still a bit whiffy.
03:17I think the left one's getting worse, to be honest.
03:20Dressings are here. There's a box of other bits by the chair there,
03:24and aprons and gloves on here.
03:27We were expecting...
03:30What's her name?
03:31Polly.
03:32Young lass. Not long qualified.
03:35What's your name, sorry?
03:39Natalie.
03:40I'm new at the area.
03:42Oh, you sound pretty local.
03:44Yeah. I moved away.
03:47Is that the stuff here?
03:49Yep. Should be everything, but shout if you need out.
03:52I'll get rid of this lot.
03:54And do us a brew.
03:56Right.
03:57Back in a minute, ma'am.
04:02Right.
04:04Hello.
04:06Nana.
04:09Do you want me to tell her?
04:14No. No, I'll tell her.
04:19Do you take sugar?
04:29Just as it comes is grand, thanks.
04:34How long ago was our stroke?
04:36Oh...
04:38About five years now.
04:40You've just been caring for AES since then?
04:43Yeah.
04:44Well, I can't afford a private nursing home.
04:46I kind of bring myself to just dump her with social services.
04:51Stay with those places, so...
04:53Right?
04:55Yeah.
04:56No.
04:58What do you think?
05:00What do I think?
05:02Is it infected?
05:04Oh, yeah.
05:06Erm...
05:07I'll do her a microbial dressing and a proper pressure bandage,
05:09but she's gonna need antibiotics.
05:12Right.
05:13OK.
05:14Can you sort that out, or...?
05:16Erm...
05:17Probably best if you speak to her GP.
05:19OK.
05:21Poor circulation doesn't really help healing these things.
05:26Erm...
05:27Does she have any history of, like, IV drug use or alcohol abuse?
05:31Her?
05:33No.
05:35Right.
05:37So, you grew up round here, did you?
05:41Near here.
05:42Yeah.
05:44Sorry, erm...
05:46Do you mind if I use your loom?
05:48Yeah.
05:49Just down the hall, up the stairs and straight ahead.
05:55Yeah.
05:57Er...
05:59Hello, guys.
06:00Yeah, I appreciate that you're worried about all your friends,
06:02but if you don't need medical attention,
06:04could you wait outside?
06:06Thank you!
06:08I'm gonna need a resource of one, please.
06:09Excuse me!
06:11Rosie, can you give me a hand, please?
06:13Yeah, sure.
06:14Siobhan, don't remember me saying
06:15there'd be a spike in drugs admissions during Pride.
06:17Well, here we go.
06:18Yep.
06:19Through to resource, please.
06:20Oh, how's Cassie?
06:23Are you sure?
06:24Er...
06:25OK, er, excuse me.
06:26Right, she's right.
06:27Guys, move!
06:28Come on!
06:29Yeah, I'm on my way.
06:30Er...
06:31No, it's just a surprise.
06:32I'm sorry, I have to go.
06:34Sonny's putting on her prison vistas list for tomorrow.
06:38Oh, right.
06:40Jacob!
06:41You're back!
06:44Not thanks to his girlfriend, huh?
06:46Why don't you tell her to stop messing around
06:47and start naming names?
06:49She's not my girlfriend anymore
06:50and I'm sure she's told the police everything she knows.
06:52Well, apparently no-one's been arrested for terror
06:53because she won't talk.
06:54Jacob, can you back off?
06:55You know, I'll back off when you stop defending her.
06:57As if he's actually old.
06:58I'm not defending her.
06:59Jacob, you're being unfair right now.
07:00I'm being unfair!
07:01Don't shout me!
07:02Jacob, everyone knows what's going on.
07:04Bye!
07:05Bye!
07:06Thank you!
07:07Thank you!
07:08We've got problems enough today
07:09without turning on each other?
07:10Yeah, he started it.
07:11Yeah, and I'm finishing it.
07:12Jacob, in the truck, please.
07:15Unless you fancy going back on desk duty.
07:20It's been a difficult morning.
07:21It's not even over yet, so just...
07:23You okay?
07:24Yeah, you?
07:25Yeah.
07:26I've still got a patient.
07:27Okay.
07:28Hiya, this is Darcy Kallara, 15 years old.
07:30She collapsed at Pride about half an hour ago.
07:32We think she's taken the same pill as the others from today.
07:34Obviously, we don't know what that is.
07:35Presented as an opiate OD.
07:36She's had multiple doses of naloxone with little to no effect.
07:38Okay, Reese's three, please.
07:39There's two more coming in from the same group,
07:40and the parents are on the way.
07:41Okay.
07:42Okay.
07:43Okay.
07:44Okay, Reese's three, please.
07:45There's two more coming in from the same group,
07:47and the parents are on the way.
07:48Okay.
08:13What's the difference?
08:15Well, with a coma, a patient can be unresponsive and unconscious,
08:20but there is still underlying brain activity.
08:23And they wake up?
08:26Sometimes.
08:28And the other thing, the...
08:30Brain stem, death, um, that's very different.
08:35It's permanent, and it's irreversible.
08:37There's no underlying brain activity,
08:39so there is no chance of recovery.
08:43So which one is she?
08:47At the moment, we don't know.
08:50So we're gonna send her for a scan that uses a special dye
08:52that shows blood flow inside her brain,
08:54and hopefully that's gonna tell us more.
08:58I know it's a lot.
09:02I thought you worked in A&E.
09:05Yeah, usually I do.
09:08But since Cassie had no next of kin present,
09:11I was assigned her independent mental capacity advocate,
09:14which means I was appointed to make decisions in her best interests.
09:19But obviously now you're here.
09:21No.
09:22I don't want to make any decisions.
09:24I can't do that.
09:25I just wanna be with her.
09:27Okay.
09:28It's...
09:29We'll do it together.
09:30I will be with you every step of the way.
09:39Her last dose of Rocheronium was 15 minutes ago.
09:41She was a grade one intubation CMAP3.
09:44She has a size seven tube in.
09:46That's 22 at the teeth.
09:47Pupils are five bilaterally and reactive throughout.
09:50CT head was normal.
09:51She was just waiting for a formal report.
09:53Okay.
09:56Right.
09:57We'll leave you with our colleagues now.
09:58Thank you so much.
09:59Take care, Nadia.
10:05We'll look after you, sweetheart.
10:08I'll get you better.
10:10You okay?
10:11Yeah, I just...
10:12Do you think it's true what Jacob said earlier?
10:14That Sonny's not gonna talk to the police?
10:16I don't know.
10:17She's got Jake to think about.
10:20Not about everyone else's kids.
10:22Yeah, I'm not defending her.
10:23I'm just saying...
10:24No, of course you're not.
10:25I'm sorry.
10:27Well, it's just that...
10:28It doesn't look like Cassie's gonna be naming any names anytime soon.
10:32Maybe you should go and visit Sonny.
10:34See if she'll talk.
10:36No.
10:37No.
10:38If she has some names, it might help stop this.
10:40She's not the only one.
10:41What about the kid who ran Cassie down?
10:42He knows who they are.
10:43Rash!
10:44If Sonny's intimidated by them, what do you think a little kid's gonna do?
10:47We don't even know where he is.
10:49You can actually go to Sonny face to face and ask...
10:51See, wait. I'm not gonna speak to her.
10:52Just drop it, okay?
10:58Right.
11:01Okay.
11:02Don't you move!
11:03I called the surgery about the antibiotics.
11:04You're not a district nurse.
11:05They don't know who you are.
11:06I'm sorry.
11:07Trying to rob us!
11:08Is that it?
11:09No, no.
11:10Con your way in here and snoop around.
11:11No, it's not.
11:12I've got three seconds to get out or I'm calling the police.
11:13No.
11:14No, no.
11:15Out!
11:16Get out!
11:17Please, please.
11:18No, I'm Nicole Piper.
11:19Yeah, me ma'am.
11:20I know.
11:21I should've said straight away that was stupid.
11:24Just...
11:25Just wanted to meet you.
11:26And find out what happened.
11:28Just wanted to understand why I was so stupid.
11:31You're trying to rob us.
11:32I'm sorry.
11:33Trying to rob us.
11:34Is that it?
11:35No, no.
11:36You're trying to rob us.
11:37Is that it?
11:38No, no.
11:39Come on, come on, come on.
11:40Come on, come on, come on.
11:41Come on, come on.
11:42Come on.
11:43Come on, come on.
11:44Come on, come on.
11:45Come on.
11:46I don't understand why I was put in care.
11:48How dare you lie.
11:51You're waiting here.
11:53I can't do this.
11:55I can't do this.
11:56Hang on.
11:57You're the one in the wrong here, not me.
11:59Get out.
12:00Shooting up?
12:02With a toddler in the house?
12:04Locking me away while you're having a good time?
12:06What?
12:07You OD'd?
12:08Is that what happened?
12:09I don't know what you're talking about.
12:11Yes, you do!
12:12Why would I make that up?
12:13Why would I remember?
12:14Needles?
12:15I don't know.
12:16I'm a diabetic.
12:18I don't know.
12:19No.
12:20You think you remember.
12:21I don't do that.
12:22But you don't.
12:23I remember.
12:24Party's been locked away.
12:25You don't understand.
12:26I can hear the music.
12:27I can't have this conversation.
12:29I want you out.
12:30At my house.
12:32Hey, you're not even going to explain yourself.
12:36What?
12:37You can't do this!
12:38What?
12:39You can't do this!
12:40No.
12:41ITU beds are allocated strictly on the basis of clinical priority.
12:55And this area is for patients and relatives only.
12:56Okay.
12:57And do the rest of the parents know who they're sharing a ward with?
13:01Get out!
13:02Get out!
13:03Get out!
13:04I'm calling security!
13:05Hey!
13:06Okay.
13:07Remind me never to get on the wrong side of you.
13:08Journalist.
13:09Can you believe that?
13:10Have any victims of contaminated drugs been denied a bed because of someone who was selling
13:15them?
13:16Well, how do they know that?
13:17I don't know.
13:18But Darcy Kallara just took our last level three bed.
13:20So, you know.
13:21You know.
13:22You know.
13:23You know.
13:24You know.
13:25You know.
13:26You know.
13:27You know.
13:28You know.
13:29You know.
13:30You know.
13:31You know.
13:32You know.
13:33You know.
13:34You know.
13:35You know.
13:36You know.
13:37You know.
13:38It'll be alright.
13:39She's got the best people looking after her.
13:45Okay.
13:46Listen.
13:47I'm gonna go get a bite to eat from somewhere that's not a vending machine if you fancy a
13:52break.
13:54But I have a sad sandwich in the fridge.
13:55If I ever get the chance.
13:56Yeah.
13:57I'll make sure that guy finds the exit.
14:08Yeah.
14:09Yeah.
14:10Yeah.
14:11Yeah.
14:12Yeah.
14:13Yeah.
14:14Yeah.
14:15Yeah.
14:16Yeah.
14:17Yeah.
14:18Yeah.
14:19You found us.
14:20Yeah.
14:21For what good it did.
14:22Even now.
14:23She doesn't want anything to do with us.
14:25I started remembering all this stuff.
14:27And she says I'm wrong but I don't know if I am.
14:31I don't know.
14:32Nicole.
14:33It's okay.
14:34Why lie?
14:35Diabetes.
14:36But that doesn't explain the rest of it.
14:39I don't know.
14:40I just don't know.
14:41Sorry.
14:42I know I'm not making any sense.
14:45No.
14:46It's okay.
14:47Okay.
14:48I've come all the way here.
14:49And me grown up brain knows I am wasting my time.
14:54But there's still a little girl inside of us that just needs answers.
14:59And now I'm sat here in me car and I don't know what to do.
15:06I just want to see.
15:08How's Cassie?
15:09Um.
15:10She hasn't responded to the sentation hold.
15:16Right.
15:17Look.
15:18It's getting late.
15:19I don't think you should be driving when you're upset.
15:21Maybe you should find somewhere there to stay.
15:24Maybe.
15:25But if Cassie does come round she needs someone with her.
15:27I reckon if I apologise to Maddox she will let us back in.
15:31Nicole.
15:32Vicky came back.
15:33Cassie's birth lab.
15:34Vicky.
15:35Apparently she hasn't left her side.
15:37Said she'd go here.
15:40Okay.
15:41So.
15:42No need to rush back then.
15:44We need you in cubicle two.
15:49Little girl.
15:50I'm sorry.
15:51I have to go.
15:52No.
15:53I understand.
15:55Thank you for calling.
15:56Olivia.
15:57Of course.
15:59Bye.
16:09For you.
16:11Really?
16:12Yeah.
16:13I mean I had to guess what you'd want but hopefully it's better than a sad sandwich.
16:16Oh thank you.
16:17Oh thank you.
16:18That's really sweet.
16:19You know normally when I buy a girl dinner I prefer to be somewhere a little bit more romantic
16:23but needs most.
16:25Dr Byron are you flirting with me?
16:27No.
16:28If I'm in a can if you want me to.
16:29You don't remember me do you?
16:30Didn't think that you did.
16:31Look at me.
16:32Look at me.
16:33Stop shouting.
16:34I hope she dies it'd be the least that she said.
16:35Enough.
16:36Enough.
16:37I've got reporters calling me.
16:38Do you know what she's done?
16:39She's the reason why my daughter's in here in the first place.
16:40If you're a daughter then do drop.
16:41Don't you talk about her daughter and shut up.
16:42Come on.
16:43Calm down okay?
16:44You okay?
16:45Calm down okay?
16:46You okay?
16:47What do you think?
16:48I think that everybody is just tired and emotional.
17:03Suppose you think she's right do you?
17:05Think Cassie deserves all of this?
17:07Of course I don't.
17:09Cassie was taken advantage of by the same people who contaminated those pills.
17:12People who do not care who gets hurt as long as they make a profit.
17:15Yes you are.
17:16That's why she deserves the best possible treatment.
17:17Same as everybody else.
17:21There's a relative's room just down the corridor.
17:23Why don't you just go get some rest?
17:24I don't want to leave her on her own.
17:26See.
17:27Well I'll stay with her.
17:29Just go get a couple of hours.
17:31Really?
17:32Yeah.
17:33She has a big day tomorrow and she is going to need you.
17:36I'll stay with her.
17:37Okay I won't leave her side I promise.
17:42Thanks.
17:43Just try and rest.
17:45Just try and rest.
18:12I'll make her after hell.
18:14Just try and rest.
18:15That awesome.
18:16It's all a fine.
18:17I won't be.
18:18Maybe.
18:18Unex sessions.
18:20What ells...
18:21I'm waiting for about 20?
18:22Trico's up yeah...
18:24Ok,ada.
18:26I'm going through my room.
18:27Không no to 9pm,
18:28I have no streets.
18:29Let donate something to me.
18:30I know...
18:31It's a pedal to the rail.
18:32алаya...
18:33I mean, there it is no oneчMP amount
18:36Excuse me.
18:57Hello, my sweetheart.
19:00It's OK, Darcy.
19:01It's OK.
19:02I'm here, baby girl.
19:04Hi.
19:04It's OK.
19:05Hi, Darcy.
19:06Just try and relax.
19:08Stay nice and calm and we'll get this tube out for you, OK?
19:12Nice and steady.
19:16Good girl.
19:18She's waking up.
19:20So it does happen.
19:24I'm going to get us a new place.
19:27But when she's well enough, we can have a new start.
19:32Both of us.
19:33Yeah.
19:34She's a great day.
19:41I know what you can hear is.
19:43Can we please just talk?
19:45I just need to know what happened and then I'll leave you alone.
19:49I just need to know.
19:51Surely you can understand that.
19:54Ten minutes.
19:56Five minutes.
19:57I'm not even worth that.
20:10I'm not even worth that.
20:10Technically, I didn't lie.
20:25You had a...
20:27It said NHS on it.
20:29I'm a doctor.
20:32I'm a doctor.
20:32In E.
20:33Down south.
20:34Not up here.
20:35That's how you knew how to do all that.
20:40Are you really a diabetic?
20:43It would just help us to know if I'm asked if it runs in the family.
20:46How did you find us?
20:58A friend helped us.
21:02Why did you lock us up?
21:10I've not remembered that wrong, have I?
21:12You...
21:12You did?
21:15I wasn't locking you up.
21:17I was keeping you safe.
21:20From what?
21:21Yeah, Dad.
21:27Come on.
21:28Gina!
21:29No, Mummy.
21:30No, please.
21:31Shh.
21:32It's okay.
21:33Come on.
21:33Come on.
21:33Get in here.
21:34Come on.
21:34Get in here.
21:36Come in with it.
21:37Gina, if you don't get in here.
21:42Get in here.
21:45Get in here.
21:46No.
21:49That's for our medicines.
21:50She can't have them on an empty stomach sore.
22:20I know we're all invested in Cassie Wood's prognosis,
22:31so I just thought I'd update everyone at once.
22:33She's had a CT angio this morning and, unfortunately, the results weren't what we all hoped for.
22:42They're going to do further brainstem testing, but it's not looking good.
22:46There's an MDT this afternoon where, obviously, next steps will be discussed.
22:53That's it.
22:54That's all I've got, guys.
22:55Don't mention item of beds to me.
23:02I wasn't going to.
23:03Good.
23:05He didn't want to play mam's and dad's.
23:07I'm not defending him.
23:14I'm just telling you how it was.
23:17Go on.
23:17That's it, really.
23:29He would go out, drink too much, come home and knock me about.
23:37Sometimes his mates would come round.
23:41They'd drink and play video games and then they'd leave and...
23:49He never touched you.
23:53It was me.
23:54I tried to keep you away from it, but it was best I could, but...
24:01I know you saw more than you should have.
24:08Junkie!
24:08Junkie!
24:10Junkie!
24:12Junkie!
24:14Junkie!
24:16Junkie!
24:18Junkie!
24:20Junkie!
24:22Junkie!
24:23Junkie!
24:24Junkie!
24:25Junkie!
24:26Junkie!
24:27Junkie!
24:28Junkie!
24:29Junkie!
24:30Junkie!
24:31Junkie!
24:32Where's he now?
24:34Dead.
24:35OK.
24:36Er...
24:37When?
24:38How?
24:39Before I went into care?
24:40After?
24:41Last year?
24:42Before?
24:43Before?
24:44Before?
24:45Before?
24:46Before?
24:47Before?
24:48Before?
24:49Before?
24:50Before?
24:51Before?
24:54I...
24:55I don't understand.
24:57Why didn't you keep his if...
24:59If he was gone?
25:01If there was no threat?
25:05Unless it wasn't your choice.
25:07I don't know.
25:09If you were in prison?
25:11Oh...
25:12God.
25:13Did you kill him?
25:15Ma'am?
25:16She's choking.
25:17Oh, you are a doctor?
25:18No.
25:19She's really choking.
25:20Ma'am!
25:21She's unconscious.
25:22You need to get ahead.
25:23I'm gonna get her on the floor, alright?
25:24Thank God.
25:25Thank God.
25:26That's it.
25:27That's it.
25:28That's it.
25:29That's it.
25:30That's it.
25:31That's it.
25:32Call 999.
25:33Oh, my God.
25:34Ambulance.
25:35It's out.
25:36We're alright, it's out.
25:37Right, nice and easy.
25:38There you go.
25:39No, we're okay.
25:40She's breathing.
25:41Bloody hell, ma'am.
25:42Who chokes on soup?
25:43Ma'am!
25:44Who chokes on soup?
25:45Ma'am.
25:46He chokes on soup.
25:47Ma'am.
25:48Ha, ha, ha, ha.
25:49Right, nice and easy.
25:50There you go.
25:51No, we're okay.
25:52She's breathing.
25:53Bloody hell, ma'am.
25:54Who chokes on soup?
25:55Ma'am.
25:56Right, you keep an eye on her.
25:58I'll come and get my work back from the car.
25:59I'll check over, alright?
26:01Ma'am.
26:03Right, you keep an eye on her.
26:09I'll go and get me work back from the car.
26:10I'll check her off, all right?
26:13No, I'm still here.
26:16No, we're OK.
26:17My daughter's here.
26:18She's a doctor.
26:26Cassie?
26:27Cassie, can you hear me?
26:33Cassie?
27:03Please, tell me it's good, because I've been out here thinking all these things, and I just...
27:18I really need to know she's going to be OK, because this is my chance now to make this right.
27:25I have to make it right.
27:29I'm not ready.
27:31I'm not ready, because I have to tell her.
27:34I have to say I'm sorry.
27:41Sounds nice and clear.
27:43No broken ribs.
27:45No surgical emphysema.
27:47No pain on palpation.
27:48I think she's all right.
27:50Should I call and cancel the ambulance?
27:52It's worth them saying, eh?
27:54They'll want to do an x-ray and probably some bloods because of our infection.
27:57OK.
28:00I didn't kill him.
28:02He came off his motorbike.
28:05I wasn't in prison, and I wasn't a junkie who overdosed.
28:10I know why you want there to be some big, dramatic, movie-style explanation as to why things ended up the way they did, but...
28:19The truth is, I was a mess.
28:22I was 19, single parent, stone broke.
28:29I was skipping meals to make me benefit stretch, and me diabetes got worse.
28:34My mummy won't wake up.
28:36How bad did it get?
28:39Diabetic coma.
28:40What do they call it, erm?
28:47Ventilator pneumonia?
28:49Ventilator required pneumonia.
28:51Something like that.
28:53Anyway, one thing led to another, and...
28:54I woke up in ITU a month later.
29:00They'd already put you in emergency foster care.
29:03Right, but that was only temporary, until he'd recovered, so...
29:09Yeah, and that was the plan.
29:15But when it was time to go home...
29:19...I just never took you back.
29:20So you did abandon us?
29:30I had no family, no support.
29:33What about your mum?
29:34My mum died when I was a bairn.
29:36I grew up with me nana, until she died too.
29:38So this is...
29:40Ruth.
29:43She's my mother-in-law.
29:46You're married.
29:4722 years.
29:50Have you got three boys?
29:58EEG shows flat isoelectric tracing.
30:01There's no evidence of cortical electrical activity,
30:04and no response to external stimuli.
30:05Dr. Ventilator repeated full brainstem testing
30:08and had the same results.
30:10The CT angiogram shows a complete loss
30:13of grey-white matter differentiation,
30:16indicating that since the initial scans done on arrival in the ED,
30:19severe hypoxic brain injury has developed.
30:22As you can see, there's complete effacement of the ventricles,
30:26the basal cisterns and sulci due to cerebral oedema.
30:30Together, this paints a cohesive picture
30:32of non-survivable brain injury,
30:33with no signs of ongoing neurological activity.
30:37By all neurological criteria, Cassie is dead.
30:42She's permanently lost the capacity for consciousness
30:44and the ability to breathe by herself.
30:48I think the right course of action now
30:50is the withdrawal of life-sustaining treatment.
30:54Are we all in agreement?
30:55No, I can't agree to this.
31:05Flynn, you're not serious.
31:07I mean, sorry, Flynn,
31:09two out of three of every one of our resource beds
31:11is occupied by people waiting for you.
31:12Is that what you want me to tell her mother?
31:14Sorry, hospital gears need to keep turning.
31:16We need to prioritise bed care.
31:17They are.
31:18This is ridiculous.
31:19No, it's not ridiculous.
31:20OK, can you just call her?
31:21Claire needs more time!
31:22Do you mean the mother?
31:24I think her name's Vicky.
31:25This was what I just said!
31:26No, love.
31:27It's the sad Claire.
31:31Let's take some time to cool down.
31:34We can review the situation in the morning.
31:35There's obviously something else going on.
31:48If you've acted tight, you can't.
31:51Oh, Siobhan.
31:52Come here.
32:00OK.
32:01All right, well, let's get to keepers.
32:03Excuse me.
32:04Rashid Masu.
32:04I understand you're in a relationship with Serena Callahan,
32:11recently arrested for drug offences.
32:13Sorry, I've got nothing to say.
32:13Did you know?
32:15Were you aware that you were just a fine-
32:16Leave me alone, please.
32:17Substances.
32:18Which were being-
32:19You can't do that!
32:23Yeah, I can, though, Connor.
32:24If you're harassing a member of my staff.
32:26Was it you who were called a patient's relatives?
32:28Huh?
32:29Feeding off of people's misery when they're at their most vulnerable.
32:31You should be ashamed of yourself.
32:32Get out of here before I report you for harassment.
32:35Go on, get out of here!
32:36Wait.
32:37Seriously, come on, what the hell?
32:40Parasite.
32:41I hate you.
32:45You OK?
32:46Yeah, I'm OK.
32:48I was on me own.
32:57In and out of care.
33:01Pushing people away when things got rough, because I knew the only person I could rely on was myself.
33:06I thought someone would adopt you.
33:11Well, they didn't.
33:16Nobody wanted me.
33:17And you just started again.
33:25Had some brand new kids when the timing was better.
33:28That's not fair.
33:30That's what's not fair!
33:31I kept thinking...
33:33What if you hadn't called for help?
33:38How long would it have been until someone found you?
33:41You could have starved to death, sitting next to my rotten corpse, and no-one would have known.
33:48But I didn't.
33:50I called 999.
33:51But you shouldn't have had to.
33:54You were just a bit.
33:57I thought I was doing what was best for both of us.
34:00That's a cop-out.
34:01Well, maybe it is.
34:02But I'm not as strong as you are.
34:04I couldn't do it all on me own.
34:08I never had a choice.
34:12I am sorry.
34:17I'm sorry.
34:18I couldn't be the person, the mam, that you needed me to be.
34:26Right or wrong, the truth is, Nicole, if I'd had to look after us both,
34:31I don't think either of us would have made it.
34:39Right.
34:41Well.
34:45Now I know, don't I?
34:48Take it if you need to.
34:55I'll check on you.
35:00No, it's not a good time.
35:10When are they doing it?
35:11I'm not sure.
35:13It's not tonight, maybe in the morning.
35:16You should be here.
35:17She doesn't need me there.
35:22For you.
35:30Hey.
35:32Vicky went home for a change of clothes.
35:34She'll be back later.
35:36Okay.
35:37Well, I mean, do you want me to leave you to it?
35:39No, it's okay.
35:41You don't have to go.
35:42Are you okay?
35:43Okay.
35:51Are you okay?
35:52St. James's Pediatric Intensive Care Unit 2011, you were in F2 on rotation.
36:06You do remember me.
36:10Not until you said, um, because you're not memorable.
36:14Oh, you had a lot going on.
36:16Yeah.
36:18He was my first.
36:21First patient I saw have their life support withdrawn.
36:25I've never forgotten him.
36:26Joseph, Nathan, Byron.
36:34Anyway.
36:37Uh, I need to get a handover.
36:40Yeah, sure.
36:40Don't let me keep you.
36:41Yeah, no, I will.
37:00Okay.
37:03And Gauzy, thanks.
37:05Thanks.
37:05Thanks.
37:05Thanks.
37:05Thanks.
37:11Tina.
37:21Sorry.
37:23I just wanted to give you this.
37:29So you did think about us then, sometimes?
37:33Of course I did.
37:35Every time I saw a little blonde lass on the street, I'd wonder.
37:38Well, you know, what it would have been like if.
37:48Anyway.
37:52I have to go.
37:54Oh, okay.
37:56Look, there's someone who, I thought we were better off without each other, but it's not that simple, is it?
38:06Do you want to swap numbers?
38:08Do you want to stay in touch?
38:11No.
38:13I don't think so.
38:17You've got your family.
38:19I've got me answers.
38:20Yeah, that's great.
38:36Appreciate it.
38:41Yeah, come in.
38:43Hey, so orthopedics said we can use their recovery base.
38:46That's great, thank you.
38:47Can you sign this for me, please?
38:48I'm not able to discharge anybody at the moment.
38:52Yeah, how does he work like this?
38:53I don't know.
38:54Apparently there's some kind of system.
38:56But he was outside earlier.
38:58He lost his head with some reporter.
39:01Reporter?
39:02That's great for PR, isn't it?
39:03He called Cassie's mum, Claire, earlier on.
39:06That's his ex-wife's name.
39:08Well, I don't know.
39:08Is there some history between the two of them?
39:10Look, don't ask me.
39:11I knew him at uni, but he wasn't with Claire then.
39:13So, no idea.
39:14Well, you know, something's got to give, because, you know, we're logjammed.
39:17Stevie?
39:17Yes, Mrs Ashgar, on my way.
39:19Er, I don't know.
39:20Ask him.
39:47Er, I don't know.
40:17Er, I don't know.
40:47Sorry, Flynn.
40:48It's no good.
40:49It's time.
40:49Yeah.
40:55I was, um...
40:57I was thinking about Joseph, I suppose.
41:02What are you thinking about your son?
41:06Have you been reading my confidential medical files?
41:10I could have you struck off for that.
41:12I didn't say you could.
41:13I don't know what the point would be.
41:14Well, it would make me feel better.
41:15It wouldn't.
41:22No.
41:24Maybe it wouldn't.
41:30He was ten months old when we had to make the decision to...
41:35Flynn, I can't even imagine.
41:37I mean, Claire, she wasn't...
41:39You know, she couldn't, so I...
41:43What else could you do?
41:43Somebody had to make a decision.
41:45She didn't see it that way.
41:48I mean, she just wanted more time with him, but...
41:51I pushed her into making a decision before she was ready.
41:59I don't think she ever forgave me for that.
42:03Not really.
42:05I know I didn't.
42:05You know, though, this isn't the same.
42:10Ricky isn't Claire.
42:12Cassie isn't Joseph.
42:13I know.
42:14I know.
42:15I just didn't want to make the same mistake again.
42:17I didn't want to make things worse than they already are.
42:20I don't think you could make anything worse, Flynn.
42:24Oh, Dylan, he was so small.
42:27Yeah.
42:27I couldn't help him.
42:29I tried.
42:57Nicole.
43:14I...
43:15I'm sorry, I can go if you want us to.
43:22OK.
43:23Erm...
43:25I just wanted to say...
43:27I'm so sorry
43:28for what I said before.
43:30I know Cassie would be really pleased that you're here.
43:37Nicole.
43:39Stay.
43:42She'd want you here, too.
44:21I'm going to go ahead and put it in.
44:51I don't know.
45:21I don't know.
45:51I don't know.
46:21You came.
46:27I wasn't sure that you would.
46:30Whatever you want to say, just say it.
46:35I'm sorry.
46:35I thought you were going to tell me I ruined your life and you'd have a go at me.
46:46I ruined my own life.
46:49And Jake's.
46:51And probably my sister's now that she's got to look after him.
46:55I thought you hated me.
46:56You're a good person, Rash.
46:58If I'd stopped to think about it, I should have known it's exactly what you would do.
47:03I just wish I could go back in time.
47:07Make different decisions.
47:08And I wish I could undo all of it.
47:16If that's the case, then why don't you speak to the police?
47:24Tell them who these people are so they can be stopped.
47:27And then what?
47:29Tell my sister to leave town?
47:31Sell her house?
47:33Pull her own kids out of school?
47:34And I can't go with them, can I?
47:38So what?
47:39I'd just never see my son again?
47:42Now the police just have to do their job without me.
47:46Sonny, people are dying.
47:48Every day, people are dying.
47:50More and more.
47:50And it just, it needs to stop.
47:53I've said I'm sorry.
47:57That's all I really wanted to say.
47:58Sonny, wait.
48:05Sonny, just think about it.
48:06Sonny, just think about it.
48:36Sonny, just think about it.
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