00:00Well, the first time I ever drank, I was like 14, 13, 14. And it was at Candice's wedding. And I was just a blackout drinker. I went, the last thing I remember doing, I think is somewhere around the M of a YMCA. And then I don't remember anything from the rest of the night. And it was awful. And it was ugly. And it was embarrassing. And my mother was horrified.
00:25At that moment, I was horrified the next day. And I felt awful. But it clicked something in there where I was like, ooh, that was fun. You didn't give a shit about anything. You just don't remember it. And it's not like I realized that that was sort of the fix-all. I mean, a lot of it was just dumb teenage stuff.
00:46But I definitely knew at an early age, I'd say around 15, 16, I knew that I drank and partied in a way that my friends did not.
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