Romantic Movie 2023

King Place Drama

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00:00:00You

00:00:30What?

00:00:41I'm tired.

00:00:47Okay.

00:00:50I'm sick of all the meaningless connections.

00:00:57Well?

00:01:00Maybe.

00:01:02If you didn't fuck a new bitch every night, you'd actually take a moment to connect.

00:01:07Are you slut-shaming me right now?

00:01:10Absolutely not.

00:01:13But I know you.

00:01:15I'm having an existential crisis.

00:01:18Clearly.

00:01:20Why do I always do that?

00:01:23Do what?

00:01:25Lose myself and others.

00:01:28Like, I'm 22 and I still don't know what I'm doing.

00:01:31I'm gonna take a guess and say it's because you're only 22.

00:01:35Do you not see the difference between me and you?

00:01:39You and Rachel are in a healthy relationship.

00:01:42You're committed.

00:01:43You have a house.

00:01:44Me, I dated a girl who I love so much that I freaked the fuck out, screwed it all up, then

00:01:51wanted her back just to be at the same spot two years again later.

00:01:55I don't get a boutique that I fucking hate waxing vaginas all day.

00:02:06I think that sounds pretty sweet.

00:02:09What am I doing wrong?

00:02:13Parker, you have got to stop comparing us.

00:02:18We are on two separate timelines.

00:02:21We're two different people.

00:02:23I mean, we're in a weird age anyway.

00:02:26I mean, you got some people just going into college.

00:02:30You got some people getting married to have kids.

00:02:33It's gross.

00:02:34I mean, that one guy we knew from AP Bio.

00:02:38I'm thinking about her again.

00:02:43No.

00:02:44I am.

00:02:45You have got to stop this.

00:02:58Every time you get off track, you go back to this, Parker.

00:03:03You are comfortable with her, okay?

00:03:06But you cannot keep going back to that just because.

00:03:10I think I just need to get out of here.

00:03:13Go where?

00:03:15I don't know.

00:03:16Like, Nashville?

00:03:18I just want something meaningful.

00:03:21I guess if it keeps you from doing something idiotic.

00:03:28I want to drive.

00:03:31I mean, we can go for a drive.

00:03:34I mean, I want to go somewhere.

00:03:37Like, like a road trip.

00:03:40Why are you looking at me like that?

00:03:42Let's go.

00:03:43Like, like right now?

00:03:45Like right now.

00:03:46Oh my God.

00:03:51Alright.

00:03:52Okay.

00:03:53Yes!

00:03:54Can we go tomorrow?

00:03:56Yeah, that's fine.

00:03:58Hey, Jessica.

00:03:59Um, I don't think that I'm going to be able to make it into work next week.

00:04:13What's that?

00:04:14My grandmother got hospitalized.

00:04:17She, uh, has really bad diarrhea.

00:04:23It won't stop.

00:04:28And they don't know, um, why.

00:04:31Listen.

00:04:32Yeah, Jessica.

00:04:33I gotta go.

00:04:34I'm sorry.

00:04:35My mom is waiting on me.

00:04:36And I'll be in next week.

00:04:37I promise.

00:04:41You're gonna go to hell.

00:04:43My grandma's been dead for like three years.

00:04:46She'll appreciate the spot in 80 though.

00:04:50Okay.

00:04:51Yeah.

00:05:13Close all the curtains.

00:05:17Hold it.

00:05:18Step it in.

00:05:19Step it up.

00:05:21You gotta stay back.

00:05:22Step it up.

00:05:23She got a tempe

00:05:30and then you can get the settles to trust.

00:05:37Stand down.

00:05:41Sit!

00:05:42Go.

00:05:44Can you pass me the gummy worms?

00:05:53There you go.

00:05:54There you go.

00:05:56You know, when I was a kid and we'd go to the theater with my mom, she'd actually always

00:06:02bring gummies to flip the popcorn.

00:06:04So that's where you got it from?

00:06:06You bought heterogeneous ideas.

00:06:08Aww.

00:06:09She sounds like she'd be fun.

00:06:12She wasn't.

00:06:13She's not really.

00:06:29Parker?

00:06:31I think I caught asthma.

00:06:33I'm tired.

00:06:34We haven't even started walking yet.

00:06:39Shit.

00:06:41Can you believe places like this just exist?

00:06:45We get to look at it with like our eyes.

00:06:49It makes me feel kind of small.

00:06:53But in a good way.

00:06:55In a good way.

00:06:56I guess that's better than, you know, like going the other way around.

00:07:00What kind of mean?

00:07:02It don't matter?

00:07:04All right.

00:07:05We're going to stick a pen in that and come back to that later.

00:07:08Enjoy the view.

00:07:09Yeah.

00:07:10I'm glad we did this.

00:07:11It's a good idea.

00:07:12Hmm.

00:07:13Hmm.

00:07:14I'm starting to think that I needed this too.

00:07:15You know?

00:07:16I don't know.

00:07:17I just feel like every day is starting to blend together.

00:07:26And it's just become so monotonous.

00:07:27And like, am I doing something big in the grand scheme of everything?

00:07:32How could you say that?

00:07:33You and Rachel are literally perfect.

00:07:35That's interesting that you think that just because I'm in a relationship with Rachel,

00:07:36that my life is squeaky clean and spotless.

00:07:37I just never really thought about it.

00:07:38I don't know.

00:07:39I don't know.

00:07:40I don't know.

00:07:41I just feel like every day is starting to blend together.

00:07:42And it's just become so monotonous.

00:07:43And like, am I doing something big in the grand scheme of everything?

00:07:48How could you say that?

00:07:50You and Rachel are literally perfect.

00:07:53That's interesting that you think that just because I'm in a relationship with Rachel,

00:07:59that my life is squeaky clean and spotless.

00:08:02I just never really thought about it.

00:08:04I mean, don't get me wrong.

00:08:08Rachel's my bitch.

00:08:09I love her.

00:08:11But she doesn't define my whole existence.

00:08:14Even on our best days, I still feel like my existence is infinitesimal.

00:08:25Whoa!

00:08:26Big word.

00:08:27I know.

00:08:28It's a song.

00:08:29It's a dope-ass song.

00:08:31You should listen to it.

00:08:34I know.

00:08:35It's a dope.

00:08:36Weird or weird.

00:08:37Weird or weird.

00:08:38Just love her?

00:08:39Definitely.

00:08:40Another.

00:08:41Weird.

00:08:42Weird.

00:08:43Weird.

00:08:44Weird.

00:08:45Weird.

00:08:46Weird.

00:08:47Weird.

00:08:48Weird.

00:08:49Weird.

00:08:50Weird.

00:08:51Weird.

00:08:52Weird.

00:08:53Weird.

00:08:54Weird.

00:08:55Weird.

00:08:56Weird.

00:08:57So like, we're supposed to see, like UFOs?

00:08:58dark. This becomes, like, the darkest place in the country. And then, the UFOs come out.

00:09:04So, like, at night time? Yeah, at night time. Interesting. Yeah.

00:09:12So, you remember that one time me, you, and Rachel went to Canada,

00:09:17and then we all got lost in Toronto? Yeah, you would think that someone from Toronto

00:09:23would know their way around Toronto. Yeah, well, but do you remember how when we were on the plane,

00:09:31and, like, all of our phones died, and so we just gave up, and then we went and got sushi?

00:09:36Dude, best sashimi ever. Oh, no. I guess I just miss doing stuff like that.

00:09:44Well, I kind of feel like that's what we're doing, you know? Sitting out in the woods,

00:09:48looking for aliens. Yeah.

00:09:54You do be having a point. Yeah, that's what we're doing.

00:10:01So, what's next? You know, I really haven't thought that far.

00:10:06Well, I'm just following your lead. I'm probably going to need to go back to work sometime, though.

00:10:13Oh, I definitely am getting fired. Yeah, fuck capitalism. I don't want to work for modern

00:10:17societies anyways. I want to live in the woods and scavenge for berries.

00:10:23All right. Well, why don't we go to Nashville?

00:10:30Really?

00:10:30But, yeah, you brought it up. I mean, if we left right now, we could probably get there by the night.

00:10:39Bed.

00:10:39But, wait. There is one more thing I want you to see.

00:10:53Follow me.

00:10:53What's it doing, nerd?

00:11:07Just journaling a little.

00:11:09Journaling.

00:11:10Mm-hmm.

00:11:10How was work?

00:11:13Oh, good.

00:11:14Oh, my dad called me on my break.

00:11:19Yeah?

00:11:20Yeah.

00:11:21He wants to see if we want to go get dinner with him sometime this week.

00:11:26I have no pain.

00:11:27No pain?

00:11:28Good.

00:11:31I think it'll be good.

00:11:33We literally haven't seen him since.

00:11:35He helped us with enough.

00:11:38I think it'll be bad to see you.

00:11:39Mm-hmm.

00:11:40Yeah.

00:11:40Do you want coffee?

00:11:42Yeah, be good.

00:11:47What do you get?

00:11:50Yeah.

00:11:50Okay.

00:12:02How much?

00:12:03I think he's got a bit.

00:12:10So, the aliens come to Earth for this.

00:12:24Uh-huh.

00:12:26And you just put your stuff on the ground and the aliens will see it.

00:12:33Yeah, so, I mean, you just, you just bring your weird, send them a shit.

00:12:39Um, and then, uh, like, uh, the aliens just, like, beamed down and, like, appreciate it a lot.

00:12:49I don't know.

00:12:50That's what the lady at the desk said.

00:12:52So.

00:12:53And it's called an alien junkyard?

00:12:57Yeah.

00:12:57Okay, well, what are you going to put down?

00:13:06Way ahead of you.

00:13:17You two.

00:13:19That's where you're leaving?

00:13:22Yeah.

00:13:23You don't think you should, like, leave some, like, a picture of you and Rachel?

00:13:25No.

00:13:28The aliens don't want to see a couple of normies.

00:13:30They don't want to see Aubrey Plaza in a questionable Christmas film.

00:13:35Okay.

00:13:39What are you going to leave?

00:13:41I don't know.

00:13:45What about that?

00:13:46Oh, hell no.

00:13:47I've had this thing for, like, eight years.

00:13:50Okay.

00:13:50And that's what makes it perfect.

00:13:52It's got your human juice memories all over it.

00:13:55Leave it.

00:14:06All right, well, the aliens better appreciate the fuck out of that.

00:14:09That thing's been the staple of my wardrobe since, like, high school.

00:14:13Hey.

00:14:14We're here to leave our old selves behind.

00:14:18We're here to find who the new us is.

00:14:21The new parker.

00:14:22Okay, well, will you let me know when you figure that out?

00:14:26Probably not.

00:14:32What?

00:14:33You look so pretty.

00:14:36Can you help?

00:14:37Yeah.

00:14:37I'm nervous.

00:14:50Why?

00:14:51I feel like your dad hates me now.

00:14:55What?

00:14:55He's always liked you.

00:14:57He's like the only family you have, and I just want to know how much I love you.

00:15:01Can you trust I can make good decisions?

00:15:06But I broke your heart.

00:15:23All right.

00:15:24Today's the day.

00:15:25So do we have anything else on the agenda other than Nashville?

00:15:30No.

00:15:31Just wherever we end up.

00:15:33What is it without Nashville, anyway?

00:15:36I don't know.

00:15:36My parents always said that we would take a family trip there, and we just never went.

00:15:40So, and it kind of stuck with me.

00:15:42Why?

00:15:44We always went on a cruise or to Disney World.

00:15:47I don't know.

00:15:48I guess it was just never really important to them to go to Nashville.

00:15:51But it was to you.

00:15:52Yeah.

00:15:53I always thought of it kind of like a magical place, you know, but in a cool, rustic, cowboy way.

00:15:58Plus, I always wanted to get one of those cute little guitar keychains.

00:16:02Hmm.

00:16:03My parents just always ship me off to my grandparents.

00:16:06And they lived in a really tiny town, so, I mean, it was an adventure in its own.

00:16:10You know, just with a lot of cornfields and, you know, fast food restaurants.

00:16:15See, but I wish I had that.

00:16:18You wish you never went on a cruise?

00:16:20No, not like that.

00:16:21I mean, like, I wish my parents cared more about what I wanted.

00:16:29How can I put this nicely?

00:16:31You, my friend, need a reality check.

00:16:36What do you mean?

00:16:38So, why did you wake up with Ellie?

00:16:41Again?

00:16:43Like, in high school?

00:16:44Yeah.

00:16:46I didn't know what I wanted.

00:16:47But now, all of a sudden, you know what you want.

00:16:53I mean...

00:16:54So, let me get this straight.

00:16:55You broke up with her because you didn't want to be with her, but then you did want to be with her.

00:17:01Then two years later, when she got upset because you didn't treat her the way you said you were going to treat her, now all of a sudden you went back.

00:17:08You know it's not so cut and dry.

00:17:12I'm just playing devil's advocate.

00:17:14I was 17.

00:17:16I thought I needed to drink all the time and smoke weed and just create this, like, tornado of emotion just to feel something, you know?

00:17:24There it is.

00:17:25The contradiction.

00:17:27The contradiction.

00:17:27You love to sabotage yourself.

00:17:30You have to have the main character energy and you have to have all the problems.

00:17:34That's not true.

00:17:36No, that's kind of true.

00:17:38She's important to me, Fern.

00:17:40I know she is.

00:17:42If there's ever a chance in hell that you were going to get her back, you've got to have better coping mechanisms.

00:17:48You've got to learn.

00:17:49You've got to grow.

00:17:51They're not going to be good for her unless they're good for you.

00:17:55No.

00:17:55You want another drink?

00:18:00I think I'm okay.

00:18:01Okay.

00:18:25Do you think you liked me?

00:18:30Hard.

00:18:30You've never not liked Peter, what?

00:18:36I wouldn't like me.

00:18:38Okay.

00:18:43Why do you do that?

00:18:45Do what?

00:18:47Why do you need other people's validation?

00:18:50He's your dad, Ellie.

00:18:55But I love you.

00:18:57Can that not be enough?

00:19:03Why can't you forgive yourself?

00:19:04Because I always...

00:19:20Because...

00:19:22Because I...

00:19:22Always...

00:19:25Hope...

00:20:28What?

00:20:29I'm going to puke.

00:20:43Are you ready for it?

00:20:51Why do I feel like I'm about to have a pulmonary embolism?

00:20:53You know, that is how I felt the first time I ever saw Brad Velvet's music video for Psycho.

00:21:00I'd make a bunny, my wife, and we'd rob this whole town.

00:21:09Maybe take all that money, get a boat and sail down, down.

00:21:15Where the blue, blue waters flow.

00:21:21Yes, this is a place I would go.

00:21:26We might get ourselves lost.

00:21:30We may never be found.

00:21:32If ever that day comes around.

00:21:44Dude, that sucked.

00:21:48I wasn't going to say anything unless you did.

00:21:52I don't know why I thought a city full of drunken tourists, vomit-filled streets, and cheapo guitar souvenirs would be so life-altering.

00:22:00It's almost like you build things up in your head to be bigger than they actually are.

00:22:09You have all these unrealistic expectations.

00:22:11I don't need a lecture.

00:22:11I just think life is about the little things.

00:22:22The stuff you didn't plan.

00:22:24You know?

00:22:25No, you're right.

00:22:28Like these fries.

00:22:31I'm going to remember these fries.

00:22:34For the rest of my life.

00:22:39I have an idea.

00:22:41Okay.

00:22:44Follow me.

00:23:04Break into the pool.

00:23:05What?

00:23:07For the bucket list.

00:23:08I want to break into the pool at night.

00:23:11Okay.

00:23:23Cool.

00:23:24We should get started.

00:23:27Now.

00:23:27You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much.

00:23:33Because if you want somebody else, who am I to judge?

00:23:38I've been thinking about you all the time, but that's all right.

00:23:43I'm starting to get used to it.

00:23:45I think I'll survive.

00:23:47I met you in the summer.

00:23:49I met you in the summer.

00:23:50When you left, it was cold.

00:23:52Said we loved one another.

00:23:55Guess that we were wrong.

00:23:57I met you in the summer.

00:24:00My love was out of control.

00:24:02I've been going crazy without you.

00:24:06I'm so alone.

00:24:06I met you in the summer.

00:24:19I met you in the summer.

00:24:20It's kinda quiet in my room right now, without you

00:24:32And I couldn't really make you stay, so what to do?

00:24:38I'm just staring at my walls and talking to myself

00:24:41Now and then I'll try to laugh, but I'll cry a bit as well

00:24:44I was never any good at being away from you

00:24:47I met you in the summer

00:24:49When you left it was cold

00:24:52Said we loved one another

00:24:54Guess that we were wrong

00:24:57I met you in the summer

00:24:59Our love was out of control

00:25:02I've been going crazy without you

00:25:05I'm so alone

00:25:07I met you in the

00:25:17I met you in the

00:25:19I met you in the

00:25:29I met you in the summer

00:25:29You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much

00:25:42Cause if you want somebody else

00:25:45When you with a

00:25:46Damn you're yours

00:25:46Yes it hurts a little James

00:25:47I met you in the

00:25:51I met you in the

00:25:52And my

00:25:53You know the

00:25:53I met you in the

00:25:54At that point

00:25:54I'll take the

00:25:55At that point

00:25:55I've had you

00:25:57I met you at the

00:25:57With $19

00:25:58And all the

00:26:00When you had!

00:26:00With $90

00:26:01The $2

00:26:04The $19

00:26:05I hope they shut down the pill.

00:26:10Time to shut it down.

00:26:12Shut it down.

00:26:13Shut it down.

00:26:35Shut it down.

00:27:05I love it when you play.

00:27:09I know.

00:27:12So where did you learn how to play?

00:27:15My dad, actually.

00:27:17Yeah, he taught me.

00:27:19But he only learned to impress my mom.

00:27:22Really?

00:27:23Mm-hmm.

00:27:24There's a lot you don't know about me.

00:27:26Oh, yeah?

00:27:27Yeah.

00:27:28Tell me one thing I don't know about you.

00:27:30Oh, God.

00:27:32Um, okay, when I was a kid and I would catch fireflies, I would make wishes on them.

00:27:44Right?

00:27:45Mm-hmm.

00:27:46Probably the cutest thing I've ever heard.

00:27:48Um, I mean, that was one good thing about my mom.

00:27:52I feel like she always had her head in the clouds and believed that life was, like, made of magic.

00:28:00It's actually really instilled that in me.

00:28:03Yeah, but that does kind of sound like you.

00:28:07Ugh.

00:28:08I mean, yeah.

00:28:09I kind of hate it, though, because she was always wanting to live this, like, bigger-than-life reality.

00:28:15And one day, she just decided that me and my dad were not part of that dream anymore.

00:28:22It wasn't enough, so, yeah.

00:28:26I mean, you were just a kid.

00:28:30I don't think it's that it had anything to do with you not being enough.

00:28:35Yeah.

00:28:36Plus, your heart is nothing like hers, anyways.

00:28:42I just don't want to hurt someone the way she handled it.

00:28:47I don't want it to go through.

00:28:50Plus, I feel like a five-year-old wanting to play pretend all the time is probably a lot to handle.

00:28:57Plus, you know what?

00:29:11I don't think she even wanted kids, anyway.

00:29:14I just had…

00:29:15…to be temptation.

00:29:16...

00:29:22…

00:29:23…

00:29:29…

00:29:35Where are we going?

00:29:55You'll see.

00:29:58Are you going to kill me?

00:30:01Allie, you're not supposed to know.

00:30:02Be quiet.

00:30:03Are you choosing a way by knife or a netherweather?

00:30:07What would be more Villanelle of me?

00:30:11She'd probably have some really elaborate scheme and then corner me in the alleyway and parents or something.

00:30:17Mine would be better.

00:30:31This is sweet.

00:30:33You're sweet.

00:30:35You're sweet.

00:30:35Oh, so my friend Michaela is coming in from out of town next weekend and there's this party that I think we're going to do.

00:31:03I thought we went out last weekend.

00:31:08I know, but I want to go like out, out.

00:31:12Just going out with me, just like knock out?

00:31:16You know I don't mean it like that.

00:31:19I guess I'll just stay home alone again.

00:31:22I have found the best use of our word for the most uncomfortable situation.

00:31:50I'm going to go.

00:31:51It's gone.

00:31:52What happened?

00:31:55Well, I'm glad you asked.

00:31:57There I am in the woods trying to take a fat piss and a fly goes right in my face.

00:32:02That's not the best part.

00:32:06Because I didn't see it.

00:32:07I fell right back into my piss.

00:32:11It's not funny.

00:32:13It's kind of funny.

00:32:14It's kind of not funny.

00:32:14It's kind of very funny.

00:32:15Get in the car.

00:32:18Get in the car.

00:32:19We're going.

00:32:19All right.

00:32:45What?

00:32:46What?

00:32:49I got you something.

00:32:52What is that for?

00:32:57Just because?

00:33:13Ellie, I'm sorry.

00:33:15You're doing it.

00:33:17Doing what?

00:33:18You're pulling away.

00:33:21Ellie.

00:33:23No.

00:33:24It's not like that.

00:33:25You know, you promised me on New Year's that you wouldn't do this because of some confusion

00:33:30you have about yourself and what you want.

00:33:34Ellie, we just went on a picnic and to dinner with your dad.

00:33:41What?

00:33:43Am I not allowed to have a few drinks after work?

00:33:46Leave the house?

00:33:47Am I not allowed to?

00:33:50No, you can leave the house.

00:33:53But when you came back to me, we promised that our relationship would not be like this

00:33:58anymore.

00:33:59That's not what's happening.

00:34:00That's not what's happening.

00:34:01And then what is happening?

00:34:04I don't know.

00:34:08You never do.

00:34:08But I don't, I don't know.

00:34:13I don't want to know what living in a world without you is like.

00:34:17And I feel like I'm hurting you.

00:34:20And stop pulling away.

00:34:23It hurts me when you do that.

00:34:25We're happy.

00:34:26We're good.

00:34:28Yeah, we're good.

00:34:30We're good.

00:35:00Can we get a cat?

00:35:24For the sixth time?

00:35:26No.

00:35:27Because they stink.

00:35:29They're stink.

00:35:32You want to clean the litter box?

00:35:36Hold on.

00:35:37Oh my god.

00:35:37Hold on.

00:35:38I'm so late.

00:35:39Oh, that's probably Rachel.

00:35:45It's my mom.

00:35:52You sure this is a good idea?

00:35:54Don't be a fucking pussy.

00:35:55I'm not a fucking pussy.

00:35:58It's gonna get caught.

00:35:59Oh

00:36:29Come on, let's go!

00:36:31My butt!

00:36:33Go, go, go!

00:36:35What are we gonna do now?

00:36:37We're out in our bathing suits.

00:36:39Wanna go to the beach?

00:36:43What beach?

00:36:45Piss cold?

00:36:47Yeah.

00:36:49I guess, yeah, okay.

00:36:51Okay, okay, okay.

00:36:59Take my feet

00:37:01Take my feet

00:37:03Take my feet

00:37:05Take my feet

00:37:07Without my love for the ocean

00:37:11I would be long gone by now

00:37:17It's some kind of devotion

00:37:23That brings me down

00:37:27That without my love for the ocean

00:37:35I would be no one

00:37:41No one

00:37:43La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

00:37:47La, la, la, la, la, la

00:37:49El?

00:37:51Oh, your throne

00:38:03Oh

00:38:05I got there and he was fine.

00:38:16I'm so sorry.

00:38:23My mom was there and she was acting like it was the end of her world.

00:38:28Like she never left.

00:38:30Like she even cared. Ever.

00:38:33I know. It's so complex.

00:38:40She didn't deserve to see him. At all. I deserve to see him.

00:38:47Elle.

00:38:48Don't tell me. She's your mom.

00:38:52I don't care.

00:38:55Elle.

00:38:58What can I do?

00:39:00Nothing.

00:39:03Elle.

00:39:05He's my dad.

00:39:07He was the only one that was ever there for me. He was the only one who never left.

00:39:13I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to even do now.

00:39:18I'm so sorry.

00:39:20Don't be.

00:39:21Don't be.

00:39:23Okay, but like, I'm here.

00:39:27Whatever you need.

00:39:34Are you?

00:39:38What does that even mean?

00:39:39Ellie?

00:39:40No.

00:39:41I'm sorry, Parker.

00:39:42I just...

00:39:43I just don't know how to process it.

00:39:46I get it.

00:39:50Nobody should be projecting that onto you.

00:39:52I shouldn't be doing that. I'm sorry.

00:39:55I kind of deserve it.

00:39:57No, you don't.

00:39:58Ellie.

00:39:59Ellie.

00:40:01Let's be honest.

00:40:02I'm not the most reliable person that's in your life.

00:40:10I feel like I wreak havoc on you, your life, your stability.

00:40:19I feel like I leave you constantly wondering when the next time I'm going to have a big breakdown.

00:40:36This isn't about me.

00:40:38This is about you.

00:40:42You just lost your dad.

00:40:43I just can't believe this guy.

00:40:57You were so good last time this time.

00:41:13I miss my child.

00:41:25We'll be back soon.

00:41:27I don't know, but I just don't miss her.

00:41:30Yeah, I feel that.

00:41:35Who do you miss?

00:41:37Your mom.

00:41:40Yeah, I bet you do miss my mom.

00:41:41No, really, I do.

00:41:45You know, reiterate, let's just go back.

00:41:47Why are we here again?

00:41:50Like, on the trip?

00:41:52Yeah. Yeah, on this trip.

00:41:56Because we wanted to do something exciting.

00:42:03Get away.

00:42:05Something to distract ourselves from this mundane capitalist environment.

00:42:11I'm trying to get over Ellie.

00:42:12Ding, ding, ding, ding.

00:42:13We have a winner.

00:42:14One moment, please.

00:42:15Blind as a bat.

00:42:16Blind as a bat.

00:42:17All right.

00:42:18So, I'm going to role play as your therapist, Gigi.

00:42:19Not to be considered Gigi from the L word.

00:42:20Bet and Gigi forever.

00:42:21So, first question.

00:42:23Why do you think it is so hard for you to let go?

00:42:24What keeps you holding on?

00:42:25I'm going to go back.

00:42:26And I'm going to go back.

00:42:27Okay, so, let's go back and see.

00:42:28And now, let's go back.

00:42:29All right.

00:42:31And then, let's go back and see.

00:42:32Okay, let's go back, let's go back.

00:42:33Let's go back and see.

00:42:34Okay.

00:42:35Okay.

00:42:36Let's go back.

00:42:37So, let's go back and see.

00:42:38Alright.

00:42:39these are Juju from the L word, that and Juju forever. So first question, why do you think

00:42:46it is so hard for you to let go? What keeps you holding on? She's the love of my life.

00:42:57And why do you think that? Because I always go back to her thing, time and time again.

00:43:09Do you not think that maybe you're just comfortable in the environment you created with her? Like

00:43:17do you really think that like out of 7 billion people in this whole world, there's not one

00:43:23other person that you might love? Not like Ellie. A rollercoaster of emotion is not love.

00:43:35It was love. It was the purest love I think I've ever experienced.

00:43:45Well, sometimes love isn't enough then, not to be healthy at least.

00:43:51Why can't I just make it fucking work? Like, I feel like Taylor Swift. I miss screaming,

00:43:57fighting, kissing in the rain. I don't want to be boring and comfortable.

00:44:02I understand that it must be really hard to even think and fathom that there might just be a life

00:44:14after Ellie. But life is bendable. It's changeable. Like you, we are meant to heal. You could finally

00:44:24love someone the way that you deserve to. I just wanted it to be her. I know it's her. She's my person.

00:44:39I hope you're right.

00:44:48Okay, so um, Missy just called me and I need to get to the theater home because she doesn't

00:44:53fucking know how to do anything her stuff, so I have to get ready when I get there.

00:44:58So can you just like, you just need to get in there? Yeah, go on.

00:45:14Wow. I love it when Ellie drinks all my oat milk.

00:45:40Oh, my God.

00:46:07Fuck.

00:46:10Hello?

00:46:19Ellie?

00:46:20Yeah, what's wrong?

00:46:22My fucking tire popped.

00:46:23I had to pull off the side of the freeway into some random parking lot.

00:46:27What do you mean?

00:46:29I mean it's completely deflated.

00:46:34You had to go get milk?

00:46:35Yeah, I just needed the distraction.

00:46:38Have you caught a tow truck?

00:46:41I can call one, but at odds are it'll probably take a few hours.

00:46:45The funeral's in an hour, Parker.

00:46:47I know. I could try calling Fern, see if he can come-

00:46:49I have to go. Just get here.

00:46:54Son of a bitch.

00:46:56Ellie, I am so sorry.

00:47:10I went to the store and met for the coffee, and then I went straight to the funeral room.

00:47:14But then my tower popped, and I called the tow truck company, but they said that they couldn't be there until 1.30, and I didn't know what else to do.

00:47:20I didn't do it on purpose.

00:47:27You missed my dad's funeral room.

00:47:29I know, and I'm so sorry, but it's not my fault.

00:47:34Why didn't you think to just stay home?

00:47:39Okay.

00:47:41Do you ever think about what's going on around you?

00:47:48Ellie.

00:47:48This isn't your fucking world, Parker.

00:47:51Do you ever think, hey, maybe I should just stay home, because Ellie's dad just died.

00:47:57My tire would have popped on the way to the funeral anyways.

00:48:00That's very convenient.

00:48:01Oh, do not pin this on me. I wanted to be there for you.

00:48:05And then you're allowed to talk.

00:48:07What the fuck is your problem?

00:48:09My problem?

00:48:11Parker, you need to figure out if I am good enough for you.

00:48:15If you ever care to give me a scrap of attention.

00:48:18All I do is give you my attention.

00:48:21All you do is worry about Parker.

00:48:25Parker.

00:48:31Oh, fuck that, Ellie.

00:48:32Would your mom do this?

00:48:44What is that?

00:48:46It's a stupid scrapbook that I made for our one year anniversary after getting back together.

00:48:51But it doesn't even fucking matter anymore now, does it?

00:48:53Because I'm so unpredictable, just like your mom.

00:48:58No.

00:48:59No, actually you're really predictable.

00:49:02We always end because you always live.

00:49:10Ellie.

00:49:13Ellie!

00:49:18Ellie, don't go!

00:49:20I have to.

00:49:21I'm gonna go to my dad's beach house and come see her work.

00:49:26You can't leave me like this.

00:49:29You always left me like this, Parker.

00:49:32You're the love of my life.

00:49:37This isn't about us anymore.

00:49:40I need to find me.

00:49:41I need to find who Ellie is again.

00:49:43It's not you, it's me, right?

00:49:45Right.

00:49:46It's you too!

00:49:48You desperately need to grow and find who you want to be and who Parker is.

00:49:53I don't think there can be an us anymore.

00:49:56I don't want to be here without you.

00:50:00I can't ruin myself for you anymore.

00:50:03And you can't either.

00:50:04And you can't either.

00:50:12I don't want you to go.

00:50:14I know.

00:50:15I know.

00:50:36Fern!

00:50:40Fern!

00:50:42Yeah, you can be there by 7.

00:50:44I mean, you know it's gonna be late anyways.

00:50:46I mean, that's how it usually goes.

00:50:49Yeah.

00:50:53Parker just woke up.

00:50:54Hey, I'll see you when I see you.

00:50:57Okay.

00:50:58Love you.

00:50:59Bye.

00:51:01Hey!

00:51:02What are you doing?

00:51:05Rachel's gonna pick me up from the airport.

00:51:08What? Why?

00:51:09Something wrong?

00:51:12Nothing.

00:51:14I'm just not stupid.

00:51:16I'm confused.

00:51:19Why are we in Pensacola?

00:51:21Because we wanted to go to the beach.

00:51:27Why are we in Pensacola, Parker?

00:51:34Look, Fern, I was gonna tell you-

00:51:36Yeah, I know where Ellie lives.

00:51:37I really tried to give you the benefit of the doubt, but you are just the same old Parker.

00:51:48Those...

00:51:50Those weren't my intentions.

00:51:52So you didn't mean to take me on a trip that I thought was us bonding and having all these crazy awesome life experiences together only so that you can just weasel your way in to go see Ellie.

00:52:07That's not what happened.

00:52:08Well, I'm glad I could be up on in your game. So, cool.

00:52:09I mean, I wanted to see Ellie, but it became something more along the way. Halfway through I even forgot why I started the trip.

00:52:29Parker, you are my best friend. But for the love of God, you are so manipulative. Anything you want, you get.

00:52:42Come on. Don't ruin the trip.

00:52:48You already ruined it.

00:52:50I'm sorry. I needed to see her. I needed to win her back.

00:52:56You are so worried about making sure everybody loves you that you end up treating the people who actually do love you like shit.

00:53:06I'm just confused, Fern. I can't do anything right.

00:53:14No one said you had to have it all figured out. But you just dragged everyone into your shit.

00:53:21You know what? You can call me when you've decided to be the Parker that I know you are.

00:53:29I won't be waiting for the call though.

00:53:31Okay, I didn't know just what I mentioned before.

00:53:38I was on the pitch with parents.

00:53:42I was home and frightened.

00:53:46I didn't even know what that's gonna happen.

00:53:49You remember the last 18 few days.

00:53:51The kick before seem to obrigado.

00:53:54And the bad 생각.

00:53:56Hi, Mark.

00:54:23Hi.

00:54:26So how are you?

00:54:32What are you doing in Pensacola?

00:54:35Oh, I'm good.

00:54:38I was just passing through the area.

00:54:40I figured I'd shoot you a message.

00:54:42I remember that you said that you were going to your dad's beach house in Pensacola.

00:54:46So I thought it was worth a shot.

00:54:49Oh, yeah.

00:54:50Moving here is probably one of the best decisions I've made in a while.

00:54:53a lot. I can imagine. Probably much better than home. I was home. Uh, humid. Kind of

00:55:02boring. The usual. I miss it a little. Yeah. Well, you know, if you're ever in town, you

00:55:10can, you can stay with me. Thanks, Park. Yeah. It's probably not a good idea, but I appreciate

00:55:19the offer. Yeah, I mean, I just, I figured I'd at least offer. How's Fern? She's good. Um,

00:55:27yeah, she's good. Rachel? She's good, too. Uh, they actually just got engaged and then

00:55:33bought a house, but I'm sure you already knew about all that. I do still talk to Rachel

00:55:38sometimes. That's good. You guys ever talk about me? No, definitely not. Well, I mean,

00:55:46that's good. Our ending shouldn't mean, you know, an ending for you guys, too. It

00:55:52doesn't.

00:55:56So, there's this music shop I saw, um, over off of the pier. Figured if you don't have

00:56:01any plans later, maybe we could swing by. Um, I, I, I'm getting dinner with my friends

00:56:09tonight, actually. Well, I mean, that's okay. It was last minute anyways, but where you

00:56:14guys going? Just this little Italian restaurant downtown. We, we go, like, every

00:56:19Friday.

00:56:29Why am I here?

00:56:30I just, I needed to see you.

00:56:36It's, it's been years. What do you need to see me for? Just still don't understand why

00:56:44things ended, you know? Like, you're my person, and I can't, I just can't stop thinking about

00:56:49the night you left.

00:56:50I'm not your person, Park. Not anymore, at least.

00:56:59But, you said it yourself. We're soulmates.

00:57:03You said soulmates have to be forever, Park.

00:57:05Because then what's the point?

00:57:07The point is that we taught each other lessons and how to love and treat someone with dignity

00:57:13and live up to your words, you know?

00:57:18I just, I know you're the person I'm going to end up with.

00:57:27Maybe in another universe, we were together forever, but I just don't think we're living

00:57:34in that universe anymore.

00:57:36Why is it so hard for me to get over you, but for you, it's so easy?

00:57:44It wasn't easy. I spent months mourning you and I and the person I was when I was with you

00:57:52and trying to figure out how I was going to live life without you in it.

00:57:57And I lost my best friend.

00:57:59And, you know, part of me hoped that we would cross paths again and just fall into each

00:58:05other's arms and everything would be like it used to, but that's just not life.

00:58:11Who said?

00:58:13Parker.

00:58:15Why can't we just have, like, a fairytale ending where we always end up together?

00:58:20Because this isn't a movie, you know?

00:58:23We're real people.

00:58:24This is real life.

00:58:24And I just don't think we can exist together without hurting each other over and over and

00:58:31over again.

00:58:34God, I must sound insane.

00:58:37No.

00:58:38I just don't think you take it well when things don't go your way.

00:58:47I love you.

00:58:52I think I should go.

00:58:53I'm sorry.

00:58:57No, it's fine.

00:58:58I just, you know, I wish you the best.

00:59:01I wish you the best.

00:59:02I wish you the best.

00:59:11I'm sorry.

00:59:14Please, don't leave.

00:59:16Parker, it's time to move on.

00:59:19You have a whole life ahead of you that does not involve me.

00:59:23A life that's beautiful and sprawling.

00:59:27You and I were a mess of memories, and I cherish all of that.

00:59:33But you will always be one of my favorite loves, okay?

00:59:37I'm sorry.

00:59:48I'm sorry.

00:59:48It doesn't change anything.

00:59:49I'm sorry.

00:59:49It doesn't change anything.

00:59:49You and I.

01:00:33This is for you, Catherine.

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