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00:00Always.
00:02Would you make me one while you're at it?
00:04I'm reading.
00:10What's this one about then?
00:12Arthur and Motley Place.
00:14Well, she probably dies in the end anyway.
00:16They all die in the end, you were books.
00:18They do not.
00:22I'm reading.
00:24Not anymore.
00:30One, two, three.
00:34Yes!
00:36Best of three. Since when?
00:38I demand a recount.
00:40Ref! VHS!
00:42You mean VAR, you daft cow.
00:46Come on, fair and square.
00:48I'll get telly on.
00:50You all right?
00:52I won too enthusiastically.
00:54I twinged it.
00:56Old man.
00:58My old man.
01:03For your information, the book's about a woman
01:06who finds herself living a life that everybody says she should want.
01:10Instead, she...
01:20It's a comedy.
01:22It's a comedy.
01:42Because I had a few in my head.
01:44Yeah.
01:45But that's still...
01:46That's impressive.
01:47Yeah.
01:48No, I was still on Pac-Man.
01:49Yeah, I was still on Pac-Man.
01:50Yeah.
01:51OK, Carol and Holly.
01:52See if you can catch up here.
01:53See my girls.
01:55There they are.
01:57Yep.
02:04Why?
02:05What channel is it?
02:06What channel is it?
02:07You found it every week for the last billion years.
02:09I'm sure you can find it together.
02:11Don't be a bitter loser.
02:12All right.
02:13Give me the remote.
02:14It's a new girl.
02:16Moved into number 12.
02:17Well, woman.
02:19God, it's ages since anybody's moved into this street.
02:24She's got a little one.
02:25I didn't notice a husband, but he could have been one of the lads shifting stuff.
02:33God, we ought to go over and introduce ourselves.
02:35Introduce them to the neighborhood.
02:38Yeah.
02:39Oh, because it could be our first place.
02:42It's comforting knowing that your neighbors are, you know, that they're cronies and that they're not going to have mad parties in the middle of the night.
02:50Or that they've got a weird dog.
02:52Found it.
02:53Missed the garbage.
02:54Right.
02:55What are you going to buy?
02:57Well, I don't know.
02:58Whatever I said last week.
03:00Last week you said whatever I said last week.
03:02Well, maybe 10,000 weeks ago I said something very wise.
03:07Doesn't sound like you.
03:09Well, I'll be trading you in for Carol Vorderman, obviously.
03:13Well, maybe I'll just off you and take the money.
03:17Probably owe half of it to the tax man, anyway.
03:19Maybe I'll just leave you.
03:23Take all the cash and see how long it takes me to get out of this town.
03:28And you wouldn't be able to chase me.
03:31And you wouldn't be invited.
03:34You probably wouldn't even notice I was gone.
03:38Here comes your first number tonight.
03:39Oh, typical.
03:40Focus on making your tea.
03:41I didn't make myself one.
03:42Yeah, we'll definitely go over tomorrow.
03:43I know they'll be settling in and everything but, you know, it's so bad somebody moving in instead of people moving out.
03:57The sixth and final main ball tonight.
03:59I might make a cake.
04:00Number 21.
04:01Oh, God, it's years.
04:02Here comes the bonus ball.
04:03And it's number 25.
04:04No, you sure, shut up.
04:05Oh, okay, you.
04:06Just because you're champion.
04:07For goodness sake, bloody shut up, Edith.
04:09We've won.
04:10Oh, God.
04:11We've won.
04:12We've won.
04:13Oh, God.
04:14We've won.
04:15We've won.
04:16We've won.
04:17We've won.
04:18We've won.
04:19We've bloody won.
04:2014 million pounds.
04:2114 million.
04:22Your shoulder.
04:23We've won!
04:24If this is some sort of a prank...
04:25It's like the flippin' ticket, woman!
04:27We've won!
04:28We've won!
04:29We've won!
04:30Yes!
04:31We've won!
04:32We've bloody won!
04:33Fourteen million pounds!
04:35Fourteen million!
04:36Your shoulder!
04:38Other people might have one or three.
04:40Who cares?
04:41It doesn't matter if there's another three.
04:43We've won!
04:44We've won!
04:45We've won!
04:46Here, of course, for some champagne.
04:49We've still got that wedding champagne.
04:51You turn it to me.
04:53We've won!
04:54We've won!
04:55Oh, Mary!
04:57Don't go away!
05:02We've won!
05:04We've won!
05:06We've won!
05:07We're going to buy every diamond on the planet.
05:21I don't think we can.
05:22Every diamond in Roughton store.
05:24Come on, anything. Tell me. Anything.
05:26The only word I can think of is...
05:30What?
05:32Satsuma!
05:3214 million satsumas for Queen Edith.
05:38I thought you said the taxman would take off.
05:40We'll put the taxman on the payroll.
05:42We'll put the taxman in a frilly maid's outfit if you like.
05:45Oh, I like. I would like very much.
05:47Grab the glasses.
05:48Oh, yes, Your Majesty.
05:51We'll buy the crown jewels and we'll buy a massive satsuma tiara for you
05:55and a new skeleton for me.
05:57Glaces.
05:57Christ.
05:58Right, how do we get into this?
06:00Oh, God.
06:03This is...
06:05Edith.
06:05This is...
06:07We get to live.
06:09Anything we've ever wanted.
06:11Edith.
06:12We get to...
06:14A honeymoon.
06:15This is me, Edith.
06:17We get a honeymoon somewhere, don't I?
06:20Oh, so years old.
06:22In house.
06:23Many thousands of them on land.
06:26Oh, God.
06:28Anything.
06:28Oh, God.
06:30Oh, God.
06:33Hey!
06:37Can you move any slower, Thistle?
06:39Oh, sorry.
06:4214 million.
06:44Yes!
06:45Anything we want!
06:49Anything we want!
06:51I want a divorce.
07:00Arthur, there is no easy way to say this, because...
07:04Bloody brilliant!
07:05I do adore you.
07:08I love you, Arthur.
07:11I...
07:12I want...
07:16Oh, Christ.
07:18See you.
07:19Yes, see you.
07:20Bye-bye.
07:21Oh.
07:22More, more, more.
07:24How do you like it?
07:25How do you like it?
07:26More, more, more.
07:27Eee.
07:27The guys couldn't believe it.
07:30Every single one of them, every single one, said, right, the next round's on me, cheap kids.
07:35So I said, yeah, all right.
07:38Can you not dream bigger than the next round at the lion?
07:43What?
07:45Oh, sorry.
07:48More, more, more.
07:50So, this weekend, hotel.
07:54Definitely the sea.
07:55Definitely more champagne.
07:57Arthur, don't you think we should just talk about this properly?
08:00I mean, in a way that isn't ridiculous.
08:03In a few days, of course.
08:05But for now, let's just be a bit outlandish.
08:09Hmm.
08:11No.
08:12No, we can't do it like this.
08:14Do what?
08:16Win.
08:18Arthur.
08:18Arthur.
08:20Arthur.
08:23Oh, God.
08:24I do love you, but it's complicated.
08:30But you are going to be all right.
08:40Right.
08:48What on earth?
08:59Where's that purple thing?
09:01You know, the one that makes you look like a very pretty quality street.
09:06Why are you trashing our room?
09:09We get dressed up.
09:11Outside in and all that.
09:12Oh, come, just come and sit and talk to me, Arthur.
09:16You look so lovely in purple.
09:18It's a royal colour, you know.
09:19It's like your skin knew you were designed for finer things.
09:23It's from Peacocks.
09:25Here it is.
09:31Come on, put it on.
09:32No, no, I don't want any more.
09:59You didn't change.
10:01No, I don't want to wear it.
10:02It makes me look like Barney.
10:05Who?
10:06Bloody dinosaur.
10:08Oh.
10:09Listen, I had a thought.
10:10About next week, we should hire a cook-in and get some folks round ours.
10:16Frank and James and Brian, all the wives.
10:18They're all your friends.
10:20Get a table out, get some booze in.
10:21We'll tell them to put the glad rags on, because we only dress up to go to funerals.
10:25Arthur, please.
10:26Will you just listen to me?
10:27This is important.
10:28Now, they'll want to know what we're going to spend it on, so I reckon we should send
10:32a chunk to charity, so we can say we have.
10:35Apparently, they give you the choice to whether to go public or not.
10:36Can you even hear me?
10:38The biggest question of all.
10:41To Rortenstall or not to Rortenstall?
10:43Now, I know you think I'm a small town boy, and I am, proudly, but perhaps this should be
10:51our base, and we should get somewhere else, somewhere classy, with sunshine.
10:56Oh, and a waitrose.
10:57Will you just bloody listen to me for once, Arthur?
11:01No, look.
11:02Look, love.
11:03I know it's inconceivable.
11:06Look, I know.
11:07Just let your brain hear it.
11:11We won.
11:13And we deserve it.
11:14Hey?
11:16Arthur.
11:19I want a divorce.
11:25What?
11:31Hiya.
11:32I'm Jade.
11:33I'm just moving in across the road.
11:34Oh.
11:35Hi, Jade.
11:36I'm Edith, and this is Arthur Thistle.
11:38Hi.
11:39Look, I am sorry to come to you with an immediate ask, but do you happen to have any, like,
11:44sturdy bags?
11:46My movies have gone, and I'm just realising that boxes don't have handles, and I don't
11:50have biceps.
11:51I just don't want to introduce myself to the road with all my crap clogging up the path.
11:55Oh, my God.
11:56Sorry.
11:56Hayley.
11:57No worry at all.
11:58Come on in.
11:59Okay.
12:00It's all right.
12:01Hayley.
12:05Can we make you a tea?
12:06Oh, that's lovely, but honestly, I'm, like, 90% tea at this point, so...
12:11Can I have a lemonade?
12:12Hayley.
12:12Manners.
12:13I'm sure I've got a bottle hidden in the bottom of the cupboard.
12:16That's really nice, but you don't have to.
12:18No, it's no bother.
12:20Hayley, what do you say?
12:22Can I have ice?
12:24Not that.
12:25Kid knows what she likes.
12:26I promise I have taught her, please and thank you.
12:28She's just...
12:30So, is it just the two of you moving in, then?
12:34If that's not a rude question.
12:35It is, yeah.
12:37It just does, not rude.
12:39My mum lives up here, so it's just nice to have a bit more support, you know?
12:45A bit more time with Nana.
12:47Free labour.
12:49Your accent, Darby?
12:51Nearly.
12:52Newark, Nottingham-ish.
12:54Yeah, but I was born around here.
12:55I just moved away when I was quite young.
12:57Oh, well, welcome back.
13:00There you are.
13:00Well, so has it just been the two of you from the beginning, then?
13:04Hmm, from the start.
13:06That's tough.
13:07Not really.
13:09Oh, it can be, yeah, but, you know, not any harder than any other life.
13:14Her dad's a complete oxygen bandit, so...
13:16You know, kind of lad they put instructions on shampoo for, so that wasn't a huge loss.
13:21And I don't know, I just, I think we'd make a good pair, eh, but...
13:25You know.
13:26So, I mean, like, it can be odd.
13:28You know, hence us moving back here, but...
13:31It would have been harder if we stayed.
13:34He's got to keep making moves.
13:36Full grey gardens.
13:38Are you...
13:39Sorry, are you celebrating?
13:41What's the occasion?
13:42Well, no occasion, no.
13:43Oh, right.
13:44Didn't realise that's how we were living up here in Lancashire.
13:46No, no.
13:47We, er, we saw you moving in, and, er...
13:50You were celebrating me moving in?
13:53Sort of.
13:55It made us think about when we moved in.
13:58And, er, we got all nostalgic.
14:00That's our wedding champagne.
14:01Oh, that's lovely.
14:03When, when was that?
14:0453 years ago, next month.
14:07Wow.
14:08Well, congratulations.
14:10Yeah, it explains the, er...
14:12Well, we will leave you to celebrate, er, if I get...
14:15Oh, the bags, sorry.
14:17Right, shall we try this again, then?
14:19What do we say, Kayleigh?
14:20Thank you a lot, very much.
14:22Well, thank you a lot, very much.
14:27Absolutely.
14:28I'll get these back to you as soon as we do.
14:29No rush.
14:30Come on, you.
14:30See you.
14:31Thanks.
14:31Cheers.
14:33Cheers.
14:34Bye-bye, Jane.
14:47Arthur, I'm...
14:49I'm truly sorry.
14:51I didn't mean it to come out like that.
14:53It's not happening.
14:54You don't get a choice.
15:00There's a way of doing this.
15:02We're not doing this.
15:04But we are.
15:05And all I'm saying is, we try civility and calmness.
15:13You want me to be calm?
15:14We've just won the bloody lottery.
15:16Not about the money.
15:18What?
15:18We can split it 50-50.
15:21Is there somebody else?
15:29Of course not.
15:33Running off into the sunset with some brat called Fabio?
15:36Who the hell is Fabio?
15:38Who the hell is Fabio?
15:38You tell me.
15:39Oh, God.
15:40Of course there's not somebody else.
15:43I've just been...
15:45Oh, God.
15:46Rotting.
15:47Why didn't you talk to me?
16:12Okay.
16:15Okay.
16:17You want me to talk to you?
16:27Hmm?
16:28About my feelings?
16:29Is that what you want?
16:30Is that what you think I should do?
16:32Well, open that goddamn door!
16:40It's not here.
16:41Where did you put it?
16:42That room should not exist.
16:45I never wanted to keep it.
16:47All this time.
16:48Walking past that lock like sodding guards.
16:53You kept us prisoner here.
16:55I never kept you anything.
16:56You put the lock on the door.
16:58Well, what was I supposed to do?
16:59Well, what was I supposed to do?
17:00Listen, we're talking about this, and you were realising that you're being stupid.
17:05Oh, excuse me, after 50 years of monosyllabic grunts, if I don't try and talk on your terms.
17:14Oh, give over.
17:15Arthur.
17:16Arthur, this is the most you have ever spoken in years.
17:20You have said more words today than ever, ever.
17:23Because I'm happy.
17:26Oh, so what were you before, then?
17:27Oh, so what were you before, then?
17:28Well, look, I'm happy you...
17:31Don't, Edith.
17:32I was happy, you were happy.
17:34If you'd just keep still for a second...
17:36All we do is bloody stand still.
17:38That's not true, it's not true.
17:40Arthur, I am currently searching for a key to a room in my house that has been locked for 50 years.
17:48Well, if that's not standing very sodding still, I don't know what is.
17:53Years and years of pretending it's not there.
17:57Trying to train your eyes not to see it.
18:0050 years of not even talking about...
18:03No.
18:04You don't want to listen.
18:10You do not want to understand.
18:12Nothing to understand.
18:13You've lost your mind.
18:15It'll come back to you.
18:16Oh, so where have all your new words gone?
18:19Would it have made any difference if we'd spoke then?
18:23Eh?
18:24Would you still be leaving now?
18:26Well, I don't know how to answer that.
18:28No, because the answer's no.
18:30Because we didn't.
18:32You should have left then.
18:41That's an awful thing to say.
18:44That was the worst feeling that a person could feel.
18:50Agreed?
18:52Of course.
18:53Agreed, yes.
18:54But today, when those numbers came out, it was the opposite.
18:58It was all good.
18:59How many years have we waited to feel all good?
19:03It was a lovely life.
19:06But, yes.
19:07A life of worry and a life of bargain hunting.
19:12But...
19:14Do you want to leave now?
19:16I'd have understood if you'd left then.
19:18I'd have hated it.
19:19But I'd have...
19:20Not now.
19:22It's...
19:23It's not now.
19:24It...
19:25We should let it be all good.
19:31Arthur...
19:32It was never all good.
19:35It happened.
19:37But today...
19:40Something new happened.
19:43Something different.
19:46And...
19:48Why not?
19:49Why not?
19:50Why not?
19:51Do something different.
19:54Now!
19:55Hmm?
19:56Why not?
19:57God, all these years of worrying about you, trying to keep you afloat, keeping you...
20:02With all this money, you will be fine.
20:05I thought it wasn't about the money.
20:07Oh, God.
20:08I just want to be in the real world.
20:11Sounds like a sodding greeting card now.
20:16Okay.
20:18Didn't listen then, won't listen now.
20:21We could try doing something different.
20:32Try and understand each other.
20:34Oh, I can't understand a mad woman.
20:37It's just I'm ready.
20:39I...
20:40I think I've been ready for a long time.
20:42It's not about the money.
20:44It's not about you.
20:46I am the one you're leaving.
20:49Oh!
20:51Shit.
20:57I've been a good husband.
20:58I've done everything right.
20:59I've loved you.
21:00I've never hit you.
21:01I've kept you safe.
21:06Still isn't safe.
21:11I could draw a map of Rottenstall.
21:14Every house, every road,
21:16every person who ever lived or died on that road,
21:19every pothole, every alley.
21:22A small town for small people.
21:26But I don't blame you for that.
21:28It's...
21:29We get old.
21:30People stop noticing you.
21:33They stop asking you to participate.
21:36But, God, Arthur.
21:38We have been so old for so long.
21:42Well, I've never thought of you as old.
21:49Really, I never have.
21:51I've always thought of you still as that wild girl on our first date.
21:56I have to put my birthday on the calendar every year.
22:06Like you can remember our first date.
22:08Blackpool.
22:10Oh.
22:17Blackpool and you say we never traveled?
22:21Yeah, I was so nervous.
22:23You never were.
22:25I was.
22:26Because I hate roller coasters and you were set on the Big Dipper.
22:29You should have said.
22:31What would I do?
22:32Stand at the bottom holding your bag?
22:33Well, maybe I'd have liked you watching me being all brave.
22:37Oh, I watched you.
22:39I didn't want you looking at me white as a sheet.
22:42Holding in a sick.
22:44That's why I didn't kiss you.
22:45And I suggested that restaurant because I'd asked the lads at the site where to take a nice girl for dinner.
22:54Like those lads knew any nice girls.
22:57Aha.
22:59And you waved that aside and said, no, you wanted fish and chips and a walk on the seafront.
23:04And I, I thought, I want to grow old with her.
23:11My Lancashire house.
23:15We did.
23:16Yeah.
23:17Grow old together.
23:19In Lancashire.
23:20Yeah.
23:21But what now, Arthur?
23:28Well, go on then.
23:31We'll cash up.
23:33Seven million each.
23:34We'll divorce.
23:36And what then?
23:37What's your big bountiful life going to be then?
23:43Study.
23:45What?
23:48Psychology.
23:49I've always found that interesting.
23:52Media.
23:54Waves of feminism that I've missed or missed me.
23:59I'd go to London.
24:01I'd go and see shows.
24:03Not musicals.
24:04Plays.
24:05I want to see lots of different plays.
24:08And I'd like to see plays in languages that I didn't understand.
24:11And I'd be sitting in the best seats eating food that has to be explained to me.
24:16Yeah.
24:19And I'd...
24:21I'd buy a house.
24:24No, a bungalow.
24:25No, no.
24:26A cottage.
24:27By the sea.
24:29And the local kids would think I was a mad bat or a witch.
24:34And I'd live alone.
24:36And...
24:38I'd sit.
24:40Watching the waves.
24:42It's 14 million for Christ's sake.
24:45Go for a yoga retreat and then come and meet me at the yacht.
24:48I'll tear it up.
24:49I'll rip it into shreds and you can watch.
24:50No you won't.
24:52You won't.
24:53You won't.
24:54You won't.
24:56You never do anything.
24:57I'll tear it up.
24:58I'll rip it into shreds and you can watch.
24:59No you won't.
25:01You won't.
25:03You won't.
25:05You never do anything.
25:07You won't.
25:08You won't.
25:09You never do anything.
25:37Have you blamed me?
26:07Have you blamed me?
26:37Do you remember painting this?
26:47Of course.
26:51I know we did, but it's a little bit...
26:55So, have you?
27:00What?
27:02Blamed me all this time.
27:04Is that what this is?
27:07No. Not at all.
27:11Because you barely looked at me.
27:17I could hardly look at anything.
27:21I could hardly lift my head up.
27:24I couldn't acknowledge another day in the house with a room that was locked.
27:30And no.
27:31I thought you blamed me.
27:44How?
27:50Because I wasn't here.
27:55The one night I...
27:57The one time...
27:58I...
28:00Anyway...
28:02That's how it felt.
28:05Well, I didn't.
28:07Well, that's how it felt.
28:08And now would I know the difference, because we never spoke about it.
28:11I was speaking about it now.
28:21Good job we didn't rush the conversation.
28:24It's only taken 50 years.
28:26And I went on the sodding lottery.
28:28But she was so...
28:31She was so...
28:32I was happy.
28:38Because...
28:40She was sleeping.
28:42I was so happy she was sleeping.
28:46I thought, finally, she's over it.
28:49All those nights.
28:52No silence.
28:53No sleep.
28:55Finally done.
28:57Bags under our eyes.
28:58Finally gone.
28:59And...
29:01And...
29:03I even came in here...
29:07To see her.
29:11And...
29:13I thought...
29:15My angel...
29:18Sleeping so sound.
29:21Finally.
29:25Because she did she was so peaceful.
29:29And I thought...
29:33I can't wait to tell Edith...
29:35That she slept the whole night through.
29:36I thought she was going to be proper proud of me.
29:39Getting our...
29:40Our girl...
29:44To sleep the whole night through.
29:47And then somewhere in the night...
29:50It was just too quiet.
29:54I'm sorry I locked the room.
30:00I am...
30:01I just thought...
30:02I thought it...
30:04I thought we decided that...
30:06It was best.
30:08I don't think I've decided one thing in the whole of my life.
30:14What are you talking about?
30:15Oh...
30:16Come on.
30:21If I'd have made any decisions...
30:22This...
30:23Or if you and I had made choices...
30:25This room wouldn't exist.
30:29It...
30:31It would have been a...
30:34It would have been a library or a sewing room or a guest room or...
30:39And we'd have tried again.
30:43We'd have made that choice to try again.
30:47Move forward.
30:49We could have adopted.
30:51We could have had IVF.
30:53IVF?
30:55That was barely about.
30:56I was barely about.
30:57Oh...
30:58Not immediately...
30:59But...
31:00What I'm saying is down the line...
31:01We could have...
31:05We could have left.
31:07I could have worked.
31:09You could have found things.
31:10Hobbies.
31:12Well if...
31:14If you had...
31:15If I had...
31:17Would that make you want to be here more?
31:20Christy, don't listen to me.
31:21Don't listen to me.
31:28I'm saying...
31:29Do not tell me...
31:30That I made a decision...
31:32To do this.
31:37I have stood still for 50 years...
31:40While the world turned and grew...
31:44And forgot about me!
31:46And you!
31:48You don't end up...
31:51In a house with a room like this!
31:55By...
31:58You don't end up...
32:01Like this.
32:03By making bad decisions.
32:05You end up this way by making none!
32:07You'd be leaving her behind too.
32:17She isn't here!
32:20Erin hasn't been here for 50 years!
32:25If I leave...
32:32And you stay...
32:34It will be just...
32:35You!
32:37She...
32:38Is not...
32:40Here!
32:42It will be just...
32:43You!
32:44Are you...
32:58Are you...
33:03Is this what you want?
33:05Is it what you want?
33:08Is this what you want!?
33:09Oh my God!
33:10Oh, for God's sake!
33:14Arthur, Arthur, come down.
33:15I need you.
33:17Arthur.
33:18Okay, Arthur.
33:20I need you.
33:22Arthur.
33:24I need you.
33:26But I need me, too.
33:37Wait, come back here.
33:38Edith, what on earth's got into you?
33:41You need you.
33:43Get off me.
33:45Get off anything you want.
33:46Leave me alone.
33:47Just give me the ticket back.
33:50Get off me.
33:51Give it back to me.
33:55I don't want to hurt you.
34:05Well?
34:05Are you going to stab me, then?
34:10Are you going to whack me over the head with a frying pan?
34:16Bloody hell.
34:21I thought you were going to kill me.
34:25I thought I was going to kill you.
34:27With it saying off me, if we won.
34:33So.
34:36So.
34:39So, we sleep on it.
34:45No.
34:48Come on.
34:48I don't understand.
35:07Rock, paper, scissors.
35:13Arthur.
35:14We can go back to bashing each other till one of us trips and dies on our own trouser leg.
35:20Or we can go back to talking about everything and nothing.
35:24Or we can play rock, paper, scissors.
35:29Or?
35:30No, Arthur.
35:32There are no other options.
35:36If you win?
35:3950-50.
35:43If I win?
35:44If you win, you get the lot.
35:47And you stay?
35:47You've got great odds.
35:55Good track record.
35:57I'll go.
36:03One.
36:05Two.
36:07Three.
36:07Three.
36:07Oh.
36:21Hello, Jade.
36:22Are you OK?
36:23Yeah.
36:24Kayleigh.
36:24Stole your tumbler.
36:25Wanted to give it back.
36:26Oh.
36:27Are you, um, are you all right?
36:30Oh.
36:32Sorry.
36:33Yes, yes.
36:34It's, um, it's just been a bit of an odd evening.
36:38Well, I will leave you to your odd evening.
36:42Jade?
36:43Yeah.
36:45Can I ask you a question?
36:46Yeah, of course.
36:49Um, what's next for you?
36:54Next for you in your life?
36:56Are you excited about what's next?
37:00I mean, Kayleigh's starting new school.
37:02Does that mean a new friend?
37:05Soon enough, I will be desperately boring.
37:09And, and I don't think I mind.
37:12I'm, I'm excited to get myself back.
37:15I'm not naive enough to think that there are not other people my age who are living different,
37:21more visibly fun lives.
37:22But don't get me wrong, you know, I didn't imagine that I would be back where I was born
37:26with a daughter and, but it's never boring.
37:30So, where is little one now?
37:34Oh, God knows, climbing up a lamppost, a child, a feral.
37:38But at least I got that right.
37:40Like, every time she runs, she runs as fast as she can.
37:44I don't think I did that when I was a kid.
37:48That was for boys.
37:49We were, you know, we had to skip, like all delicate, but, but she runs.
37:55Like, she, Usain Bolt, runs.
37:58I'm, I'm just trying to follow her lead.
38:04What's next for you?
38:08Oh, um, I don't think anybody's ever asked me that since.
38:19Anyway, thank, thank you so much for this.
38:22Feel good?
38:23Anytime.
38:24Thanks.
38:24I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, Edith.
38:47I did it because I love you, and if the choice is you, and struggle or wealth, and I'm sorry
38:54you wanted me to do something.
38:58And there's no other way, there's no other way.
39:03Oh.
39:03I have to make you another tea.
39:09What?
39:13It's gone cold.
39:15Do you want another one?
39:16I'm so sorry, I'm sure it's all traceable.
39:21I'm so sorry.
39:23Do you want another one?
39:24Oh, God, I can't.
39:26We can talk some more.
39:54We can make that room into...
39:59I'm sorry.
40:03I'm sorry.
40:04I'm sorry.
40:08I'm sorry.
40:09I'm sorry.
40:13I don't know.
40:43I don't know.
41:13I don't know.
41:43I don't know.
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