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00:00:30To be continued...
00:01:00To be continued...
00:01:30She always did...
00:01:32She heard that message...
00:01:34He's gone...
00:01:38Lainey...
00:01:44Lainey...
00:02:00Lainey...
00:02:06Lainey...
00:02:08Lainey...
00:02:16Lainey...
00:02:18Lainey...
00:02:20Val...
00:02:22She's gone...
00:02:23I don't know...
00:02:24I can't find her...
00:02:25We had a fight and I yelled at her and I don't know...
00:02:28If she's angry and she's doing this on purpose or...
00:02:31I don't know if something happened to her...
00:02:33I don't... I don't know where she went...
00:02:36Lainey...
00:02:40Lainey...
00:02:42Lainey...
00:02:44You don't want what's best for Ed...
00:02:46You want what's best for yourself...
00:02:48It would break him to know that you were here...
00:02:50It really would...
00:02:52You both have secrets...
00:02:53Vivian...
00:02:54Me?
00:02:55You said it yourself...
00:02:57It would break him...
00:02:58I have more decency in my worst mistakes than you have in your finest moments...
00:03:02And the Emmy goes to...
00:03:09Lainey Allen!
00:03:29Lainey over here...
00:03:30Oh, yeah, please.
00:03:31Wait, just watch that.
00:03:32I hate that.
00:03:37Cheers.
00:03:39Cheers to another 20 years.
00:03:41Please.
00:03:42Okay, I know nothing's been signed or sealed or anything like that,
00:03:45but Valley Springs is your home.
00:03:47It always will be your home.
00:03:48And my home.
00:03:49If she gets re-signed, I can...
00:03:51It's important.
00:03:52I need a job.
00:03:53You are totally hot.
00:03:54Anyway.
00:03:55Yeah.
00:03:56Families, please.
00:04:00But I'm not.
00:04:01I have one scratch.
00:04:03Listen, sober enough, I want to introduce you to some excuses.
00:04:05You won't.
00:04:12Are you making friends?
00:04:13I'm so young.
00:04:15Aiden!
00:04:16How are you?
00:04:17Hey.
00:04:18Laney, you remember Aiden from Hollywood Tonight?
00:04:19Of course I do.
00:04:20It's good to see you.
00:04:21We're going to be doing a really nice feature on you,
00:04:23and I want to pull some old clips.
00:04:25Laney, get a couple of...
00:04:26Thanks, that's great.
00:04:28Sorry.
00:04:29We'll talk, we'll talk.
00:04:30We'll talk.
00:04:31Oh, well, Jason.
00:04:32Yeah.
00:04:33Excuse me.
00:04:34Excuse me.
00:04:35Excuse me.
00:04:36Excuse me.
00:04:37Excuse me.
00:04:38Excuse me.
00:04:39Excuse me.
00:04:40Come here.
00:04:42Come here.
00:04:47You're so beautiful.
00:04:50Oh.
00:04:51If you think you're going to manipulate,
00:04:54you can just show me.
00:04:56I can't.
00:04:57These are not sticking.
00:04:58They're not sticking.
00:04:59And I...
00:05:00You know what?
00:05:01Because they're badly written lines.
00:05:02They're just bad and they don't make sense.
00:05:03Well, you make them make sense.
00:05:04That's what you do.
00:05:05Soap's darkest days.
00:05:06Despite the fact that the soap opera is dying, Lady Allen 49 refuses to do so.
00:05:12That's lovely.
00:05:13That's lovely.
00:05:14I'll send them flowers.
00:05:15And...
00:05:16And Aiden wants to do a follow up.
00:05:20Aiden wants to do a follow up.
00:05:23Aiden from Hollywood tonight.
00:05:26You just met him.
00:05:27There are a lot of people there.
00:05:28I really don't remember him.
00:05:30That's lovely, I'll send them flowers.
00:05:33And Aiden wants to do a follow-up.
00:05:38Aiden from Hollywood tonight, you just met him.
00:05:40There are a lot of people there,
00:05:41I really don't remember him.
00:05:44You spoke to him for half an hour.
00:05:49I mean, how much did you have to drink?
00:05:51Really?
00:05:52You don't remember him.
00:05:54I had one drink.
00:05:57Just one drink?
00:05:57Three drinks, I don't remember him.
00:06:01Okay.
00:06:02Bye.
00:06:03Bye.
00:06:08You think you're going to manipulate your lying,
00:06:11cheating self back into Casey's life,
00:06:13you've got another thing coming.
00:06:15That's...
00:06:19I'm sorry, hang on, let me do that again.
00:06:22If you think you're going to manipulate your lying,
00:06:24cheating self back into Casey's life,
00:06:26you have another thing coming.
00:06:31What?
00:06:47What's going on?
00:06:48I'm fine.
00:06:50Fine.
00:06:51Something going on?
00:06:52Nope.
00:06:53Something I should know about?
00:06:55Aside from the dialogue rolling off the tongue like a lead balloon,
00:06:59no, everything's fine.
00:07:01Okay, we'll take all the time you need.
00:07:05No, no, I'm fine.
00:07:06Okay, everybody, settle down.
00:07:15And five, four, three.
00:07:19If you think you're going to manipulate your lying,
00:07:21cheating self back into Casey's life,
00:07:23you have another thing coming.
00:07:24You're going to have to...
00:07:25I have to go through.
00:07:31Woof.
00:07:33I...
00:07:33I...
00:07:42Woof.
00:07:44I...
00:07:44I...
00:07:46I'm not going to be an extra on my own show.
00:07:57They want you to renew.
00:07:59Yeah, to be a talking prop.
00:08:00More funerals and weddings and group scenes.
00:08:03No.
00:08:04No.
00:08:04Val said that you had a worthwhile storyline coming.
00:08:07I thought you wanted to spend more time with me.
00:08:09I do.
00:08:10But this show is your whole life.
00:08:12It's who you are.
00:08:13So you're worried there's not going to be anything left?
00:08:15I did not say that.
00:08:17No, I didn't have to.
00:08:32So this is it?
00:08:34I think it's a really good idea.
00:08:39It's not something that I expected from you, but I'm excited.
00:08:44And I think you're right.
00:08:45Change of scene will do us good.
00:08:46Oh.
00:08:48Oh.
00:08:53Oh.
00:08:59Oh.
00:09:02Oh.
00:09:04Oh.
00:09:10Oh.
00:09:14Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
00:09:19Oh.
00:09:22Ah!
00:09:23Stop it.
00:09:25I'm having moments.
00:09:27A very dramatic moment.
00:09:28No, this is gonna...
00:09:31Right?
00:09:32Right?
00:09:37Hello, heaven.
00:09:40I need that for you.
00:09:41You're really candy.
00:09:43Yeah.
00:09:47It's pretty.
00:09:48It's pretty.
00:09:49I'll give you that.
00:09:50It's nice.
00:09:51Yeah.
00:09:52You love it.
00:09:53It's pretty.
00:09:54You love it.
00:10:01Is that a prerequisite?
00:10:03Hmm?
00:10:04Ocean view.
00:10:05Fireplace.
00:10:06Traveling.
00:10:13What do you think?
00:10:14Too much?
00:10:15No.
00:10:16That's perfect.
00:10:17You know what?
00:10:18Better yet, let's use it as a mug tree.
00:10:20Okay.
00:10:21Let's get started.
00:10:22Let's get a cup of tea.
00:10:29Come on.
00:10:31Do I?
00:10:32What do you think?
00:10:33Too much?
00:10:34No, that's perfect.
00:10:35You know what?
00:10:36Better yet, let's use it as a mug tree.
00:10:49To new opportunities.
00:10:51To going to bed early and waking up late.
00:10:54To taking afternoon naps.
00:10:56Matching jogging suits.
00:11:00But not the swishy kind.
00:11:06How about we go to breakfast?
00:11:30I would love that idea.
00:11:33In two hours.
00:11:34Oh no, stop!
00:11:37Why are you up?
00:11:39I can't break a habit like that overnight.
00:11:41Come on.
00:11:42Come here.
00:11:43No, when I'm up.
00:11:44You're up, I know.
00:11:49Come on.
00:11:51No, no, no.
00:11:53Oh no.
00:11:55It's gonna be a beautiful day.
00:11:56Okay.
00:12:05I could get used to seeing you like this.
00:12:08A little down time before we get everything figured out.
00:12:11I don't mind a little down time when there's up time to plant for.
00:12:14True.
00:12:15You're Lainey Allen.
00:12:16Yes.
00:12:17Oh my goodness.
00:12:18I could hardly believe it when they told me you were here.
00:12:22I'm Julie.
00:12:23I'm Julie.
00:12:24I'm the owner.
00:12:25Hi.
00:12:26Love the show.
00:12:27We've watched you for years.
00:12:28Oh.
00:12:29Thank you, I'm glad.
00:12:30You know, I am just, I am just gonna be so sad to see you go.
00:12:31It won't be the same without you.
00:12:32Thanks.
00:12:33Gosh.
00:12:34Just think, here I was sad to see you leave the valley and you've gone and done something
00:12:52good.
00:12:53She is it?
00:12:54Regalty, we have a problem all over.
00:12:56Help me see you again soon.
00:12:57Ger believers.
00:13:01Whatever, way out to you?
00:13:02You've gone and done something so much better and showed up right here in my own place.
00:13:11How long are you in town?
00:13:13We're running a place here.
00:13:16You are?
00:13:18Don't you just love our little corner of the world?
00:13:21Well, you know what? I know everyone in town.
00:13:24If you need anything, you just ask me. I'll introduce you around.
00:13:28I'll fast-track you into all the right circles, make sure you have a good time and meet the right people.
00:13:35Oh, we came to the right place.
00:13:36We did.
00:13:37You're home away from home.
00:13:39Thank you. Can we just get the check?
00:13:41Absolutely not.
00:13:43It's on the house.
00:13:51You too.
00:13:53Oh, Vivian Planey.
00:13:55Your purse.
00:14:04See you again.
00:14:05We met for the first time right before the shoot. Do you remember?
00:14:23You remember that?
00:14:25Of course I do, don't you?
00:14:27Yeah, I remember that, but we didn't speak.
00:14:30I didn't think you remembered.
00:14:32Well, I may have started life in the closet, but it's Vivian who's going to end up there.
00:14:53Do you think I'll ever do anything I can be proud of again?
00:14:57No.
00:14:58Of course you will.
00:15:06Why do we have a bean bag?
00:15:08I don't know.
00:15:09It's a sad bone.
00:15:10What?
00:15:11Hmm.
00:15:12Oh, yeah?
00:15:13Mm-hmm.
00:15:14That's a good move if you're a giant cheater.
00:15:16Oh, yeah?
00:15:17Mm-hmm.
00:15:18Yeah, it's a good move if you're a giant cheater.
00:15:35Planey.
00:15:36What are you doing?
00:15:37Do you not want to play anymore?
00:15:39Sure.
00:15:40Be bored.
00:16:01Here.
00:16:06Thanks.
00:16:07You seem distracted.
00:16:12Is it stress?
00:16:13From five shows a week working to deciding where the toaster goes, I think I can handle it.
00:16:20I am going out of my mind.
00:16:22I'm glad I gave you so many reasons to be happy.
00:16:24No, that's not what I meant.
00:16:25Thank you. That makes me feel great.
00:16:26That's not what I meant.
00:16:27Well, what did you mean the other five times you've mentioned how pointless it is since we got here?
00:16:32I'm happy to be here with you.
00:16:33I've never doubted that, but work has been a big part of my life and it's gone.
00:16:37So can you just not take it personally until I figure this out?
00:16:44I love you.
00:16:46I love spending time with you.
00:16:48But now that you're spending so much time around me, maybe I'm just afraid that you're not going to be able to find things to still love.
00:16:56It's not even a question.
00:17:00Hey.
00:17:01Hey.
00:17:02Hey.
00:17:03Val and Jason are driving through next weekend.
00:17:05They're headed up the coast.
00:17:06They wanted to see if they could stop in.
00:17:07Yeah.
00:17:08Sounds good.
00:17:09Are you sure?
00:17:10Yeah.
00:17:11Sounds good.
00:17:12Sounds good.
00:17:13Sounds good.
00:17:14Are you sure?
00:17:15Yeah.
00:17:16Sounds good.
00:17:17Sounds good.
00:17:18Sounds good.
00:17:19I hate this happens.
00:17:20You can't find anything.
00:17:21I hate this happens.
00:17:22You can't find anything.
00:17:24Oh.
00:17:25Don't you think they could stop in?
00:17:26They could stop in.
00:17:27Yeah.
00:17:28Sounds good.
00:17:29Are you sure?
00:17:30Yeah.
00:17:31Sounds good.
00:17:33Sounds good.
00:17:34I hate this happens.
00:17:35You can't find anything.
00:17:49Do you want some?
00:18:10So between my son's brain hemorrhage and saying goodbye to 3Xs, I am no stranger to a doctor's
00:18:14office.
00:18:15Well, all we're going to do is check that your short-term memory and your cognitive functioning
00:18:20are all where they should be, okay?
00:18:23It's just for getting small household things, you know, where things go, their names, things
00:18:28we've talked about.
00:18:30It's a concentration thing.
00:18:32I'm not concentrating because I don't care.
00:18:35Right.
00:18:36Well, have you experienced changes in mood, depression, loss of interest?
00:18:41Nope.
00:18:43My memory is just fine.
00:18:45This is why we're here because, you know, it just seems kind of sudden.
00:18:51You know, seeing as you are here, there's no reason not to go through with what we call
00:18:54a mini-cog test.
00:18:55And that just means I'm going to say three items and I'd like you to repeat them back
00:18:59to me, okay?
00:19:00Mm-hmm.
00:19:01Spoon, chair, tree.
00:19:07Spoon, chair, tree.
00:19:09Good.
00:19:10Easy, right?
00:19:11So just try to remember those and in a minute I'll ask you to repeat them.
00:19:15I would also usually ask you to draw the numbers on a clock face for me, if you would.
00:19:25Ah, look at that.
00:19:27That's a beautiful part of the world there by the ocean.
00:19:31Ah, it's gorgeous.
00:19:32Yeah, it just gets more beautiful as you drive up that coast.
00:19:34It does.
00:19:35I always wanted to get a place by the water.
00:19:36You should.
00:19:37Yeah?
00:19:38All right, good.
00:19:39We're nearly done here.
00:19:41Lainey, just repeat those three items for me, if you would.
00:19:48Lainey?
00:19:48Yeah.
00:19:54Chair.
00:19:55Chair.
00:19:58Spoon.
00:19:58You said spoon.
00:20:00This is crazy.
00:20:02Come on.
00:20:02I could remember these easily, but they're abstract.
00:20:05They have no context or meaning, right?
00:20:07This is silly.
00:20:10It doesn't make any sense.
00:20:15Okay.
00:20:15All right, well, there's one more thing I could recommend.
00:20:24A neuroimaging scan.
00:20:26That'll give us a good place to start.
00:20:39Okay.
00:20:40Is that so good?
00:20:41I'm going to touch you.
00:20:42Bye.
00:20:43Bye.
00:20:44Bye.
00:20:44Bye.
00:20:44Bye.
00:20:44Bye.
00:20:44Bye.
00:20:44Bye.
00:20:44Bye.
00:20:44Bye.
00:20:44Bye.
00:20:44Bye.
00:20:45Six weeks?
00:21:15So you're not going to do anything?
00:21:20Okay.
00:21:23I will.
00:21:26Who is that?
00:21:28The doctor.
00:21:31Is he not talking to me directly?
00:21:33Am I officially incompetent?
00:21:35Are you my legal guardian?
00:21:36I called him.
00:21:38Hiding in the bedroom.
00:21:40I'm not hiding.
00:21:40He left a message, and you never play them, even when the light is blinking.
00:21:43Bye.
00:21:43Bye.
00:21:43Bye.
00:21:43Bye.
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00:22:00Bye.
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00:22:14The early-onset indicator.
00:22:19Oh.
00:22:25You knew.
00:22:27You knew that this was a possibility, and you didn't tell me?
00:22:32What would you have done if I had told you?
00:22:36That's why we're here.
00:22:38Because you were afraid this was happening to you.
00:22:42And you didn't tell me?
00:22:44You're so calm.
00:22:52How can you be so calm?
00:22:54You didn't think it might be helpful to tell me that maybe I would like to have time to process this too?
00:23:01I didn't know for sure.
00:23:03It was a 50% chance.
00:23:05They said it was a 50% chance.
00:23:08If I had told you, you would have spent the last 10 years of our lives waiting for this day just like I have.
00:23:19Well, at least I know we wouldn't pass it along to our kids.
00:23:33Can we get out of here?
00:23:40You'll never guess what I hunted down, and I just couldn't pass up the opportunity to ask you to sign it.
00:23:50Would you mind?
00:23:51Would you mind?
00:23:52Of course.
00:23:55What's your name again?
00:23:56Julie.
00:23:57Julie.
00:23:58And could you write it to Hal too?
00:24:00He was my husband.
00:24:01He watched you every day.
00:24:02He's gone now, but I know this will make him smile down from heaven.
00:24:05Thank you so much.
00:24:28Excuse me.
00:24:42So she didn't marry Jason after all?
00:24:45No.
00:24:47That just broke my heart when I read about it.
00:24:51Is she okay?
00:24:55She's great. She's fine.
00:24:58Have you been friends with her for a while?
00:25:03A while, yeah.
00:25:06Can I just ask you, I won't tell anyone.
00:25:10I mean, it's going to stay right here between us.
00:25:13Has she moved on? Is she seeing anyone new?
00:25:19She's definitely seeing someone.
00:25:22Someone from the show.
00:25:25Uh, not, no, not really. No, it's, she's...
00:25:30No.
00:25:33Um, is it serious?
00:25:35Yes.
00:25:39Can you tell me? I just want her to be happy.
00:25:42Well, yeah, she...
00:25:47You know, she's, she's with me.
00:25:55Oh.
00:25:57I'm sorry, oh.
00:26:00I don't, um...
00:26:01Um...
00:26:08Oh, gosh. I'm in your seat.
00:26:10Hi.
00:26:11Um...
00:26:12Thank you for this.
00:26:13Yeah.
00:26:14Oh, my word. Look how beautiful this is.
00:26:26Wow.
00:26:27It's beautiful. It's not as beautiful as you two. Come here.
00:26:29Do you want to see outside?
00:26:30Yes, of course.
00:26:31Yes, of course.
00:26:32So the writers came to me with this idea, right? Oh, they're bringing Todd Hayes back. Did you know?
00:26:36No, no, I didn't. I...
00:26:38Well, it's inspired, if you think about it. We find out that Todd's my son.
00:26:41Oh, gosh, I didn't see that coming.
00:26:42Well, it makes sense, you know, given our history and stuff, because we know that Avery lied to Zach about the baby, right? And then, of course, she...
00:26:43Honey, chasing.
00:26:44Right.
00:26:45Right.
00:26:46Right.
00:26:47Right.
00:26:48So the writers came to me with this idea, right? Oh, they're bringing Todd Hayes back. Did you know?
00:26:50No, no, I didn't. I...
00:26:52Well, it's inspired, if you think about it. We find out that Todd's my son. So...
00:27:00Oh, gosh, I didn't see that coming.
00:27:02Well, it makes sense, you know, given our history and stuff, because we know that Avery lied to Zach about the baby, right? And then, of course, she...
00:27:09Honey, chasing.
00:27:10Really, please. Wow. I think Lainey's heard enough far-fetched baby antics to last a lifetime.
00:27:17Well, she had sex with Todd.
00:27:18Oh, God.
00:27:20For the first time, I really understand why it's a little strange, you know, let this job consume you, because you don't know where you end and the character begins.
00:27:31Well, then, you're well on your way to being normal again, cheers.
00:27:38Anyone want anything else to drink?
00:27:39Would you like some coffee?
00:27:40Yeah, that'd be great.
00:27:42Sure.
00:27:47Why, this is a change of pace from Lainey I know. Five days a week in all those hours to a nice peaceful spot like this.
00:27:54I don't know. A less hectic life would ever hurt anybody.
00:28:09Excuse me. I'll be right back. Just one second.
00:28:11For the love of God, Jason, read the room.
00:28:17What?
00:28:18You want me to say you're having an early night?
00:28:28No.
00:28:30I think that they'd understand. You know, maybe we should just tell them.
00:28:33Tell them?
00:28:34I don't want a pity party. Jason, you might as well send out a press release.
00:28:40What's happening to my life?
00:28:43I'm gonna fade away and you're all just gonna go on without me.
00:28:45No, I won't.
00:28:48Yes, honey, you will.
00:28:49Honey, you will.
00:29:01I am so sorry. My husband, bless his heart, I love him to death, but he's got the emotional sensitivity of a walnut.
00:29:09You know, I knew there'd be a change. I just, I didn't expect this.
00:29:13Is she okay?
00:29:14You know, shh.
00:29:17It's been hard since the move.
00:29:20Yeah.
00:29:21And...
00:29:23Eva?
00:29:24Shh.
00:29:27Okay, whoa, whoa, whoa, Eva.
00:29:29If there's something going on with Lainey, it's going on with you, too.
00:29:33And whether or not she wants to talk about it, you might. And you have a say.
00:29:39Honey, what's going on?
00:29:40There she is.
00:29:46I was just saying how great it is with you guys here and my parents further off the coast and they're at that age. I'm gonna be driving by a lot.
00:29:58Well, thanks for coming by and checking on your meeting here.
00:30:01Absolutely. Give me a bigger friend one more time. Give me a hug.
00:30:03Oh, yeah.
00:30:05I miss you.
00:30:07Oh, man, it was a pleasure.
00:30:09To love you and hate you and fight with you for the last 20 years.
00:30:13And I'm glad to leave you in this beautiful place with, of course, this beautiful woman.
00:30:17Give me a hug.
00:30:19She was a nightmare before she met you.
00:30:22I'm just saying.
00:30:26Bye, honey. Bye.
00:30:27Bye.
00:30:29Thank you so much. This was really lovely.
00:30:32I'll see you soon.
00:30:34Take me home.
00:30:36Take me home.
00:30:38Safe travels.
00:30:44You told her.
00:30:45Lainey, I'm sorry.
00:30:59I'm really sorry.
00:31:03I just needed to talk to someone.
00:31:18Talk to someone.
00:31:29I'm trying really hard to appreciate every second with you.
00:31:33But I can't help it.
00:31:37You know, I, I, I can't help thinking about one day looking in your eyes and, and you'll be gone.
00:31:46So how do we do that? How do we, how do we not live like we're just waiting for you to disappear?
00:31:58I don't know. Cause that's exactly what we're doing, right?
00:32:03Where are you going?
00:32:04You know what? You're right. That's what this is.
00:32:06We both don't have to go through that. You certainly don't have to go through that.
00:32:10I should just pack my things while I still can.
00:32:13I should just tell you not to feel guilty while I still can.
00:32:15Don't do that.
00:32:18That is not what I want.
00:32:20But I need to tell you how I feel.
00:32:22And I have to tell you when it's hard.
00:32:25You don't think that I know that this is hard?
00:32:28Of course you know.
00:32:30And you know I love you, but I still tell you.
00:32:35I should, I, I am, I'm scared.
00:32:40What was your plan? To just never talk about this?
00:32:45About all of the things that are going to happen?
00:32:49Is that what you want?
00:32:50That's what I want.
00:32:52I want this thing to swallow me up whole.
00:32:56Without discussing it every 15 minutes and how it's going to feel for both of us.
00:33:09That's a good thing.
00:33:27She has Alzheimer's.
00:33:34How do you know?
00:33:36Well, Hal stopped being able to write too.
00:33:39He'd leave me a note, and he'd think it made perfect sense, but they weren't letters anymore.
00:33:46And she left the valley.
00:33:50She was Vivian.
00:33:52She never would have left if she didn't have to.
00:34:06Well, this is familiar, but I think you should be naked.
00:34:08So should you.
00:34:10I could handle being banished from Eden if I was with you.
00:34:14That's because we can handle anything.
00:34:16We wouldn't be any good at populating the Earth.
00:34:20Well, even if we could, half of them would be demented by the time they were 50.
00:34:24I'm sorry.
00:34:29I was being selfish.
00:34:30I don't want people to know, but maybe you need them to know.
00:34:34Sometimes I think it would just be easier if I took a little walk out into the Pacific.
00:34:37Don't say that.
00:34:38Put one of those big red, round things in my pocket.
00:34:41No, honey. You need something heavier than a pomegranate.
00:34:44See?
00:34:46You have to want it to end. I don't want it to end.
00:34:49I would see your beautiful face and my legs would just start kicking.
00:34:55So here's the part where I should tell you that when the time comes you should find someone to make you happy.
00:35:02But then you would know there was something seriously wrong with me.
00:35:05Yeah.
00:35:06Now I know what to do.
00:35:08Clutch a rosary and wear a black veil for the rest of my life.
00:35:11The fewer people to see that face, the better. Thank you.
00:35:14There's just so much I want to do.
00:35:17The time we have left can still mean something.
00:35:21That is so beautiful. Did you read that in a greeting card?
00:35:24It's the Alzheimer's section at the drugstore.
00:35:26Smartass.
00:35:28What I meant to say.
00:35:31Was that I have to believe that you can still feel happy.
00:35:35Even if you don't remember why.
00:35:38So we devote ourselves to a happy now.
00:35:41A million of them.
00:35:44Okay.
00:35:46I've never had one of those apples on a stick.
00:35:49Like a caramel apple? Is that what they call it?
00:35:51Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Well, take it easy.
00:35:54I'm not a magician.
00:35:56What else?
00:35:57I think you should get a tattoo of my face.
00:36:00Right?
00:36:01About here.
00:36:02Yeah.
00:36:03I feel like I should explain to you what a bucket list is.
00:36:06It is not a list of things that you make other people do.
00:36:11Doesn't seem right.
00:36:13Yeah.
00:36:14It's been a long time coming. I've been a long time running from myself. Those demons in my soul.
00:36:27All I wanted was some time to maybe change your lonely mind. But there are things that even I can't control.
00:36:28It's been a long time coming. I've been a long time running from myself. Those demons in my soul.
00:36:40All I wanted was some time to maybe change your lonely mind. But there are things that even I can't control.
00:36:53I never was the best at moving on. All this time I've just been trying to get alone. Keep my spirits strong. Still I'm holding on to you.
00:37:10Keep my spirits strong. Still I'm holding on to you.
00:37:23All this. Isn't it weird?
00:37:26That I'll stop existing and still be here. And tomorrow will be… tomorrow but I'm not going to be in it.
00:37:36Is that downer?
00:37:38Yeah.
00:37:39A bit of a downer.
00:37:40Sorry about that.
00:37:41All right.
00:37:42All right.
00:37:43Now I have a question.
00:37:44Okay.
00:37:45How many people, and I need like a firm number on this one,
00:37:50have looked up at those stars and contemplated their existence?
00:37:54And now they're like dead and gone.
00:37:57Yeah.
00:37:58Yeah.
00:37:59Just mull that over, will you?
00:38:00No, it's five.
00:38:02Oh, you seem rather sure of yourself.
00:38:04It's five.
00:38:05Well, actually, I might be lowballing that.
00:38:08It's maybe like seven.
00:38:11Seven people.
00:38:13Sounds so sure.
00:38:15I'm positive.
00:38:17Good, you've checked out the question that helps me.
00:38:19I'm smart.
00:38:21You don't know.
00:38:23I'm super smart, like, especially right now.
00:38:27Extra.
00:38:29All apart.
00:38:30I don't know.
00:38:39That's not what I want,
00:38:40but everyone we've spoken to says we need to do this sooner rather than later.
00:38:44It was not like you to be so defeatist.
00:38:50You know, without this, I am no one.
00:39:14I am no one.
00:39:44I am no one.
00:39:54I am no one.
00:39:59Good morning.
00:40:02Coffee and a muffin.
00:40:04Give me a sec.
00:40:05Is that sure that Laney Allen lives around here?
00:40:07I don't have any coffee or muffins.
00:40:12You might do better somewhere else.
00:40:20Great.
00:40:21Maybe you will tomorrow.
00:40:22Oh, my lord.
00:40:34The truth is better than this.
00:40:40Yes.
00:40:50Well, Hal wouldn't let me tell anyone for the first six months.
00:40:54It was his pride.
00:40:56I mean, he was such a good person, and I think...
00:41:00I think you would have really liked him before.
00:41:06And I know he would have liked you.
00:41:08In the end, we're all the same.
00:41:14Morning.
00:41:16Morning.
00:41:17Oh, let me...
00:41:18I can...
00:41:19I got it.
00:41:20I know.
00:41:21I know.
00:41:22I'm about my own shirt.
00:41:23I know you can.
00:41:24So you are...
00:41:25You're not going to be happy with me?
00:41:27You know, I just...
00:41:28What?
00:41:29I felt like...
00:41:30You know, I had to...
00:41:46It's time...
00:41:47You ran this morning.
00:42:10this morning they say that exercise can slow down the progression that's great
00:42:14that's great but you're gonna run yourself into the ground I can do
00:42:17something can I okay it's excessive can you please just sit and relax really
00:42:25I'm not dead
00:42:40I'm not dead
00:43:10Oh, that's a relief. I thought you were watching porn.
00:43:17Preserving memories.
00:43:24Do you see that face? That's why I didn't want to show you.
00:43:29We can make a book.
00:43:33Really?
00:43:37Video diary. It's a good thing you'll have all that screen time to remember me by.
00:43:43Mm-hmm. Yeah, anytime I want to see you marry a strange man, I know exactly where to go.
00:43:47Oh, okay. Got me there.
00:43:59Dear diary.
00:44:02Hard day.
00:44:04But with the support of the most amazing woman in the world, there's nothing I can't face.
00:44:12There isn't a day that isn't worth living.
00:44:16There isn't a moment that goes by that I'm not grateful to be loved by her.
00:44:22And I would give anything to have infinite moments with her, but...
00:44:30Because that's not something that I or medical science apparently can figure out,
00:44:36I'm just gonna have to try to enjoy the time I do have with her.
00:44:42In all its imperfect perfectness.
00:44:47I love you.
00:44:55Geez, blah blah blah.
00:44:57There's something worth keeping.
00:44:59Hi.
00:45:14Hey.
00:45:15Um, could I get a vodka tonic with a squeeze of lime, please?
00:45:19I'll have a gin and tonic.
00:45:21Come right up.
00:45:24See? This is fun. This was a good idea.
00:45:27There's always so much sitting at home and reading internet articles you can do.
00:45:31I don't know why you do that.
00:45:32It's knowledge is power.
00:45:35Well, here's to blissful ignorance.
00:45:37We may not have a memory book, but we do have right now.
00:45:41Give me a shout if you need anything else.
00:45:43The night he's young.
00:45:45You know, that's what I say to her every night, right before I take her to bed.
00:45:49Oh, no, their drinks are actually on the gentleman over there.
00:46:00Oh, I've forgotten how much fun this could be.
00:46:03No, he's coming over, so just be nice.
00:46:05You know.
00:46:07Good evening.
00:46:08Good evening.
00:46:09Hi.
00:46:10I'm not the kind of guy to send a woman a drink, but you are one of the most beautiful women that I have ever seen.
00:46:18That's what I thought when I first saw her.
00:46:22Nice.
00:46:23So, what brings the girls out tonight?
00:46:25Probably the same as you, you know.
00:46:27Meet a hopper net, get lucky.
00:46:29Mike.
00:46:32I'm Mike.
00:46:33Oh, Eva.
00:46:34Mike.
00:46:36It's a pretty name.
00:46:37And you seem like a real winner, so I'm gonna give you a piece of advice.
00:46:40Okay, you're gonna have to float a lot more of these drinks around here, because I've already met my hopper net, and she's sitting right here.
00:46:49Well, if you decide you'd like to join us...
00:46:52Persistent fucker, Mike.
00:46:55Am I being unclear?
00:46:57Back off!
00:47:00Whoa, okay, sorry.
00:47:03Have a good night.
00:47:04You too.
00:47:06Crazy bitch.
00:47:07You have no idea!
00:47:14What?
00:47:16What?
00:47:17It was classy.
00:47:18Really.
00:47:19It was good.
00:47:20You used to ten more beautiful years with fucking dipshits in bars.
00:47:23Drink.
00:47:26Drink it, or I will.
00:47:27I don't want it.
00:47:28Drink it.
00:47:30Um, we're leaving.
00:47:33But the night is young.
00:47:34I think she's right.
00:47:35It's time to go.
00:47:36You okay?
00:47:37She's fine!
00:47:38She's fine!
00:47:45Come on.
00:47:49You need saving, honey?
00:47:51Then you stay here.
00:48:03What the hell's with them?
00:48:05That was all you.
00:48:06You were acting like a crazy person in there.
00:48:08If I didn't know you, I'd be scared for me.
00:48:09Well, excuse me if I don't want to spend one of the precious few nights we have together watching a bunch of dive bar horndogs hitting on you.
00:48:15I could've handled it.
00:48:16Well, like I said, if you have a problem with me, go talk to your new friends.
00:48:20What's happening?
00:48:21He pissed me off, Eva.
00:48:22He would've always pissed me off.
00:48:24No.
00:48:25You used to smile and wait till I said that I was with you.
00:48:28Cause however jealous you were, you knew who I was going home with.
00:48:30That wasn't you.
00:48:31That was ugly.
00:48:33Well, based on all the reading you've done, you should know that there is no more me.
00:48:38That's all changed.
00:48:39It's all gonna change.
00:48:40Okay?
00:48:41So I guess what I am now is ugly.
00:48:45Don't.
00:48:46Don't look at me like that.
00:48:47Look at you like what?
00:48:48Don't give me that look.
00:48:49That worried look.
00:48:50It's always so worried.
00:48:52I'm so sick of that face.
00:48:54I'm sorry.
00:49:06I'm sorry.
00:49:07It was happening to me.
00:49:24I can't imagine a day where I won't know that I love you.
00:49:52Where's that all go?
00:49:55I do know that I'll always think that you are the most beautiful woman in the world.
00:50:05How's that for positive?
00:50:07It's really good.
00:50:08It'll be like seeing you for the first time every day.
00:50:13Pretty.
00:50:18Pretty.
00:50:19Pretty.
00:50:20Pretty.
00:50:41What?
00:50:42Surprise.
00:50:43Yeah.
00:50:44I'm not interrupting.
00:50:45No, no, no.
00:50:46Please, please.
00:50:47Hi.
00:50:48Hey.
00:50:51Who is this?
00:50:56I'm kidding.
00:50:57I'm sorry.
00:50:58I couldn't resist.
00:50:59Oh, God.
00:51:01That wasn't funny.
00:51:02That was laughing.
00:51:03I'm sorry.
00:51:04I don't care.
00:51:05Oh, baby.
00:51:06I'm sorry.
00:51:07Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:51:09I'm sorry.
00:51:10It's fine.
00:51:11It's just, it's relief.
00:51:12I'm relieved.
00:51:13Please don't ever do that again.
00:51:14Well, this is a nice surprise.
00:51:16Yeah.
00:51:17Well, you know, I was, um, I was just passing because, you know, I'm just lying.
00:51:22I, I had to check on my two favorite girls.
00:51:25Oh.
00:51:26Well, I wish I had known I would have dressed for the occasion.
00:51:30Well, you look lovely.
00:51:32It's gonna be an early evening for me, though.
00:51:33You okay?
00:51:34I'm tired.
00:51:35Are you kidding?
00:51:36You two have a catch up, and I'll see you in the morning.
00:51:39Don't stay up too late, kids.
00:51:41Okay.
00:51:50I love you.
00:51:51I know.
00:51:53Don't do me this.
00:51:58It's too soon.
00:52:00Good.
00:52:03But it won't be forever.
00:52:10Eva, honey, you are a brave and wonderful girl and I know you will do everything you can
00:52:19but I also know how much you love her so
00:52:25I'm worried that you won't know when to say enough is enough
00:52:31her long-term memories perfect sharp as ever we will then just stick them in a drawer and forget
00:52:41they're there but just remember that when it it does get to be too much everybody will understand
00:52:53as long as there's a glimpse of the lady I know she stays
00:53:05she could be a handful at the best of times
00:53:12I'm still glad every day they're my hands
00:53:14that's beautiful
00:53:21it really is this is so beautiful
00:53:24you tipsy, reps have more
00:53:26oh
00:53:35static voices surround me
00:53:39choruses annoy me
00:53:41no song sounds sweet
00:53:45any more
00:53:51i say you're faithful
00:53:54but are you really that faithful
00:53:58cause i haven't been here before
00:54:06i wanna be alone with you
00:54:08oh
00:54:10i
00:54:10i
00:54:12i
00:54:14got lost
00:54:14in your mind
00:54:18and your whispers
00:54:20they gently
00:54:23show me
00:54:24i belong
00:54:25next to
00:54:28you
00:54:30You
00:55:00I want to be alone with you
00:55:25I want to be alone with you
00:55:28God lost in the night
00:55:35I want to be alone with you
00:55:43God lost in the night
00:55:50God lost in the night
00:55:55God lost in the night
00:56:07I think we should find a place for me
00:56:33when the time comes
00:56:37you don't need to do this all by yourself
00:56:42if you
00:56:44you should pick a date
00:56:46let's pick a date
00:56:48and that way you don't get a say
00:56:50when it's too much
00:56:57when I'm too much
00:56:59let's find a place
00:57:01and on that day I'll go
00:57:05no, I think
00:57:07we should wait and we'll see
00:57:09we'll see how
00:57:10we'll see how
00:57:11we'll see how
00:57:12we'll see how
00:57:15our special care unit is very secure
00:57:31only the staff members have access codes
00:57:34we're very careful here
00:57:36in case one of them tries to make a break for it
00:57:42uh, is there some place outside for the inmates to go?
00:57:46inhabitants? residents?
00:57:49patients can request to be taken out to the gardens at certain times of day if they choose
00:57:55we have lovely gardens
00:57:57that's important fresh air
00:57:59for mom
00:58:01so she can shake that winter pallor
00:58:03we keep our patients as comfortable as possible
00:58:06we do try to keep
00:58:08medication to a minimum
00:58:10unless absolutely necessary
00:58:12have you had trouble with night wandering?
00:58:15no
00:58:17no
00:58:18well, it's very common
00:58:20it'll likely develop
00:58:21we recommend putting a bell on the front door
00:58:27like a jingle bell?
00:58:30well, why stop there?
00:58:31why don't you just throw on a cat collar or a cowbell?
00:58:36we do sedate the night wanderers
00:58:38for their safety
00:58:40wow
00:58:41that's just, um
00:58:43barbaric
00:58:44really
00:58:45it's
00:58:46it's
00:58:47we're a barbaric country
00:58:48you know
00:58:49I
00:58:50I
00:58:51I do not want to be sedated
00:58:52okay?
00:58:53I mean
00:58:54just push me out on a fucking ice floe
00:58:55okay?
00:58:56that would be more humane
00:58:57alright?
00:58:58look at them wandering around jabbering
00:58:59who wants to see a person live like that?
00:59:01who?
00:59:05sorry
00:59:06I've tried
00:59:07I really did
00:59:08I know
00:59:09what is with
00:59:10the smell?
00:59:11they all smell like cabbage
00:59:12what?
00:59:14why are you laughing?
00:59:16I
00:59:17because
00:59:18because you're fighting
00:59:19and I haven't seen you fight in so long
00:59:20and
00:59:21there you are just railing on that poor woman that you just met
00:59:24that would be
00:59:25totally unreasonable
00:59:27totally unreasonable
00:59:28and so
00:59:29the night wanderer
00:59:34that'll be the title of my memoir
00:59:36you're
00:59:37uh
00:59:38we're here to take a look around
00:59:43I'm Eva and you are
00:59:47staring
00:59:49okay
00:59:50hi
00:59:51hi
00:59:52hi
00:59:53hi
00:59:54it's a real pleasure to meet you
00:59:56hi
00:59:57excited
00:59:58sorry
00:59:59unprofessional
01:00:00I'm Mindy
01:00:01and I'm just really excited to meet you
01:00:03I've watched you every day for like years
01:00:05everybody here has
01:00:06the TV goes on and one on the dot without fail
01:00:08there'd be a mutiny if I didn't
01:00:09oh god
01:00:10oh your story with Todd
01:00:11oh hands down my favorite couple in the show
01:00:15you know we were properly devastated when they said you were leaving
01:00:16um
01:00:17and I still think you know you should have gone with him
01:00:18I mean Miriam
01:00:19I don't want to say that
01:00:20I'm just really excited to meet you
01:00:21oh god
01:00:22I've watched you every day for like years
01:00:23everybody here has
01:00:24um
01:00:25the TV goes on and one on the dot without fail
01:00:27there'd be a mutiny if I didn't
01:00:28oh god
01:00:29oh your story with Todd
01:00:32oh hands down my favorite couple in the show
01:00:34you know we were properly devastated when they said you were leaving
01:00:39um
01:00:40and I still think you know you should have gone with him
01:00:43I mean Miriam I don't want to use the B word but
01:00:47she doesn't deserve him
01:00:49she never will
01:00:51oh
01:00:55welcome to Cedar Crest
01:00:57your first choice in assisted living
01:00:59how can I help you?
01:01:05I would not have thought anything could make that experience any more uncomfortable
01:01:08Mindy did
01:01:09I have a feeling this is the one
01:01:14the meadowlark
01:01:16why did I have to make it sound so fucking pleasant?
01:01:19I think it's nice
01:01:20you would
01:01:21can you just
01:01:31you were gonna tell me to be positive weren't you?
01:01:33maybe
01:01:34maybe
01:01:49I don't like it
01:01:51okay
01:01:53that's okay
01:01:56should we maybe see the inside before we go?
01:01:59this looks like fucking kindergarten
01:02:09cross with a new age rock singing church ready to make me grateful or
01:02:13Lainey
01:02:14what?
01:02:16you're welcome to sing
01:02:18being grateful
01:02:19that's optional
01:02:20I'm Kate
01:02:21we're shopping for my future cage
01:02:23not for my body mind you just for my mind it'll be up there with the fairies
01:02:27do you have something like that Kate?
01:02:30Lainey right?
01:02:32will you let me show you around?
01:02:35won't you follow me?
01:02:36let me
01:02:54I hate pink flannel sheets
01:02:59so we can change them
01:03:03thank you
01:03:04I think her first impression is okay at least I'm sorry if we didn't make a very
01:03:10good one she's never been shy oh my god no need to apologize I don't apologize
01:03:15for the things I can't control thank you very much my pleasure
01:03:20have you seen the keys to the deck door I don't know
01:03:34every day I have to hunt for them literally every single day can you please just ask for my help
01:03:46don't keep moving them around if you can't remember where you put them
01:03:50so much time spent looking for things in my own house how about we just always keep them in the
01:03:57door okay can we do that so where do you think you might have put them I don't know I don't okay
01:04:09well if you can't manage by yourself don't manage you can't manage every single day I'm wondering
01:04:13can she remember that can she remember that can she remember today but it doesn't even matter
01:04:18everything I say doesn't matter because tomorrow you forget
01:04:20some low cloud and dense fog in coastal areas and inland valleys and this system could also bring us a few light showers
01:04:45it looks like Wednesday night and Thursday have the highest chance of precipitation
01:04:50fog may be pretty dense in some areas causing low visibility so be careful if you have to drive
01:04:57especially in the overnight hours the good news is that it should warm up and clear out by the weekend
01:05:02giving us a brighter and warmer start to next week thanks Jan so there you have it with any luck things we'll be looking up by the weekend
01:05:09hey it'd be okay if I run to the store yeah
01:05:15yeah
01:05:16a dog a hundred miles from his home finds his way across the country to be reunited with his owner
01:05:22how? we'll have all your top stories plus the details of that heartwarming reunion at five
01:05:28that's all for Jan and the entire KPSU team thanks for joining us I'm Mary Shapiro
01:05:35and I'm Christine Valley Springs is up next have a great afternoon
01:05:42you
01:05:43Hi
01:06:10Can you please just ask for my help?
01:06:36If you can't manage by yourself, don't try.
01:06:42Everything I say doesn't matter because tomorrow you forget.
01:06:49Amy!
01:07:02Well, I've had three husbands and no complaints.
01:07:09Don't get burnt by the same flame twice.
01:07:15Where's the fun in that?
01:07:19You see, my dignity took a knock with the boys last time you were here.
01:07:24I thought you might want to apologize.
01:07:26Well, I'm going to knock it again because I don't remember.
01:07:30So do you go off on every innocent guy trying to buy a pretty girl a drink or you just not want to apologize?
01:07:37You have another thing coming. You're going to have to... I...
01:07:43How about we start with you inviting me to sit?
01:07:46You don't know where you end and the character begins.
01:07:53No.
01:07:59Now, come on.
01:08:01I told them I was coming over here to make amends.
01:08:05Seems you owe me that.
01:08:08I don't remember you.
01:08:10I'm Mike.
01:08:12Oh, I've forgotten how much fun this could be.
01:08:16You're Mike.
01:08:21Where's your friend?
01:08:25I have to go.
01:08:39Slow down.
01:08:44You want to come inside?
01:09:10Val, can you take her?
01:09:17Thank you so much.
01:09:18How did you find her?
01:09:20Well, small town.
01:09:21You know, like I said, everyone knows me.
01:09:23And I may have mentioned when you first arrived that we were friendly.
01:09:28So Dan, when he thought she might be in trouble.
01:09:32She is in trouble, Eva.
01:09:35She could get hurt.
01:09:38You can't leave her alone.
01:09:41And I understand you can't possibly watch her every minute of every day.
01:09:45But we get lucky today.
01:09:48We might not next time.
01:09:49I'll come here.
01:09:50I'm here for you.
01:09:53I'm here for you.
01:09:59Vivian's about to kill Katie.
01:10:04You may have pulled the wool over everyone else's eyes but not mine.
01:10:07You don't want what's best for Ed, you want what's best for yourself.
01:10:11Vivian, were you expecting someone else?
01:10:20I wanted to believe that you had changed, I really did.
01:10:23When you came back to the valley with your stories about how things were going to be different,
01:10:27I wanted to believe you, it was for Ed's sake.
01:10:29You may have pulled the wool over everyone else's eyes, but not mine.
01:10:33You don't want what's best for Ed, you want what's best for yourself.
01:10:36It would break him to know that you were here, it really would.
01:10:39Are you going to tell him?
01:10:41Give me one reason why I shouldn't.
01:10:42Well, I don't see why you'd want to hurt him that way.
01:10:45Me?
01:10:47You said it yourself.
01:10:49It would break him.
01:10:50But then you should have thought about that before you came running back
01:10:53when no one good and trusting would fall for your pathetic act.
01:10:56I think we both have secrets, Vivian.
01:10:59No, I'm not like you.
01:11:01I have more decency in my worst mistakes than you have in your finest moments.
01:11:05I won't let you do this.
01:11:07Oh, really?
01:11:08Tell me about it!
01:11:10If there isn't a moment that goes by that I'm not grateful to be loved by her.
01:11:20And I would give anything to have infinite moments like that with her.
01:11:25But because that's not something that I or medical science apparently can figure out,
01:11:33I'm just going to have to try to enjoy the time I do have with her.
01:11:40In all its imperfect perfectness.
01:11:42I love you.
01:11:45I love you.
01:11:45I love you.
01:11:46I love you.
01:12:17Are you ready to go?
01:12:34I, um...
01:12:37Shall I?
01:12:49I, um...
01:13:19No, it's beautiful.
01:13:22No, it's beautiful.
01:13:52Lainey?
01:13:59Look who's here to see you.
01:14:01Hi.
01:14:08Look.
01:14:23These are the lights.
01:14:33Um, this is, uh...
01:14:36You feel like you can fly.
01:14:41And this, um...
01:14:45It's the net.
01:14:46And this is, um...
01:14:53Um...
01:14:55You won that.
01:15:01I did?
01:15:03Yes, you did.
01:15:04And I was so proud of you.
01:15:06You're beautiful.
01:15:14You're beautiful.
01:15:15I'm sure you hear that all the time, but I'm, I'm spoken for, so I think it's okay if I say that.
01:15:28Will you come visit again?
01:15:44Of course I will.
01:15:46I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm...
01:15:53Take my hand, take me back in time, to remember whens that I've left behind.
01:16:18There's an endless haze of days to come.
01:16:25And so far I've been wasting mind on wars that can't be won.
01:16:32Take me home, take me where you are, cause the world I've known has been getting dark.
01:16:43Can you ease the fear knocking at my door?
01:16:49That when I wake my worst mistakes won't haunt me anymore.
01:16:57It's do or die what little time we have.
01:17:05But stay a while, we'll try to make this last.
01:17:17Cause every second past is just a chance out of our reach.
01:17:28So I'll keep living in the moment till it's all that's left of me.
01:17:39Take my love, keep it safe somewhere.
01:17:53When I lose myself, you can find me there.
01:17:59When I can't be strong, will you still know?
01:18:06The heart inside's the heart that I have called my own.
01:18:12It's do or die what little time we have.
01:18:25But stay a while, we'll try to make this last.
01:18:37Cause every second past is just a chance out of our reach.
01:18:40It's do or die what little time we have.
01:18:45But stay a while, we'll try to make this last.
01:18:58Cause every second past is just a chance out of our reach.
01:19:11So I'll keep living in the moment till it's all that's left of me.
01:19:19I'll keep living in the moment till it's all that's left of me.
01:19:27So i'll have now.
01:19:28Thought to be safe.
01:19:29So i'll tell you.
01:19:43So i'll don't count to it.
01:19:45We're moving in.
01:19:47I'll keep living in erhöhts.
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