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00:01You've got something called a subarachnoid hemorrhage.
00:03We're going to send you for an operation to relieve the pressure.
00:06I haven't been the best husband.
00:09You hear about people defying the odds all the time, don't you?
00:11Yeah.
00:12But I wouldn't get my hopes up if I were you.
00:17I was abandoned by a woman called Tina Piper.
00:20That's her address.
00:21Tina Piper's address.
00:23You said you needed answers.
00:30You have reached your destination.
00:34You said you wander your own love.
00:40You have reached your destination.
00:45You said you wander your own love.
00:47But when I think about you,
00:51you say you wander your own love.
00:55You say you wander your own love.
00:57But when I think about you,
01:00I don't see how it feels.
01:03Hiya, pet.
01:04You're here to do our legs, yeah?
01:09Come on in.
01:10I'll put the kettle on.
01:12Hiya, pet.
01:13You're here to do our legs, yeah?
01:14Come on in.
01:15I'll put the kettle on.
01:16Hiya, pet.
01:17You're here to do our legs, yeah?
01:18Come on in.
01:19I'll put the kettle on.
01:21You're here to do our legs, yeah?
01:22You're here to do our legs, yeah?
01:23Come on in.
01:24I'll put the kettle on.
01:25I'll put the kettle on.
01:28Let's take a little bit.
01:29I'm walking.
01:31I'll put the kettle on.
01:32I'll put the kettle on.
01:35All up, let's go.
01:37Put the kettle.
02:08I could have hoped to see some progress by now.
02:26I thought she was responding to pain stimulus.
02:29In the context of the EEG, it's likely just a spinal reflex.
02:32We'll do a CT angiogram.
02:34Well, what should I turn to call?
02:36She has to be updated.
02:38Sorry.
02:40Can I see you?
02:44That's what I said.
02:46What did you...
02:47Look, let's catch up with the weekend and I'll catch you then.
02:50That's what I said.
03:05I've got to go, Flower.
03:06I've got to go, Flower.
03:06District nurse is here.
03:08Bye.
03:09Sorry about that.
03:11Come in.
03:12Right.
03:13I've given them a wash, but they're still a bit whiffy.
03:17I think the left one's getting worse, to be honest.
03:20Dressings are here.
03:21There's a box of other bits by the chair there and aprons and gloves on here.
03:25We were expecting...
03:27What's her name?
03:31Polly.
03:32Young lass.
03:33Yeah.
03:33Not long qualified.
03:35What's your name, sorry?
03:38Er...
03:38Natalie.
03:39I'm new at the area.
03:42Oh, you sound pretty local.
03:44Yeah.
03:45I moved away.
03:47Erm...
03:47Is that the stuff here?
03:48Yep.
03:49Should be everything, but shout if you need out.
03:52I'll get rid of this lot.
03:53And, er, do us a brew.
03:56Right.
03:57Back in a minute, ma'am.
03:59Yeah.
04:02Right.
04:04Hello.
04:06Nana.
04:08Do you want me to tell her?
04:13No.
04:14No, I'll tell her.
04:23Do you take sugar?
04:29Just as it comes is grand.
04:30Thanks.
04:33How long ago was I stroke?
04:36Oh.
04:37About five years now.
04:40You've just been caring for her here since then?
04:42Yeah.
04:44Well, I can't afford a private nursing home.
04:47And I kind of bring myself to just dump her with social services.
04:51Stay with those places, so...
04:53Right?
04:55Yeah.
04:56No.
04:58What do you think?
05:00What do I think?
05:02Is it infected?
05:04Oh.
05:04Yeah.
05:06Erm...
05:06I'll do her a microbial dressing and a proper pressure bandage,
05:10but she's going to need antibiotics.
05:12Right.
05:13OK.
05:14Can you sort that out, or...?
05:16Erm...
05:16It's probably best if you speak to her GP.
05:19OK.
05:21Poor circulation doesn't...
05:23really help heal in these things.
05:26Erm...
05:26Does she have any history of, like, IV drug use or alcohol abuse?
05:31Her?
05:34No.
05:35Right.
05:36So, you grew up round here, did you?
05:41Near here, yeah.
05:44Sorry, erm...
05:45Do you mind if I use your loom?
05:47Oh, yeah.
05:48Let's see.
05:49Just down the hall, up the stairs, and straight ahead.
05:55Yeah.
05:56Er, hello guys, yeah, I appreciate that you're worried about all your friends, but if you don't
06:03need medical attention, could you wait outside?
06:06I'm going to need a resource of one, please.
06:07Excuse me.
06:08Rosie, can you give me a hand, please?
06:09Yeah.
06:10Come on.
06:11Don't remember me saying there'll be a spike in drugs admissions during Pride.
06:12Well, here we go.
06:13Yep.
06:14Through to resource, please.
06:15Oh, house casting.
06:16Are you sure?
06:17Er, right, OK.
06:18Excuse me.
06:19Right, she's right.
06:20Guys, move, come on.
06:21Yeah, I'm on my way.
06:22No, it's just a surprise.
06:23I'm sorry, I have to go, OK?
06:24Right, right.
06:25Sonny's putting on her prison vistas list for tomorrow.
06:26Oh, right.
06:27Jacob!
06:28You're back!
06:29Aw!
06:30Well, not thanks to his girlfriend, huh?
06:31Why don't you tell her to stop messing around and start naming names?
06:33Er, she's not my girlfriend anymore, and I'm sure she's told the police everything
06:38she knows.
06:39Well, apparently no one's been arrested for her.
06:40I'm sorry.
06:41I'm sorry.
06:42I'm sorry.
06:43I'm sorry.
06:44I'm sorry.
06:45I'm sorry.
06:46I'm sorry.
06:47I'm sorry.
06:48I'm sorry.
06:49I'm sorry.
06:50I'm sorry.
06:51I'm sorry.
06:52I'm sorry.
06:53I'm sorry.
06:54I'm sorry.
06:55I'm sorry.
06:56I'm sorry.
06:57I'm sorry.
06:58I'm sorry.
06:59I'm sorry.
07:00I'm sorry.
07:01I'm sorry.
07:02I'm sorry.
07:03I'm sorry.
07:04I'm sorry.
07:05I'm sorry.
07:08We've got problems enough today without turning on each other.
07:11Yeah, he started it.
07:12Yeah, I'm finishing it.
07:13Jacob, in the truck, please.
07:15Unless you fancy going back on desk duty.
07:18It's been a difficult morning.
07:21It's not even over yet.
07:22So just...
07:23You OK?
07:24Yeah, you?
07:25Yeah.
07:26I'm still not patient.
07:27OK.
07:28Hiya.
07:29This is Darcy Kallara, 15 years old.
07:30She collapsed at Pride about half an hour ago.
07:32We think she's taken the same pill as the others from today.
07:34Obviously we don't know what that is.
07:35Presented as an opiate OD.
07:36She's had multiple doses of naloxone with little to no effect.
07:37OK, Reese's three, please.
07:38There's two more coming in from the same group and the parents are on the way.
07:39OK.
07:40OK.
07:41OK.
07:42OK.
07:43OK.
07:44What's that?
07:45OK, Reese's three, please.
07:46There's two more coming in from the same group and the parents are on the way.
07:48OK.
07:49What's the difference?
07:50Well, with a coma a patient can be unresponsive.
07:56And unconscious, but there is still underlying brain activity.
08:09And they wake up.
08:13What's the difference?
08:15Well, with a coma, a patient can be unresponsive and unconscious,
08:20but there is still underlying brain activity.
08:23And they wake up.
08:26Sometimes.
08:28And the other thing, the...
08:30Brainstem, death, that's very different.
08:35It's permanent, and it's irreversible.
08:37There's no underlying brain activity, so there is no chance of recovery.
08:41So, which one is she?
08:46At the moment, we don't know.
08:49So we're going to send her for a scan that uses a special dye
08:52that shows blood flow inside her brain,
08:54and hopefully that's going to tell us more.
08:57I know it's a lot.
09:01I thought you worked in A&E.
09:05Yeah, usually I do.
09:07But since Cassie had no next of kin,
09:11when I'm present, I was assigned her independent mental capacity advocate,
09:14which means I was appointed to make decisions in her best interests.
09:19But obviously now you're here.
09:21No, I don't want to make any decisions.
09:24I can't do that.
09:25I just want to be with her.
09:27Okay.
09:28It's okay.
09:29We'll do it together.
09:30I will be with you every step of the way.
09:39Her last dose of Rocheronium was 15 minutes ago.
09:42She was a grade 1 intubation CMAP3.
09:45She has a size 7 tube in. That's 22 at the teeth.
09:48Pupils are 5 bilaterally and reactive throughout.
09:51CT head was normal. We're just waiting for a formal report.
09:53OK, thank you.
09:56Right, we'll leave you with our colleagues now.
09:58Thank you so much.
09:59Take care, Nadia.
10:05We'll look after you, sweetheart.
10:08I'll get you better.
10:09Are you OK?
10:11Yeah, I just...
10:13I think it's true what Jacob said earlier,
10:14that Sonny's not going to talk to the police.
10:16I don't know. She's got Jake to think about.
10:20Not about everyone else's kids.
10:22Yeah, I'm not defending her. I'm just saying...
10:24No, of course you're not. I'm sorry.
10:27Well, it's just that...
10:28it doesn't look like Cassie's going to be naming any names any time soon.
10:32Maybe you should go and visit Sonny.
10:34See if she'll talk.
10:36No. No.
10:37If she has some names, it might help stop this.
10:40She's not the only one.
10:41What about the kid who ran Cassie down? He knows who they are.
10:43Rash!
10:44If Sonny's intimidated by them, what do you think a little kid's going to do?
10:47We don't even know where he is.
10:49You can actually go to Sonny face to face and ask...
10:51Wait, I'm not going to speak to her.
10:53Just drop it, OK?
10:58Right.
11:01OK.
11:01Don't you move!
11:10I called the surgery about the antibiotics.
11:13You're not a district nurse.
11:15They don't know who you are.
11:17I'm sorry.
11:17Trying to rob us!
11:18Is that it?
11:19No, no.
11:19Come on your way in here and snoop around.
11:21No, it's not.
11:21You've got three seconds to get out or I'm calling the police.
11:24No.
11:24No, no.
11:25Out!
11:25Get out!
11:26My house!
11:27No, I'm Nicole Piper.
11:30Yeah, me, ma'am.
11:33I know.
11:34I should have said straight away I was stupid.
11:38I just...
11:39I just wanted to meet you.
11:42And find out what happened.
11:44And I just wanted to understand why I was put in care.
11:49How dare you lie?
11:52You're waiting here.
11:54I can't do this.
11:56I can't do this.
11:57Hang on.
11:57You're the one in the wrong here, not me.
11:59Get out.
12:01Shooting up?
12:03With a toddler in the house?
12:04Locking me away while you were having a good time?
12:07What?
12:07You odied?
12:09Is that what happened?
12:09I don't know what you're talking about.
12:11Yes, you do!
12:12Why would I make that up?
12:13Why would I remember?
12:14Needles?
12:15I don't know.
12:16I'm a diabetic.
12:19I don't know.
12:20No.
12:20You think you remember.
12:21Don't do that.
12:22I remember.
12:23Party's been locked away.
12:25You don't understand.
12:25I can hear the music.
12:27I can't have this conversation.
12:29I want you out at my house.
12:33Hey, you're not even going to explain yourself.
12:37You can't do this.
12:39I want you out at my house.
12:51No.
13:05ITU beds are allocated strictly on the basis of clinical priority.
13:08And this area is for patients and relatives only.
13:11Okay.
13:12And do the rest of the parents know who they're sharing a ward with?
13:16Get out.
13:16Get out.
13:17I'm calling security.
13:17What?
13:17What?
13:18Hey!
13:21Okay.
13:22Remind me never to get on the wrong side of you.
13:25Journalist, can you believe that?
13:26Have any victims of contaminated drugs been denied a bed because of someone who was selling
13:30them?
13:31Well, how the hell do they know that?
13:33I don't know.
13:35But Darcy Kallara just took our last level three bed.
13:37She'll be all right.
13:39She's got the best people looking after her.
13:41Okay, listen.
13:47I'm going to go get a bite to eat from somewhere that's not a vending machine if you fancy a
13:51break.
13:52But I have a sad sandwich in the fridge, if I ever get the chance.
13:56Yeah.
13:57I'll make sure that guy finds the exit.
14:11She thought it was out.
14:18Yeah, you found us.
14:20Yeah, for good it did.
14:22Even now, she doesn't want anything to do with us.
14:24I started remembering all this stuff.
14:27And she says I'm wrong, but I don't know if I am.
14:31I don't know.
14:32No, Colt, it's okay.
14:33I don't understand.
14:34Why lie?
14:36Diabetes.
14:37But that doesn't explain the rest of it.
14:39I don't know.
14:40I just don't know.
14:41Sorry, I know I'm not making any sense.
14:45No, it's okay.
14:47Okay.
14:47I've come all the way here.
14:49And me grown-up brain knows I am wasting my time.
14:55But there's still a little girl inside of us that just needs answers.
15:00Now I'm sat here in me car and I don't know what to do.
15:02I just want to see.
15:07How's Cathy?
15:08Um...
15:09She hasn't responded to the sentation hold.
15:16Right.
15:17Look, it's getting late.
15:19I don't think you should be driving when you're upset.
15:21Maybe you should find somewhere there to stay.
15:24Maybe, but if Cassie does come round, she needs someone with her.
15:27I reckon if I apologise to Maddox, she will let us back in.
15:31Nicole, Vicky came back.
15:33Cassie's birth lab, Vicky.
15:35Apparently she hasn't left her side since she got here.
15:38Okay, so...
15:42No need to rush back then.
15:44We need you in cubicle two.
15:49Look, I'm sorry.
15:50I have to go.
15:52No, I understand.
15:55Thank you for calling.
15:56Of course.
15:59Bye.
16:00Bye.
16:00Bye.
16:00Bye.
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16:04Bye.
16:06Bye.
16:07Bye.
16:08Bye.
16:09For you.
16:10Really?
16:11Yeah.
16:12I mean, I had to guess what you'd want, but hopefully it's better than a sad sandwich.
16:16Oh, thank you.
16:18That's really sweet.
16:19You know, normally when I buy a girl dinner, I prefer to be somewhere a little bit more romantic,
16:23but it needs most.
16:25Dr. Byron, are you flirting with me?
16:28No.
16:29I'm in a can if you want me to.
16:32You don't remember me, do you?
16:35I didn't think that you did.
16:37Look at me.
16:38Look at me.
16:39Look at me.
16:40Stop shouting.
16:41I hope she dies.
16:42It'd be the least that she's saved.
16:43Enough of that.
16:44I've got reporters calling me.
16:45Do you know what she's done?
16:46She's the reason why my daughter's in here in the first place.
16:48If you're done, then do drops.
16:49Don't go.
16:50Don't go.
16:51Don't go.
16:52Don't go.
16:53Shut up.
16:54Come on.
16:55Come on.
16:56Calm down, okay?
16:57You okay?
16:58What do you think?
16:59I think that everybody is just tired and emotional.
17:02Suppose you think she's right, do you?
17:04Think Cassie deserves all of this?
17:06Of course I don't.
17:07Cassie was taken advantage of by the same people who contaminated those pills.
17:11People who do not care who gets hurt as long as they make a profit.
17:14Yes, you are.
17:15That's why she deserves the best possible treatment.
17:17Same as everybody else.
17:18There's a relative's room just down the corridor.
17:22Why don't you just go get some rest?
17:24I don't want to leave her on her own.
17:26See?
17:27Well, I'll stay with her.
17:29Just go get a couple of hours.
17:31Really?
17:32Yeah.
17:33She has a big day tomorrow and she is going to need you.
17:36I'll stay with her, okay?
17:37I won't leave her side.
17:38I promise.
17:43Thanks.
17:44Just try and rest.
17:52I'll stay with her.
18:13I don't know.
18:43Excuse me.
18:56Hello, my sweetheart.
18:58It's okay, Darcy.
19:01It's okay.
19:02I'm here, baby girl.
19:03Hi.
19:04It's okay.
19:05Hi, Darcy.
19:06Just try and relax.
19:08Stay nice and calm and we'll get this tube out for you, okay?
19:12Nice and steady.
19:13Good girl.
19:14She's waking up.
19:15So it does happen.
19:16I'm going to get us a new place.
19:17But when she's well enough, we can have a new start, both of us.
19:33Yeah.
19:34It's a good idea.
19:40I know what you can hear us.
19:43Can we please just talk?
19:45I just need to know what happened and then I'll leave you alone.
19:48I just need to know.
19:50Surely you can understand that.
19:54Ten minutes.
19:55Five minutes.
19:56Five minutes.
19:5713 minutes.
20:0217 minutes.
20:05I'm not even worth that.
20:12Technically, I didn't lie.
20:26You had a... it said NHS on it.
20:30I'm a doctor.
20:32Ine.
20:33Down south, not up here.
20:36That's how you knew how to do all that.
20:40Are you really a diabetic?
20:43It would just help us to know if I'm asked if it runs in the family.
20:56How did you find us?
21:00A friend helped us.
21:07Why did you lock us up?
21:10I've not remembered that wrong, have I?
21:12You... you did?
21:15I wasn't locking you up.
21:17I was keeping you safe.
21:20From what?
21:23Your dad.
21:27Come on, come on.
21:28No, Mummy, no, please.
21:31Shh.
21:32It's okay.
21:33Come on, come on, get in here.
21:34Come on.
21:34Come here with him.
21:37Tina, if you don't get down here.
21:42Don't make me when you don't get me.
21:45Get here.
21:46No.
21:46I'm sorry.
21:50That's for her medicines.
21:51She can't have them on an em refuse to make so.
21:53No.
21:57No.
22:00No.
22:01No.
22:02No.
22:03No.
22:04You're over.
22:04No.
22:05No.
22:05No.
22:05No, no.
22:05No.
22:06No, no, no.
22:07No.
22:08No, no.
22:09No, no.
22:10No, no.
22:11No, no, no.
22:12No, no.
22:12No, no, yes.
22:12No, no, no.
22:13I know we're all invested in Cassie Wood's prognosis so I just thought I'd update everyone
22:33at once. She's had a CT angio this morning and unfortunately the results weren't what
22:40we all hoped for. They're going to do further brainstem testing but it's not looking good.
22:47There's an MDT this afternoon where obviously next steps will be discussed. That's it, that's
22:55all I've got guys. Don't mention IT in your beds to me. How about the gates? Good. He didn't
23:06want to play mums and dads. I'm not defending him. I'm just telling you how I was. Go on.
23:21That's it really. He would go out, drink too much, come home and knock me about. Sometimes
23:38his mates would come round, they'd drink and play video games and then they'd leave and
23:48go. He never touched you. It was me. I tried to keep you away from it for his best I could
24:01I know he's so more than he should have.
24:04You're a jerk!
24:08No!
24:10No!
24:12No!
24:14No!
24:16No!
24:17No!
24:18No!
24:20No!
24:21No!
24:22No!
24:23No!
24:24No!
24:25No!
24:26No!
24:27No!
24:28No!
24:29No!
24:30No!
24:31No!
24:32No!
24:33Where's he now?
24:34Dead!
24:36Okay, er... when?
24:41How?
24:42Before?
24:43Before I went in the care after?
24:47Last year?
24:49Before?
24:52I don't understand.
24:56Why didn't you keep his if he was gone?
25:00If there was no threat?
25:04Unless it wasn't your choice. I don't know.
25:08If you were in prison.
25:12Oh, God, did you kill him?
25:16Mum? She's choking.
25:20She's choking. Oh, you are a doctor. No, she's really choking.
25:24Mum!
25:26She's unconscious. You need to get her head.
25:28I'm going to get her on the floor, all right?
25:32That's it, that's it, that's it.
25:36Call 999. Oh, my God.
25:40Ambulance.
25:44It's out.
25:50We're all right, it's out.
25:52Right, nice and easy. There you go.
25:54No, we're okay, she's breathing.
25:56Bloody hell, Mum.
25:58Who chokes on soup?
26:00Right, you keep an eye on her.
26:04I'll go and get me work bag from the car.
26:06I'll check her off, all right?
26:10No, I'm still here.
26:12No, we're okay.
26:14My daughter's here, she's a doctor.
26:16Cassie?
26:26Cassie, can you hear me?
26:28Can you hear me?
26:58Please, tell me it's good, because I've been out here thinking all these things and I just...
27:18I really need to know she's going to be okay, because this is my chance now to make this right.
27:26I have to make it right.
27:29I'm not ready.
27:31I'm not ready, because I have to tell her.
27:34I have to say I'm sorry.
27:41Sounds nice and clear.
27:43No broken ribs, no surgical emphysema, no pain on palpation.
27:48I think she's all right.
27:49Should I call and cancel the ambulance?
27:52It's worth them seeing her.
27:54They'll want to do an x-ray and probably some bloods because of her infection.
27:57Okay.
28:00I didn't kill him.
28:01He came off his motorbike.
28:03I wasn't in prison and I wasn't a junkie who overdosed.
28:10I know why you want there to be some big, dramatic, movie-style explanation as to why things ended up the way they did, but the truth is I was a mess.
28:22I was 19, single parent, stone broke.
28:29I was skipping meals to make me benefit stretch and me diabetes got worse.
28:34My mummy won't wake up.
28:36How bad did it get?
28:39Diabetic coma.
28:45What do they call it?
28:47Ventilator pneumonia?
28:49Ventilator required pneumonia.
28:50Something like that.
28:52Anyway, one thing led to another and I woke up in ITU a month later.
28:59They'd already put you in emergency for foster care.
29:05Right, but that was only temporary until he'd recovered, so...
29:09Yeah, that was the plan.
29:14But when it was time to go home, I just never took you back.
29:20So you did abandon us?
29:29I had no family.
29:31No support.
29:32What about your mum?
29:33My mum died when I was a bear.
29:35I grew up with my nana until she died too.
29:38So this is...
29:40Ruth.
29:43She's my mother-in-law.
29:45You're married.
29:4622 years.
29:48Have you got three boys?
29:57EEG shows flat isoelectric tracing.
30:00There's no evidence of cortical electrical activity
30:03and no response to external stimuli.
30:05Dr. Ventner repeated full brain stem testing and had the same results.
30:09CT angiogram shows a complete loss of grey-white matter differentiation,
30:15indicating that since the initial scans done on arrival in the ED,
30:19severe hypoxic brain injury has developed.
30:22As you can see, there's complete effacement of the ventricles,
30:25the basal cisterns and sulci due to cerebral edema.
30:29Together, this paints a cohesive picture of non-survivable brain injury
30:33with no signs of ongoing neurological activity.
30:36By all neurological criteria, Cassie is dead.
30:40She's permanently lost the capacity for consciousness
30:43and the ability to breathe by herself.
30:45I think the right course of action now
30:49is the withdrawal of life-sustaining treatment.
30:52Are we all in agreement?
30:54No, I can't agree to this.
31:04Flynn, you're not serious.
31:07I mean, sorry, Flynn, two out of three of every one of our resource beds
31:10is occupied by people waiting for you.
31:12Is that what you want me to tell her mother?
31:13Sorry, hospital gears need to keep turning.
31:15We need to prioritise bed care.
31:17They are. This is ridiculous.
31:19It's not ridiculous!
31:20Claire needs more time!
31:22Do you mean the mother? I think her name's Vicky.
31:25This was what I just said!
31:26No, love. He said Claire.
31:31Let's take some time to cool down.
31:33We can review the situation in the morning.
31:45There's obviously something else going on.
31:47If you've had details, you can't.
31:49Oh, Siobhan.
31:52Come here.
32:00OK.
32:01Right, well, let's get to keep this.
32:02Excuse me.
32:03Rashid Massoud.
32:04Hi.
32:06I understand you're in a relationship with Serena Callahan,
32:10recently arrested for drug offences.
32:12Sorry, I've got nothing to say.
32:13Did you know?
32:14No.
32:15Were you aware?
32:16No comment.
32:17Can you just leave me alone, please?
32:18Hey, hey!
32:19Which were being threatened.
32:21You can't do that!
32:22Yeah, I can though, Connor.
32:23If you're harassing a member of my staff.
32:25Was it you who were called a patient's relatives?
32:27Huh?
32:28Feeding off of people's misery when they're at their most vulnerable.
32:31You should be ashamed of yourself.
32:32Get out of here before I report you for harassment.
32:34Go on!
32:35Get out of here!
32:36Wait.
32:37Seriously, come on.
32:38What the hell?
32:40Parasite.
32:41I hate you.
32:45You OK?
32:46Yeah.
32:47I'm OK.
32:48I was on me own.
32:57In and out of care.
33:01Pushing people away when things got rough because I knew the only person I could rely on was myself.
33:08I thought someone would adopt you.
33:11Well, they didn't.
33:15Nobody wanted me.
33:19And you just started again.
33:25Had some brand new kids when the timing was better.
33:28That's not fair.
33:30That's what's not fair.
33:32I kept thinking.
33:35What if you hadn't called for help?
33:38How long would it have been until someone found you?
33:41You could have starved to death.
33:43Sitting next to my rotten corpse and no one would have known.
33:48But I didn't.
33:50I called 999.
33:52But you shouldn't have had to.
33:54You were just a bit.
33:56I thought I was doing what was best for both of us.
33:59That's a cop-out.
34:00Maybe it is.
34:01But I'm not as strong as you are.
34:04I couldn't do it all on me own.
34:07I never had a choice.
34:09I am sorry.
34:12I am sorry.
34:17I'm sorry.
34:19I couldn't be the person, the mam that you needed me to be.
34:23Right or wrong, the truth is, Nicole, if I'd had to look after us both,
34:33I don't think either of us would have made it.
34:35Right.
34:37Right.
34:41Well.
34:45Now I know, don't I?
34:54Take it if you need to.
34:55I'll check on Ruth.
35:00No, it's not a good time.
35:10When are they doing it?
35:11I'm not sure.
35:13It's not tonight.
35:14Maybe in the morning.
35:16You should be here.
35:18She doesn't need me there.
35:21For you.
35:30Hey.
35:32Vicky went home for a change of clothes.
35:34She'll be back later.
35:36Okay.
35:37Well, I mean, do you want me to leave you to her?
35:39No, it's okay.
35:41You don't have to go.
35:48Are you okay?
35:57St. James.
35:59Paediatric Intensive Care Unit 2011.
36:03You were in F2 on rotation.
36:07You do remember me.
36:10Not until you said...
36:12I mean, not because you're not memorable.
36:14Oh, you had a lot going on.
36:16Yeah.
36:18He was my first.
36:20First patient I saw have their life support withdrawn.
36:25I've never forgotten him.
36:27Joseph, Nathan, Byron.
36:34Anyway.
36:36Er...
36:38I need to get a hand over.
36:39Yeah, sure.
36:40Don't let me keep you.
36:45Yeah, no, I will.
37:00Okay.
37:03And Gauzy...
37:05Thanks.
37:15Tina.
37:21Sorry.
37:23I...
37:24I just wanted to give you this.
37:30So you did think about us then?
37:32Sometimes.
37:33Of course I did.
37:35Every time I saw a little blonde lass on the street, I'd wonder...
37:39Well...
37:41You know...
37:43What it would have been like if...
37:48Anyway...
37:49I...
37:52I have to go.
37:54Oh.
37:55Okay.
37:57Look, there's someone who...
37:59I thought...
38:00we were better off without each other, but...
38:03it's not that simple, is it?
38:06Do you want to swap numbers?
38:09Stay in touch?
38:11No.
38:13I don't think so.
38:17You've got your family.
38:19I've got me answers.
38:34Yeah, that's great.
38:36Appreciate it.
38:41Yeah, come in.
38:43Hey, so...
38:44Orthopaedics said we can use their recovery base.
38:46That's great, thank you.
38:47Can you sign this for me, please?
38:48I'm not able to discharge anybody at the moment.
38:51Yeah, how does he work like this?
38:53I don't know, apparently some kind of system.
38:56But he was outside earlier, he lost his head with some reporter.
39:01Reporter?
39:02That's great for PR, isn't it?
39:03He called Cassie's mum, Claire, earlier on.
39:05Well, that's his ex-wife's name.
39:08Well, I don't know, is there some history between the two of them?
39:10Look, don't ask me.
39:11I knew him at uni, but he wasn't with Claire then.
39:13So, no idea.
39:14Well, you know, something's got to give, because, you know, we're logjammed.
39:17Stevie?
39:18Yes, Mrs Ashgar, on my way.
39:20Er, I don't know, ask him.
39:35Er, I don't know.
39:36That's right.
39:37I just got to.
39:38He's okay.
39:39Hey!
39:40There he is.
39:42He used to work.
39:44How are you going to do it?
39:45He used to work.
39:46If he was a businessman, he called me.
39:47He was a businessman at the same time.
39:48I should have been a businessman.
39:49You can do it.
39:50He's, he used to work.
39:51You're all the same.
39:52He used to be.
39:53You can do it.
39:54He used to be a businessman
39:55I don't know.
40:25I don't know.
40:55I was, um...
40:59I was thinking about Joseph, I suppose.
41:02What are you thinking about your son?
41:06Have you been reading my confidential medical files?
41:10I could have you struck off for that.
41:12I did say you could. I don't know what the point would be.
41:14Well, it would make me feel better.
41:16It wouldn't.
41:16No.
41:24Maybe I wouldn't.
41:30He was ten months old when we had to make the decision to...
41:35Fred, I can't even imagine.
41:36I mean, Claire, she wasn't...
41:40You know, she couldn't, so I...
41:43What else could you do? Somebody had to make a decision.
41:45She didn't see it that way.
41:48I mean, she just wanted more time with him, but...
41:52I pushed her into making a decision before she was ready.
41:59I don't think she ever forgave me for that.
42:03Not really.
42:04I know I didn't.
42:05You know, though, this isn't the same.
42:10Ricky isn't Claire.
42:12Cassie isn't Joseph.
42:13I know.
42:14I know, I just didn't want to make the same mistake again.
42:17I didn't want to make things worse than they already are.
42:20I don't think you could make anything worse, Fred.
42:24Oh, Dylan, he was so small.
42:27Yeah.
42:28Good, though.
42:29I tried.
42:35I don't know.
43:05Nicole.
43:14Hi.
43:16I'm sorry.
43:17I can go if you want us to.
43:22OK.
43:23I just wanted to say I'm so sorry for what I said before.
43:30I know Cassie would be really pleased that you're here.
43:35Nicole.
43:39Stay.
43:42She'd want you here, too.
45:27I'm going to go.
45:57You came?
46:25I wasn't sure that you would.
46:30Whatever you want to say, just say it.
46:35I'm sorry.
46:41I thought you were going to tell me I ruined your life and you'd have a go at me.
46:46I ruined my own life.
46:49And Jake's.
46:51And probably my sister's now that she's got to look after him.
46:55I thought you hated me.
46:56You're a good person, Rash.
46:58If I'd stopped to think about it, I should have known it's exactly what you would do.
47:03I just wish I could go back in time.
47:07Make different decisions.
47:10I wish I could...
47:14undo all of it.
47:19If that's the case, then...
47:22then why don't you speak to the police?
47:24Tell them who these people are so they can be stopped.
47:27And then what?
47:29Tell my sister to leave town.
47:31Sell her house.
47:33Pull her own kids out of school.
47:35And I can't go with them, can I?
47:38So what?
47:39I just never see my son again.
47:42Now the police just have to do their job without me.
47:46Sonny, people are dying.
47:47Every day, people are dying.
47:50More and more.
47:50And it just...
47:51It needs to stop.
47:53I've said I'm sorry.
47:57That's all I really wanted to say.
48:03Sonny, wait.
48:05Sonny, just think about it.
48:06I don't know.
48:22I don't see her.
48:29I don't know.
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