The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives Season 1 Episode 2

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00:00getting arrested it was a worst sign of my life i ended up being charged with

00:06aggravated assault with three years of probation

00:10it's been a challenge going from the scandal to relationship to miscarriage to arrest to

00:19being pregnant again

00:20let's talk about your pregnancy okay did you and dakota make a decision together

00:28after i was arrested dakota and i like we actually never broke up we stayed in our relationship and

00:34i think we wanted it to be honest it might not be the smartest decision in our situation

00:38it wasn't um but it is what it is

00:42this place is so cute i want to get a little drinky drink

00:47hello i got this one you got it thank you i was so shocked when i found out taylor's

00:54pregnant i like couldn't believe it you were shocked yes i wasn't you weren't surprised

00:59she's been kind of mia i feel like she's like separated herself from all of us i mean i feel

01:04like i would if it were me she had the swinger scandal had an affair with her husband then she

01:09had her miscarriage with dakota continued breaking it on and off with dakota then she got arrested

01:15and now she's pregnant it's like um when like they see guys like think with their dick that's like

01:20taylor thinks with her vagina she does not think of like i don't think she thinks with anything

01:27love her but sometimes i'm like sweetheart like it's not that hard yeah

01:32good morning how's it going good how are you good freezing it is cold outside

01:42i'm so excited to go shopping what all have you bought so far nothing you haven't bought anything

01:49i want to wait till after the shower to get stuff because then you know what you do and don't need

01:52you know yeah i want to invite all of mom talk to come to my baby shower i feel like this would be

01:59like a good fresh start did you guys get her baby shower invite though yeah are you gonna go obviously

02:06yeah are you going i had one of my last probation appointments today yeah what what did they say so

02:18this is how it works so i went like once a month every month but now it changes to every six months i go in

02:24so i don't have to go in every month which is that's a step you know yeah so that's good yeah we

02:31should we just shouldn't even be there i know after the arrest i was under so much stress

02:38i was filmed leaving the gel and then that was immediately on the internet it was a blessing in

02:44disguise that helped me like wake up i'm not gonna go through this again till i can't you've aged me like 10

02:52years i've aged myself it's put a very i'd say negative image on mom talk i think that something

03:02needs to change we need to get back to what mom talk was before all this happened do you want to

03:08exclude her from it like what are you saying i just think like let's change the culture the swinger

03:14scandal sure we got a lot of eyes we got a lot of publicity from it but i feel like ever since the

03:19arrest it's been the complete opposite i know for a lot of people like brand deals have gone down

03:25we need to make sure that we have a good reputation on social media because brands

03:30aren't going to want to work with us if they think we're going to jail and throwing stools at a wall

03:36we need to make sure to just completely get rid of that culture because it's our livelihood

03:40right now i feel like we're like holding on a threat here yeah i feel like it's like rocky

03:45mm-hmm and i feel like it's gonna take at least one of us to kind of step up to keep the group going

03:51i feel like it's almost weird today doing content without taylor yeah this feels different you know

03:55yeah it is weird i'm just like

04:01it's overwhelming like i feel like right now i just have a lot on my plate and dakota's like

04:06talking about marriage a lot and i'm not quite i'm not fully in

04:16i'm so scared to like just get hurt i guess i've done like everything to like push him

04:23i think it's more of a test like are you gonna stay here with me through like thick and thin you know

04:28and so i've done these things where i'm like tried to push himself he's like you're trying to ruin this

04:32like you want to ruin this and he's like you're gonna do it eventually if you keep trying it

04:39my due date is in six to eight weeks and i don't know if um i'll like ever forgive myself

04:51and that's why i like really pushed dakota because i don't feel like i deserve this like happy ending life

04:59and i think that's like something like i learned in therapy like

05:05i just like kind of struggle um and i'm like terrified

05:14sorry i can't talk i'm like hurting so bad inside i know i don't want you to you to feel that way i

05:21think that's why i had like a psychotic break is because i don't know how to handle it and that much

05:27hurt that i had at one time and and the whole social media was watching and i didn't know what

05:32to do after the arrest i lost a lot of friends i miss having the close friendships so i would like

05:40to just kind of start over beginning with my baby shower oh gosh i'm sorry i'm gonna put some

05:48wood glass on and act like i didn't have a meltdown in the car oh thank you i know it's cute huh yeah

06:10i don't know i'm the one you've been dreaming of i've got everything you could ever want

06:19trying to see i'll bring it to your knees baby you're gonna believe

06:32please lord make me the biggest star the world has ever known should we start flying up here

06:49my biggest thing surviving as a working mom with young kids is self-care and hanging out

06:55with my close girlfriends i feel like i need to be on the chair

06:58please lord make me the biggest star the world has ever known that was it taylor used to be the

07:06face of mom talk and then when that all blew up no one really knew what mom talks stood for anymore

07:11i feel like if mom talk is gonna remake its image it's up to the rest of us to step up and make it

07:15happen i know you don't want to make a tick tock but we've got to pay the bills i mean who else is

07:20gonna pay the bills who is currently like the breadwinner at home i think all of us yeah definitely

07:29for sure all of us really yeah we all are look at us social media has been like the greatest blessing

07:36in that sense i feel like we haven't done a brand deal in a long time zero november zero december

07:41and then i got three in january i wonder if holidays were just slow the past year has been

07:46a little rough going for mom talk after taylor's arrest but we still want to keep mom talk going

07:52and i think it's up to us to keep everything flowing i had one brand deal like going into the

07:58holidays yeah and then dry what's the weirdest deal you've gotten me and jen got one what a bladder

08:07what was it after giving birth like your pelvic is just so weak that you could sneeze and like pee

08:13yourself yeah who is for diapers i just said yes they're i'm reading the brief and me and jen are

08:19like wait a minute are these for diapers i'm like are you doing it okay i feel like you probably have

08:24had more you have one yeah you have one yeah don't you yeah do you have a weird brand deal you want

08:31to share with us guys i genuinely need your opinion on something what okay so i got this off

08:36offer and it's like i'm not gonna lie like the money is really good i'm like how much we talking

08:4220 200 200 000 no wait wait 20 000 20 20. okay 20. i thought for what it's really good money okay what is it what

08:53the oh goodness

09:01what the what is it i can't see just like pleasure points

09:04for days what the fu is this whitney levitt from spreading the good word door to door to spreading

09:13the word about vibrators who would have thought congratulations is that a little microphone karaoke are you

09:20gonna sing into that stop here you want to see them let me just have my name on it oh to me that one's

09:30for you this one looks interesting the finger pro it's your finger but better guys i need to go upstairs

09:35here look like i'll be right back stop leila okay so what do they want you to do because so okay so

09:41literally all i have to do is hold it and take a picture like just me and post it on my instagram

09:48that's it in the mormon religion we're very conservative i worry about the people that i grew

09:57up with specifically my family seeing me promote this sex toy because it's very very taboo i don't know

10:05if i do it for 20 i'd probably have to do at least i know i don't i wouldn't do it for 20. i'd do it for 100

10:09baby i would do it honestly i think whitney should take the deal for the vibrator i honestly don't see

10:15anything wrong with promoting a sex toy the amount was still not enough for me to post that on my feed

10:21but get that back girl i personally would never promote a sex brand sex has been such a taboo topic

10:31especially within the church for so long it's like if we're trying to break the mold and modernize and get

10:36to a place of like normalizing things that starts with us more than just making tiktoks i just love

10:41this group of women getting together and having these important conversations i also feel like this

10:46mom talk group especially being in utah is breaking a norm we're raising this new generation and things

10:54are changing and i'm loving what's changing i think that a lot of women because of the shame and lack of

11:01knowledge i think a lot of women don't even orgasm i would die no i'm dead ass never in my life

11:12i'm like scared take this home with you my name is leila taylor i'm 22. i got married when i was 19. me

11:19and my husband were then married for three years but we ended up getting divorced so i've only ever really

11:24dated about four people so that's not a lot of time to discover yourself have you tried a toy yeah

11:32and anytime i get close to the feeling of it i get scared and i like stop yeah two kids 22 never in my

11:39life i went to a very mormon populated high school so i'd be like okay what's the one thing that all of

11:44my friends have in common they're all part of the church so i got baptized on my own when i was 16.

11:49being black in the church i have never taken it personally but you definitely do stick out like

11:57a sore thumb i feel like i'm like missing out and i like want to but i just you will once you do it

12:02once you will want i know you'll be like a teenage boy i know that's just no she literally starts

12:09levitating oh my god do it for yourself don't even do it for him because sex isn't just about the guy

12:19it's about us too you know the more you enjoy it the more they enjoy it you know i don't have that

12:24problem i enjoy it funny yeah you definitely are like i ain't worried about who it's for i'll be

12:29honest before you're married it's like sex is taboo but then the second you get married you're supposed

12:33to be this like porn star for your husband we know who the real porn star is for their husband

12:37no can we look at that can we look at that we've seen those nudes my name is jen affleck i am 24

12:49years old fact's gonna kill me for this one but ben affleck is his second cousin i'm definitely the

12:55first jen affleck and not only that her middle name is the same as mine jennifer lynn affleck i don't

13:01know maybe we can convert them to the church i am a content creator my goal is really just to be

13:07able to provide for my family i've always been super comfortable with my sexuality um which i

13:14definitely think has also gotten me in trouble because i am a conservative mormon i do follow

13:20all those rules i'm not kidding you inspired me like full like for brett and i've never done anything

13:26what you did it yes and like you took a picture oh i took so many wait i want to see what's your

13:49here we are a group of women in mom talk who can inspire other women to not be ashamed to use a

13:55sex toy i think is very empowering i just worry that my family would be a bit shocked by me

14:03advertising something like this

14:24hi hi come on in how's it going you guys can sit down what are you doing dishes what are you guys up to

14:32your mom drugged me here off of my job sites really so what's so important you need to talk to us

14:38about did you not tell him mom i did tell him that dakota was probably gonna move in not yeah probably like

14:46yeah he's moving in when today like now yeah i'm very excited for this next step one we have a child on the

14:59way and i feel like i really just want to try to move forward heal and really work on our relationship

15:06i know you guys prefer marriage before moving in but like that's obviously not how it's gonna go you

15:12know i'm not supportive of it why do you have to rush it because we're having a baby i know but that

15:20doesn't matter you'd rather me do it alone yeah that's the choice you made when you got pregnant

15:25in our religion marriage is like essential to have that partnership we believe like it's a sacred

15:34thing that's what me and your mom have tried to teach you the church teaches that we shouldn't live

15:41with a partner outside of marriage you already got divorced you know at a young age and then you bring

15:47dakota in this when you don't know if he's a hundred percent sober i don't want you to be like oh this is not

15:53going to work out okay i have a baby from a second daddy i don't want a revolving door of men

16:00attached to my daughter and to my grandkids for having this baby out of wedlock you guys can be

16:06mad all you want but he's moving in and he's going to help me with the baby that's the goal is to get

16:10married it's not like i'm having this kid and i don't want to get married ever you want to give

16:14yourself time before you marry someone for the rest of your life again you know like it's my second

16:18marriage so it's like i'm scared yeah honestly again you shouldn't have got pregnant which is true

16:25is that him probably

16:29i'll go say hi and help him i'll be right back

16:33hey hi how's it going here i'm going to help you bring some boxes you don't have to baby

16:39fine do you have any light ones a lot of them are i mean i'll get most of my heavy stuff

16:43i just told him that you're moving in look at that one just now are you listening oh sorry no what

16:47i told him just now you just told them yeah i know that's why he's like oh you brought him here

16:53he doesn't have anything no couches dirty clothes yeah i didn't know your parents were even going to be

16:59here do they need help

17:03so he's scary it is scary you might go it's all that gray hair they've caused you to go gray

17:10hopefully what can you do they don't ever listen to anything you tell them to do anyways so

17:16seriously do you need any help could we can grab something i don't know i think we're good he doesn't

17:20have a whole lot like i have more but so first of all you knock up my daughter oh my gosh and then

17:27dude hey that was an accident okay what you tripped and fell yeah yeah um so moving in

17:39that's shocking just found out i know is that how you were raised you just no no no no no no see

17:45here's here's so here's what happened you just knock up girls no see everything we did completely

17:51opposite i think like realistically we would have liked to have done it the tradition the traditional

17:57way but given our situation i want to also help taylor so i just feel like the only way for me to

18:04really do that is to be in here i'm excited to have another life into our family a little baby

18:11but i do have my reservations about this whole thing this is honestly everything i've ever wanted

18:19in my future i just never thought it was possible for me to have i do want a family i want all those

18:23things not only that i love your daughter like i love her a lot and we align a lot on what we want in

18:30our future together so which makes it really nice we talked about that like even just like

18:36religion i guess as simple as like i wanted someone in the church to marry again and he wanted the same

18:45yeah oh you did yeah since the arrest and my pregnancy i feel like i have changed spiritually i have

18:55really looked at like what's important in my priorities i want someone like to go to church

19:00with when we go to church like i don't want to be in a relationship where like i'm taking my kids

19:04alone and stuff and i just really wanted that like and you have usually the same morals and values i feel

19:10like or do we always follow them no but we're pretty aligned with that in that way being pregnant and

19:19recommitting and trying to go back to church is not the typical mormon thing to do and most wouldn't

19:24and i feel like they'd be a little bit more shameful and i do have those feelings anxiety

19:28fear of going back in and being judged however i still love our faith and really want to make an

19:34effort to go so we are just going to try i think that when you're pregnant and you're bringing a life

19:40into the world you need to be really considering marriage it's really not that different you know

19:46dakota moving in with my parents being here did not go at all but i'm hoping our baby shower goes

19:55better

20:11hi look at you you look so cute oh my gosh look at this baby oh my gosh it's getting so big

20:19so small though what the heck it's like you're lucky i get huge i know and i'm almost like there

20:25i know sweet so we're looking for stuff for the baby shower yes i want to show you like a picture

20:30yeah what's the vibe i'm having my baby shower at this venue called the white shanty it is

20:36mormon owned and they pretty much have like every mormon event you can think of i just really want this

20:41baby shower to be perfect and i just really need my support system back so i just hope all my friends

20:47come and show up for me we want to find like some eucalyptus is that what it is yeah and then baby's

20:51breath yeah okay you can kind of look and i was looking at these and like dang i want to get some

20:55plants i'd probably kill it on accident though so i am kind of nervous about my baby shower why

21:04just to see everyone i'm just like scared yeah honestly there's just no i don't blame you but i

21:10feel like when everything came out i felt bad for you everyone was shitting on you and i was like i

21:16would hate to be in her position even if i effed up and everyone's like effing you taylor i'm like

21:21i couldn't just like i couldn't even like imagine where your mental health was at but anything it

21:24made me like want to come towards you more like this girl like needs a friend after the scandal and

21:31then obviously the arrest the moms and mom talk all for sure judged me they didn't know the background

21:36of the story so they were like we don't like taylor those who love and support you will be there

21:41yeah and i guess that can kind of give you an idea of like who cares and who doesn't we don't have

21:45time for fake friends i know i do feel like you've done a great job at taking accountability for like

21:51things from the past and like what you've done yeah but i do think that you take all of the

21:57accountability and you act like it's all you and then like dakota looks like this angel sent from

22:03heaven who's like this perfect person when he's not like i'm not gonna sugarcoat it i worry because

22:13of like what i've seen him say to you me and michaela went to this event taylor shows up and then her

22:20ex walked in and immediately taylor was like stressed dakota was freaking out he basically was saying like

22:26f you you're nothing slut and taylor was sitting there like shaking she doesn't deserve that i just

22:33think that he's not treated you the way you should be treated

22:43when we were at that event and he was texting i was looking up your shoulder i was reading your

22:49whole conversation oh my god i could see that you were like shutting down and you were so anxious and

22:54i was like what's going on i just think that he's not treated you the way you should be treated

22:59but i also feel like things have gotten so much better like what has changed like he's being less

23:05toxic or both of us are being less toxic how so just like with the addiction or just like in the

23:11relationship everything taylor definitely hasn't confided in me as much since she got pregnant i don't

23:18really hear much about their relationship anymore which i knew eventually would happen that's what

23:21usually does happen those toxic relationships two weeks before she told me she was pregnant she

23:26called me basically saying i want to get out of this relationship i don't know how to get out

23:32like she was basically asking for my help and then two weeks later she's telling us she's pregnant

23:35i always think about you that's why i always check in because i'm like i want you to know you can like

23:39talk to me i think that's why i always like defend you because i've been there yeah because i'm telling

23:44you some of the girls don't and they won't and i feel like i really gave them benefit of the doubt but i

23:50haven't seen any progress maybe that's why like i only know what i saw in the past and that like

23:54pisses me off sure there's been a lot i will say yes i can honestly say there's been so much progress

24:01dakota is obviously very insecure because people who are confident in themselves and the relationship

24:06they don't act like that but it's still no excuse for his behavior i'm just trying to be a good friend

24:11to taylor and i see those red flags and it scares me i don't trust him i don't think he's good for

24:17taylor i don't think that they should be together period do you think i should just do this on my

24:22own like you'd rather be have you be happy without this person than miserable with them just for the

24:26baby i don't like him

24:32i see macy as like this protective friend she's always defending me in situations i do appreciate

24:38that she's blunt and always been honest i know she wants the best for me but at the same time it's

24:43really hard to hear and accept as well all right well i want to look at the pots they have yeah

24:49let's look at the pot you wanna guess me take your foot up off the break make no mistake we're wide

24:57away second guessing every move what's up oh whitney's here oh whitney's here this morning is

25:06i'm so excited um hey fun you guys already have everything out yeah guess who did it lexi is she

25:16the new favorite i don't know about new

25:19being a member of the church of jesus christ of latter-day saints i know it's a whole mouthful

25:27my family is very conservative my family's family is very conservative how's your boyfriend good mom

25:35how do you feel that he's not mormon he's a great kid why do i feel like if i were to date a non-mormon

25:40boy in high school mom would have absolutely said no way well now you know i wouldn't have cared

25:51of course it's going to weigh in to my decision whether or not i'm going to promote a vibrator

25:56i'm just trying to figure out is this a gray area or is this an absolute do not promote this

26:04so mom and lexi i'm curious to know your point of view on this too i got a really juicy brand deal

26:12for a vibrator

26:16okay just to promote it on my social media why would you do that well one the money is really good

26:25and two and two i feel like i can go about it where it's like empowering

26:30you don't think it's like empowering no why do you feel like that like matches your platform

26:40though because you're all like oh my god kids home making vibrator i mean yeah like let's empower

26:49each other i don't feel like it does match i just think a lot of that is private personal but i also

26:57i wanted to because i like i didn't want it to be shunned it's like if you need this tool

27:04to enjoy intimacy with your partner more like there shouldn't be shame around it

27:08do you feel like there is with the church in sex toys probably yeah i think it's a personal thing

27:15between you and your partner what if you were single i'm not sure how i feel about that you think

27:22that it should be a no-no i think when you're seeking pleasure you can just get out of hand

27:29i feel like we were so involved in the church growing up even in young women's or girls camp

27:36or young women's activities like whenever we would talk about the law of chastity or sex like

27:41it was always no no no no no there's this verse i remember where it talks about how sex was comparable to

27:49murder and so that's what's going in my mind as a young woman i even had the sex talk before i got

27:57married to connor and i was a virgin i had to figure it out on my own my wedding night should have come

28:09from a horror movie that was a horrible horrible night it was a conversation that was never had so we

28:16both just went in this blindly okay maybe not a horror movie a comedy in some schools you're

28:23taught like sex ed i don't know if it's a utah thing but no like when i like would watch these

28:29movies and they like hold the banana and like put the condom on the banana i'm like never at my school

28:36i remember at your shower that your friends threw you yeah the bachelor party i mean you had to know

28:42so you guys had penis cookies i was kind of like what is going on i i had just had another baby she

28:48was a toddler cut me some slack you should have taught me how you had the baby obviously you figured

28:55it out i wish that i had conversations with my mom about topics such as this and it's hard because you

29:04know my mom was raised in the church and her mom didn't talk to her about it we just never did talk

29:09about it so i just took that as oh this is just something you don't talk about it was this is

29:14shameful horrible don't ever do this don't even think about it if you do you're a horrible person

29:20like that's literally what i believe if i could go back in time i would check that off of my parenting

29:25list to make sure that i asked if there was anything that you wanted to know that you didn't know

29:30oh i love you mom the sex is great now if you were wondering and you know what made it better toys

29:41so i wish my mom had talked to me about it but i'm so happy that she's listening now sex can be viewed

29:47and religion is like disgusting but times are changing it's a new generation coming in with mom talk

29:54we're here we're embracing our sexuality it's empowering and it's exciting and it's fun

30:02i think i'm gonna do it i think i'm gonna promote the vibrator you hate it you hate it so much

30:10well there's lots of things i don't agree with but that's okay the cycle ends here i'm going to have

30:18this conversation because it needs to be had maybe i'll send you one it's okay

30:35be careful watch your step this slushy

30:46hello hey guys welcome hi how are you have you guys sit right over here i'm doing well how are you

30:51guys good thank you thank you so much this is so this is cool oh yeah this is awesome thank you so

30:58you're welcome thank you so who's going to the baby shower invited my family your family and then

31:06i think mostly all of my close mom friends are coming like they'll be there is it all the mom

31:10talk girls and stuff yeah mom talking how was um macy didn't she go to the flower shop with her it was

31:17good we kind of just caught up she asked about how we were doing oh she's still talking

31:22like always no yeah that's all she does she doesn't like me it's not that she doesn't like you

31:28it's like she's been the one friend that i've opened up to about things so she's of course just no

31:33no no no she's petty i'm sorry like like there's a difference like i've opened up to my friends too

31:39taylor she doesn't like any picture you post of us like she's so petty she won't even like the picture

31:46who does that sorry that's weird i don't know where she seems like she has this right to like

31:53because i confide in her she's the only person you confide in

31:58i don't find a lot of people but i haven't even tried i am scared of friendships right now like just

32:04like kind of like i'm scared of like a marriage and everything like just from everything that's

32:08going on like i i'm scared to have close friends i really am because the close friends that i had the

32:13last five years were not even really my friends and were gone in the snap of my fingers macy was

32:17one of the first ones to come and be my friend i have screwed up with mom talk twice now first the

32:24scandal and then my arrest so i do feel on the outs insecure and probably a little bit judged i don't know

32:34all of their intentions and i don't think you ever really do know your friendships until something

32:39happens and then you find out the hard way and i don't want there to be drama and so i'm hoping

32:43that mom talk they will kind of give me another shot and we can all have a fresh start together

33:01i'm running out of i'm running out of i'm running out of

33:04he is so funny yeah i want purple plastic hi hi hi hey awesome thank you

33:16whoa this feels so weird oh look he's like mom no you can do it buddy it's himalayan salt yeah so it's

33:24supposed to be really good for your immune system so it's like anytime my kids are sick or if i'm sick

33:28like i'm like uh we need to go to a salt cave can you eat it my kids do okay wait what are you wearing

33:36to taylor's baby shower i don't know if i'm gonna go to that why i don't have that kind of relationship

33:43with her we've cultivated this relationship online but we don't have one in real life and i don't even

33:49think she'd care the whole time i've known her it's always been give give give and it's never been

33:54reciprocated and i'm just kind of like well then why am i why am i still giving why am i still

33:59supporting why am i still entertaining this relationship when there's nothing even there

34:04like i know it's gonna be fun but it's like and i don't want to do that anymore i want to lead mom

34:10talk back in the direction that it was originally founded on i am not supporting this fake friendship

34:17that we don't have anymore i just feel like i have to walk around on eggshells yeah every time

34:23i'm around her because of this audience that she has on social media it's like i'm so intimidated by

34:30it i'm like oh my god like look what she did to her best friends look how she them over yeah when

34:36this whole mom talk swinger drama happened it was immediate crash we were all in this massive group

34:43chat and then people are just fighting back and forth and friendships were torn apart because of

34:47what taylor was saying and it sucks that she even allowed something like that to happen online it looks

34:53like we're all the bestest of friends it's like but we're not all she cares about is herself i genuinely

34:59feel that way this is definitely typical whitney she will have problems with somebody have tension

35:06and she just wants to avoid it rather than to talk to them every time we're together she has to create

35:10a tick tock and it has to make sure that like she's shown as the queen bee and we're all like

35:14these girls who kiss her ass and lick her pee and i'm like i'm not i'm done with that facade i don't

35:19want to entertain it anymore i'm out i'm not really sure why whitney would consider not going to this

35:25especially just because one of the purposes of our group and mom talk is that we come together and we

35:29support each other through all the things that we're going through in life she was getting a divorce

35:34she was having an affair she got arrested i'm done with that i feel like all of us in mom talks really

35:41important that we all stay strong and united it makes me honestly really worried that whitney might

35:45not show up i don't trust her i don't feel safe around her i don't want anything to do with her and

35:51i think that's fine

36:12actually i have an idea what if i'm going to put all the greenery on here and then we'll just keep this

36:17one the green hey taylor what did you want to do with the welcome sign they have on the table and

36:23yeah we have easels we could put it on what do you think would look best i think if you used an easel

36:28let's do that yes yes

36:32i'm kind of nervous

36:36with the arrest i don't know necessarily if the girls did judge or have any opinions about it

36:41i came back to the church try to get my life together and just kind of redeem myself and i'm

36:48like finally getting there we're we're moving we're progressing but i feel like i have distanced myself

36:56from you know all of my friends i don't know who's gonna show up and who's not but i do want them there

37:01for me i don't want to do this alone i'm stressed i'm like anxiety attack

37:15i know secrets don't make friends i don't care if i offend you know rules are bent to bend i will

37:31keep them to the end rumors spread like fire but a good liar can stay immune

37:40i know secrets don't make friends i don't care if i offend you know rules are meant to bend i'ma keep

37:50them to the end i know secrets don't make friends i don't care if i offend

37:59despite my issues with dakota i know it's important to be there to show up for taylor for her baby shower

38:04she has gone through so much in the last year i'll make sure she feels loved and supported i think when

38:08taylor sees as a group of girls rallying around her she'll be more excited and happy to come back

38:13to mom talk so can all start making videos again and be a united front you look stunning i am here

38:21to fully support her on her journey and whatever her journey looks like even if she's taken a step

38:27back lately which i totally understand and respect i have supported taylor through all of the ups and

38:33downs throughout mom talk and this is no different look at your cute little belly with the ribbon you

38:40are going to cut how big you think taylor is and then whoever is the closest to guessing how big she

38:46is wins a prize i just like he's going to be such a sweet dad he is he's going to be really cute

38:53what was that nothing i think he'll be a great dad the baby daddy part is where

38:57i think we worry a little bit there's just like stuff from the past i think still bugs me when

39:02we were at that event i was saying like f you like they said like you're i think you were or something

39:09okay do you guys have your ribbons yes i would love to check for you guys do a check awkward i know

39:19i'm gonna put my hand on your belly sure i love it do you guys know where whitney is oh is whitney not here

39:23yet i don't know fashionably late is she coming last night i was with her and she's not coming wait

39:35what yeah oh did she tell her she's not coming no and i told her maybe she should but she said that

39:43taylor's probably not even going to notice i am shocked that whitney is not coming to the baby shower

39:48at the same time i know she's not a big fan of taylor right now so it doesn't surprise me but

39:53she should at least send her a text i feel like this is sending a message to taylor that she does

39:58not want to be friends and she does not care about taylor you should say what i don't want to go into

40:02like too much detail but she just says that she just doesn't want to be involved with taylor

40:08can i get a pic with all of you girls is everyone here um i think so whitney where's whitney oh yeah

40:14i don't know if she's coming what do you mean did she say she wasn't coming um i think i guess

40:20she told layla last night she couldn't come i don't know i honestly think why why isn't she

40:25coming i'm not i wait wait you're not coming you're like the worst liar ever i know you guys don't have

40:35a friendship so she felt like she didn't need to come today because you guys don't have a friendship

40:39oh that's news to me i don't want to be the one to have to bring it up the messenger i was just hoping

40:45you wouldn't notice so i wouldn't have to say that she's not here the tension between whitney and taylor

40:51is very tangible with them at all times it's like you're either team taylor or you are team whitney

41:00i feel like they both love the spotlight in different ways but they both have this very

41:05alpha female energy and that seems to be the bigger issue

41:24hello hey whitney yeah this is leante's mom how's it going good what's up good i was just calling

41:33because i noticed you weren't here your mom called whitney oh my god

41:40yeah taylor's mom called whitney i would die if my mom would die what is going on

41:48um i don't know i think that's more of a conversation between me and taylor

41:52there's a clear division in mom talk sinners for saints zach's parents are very conservative

42:04they don't smoke they don't drink i thought it was a graduation party you guys are all going

42:08we're hosting lucas baby blessing it's like super sacred and spiritual you just don't want any bad

42:16energy i didn't know we were uninvited that was to hurt you it's kind of like the main girls in a

42:20sense because it's like them three against the world demi i have a gift for you though

42:24this was completely intimate and off the table it is very hypocritical because she wants to create

42:35the safe space with mom talk i just think it's below the belt oh my god

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