00:00We still have their poster in our living room and we would look at it every single day.
00:03It's not a day that goes by that we don't have them.
00:06My sister will know that he had a baby or if he's going to have a baby,
00:09she ain't going to be a grandmother, he ain't going to be a big uncle and stuff like that.
00:14But every day, every day.
00:15That was taken away from us in such a short time and that we wasn't prepared for.
00:20It's kind of just kind of in a space of like what do we do now?
00:25You know, like where are we going?
00:26What's the next step?
00:27Because everything that we do, everything that we breathe is like a part of us in this thing, you know?
00:34And Lucille had the biggest impact in my life and so does Hermes.
00:38Like in the little bit of time that I've known them, they really brought me in as family.
00:43And to really see my family, you know, go through such a hard time, it breaks my heart
00:48because I'm grateful for everything that, you know, we have.
00:52But for something like that, in a blink of an eye, you know,
00:56we were just talking about my birthday.
00:58The last thing that always burnt in my head from her is don't worry,
01:03we're going to turn up for your birthday.
01:05And my birthday was five days later.
01:08And unfortunately, she wasn't able to turn up with me like we wanted.
01:11But, you know, it's definitely altered how we see things and, you know, who we put trust in.
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