00:00How much of you, Christina, is inside and how much of you is outside of show business?
00:11Ah, wow, that's a wonderful question.
00:15It's hard to answer.
00:16Para birri queen, no, di ba?
00:17Kasi, Tito, di ba, kapag kunyari, doktor ka or lawyer ka,
00:21di ba usually ang trabaho mo is yung produkto mo or yung servisyo mo, di ba, Tito?
00:26Pero kapag po artista, ang produkto mo is sarili mo and yung servisyo mo is parang buhay mo din.
00:34So, nagba-blur po yung line ng personal and professional.
00:39Right, oo.
00:40So, siguro po, dahil dito na rin po ako lumaki or pinanganak, may time po na inaral ko po talaga,
00:46ano ba yung totoong buhay and ano ba yung buhay na pinapanood ng tao na naging show na para sa iba.
00:54Anong sagot ko?
00:55Nako, na-realize ko, Tito, wala.
00:58Minsan, pare-pareho na yung para magpakututuo ka sa tao,
01:02kailangan talagang ishashare mo yung buhay mo.
01:06And I think, nagkaroon ako ng realization na maganda na may privacy.
01:11Kasi one day, pag ready nang ishare, matutuwa rin yung tao pag nasama ko na sila dun sa journey na yun.
01:17But that's tough, ah.
01:18Yeah.
01:19Because, can you actually have privacy?
01:23Kaya siguro po ako, Tito, nag-seven years na medyo naghanap ako ng privacy ko.
01:32Ito yung hiatus.
01:33Ito yun.
01:34Ito yung break na konti.
01:35Yes, ito yun, yung seven years.
01:37But that's a long time.
01:38It was a long time, pero kasama po dun yung 2020, yung nangyari yung...
01:44The pandemic.
01:44Yes.
01:45So, hindi ko inakalang tatagal pa ng another three years.
01:50Pero, I think yun nga, parang it's the right time.
01:54Right.
01:54And nagbalik ako.
01:57I want to go there.
01:58I want to talk about the seven years, Christina.
02:00Anong nangyari?
02:01Interesting ito, di ba?
02:02The seven years.
02:03Para ang daming nangyari.
02:05Anong nangyari?
02:06Anong mga ginawa mo?
02:07What did you explore?
02:09What did you discover?
02:10Not just about the world, but about yourself?
02:12Natuto po ako ng business.
02:16Nagbasa po ako ng maraming libro.
02:19And I think talagang when there's silence, may time na mapapaisip kayo,
02:27ano bang gusto, ano ba yung, sino ba ako talaga?
02:30Yung, kung ano ba yung, like in English, how do you even like your eggs cooked?
02:36Do you like, may time na hindi ko na alam, ano ba yung gusto ko?
02:39Sino ba talaga ako?
02:40Sa sobrang daming projects, sa sobrang ganun, trabaho ka lang ng trabaho.
02:45Hindi mo na iniisip yung sarili mo.
02:46So, ang iniisip po ng iba, pag artista, parang glamour, parang ang saya lang lagi ng buhay.
02:55They don't realize na trabaho din po siya kapag napapagod din po ang tao.
02:59So, napagod ka?
03:01Napagod ka?
03:02Mahal ko po kasi yung trabaho din natin eh.
03:05Tsaka, ang tagal ko po talagang trabaho na that I could work well.
03:11Kasi nga, yung family ko was able to bring me sa industry na to ng madali lang actually compared sa ibang artista na dumapang po talaga.
03:23So, talagang ginawa kong point talaga na yung purpose ko is kapag may trabaho, gusto ko maganda yung kalalabasan.
03:30Okay, kasi nga ganito lamang ha?
03:32Kasi ito, may inuhuli ako.
03:33Ito, ito eh.
03:35No, so, seven years happened.
03:38When you started the seven years, ano yung state of mind mo?
03:42I want to explore, I want to go into entrepreneurship, I want to go into business, I want to read books.
03:47But ano yung estado mo nung nag-umpisa yung pitong taon na yun?
03:52Meron po akong nabasa.
03:53May nabasa po akong libro, Secrets of the Millionaire Mind.
03:57And it says there, your thoughts turn into feelings and your feelings turn into actions and your actions turn into results.
04:08So, kung ang thoughts mo ay nagiging negative na, ganun na rin ang magiging feelings mo, ganun na rin magiging action mo, ganun na rin yung magiging resulta ng choices mo sa buhay.
04:18So, there was a time na parang wala na akong ligayang nakukuha.
04:22Kasi parang, siguro nung time na yun na wala din yung lola ko, si Mita Elaine.
04:30And then nag-cope talaga yung buong family siya.
04:32Kasi yung number one na nasa audience, Tito Boy.
04:35And pinaka last na umaalis ng auditorium ng studio.
04:39So, may time talagang nag-grieve po ako sa lola ko.
04:42It doesn't go away.
04:43I mean, I know that.
04:44Yes.
04:45You know, grief stays.
04:46I mean, you get used to it.
04:47Opo, yun po yung totoo doon.
04:50Nagluksa po ako dalil kay Mita Elaine.
04:52And then, tuwing po, ang next ko po kasi na na-hosting was Binibining Pilipinas.
04:58Nung after po nung year na nanalo si Pia Wurtzbach.
05:01Yun po yung nag-host po ako.
05:04And sobrang na-apektohan po ako nung nakita ko yung audience.
05:09And wala na po si Mita Elaine doon.
05:11Kasi siya yung unang-unang pinaka-excited manood.
05:14Lalo pag mga beauty queen, beauty contest.
05:17And ako po yung host.
05:18So when I saw na wala siya doon,
05:22Ah, grabe, yung pakiramdam.
05:24Iba po.
05:24Hindi ko po siya na-expect.
05:26And then after po nun,
05:28parang humihina po yung katawan ko nung time na yun.
05:32And nalaman ko po na you can actually feel that way pala
05:34pag medyo malungkot talaga kayo.
05:37And so nag-rest po ako because of that.
05:40And then, three years later, ready na akong bumalik.
05:43Okay.
05:44Okay.
05:44And then, three years later, ready na akong bumalik.
05:45So when I saw na-expect,
05:46And then, three years later, ready na akong bumalik.
05:47Iba the
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