00:00It was the lack of trust eventually and then just the fear of like, okay, I'm either going to like, you know, what is the saying?
00:11It's like, okay, I'm either going to break up with you and maybe one day regret it or I'm going to stay with you and one day regret it.
00:18And it's like at the age that I'm at now, it's I got to just love myself more than I loved him and choose me.
00:25And that is not easy. Like for anyone that ever goes through any situation or breakup, like it's hard because you do, you, you're like, your souls are attached, you know, and it's, it's not fun.
00:37So I think for me, I was so grateful. I had, I have a great therapist. My mom came and stayed with me in LA for like a month.
00:45I have a great circle of friends here. So luckily, like I just tried to spend, like balance my time of like bubble baths and healing and then seeing friends and like, you know, having their support.
