00:00the medic said you developed an allergy to the dust he's developed an allergy to something in
00:05the dust but his chest sounds horrendous i know you're upset about it but your chest is too bad
00:12i'm afraid i'm gonna have to medically withdraw you so first of all how are you doing did you
00:18are you all healed yeah i think i'm all healed i mean i don't know if it was an allergy to the dust
00:23i i just know that i was like coughing and sneezing up actual dirt though dust so it was like actually
00:31coming out and it was at a point just could not breathe you all right honey if you need to go to
00:38the medic go to the medic i'm just gonna get checked out really quick i'm just gonna see him for a second
00:42is it serious i don't know probably not well it doesn't sound good i thought that it was something
00:48where you know i had a cough that seemed to be slowly developing and then it just um i was so
00:55disappointed though i was so disappointed so i started off strong then i embarrassed myself and
01:05lost for my two teammates with the airplane thing because i couldn't open my eyes on the water
01:09you know and then and then you know i really feel felt like i was i was starting to understand what
01:19the task you know and what this whole course was about to be um but yeah it was so it was it was
01:27disappointing i always say anybody who even signs up for this show should be proud of themselves let
01:31alone anybody who lasts a couple days into it and i feel like the ds saw that in you because as they
01:37were walking away after you know they were told you had to leave they were saying you know he's not
01:42done with this course what do you think he ain't done he wasn't done with this course no that makes
01:47me really um oh that makes me that makes me happy but that also makes me a little sad because i do feel
01:53like because there was a point when i got back to my hotel that i really thought i was just like
01:59i was like i was like can't i just go back can't i like can't i can't you know can't i just go can't
02:10i just go back you know my i felt because i felt better because i then was on the steroid you know
02:16so i had to be on these i had to be on the steroid for five days and then this other pill i forget what
02:21it was but this other pill um for seven days and so but as soon as i took it within like the hour
02:30i felt 10 times better you know and sure i couldn't like do a deep deep deep breath but i still felt
02:36fine and i felt good enough and i'm just like just let me go back it was it was horrible to me but it
02:42was it was a really really great experience it was you know i have to say you were very open about
02:48everything you went through which i think is so amazing how did it feel to you personally at the
02:52time horrible horrible you don't always want to give the people satisfaction of knowing how deeply
03:00it bothers you but i think about every single day did you find that to be a difficult thing for you to
03:06do and what was the overall vibe you got from the ds when you spoke to them about you know everything in
03:11your past in your mirror room scene you know it was it was interesting because the ds didn't really
03:17let on that they knew and and the one thing that i don't think that people realize about the show
03:24is that we do our like our confessional our interviews we do that probably a couple days
03:30like three days before we actually go and start the uh start you know the the actual course right
03:37there was a way that they spoke to you without speaking to you and it was it's interesting to have
03:41conversations uh with them now like outside of it it's uh uh it's it's a it's a it's a nice relationship
03:51but i also went into this honestly i went into this with the understanding of what this was going to be
03:57what this could be i probably had more preconceived notions than i should have um and and and i've said
04:05that i've said that straight up you know that i had preconceived notions about people having
04:09preconceived notions about me and in many of those instances i was wrong um you know and and
04:17gladly so you know happily wrong and the respect that i have for my goodness all troops all over
04:26the world is just unbelievable just because there are people that actually have to do this and don't
04:31get to get a lung infection and go home to a beautiful bed and breakfast that has you know what
04:36i mean like that's the stuff to keep in mind when you're you're boohooing because you gotta go home
04:42you've gotten so much support going on the show i think it's so amazing what do you say to people
04:48who are critical of you going on the show maybe who had those preconceived notions i think that
04:53everybody at this point i think that everybody is just entitled to their own opinion i think that we
04:59gotta allow people to feel the way that they feel and and you can talk about something which i feel
05:07like at this point we all have kind of talked about it all until we are blue in the face and i think that
05:13everybody at this point whether they believe you know the truth or or or whether they believe the other
05:23stuff it at this point somebody has their own opinion right i was afraid that maybe i would have more
05:29regrets about putting myself out there in this way um than i did but i don't i think that um
05:38i think that it's okay i think it's okay to be vulnerable and it's okay to you know show that you
05:44have a heart like yeah i do sometimes wear my heart on my sleeve but it's like okay there are benefits
05:51and there are drawbacks to that you know and but but i think that my intentions are are good and are
05:59in a good place so i feel like but aside from that i really i really liked it i've had a good time i
06:05really had a good time and i'm not sure how they edited it but the clips that i've seen like i've seen
06:09such funny clips that are so hilarious my girl theresa like that is my homie and eva and they are just
06:17they are just so funny we had such a great time so i hope that people are getting that
06:21also i know that there is drama surrounding each one of us and our storyline and it's interesting
06:26and it's entertaining but at the heart of it is a bunch of crazy bold people that are willing to
06:35put themselves out there and i think that that's kind of cool i think one other thing that is really
06:40cool and unique about this season or like all the familial duos that we had if ever given the
06:45opportunity again what are the odds of a season featuring you and your sister journey how do you
06:50think she would do on it first of all journey would win journey would journey would be beating
06:59up everybody in the boxing thing journey would because she is my sister is a superhero this is
07:05what people tend to forget my sister is a superhero not just in birds of prey but she's a superhero in all
07:12of the roles that she does she's always running kicking jumping you know chasing you know escaping
07:18whatever it may be so journey would be journey might be a little sean johnson on your on your hand
07:25you know she might she might she she might i don't think she would even surprise me but i think she
07:31would just kill it yeah but my sister is not gonna do it and i'm and you can bank on it my friend
07:38i shall never do it either ever again i'm good but thank you thank you for the offer thank you for
07:47the opportunity truly appreciate it had a good time goodbye that's it i'm good you will not see me on
07:53you know special forces all stars or anything like that hail to the no i do really want to ask you about
08:00that really traumatic scene with eva in the water because you were right by her side for it
08:05i mean crazy what's going through your mind in a moment like that all i was thinking about is the
08:23fact that i came out of the wrong side and so she she's like i did it i was so happy for her
08:28it didn't click and then she starts falling down and they start yelling and i start going towards it
08:35and then they are like no they went down to get her and pulled her up and i had to get back on the boat
08:43and i had to get on the boat and i was sitting there with her but i don't think any of us realized how
08:50bad it was or bad how bad it could have been because she bounced back so quickly until i don't think
08:57myself or eva realized how bad it was until we did press for the uh for the show and i think it was
09:06rudy who told eva just how bad it was and like had she had actually passed out because i didn't realize
09:13that she had truly passed out i thought that she was just like you know what i mean like you couldn't
09:17tell in the moment but then well yeah she's here to to live to tell the story and i'm just grateful
09:23to god that she was but that's my girl that's my girl there are so many competition shows out
09:28there we've got traders we've got dancing with the stars i mean the list is endless are there any
09:32that you'd like to go on next i want to go on on baddies um whatever city they go to next i just
09:38want to you know i don't want to be a part of the a part of the crew i just want to i just want to be
09:42a guest and you know chill and go see that i'll i'll do that but other than that special forces
09:48i love y'all that's a wrap on moi
09:52you
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