00:00I've never spoken of this, and still as I start to talk about this, I feel like shame, right?
00:04I get it.
00:04I then joined Made in Chelsea, and I went up to Made in Chelsea, and everything was edited for me.
00:08Then I then had to control something, so it became, you know, in part, what I was eating.
00:13You know, it's hard for me to say, but I had an eating disorder, for sure.
00:15I've never said that out loud, and even, I went to a therapist, and when I told the therapist what was happening,
00:24I could only cover my, I had to cover my eyes in sex, I was too embarrassed about it.
00:28But there were moments, you know, and in my 20s where I would, wouldn't keep my food down,
00:38because it was just a complete control thing.
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