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00:00you are now watching now that's tv
00:10what's up guys my name is sad and i'm finna take you into my world only on not as tv
00:30a lot of people know me as savage doll sav doll but my government name is mahogany so today i'm
00:46going to show you more about mahogany in my real life than savage doll and you know all the things
00:54i portray you was a cabexo gangster you was being nice all season one you wasn't even doing shit
01:01on season one okay bitch well i'm going to show you what's different about season one and season two
01:06so the name savage doll came from really like my pops they call my pops savage
01:17so we kind of just came up with like savage doll and then as i got older um i cut it short to
01:25sav doll because i matured in a lot of different ways um i used to fight i used to be in the streets a lot
01:32drink a lot gang bang so um we switch it up and we came out with sav doll
01:47i'm like the it girl on not as tv i think i got popular from just being myself really just being
01:52myself being girly being very demure yeah that's sav doll i definitely love not as tv i appreciate
01:59not as tv so much i feel like i've found a piece of myself here not as tv is home
02:06babe bring her we running late i'm already got them running late
02:16now i come
02:16good morning baby good morning
02:22cut is a wonderful father to our daughter now um very supportive he's close to my heart
02:32seriously you ready to go to school we good finally god damn you ready i'd be so straight
02:39what's like without family i found the life i want to live baby i got so much to give
02:50we could be the best that ever did what's love without family what's the issue i like here a whole
02:58bunch of grunting we could be the best that ever did and yo i can call them right now with this kid
03:05on my lap wash wash yeah about to wash your ass right until this day kill
03:13me and not as tv have definitely came a long way it's been trials and tribulations i mean i know my
03:36family they feel a way about me doing or being on that as tv um i guess they just a little worried
03:48about how i'm presenting myself on tv i i i i'm gonna say that i take in what they have to say
04:01i consider my family's feelings and what they have to say with my career and my career path but
04:08i mean a pence doesn't pay bills during young and reckless um season two i had so much going on
04:17in my personal life like it was so much my with my mom also with me just being in atlanta
04:26by myself i moved here from tennessee with nothing you know i'm saying just a car i didn't move into
04:34no apartment i didn't have nowhere to go me and my baby daddy we kind of just was trying to figure it
04:39out for three months straight had nowhere to go so um i wish i would have just waited instead of
04:47diving right in to young and reckless season two and then going and get done how i got done it was
04:57just like fuck like
04:58once all that did happen and i seen it air i'm like okay you know i'm saying i'm finna turn up like
05:19i'm not going nowhere you bitches not finna kick me off no network that's what you're not going to do
05:24and i had a conversation with my baby father also he was like man if you're gonna be on some shows
05:29and you're gonna be fighting you're gonna be doing all this extra shit at least learn how to fight
05:32so that's where i started taking my boxing
05:36stick stab stick stab her oh right hand finish her right here my first time meeting big sav i never
05:49forget it she came in um she was a little thin something with a bbl
05:55roll again there you go here oh finish double jab hook off the jab up up do it again
06:02up up right hand she was really kind of down and out because she said she moved here by herself
06:10but what i was trying to let her know and the gym was trying to let her know that she's family
06:14so she didn't come in my gym by herself one more time and then i want you to take a break
06:18because you only be taking 10 to 30 10 to 15 seconds to beat a bitch ass i didn't just come
06:22in this motherfucker just to learn how to beat bitches ass like i really came in here and it's
06:26therapeutic for me and it definitely helped me like now i'm moving forward it give me like somewhat of
06:32an outlet i could just go in there i could get all my stress off without hurting anybody without
06:40having to goddamn think i'm finna go to jail or something about to happen take me away from my
06:46daughter i can go in the gym and i could just take out all the pain all the stress all the tears
06:55i can just do that shit in the gym and i'm so happy that um i had a wake-up call to get me in
07:03there so music has always been close to my heart it's just an outlet for me it's an outlet it's a
07:15way um that i feel like i can express myself and i can be jazzy i could be confident i could you know
07:25pop my shit and put it into lyrics i definitely want to start getting real serious into my music
07:31so i decided to go ahead and um obtain a manager this is your boy johnny cabell checking in ceo global
07:39vision talent agency i've been out here in the game for like over 25 years now then work with some of
07:45the biggest of the biggest so as far as my impression with sav is you know seeing her doing
07:53her thing now like i was impressed i'm like okay she's trying to really take this rap thing serious
07:59my manager keeps me booked at the hottest clubs in atlanta i'm not too much of a club girly
08:06like that but um with me trying to you know take my music serious it was definitely
08:13the dj played my song in the club like five times so that was really lit we had a good time
08:28i had um so many fans and supporters came out to have a good time with me family friends
08:35it was good all of my bookings johnny chef kiss i love you johnny um he keeps keeps me booked
08:44what the fuck is up it's sad man of g man y'all see how we y'all see how the fuck i'm coming
08:53y'all see what we doing now that's tv and friends big staff gonna pop out we going to my city
08:59um i don't know what to expect you know what i'm saying like let's get my face
09:05bitch pay fast no i'm just playing i'm just playing
09:08today is day two and you know the party don't stop and now we have to get on the road and head
09:16to tennessee you know so i can um go find my mom and also uh you know just do like a small cookout
09:25with friends and family i haven't seen anyone so you know i definitely wanted to go home and see
09:32family okay so we got motherfucking walmart we just touched down in my city and of course big staff
09:38gotta get some little hamburgers some little hot dogs i put all this shit out of my ass last minute
09:46but you know what that ain't that's that's that's not the point y'all coming to my cookout
09:55all right say no more i'm stopping to get some little stuff for the
10:04god damn it
10:07so first stop is my granny's house um just gonna go freshen up you know have a little
10:15conversation about what my day has in store for me
10:34hey nana hey nana hey hey sahara hey this one acting up
10:40uh her usual she look tired she had a lot of rides you're gonna see your mom
10:47i'm gonna pick her up
10:50i'm gonna pick her up and she's gonna go to the cookout
10:54okay how you think that's gonna go
10:58you told her you're taking her to the cookout
11:00she wanna go she asked my aunt ryan to come
11:06okay when that's how you talk to her she's been calling me since yesterday then
11:13why are you laughing because i'm serious yeah so why are you making them faces
11:18because i'm always serious when it comes to that situation
11:20yeah yeah i don't see i just really just i want her to come of course because it's something big i
11:29think it's you know with me doing the cookout and just bringing the city out and stuff like that
11:35i would love her to participate right we gotta go find her so i'm gonna go find her first just keep
11:42your head on the swivel if it don't go the way you you planned it okay no i'm just saying if it
11:50don't just make sure you got your head on the swivel don't let it mess up your whole entire day
11:56like if you go then you can't find her you know what i'm saying yeah well i hope i love my granny to
12:02death i know that she's always there for me she does she definitely has my best interest at heart
12:08heart but like you know i'm i just don't be i don't know i guess i don't be wanting to hear
12:19the truth sometimes like certain things that's happened in the past like i don't want them to
12:27happen again or i just feel upset sometimes or overwhelmed when i have to look for my mom because
12:34i'm just scared like i don't want to be let down if that makes sense oh no i guess it's like
12:45yeah i ain't seen her in a minute but i just like i hate that i gotta like look for her and like
12:53i don't know just like get like i can't just pull up and she just be okay like i gotta like get her
13:02clothes like make sure she's straight i just i don't know i just don't even be like gonna see
13:07her like i don't know just hard for me to see her like that so i always try to make sure she's
13:14straight if i can as bad as i want her to like be better you know what i'm saying okay okay so but
13:22listen we talked about this right yeah okay and we can't we can't make her do nothing she doesn't
13:28want to do okay so i keep telling you you have to you have to just be who you are okay so when
13:36you see her you cannot make her do anything she has to want to do something for herself she has to
13:43want to help herself am i right or wrong right okay so if you're just going to see her that's all
13:50you have to do is just go see her you can't you can't you can't move mountains okay yeah i keep
13:58telling you you the daughter she's the mom okay i try everything we try everything she has to want to
14:04change hargie you cannot make her want to change
14:10so you just go see her that's it and when you see her don't try to make make nothing happen you're just
14:17seeing her okay yeah okay because every time you get on this topic you you your feelings is hurt you
14:28cannot keep going through that you can't because it brings you down all right so if you go see her
14:37and it's not positive then you just you just leave okay all right okay give me her i'm gonna be okay
14:46just go see her and it is what it is if i can just hear her voice that's enough for me because
14:54i can't i can't do it bro like i just can't do it i can't see her like that she ain't always been like
15:01that and i hate it i hate it that's like how everybody like view her now because she not like
15:10that she better like she been better she been better than that she just
15:16get around she just fucked up right now that's it you see what we are and we do what we teach
15:28i guess i just feel bad because i just been trying to help her i swear to god i've been i've been trying
15:35to help her i'll be trying
15:37and i just feel so bad because like i can sit in here and look like this but then my mama out
15:45there looking like that and it's just crazy
16:03i'm looking for my mom
16:07hey i'm looking for marquita you don't know what that is oh yeah
16:25what's your name what's now that's tv uh
16:30what's going on man i don't know what's going on y'all got me all white is this cheater
16:39damn
16:43i don't even know who to call
16:49you know keep marquita
16:51keita no
16:52she doesn't have a phone i buy her phones i don't know where they go they get lost or broke or
17:03stolen and um i'll just try to like call around like um call like you know whatever
17:12whatever like whoever like you know the people like her be
17:18mom
17:19i don't know what's going on
17:26you know marquita marquita no
17:30hey uh you you is marquita oh is that somebody phone that's one of y'all phone
17:46hello
17:47this this is my this uh this uh sab i'm looking for marquita i think she called me off this phone
18:01okay
18:05yeah
18:05okay um are you in the projects i'm out i'm out here but i don't know
18:16across from dollar general
18:23let me walk over i'm out here too i just it looks so did you know it's it's changed out here it look
18:29different
18:31so yeah you wait you see me waving my hand
18:38no no
18:42the dollar general is that by the the church that never moved you know what i'm talking about
18:48yeah okay i'm about to
18:52you got a green backpack on
18:55a pink backpack
18:56okay all right all right i see you here i come
19:07hey
19:12i was yelling
19:17come on we finna go okay you guys get something go get your yeah yeah and so oh no let me give you
19:24some you can change right quick it's not too hard to find her sometimes it can but i usually just go to like
19:32wherever the traps at or wherever um you know like
19:38people who do like got like substance abuse and stuff like that wherever they hanging out at they
19:45you know i just basically look wherever those kind of people hang out at and she's probably
19:51not really not really too far thank you what you've been doing all day
19:58hey hello
19:59you've been doing nothing man i was waiting on you
20:02it ain't nothing to do i was like damn i went all the way down there i was like damn i hope she's still
20:07here yeah and i was like i was asking everybody like where the hell do um i know and i was in there i was getting discouraged i said my baby come i'm like
20:17nah i was coming it was just taking me long i had to stop at walmart
20:27all right just go change change i'm awake
20:31i'm awake
20:34typically like every time i see my mom
20:37i give her something like some something to wear some clothes or something
20:41try to make sure she's straight if i can
20:44oh they better quit playing she got this for me from walmart that was quick and it's cute
20:49it'll do
20:51i got some hair some makeup stuff with me something to grab real quick yeah this was cute
20:55i'm gonna have that should i make anything look good i wouldn't give a damn work i just feel like when i
21:00see her it just hurt me like it just hurt my heart because
21:05like if i could if i could i would i would do so much i would change the scenario i would
21:12do anything for her like i really would so when i see her and i see like she ain't got like new new
21:22clothes on or like my mama always have been very thick like very full looking my most of my life
21:34and now she's so small so it's like damn like i don't want her like that but
21:39like what i'm supposed to do i did it i did it i did it she stayed with me i've spent thousands of
21:46dollars i've spent ten thousand dollars put ten thousand into this like it's not money like it's
21:53not it's not the money like she need a she gotta want to do it on her own and i can't make her do it
22:03i don't have all different type of thoughts
22:17so i had all my main family um my immediate family show up to the cookout um i invited actually
22:35all my family but the ones who came you know who you are i love y'all and you know the ones who didn't
22:42it is what it is i can't be mad and you know nobody or not wanting to come out and support
22:50i'm just thankful for the people who came my brother and my sister they still teenagers my
22:58sister is 19 now but my brother he's he's still under age and um we basically just been in and out the
23:06system um me my whole life but my brother and sister not so much um like me my name is malaya i go
23:18by m3 i'm stabless we grew up in the same household my whole life until i was about like 16. you know my
23:29mom and she kind of wasn't really present after like i turned 15 she went on about her life you
23:37know and we were still in contact but it just felt different just being like you know just me and my
23:42younger brother in the house and i don't know it was just like kind of a crazy situation going on
23:50in the house to where i felt like i needed my sister and she wasn't there but we pulled through when i turned
23:5719 i tried to get custody of my brother my sister before um the state took them but me and my mom
24:07wasn't seeing eye to eye at the time and she didn't want me to have them so she rather give them to the
24:14state so they went into custody and i just felt so bad because like i feel like i left them i'm
24:23comfortable with saying it now um my mom wasn't there because she's a drug addict she got stuck on
24:30drugs by somebody i don't know and she haven't really been able to shake back like she's a great
24:36person but the mental part is just like she's not really coming back and i just feel like it's just
24:43gonna take time for her to realize like what she really has her kids who love her her family who love
24:48her friends everybody loves her like the drugs it messed her up and only thing i can do is pray to
24:55god pray to god and ask him to just please tell my mama and bring her back when my mom started to get
25:02like real hard on drugs my sister was the one who took it the hardest because they had the closest
25:09relationship and like i see my sister crying and
25:18feel bad she has all these type of anxiety and panic attacks now and like she suffered from so much
25:28stuff over this situation so uh i'm happy coming to get me right yeah well i'm happy that you came
25:39happy i was worried i said my baby ain't coming to get me i love you no no i was coming you took
25:45forever to come but i know we didn't take forever but you look good and i'm proud of you thank you
25:50thank you this was good i'm glad i was able to come see you again um oh yeah so i'm trying to get
25:59my shit together so you can have somewhere to come when y'all do pull me you gotta try maybe
26:07trying trying serious it's hard but hopefully it'll get there whoa whoa why are you where are you gonna
26:16stay where i was at where you are that yeah i'm straight out there if i need anything i'll call
26:21you with me like or uh you could be cool with her like that yeah i'm okay oh that's good man
26:32how are you you happy yeah why are you looking like that
26:37okay stop crying i'm for real you ain't gonna make me cry i love you i like to stop i'm too you
26:54come on let's get with me oh yeah okay you okay yeah i know i'll just you know
27:01we got plenty of time to talk it's gonna get better i'm all right don't worry about me if
27:13something's wrong with me trust me when i tell you you're gonna know same way if you need me
27:20i mean hell you're gonna have to find me because i ain't got no phone right broke my phone ain't funny
27:26but i'm around well yeah you have to figure out how to get watch yeah i could have brought you in the
27:34phone i'll get it all right i'll get you on the i'll stay on the same home okay you take care of you
27:43and shoot y'all make sure y'all straight you look good keep working out and stop crying all right
27:53don't think that oh staff life is just good she good like
28:00shit not good shit be fucked up and
28:05i'm fucked up how y'all fucked up it's the same it's not it's no different so don't let the glitz and
28:13glamours and all this bullshit y'all see like this shit fool y'all i hope that this message gets out
28:20to the right audience i truly do um i hope that anyone who has a story that's similar to mine
28:31um this someone somewhat helped you in your situation and just know that bit sad is always there
28:40and um we're gonna leave it like that we're gonna leave it like that
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