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00:00I remember vividly, my tears dropping on the gray carpet on the top steps
00:21Pop's giving me his best guess Me confessing the burning question
00:25Stressing and concerning me and turning me to a wet mess
00:28It's probably nothing, I get it, I'm aware
00:30I know it's probably stupid to be scared
00:32But these days are flying past us and nobody seems to care
00:35It's like we're sprinting towards a brick wall, we're pretending isn't there
00:38What happens when we hit it?
00:40Do we split into a million bits or do we come back as a bullfrog and talking ribbis?
00:44What is it? What is it?
00:45You got the answer, so give it, so give it, so give it
00:48Don't lie, what happens when we die?
00:50Dad says, Georgie, I'm just guessing from what I've been told
00:53Probably thinking, how'd I raise this emo fucking nine-year-old
00:56Since I'm sorta really not religious, it's a crapshoot, I'll roll a paradise
00:59Although the thought of paradise is very nice
01:02In my heart I know I don't believe in magic
01:04So I'm thinking maybe death is like eternal TV static
01:07I'll return into the state before your birth
01:09Absorbed into the earth
01:11The fewer hours left, the more they're worth
01:13I admit that it's difficult to think about
01:15I think everybody got a little bit of doubt
01:17You don't get to hide from it even if you shout
01:18Not a soul on the planet gets to wiggle out
01:20And he's sad that I know that it's tough to take in some
01:21But it's so early, I can see her in a hurry
01:24But don't worry, cause
01:25That isn't for a long, long time
01:27That isn't for a long, long time
01:30That isn't for a long, long time
01:33That isn't for a long, long, long, long time
01:38Life moves fast
01:40Made the mistake of blinking 20 years past
01:42Now I'm sitting in my living room in Brooklyn with my father
01:45We don't bother you and Christmas in the bay any longer
01:48Here is the first time that we've had this conversation
01:52He says it's tough to take in
01:55I know we're not quite ancient
01:57But we reached the age where we should probably talk arrangements
02:00We could take it several routes
02:02We could sell the house
02:03We can't work forever
02:04Eventually money will run out
02:05That's the spot
02:06Taking a loan would help us cover
02:08Which would make it tougher to leave something for you and your brother
02:11Stop, can't you see?
02:12Every meal that you paid for me
02:15All this power to chase a dream
02:17All this privilege not to crave riches, but it's plain to me
02:19The key fact is it's easy to act like cash needs jack shit
02:22If you never lack it
02:23And the greatest honor I could have is to make a buck and pass
02:26Like a fraction of all the happiness you gave to me
02:29And I will never make you live where you don't aim to be
02:31Age is just data
02:32We paint our story A to Z
02:34Then dip out, R.I.P. rip out
02:35We tear out the pages, tear up the stage
02:37And we take a seat, making a vacancy
02:39Famous or not, we fade from the plot
02:41Every day when a new night falls
02:47I ride around the sun in this big blue ball
02:49I get a bit further from a kid called Paul
02:50And I get a bit closer to the big rig ball
02:52But I'm cinching up to that fence
02:53Like I run my fingers against
02:55All the bricks and mortar and scents
02:56That it's not so cold, it's so dense
02:58And although I'm mournful, I'm known
02:59That I'm not immortal
03:00I'm not banging into stone
03:01But I'm more
03:02Heading through this portal
03:03We're born to return to home
03:04We're all born to be
03:05We're all born to be
03:06Miss me, everything dies
03:07Except for papaya king
03:08Hot dogs on 86th street
03:09Dad hands me a napkin
03:10Tells me it's been the same since the fifties
03:12He didn't always love the city
03:14But damn it, he'll miss me
03:15How can you miss something now
03:16After you leave
03:17I agree that it's sad
03:18But please, don't dwell on it, dad
03:20Well, cause...
03:21That isn't for a long, long time
03:23That isn't for a long, long time
03:26That isn't for a long, long time
03:29That isn't for a long, long, long, long time
03:34What a tangle
04:02What a strangling knot to be caught in
04:06To be exiled here
04:08To be stuck in Berlin
04:10With Vienna so near
04:12Yet so far from the emperor's ear
04:15What a strange and impossible song
04:19To be old while to still be so young
04:23To have sung before speaking a word
04:27To be heard
04:28To be heard
04:29To be hailed
04:30Than to fail
04:31To be done
04:32To love but to be so naive
04:35To trust and to be so deceived
04:39To mourn for a lord to be torn from you
04:43Scorned for another
04:45Who suffers no grief
04:47To curse God seeking lightning
04:53And to still be ignored
04:55To hide in this room not too rich to afford
04:58To hear armies of creditors bang at the door
05:01Always yelling for more
05:02And to have nothing to sell
05:04That could help
05:06Except for the Steinway
05:08That sits
05:10In the corner
05:14For Arthur it all came too easily
05:16To learn the scales in every key
05:18To play the etudes and the sweets
05:22The naftries and the fantasy
05:24To master the sonata's minuettes and symphonies
05:28To seek the truth in fits and starts
05:30To strike the middle F like it's an arrow through the heart
05:32To wing the right hand like a dove
05:34The peaceful flutter of a dove
05:35And with left a violent shove
05:37Someone's will demand a shove
05:38To needle gently yet relentlessly a steady foot upon the pedal
05:41And to clench the iron fist inside the velvet glove
05:43To learn to whisper and to scream
05:45Whisper justifies the scream
05:46To let each yearning finger breathe
05:48Know nothing lives unless it breathes
05:49To burn to worship
05:50To mislead
05:51To pose a question with a pinky on a key
05:56To flee
05:57To fight
05:58To bleed
05:59To float in air
06:00Nothing's silent underneath
06:01To wrap those heavy knuckles on the gate to heaven
06:04Till there's nothing to achieve
06:08But...
06:11To cover G the length of cable hidden in the cabinet
06:13To metamorphosize the twisted rope into an alphabet
06:15To lay the lazy sea upon the shabby wooden floor to rise
06:17Ascend the end across the top
06:18To bend the sea into an S
06:19To curb the tail beneath the S
06:20To turn the tangle to a B
06:21To hug the wretched rooter on the fiber suffocatingly
06:23To wrapping and wrapping
06:24Getting into coils
06:25Stabbing loops
06:26Penetrate the yawning hoop
06:27Tell the loser to vanish through
06:28Think that not until he's ready
06:29But the job he's gotta do
06:30To toss the raid above the ceiling
06:32To affix the noose to bid and do
06:33To all of you until there's nothing left to do
06:34But climb the chair to cinch the cock
06:36Find the edge to step into the air
06:41What you cec...
06:46Will you know...
06:47If it's just there's nothing left to do
06:49What you do with the yawning hoop
06:50The fossilization Imperial
06:51Could are doing with us
06:52In the air in the end
06:53Titan of the Mount
06:54You're still in catholic
06:55What the zombie's Diamond
06:56We are looking for
06:57And you're about to measure that
06:58Whatever you want
06:59You're your own
07:04Pedicota
07:05Be the HCP
07:06You are the same
07:07I'm forget
07:08Don't let my ghost drag you down
07:25If you don't see me around
07:29It doesn't mean that I fail
07:34Yeah, I'm doing well
07:36I've got some roses to smell
07:38I hope you smile when I'm gone
07:43It means I had the strength to move on
07:47To find another story to tell
07:51To answer the bell
07:53I've got some roses to smell
07:55When magic's happening, my habits are coiling up my memory and trapping it right
08:00In the cavity of my ribs like the doors of a cabinet light
08:04But you will hold it to a shadow just by grabbing it tight
08:08Instead of ringing, letting it back in the light
08:10Never out of my heart, even but out of my sight
08:12Even it's supposed to be hard
08:13Man, I thought it was so selfish
08:14And people are loved to keep falling out of my life
08:16But now I know
08:17No, I don't take it personal
08:21If you got a really lovely place to go
08:25I'm gonna chase my goals
08:27You gotta make me whole
08:28Cause it's urgent we love and be loved
08:29I'll be going to 12-1 for detergent to shine up my soul
08:32Don't let my clothes drag you down
08:34If you don't see me around
08:39It doesn't mean that I fell
08:43Yeah, I'm doing well
08:45I've got some roses to smell
08:47I hope you smile when I'm gone
08:52Cause every screen that we type is screaming
09:08The bigger is better, better is how you make yourself matter
09:10But matter is fleeting, I'mma live in a feeding machine
09:12Then I'm blind to see
09:13No point to hide in my pride if there's no privacy
09:17I've already dedicated too much of my time to trying to get for followers
09:21I've been crying out for attention
09:22It's leaping around to mend a hollow crater inside of me
09:25Knowing well that it don't mean shit
09:27Going to the well for another cheap dopamine hit
09:31I'm done being a bitch to ambition
09:34I'm already rich
09:35I gotta have this full of million dollar questions
09:38And the length of it is
09:39I don't need the courage to work
09:40I want the strength to quit
09:41Well, I might go through you down
09:44You don't see me alone
09:48Does it mean that I fell
09:52I'm doing well
09:54I've got some roses to smell
09:57I hope you smile when I'm gone
10:01It means I have a state to move on
10:05To find another story to tell
10:09Answer the bell
10:11Answer the bell
10:13I've got some roses to smell
10:22Mistress Bukята
10:26Cliff Lynch
10:28Nasir
10:28Asili
10:29A
10:30Asili
10:30A
10:30Asili
10:31Yes
10:32Asili
10:33K
10:34F
10:35The
10:35Asili
10:35Asili
10:36A
10:37Masili
10:38Asili
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