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Essai de Hank Vogel.
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00:00Ladies and gentlemen, good morning.
00:05My dear readers,
00:09Well, I'm a little disturbed, hello, excuse me.
00:14I'm a little disturbed by my wife who is cleaning the house, as always,
00:21for she is a clean woman, both inwardly and outwardly.
00:25Everything at home must be clean, that's it.
00:30So, you know, it cleans, if you will, the exterior, everything that is appearance.
00:40Me, it's everything you don't see.
00:44Let me explain.
00:48By the way, a little aside, I would like to come back to why I write?
00:54This is the question I ask myself, I have often asked myself,
00:56that I can't find a solution.
01:00An answer, rather.
01:02Is it because when I was a kid I was always looking out the window,
01:09then one day, my childhood sweetheart,
01:13Saïouda, a little Egyptian girl, an Arab, if you like,
01:18the porter's daughter,
01:19who always had a bracelet who walked barefoot,
01:24but a bracelet around the chemie,
01:30like some slaves at a certain time.
01:34You see what I mean?
01:35It was very weird.
01:37She was always asking me for pieces of paper.
01:40She told me,
01:41“Hawaga Hans,” she called me Hawaga.
01:45It means “Lord”, “Sir”.
01:48When I said that, it was...
01:51She called me "Sir."
01:52Yet we were the same age,
01:55exactly the same age.
01:57So she called for me often,
01:59"Edini, Wara",
02:00where she asked me for a pencil, something.
02:03Well, you know,
02:05I have always been,
02:06I have always had a generous soul.
02:11I like to give,
02:12and especially to those who have nothing.
02:16So I threw pieces at him,
02:18sheets of paper,
02:20pencils, especially colored ones.
02:23She thanked me,
02:24then she was going to draw me a picture,
02:26I don't know what she was doing.
02:27I don't remember what she was doing.
02:29And me, on one side,
02:31I said to myself,
02:31“Ah, well, I’m going to start writing.”
02:34Then I looked at my notebook,
02:36where I tore out the pages,
02:38this notebook that I tore out the pages from,
02:39and I said to myself,
02:40“But I want to become a writer.”
02:43Then after, I go back,
02:45I leave the window,
02:48I go to my work table,
02:50I wasn't in the office,
02:51It's a simple work table.
02:55And then I started to write,
02:57then I said to myself,
02:58“Write a novel,
02:58It takes a long time to write a novel,
03:00all these pages to fill out,
03:02What am I going to be able to tell?
03:04But what I could,
03:06what I had to tell,
03:08that's all that was happening
03:09through the window,
03:10It was abominable.
03:12I had everything,
03:13All,
03:13everything was there.
03:15when I saw strange characters
03:18pass under my window,
03:20from my room,
03:22It was amazing.
03:23There was a man
03:24who had a disfigured face,
03:27that I called it the red pot,
03:30and he passed like that every evening,
03:33he was waving to me,
03:34he said hello to me.
03:35There was the Indian who passed by
03:37with his cane,
03:39an Indian from India,
03:40and who went like that,
03:42I think he was working
03:43for the sporting club,
03:45an English or American sport
03:47or I don't know,
03:49which was a little further away.
03:52And then I often saw
03:53prisoners
03:57pass in chains
03:58with a chawish,
03:59so a policeman,
04:01who from time to time,
04:02he gave them a wand
04:03on the head or in the legs
04:06or in the face,
04:07I don't know anything about it,
04:08just to show
04:09that he was the boss.
04:11I saw things
04:13really very strange
04:14who, until now,
04:16it marks me,
04:17It struck me.
04:18And maybe that's it,
04:20That's what made me want to write.
04:22This is injustice
04:23that there is in the world,
04:24this absurdity,
04:26these unjust things.
04:27Why she hadn't
04:29right to scraps of paper
04:31and I had the right
04:33to the paper,
04:34in pencil and all that,
04:36and she is obliged
04:36to claim them from me.
04:38to ask me for them,
04:40to beg me
04:40to give him,
04:42to throw him a piece of paper
04:43through the window
04:44so she can draw
04:45or write,
04:46I don't know anything, what.
04:48And that was it,
04:49maybe it's injustice,
04:51what I saw,
04:52this horrible thing,
04:53these things,
04:55these prisoners
04:58poorly dressed,
05:00which were papers
05:00with,
05:01I don't know,
05:02it looks like it was
05:03rags on them,
05:05barefoot,
05:05chain one after another
05:07to others,
05:07as if it were,
05:09no but it was,
05:10I'm telling you about this,
05:11it was in the years
05:13maybe 50,
05:14because,
05:15eh,
05:16Yes,
05:16or in the 40s,
05:17I don't know anything about it,
05:18I was born in 46,
05:19I,
05:20when I was looking at this,
05:21I had perhaps,
05:22I went to school,
05:24I believe,
05:26a lot,
05:26we weren't going,
05:27at that time,
05:28we weren't going,
05:28we didn't go to school
05:30before 7 years old,
05:31or 8 years,
05:32I believe,
05:33so how old was i
05:34when I looked at all this,
05:35it was abominable,
05:36it was incredible,
05:39so I think that's it,
05:41it is this revolt,
05:42and later,
05:44on returning,
05:44leaving Egypt,
05:46when coming to Switzerland,
05:47he is a righteous man,
05:48this behavior of the Swiss
05:51towards the Swiss
05:52from abroad,
05:53towards my brother,
05:55Who,
05:56when the treaty
05:56of Macaroni,
05:59from Rital,
05:59and all the names,
06:00because he was curly,
06:01I was white,
06:02I was really
06:03a blond head,
06:05I looked more like
06:06to a Swede,
06:07a Dane
06:08than an Italian,
06:10while my brother,
06:12he looked terribly like
06:13to an Italian,
06:16because he was curly,
06:17and yet he had
06:17very beautiful hair,
06:19very beautiful hair,
06:21they laughed so much
06:22of her hair,
06:23who was so beautiful,
06:25that it began
06:26to shave his head,
06:27you see what I mean,
06:28they traumatized him,
06:31somehow,
06:32My brother,
06:32there was behavior
06:34very strange,
06:36and people,
06:36towards him,
06:39it was the Italian,
06:41it was the Rital,
06:42that was it,
06:43so I found
06:43this absurdity,
06:45this injustice,
06:46I don't know anything about it,
06:47it's a mixture
06:47of all that,
06:49which means that,
06:50gradually,
06:51I observed
06:52left and right
06:53everything that was happening,
06:55that's why
06:55that in all my books,
06:56that it is
06:57Bushmilla,
06:59in this Bushmilla,
07:00Moula,
07:01Bushmoula,
07:03Moula,
07:04well in short,
07:04it was,
07:05Good,
07:07it comes from Albanian,
07:08a name like that,
07:10but,
07:11which also expresses
07:14the child,
07:15the child
07:16that we couldn't,
07:18Yes,
07:19Good,
07:19you have to read the books,
07:20you have to read,
07:21all my books
07:21speak of suffering
07:23somewhere,
07:24of a hidden act,
07:26For example,
07:28I'm talking about commas,
07:30it's not for nothing
07:31when I write
07:32all these books,
07:34each book denounces
07:36an act,
07:37an act of society,
07:39Yes,
07:40it's society
07:41who commits his acts,
07:43it's not the man,
07:44it's society
07:45which influences man,
07:47I'm sorry,
07:48we don't say
07:48that it's men
07:49which influence society,
07:50but it is often
07:51the opposite,
07:51the company,
07:53who does a lot
07:53of harm to man,
07:56It's true,
07:57either through politics,
07:59either because we hear
08:00television elsewhere,
08:02the act of repeating
08:03always the same things,
08:05it has a huge influence,
08:07because,
08:08by annoying people
08:09on certain subjects,
08:11people go
08:12against this subject,
08:14Good,
08:14I don't know,
08:15you have to look,
08:16you have to look,
08:17I am looking,
08:18I'm looking for,
08:18I'm trying to understand
08:19all the time
08:20what is this,
08:21why I do this,
08:23why don't I do this,
08:25you see what I mean,
08:27and in my writings,
08:29all my books,
08:29all my books,
08:31there is a bottom
08:32of dissatisfaction
08:34somewhere,
08:35and there are lots of things,
08:36if I write
08:37more than a hundred
08:38of books,
08:39is that there is
08:39more than a hundred
08:42of things
08:43incredible,
08:44unbearable
08:46that exist
08:47on this earth,
08:48it's up to you to search,
08:50it's up to you to find them
08:51if you want
08:53to read my books,
08:55but that's it,
08:56if I write,
08:57it's to try
08:58to create
08:59a better world,
09:01I know it is
09:01an illusion,
09:03it's a dream
09:04of writer,
09:05of poet,
09:06you see,
09:07but we don't know,
09:08maybe a book
09:09not a book anymore,
09:10plus other books,
09:11more than,
09:12more,
09:13but unfortunately,
09:13I notice that people
09:15don't read,
09:16no longer read,
09:16I even see
09:17among my loved ones,
09:21when I give
09:21a book,
09:22Good,
09:23I know who reads
09:24and who does not read,
09:26but people
09:26prefer with
09:27the cell phone
09:30read bullshit,
09:31bullshit
09:32that are happening
09:33Currently,
09:34and I see,
09:35we prefer to read
09:37bullshit
09:38than reading
09:38things
09:39which would bring,
09:40which give awareness
09:41to people
09:42of certain things,
09:43of what is happening
09:44in society.
09:45Good,
09:48this is what i have,
09:50I want to tell you
09:51Today,
09:54and then,
09:55Yes,
09:55that's it,
09:56because at the same time,
09:57I was thinking about my friend,
09:58to my friend Ted Robert,
10:00who comes,
10:00he comes from,
10:01it's been a month
10:02that he has just died,
10:03and Ted Robert,
10:05I wrote a book
10:06on him,
10:06because it was
10:07a character
10:08unusual,
10:10with all that he has done,
10:11where are the women
10:14that he knew,
10:15Good,
10:15he didn't know any
10:16masses,
10:17I haven't seen her
10:17with many gaps,
10:19we can tell
10:20lots of things,
10:21but with children
10:23that he had
10:23with several women,
10:25and then all its history
10:27and all that,
10:28everything that happened,
10:29that's what it is,
10:30it's not for nothing
10:32that I accepted
10:32to write a book about him,
10:34that I am writing a book
10:35on him,
10:36There,
10:37because he is a character
10:38a little out of the ordinary,
10:39if you want,
10:40it's not...
10:41Good,
10:42so here it is,
10:43all things
10:44that I write,
10:44there is always something
10:45which is out of the ordinary,
10:47out of the ordinary,
10:49out of the...
10:51There,
10:52There,
10:53I don't write
10:54things to make you laugh,
10:56Yes,
10:56Sometimes,
10:57we can laugh,
10:58we can laugh,
11:00we can smile,
11:01because the absurdity
11:02makes you smile,
11:03doesn't necessarily make you laugh,
11:05but makes you smile,
11:06but that's not the point
11:08in some of my writings.
11:10So,
11:10I hope I spoke to you
11:12in a little way
11:13bizarre,
11:16but what do you want,
11:17it is a reaction of the heart,
11:19and when the heart speaks,
11:21he lets himself go.
11:22Good day,
11:23sir and madam.
11:24Bye.
11:24Subtitling Canadian Broadcasting Corporation
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