"Self-Worth": The Lie We Love || Acharya Prashant, IIT Kanpur (2025)

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00:00:00I came across one of your quotes from the book.

00:00:02If your self-worth depends upon anything external,

00:00:05then life will play with it like a puppet.

00:00:07What are the factors self-worth is assigned to?

00:00:10Is it assigned to the efforts?

00:00:11Then animals like donkey also put efforts.

00:00:14But are they worthful?

00:00:15So who are you then?

00:00:17Then I have no answer.

00:00:18And if I do not know who I am,

00:00:20what am I attaching worth to?

00:00:22What is all this assessment and pride about?

00:00:26And I say I have a lot of self-respect.

00:00:27What exactly or who exactly am I respecting?

00:00:31That I am also like other human beings

00:00:32that are also living in this planet.

00:00:34Yes.

00:00:35I must have some values.

00:00:37What is it?

00:00:37I must have self-worth.

00:00:39How do you know?

00:00:39It is just a feeling that...

00:00:41You talked of self-worth.

00:00:42Instead of talking of worth,

00:00:44shouldn't we first talk about self?

00:00:46Are these external objects and their associations with I

00:00:51really controlled by the I?

00:00:53We can say that I is the product of our environment, right?

00:00:56And the environment is not something that you control, right?

00:00:59Now you tell me what is self-worth.

00:01:01I associated myself with some things in the environment.

00:01:04Now I am associating worth to those values.

00:01:07You are not there at all.

00:01:08Now I don't think it's a real concept.

00:01:11But you will be all full of concepts.

00:01:13Doesn't it happen in the campus?

00:01:15Your CGPA, your JE rank,

00:01:17and later on the CTC.

00:01:19That starts determining your worth.

00:01:21That was the main reason I asked this question.

00:01:24So why do you think packages determine your self-worth?

00:01:27That money is a necessity.

00:01:29So how do you know money is a necessity?

00:01:31I don't think...

00:01:32I don't think...

00:01:33Quality of life.

00:01:34Now how do you...

00:01:35Wait, wait, wait.

00:01:36Good quality of life.

00:01:37What do you mean by good quality of life?

00:01:39And how do you know that such quality can be called as good?

00:01:43So today we have students and faculty from IIT Kanpur

00:01:50who had been wanting to interact with you

00:01:53and get your guidance on the occasion of International Youth Day.

00:01:56So we had received hundreds of queries from them.

00:02:00With your permission, can we proceed with the session?

00:02:03Yes, yes.

00:02:04Please, please begin.

00:02:05Yes, sir.

00:02:07Having addressed IIT Kanpur students before,

00:02:09Acharya Prashanji returns today

00:02:11with the same clarity, compassion, and urgency,

00:02:15urging your young minds to rise above mediocrity

00:02:18and taking charge of their lives.

00:02:20Published regularly with Penguin and HarperCollins

00:02:23and a columnist with the Sunday Guardian,

00:02:26The Pioneer, and NDTV,

00:02:28he brings timeless wisdom into the context of modern challenges,

00:02:33empowering the youth to think deeply,

00:02:36live consciously, and act courageously.

00:02:38His much-anticipated book with HarperCollins,

00:02:43Truth Without Apology,

00:02:44distills answers to some of life's most profound and interesting questions

00:02:49into crisp, powerful, one-page reflections,

00:02:53making it a handbook for anyone seeking clarity

00:02:55in an age of conclusion.

00:02:57Hello, sir.

00:02:59I'm Harshit Pandey.

00:03:00Hello.

00:03:00I'm a second-year B.T.K. student at IIT Kanpur.

00:03:04Sir, first of all, it is a great pleasure to talk to you.

00:03:08Sir, my question is mainly about self-worth.

00:03:12I want to know that is self-worth a genuine concept

00:03:14or just an egoistic or narcissistic way of assigning value

00:03:19to insignificant human beings?

00:03:22And if it is real,

00:03:23then how one can measure it and how it is defined?

00:03:26I also came across one of your quote from the book.

00:03:30If your self-worth depends upon anything external,

00:03:33then life will play with it like a puppet.

00:03:37Then I want to know

00:03:38what are the factors self-worth is assigned to?

00:03:42Is it assigned to the efforts?

00:03:45Then animals like donkey also put efforts,

00:03:48but are they worthful?

00:03:51And the second question is

00:03:52that can a person's worth exist

00:03:54independent of others' perception?

00:04:01What you are asking is

00:04:03probably one of the

00:04:07most important questions

00:04:11ever faced by a person.

00:04:15If it is not

00:04:19the most important question,

00:04:21it belongs to the family

00:04:23of most important ones.

00:04:26Why?

00:04:28Because it deals with the self.

00:04:31It deals with the self.

00:04:33When you say

00:04:34what is self-worth?

00:04:36Is self-worth important?

00:04:39Why does self-worth have to depend on others?

00:04:42And other related things

00:04:44that you will probably come up

00:04:47as we discuss.

00:04:50All of these terms

00:04:52and all these questions

00:04:54are, you see,

00:04:57very obviously centered on

00:04:59the self.

00:05:01Right?

00:05:02What is self?

00:05:03When we say

00:05:04what is self-worth,

00:05:06self-esteem,

00:05:07or even self-respect?

00:05:08All these are

00:05:09interrelated concepts,

00:05:11but all of them

00:05:12have one thing

00:05:13at the center

00:05:14and in common

00:05:15which is the self.

00:05:17Now, can we talk

00:05:18of these things

00:05:19without first

00:05:21being very sharp

00:05:23and clear

00:05:23about the self?

00:05:25No.

00:05:26No.

00:05:27So,

00:05:28would you want us

00:05:29to venture into the self?

00:05:31What is it exactly?

00:05:33Yes, I want.

00:05:34Okay.

00:05:35So, what is the self?

00:05:35Okay.

00:05:38We'll discuss.

00:05:39I'm not really

00:05:40answering your question.

00:05:41We'll move on this

00:05:42together.

00:05:44Yes.

00:05:45How I identify myself?

00:05:48Like,

00:05:51I'm sure that

00:05:53it is not my name.

00:05:55Maybe

00:05:55my knowledge

00:05:56is my self.

00:05:58When you say

00:05:58my knowledge,

00:06:00then it is

00:06:00the self's knowledge.

00:06:01So, there is

00:06:04circularity

00:06:05in what you are saying.

00:06:07My knowledge

00:06:08cannot be

00:06:08who I am.

00:06:09Right?

00:06:10It's like

00:06:11I ask you,

00:06:12who are you?

00:06:12And you say,

00:06:13my t-shirt.

00:06:14This light-colored

00:06:15thing that you are

00:06:16wearing right now.

00:06:18Then what you are

00:06:19saying is,

00:06:20I am,

00:06:21or rather,

00:06:22Harshit is

00:06:22Harshit's t-shirt.

00:06:23That doesn't answer

00:06:24who Harshit is.

00:06:25Does it?

00:06:26It doesn't.

00:06:29So,

00:06:30who are you then?

00:06:37Then I have

00:06:38no answer.

00:06:40And if I do not

00:06:41know who I am,

00:06:43what am I

00:06:43respecting?

00:06:44What am I

00:06:45attaching

00:06:45worth to?

00:06:49What is all

00:06:50this

00:06:51assessment

00:06:52and pride

00:06:54about?

00:06:56If I do not

00:06:57know who I am

00:06:58and I say

00:06:59I have a lot

00:07:00of self-respect,

00:07:01what exactly

00:07:02or who exactly

00:07:03am I respecting?

00:07:07Similarly,

00:07:08self-worth.

00:07:09Yeah, please.

00:07:11Sir, I am also

00:07:11like other human

00:07:12beings that

00:07:13are also living

00:07:14in this planet.

00:07:15Yes.

00:07:17I must have

00:07:18some worth.

00:07:19Right?

00:07:20I must have

00:07:21some values.

00:07:22How do you

00:07:23know that?

00:07:23Is that a

00:07:24speculation?

00:07:25An empty

00:07:26conjecture?

00:07:27A feeling

00:07:28that you do

00:07:29not know

00:07:30where it

00:07:32comes from?

00:07:33What is it?

00:07:33I must have

00:07:34self-worth.

00:07:35How do you

00:07:35know?

00:07:37It's just

00:07:38a feeling

00:07:38that I

00:07:40must have.

00:07:41So,

00:07:41you cleared

00:07:41the J.E.

00:07:42Right?

00:07:42You cleared

00:07:43the J.E.

00:07:44Right?

00:07:45And there

00:07:46is a simple

00:07:46question,

00:07:47let's say,

00:07:47on projectile

00:07:48motion.

00:07:49Right?

00:07:50A ball

00:07:51is thrown

00:07:51in such

00:07:52a direction

00:07:53and so

00:07:53much is

00:07:54the wind

00:07:54speed.

00:07:56and the

00:07:56ball

00:07:57just breaks

00:07:58midway

00:07:59in the

00:07:59air.

00:08:01Right?

00:08:02And where

00:08:02do you

00:08:03think that

00:08:04one particular

00:08:05part is

00:08:05going to

00:08:06fall and

00:08:06some

00:08:06associated

00:08:07details

00:08:07are given?

00:08:09Would you

00:08:09answer it

00:08:10saying,

00:08:11well,

00:08:11it must

00:08:11be falling

00:08:12at around

00:08:136 meter

00:08:15horizontal

00:08:15distance

00:08:16from where

00:08:17it was

00:08:18thrown?

00:08:18Would you

00:08:19admit

00:08:19this kind

00:08:20of an

00:08:20answer?

00:08:20and would

00:08:22IIT

00:08:23Kanpur

00:08:23admit you

00:08:24if you

00:08:24gave such

00:08:25answers?

00:08:27No,

00:08:28sir.

00:08:28So,

00:08:29how can

00:08:29we then

00:08:30be a

00:08:32little

00:08:33vague,

00:08:34very vague

00:08:35about the

00:08:37most important

00:08:38thing about

00:08:39ourselves,

00:08:40the self?

00:08:41What is

00:08:41the self?

00:08:41So,

00:08:47you

00:08:47talked of

00:08:49self-worth.

00:08:50Instead of

00:08:50talking of

00:08:51worth,

00:08:52shouldn't we

00:08:53first talk

00:08:54about self?

00:08:55But that's

00:08:56the thing,

00:08:56the self is

00:08:57taken for

00:08:58granted and

00:08:59we quickly

00:09:00hop on to

00:09:01the next

00:09:01thing.

00:09:03So,

00:09:03self-respect,

00:09:04self-doubt,

00:09:05self-worth,

00:09:06self-negation,

00:09:07self-affirmation,

00:09:09a lot of

00:09:10things hyphenated

00:09:11with the

00:09:12self without

00:09:13knowing what

00:09:14the self is.

00:09:16Without

00:09:16knowing what

00:09:17the self is.

00:09:18Self-love.

00:09:21We can

00:09:22keep love

00:09:23aside.

00:09:23Let's

00:09:23first talk

00:09:24of self.

00:09:25So,

00:09:26to begin

00:09:26with,

00:09:27we have

00:09:27a vague

00:09:29haziness.

00:09:30Right?

00:09:32I call

00:09:33myself as

00:09:35existent.

00:09:37There is

00:09:38being.

00:09:39I think

00:09:40I exist.

00:09:41There is

00:09:42this feeling

00:09:42of I-ness.

00:09:43Right?

00:09:45I-ness.

00:09:46Till this

00:09:47point,

00:09:47I think

00:09:48we are

00:09:48safe.

00:09:50We are,

00:09:51I think,

00:09:52on solid

00:09:53ground.

00:09:54Yes.

00:09:55As you

00:09:55said,

00:09:56there are

00:09:56so many

00:09:57people and

00:09:57all of

00:09:58them feel

00:09:59something.

00:09:59So,

00:10:00this I

00:10:01feeling is

00:10:02common

00:10:02among all

00:10:04living creatures.

00:10:05do we

00:10:06agree?

00:10:06Do we

00:10:07see that?

00:10:08Yes,

00:10:08sir.

00:10:08Yes,

00:10:08no.

00:10:10Next

00:10:10thing,

00:10:13creatures,

00:10:15at least

00:10:16of our

00:10:17species,

00:10:18never just

00:10:19say,

00:10:20I.

00:10:23They also

00:10:24rarely say,

00:10:26I am.

00:10:28They say,

00:10:29I am A

00:10:30or B

00:10:31or C.

00:10:32Do we

00:10:33observe that?

00:10:33Yes,

00:10:36we do.

00:10:36Yes,

00:10:36sir.

00:10:37So,

00:10:38this

00:10:38self thing

00:10:40seems to

00:10:40be always

00:10:41predicated on

00:10:42an A,

00:10:43B or

00:10:44C object.

00:10:46The self

00:10:47is dependent

00:10:47on something

00:10:48else,

00:10:48right?

00:10:51Yes.

00:10:51We associate

00:10:52our self

00:10:53with something.

00:10:54With something.

00:10:54You had used

00:10:55the word

00:10:55identity.

00:10:58Yeah?

00:10:58As you

00:10:59begin your

00:10:59question,

00:10:59you had used

00:11:00that word.

00:11:00So,

00:11:01we are always

00:11:01identified with

00:11:02something and

00:11:02those

00:11:03identities are

00:11:03very fluid.

00:11:04They just

00:11:04keep changing.

00:11:05We can

00:11:05observe that.

00:11:08Not just

00:11:09over long

00:11:10periods of

00:11:10time,

00:11:11but even

00:11:12over

00:11:13micro periods.

00:11:15We are

00:11:16creatures of

00:11:17changing and

00:11:18fluid and

00:11:19several

00:11:20identities at

00:11:21once.

00:11:23Now,

00:11:24where do

00:11:24these identities

00:11:25come from?

00:11:26If I say,

00:11:27I am A

00:11:27or I am B

00:11:28is that

00:11:30internal?

00:11:31Because I am

00:11:31talking of

00:11:32I and

00:11:33I is supposed

00:11:34to be the

00:11:34most internal,

00:11:35most central

00:11:36thing to my

00:11:37existence,

00:11:37right?

00:11:39I exist.

00:11:40So,

00:11:40existence and

00:11:41I are the

00:11:42same thing.

00:11:45Yes.

00:11:46Yes,

00:11:46you agree?

00:11:46See,

00:11:47so,

00:11:48this A,

00:11:49B and C,

00:11:50these A,

00:11:50B and C,

00:11:51are they

00:11:52too internal?

00:11:56They are

00:11:57external.

00:11:57They are

00:11:58external.

00:11:58But this

00:11:59internal thing

00:11:59takes its

00:12:02being,

00:12:04its existence,

00:12:05its sustenance,

00:12:06its very

00:12:07body

00:12:09from

00:12:11something

00:12:11external.

00:12:12And how

00:12:12does that

00:12:13happen?

00:12:14How do

00:12:14you become

00:12:15A or

00:12:15how do

00:12:15you become

00:12:16B?

00:12:19If a

00:12:20society values

00:12:21A,

00:12:21then I

00:12:22try to

00:12:22associate

00:12:23myself with

00:12:23A.

00:12:24Right.

00:12:24And even

00:12:25if it does

00:12:26not value

00:12:26A,

00:12:27sometimes you

00:12:27find yourself

00:12:28helpless,

00:12:29don't you?

00:12:31It's not

00:12:31always even

00:12:32about the

00:12:33society.

00:12:34So often,

00:12:35it's about

00:12:35the body.

00:12:36I mean,

00:12:36I am

00:12:37male.

00:12:38The society

00:12:39has hardly

00:12:39anything to

00:12:40do with

00:12:40that.

00:12:42The body

00:12:43gave you

00:12:43that,

00:12:44right?

00:12:46And there

00:12:47are a lot

00:12:47of things,

00:12:48as you said,

00:12:48that come

00:12:48from the

00:12:49society.

00:12:50So,

00:12:51for example,

00:12:52I am

00:12:53smart.

00:12:54I am

00:12:55handsome.

00:12:56I am

00:12:57rich.

00:12:58That's a

00:12:58social concept.

00:13:00Right?

00:13:01All my

00:13:01friends say,

00:13:03I am

00:13:04very sharp.

00:13:06So,

00:13:06that again

00:13:07is obviously

00:13:07social.

00:13:10So,

00:13:11be it

00:13:11physical

00:13:12or

00:13:14social

00:13:14objects,

00:13:16what we

00:13:16can

00:13:17clearly see

00:13:18is that

00:13:18they are

00:13:18not

00:13:19internal.

00:13:21And we

00:13:22say

00:13:22I

00:13:22is

00:13:22internal.

00:13:24But this

00:13:25internal

00:13:25thing is

00:13:26so

00:13:26helplessly

00:13:27dependent

00:13:27on

00:13:28external

00:13:28things.

00:13:31Okay.

00:13:33Are

00:13:34these

00:13:34external

00:13:35objects

00:13:36and

00:13:36their

00:13:36associations

00:13:37with

00:13:37I

00:13:38really

00:13:39controlled

00:13:39by

00:13:40the

00:13:40I?

00:13:41Determined

00:13:42by

00:13:42the

00:13:42I?

00:13:43Does

00:13:43that

00:13:43happen?

00:13:44why not?

00:13:51They

00:13:51can

00:13:52be

00:13:52controlled

00:13:52by

00:13:52I?

00:13:53They?

00:13:54What did

00:13:54you say?

00:13:55They?

00:13:55They can

00:13:55be controlled

00:13:56by

00:13:56I?

00:13:56They can

00:13:56be.

00:13:56Yes.

00:13:57Potentially

00:13:57they can

00:13:58be.

00:13:58But does

00:13:59that

00:13:59happen?

00:14:01The I

00:14:01seems to

00:14:02have a

00:14:02range

00:14:03of

00:14:04choices.

00:14:05Right?

00:14:05For

00:14:06example,

00:14:07you could

00:14:07say,

00:14:08I am a

00:14:09cricket fan

00:14:10rather

00:14:11than

00:14:12a

00:14:12tennis

00:14:12fan.

00:14:14So,

00:14:15you could

00:14:15say,

00:14:16I

00:14:16chose

00:14:16my

00:14:17object

00:14:17cricket.

00:14:19Right?

00:14:20So,

00:14:20there

00:14:20seems to

00:14:21be

00:14:21apparently

00:14:22a

00:14:22choice.

00:14:23I

00:14:24chose

00:14:25dosa

00:14:27over

00:14:27idli.

00:14:29So,

00:14:30apparently

00:14:30there

00:14:31seems

00:14:31a

00:14:31choice.

00:14:32So,

00:14:33we

00:14:33feel

00:14:33like

00:14:34saying

00:14:36that

00:14:36the

00:14:36objects

00:14:38that

00:14:39I

00:14:39relates

00:14:40to

00:14:40are

00:14:40chosen

00:14:41by

00:14:41I.

00:14:43Yes.

00:14:44But is

00:14:44that

00:14:44really

00:14:44the

00:14:45case?

00:14:45Will

00:14:45you

00:14:46ever

00:14:46say

00:14:46I

00:14:47am

00:14:47an

00:14:48ice

00:14:48hockey

00:14:48fan?

00:14:53Will

00:14:54you

00:14:54say

00:14:54that?

00:14:55I

00:14:55don't

00:14:55understand.

00:14:57Sitting

00:14:57where

00:14:58you

00:14:58are

00:14:58as

00:14:58a

00:14:58student

00:14:59at

00:15:00the

00:15:00Indian

00:15:00Institute

00:15:01of

00:15:01Technology

00:15:02Kanpur,

00:15:03how

00:15:04likely

00:15:04are

00:15:05you

00:15:05to

00:15:05say

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00:57:52them

00:57:52worthless

00:57:52because

00:57:53they will

00:57:54not deliver

00:57:55what they

00:57:55seem to

00:57:56promise

00:57:56in that

00:57:57sense

00:57:57so you

00:58:00don't

00:58:00have to

00:58:01look at

00:58:01objects

00:58:02and ask

00:58:02me

00:58:02where do

00:58:03I

00:58:04stop

00:58:04there

00:58:05no

00:58:06no

00:58:06if

00:58:07you

00:58:07remain

00:58:07who

00:58:08you

00:58:08are

00:58:08you

00:58:08cannot

00:58:09stop

00:58:09anywhere

00:58:10if

00:58:14I

00:58:14remain

00:58:14who

00:58:15I

00:58:15am

00:58:15the

00:58:16ignorant

00:58:16self

00:58:17the

00:58:18self

00:58:19without

00:58:19knowledge

00:58:20of

00:58:20itself

00:58:21the

00:58:22person

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00:58:23self

00:58:24knowledge

00:58:24if

00:58:24I

00:58:24remain

00:58:25that

00:58:25then

00:58:26it

00:58:27is

00:58:27not

00:58:27possible

00:58:27to

00:58:28stop

00:58:28anywhere

00:58:28and

00:58:30organized

00:58:30religion

00:58:31traditional

00:58:31religion

00:58:32self

00:58:33help

00:58:33literature

00:58:34all

00:58:35these

00:58:35have

00:58:37tried

00:58:37their

00:58:38best

00:58:38recommended

00:58:41recipes

00:58:42tricks

00:58:43tactics

00:58:44methods

00:58:45to

00:58:48draw

00:58:48lines

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00:58:51say

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00:58:51know

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00:58:51do

00:58:52this

00:58:52much

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00:58:52then

00:58:53you

00:58:53will

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00:58:59point

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00:59:08asking

00:59:08me

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00:59:14walking

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00:59:15the

00:59:19okay

00:59:20as

00:59:20long

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00:59:21you

00:59:22are

00:59:22inwardly

00:59:23ignorant

00:59:23there

00:59:24is

00:59:24no

00:59:25point

00:59:26the

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00:59:30point

00:59:30and

00:59:31that's

00:59:31why

00:59:32in

00:59:32India

00:59:32it

00:59:34has

00:59:34been

00:59:34called

00:59:35the

00:59:35endless

00:59:36cycle

00:59:37of

00:59:37existence

00:59:38you

00:59:41just

00:59:41keep

00:59:42walking

00:59:42and

00:59:43because

00:59:44you

00:59:44keep

00:59:44walking

00:59:44and

00:59:45it

00:59:45is

00:59:45endless

00:59:45therefore

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00:59:47it

00:59:47a

00:59:47circle

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00:59:48circle

00:59:48is

00:59:48endless

00:59:49that's

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01:00:41two

01:00:41cars

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01:00:43can

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01:00:43but

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01:00:44wife

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01:00:44sex

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01:00:45two

01:00:45women

01:00:45so

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01:00:47can

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01:01:30will

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01:01:31glad

01:01:31if

01:01:32I

01:01:32am

01:01:32noted

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01:01:36have

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01:01:37inner

01:01:37illumination

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01:01:39have

01:01:39inner

01:01:39honesty

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01:01:49there

01:01:49what

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01:01:56I

01:01:56am

01:01:56false

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01:01:58world

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