Love During Lockup (2022) Season 5 Episode 4

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00:00Previously on Love During Lockup.

00:05Bitch, we got 20 days.

00:06Bradley was my weed dealer.

00:08How can we help you today?

00:09Make me hot.

00:11He likes big butts, and I want one.

00:14It's just a win-win.

00:15What was this going to run us?

00:16$20,000.

00:18Definitely not.

00:20Don't bring any girl cum.

00:21You know how sexually frustrated I am.

00:24Crystal can be a jealous little munchkin.

00:26You feel you don't have fear to have sex?

00:29That's your decision.

00:30The caller has hung up.

00:32Have you had any girlfriends in prison?

00:34It's part of the full experience.

00:36In my head, I'm like, this is crazy.

00:39I up.

00:40Just the women.

00:41I signed him up for right a prisoner.

00:44He has no idea how seriously and Kaylee really are.

00:48I'm a fiance now.

00:50He said that he was going to end those relationships.

00:53It's the most absurd thing I have ever heard.

00:55And why you would even want to tempt the lion?

00:56My girlfriends are skeptical.

00:59I know I told you everything was cut off of you, chicks.

01:03I don't want to continue to lie about it.

01:05Lie, come lie.

01:10Yeah, I'm ballin'.

01:12Climmin' hot.

01:13Going up.

01:14And not stallin'.

01:16What's going on?

01:18Well, um...

01:19Ditch the chicks.

01:24I don't want to continue to lie about it.

01:28I've been speaking to these.

01:30Right a prisoner of chicks still.

01:41You're still talking to them?

01:42Yeah.

01:45But I don't want you to think that anything serious is going on.

01:50I'm still planning on ghosting them.

01:51How do I know that?

01:53I'm going to show you.

01:54I've been showing you.

01:55I've been honest with you this whole damn time.

01:57But you haven't been.

01:58You just told me you lied to me.

02:00Exactly.

02:01I understand I lied to you.

02:02But I'm telling you because I don't want to continue to lie about it.

02:06This is bulls**t.

02:08Like, you just...

02:08You know you can tell me things.

02:10The problem is when you don't tell me things.

02:12So he has to be sharing with her what conversations with these women he's having, right?

02:18Like, because what else do you want to talk about?

02:19That's so special.

02:20I'm not trying to be with them at all.

02:22I don't want you to think that at all.

02:24How am I not supposed to think that?

02:25I'm telling you.

02:26I wouldn't tell you if that was my plan.

02:29I would be treating you just like I'm treating them.

02:31You know what I mean?

02:32How are you not?

02:34They don't know s**t.

02:34They don't know any about each other.

02:36They don't know none of this s**t.

02:37They know everything.

02:37Yeah, so, like, I have to shoulder that burden while you have your fun and you get your money.

02:44And then I have to be here and be the one who's, like, on, like, still on your roster.

02:49Because, like, quite frankly, like, you're, like, getting something from me, too.

02:52You have a place to land when you get out.

02:55You signed me up for this s**t.

02:57All right, I'm not blaming you, but you had your hand in this.

03:00I didn't think that you were going to take it this far.

03:02I know that you say that it's building a fantasy, but, like, they think that it's real.

03:12And you're just playing them.

03:15And it feels like playing me, especially if you're being dishonest with me.

03:19How many are you talking to now?

03:50Two.

03:51Two?

03:52Is it really two?

03:54With maybe a couple emails here and there.

03:56Stop.

03:57That's, like, that's a half-truth.

04:00That's f*****g bulls**t.

04:01But that, but I'm just getting money, baby.

04:03I'm just getting fed.

04:05I love you.

04:06We built all this, you know what I mean?

04:09We built all this foundation up to this point.

04:11I'm about to get out, and I don't want it all to come away to an end.

04:16I'm asking you to trust me again.

04:18I love you with all my heart.

04:21Like, you know that I'm coming home to you, and that's it.

04:23I'm not reaching out to any b**ches.

04:25Like, these chicks mean nothing to me.

04:27I promise you.

04:27I don't know if you are coming home to me.

04:32Oh, f*****g you.

04:34Really?

04:35Really?

04:35Did she just hang up on her?

04:45Hmm?

04:46I would like some more wine.

05:03Hello?

05:04Hi, baby.

05:06Oh, my f*****g.

05:08I'm recovering from last night with Cameron.

05:11Drink that much?

05:19After we talked yesterday, like, I'm really sorry.

05:23I'm really gonna work on my anger.

05:25Hello.

05:26Did I let you?

05:28Yeah, you too, honey.

05:30Hello?

05:31Yeah, Marilyn?

05:33Hi, Crystal.

05:33Hello?

05:34Cameron, are you alive?

05:35Oh, it's tough?

05:37Uh-huh.

05:38I guess we drink a little too much.

05:40Do you do anything at all?

05:42Hmm.

05:45We checked out the town a little bit after we left.

05:48Uh, some hillbilly's in the backwoods.

05:51We have fun trying to recover, rehydrate.

05:56You don't feel like coming today?

05:58Of course.

06:00Cameron's flying out, so I'll make it happen.

06:02I visit Crystal.

06:03I visit Crystal about two times a month.

06:07Being able to hug and kiss Crystal is quite electrifying.

06:12You know, it's a profound experience almost each time.

06:15Have you checked in with Rita?

06:19Yeah, honey, so I've got some bad news.

06:24Always bad news.

06:26Rita texted me early this morning that she's not feeling good, and she doesn't want to come

06:31today.

06:32I know you're disappointed, because it's been a while.

06:35Can you please check on her?

06:37She's going to get me something else to worry about.

06:40Well, honey, I don't know if I've got the time.

06:41Can you please check on her on the way?

06:44That's 30 minutes out of the way, honey.

06:51I'll try to, you know, stop by.

06:55I'm going to get dressed and then head out here shortly.

06:57Love you.

06:58Love you.

06:59Bye.

07:00I was raised by my mother and my stepfather, but it was a very, very toxic, dysfunctional,

07:10drug-fueled family life.

07:15So at an early age, I moved in with my grandmother, Rita, and from that point forward, she was my

07:24mom.

07:24She was my dad.

07:25She was everything.

07:26Please leave your message.

07:28Hey, Rita, it's Sam.

07:30I'm just checking in on you.

07:32Give me a text or a call back.

07:33It sees you can.

07:34Love you.

07:34Bye.

07:35The hardest thing about being in prison for me is not being there for my grandmother.

07:41She is the queen of my life, and she is the reason why I get up every single day.

07:46So I asked Sam to move to Tyler, Texas, to, you know, look after her.

07:53It's a security that I've never felt before.

07:57Getting ready to head out, man.

07:59Yeah, you got to get, like, that's a three-hour drive.

08:01That's a hard drive.

08:02Exactly.

08:02It's like, my whole schedule revolves around Crystal and Rita.

08:06Right.

08:06I wish they understood the sacrifice I make.

08:10Yeah.

08:10You know, for their family I came into.

08:12Yeah.

08:12It's definitely not respectful to you.

08:14You know what I mean?

08:15Like, it's not balanced.

08:16Oh, no.

08:17I feel like it's heavily in one direction.

08:20I don't know if it's a savior complex, or if he just happened to fall into a situation

08:24where somebody needed somebody.

08:29Hang out here until your ride gets here.

08:31All right, man.

08:32See you.

08:32Take care.

08:33Yes.

08:34But there's also being realistic.

08:36I don't want him to not be able to, like, experience life because he put his on hold.

08:44Hey, Riri.

08:45If you can hear me, pick up.

08:53Hello.

08:54This is a prepaid collect call from Crystal and Elle.

08:58I'm pissed.

09:00Rita's not getting in touch with me.

09:02At all.

09:03It's not good, Sam.

09:04It's not like her tonight.

09:06It's just a phone.

09:06I know, but I've got, like, not even five minutes to spare.

09:10I'm just pissed and frustrated.

09:13I just want to get out there.

09:14I don't want to deal with all this all the time.

09:18I know.

09:19I'm sorry.

09:20I know it's a burden on you.

09:22I don't want to see you, but there's always next time.

09:24I hope everything is okay with Rita, but those visits can be quite important.

09:32You know, I get to finally talk with her without anybody listening in.

09:36To have it kind of stripped away is beyond frustrating.

09:42Let me know what happens.

09:43All right.

09:44I will.

09:44Okay.

09:45All right.

09:45If I'm not willing to take care of Rita, I worry Crystal would end it.

09:53But what fulfillment do I get, Crystal?

09:58Rita!

09:58You know, I take care of you, and I love you, but what, where do I get my fulfillment?

10:22Okay, so I got a thing.

10:24Look.

10:24Oh, bleep.

10:25So we don't love?

10:27No.

10:28What the bleep?

10:29Let's go party.

10:31So he's okay with you going out?

10:32No, he's probably mad.

10:34Willie doesn't like me going out because I've had alcohol problems.

10:38It's not that easy to keep myself from taking a drink.

10:40Take it.

10:41Oh, I'll take it.

10:43I need those relationships done, or I'm out.

10:46They're gone.

10:47Okay, baby.

10:47Baby, you better have a bad tune, though.

10:58Ready?

10:59Ready?

11:00Let's go!

11:01I got that.

11:02I got that.

11:03I got that power.

11:04Oh my gosh.

11:05Whoo!

11:06Come on, come on, come on, come on.

11:08I am Tongan.

11:23Tonga is a really small island in the middle of the Pacific Ocean.

11:32T's up.

11:35Oh my gosh, look, we're almost up there.

11:38Yes!

11:39I grew up in Salt Lake City.

11:42We were raised by my grandparents and my mom's parents.

11:45And we're more into the culture, so like, we can't talk about sex, we can't talk about

11:51body parts, we can't swear.

11:54But I am actually the black sheep of my family.

11:59I'm going to do the opposite of everybody.

12:04Oh my gosh.

12:05Look at how beautiful this looks.

12:07Oh wow.

12:08Whoo!

12:08This is nice.

12:10We made it!

12:11Oh my gosh, he's calling right now.

12:13This call is from Will.

12:16To accept this call, press five.

12:18Hello.

12:19Hello.

12:20What have I been blowing you up since we came out of lockdown?

12:23We came hiking, me and Ethy came hiking, I brought her to the cross.

12:27What's up, you miss me?

12:28Of course I miss you.

12:30I met Willie when I was 21 years old.

12:33Um, I walked into my sister's house.

12:36He was the sexy, handsome Tongat sitting in their living room.

12:40My first cousin is married to her older sister, so I never really looked at her in any way

12:46until I got divorced, like, I started catching bullets for her.

12:49What you look like right now?

12:50I look like a snack.

12:51I'm hiking up to the cross.

12:52I look like a snack.

12:54I'm hungry.

12:55You hungry?

12:56I was married for 13 years, and after I got divorced, I moved from Utah to San Francisco.

13:04And then, like, a year and two months ago, Willie called me from prison.

13:08I've always thought he was cute, but I said, what?

13:10What the hell do you want?

13:14And it went on from there, and the rest is history.

13:16Who do you love, baby?

13:19Daddy.

13:21Hey, daddy.

13:21Who loves you, baby?

13:22Daddy.

13:23F*** out of here.

13:24I'm just ready to come home.

13:26I'm about to have it with this.

13:28I learned my lesson, I'll tell you that.

13:32I've been incarcerated for four years.

13:34I was charged with possession with the intent to distribute and also possession of a firearm

13:39by a restricted person.

13:41I was married for about nine years.

13:43I got three boys, and after my divorce, yeah, I kind of fell on the deep end.

13:49I got it hooked on drugs, and that came with money, and women.

13:54I love you.

13:55I'll talk to you later.

13:56You said what?

13:57I said, I'll talk to you later.

13:59So, boy, you got to hang up right now?

14:01Babe, I have a life, okay?

14:02I have a life out here.

14:04Answer the phone.

14:05That's all I'm asking.

14:06Okay, I will.

14:07I love you, though.

14:08Love you, too.

14:09Bye.

14:10Bye.

14:11God, he's so extra.

14:13That conversation, jeez.

14:15Like, he gets really frustrated when I don't answer.

14:17He thinks I'm cheating on him.

14:19Have you been committed and loyal to him?

14:23Yeah, I really do love Willie.

14:25I really want to be with him.

14:26No, but have you, like, slept with anyone?

14:28No.

14:29No, I haven't.

14:32I love Willie.

14:34He brings the soft side out of me.

14:37I just felt protected by him.

14:39I was very vulnerable after my 13-year marriage.

14:44I needed someone to talk to and vent to.

14:47When Will called, I thought to myself,

14:49man, maybe I can just sit on the phone and conversate with him.

14:52I was, um, sorry, um, I was in a very dark place after my divorce.

15:03And, um, when I moved out here, I had, I didn't have a lot of family out here.

15:08My family, I come from a very big family.

15:11My dad has 36 kids.

15:13And, like, we're really close.

15:15Like, we all are there for each other.

15:16But when I decided to move out here, I didn't have no one to turn to.

15:21And at that time, I was talking to Willie.

15:23And that was the only person that helped me out of my dark moments.

15:29We built a connection with each other.

15:31He's been in a divorce.

15:33He had his moment with his ex.

15:35And I didn't work out with mine.

15:37Your ex-husband, is he, do you keep in touch with him?

15:40I talk to him here and there.

15:42Do you have feelings for your ex while being with Willie?

15:45Because it sounds like you're kind of using Willie just to erase your ex-husband.

15:49Hmm.

15:53What do you really want?

15:56Who do you want to be with?

15:58I really want to be with Willie.

16:00That's what I really want.

16:02I don't feel like you're being hunted with me.

16:10He told me that he hired me a parole lawyer.

16:21I'm stoked.

16:22Truth came out.

16:24He didn't hire that lawyer.

16:26What about your ex-husband?

16:28You know I'm going to run into him.

16:30Hopefully she don't repeat what she did last year.

16:32You're so worried about me coming out and up when that's what you're guilty of.

16:37I have to take a step back from our friendship.

16:40That's crazy.

16:41This is a control thing.

16:42You're sick.

16:44She's literally dug her own hole when it comes to our family.

16:46What's up, babe?

16:57Okay, so I got a thing.

16:59You what?

17:00Look.

17:00It's a fake butt.

17:02What the f***?

17:07All right, so this is what we're working with right now.

17:12Okay.

17:12And this is what we're working with now.

17:18I feel like nothing changed.

17:19I wouldn't say all that.

17:21I mean, there's something there, clearly.

17:23Are you trying to say there was no shape before?

17:26No, that's not what I'm saying at all.

17:27I'm just saying you put that on, obviously it enhanced it.

17:30So...

17:30Are you f***ing at me for noticing the change in the thing that you put on?

17:34No, Sam.

17:34Are you kidding me right?

17:35You're f***ing crazy, man.

17:37It's like the bottom half equivalent to a push-up brawl.

17:40Yeah, but I feel like there should have been more padding.

17:43So I feel like for $20,000, I'm definitely going to need something bigger than that.

17:48I mean, I guess.

17:51So I got one other thing that I want to show you.

17:55It's such a dangerous statement.

17:57No, you're going to love it.

17:59Okay.

18:00Bradley said he's going to pay for the BBL.

18:02If Bradley wants the curves, he needs to pay for the swerves.

18:08Okay, only one to ten.

18:10What's the chance you're going to pay $20,000 for this?

18:12Yeah, it'd probably be like a hard, like, three.

18:15I'm just getting out of prison for three years.

18:17So this is my mom's.

18:20And I just got it out of her closet.

18:22It's just hard telling her no.

18:24Why are you laughing so much?

18:28Do you like my wedding dress?

18:31So we don't love?

18:33No.

18:34I thought I would give you a look at your future.

18:36Why are you sitting down with that?

18:37Take that off.

18:37What are you doing?

18:39Why can't we just get married at the f***ing courthouse is what I want to know.

18:42That doesn't seem like a wedding.

18:46Why do we have to pay for a party for everyone else?

18:48So you don't want to pay for an expensive wedding, but you want to pay $20,000 for your body?

18:55Is that what I'm getting out of this?

18:57I'm not just going to a courthouse.

18:59I just think a white trash wedding is such a vibe.

19:03Me and Savannah are not currently engaged.

19:04She loves talking about this s***.

19:06I want to get married.

19:07I want kids and a white picket fence.

19:09I own the other ham.

19:10I'm trying to move as slow as possible.

19:11I don't like talking about that.

19:13I think we're on the same page as far as engagement and wedding and what we want from our future.

19:20I just want stability before I think about bringing someone else into my everyday life.

19:25And I can't wait.

19:28Okay, so...

19:29Thank God you took the dress off.

19:31Today, I'm going furniture shopping and I invited Alyssa to come with me.

19:37I think anything to do with Alyssa is a horrible idea, but continue.

19:39The thing with Bradley's sister is every day is world-ending.

19:43Every day is something new.

19:45Every day is chaotic.

19:46And if there's not drama, she's bored.

19:50So she's going to create some.

19:51What are you going to talk to her about?

19:53You know that I've been trying to work on putting boundaries in place with her, right?

19:57Oh, I know.

19:58Honestly, I just feel like this is a conversation that I need to have with her in person.

20:03You do not owe that woman no explanation.

20:05Aside from her being Bradley's sister, I have my own separate friendship slash relationship with her.

20:13But then we got into a fight and Alyssa put her hands on me.

20:18And for Bradley, like, that was it.

20:21She's wild.

20:22She's volatile.

20:25Volatile.

20:26There we go.

20:27Well, fingers crossed.

20:29We'll see how this goes.

20:30Wish me luck, I guess.

20:32I want nothing to do with her.

20:33I've been through a lot of times when the rest of the world turned their back on me.

20:39And it was because of Alyssa and our friendship that I saw the next day.

20:48I don't want to give up on her.

20:51Alyssa is kind of like the sister that I never had.

20:54If I come home and she is there with you, I will leave.

20:58Period.

20:59Period.

21:03Period.

21:04Period.

21:05Period.

21:06Period.

21:07Period.

21:08Period.

21:08So, were you out late last night?

21:10I went and had wine with some girlfriends, so...

21:14Needed a little sleep in to recover.

21:16Wine recovery or late-night recovery?

21:20Maybe a little of both.

21:21All of the above.

21:22What do you think, huh?

21:33How does she feel? Good. Not stiff at all. Nice.

21:37I love riding. It's

21:40something that I'm good at, that I've been doing for a long time, so it feels like home in a lot of ways.

21:46And what's beautiful about interacting with horses is that they bring you peace.

21:50I mean, they do equine therapy for a reason.

21:53Last night was stressful with that phone call.

21:57I don't want to miss this call because I feel like we left things unfinished.

22:02I'll watch her. I'll keep an eye on her. Thank you.

22:08Hello.

22:12I'm all right.

22:16Hey.

22:20And I don't like any calls like that.

22:23Mm-hmm.

22:24I love you, and I was being honest because I do want this, and I want you to trust me, and I, you know what I mean, I want to make this work, us work. Like, they don't mean anything to me.

22:35Of course I want to believe I'm in love with this man. You know, I want to be proven right, to count this as like, okay, so this is a one-off of you being dishonest with me, and you came clean, so I'm just gonna take it at face value.

22:52But in, like, time and action will tell me what is actually really real.

22:59I need the right of prisoner women broken up with and those relationships done, or I'm out.

23:06They're gone.

23:12So you're just asking me to trust you.

23:14Okay.

23:15If I didn't want you to trust me, I wouldn't be telling you this stuff I'm telling you.

23:18Okay.

23:19You're my woman, you're my wife, you're everything, you're my life.

23:22They are not that.

23:26Everything's gonna be okay, I promise.

23:28Okay.

23:29All right, I love you.

23:30Love you, too.

23:31Bye.

23:32Bye, baby.

23:34Okay.

23:46The prepaid collect call may start the conversation now.

23:50Hello, baby darling.

23:52Hey, baby.

23:54I do have a surprise for you.

23:58Um.

24:00I went to go and look at some.

24:01I went to go and look at some wedding dresses.

24:10Almost thought I was pregnant.

24:12I got really drunk and I slept with my ex-husband.

24:15Could put the baddest bitch in this world in front of me

24:17and I still wouldn't poke her.

24:18I'm sorry for me and my own mental health.

24:21I've tried to create some boundaries.

24:23I can't believe she did that.

24:24This is a control thing.

24:26You're sick.

24:31Rita!

24:35Rita!

24:41Hey, Rita!

24:54Hey, Rita.

24:55I came by your place.

24:56No answer.

24:57I'm out of time.

24:58I gotta go.

25:01I came by.

25:03I'm stuck with the fort, I'm still going to go.

25:05I'm still going to go.

25:07PHONE RINGS

25:09An inmate asked, praying unit, this call

25:12is being recorded.

25:14I knocked, and knocked, and knocked,

25:16but she didn't answer the door.

25:18Oh, god.

25:20I know, honey.

25:22My drive to Crystal is about three hours One Direction.

25:27Usually, it's like pulling teeth trying to get Rita to come.

25:31Rita hasn't been reliable in the past,

25:34and Crystal always expects the worst.

25:39It's okay.

25:50That's why it's important you've got to come back, you know?

25:59Because I can't do this on my own forever.

26:08It's just, it's so hard living my life in here as an inmate

26:13and trying to live my life on the other side of the fence at the same time.

26:18I try my best to be there for my grandmother.

26:21I've lost my mother since I've been incarcerated.

26:24She passed away three months after I got arrested.

26:28So I've had to grieve.

26:32I've had to be there emotionally and support my grandmother

26:37because, you know, she's lost now her daughter and her granddaughter

26:42all at the same time.

26:43And it's just not an easy process.

26:48Technically, I can be released in seven years,

26:52but hopefully, I will make parole.

26:56I've been a model inmate.

26:57I've taken classes.

26:59I feel like I have a very good chance.

27:02I feel good about it.

27:04I tried my best.

27:05I drove all the way out to her place,

27:07and it's already, it's already late.

27:09I just want to have a good visit with you once, you know?

27:12It's not like her tonight has hung up.

27:16If she doesn't hang up with you, I'll call her.

27:18All right.

27:19The caller has hung up.

27:23The hardest thing about having a relationship with someone in prison

27:27is you share all their burden because she's not here.

27:33Crystal kind of holds me responsible.

27:36It's just quite overwhelming.

27:39I don't think Crystal understands the immense amount of pressure I face.

27:44You know, the dedication that she requires.

27:47No one can be the rock constantly.

27:51And I don't think she will maybe ever understand that.

27:56PHONE RINGS

27:57Thank you for using.

27:59Secure it.

28:00So I talked to my grandmother.

28:02She just doesn't feel good.

28:04She said she didn't sleep last night at all.

28:06She's probably been out of the hole.

28:09Okay.

28:10Well, I'll try her again later just to make sure.

28:13I feel some sense of relief that Rita's fine.

28:18But I'm extremely upset.

28:21I'm worried that I may not even make the visit.

28:24If you're going to make it on time?

28:26As long as it's nonstop from here.

28:29Oh, honey, I'm glad you're coming.

28:31I'm feeling kind of low today.

28:33Almost to Gatesville, Bobo.

28:35Okay.

28:38Sam is my security blanket.

28:39He's the only person I've ever met

28:42that has dedicated his entire life to me.

28:49I'm stoked.

28:50We spent a lot of money in this move

28:52and we spent a lot of money on the lawyer all at once

28:54and it's put an enormous strain on us.

28:56But this is what it's for, honey.

28:58But he told me last year

29:01that he hired me a parole lawyer.

29:04Months went by.

29:06I never heard anything.

29:07Truth came out, he didn't hire that lawyer.

29:13He didn't.

29:15He has since hired me a lawyer.

29:19Honey bun, squishy donut.

29:24Having any type of trust in here

29:27is very complicated.

29:29It's very hard.

29:31All right, cupcake.

29:32See you soon.

29:32I'm so excited.

29:44Being stuck between Kaylee and Katie.

29:46It's a loser's situation.

29:48I definitely need to figure out what to do.

29:50I'm a bad dude, though.

29:52The prepaid collect call.

30:07You may start the conversation now.

30:10Hello, baby darling.

30:11Hey, baby.

30:13I do have a surprise for you.

30:15I went to an antique vintage store.

30:27I wanted to go and look at some wedding dresses.

30:31Would you go with a classic white dress?

30:34There is something just so beautiful about white.

30:38It's kind of boho-y.

30:39I didn't find a dress, unfortunately.

30:43But I found a ring, baby.

30:45Ooh.

30:47I love rose gold.

30:49Oh, it fits.

30:51Found, like, the perfect ring.

30:53That's crazy.

30:54Okay.

30:55How much is this one?

30:56That one is going to be $100.

30:58Okay.

30:59I'm so excited.

31:02Of course, there's going to be the haters

31:03and the people that say,

31:04you're a woman,

31:05you shouldn't be purchasing your own ring.

31:07But my main focus is that I'm excited

31:09to get married to the love of my life.

31:12I love it so much.

31:13I just feel like it really...

31:16I don't know.

31:16It just really represents me.

31:18It's really pretty.

31:19Okay, I like that.

31:20Yeah.

31:21Rock that s***.

31:22Where'd you go?

31:23Right.

31:23Yeah.

31:27I love Kate, but Kaylee...

31:30I would consider her to be my twin flame.

31:32I haven't had that in a while, so...

31:33I'm really excited about marrying Kaylee.

31:36She's already got out.

31:37Looked for dress.

31:38Went ring shopping.

31:40But being stuck between Kaylee and Katie,

31:43it's a lose-lose situation.

31:45And either way, somebody's going to get hurt.

31:47I definitely need to figure out what to do.

31:52Oh.

31:54What's up?

32:00Yeah.

32:00You're lying.

32:12No.

32:14That's the worst news ever.

32:16I just want this s*** to be over with.

32:19Trust me.

32:20Trust me.

32:20You're eating s***, too.

32:22But I say, yo, baby.

32:23About that one minute left.

32:25So...

32:25Okay.

32:26I love you.

32:27I love you, too.

32:28Bye, baby.

32:29Bye.

32:29Hunter and I do not have video visit privileges

32:37or in-person visit privileges as of right now

32:39because we've done some things we should not do

32:42on the video visit.

32:44We've only had two video visits.

32:46The first was, I would say, rated M.

32:49definitely showed off the melons

32:53and the downstairs a little bit.

32:58And the second time was definitely more like a mini porno.

33:04It s*** sucks.

33:05It's because of that situation.

33:07We've just gotten constant backlash.

33:11So this process has been kind of never-ending with it.

33:14So, yeah.

33:16It was definitely not worth it.

33:18Ten out of ten, do not recommend.

33:22It's just...

33:23f***ing annoying.

33:26I'm sorry, can we take a quick break

33:28out of this f***ing bathroom?

33:30I just want him to come home to me

33:32and for us to spend that quality time

33:35that we so desperately need.

33:38I don't want to live my life without him.

33:42Well, that's f***ing heartbreaking.

33:48We're going to turn up, turn up, turn up!

34:01Push on your face.

34:04I'm dead.

34:05You get to go out for your birthday.

34:12I know.

34:14You're about to act up!

34:17So, you're turning 37.

34:20I'm a big girl.

34:23I'm about to do big girl things.

34:26I've grown up with Cindy.

34:28I've known Cindy for years.

34:30I'm glad she called to take me out for my birthday.

34:33So he's okay with you going out?

34:35No, he's probably mad.

34:37I'm about to act up.

34:39Hello!

34:40Oh, my God!

34:40Hi!

34:41Happy birthday!

34:42Oh, my God!

34:43Happy birthday!

34:44Love the outfit.

34:45Thank you!

34:46It's so happy to see you guys!

34:48How are you?

34:49Good!

34:49How are you?

34:50Good!

34:50Hi!

34:51Are you with Ceci on your server today?

34:53Can I get you started off with anything?

34:54The mushroom, garlic mushroom is actually really good.

34:57We're Tongans.

34:57We eat everything.

34:59Can we get three shots?

35:00One, two, three.

35:01You're not going to take a shot?

35:01Mm-mm.

35:03I'm just going to take a shot.

35:04You're going to take a shot?

35:05No, I'm not taking a shot.

35:06Okay, but why?

35:07Because I quit drinking.

35:08He says he quit drinking.

35:09Well...

35:09Because I got a DUI.

35:11I started drinking when I was 13 years old.

35:16And I fell in love with just the taste of it.

35:19There were times when I would drink, like, bottles

35:22just because the taste was so good.

35:25When I'm drunk, I am a whole different person,

35:27and I don't get my stuff together,

35:28and I'm just a hot mess.

35:31So, that's why I stopped drinking.

35:33I got pulled over per DUI going 120.

35:38I'm 45.

35:39I went to jail for 24 hours,

35:42and then they let me out.

35:43I've been on probation for two years now,

35:47and I've been sober for one year.

35:50Take it.

35:51No.

35:53Oh, I'll take it.

35:54Just numb it.

35:54Numb it.

35:55Just numb it.

35:55No!

35:56Oh, your life is boring.

35:58And then it's even more boring

35:59that you have a guy that's over there

36:01behind four walls.

36:02Happened.

36:03Dude, life is going to be okay.

36:05Just believe yourself.

36:07Cheers, everyone.

36:08Happy birthday, MJ.

36:10Cheers.

36:11Cheers.

36:14So, tomorrow, you're leaving?

36:16Mm-hmm.

36:18To Utah.

36:19Yeah, I'm leaving to Utah to see my mom.

36:21Uh-huh.

36:22I'm excited for that.

36:24What about your ex-husband?

36:25Do you think you'll run into him out there?

36:27You know Utah's not that big,

36:30so you know I'm going to run into him.

36:32But last time things happened,

36:35almost thought I was pregnant.

36:37Will kept saying,

36:38you haven't started your period.

36:39Like, no.

36:39He's like, what the hell did you do in Utah?

36:41I went out to Utah

36:43after I found out my mom had cancer.

36:46I got really drunk,

36:48and I slept with my ex-husband.

36:49And when Willie found out,

36:52he went crazy.

36:53Should I play the recording?

36:56Yes.

36:59Are you serious?

37:00I was not planning to go over there.

37:02I was not planning to see him at all.

37:04But it's been so long,

37:06and I'm recording,

37:07and I was like,

37:08I started recording our phone calls

37:11because Willie got sent to the SHU,

37:14and I used to miss talking to him.

37:16And so when he got out of the SHU,

37:18I started recording our phone calls,

37:20and I would go listen to our phone calls.

37:22I just went to his house,

37:25and then went down,

37:26and then right after that,

37:28I was like, yeah, I got to go,

37:29and I just walked up.

37:30You know what's so crazy?

37:31Is you could put the baddest bitch

37:33in this world in front of me,

37:33and I still wouldn't poke her

37:34because I know a little thing about loyalty.

37:38I'm sorry.

37:40You're so worried about me coming out

37:42and up when that's what you're guilty of.

37:46And that was that.

37:48He was mad.

37:51Did Willie get over it?

37:52Yeah, Willie got over it.

37:54He got over the whole part of me

37:57running back to my husband for sex,

38:00however you want to say it.

38:03That was a vulnerable choice that I made

38:06that I learned from,

38:07and I'm not going to do it again.

38:09I don't feel like her answers were legit with me.

38:12Hopefully she don't repeat what she did last year.

38:15So it's not going to happen again.

38:16It's not going to happen again.

38:18It was like the past.

38:19I do not consider going back to Ami,

38:24but it's been a whole year since I had sex.

38:27Hey!

38:45Hi!

38:46How you doing?

38:47Guess what, bitch?

38:49What?

38:49I have to tell you something.

38:50I'm getting Bradley home in 18 days.

39:02Yeah?

39:04I'm not pregnant.

39:05Okay.

39:05I was like, what?

39:06My heart started dropping.

39:07I'm like, what have you been doing?

39:09Nothing.

39:10I'm meeting with Alyssa because prior to today, I had tried to create boundaries without much communication.

39:17I just did it.

39:19I don't think that's right.

39:20What'd you find over here?

39:21All the things as far as furniture went.

39:24She's left not knowing what it is that she could work on and fix in order for us to continue being a part of each other's lives.

39:31And that is what I want, ideally.

39:33We still really need a coffee table.

39:35Well, there's really cute ones over here.

39:37And like, look at this teal.

39:40Oh, that's kind of sweet.

39:41I know.

39:41I don't really like the front of it.

39:42I just like the studs.

39:44When Bradley gets out of prison, he's going to go to his dad's house.

39:47What's up is ready?

39:48Come to you.

39:49We'll have a real opportunity to do our lives together and get it right this time.

39:58And I cannot wait.

40:00See, this is cool.

40:01I kind of love those bar stools, but like, we don't know if we're going to have a counter.

40:06Stop it.

40:06You're going to break it.

40:08Are you excited for Bradley coming home?

40:09If you break it, you buy it.

40:10I know.

40:11Answer the question.

40:12Yeah, I'm excited.

40:15Stand.

40:16Put it down.

40:17I don't know.

40:17So what do you think you're going to do the first day?

40:19Help.

40:20I'm not sure.

40:23Um.

40:25I had some things I wanted to talk to you about.

40:27Mm-hmm.

40:27I feel like we needed to have the conversation in person.

40:31Okay.

40:32Um.

40:34Because I...

40:36I've been thinking a lot about how to say this.

40:42I don't really know how to.

40:44No.

40:47You know I do love you, Alyssa, right?

40:49Mm-hmm.

40:51A lot.

40:51But, um, I feel like, you know, lately I've tried to create some boundaries with you for

41:02me and my own mental health.

41:05I don't understand what you're speaking of right now, specifically.

41:11It's not really a specific scenario.

41:13I've been trying to create boundaries with you for the past six months.

41:17You've been saying that, and that's crazy, but if...

41:18And that's why we haven't been spending as much time together.

41:20I'm the only person that has stood by you and supported the...

41:24I'm the only one.

41:28So you can live by that.

41:29I don't really know.

41:29You won't be able to go to the holidays.

41:31My sister said you will not step foot in that house.

41:34What the...

41:35are you talking about?

41:36Oh, my God.

41:37You asked him if he loved you or our grandmother more.

41:40And you want to know why my parents don't want anything to do with you.

41:43This is why.

41:44This is a control thing.

41:45You're sick.

41:47Back in February, when I was trying to talk to my brother on the phone,

41:50she was telling me that Bradley said he didn't want to have anything...

41:53He didn't want to talk to his family.

41:54He didn't want to talk to his friends.

41:55Come on now.

41:56Come on now.

41:57If you're in jail and you're isolated, you want to speak with somebody.

42:01She's literally dug her own hole when it comes to our family.

42:04Bradley plans to dump you.

42:06Okay, Alyssa.

42:07Oh, my God.

42:09Bradley's told everyone that she's paying his finances

42:13and getting him by while he's in jail.

42:15And he has no intention on having a future with her afterwards.

42:20I would never ask Bradley to choose between me and his family.

42:24But if what Alyssa says is true,

42:27it seems like there's other people who might.

42:30This season on Love During Lockup.

42:40Oh, my God.

42:42Yeah, well, he's your two piece.

42:43Yes.

42:44No piece.

42:45I compose everything in your cage.

42:48Ooh.

42:49Y'all gotta go.

42:51I'm f***ing tough.

42:53What?

42:54What I'm reading is insane.

42:57I don't want to tell Jakeema the whole story.

42:58Anything I say, you're going to say it's wrong.

43:02What do you want?

43:03What are you going to do when Willie's out and you want Ami?

43:05What if I'm just using Willie?

43:07I got to get some stuff off my chest.

43:09My heart's broken.

43:11Everything's going to crash and burn.

43:12Do you really not believe me?

43:14I'm with the relationship no more.

43:15I'm done.

43:16What are you talking about?

43:17First of all, oh, you're told.

43:18What what?

43:19You're trying to forgive.

43:20It's unforgivable.

43:21Get out!

43:22My concern is that he's a career criminal.

43:26You're so comfortable there.

43:28Why don't you stay?

43:29I will get my pound of flesh.

43:30You were playing.

43:31Sure was.

43:32Ha ha ha ha.

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