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00:00:30Friendships in New York are like encounters on a bus.
00:00:46You might hit it off right away, but only if you're lucky, you also get off at the same stop.
00:01:00You might hit it off right away.
00:01:29You might hit it off right away.
00:01:59Maria and Lena.
00:02:02I just don't know.
00:02:05With this whole new development, every single guy I hang out with, they just want to have kids, like immediately.
00:02:12Well, take it as a compliment.
00:02:14I mean, they see this big pile of amazing jeans, put it up in this cute little package of yours, and I want to snatch it away.
00:02:22But it's actually very frustrating, because I don't even think it's about me, you know?
00:02:27It's about them.
00:02:28I mean, look at James.
00:02:30He adores you.
00:02:30Not the idea of you being with him.
00:02:32You know what I mean?
00:02:34Hmm.
00:02:35Well, adores as much as you like.
00:02:38I don't know.
00:02:39Maybe he's just too old.
00:02:41Oh, yeah.
00:02:42We don't do old.
00:02:43You're wrinkly and smelly, and you go like, mm-mm.
00:02:46Yeah, tell me about it.
00:02:47Should we get going?
00:02:51Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:02:51I think we should.
00:02:52Yeah.
00:02:53Let's get, uh...
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:54The guy's already sitting in front of your door.
00:02:57Well, maybe.
00:02:59No, no.
00:03:00It's on me.
00:03:00Come on.
00:03:01No, no, no.
00:03:02My treat.
00:03:05That's a very cute bracelet.
00:03:07It really suits you.
00:03:08Yes?
00:03:09You like it?
00:03:10Yeah.
00:03:10Want to try it on?
00:03:14It's very nice.
00:03:15Who can keep it?
00:03:16No, come on.
00:03:17Yes.
00:03:18My treat.
00:03:19This is very expensive.
00:03:20I have, like, five of them.
00:03:22It's yours.
00:03:28Did you ever see this picture on Facebook that looks like a rock shark, but also like an old lady?
00:03:34Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:03:34That, like, thing that if you squint your eyes, you might see an old lady or a princess or something.
00:03:40Yeah, or a chichi.
00:03:43A chichi?
00:03:44That's your word for it.
00:03:45Chichi or hoo-ha?
00:03:46Well, I don't know.
00:03:50Come on, check it out.
00:03:51Okay, well.
00:03:52I want to show you.
00:03:53Pull it up.
00:03:58There.
00:03:59There, you see?
00:03:59Oh, my God.
00:04:00Totally.
00:04:00Oh, my God.
00:04:01You're so right.
00:04:02It's totally a chichi.
00:04:04Well, that's good to know.
00:04:07Why?
00:04:07Well, next time a guy goes down on you and he squints his eyes, he might discover a princess.
00:04:12Yeah, speaking of which, I got to go.
00:04:16Oh, my God.
00:04:16Oh, my God.
00:04:17Oh, my God.
00:04:17I'm fine.
00:04:18Bye.
00:04:18Bye.
00:04:19Bye.
00:04:19Bye.
00:04:19Bye.
00:04:19Bye.
00:04:20Bye.
00:04:21Laina and Maria were best friends.
00:04:23That kind of close friendship in your early 30s when all your real best friends have become
00:04:27childhood memories.
00:04:28They met at a charity event where Maria was a part of the catering group.
00:04:32Realizing that they were both European was a great conversation starter.
00:04:36Unfortunately, it also got Maria fired.
00:05:02Hey.
00:05:16Hey.
00:05:16You're home early.
00:05:17Yeah.
00:05:19Did you guys have fun?
00:05:23Yeah, looks like you had fun, huh?
00:05:30What?
00:05:32Oh, yeah, they just left.
00:05:37They?
00:05:40I just, I just saw her.
00:05:45I just saw her.
00:05:48What?
00:05:51What?
00:05:54I just saw that woman leave our house.
00:05:58No, I remember I told you about this.
00:06:00I had a, I was having a friend over for a drink.
00:06:03You know, it was just a colleague from work.
00:06:06We talked about this, remember?
00:06:11Hey, it's fine. Hey, come here.
00:06:15Oh, my God.
00:06:20You even smell like that?
00:06:24Oh, shit. Oh, shit.
00:06:26What are you doing?
00:06:28I'm looking.
00:06:29Looking for what?
00:06:30I don't know.
00:06:31Lena, you're being ridiculous.
00:06:34So, so is this like, like a one-time thing or has this been going on for a while?
00:06:44What?
00:06:47Listen, you are really stressed out, Lena, okay?
00:06:51Don't put this on me.
00:06:52Listen, I'm not trying to put it on you.
00:06:53All I'm trying to say is that we're both working through a lot of problems right now.
00:06:59That's not an excuse.
00:07:00Listen, let's just, can we please just sit down and talk?
00:07:03Please?
00:07:04Please, can we just-
00:07:05Don't fucking touch me!
00:07:06Don't fucking touch me!
00:07:07Okay, fine.
00:07:21I'm leaving.
00:07:28Fine.
00:07:30Go.
00:07:34Go.
00:07:36Wait, Lena!
00:07:41Fuck.
00:08:00Strawberry?
00:08:01No.
00:08:02Come on.
00:08:03Just one.
00:08:04No.
00:08:05It's a strawberry.
00:08:06Can't you see I'm smoking?
00:08:07Yes, I can see that.
00:08:08Didn't you say you want to quit anyway?
00:08:10Well, I've changed my mind.
00:08:12Again, and again, and again.
00:08:15Always change your mind.
00:08:16That's what I'm talking about.
00:08:18You can't commit to anything.
00:08:20Man, what's your problem?
00:08:21We're having great sex.
00:08:22We're having fun.
00:08:23I don't want anything of you.
00:08:24You should be happy.
00:08:25Yes, but I'm not happy.
00:08:26Yes, but I'm not happy.
00:08:27Why?
00:08:28Look.
00:08:29You're 30 years old.
00:08:33I'm 29.
00:08:34Okay.
00:08:35Almost 30.
00:08:36Do you know what that means?
00:08:39Hmm?
00:08:40You're in your best years.
00:08:41Don't waste them around.
00:08:42You should have a baby.
00:08:44A baby?
00:08:45Yeah.
00:08:46No.
00:08:47Don't you want to have a baby with me?
00:08:48No, I don't want a baby.
00:08:49No babies.
00:08:50Wow.
00:08:51Women of your generation.
00:08:52What is wrong with my generation?
00:08:54The problem is that you can't commit to anything.
00:08:56Okay, in a perfect world, what's an ideal woman for you?
00:09:01You're asking?
00:09:02Mm-hmm.
00:09:03Okay.
00:09:04I would like a woman that, uh, bakes a strawberry pie in the morning.
00:09:08Give me a blowjob in the night.
00:09:11You're disgusting.
00:09:12That's absolutely disgusting.
00:09:13Come on.
00:09:14I was kidding.
00:09:15Come on.
00:09:16I was joking.
00:09:17No, you're disgusting.
00:09:18I was talking about the strawberry pie.
00:09:19No, you know what?
00:09:20Just leave, okay?
00:09:21What's wrong?
00:09:22No, I want you out.
00:09:23No, no, leave.
00:09:24Leave.
00:09:25I want you to leave.
00:09:26Go.
00:09:27Are you serious?
00:09:28Leave.
00:09:29Yes, I'm serious.
00:09:30Leave.
00:09:31Go.
00:09:32Go.
00:09:45As much as Maria had enough of men explaining her life, Lena had enough of her marriage.
00:09:50She wasn't sure what she had seen, or if she had seen anything at all.
00:09:55Her decision to leave made her sad, but not sad enough.
00:09:58This is Dean's highlight.
00:10:01And her confusion led her to Maria's place.
00:10:04Do you think this has been going on for a long time?
00:10:08I mean, I don't know.
00:10:12I had a strange feeling lately.
00:10:14We had some problems, but I don't know.
00:10:20I'm so sorry.
00:10:21I mean, James, who would have thought?
00:10:25He was always so concerned about you.
00:10:28But then again, I've only met him a couple of times.
00:10:30Anyway.
00:10:31What an ass.
00:10:33You wanna sleep over tonight?
00:10:35No, thank you.
00:10:37I don't think I can sleep right now.
00:10:39Do you want some wine?
00:10:40I could use a glass of wine.
00:10:41I had a pretty fucked up date myself, actually.
00:10:44Oh my god.
00:10:45I totally forgot your guy was here.
00:10:48I'm sorry.
00:10:49Why are you sorry?
00:10:50No, no, no.
00:10:51Stop it.
00:10:52Relax.
00:10:53You know what we're gonna do?
00:10:54We're gonna have a party.
00:10:55That's it.
00:10:56We're gonna have a party.
00:10:57I mean, my roommates are not here, so we could have some booze and something to smoke.
00:11:02I don't know.
00:11:03We could have fun.
00:11:04We're gonna do.
00:11:05And it's gonna be great.
00:11:06I'll take care of it.
00:11:12This was Maria's typical way of handling a crisis.
00:11:15And Lena?
00:11:16Lena didn't mind at all.
00:11:34Good morning.
00:12:02Good morning.
00:12:04Good morning.
00:12:05Good morning.
00:12:19Shit.
00:12:21Fuck.
00:12:24Shoes.
00:12:30Let's go.
00:12:34Good morning.
00:12:35So what are you gonna do now?
00:12:37I don't know.
00:12:38I mean, right now I feel really hungover, so I don't really wanna wrap my head around it.
00:12:45Are you getting a divorce?
00:12:47Oh.
00:12:48Wow.
00:12:49Um...
00:12:51I...
00:12:52I don't even know what happens to my visa then, so...
00:12:55Oh, shit.
00:12:56Yeah, that's true.
00:12:57You can't get a divorce.
00:12:59At least you can keep the house.
00:13:01No, he-he can stay at the apartment.
00:13:03I don't care about it.
00:13:04What?
00:13:05Are you crazy?
00:13:06First of all, it's an awesome apartment.
00:13:07And second of all, darling, you know I love you, but you can't stay in my shithole forever.
00:13:11You gotta get the apartment.
00:13:12You know, I know it sounds strange, but the apartment, all of it, never made me happy.
00:13:20That's bullshit.
00:13:21We can redecorate.
00:13:22He's the one who cheated on you.
00:13:24He has to give you the apartment.
00:13:26You gotta conquer that castle.
00:13:27What?
00:13:28Conquer the castle.
00:13:30Maria, I don't think that's an expression.
00:13:33It doesn't matter.
00:13:34This asshole has to go.
00:13:36I'm gonna conquer that castle.
00:13:37Watch me.
00:13:38Oh my God, Maria, you're crazy.
00:14:08From the hands of the heartland...
00:14:29Where were you?
00:14:30I was worried all night.
00:14:31I don't think you care.
00:14:33Of course I care.
00:14:34You shit bag!
00:14:35What is she doing here?
00:14:37We conquer the castle.
00:14:39What?
00:14:40Well, I think it's better if you leave for a while.
00:14:43For a while? Better forever, you fucking cheater.
00:14:47Nina, can we talk about this in private?
00:14:51I don't think I can talk to you right now.
00:14:54See? Just pack your shit and go.
00:14:57I already packed my bag, so you can shut up.
00:15:05I think we both need just some time to figure this out.
00:15:10I also need a break.
00:15:13Okay.
00:15:16Okay.
00:15:18So I'm gonna leave if that's what you want.
00:15:23Okay.
00:15:29See you in a week.
00:15:35Wow.
00:15:36That was easy.
00:15:37What now?
00:15:44What are you doing?
00:15:46I gotta burn his fucking clothes.
00:15:52Fuck, fuck.
00:15:53Come on, come on, come on, come on.
00:15:55Yes, there we go.
00:15:56It's not gonna work.
00:15:57Yes, it's gonna work.
00:15:58You see?
00:15:59There you go.
00:16:00There you go.
00:16:01There you go.
00:16:02Oh, oh, fuck.
00:16:03Fuck.
00:16:04Oh, fuck.
00:16:05Oh, fuck.
00:16:06Oh, fuck.
00:16:08Oh, fuck.
00:16:10Oh, fuck.
00:16:12Oh, my God.
00:16:17Just, just leave them here.
00:16:20Okay?
00:16:23The pathetic attempt of burning her husband's clothes
00:16:25didn't satisfy Lana's need of destruction.
00:16:27James' decision to leave even caused a brief flickering of doubt.
00:16:32As the cold water ran over her body, doubt became fear.
00:16:40Layla?
00:16:41Yeah?
00:16:42Can I wear this dress?
00:16:43Sure.
00:16:44Just give me two minutes.
00:16:45I'll be there.
00:16:46Okay.
00:16:47Okay.
00:17:01Maria suggested a night out, and Layla gladly tagged along.
00:17:08Maria had always considered the attention of men to be reassuring.
00:17:11As long as she had her youth, and her presence, and her beauty, she would always get by.
00:17:18Layla was more reserved in that matter, but tried to follow her lead.
00:17:22What are you doing?
00:17:23You're still wearing your wedding rings?
00:17:24Yeah.
00:17:25I thought you wanted to have fun tonight.
00:17:26I'm having fun.
00:17:27I'm dancing.
00:17:28Take it off.
00:17:29I'm gonna lose it.
00:17:30Come on.
00:17:31I thought you didn't care about money.
00:17:32Don't.
00:17:33Come on.
00:17:34I'll fix this.
00:17:35One.
00:17:36One.
00:17:37One.
00:17:38One.
00:17:39One.
00:17:40One.
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00:17:48One.
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00:17:54One.
00:17:55Two.
00:17:56One.
00:17:57Two.
00:17:58One.
00:17:59One.
00:18:00That's good work.
00:18:01All right.
00:18:02That around?
00:18:03Sure.
00:18:20Maria and Lana felt closer than ever before.
00:18:23ever before. Hours went by, lost. But all that seemed to matter now were the possibilities
00:18:29of the moment.
00:18:53Follow your heart and you may shine. What the fuck does it even mean? No idea. What is
00:19:11you're saying? The path to everything is love. Oh God. Well, yeah, right.
00:19:23By the way, I had this really weird dream last night. I dreamt like either I was wearing
00:19:31a wig or I had just black hair. I don't know. Well, I think I was you, if that makes any
00:19:42sense. That's a very interesting dream. Yeah. Shit, I gotta go. I'm late for work. No. No,
00:19:52don't leave me. Don't, no. Quit your job and stay with me here. I'm late. Shut up.
00:19:57Guys, where's my steak, Fritz?
00:20:04Ria, a word please? Of course. Listen, when you're on the floor, you need to smile. We sell
00:20:31food here. Food makes people happy. Right? Okay. Do you like working here? Yeah, I do.
00:20:38I do. From what I understand, you need this job. No other fine dining establishment is
00:20:43going to hire you, so please adjust your attitude. Okay. So let me see it. All right.
00:20:49While Maria was dealing with an irrational boss and the stress of making a living, Lena sat
00:21:10at home wondering about mortality. She had always been fascinated by life's vulnerability,
00:21:17a fascination that could quickly turn into obsession, especially when there's not much else to do.
00:21:25Are you talking about mortality? Yes. Why aren't you in the mood?
00:21:29I'm not wondering. I mean, we call you in the mood. Bones. Skin and bones. Blood. White blood cells. Inflammation. Hives.
00:21:46Pox. Chicken pox. Meningitis.
00:21:58Castleman disease. Crest disease. Pine disease.
00:22:07Home syndrome. Liver failure. Kidney failure.
00:22:19I'm Jennifer Hornbaugh.
00:22:34Lena?
00:22:38Lena?
00:22:42Lena?
00:22:47Um, it's actually Lena.
00:22:50The doctor's ready for you now.
00:22:52The doctor will be right with you.
00:23:08Lena had seen Dr. Hollis for a while now. He was kind and patient and didn't seem to mind that she visited him often. Especially ever since last year's incident of bleeding out a cluster of cells that had formed a fetus inside of her.
00:23:25Hi Lena.
00:23:26Hi, Dr. Hollis.
00:23:27What's going on?
00:23:28Um, I just feel a little drained of energy. I have these headaches like right here and sometimes over here. I just don't feel that good.
00:23:45How long has that been happening?
00:23:49Um, maybe two months. Yeah.
00:23:51Okay. Let's take a look at you. Looks good. To your left. Let's see. You look good to me. I mean, we can have the nurse draw some blood and see if there's any deficiencies. But other than that, you look fine.
00:24:13Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Let's do that. Okay.
00:24:20Their new living situation had soon enough provided a consoling pattern which tightened their friendship. Waking up together in the morning and going out together at night. Today, it was Maria whose emotions were in turmoil. Not only was her boss a pain in the ass, but her ex-lover had also tried to call her several times.
00:24:38My boss is so sleazy. He's so annoying. He gets on my nerves all the time. Oh, I wish I could do something about it, but he's going to have me deported. I'm sorry. Maybe I should marry an American just like you did. Well, we saw how that goes. Come on. I bet he's calling you all the time.
00:25:03This city is just so beautiful. Is it, though? I remember when I was a kid and I came here for the first time on vacation. I just thought this city is so sterile. It doesn't even smell.
00:25:22How? Are you crazy? New York stinks. Everywhere. Must have been a winter holiday. Christmas shopping. You spoiled bitch. How? Come with me. I have an idea.
00:25:38Where are you going? Stop. Are you ready? Yes. One, two, three.
00:25:46One more. Enjoy it, ladies. Thank you. Cheers.
00:26:11Another round? Sure. Two more.
00:26:16Fuck. What? The guy you're hooking up with? He's right up there. Where? There.
00:26:26Just ignore him. He's right there. I just saw you. I want to know more about you. Did you ever have a proper job? Are you serious right now?
00:26:35Yeah, like a proper job, not advertising. Are we really doing this? Mm-hmm.
00:26:41Oh. Um.
00:26:44Actually, um, yeah. I once worked on an assembly line one summer when I was 16. My dad wanted my sister and me to experience the real world, which is hilarious because he's spending all his life in conference rooms. Actually, he wanted us to be lawyers like him, but, yeah. So, I want to know more about the assembly line.
00:27:05Of course. Um, it was not that bad. I mean, the actual labor. The worst part was that they were listening to the same radio station all day long. And there are only so many pop songs they play, you know?
00:27:21Um, that M. Day talked about soap operas a lot. For you. You've been once in a soap opera, right? Yes. Yes, I once. What was that name again?
00:27:34Oh. Cardiame Stifotia. And that means? Heart on fire. Oh, my God. Yeah. Oh, fuck. They're coming over.
00:27:42Good evening, ladies. Hi. Hi. Hello.
00:27:48We're cool to join you. Sure. Hi. My name is Lena. Rick. Nice to meet you.
00:27:53Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you. I'm Maria, Lena. How are you? Nice to meet you.
00:27:58What are you guys drinking? Uh, weird shots. Yeah? Do you care for another one? Uh, sure.
00:28:05What are you drinking? Uh, vodka. Uh, could we have four more, please?
00:28:11Four more, please?
00:31:11Hi, Lena.
00:31:18Hi, Dr. Hollis.
00:31:19Your blood work's not in yet.
00:31:21Is there anything else I can do for you?
00:31:23Um, uh, yeah, okay, um...
00:31:35Maria had a stressful morning.
00:31:41Her ex-lover, Paolo, had left her several angry and condescending messages the night before.
00:31:46And even though she liked his passion, she disliked the ownership he took over her.
00:31:50Um, can I get you anything else?
00:31:56Maria, what's up?
00:31:58Hi.
00:31:58How are you?
00:31:59It's a cute outfit today.
00:32:00I love it.
00:32:01Is this 100% cotton?
00:32:02Because myself, I'm a cotton man.
00:32:04I love 100% cotton.
00:32:05That's all I wear.
00:32:06You know?
00:32:06Okay, I'm really busy, Bill.
00:32:08All right.
00:32:08See you.
00:32:12Hello, may I take your order?
00:32:14Surprise.
00:32:15What are you doing here?
00:32:17Quit your job.
00:32:18I can.
00:32:19Yes, you gotta quit your job.
00:32:20Shut up.
00:32:20I told you, I can't.
00:32:22What do you want?
00:32:23Well, then I have the lobster salad, please.
00:32:26Are you serious?
00:32:27Shut up.
00:32:28I'm gonna spit in your salad.
00:32:37Both feeling rather unhappy by themselves and only happy together,
00:32:41Maria and Lena decided to make Lena's dream come true.
00:32:45They decided to become the other person.
00:32:49At least for one night.
00:32:50SD Europa
00:32:55It was…
00:32:56Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
00:33:02The witching hour is over
00:33:07My thoughts be coming clear
00:33:11The ball around has lifted
00:33:17You're all I see, my dear
00:33:21Waiting for someone to break
00:33:47The spell
00:33:48I've been under so long
00:33:51It's hard to tell
00:33:53And I haven't been free
00:33:55I'm free
00:33:57At last
00:34:02Oh
00:34:03Oh
00:34:05Oh
00:34:07Oh
00:34:17Content
00:34:34Is happiness
00:34:36Happiness
00:34:38Is content
00:34:39Okay
00:34:40That's interesting
00:34:47What's meant to be will always find a way
00:34:51Now it's interesting I get that today
00:34:54Why?
00:34:56I have an audition tomorrow
00:34:58Oh my god, that's great
00:35:00Yeah, yeah, I know
00:35:01What is it for?
00:35:03It's for a space film
00:35:04Cool
00:35:05Yeah
00:35:07Congratulations
00:35:10Thank you
00:35:12I mean, I didn't get it yet
00:35:14But, you know
00:35:15It'll work out
00:35:16Cool
00:35:18I'm happy for you
00:35:19But you promised
00:35:23You promised you would stay with me forever
00:35:26Fuck
00:35:27Maria had the feeling that this was finally the opportunity she had been waiting for
00:35:46There was a better version of herself out there
00:35:48And she was close to becoming it
00:35:50If she could only find a way to calm her nerves
00:35:54But you promised
00:36:05You promised you would never leave me
00:36:10You promised you would stay with me forever in the outer home space
00:36:17Fuck
00:36:19Space station
00:36:21Space station
00:36:23Space station
00:36:24Space station
00:36:37Space station
00:36:37Outer home space station
00:36:39But you promised
00:36:42You promised you would never leave me
00:36:44You promised you would stay with me forever in the outer home space station
00:36:48And this is
00:36:49Who the fuck wrote this?
00:36:50This is
00:36:51Who the fuck wrote this?
00:36:53But
00:36:54You promised
00:36:55You promised
00:36:56You promised you would never
00:36:57Leave me
00:36:58Leave me
00:36:59Mm
00:37:00Fuck
00:37:01Lena
00:37:02I've got nothing to wear
00:37:03I mean look this could work no?
00:37:04Wow
00:37:05It's futuristic and feminine
00:37:18What was the role description again?
00:37:20Space station determined but sensual
00:37:24Well
00:37:25Well this is totally determined but sensual
00:37:29I know but you know it's too expensive I can't
00:37:33Oh no I want you to wear it
00:37:36Come on you can even keep it if you want
00:37:39I want you to wear it
00:37:40Thank you
00:37:41Thank you
00:37:42And do you need any accessories?
00:37:46Any jewelry?
00:37:47Yeah but that's you know too much
00:37:48No no no keep just have a look I got plenty
00:37:52Okay
00:37:53Thank you
00:37:54Wow this is this is perfect and there's there's like this necklace maybe?
00:38:07Sure
00:38:08Yep
00:38:09While Lena was happy to have helped Maria she had her own business to tend to
00:38:15Lena
00:38:17Lena
00:38:18Your blood work came back looks great it's normal everything is wonderful you're healthy
00:38:44Just keep trying
00:38:45Maybe I'm not the right doctor for you
00:38:56Oh really?
00:39:01You know what?
00:39:03Forget about this
00:39:04Fuck this
00:39:06That evening both Lena and Maria seemed awfully tense
00:39:14One more wine?
00:39:15Who are you texting with?
00:39:16Don't worry it's not your husband
00:39:17Ouch
00:39:18I'm sorry I'm so sorry it's just this audition I'm so stressed about it and the lines are so bad
00:39:25If you want to I can rehearse with you?
00:39:26No no actually I'd rather go to bed I'm sorry
00:39:30Goodnight
00:39:31Goodnight
00:39:32Goodnight
00:39:33Goodnight
00:39:34Goodnight
00:39:35Goodnight
00:39:36Goodnight
00:39:37Goodnight
00:39:38Goodnight
00:39:39Goodnight
00:39:40Goodnight
00:39:41Goodnight
00:39:42Goodnight
00:39:43Goodnight
00:39:44Goodnight
00:39:45Goodnight
00:39:48Oh
00:39:50Goodnight
00:39:53Goodnight
00:39:55Goodnight
00:39:59Well
00:40:08Goodnight
00:40:13Hmm. Fall in love with your life.
00:40:39Gotta go. Gotta go to my audition.
00:40:43Okay. Good luck. Break a leg, huh?
00:40:46See you later.
00:41:04Maria, we're ready for you.
00:41:13Okay, let's start with the slate. What's your name?
00:41:18My name is Maria Calizzi.
00:41:20Hi, Maria. How tall are you?
00:41:22I'm 5'6".
00:41:23Okay, I'd like to see your profile. Can you turn to the left, please?
00:41:27Lovely. And to the right.
00:41:31Okay, fantastic. Let's jump right in. Are you ready?
00:41:34I'm ready.
00:41:36And action.
00:41:40But you promised me. You promised you would stay forever with me in the Atom Space Station.
00:41:48But that was before everything happened. I don't think I love you anymore.
00:41:51Okay, thank you.
00:41:57Maria, there's one more thing.
00:41:58You know this love scene, the one where you're supposed to be giving the DJ?
00:42:02Yeah.
00:42:03The director would like to know if you could show him what you would do.
00:42:06So, here's a prop.
00:42:09What do you mean?
00:42:11Just, you know, if you could like show us with a bottle what you would do.
00:42:16Are you serious?
00:42:17Just hold it up towards your mouth.
00:42:26While Maria was auditioning, Lena had time to think.
00:42:29Lena felt that they were both drifting apart and that she wanted to have an honest conversation with Maria.
00:42:34Lena also wanted to come clean and tell Maria what really happened with James.
00:42:40Hey.
00:42:41Hey.
00:42:43How did it go?
00:42:44Shit.
00:42:46Are you sure?
00:42:47Yes, I'm sure.
00:42:49What happened?
00:42:51Maria.
00:43:03Hi.
00:43:05Oh, fuck.
00:43:07Ähm.
00:43:08Maria.
00:43:10Ähm.
00:43:11That's my sister.
00:43:14James had me herein gelassen.
00:43:16Ach.
00:43:17Tut mir leid.
00:43:18Ich hab dich, ich hab dich vergessen.
00:43:21Glaube ich dir nicht.
00:43:24Ist doch alles halb so well. Ist doch alles kein Problem.
00:43:26Doch, es ist ein Problem.
00:43:27Doch, es ist ein Problem.
00:43:28Du kannst mich nicht eine Stunde am Flughafen warten lassen.
00:43:30Es ist dir egal.
00:43:31Du tickst ja nicht mehr.
00:43:32Aber mir ist es doch nicht egal.
00:43:33Ich hab mich doch vorhin...
00:43:34Nein, hast du nicht.
00:43:35Entschuldigt.
00:43:37Boah, was regst du dich in Sorgen?
00:43:39Du bist so unzuverlässig.
00:43:40Ach ja.
00:43:42Ja gut.
00:43:43Ist doch alles gut.
00:43:44Hat doch alles wunderbar geklappt.
00:43:45Bist doch jetzt hier.
00:43:46James hat dich doch reingelassen.
00:43:47Apropos James.
00:43:48Was...
00:43:49Was steigerst du dich da eigentlich wieder ein?
00:43:52Was meinst du?
00:43:53Er liebt dich, Lena.
00:43:54Er betrügt dich nicht.
00:43:57Du hast doch überhaupt nicht über was du da redest.
00:43:58Doch, das weiß ich.
00:43:59Ich kenn dich und ich kenn James.
00:44:00Und ich kenn dein Talent.
00:44:01Dinge, die gut sind in deinem Leben kaputt zu machen.
00:44:03Ach, ist das so?
00:44:04Ja, das ist so.
00:44:06Ja.
00:44:07Du hast ein Riesentalent immer die falschen Sachen zu sein.
00:44:10Und zur falschen Zeit im falschen Ort zu sein.
00:44:14I'm so sorry.
00:44:19Ach so.
00:44:20Ist das nicht eine Freundin und es ist deine Freundin?
00:44:23Was soll denn das jetzt?
00:44:24Lena, wie süß.
00:44:26Was redest du denn jetzt da für ein Bullshit?
00:44:28Das wird James doch verstehen.
00:44:29Sie ist doch total niedlich.
00:44:31Kannst du sie mal bitte jetzt aufs Spiel lassen?
00:44:33Ich verstehe mich das sowieso.
00:44:35Are you two lesbians?
00:44:37You and my sister.
00:44:38Are you lovers?
00:44:39Julian!
00:44:40I'm sorry.
00:44:41Okay, you know what guys?
00:44:42I'd better leave you two alone.
00:44:46Maria, you don't have to go.
00:44:47I'm sorry.
00:44:48Maria.
00:44:49Maria.
00:44:53Super.
00:44:54Hast du ganz toll gemacht.
00:44:55Gratulation.
00:44:56Schmeiß einfach meinen Gast raus, der mega Aktion verliert.
00:44:58Jetzt beruhigen wir uns erstmal.
00:45:01Setz dich.
00:45:02Ne.
00:45:03Ich will nicht.
00:45:05Jetzt atmen wir mal tief ein und tief aus.
00:45:08Was ist los mit dir?
00:45:09Lena.
00:45:10Ich seh doch, dass es dir nicht gut geht.
00:45:11Wir machen mir Sorgen.
00:45:12James macht sich Sorgen.
00:45:13Rede mit uns.
00:45:14Ich...
00:45:15Ich weiß nicht.
00:45:16Ich...
00:45:17Ich weiß nicht.
00:45:18Ich...
00:45:19Ich weiß auch nicht.
00:45:20Ich weiß auch nicht.
00:45:21Jetzt bin ich ja da.
00:45:22Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:23Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:24Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:25Hm.
00:45:26Hm.
00:45:27Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:28Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:29Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:30Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:31Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:32Hm.
00:45:33Hm.
00:45:34Ich...
00:45:35Ich weiß nicht.
00:45:36Ich...
00:45:37Ich weiß auch nicht.
00:45:38Jetzt bin ich ja da.
00:45:39Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:40Hm.
00:45:41Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:42Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:43Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:44Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:45Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:46Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:47Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:48Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:49Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:50Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:51Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:52Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:53Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:54Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:55Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:56Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:57Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:58Wir haben Zeit.
00:45:59Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:00Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:01Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:02Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:03Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:04Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:05Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:06Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:07Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:08Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:09Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:10Wir haben Zeit.
00:46:11You can't stay here. I have a guest. I want you to go.
00:46:14I'm sure the Kanzlei has a room.
00:46:17Just go.
00:46:19I can't.
00:46:21Just go.
00:46:23Just go now.
00:46:26Then I'll go now.
00:46:29Okay.
00:46:33So I'll take you out of your pocket or help?
00:46:41Go down.
00:46:47Is that Bobby the one here?
00:46:53Yeah.
00:46:55It just seems very awkward.
00:46:59Oh, yeah.
00:47:01I don't know.
00:47:05I don't know.
00:47:07I don't know.
00:47:09I don't know.
00:47:11Yeah.
00:47:13She did.
00:47:15Oh, yeah.
00:47:19Oh, yeah.
00:47:20Wow.
00:47:22I'm sorry.
00:47:25Great.
00:47:26I'm sorry.
00:47:27Adjust the order to come for you.
00:47:29I'm sorry.
00:47:30I'm sorry.
00:47:31Wait a minute.
00:47:32Oh, yeah.
00:47:33Nope.
00:47:34Okay.
00:47:36Oh.
00:47:39Oh, it's crazy.
00:47:40What's the time you're asking?
00:47:42How can I stop doing this?
00:47:43Oh, yeah.
00:47:44Oh, yeah.
00:47:46Oh, yeah.
00:47:47While Lana was still contemplating her complicated relationship to her sister, Maria felt like
00:47:58burning down a house or destroying an expensive Chinese vase.
00:48:03Anything would do that could lighten the anger and disappointment she felt growing inside
00:48:07her.
00:48:09So she first turned to alcohol and then to sex.
00:48:13Two things that had worked out for her in the past.
00:48:23Another round?
00:48:28What's on the house?
00:48:31Sounds tempting, but I think I shouldn't.
00:48:35Yeah.
00:48:36I know that feeling.
00:48:38I do serve more than drinks though, you know.
00:48:42That's a great place.
00:48:43I can't wait to sit down.
00:48:45So what it is?
00:48:46Cause it comes down.
00:48:47Be watching.
00:48:48I was there and I was there.
00:48:50No, no.
00:48:51It's okay.
00:48:52You're you.
00:48:53Check out your video.
00:48:54I don't know what you're doing.
00:48:55I have to search for a horror movie.
00:48:56I just need to see you.
00:48:57That's it.
00:48:58You're looking for a horror movie.
00:48:59I can't wait to see you.
00:49:00I'm wondering what I'm talking about.
00:49:02You don't know.
00:49:03I'm asking you.
00:49:04I'm not just having to wait until you want to wait.
00:49:05I'm not too late to see you.
00:49:06I use your pictures.
00:49:07You're looking for that.
00:49:08We were chasing
00:49:12In the night's new club
00:49:16If you're awake
00:49:18Cause it's moving
00:49:22Like a sail away
00:49:34Maria stopped at a playground
00:49:36Trying to remember how easy it was
00:49:38When she was a child
00:49:40But she couldn't
00:49:50My ball
00:49:52Well you're not going to apologize
00:49:54You just hit me
00:49:56Where are your manners
00:49:58You know what
00:50:00Here's your ball
00:50:02Bye now
00:50:04Bitch
00:50:06I'm going to try
00:50:08So
00:50:12It's
00:50:18It's
00:50:20It's
00:50:22It's
00:50:24It's
00:50:26It's
00:50:28It's
00:50:30go down my cheeks cause they follow her, like my wasted dreams.
00:50:37When they woke up the next morning, they were both still so absorbed in their own troubles
00:51:04and they could not even face each other.
00:51:29Hey, what's up?
00:51:30Hi.
00:51:31How you doing?
00:51:32Good.
00:51:33I love your hair.
00:51:34Are you doing something different with me?
00:51:35Mm-hmm.
00:51:36You look fantastic.
00:51:37I'm pretty busy.
00:51:38I'm so sorry.
00:51:39Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:51:40Well, you know.
00:51:41All right.
00:51:42See ya.
00:51:48You know you look so familiar to me?
00:51:50Yeah?
00:51:51Yeah.
00:51:52Do I know you from somewhere?
00:51:53Um, no, I don't think so.
00:51:55Are you Greek?
00:51:56Yes, yes, I'm Greek.
00:51:57Yeah.
00:51:58Okay.
00:51:59Um, you're on that TV show.
00:52:05Yeah, right?
00:52:06Yeah.
00:52:07I used to watch it every summer in Greece with my grandparents.
00:52:08My grandparents are from Gatolonia.
00:52:10Okay.
00:52:11Yeah, what are you doing here?
00:52:12Um, I'm working here.
00:52:13Yeah, why are you waiting tables?
00:52:15I-I moved to New York.
00:52:17Oh.
00:52:18Yeah.
00:52:19Maria?
00:52:20Yes?
00:52:21For the last time, you need to be friendly.
00:52:24I am friendly.
00:52:25No.
00:52:26You're a pretty girl.
00:52:27The city is filled with pretty girls.
00:52:29Girls who would love the opportunity to work at my restaurant.
00:52:33Girls who would personally thank me for the opportunity.
00:52:37Personally thank me for the opportunity.
00:52:39Okay, that's it.
00:52:40Come on, Maria, you don't need to.
00:52:41I quit.
00:52:42You don't have to do this.
00:52:43Fuck.
00:52:44Maria, come back.
00:52:45Maria!
00:52:46Hey.
00:52:47Hey.
00:52:48Hey.
00:52:49Hey.
00:52:50Hey.
00:52:51Can I buy you a drink?
00:52:52Sure.
00:52:53Hey.
00:52:54Hey.
00:52:55Hey.
00:52:56Can I buy you a drink?
00:52:57Sure.
00:52:58Hey.
00:52:59Hey.
00:53:00Hey.
00:53:01Fine.
00:53:02Can I buy you a drink?
00:53:17Sure.
00:53:18Sure.
00:53:20Hey.
00:53:21Oh.
00:53:22I'm fine.
00:53:24No, please, please, I'm sorry.
00:53:48Did I do something wrong?
00:53:49No, I'm sorry.
00:53:53Please, I can't.
00:53:58Where?
00:54:00I'm sorry.
00:54:03I just can't.
00:54:04I can't.
00:54:19Can I at least jerk off on you?
00:54:23Boots.
00:54:24Boots.
00:54:25Boots.
00:54:29Blaina, Blaina, I quit my job!
00:54:30Blaina, Blaina, I quit my job!
00:54:35What?
00:54:36I quit my...
00:54:37Hi.
00:54:38Oh.
00:54:39Are we having a party now?
00:54:41Sorry, I didn't know you had company.
00:54:43Well, actually, I was just about to leave.
00:54:46Oh. Okay.
00:54:48Okay.
00:54:56You know what?
00:54:58I think we should go to the Hamptons.
00:55:01Now?
00:55:02Yes, now.
00:55:03I know this guy has a house.
00:55:05Let's go.
00:55:07Come on, we need to get out of the city.
00:55:11Okay.
00:55:34You're disgusting. You're disgusting.
00:55:36No, no, no, no.
00:55:44Can I show you?
00:55:47No, no, no.
00:55:48Are you definitely not?
00:55:49Are you cold?
00:55:53That's if mine falls.
00:55:55Yes.
00:56:00No?
00:56:01Come on.
00:56:02You did terrible.
00:56:07Wait.
00:56:08I can't wait.
00:56:09I can't wait.
00:56:10I can't wait.
00:56:11No.
00:56:12I can't wait.
00:56:13No.
00:56:14Oh, my God.
00:56:15Oh, my God.
00:56:34Maria.
00:56:35Okay, this is it.
00:56:36Maria, what are you doing?
00:56:38What if someone's home?
00:56:39There's no one home.
00:56:40He has like five houses.
00:56:41That's why he's been here with you.
00:56:43What?
00:56:44It's going to be fine, it's going to be good.
00:56:46Trust me.
00:56:47Oh, my God.
00:56:49What's going on?
00:56:50Come on.
00:56:51Fucking keys.
00:56:53He almost loses.
00:56:54Okay.
00:56:57Maria.
00:56:58Maria.
00:56:59Fuck.
00:57:00Fuck.
00:57:03Shit.
00:57:04Shit.
00:57:06What?
00:57:10What?
00:57:11Fuck.
00:57:12Shit.
00:57:13Shit.
00:57:14Shit.
00:57:15Shit.
00:57:16Shit.
00:57:17Shit.
00:57:18Shit.
00:57:24What?
00:57:25Oh, my God.
00:57:28Oh.
00:57:30Shit.
00:57:39Hyd fahrenia.
00:57:40Yes, how?
00:57:41Did you just break in?
00:57:42Uh, not exactly.
00:57:46Are, are you bleeding?
00:57:47Are you bleeding?
00:57:49Eh, not really.
00:57:51Come on, come in.
00:57:56No, I mean, I totally get it.
00:57:59My sister and I, we're just very different, you know?
00:58:02I mean, she likes to please my father
00:58:05and loves her conservative way of life,
00:58:09and I totally respect that.
00:58:14No, you don't.
00:58:17No, I don't. I'm an asshole.
00:58:19You know what? I actually think she has a crush on James.
00:58:23Perfect timing.
00:58:25I mean, now that her sister is a lesbian.
00:58:29Yeah, good for her.
00:58:33No, I mean it.
00:58:36Maybe we should consider.
00:58:38I mean, I'm having a great time with you,
00:58:41and you're having fun with me, right?
00:58:45Always.
00:58:47See?
00:58:53So, um, should we, should we, should we do this?
00:58:59Yeah. Yeah, let's do it.
00:59:01Let's do it.
00:59:03Oh, okay. Let's do it.
00:59:09You're very pretty.
00:59:11You're very pretty also.
00:59:15No.
00:59:16No, I'm sorry.
00:59:17Yeah.
00:59:18I'm definitely into guys.
00:59:19Being out in the Hamptons seemed to make everything so nice.
00:59:23much easier.
00:59:25Lena swam in the cold water for hours.
00:59:29Clearing her head.
00:59:30While Maria was lying in the hot sun, thinking of nothing.
00:59:35Oh, it's cold.
00:59:36It's nice, no?
00:59:37It's nice.
00:59:38No.
00:59:39It's nice, no?
00:59:40No.
00:59:41No.
00:59:42No, I'm sorry.
00:59:43No.
00:59:44I'm sorry.
00:59:45Yeah.
00:59:46I'm definitely into guys.
00:59:47Being out in the Hamptons seemed to make everything so much easier.
00:59:50Lena swam in the cold water for hours, clearing her head, while Maria was lying in the hot sun,
00:59:56thinking of nothing.
00:59:57It's cold.
00:59:58It's nice, no?
00:59:59Mm-hmm.
01:00:00Uh, teenagers.
01:00:01I know.
01:00:02I hate them.
01:00:03I get it.
01:00:04I always feel so invincible.
01:00:06From Missouri.
01:00:07What?
01:00:08It's an old Bavarian word meaning the exuberance of children at the absence of parents.
01:00:11That's one word?
01:00:12Yeah.
01:00:13It's pretty good, isn't it?
01:00:14Okay.
01:00:15Rem...
01:00:28Remizuri.
01:00:29Zuri like, um, the daughter of Tom Cruise?
01:00:30Oh, well, in that case I'm pretty Remizuri myself.
01:00:32I think it's a whole generation.
01:00:33Yeah.
01:00:34You know, when I was a kid, my little girl was a kid, I was a kid.
01:00:39Yeah. You know, when I was born, my mother named me Maria after Maria Callas.
01:00:46No shit.
01:00:47Yeah, she actually did that.
01:00:49She used to say I was the prettiest girl in the neighborhood.
01:00:52Once my mom told me my beauty is a currency, and that I could actually pay with my beauty.
01:00:58Wow.
01:00:59Yeah, she's amazing.
01:01:01When I was 14, there was this boy that pantsed me, and he followed me home.
01:01:09My mom was at work, so when we got in, he said I was the prettiest girl he had ever seen.
01:01:17He was so nice.
01:01:19So I gave him a blowjob in the kitchen.
01:01:22My mom was pretty as well, but she got knocked up.
01:01:26She was so proud of me when I got that shitty soap opera.
01:01:30But I wanted to be a real actress. I want to be a real actress. That's why I came in New York.
01:01:37But now karma fires back.
01:01:41Now I have to give blowjobs in audition rooms.
01:01:48God, I prefer the one in my kitchen.
01:01:55You know, I was pregnant last year.
01:01:58I lost them.
01:02:00Lena, I'm sorry.
01:02:05I don't even know if I want to put children into this world anyway.
01:02:10I'm so sorry.
01:02:11I'm so sorry.
01:02:12I'm so sorry.
01:02:31All right.
01:02:33You know what your problem is?
01:02:34problem is. What is my problem? Tell me.
01:02:38They have to say that you are an actress before you can be an actress.
01:02:42But that's not true. No, I mean
01:02:46you have to say, hi, my name is Maria, I'm an actress.
01:02:50Well, that's not true. I
01:02:54I've never been paid for anything I've done and I haven't worked in such a long time.
01:02:58Oh, come on. Money is so overrated.
01:03:02That's easy for you to say.
01:03:06But I'm gonna tell you a little secret. You actually
01:03:10need money to survive in this world, like pay your rent.
01:03:14Really? And go shopping.
01:03:18Shocker. I kind of knew that.
01:03:22That's progress.
01:03:26I mean, I'm serious. You can't
01:03:30have money to find who you are.
01:03:34I mean, listen to me. You can't
01:03:38have money to find who you are.
01:03:40Cause money
01:03:42money makes you lazy.
01:03:46The whole fucking world can crumble
01:03:48around you and you still don't make
01:03:50move because of all your comfortable money.
01:03:54It's like,
01:03:56that's like comfortable glue.
01:04:00Hmm.
01:04:02I used to sniff glue in kindergarten.
01:04:06Well, that explains
01:04:10a lot.
01:04:12Yeah, it probably does.
01:04:26I'm hungry.
01:04:28It's really good.
01:04:30Mm-hm.
01:04:32You want wine?
01:04:34Yes, please.
01:04:35You want the raleigh stone?
01:04:36Yeah, thank you.
01:04:38Oh,
01:04:38Hey, did you see the captain over there?
01:04:40Oh, these are really good.
01:04:42Mm-hmm.
01:04:43Want wine?
01:04:44Yes, please.
01:04:44Mm.
01:04:46Is it Raleigh Star?
01:04:48Yeah, thank you.
01:04:49Oh.
01:04:51Hey, did you see the captain over there?
01:04:53Yeah, nice hat.
01:04:55Do you think he's peacocking?
01:04:57Well, actually, I think he might be old school.
01:04:59He might come over here and pay for a lunch.
01:05:01OK.
01:05:03Hi there, Captain.
01:05:04How are ya?
01:05:06Oh, well, hello.
01:05:09Hi, you want to join us?
01:05:13I'd love to.
01:05:14May I buy you lunch?
01:05:16Oh, that would be lovely.
01:05:19And maybe after lunch, we could have a drink on my boat.
01:05:24Oh, you have a boat.
01:05:26Sure.
01:05:27Yeah, that would be great.
01:05:29All right.
01:05:39Bubbly.
01:05:41Bubbly.
01:05:46Yeah.
01:05:51Top it off a little bit?
01:05:52Sure.
01:05:55Why not?
01:05:56Thanks.
01:06:04Cheers.
01:06:05Cheers.
01:06:06Cheers.
01:06:06Cheers.
01:06:16Should I put on some music?
01:06:18You know, why don't we just get naked?
01:06:26All right.
01:06:28Yeah.
01:06:29Yeah.
01:06:29Yeah.
01:06:44Wow.
01:06:44Oh, wow.
01:06:46Nice.
01:06:47Oh.
01:06:48Oh.
01:06:49Oh.
01:06:50Oh.
01:06:51Oh.
01:06:52Oh.
01:06:53Oh.
01:06:54Oh.
01:06:55Oh.
01:06:56Oh.
01:06:57Oh.
01:06:58Oh.
01:07:05Close your eyes.
01:07:12Keep your eyes closed.
01:07:14Count from ten to one and imagine your wildest dreams coming true.
01:07:24Ten.
01:07:27Nine.
01:07:28Seven.
01:07:33Sex.
01:07:34Uh.
01:07:35I mean, six.
01:07:37Five.
01:07:38Four.
01:07:42Hey.
01:07:43Hey.
01:07:44My hat.
01:07:46Where are you going?
01:07:54Hey.
01:07:54Hello.
01:07:55I'm here.
01:07:56I'm here.
01:08:00Hey, Lina.
01:08:01I'm here.
01:08:02I'm here two days.
01:08:11I met you.
01:08:12When you set me on the fire
01:08:17You bathed me in
01:08:21My blinding desire
01:08:24Please come home now
01:08:26When I brought you to your mind
01:08:30I know you don't want to talk to me, but just
01:08:32Your long sex said
01:08:35To your mind, dear
01:08:37Please come home
01:08:42After the episode with the captain
01:08:46Lena developed an inkling that their forlowness
01:08:48Was coming to an end
01:08:49She realized that nothing had changed
01:08:52And that she didn't want change after all
01:08:54Meanwhile, Maria was absorbing nature
01:08:57And nature seemed to absorb her
01:08:59Life had always felt as an abundance of opportunity
01:09:02Too overwhelming to make a choice
01:09:04Now, nothing seemed to matter anymore
01:09:07The wide space made Lena feel small and insignificant
01:09:13She longed for the city where everything had a system
01:09:16And she knew her place
01:09:17Maria, however, felt at ease with herself
01:09:21She felt like a part of something bigger
01:09:23And for the first time in a long while
01:09:26She was happy and hopeful
01:09:27When I see you in flames
01:09:40I know you'll say
01:09:43Some awful things
01:09:47When I go into my home
01:09:54Don't look
01:09:56Don't look
01:09:58Don't look
01:09:59I'm not looking
01:10:00Don't look, no cheating
01:10:01I know
01:10:02Don't look
01:10:03Don't look, don't look
01:10:04Here we go
01:10:05Here we go
01:10:06Here we go
01:10:07One more step
01:10:08Alright, here
01:10:09Here we go
01:10:10Ta-da
01:10:11You made fire
01:10:12I made fire
01:10:13But that's not why we're here
01:10:15Wow
01:10:16We are here to do
01:10:18A little burning
01:10:20So you can free yourself
01:10:23Okay
01:10:25You ready?
01:10:26One
01:10:27Two
01:10:28Three
01:10:29Yay
01:10:30Okay
01:10:33So free yourself
01:10:34Come on
01:10:35Burn it
01:10:36Burn it
01:10:37Burn it
01:10:38Burn it
01:10:39You have to free yourself
01:10:40Free yourself
01:10:41Come on
01:10:42Burn it
01:10:43Burn it
01:10:44Burn it
01:10:45Burn it
01:10:46Burn it
01:10:47Do it
01:10:48Burn it
01:10:49Pin it
01:10:50No
01:10:51Stop
01:10:52One
01:10:54Two
01:10:56One
01:10:57One
01:10:58Two
01:10:59One
01:11:00One
01:11:01Two
01:11:02One
01:11:03What the fuck is wrong with you?
01:11:04What's wrong with you?
01:11:06What the fuck is wrong with you?
01:11:08What's wrong with you?
01:11:11He never cheated on me.
01:11:12What?
01:11:15He never cheated on me, okay?
01:11:18I made it out.
01:11:20He never has, he never will be.
01:11:21It's just not who he is.
01:11:27Why would you do that?
01:11:30I don't know.
01:11:31I don't know, I know why, because you're so fucking ungrateful.
01:11:38You just like to play around with people's feelings.
01:11:42You're so wise and you know everything, you have everything.
01:11:45I fucking quit my job because of you.
01:11:48Oh, don't put this on me, you hated your job.
01:11:51What a dreamer you are.
01:11:53Always dream big and then you get cold feet.
01:11:56What a dreamer you are.
01:11:57Always dream big and then you get cold feet.
01:11:59And you get cold feet.
01:12:01What a rebel.
01:12:02You can never commit to anything.
01:12:04Always on your fucking phone.
01:12:06Always withdrawn.
01:12:08You're so afraid.
01:12:11No, actually worse.
01:12:14You're a coward.
01:12:16I'm a coward.
01:12:18You're worse, you know why?
01:12:20Because you destroy everything.
01:12:22You just like to destroy everything because you're bored.
01:12:25You have everything.
01:12:26You have the perfect life, the perfect husband, the perfect marriage.
01:12:29You don't even know what you're talking about, okay?
01:12:31You're just jealous.
01:12:35You want to know how I feel?
01:12:37You want to know how I really feel?
01:12:41Fucking lost.
01:12:43Nothing in this apartment and my marriage and this world where people are killing each other for religion or whatever and all my shit.
01:12:53I can't do anything with it.
01:12:55Can I be a mother?
01:12:56No.
01:12:57Can I make a difference?
01:12:58No.
01:12:59And it doesn't even matter because people will still kill each other and starve and drown in oceans.
01:13:04And you know what?
01:13:08No one, no one expects anything with me anyway.
01:13:17So it's all about you again.
01:13:21You are such an asshole.
01:13:24You really are a fucking spoiled bitch.
01:13:35Fuck you.
01:13:37Maria.
01:13:39Maria!
01:14:04Maria was upset and confused.
01:14:13She couldn't believe how naive she had been.
01:14:17At the same time, she felt a strange sense of relief.
01:14:27Lena had the feeling that this week actually had helped them after all.
01:14:30That they had found something together.
01:14:34A possibility of honesty.
01:14:36A chance to accept.
01:14:39She was wondering if Maria would agree and forgive her after all.
01:14:53Maybe if she explained herself one more time.
01:15:00She was too worried.
01:15:01Listen to her.
01:15:02She was stunned.
01:15:03She was amazed.
01:15:06If she ever told her about the death of her death.
01:15:07Then I had an entire death.
01:15:08I could've totally findi'm so worried.
01:15:09She didn't find the death of her death.
01:15:10She was surprised.
01:15:11She was afraid to him.
01:15:12She was terrified.
01:15:13The two fives .
01:15:16She was scared to me after the death.
01:15:18She's afraid of her death.
01:15:20She was not worried.
01:15:22She was scared to her.
01:15:23She was scared to her.
01:15:25She was scared to her.
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