00:00It might not have failed because it was all wrong.
00:02Sometimes I failed because I was too early and people weren't ready.
00:05Sometimes I failed because I was too late.
00:07Sometimes I failed and I got all the hard bits right
00:10and I got the basics wrong
00:12because I spent a lifetime refusing to accept
00:16any responsibility around numbers and maths,
00:20which goes back to school.
00:23It's my issue, not the school's issue.
00:25I was in the worst group for maths.
00:27I didn't pass maths at school.
00:29You know, conceptually within that, yeah, I'm thick.
00:33I have a negative view of myself when it comes to maths.
00:36So when I lost my restaurants,
00:39all the hard stuff we got right,
00:42all the stuff that most people struggle getting right,
00:44we got right.
00:45We were really good at the hard stuff
00:48and it was really the basics.
00:51And through my inability,
00:54and it sounds like I'm being hard on myself,
00:56but I recognise it now through, you know,
00:58my inability to exercise the demons of light.
01:02Actually, like, maybe you're not shit at that.
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