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The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 03 Episode 10 Final
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00:00:00I think you can figure out a way to stay in Paris if you really wanted to.
00:00:04I really feel like you're worth it.
00:00:06Yeah, I feel like we're worth it.
00:00:07You stayed here for no reason.
00:00:09So why don't you get the fuck out and never come back?
00:00:12I don't think he'll ever forgive me, so I give up.
00:00:14Or you're giving him space.
00:00:15Sometimes that's all you can do.
00:00:17The wedding was just, it was a bad idea, but that doesn't mean that things have to end.
00:00:21I'm not the same person that I was.
00:00:23What does that mean?
00:00:24I think I'm going to stay.
00:00:30Hey, Mom.
00:00:38Happy Thanksgiving.
00:00:39Wish I could be with you guys.
00:00:41I've just got so much going on with my new job and my apartment.
00:00:45Anyway, I've got to get started on my stuffing.
00:00:48I'm cooking for my roommate.
00:00:49Love you.
00:00:50Bye.
00:00:54Morning, Grandma.
00:00:57See you, Quest, Bauding.
00:00:58I couldn't find stovetop anywhere.
00:01:01I'm making stuffing.
00:01:07How do you say on stuffing?
00:01:10The rum barrage from scratch.
00:01:12Sorry, I'm not in the time.
00:01:13I'm in the middle.
00:01:16I'm in the middle.
00:01:18I'm in the middle.
00:01:19The choice of going to be still in the middle.
00:01:21It's your turn to call the proprietor.
00:01:22You're doing it because I'm in the middle.
00:01:25Chut.
00:01:25Chut.
00:01:26Bonjour, Manon.
00:01:28Good morning, Isabelle.
00:01:29Good morning.
00:01:33What's that smell?
00:01:33It's a spicy food.
00:01:36Um, have you guys ever had stuffing before?
00:01:39It's like an American tradition for Thanksgiving.
00:01:42And I'm going to take it to work with me to share,
00:01:44but I thought I could leave you some if you want to try.
00:01:47Hmm, that's very kind.
00:01:49But no, thank you.
00:01:50Yeah, cool.
00:01:51What do you have to do with the pain, this gun?
00:01:55Ah, well, it's to celebrate their national feast of genocide, right?
00:01:58Coffee, nice.
00:02:05Sorry.
00:02:08Not a problem?
00:02:09Yeah, that's it.
00:02:10I don't know.
00:02:11But it's nice.
00:02:12When I had the idea of studying abroad in Paris all those months ago,
00:02:22the part that secretly thrilled and terrified me
00:02:24was that I'd be doing something truly on my own for the first time in my life.
00:02:30It was a chance for me to test myself,
00:02:36to find out what I was really made of.
00:02:40Three months in, and it turns out I'm weak and homesick,
00:02:46and I'm really bad at French.
00:02:48Every time before I speak in French,
00:02:59I practice what I'm going to say.
00:03:02Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:05Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:08Oui.
00:03:08But it doesn't matter how much I practice.
00:03:11Anything else?
00:03:12Because she only ever answers me in English.
00:03:14No, no, thank you.
00:03:15I go to school online most days.
00:03:27And I work at the same time.
00:03:33And since working in Paris means working under the table,
00:03:37it's not one shitty job, it's two.
00:03:40A homesickness I've mostly learned to just accept.
00:03:42It's like a dull ache that never goes away.
00:03:45Le French 66 avec de la vodka.
00:03:47Ça, c'est du gin.
00:03:49Je suis désolée.
00:03:50Répétez, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:51Le French 66 avec de la vodka.
00:03:53Ça, c'est du gin.
00:03:57Vodka.
00:03:58Vodka.
00:03:58But then there are times when I feel it in my bones.
00:04:02Vodka.
00:04:03They're like...
00:04:04A sudden, wild yearning for home.
00:04:08Hey, you guys haven't tried my stuffing yet.
00:04:10For the people who know me.
00:04:11Oh, yeah.
00:04:12We forgot.
00:04:14Well, now is a perfect time to try it, huh?
00:04:17Max, you too.
00:04:19Uh-huh.
00:04:19You guys want some?
00:04:20I'm just going to go.
00:04:21Good.
00:04:21You know, I'm actually not eating gluten at the moment.
00:04:27Since when?
00:04:28Psh.
00:04:29Mm-hmm.
00:04:30My boyfriend made this last year.
00:04:32And it was so good.
00:04:34So good.
00:04:34I see.
00:04:36Pretty good.
00:04:39Last year was pretty good.
00:04:41Mm-hmm.
00:04:42You know, they're probably all sitting down to eat soon.
00:04:45That's your home?
00:04:46No, they're all spread out this year.
00:04:47My brother's hosting a Friendsgiving with my best friend and my ex.
00:04:50Friendsgiving?
00:04:52Wish about me.
00:04:55Oh, my God.
00:04:57I'm so homesick.
00:05:00And so lonely.
00:05:02Think so does, Psh.
00:05:03No?
00:05:04No, no, no.
00:05:05You know what I mean.
00:05:07Why don't you just go home for a bit of a bit?
00:05:10Because I haven't gotten what I wanted yet.
00:05:14I'm still figuring it out.
00:05:15But don't you want to at least spend Christmas with your family?
00:05:19Of course I do.
00:05:20But that's the problem.
00:05:21I haven't seen or changed or learned enough yet.
00:05:24And I'm afraid if I go home, I won't be able to make myself come back.
00:05:29There's something that doesn't go in the toilets.
00:05:34Toodoo!
00:05:34Toodoo!
00:05:35Toodoo!
00:05:36Toodoo!
00:05:37Toodoo!
00:05:38Toodoo!
00:05:39Toodoo!
00:05:39Toodoo!
00:05:40Toodoo!
00:05:40Toodoo!
00:05:41Toodoo!
00:05:41Toodoo!
00:05:42Toodoo!
00:05:42Toodoo!
00:05:43Toodoo!
00:05:43Toodoo!
00:05:44Toodoo!
00:05:44Toodoo!
00:05:45Okay, be brave. Thanks.
00:06:45Hi.
00:06:46Hi.
00:06:47Happy Thanksgiving.
00:06:48Happy Thanksgiving, Billy.
00:06:50Did you finally talk my brother out of trying to deep fry the turkey inside of the apartment?
00:06:54Yes, thank God.
00:06:56Jer saw like a spatchcocking TikTok and insisted on doing that instead.
00:07:00Cool.
00:07:03Babe, you there?
00:07:07You okay?
00:07:09Hello?
00:07:12How's he doing?
00:07:13Um, he's just, he, uh, he's kind of the same.
00:07:21Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:07:22I know that this is like weird and hard.
00:07:26Excuse me.
00:07:27Don't move, don't move, don't move.
00:07:28I'll see.
00:07:30Hello?
00:07:31Belly?
00:07:32He's there.
00:07:35Um, uh, did my mom send you any of those church lady pies?
00:07:42Three?
00:07:43I'm not in England so I can either of them or everyone leaves.
00:07:46All right, baby.
00:07:46We got five minutes, uh, take your top off with the skirt on.
00:07:51Come on.
00:07:51Oh my God, Steven.
00:07:53What, uh, Belly?
00:07:54Yeah, dingus, I'm FaceTiming with your sister right now.
00:07:57Hey.
00:07:57Oh.
00:07:58Hey, uh, sorry, I didn't, I didn't know, um.
00:08:01You know, we're just, uh, doing Friendsgiving.
00:08:03Yes, I know that.
00:08:04Can you please just put a fucking shirt on?
00:08:05I'm traumatized.
00:08:06Put a shirt on.
00:08:09Oh my God.
00:08:10Come on, let's go in my chair.
00:08:13Okay.
00:08:15I'm too bored.
00:08:17Um, bonjour.
00:08:18Bonsoir.
00:08:19So, how are your, um, 54 roommates and one bazillion crappy jobs?
00:08:24My jobs are not that crappy.
00:08:27And, um, my roommates are pretty great.
00:08:30I thought you said they hate you.
00:08:31No, no, no, no.
00:08:33Uh, we, we had coffee together this morning.
00:08:36Yeah?
00:08:36Just tell me you're coming home for Christmas, probably.
00:08:40Well, I'll-
00:08:41Ellie, what, you don't miss us?
00:08:43No, of course I do, but, you know, I've been thinking, and, um.
00:08:49You could come to Paris for New Year's.
00:08:54All my roommates will be gone.
00:08:56And we could have a party.
00:08:59Well, Lucinda did pay me back half of what she owes me.
00:09:04Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
00:09:06Twist my arm, babe!
00:09:08Yay!
00:09:08Okay, oh my God.
00:09:09Okay, damn, I have, I have to go, but I love you so much.
00:09:12Yeah, I love you too.
00:09:13Um, can you tell Jeremiah I said hi?
00:09:19Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.
00:09:20Okay.
00:09:21Bye.
00:09:22Bye.
00:09:27Hey, Brett, um, do you mind taking your, your shoes off, actually?
00:09:35Yep.
00:09:36Wow.
00:09:37Hey, Brett.
00:09:39You're a dick.
00:09:40Hey, hey, don't, come on, don't be like that.
00:09:42Get her!
00:09:43Please, it's not like that.
00:09:44We're done.
00:09:45Really?
00:09:45Come on, man, let's talk.
00:09:46Come inside, let's eat.
00:09:47It's not really what it looks like.
00:09:49I'm leaving.
00:09:50Asshole.
00:09:50You need serious help.
00:09:52Hey, where'd you go?
00:09:53She's probably getting her coat.
00:09:55Uh, dude, stop hooking up with my colleagues.
00:09:58Stop hooking up with my friends.
00:10:00Yeah, maybe process your emotions and feelings, uh, I don't know, with people we don't know?
00:10:03Yeah.
00:10:03Yeah?
00:10:04You know what?
00:10:04It's Friendsgiving.
00:10:06Two people are gone.
00:10:07Please don't shit where we eat.
00:10:10And that's the one thing.
00:10:11I was barely hanging my way at home.
00:10:12She's living her best French girl life.
00:10:14And she invited me to go to Paris.
00:10:17What?
00:10:17For her winter break, yeah.
00:10:18Oh, my God.
00:10:19Well, you got to go.
00:10:19No, fully.
00:10:21She says hi.
00:10:23Hi, nice.
00:10:23I only like how quick you were to say yes to that.
00:10:25Is she going to leave me?
00:10:26Wait, I'm kidding.
00:10:27That quickly?
00:10:28That's crazy.
00:10:30Okay, uh, can you guys get a room, please?
00:10:33Yeah.
00:10:34These are all my rooms.
00:10:37Yeah, I think the whole point of, uh, couch surfing is that you're supposed to surf out at some point.
00:10:42Jarrett, you can't avoid French forever.
00:10:44Yeah, it's, I mean, it's not like Belly's even there.
00:10:49Belly who?
00:10:49Mm-hmm.
00:10:50Richard's in there on the coverage.
00:10:52Malik Heath of the receivers.
00:10:54They said he's the bouncing one.
00:10:56He's the loose one.
00:10:57He likes it.
00:10:58Surprise, we haven't seen him yet.
00:11:00Face up.
00:11:00Okay.
00:11:02Mm-hmm.
00:11:02Did you, did you use a hand mixer or did you use the ricer that I asked you to use?
00:11:07A hand mixer.
00:11:09Because it was faster.
00:11:11Really?
00:11:11Yeah, got the job done.
00:11:12Really?
00:11:13No, you didn't because they're gluey now.
00:11:14It was your idea to cook this whole entire, like, elaborate-ass dinner.
00:11:20I just wanted to order Thai food.
00:11:21So don't get mad at me when I'm helping you.
00:11:23It's ridiculous.
00:11:24Ooh, a doorbell.
00:11:24I'll go get that.
00:11:25It was my idea to use the ricer, not the hand mixer.
00:11:28Don't ask me for help.
00:11:30Hey, do not.
00:11:32Hi.
00:11:32Look who I ran into downstairs.
00:11:35Who?
00:11:35It's our boss, Adam.
00:11:38Surprise.
00:11:38Got some champagne.
00:11:40Yep, awesome.
00:11:41Yay, thank you.
00:11:42What the fuck?
00:11:43I have no idea.
00:11:44Do you mind taking your shoes off?
00:11:45Sorry.
00:11:45Oh, yeah, no problem.
00:11:46Let me get up.
00:11:48Hello, Jeremiah.
00:11:49Dad.
00:11:50What are you doing here?
00:11:52Aren't you supposed to be at Kaylee's parents' place?
00:11:54Don't ask.
00:11:55She's there.
00:11:56I'm here.
00:11:56Hey.
00:11:57Everything's coming.
00:11:58Yeah.
00:11:58I brought champagne from my wedding.
00:12:04What do you want me to do?
00:12:05Throw it away?
00:12:07Bro, stuffing's bomb.
00:12:10Sprouts are bomb.
00:12:11Turkey's bomb.
00:12:11You've got done to yourself, man.
00:12:13So bomb.
00:12:13You made all those?
00:12:14Uh, yeah.
00:12:15With Steven and Taylor's help, they made the mashed potatoes.
00:12:18You're welcome.
00:12:18Mashed potatoes, not bomb.
00:12:20You can leave.
00:12:21I think they're great.
00:12:22And I always say, you know, nothing without a good team.
00:12:25I'm like these two.
00:12:26My lieutenants.
00:12:28Smart, ambitious, loyal.
00:12:31That's the stuff you can't teach.
00:12:34So is this about me not taking the breaker gig, Dad?
00:12:38Good times.
00:12:39No, I have zero issues with you finishing school, Jeremiah.
00:12:42You're finishing school?
00:12:43I didn't even know you were taking classes this semester.
00:12:45Uh, yeah.
00:12:47Yes, I am.
00:12:49Yeah, I take online classes and...
00:12:51Oh, you're going to come by the brat house, dude?
00:12:53I'm hurt.
00:12:55What's the dick?
00:12:56That's funny.
00:12:58Because I thought Jeremiah was living in the fraternity house.
00:13:03Oh, shit.
00:13:05What I meant was that...
00:13:07Can I talk to you for a second?
00:13:08Yeah.
00:13:08Thanks, dude.
00:13:13My mashed potatoes aren't good, and then you ruined the fucking dinner.
00:13:16How was I supposed to know?
00:13:17I have been trying my damnedest to cut you some slack, but this is...
00:13:21This is too much.
00:13:22Dad, please.
00:13:23Be quiet, please.
00:13:26Can we...
00:13:27So...
00:13:28You've been lying to me.
00:13:31For months.
00:13:33Yeah.
00:13:34Yeah, can you blame me?
00:13:35Excuse me?
00:13:36Look, when I told you I needed an extra semester at school, you acted like I was the biggest
00:13:40moron on earth.
00:13:41And then when I told you I was calling off the wedding, you assumed I screwed something
00:13:45up because that's what I do.
00:13:46I never said that.
00:13:47You never said that to my face.
00:13:49Then you told me my credit history is ruined forever because I have the nerve to back out
00:13:53of an apartment that I was supposed to share with my wife.
00:13:56So, yeah, I lied about going to school.
00:13:59Go ahead.
00:14:00Tell me how much of a fuck-up I am.
00:14:01Tell me how you're just burning money from my dead-end future.
00:14:04Aren't I?
00:14:06Not everything is about money, Dad.
00:14:09You're right.
00:14:09It's not.
00:14:11So let's take it out of the equation.
00:14:13What?
00:14:14I'm cutting you off.
00:14:15No, you gotta figure out how to do things on your own without a safety net.
00:14:18Are you kidding me right now?
00:14:20And it's not because I care about the money.
00:14:21It's because you never have...
00:14:23Hey, now that you're cutting me off, I don't have to listen to your shit anymore.
00:14:25He basically called me a deadbeat.
00:14:33Where does he get off?
00:14:35I mean, you don't have a job.
00:14:37Yeah, and you did sort of drop out.
00:14:40And you don't pay rent.
00:14:41Wow.
00:14:43Wow.
00:14:45Okay, honestly, man, a job would be good for you.
00:14:48It might bring structure.
00:14:50Is this your way of kicking me out?
00:14:52Yeah, no.
00:14:52Oh.
00:14:53Yes?
00:14:54Yes.
00:14:54Well, fine.
00:14:55I'll just crash Denise's place, then.
00:14:57What?
00:14:58Suck it, loser.
00:15:00Except for how he sleep cooks.
00:15:02Okay, look, I don't sleep cook.
00:15:04Okay, well, he wakes up in the middle of the night and makes food loud as hell.
00:15:08Why not?
00:15:09In his boxers.
00:15:10Mm-hmm.
00:15:11Which is a plus.
00:15:12What?
00:15:12Okay, look, I know it'll be a hassle, Dee, but please, I don't have anywhere else to
00:15:20go.
00:15:25Okay, fine.
00:15:26You can stay with me for one week.
00:15:29Just one?
00:15:29Okay, yeah, just one.
00:15:30Are you sure anyone heard it?
00:15:31No.
00:15:32Okay, one.
00:15:33You want to help me back?
00:15:34No, I'm not your mother.
00:15:36All right.
00:15:37Please?
00:15:37Oh, my God, I already hate myself.
00:15:40Okay.
00:15:42Fuck you.
00:15:43To you both.
00:15:45You're welcome.
00:15:45Have fun.
00:15:45Jesus.
00:15:49Better.
00:15:53Hmm.
00:15:55Need salt.
00:15:58Oh.
00:16:00I've had heartburn all day.
00:16:03Yeah.
00:16:05Did you move the Peps in?
00:16:06No, it's in there.
00:16:07Oh, I don't see it.
00:16:11I think you moved it.
00:16:12Oh.
00:16:16Move.
00:16:20I told you it was in there.
00:16:27Hi, Connie.
00:16:28Happy Thanksgiving.
00:16:29Happy Thanksgiving.
00:16:30Happy Thanksgiving.
00:16:32What?
00:16:32Um, Laurel, hey, I got your text about Christmas.
00:16:34I just wanted to give you a call because, uh, I wanted to make sure that it was close to
00:16:39J.R. if I came.
00:16:41Have you talked to him?
00:16:44No.
00:16:45But Stephen says he's fine with it.
00:16:47And Belly?
00:16:48I talked to Belly this morning.
00:16:55She is staying in Paris for the holidays.
00:16:58Oh.
00:17:00Did you say how long she was staying?
00:17:02No, but she asked me to send her more winter stuff, so I'm guessing a while.
00:17:10Things must be going really well, then.
00:17:12That's great.
00:17:13I was thinking about, I don't know, I was thinking about maybe reaching out to her or something.
00:17:21Do you think that she would even want to hear from me?
00:17:25I don't know, Connie.
00:17:26I can't speak for Belly.
00:17:28Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:17:30Yeah.
00:17:31But if you really want to know if she's ready to talk, you're going to have to risk finding
00:17:35out for yourself.
00:17:37Oh, boy, you sound like my therapist.
00:17:39You always tell me I need to get better at uncertainty, but I need to stop trying to
00:17:45control everything.
00:17:47And what do you say?
00:17:48Fuck you.
00:17:49Uncertainty sucks.
00:17:52You're not wrong.
00:17:54Yeah, neither is he.
00:17:57So does that mean I'll see you for Christmas?
00:18:00Yeah.
00:18:01Yeah, definitely.
00:18:02I'll be there.
00:18:02Do I get the gravy?
00:18:03I don't know, John.
00:18:04I'm going to let you go, Laura.
00:18:05Have a good night, okay?
00:18:10You too, Connie.
00:18:11Thanks.
00:18:13Bye.
00:18:14Bye.
00:18:35Dear Billy, firstly, I don't even know if I should be writing you, if this is allowed.
00:19:02If it's not, just say so.
00:19:05I'll understand.
00:19:07I should be memorizing the cardiovascular system.
00:19:11But I'd rather be writing you.
00:19:17Sometimes I try to picture what your life is like over there.
00:19:22I imagine you sitting in a little cafe, drinking.
00:19:25What does Belly and Paris drink?
00:19:28What do they call you?
00:19:32Cafe au lait with lots of sugar, along with some disgustingly sweet pastry.
00:19:40Or maybe Sour Patch Kids.
00:19:44Do they have those in Paris?
00:19:47I bet if they do, you found them.
00:19:52Or maybe French Belly doesn't eat junk food.
00:19:55You're probably different over there.
00:20:00I bet Paris is beautiful during the holidays.
00:20:07I hear you're staying there for Christmas.
00:20:09I guess that means you're happy.
00:20:10I like picturing that.
00:20:16Well, Merry Christmas, Belly.
00:20:19I hope that Paris is everything you dreamed it would be.
00:20:24Conrad.
00:20:25Hey, you sure you don't want me to stay and help you close up?
00:20:35No, it's fine.
00:20:36I've watched you do it a hundred times.
00:20:38If you're sure.
00:20:39Yeah.
00:20:40Go be with your family.
00:20:42And you know, I'm kind of psyched to spend Christmas Eve on my own.
00:20:45I got a whole plan.
00:20:46Okay, then.
00:20:50Merry Christmas.
00:20:52Ciao.
00:20:53Ciao.
00:20:53Come on.
00:21:16Okay.
00:21:18Oh, my God.
00:21:48Oh, my God.
00:22:18Oh, my God.
00:22:48I'm going to London to see some of your friends.
00:22:49Train strike.
00:22:51Now I'm stranded in this recent city, and even my dear friend, Isabel, is leaving me out in the cold.
00:22:56I'm sorry.
00:22:57Come on in.
00:22:58Gracias.
00:22:59Warm up.
00:22:59Do you want a glass of wine?
00:23:03Yeah, sure.
00:23:06So, this is how you're spending Christmas Eve?
00:23:09Yeah.
00:23:11Got a fire.
00:23:13Got wine.
00:23:14And I've got that giant box of chocolates that Celine got me for Christmas.
00:23:21Hmm.
00:23:22What?
00:23:23Um, nothing.
00:23:24It's just, um, very uninspired.
00:23:28Oh, uninspired.
00:23:30Okay, so what's your amazing plan, then, besides, you know, lurking in a bar that isn't even open?
00:23:37Well, the streets are empty tonight, and I believe there's beauty in emptiness.
00:23:43Huh.
00:23:43What?
00:23:46Just a very, um, pretentious artist guy of you.
00:23:50Are you gonna recite Baudelaire as you wander?
00:23:53No, I was, um, thinking Neruda, actually.
00:23:57The poet.
00:23:58Yes, darling.
00:23:59Ha, ha, ha.
00:24:29How about we play for it?
00:24:34I win.
00:24:35You come with me.
00:24:36You win.
00:24:37I'll leave you alone to your bottle of wine and your giant box of chocolates.
00:24:41You're on.
00:24:46No!
00:24:47No, no, no, no, no.
00:24:48Don't learn nothing.
00:24:48Don't learn nothing.
00:24:49Don't learn nothing.
00:24:50No, you played that two games ago.
00:24:51Okay, just face it.
00:24:53You shot.
00:24:54I don't know.
00:24:54I don't know.
00:24:54I don't know.
00:24:55I don't know.
00:24:57I don't know.
00:24:58I don't know, but...
00:24:59You're good.
00:25:05Okay.
00:25:09All right.
00:25:11Put your coat on.
00:25:12Are you seriously kicking me out?
00:25:14No, I'm coming with you.
00:25:15Okay.
00:25:31What are you doing?
00:25:32Uh, driving us to Place des Vosges.
00:25:35Um, what am I even supposed to hold on to?
00:25:38Uh, me?
00:25:39Isn't that kind of dangerous?
00:25:42It is if you fall off, so maybe don't do it.
00:25:46No.
00:25:47After all that wine you drank?
00:25:49No, thank you.
00:25:50Fine.
00:25:51We can walk if you want.
00:25:52Well...
00:25:54Who said anything about walk?
00:25:56Streets are empty.
00:25:58Stop smelling.
00:25:59Teach me how to try.
00:26:00Fine.
00:26:05You got it?
00:26:07Look how to try it.
00:26:09Hazy.
00:26:10Hazy.
00:26:12Okay.
00:26:13Hold on tight.
00:26:13Okay.
00:26:14Mom, I'm starving. When's dinner?
00:26:32Only whenever Jeremiah gets here. He has to finish a shift at the restaurant.
00:26:36Hey, Connie, did you get those ornaments from upstairs?
00:26:38No, I forgot. I'll do it in a second.
00:26:40Okay, thank you.
00:26:41Yeah.
00:26:44I still think it's crazy that our dad got Jeremiah off.
00:26:49Uh-huh, yeah.
00:26:51Sounds like he's been figuring things out, though, right?
00:26:54Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:26:56Does everybody hate me?
00:26:59Do you still hate me, dude? What's going on?
00:27:01I don't want to do this right now.
00:27:06No, you're right. Sorry.
00:27:11Nobody hates you, man.
00:27:12Um, yes, Jare does. Jare hates you, but I don't hate you.
00:27:18I just don't know how to be around you anymore.
00:27:20Not with everything going on with you and Jare, you know?
00:27:24Good.
00:27:27I'm glad he has you.
00:27:28I just miss you, too.
00:27:30I miss Jare.
00:27:32Even before all this stuff, I miss the three of us.
00:27:35Messing around, getting in trouble.
00:27:36You know,
00:27:43ever since he got that job, he does seem...
00:27:46Better.
00:27:47Yeah.
00:27:49That's what Taylor said.
00:27:50Taylor?
00:27:51Yeah.
00:27:52Yeah, it is crazy to me that you guys still talk.
00:27:54I know.
00:27:55It's kind of a weird twist of fate that the only person who texts me back is Taylor Trill, but...
00:27:59Yeah.
00:27:59You nervous, man?
00:28:04I mean, you don't nervous see him?
00:28:06Let me guess.
00:28:07You have a, uh, bullet point notes app list on your phone.
00:28:11Probably the list.
00:28:12What the fuck?
00:28:18What's up?
00:28:19Um, no, it's nothing.
00:28:21It's just work stuff.
00:28:22I'll deal with it.
00:28:23Um, look, you guys are going to be fine.
00:28:28Okay?
00:28:28You guys are brothers.
00:28:29You'll work it out.
00:28:32Thanks.
00:28:34Take care of your work stuff, dude.
00:28:35I'm going to go.
00:28:36Got those ornaments?
00:28:37Uh-huh.
00:28:37Yeah.
00:28:37Yeah.
00:28:38Yeah.
00:28:42Hey.
00:28:47This is Denise Russo.
00:28:48Leave a message.
00:28:50Okay, hey, Denise, can you call me back, please?
00:28:52I have no idea what the fuck just happened, but I don't know.
00:28:55I got an email from the guy at Thunster Capital saying they're stopping our funding.
00:28:57I don't understand.
00:28:59Can you just please call me back whenever you get a chance?
00:29:00Please call me back.
00:29:01Oh, oh, oh.
00:29:03Everything good?
00:29:04Yes?
00:29:05Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:06I just, you know, calling the girlfriend.
00:29:08Uh, Taylor.
00:29:09Oh.
00:29:10My mistake.
00:29:11I thought it was you melting down over my buddy at Thunster deciding not to fund yours
00:29:15and Denise's little company.
00:29:17No.
00:29:18No.
00:29:19I, what?
00:29:20I, uh.
00:29:21Oh, no, no, no.
00:29:22Go ahead.
00:29:23Lie to my face some more.
00:29:25Does this, this means I'm fired, right?
00:29:31Well.
00:29:33Hmm.
00:29:33I'm impressed you have the balls.
00:29:35Well, actually, no.
00:29:36It was Denise who had the balls.
00:29:38Not surprising.
00:29:39All right.
00:29:40See you at work on January 2nd.
00:29:42No hard feelings.
00:29:43Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:46Actually, Adam, um.
00:29:50I quit.
00:29:52What?
00:29:55Oh.
00:29:57You sure you want to do that, Stephen?
00:29:59Yes.
00:30:00No hard feelings?
00:30:07No hard feelings?
00:30:14All right.
00:30:16Let's peel some tartatos.
00:30:18Let's see you.
00:30:21Let's see you.
00:31:08You've been born to bleed, baby, no soldier with your garden hearts, and then a boulder will pull you down. Look at you, you made it out.
00:31:38Jeremiah is here.
00:31:41Everyone, come grab a dish.
00:31:42Coming.
00:31:42Hey, kiddo.
00:32:02Hey.
00:32:03At least turn the heat on. It's freezing.
00:32:09I really thought I could go in there.
00:32:17It's okay.
00:32:20It's not okay.
00:32:23I can't go in that house without thinking about the two of them.
00:32:27They ruined it for me.
00:32:30And now he gets the family, he gets Christmas, and I'm just...
00:32:35I lost to everyone.
00:32:41Not everyone.
00:32:43We're your family, too, and I am not going anywhere.
00:32:50I'm sorry I was such a dick to you at the wedding.
00:32:53It's okay, sweetheart. I know you were hurting.
00:32:56It still hurts.
00:33:01This year is always the one that could make it better.
00:33:06I know she wants to hear from you.
00:33:11No, I'm not ready for that.
00:33:14I'm not ready to go in there.
00:33:16I understand.
00:33:22Your dad will be sorry to miss you.
00:33:25Yeah, I'm sure he can't wait to hear about his loser son chopping onions all day.
00:33:28Hey.
00:33:30You are making it on your own.
00:33:32Don't think he's not proud of that.
00:33:39What smells so good?
00:33:40I mean, gochujang glazed roasted carrots.
00:33:46No way.
00:33:48Yeah.
00:33:50If Haimoni were here, she would say,
00:33:52finally, some food that tastes good.
00:34:04You can take the carrots and the presents.
00:34:07I'm not ready to go in there yet.
00:34:12Okay.
00:34:15Just text me when you get home.
00:34:17Yeah.
00:34:23Yeah, I love you, Lord.
00:34:24I love you, too.
00:34:31Drive safe.
00:34:37See that coming.
00:35:05It's just going to be us tonight.
00:35:08Let's sit down and eat.
00:35:15What are you doing here?
00:35:16What are you doing here?
00:35:17Oh, I forgot my nephew's gifts,
00:35:19and there was going to be a throwdown if I didn't come back and get them.
00:35:23You're wearing your sad pants.
00:35:25What happened?
00:35:25Was it a total shit show?
00:35:26I don't want to talk about it.
00:35:27Okay.
00:35:28Well, my day hasn't been all fucking eggnog and carols, either.
00:35:33It turns out your dad knows about me and Stephen starting our own company,
00:35:37so he chose the day of our Lord's birth to blow it all up.
00:35:41Christmas is tomorrow.
00:35:42Okay, but what time is it in Bethlehem right now, huh?
00:35:46Okay.
00:35:51Well, I'm sorry my dad's a jerk.
00:35:54Oh, it's all right.
00:35:55It'll work out.
00:35:56I'm too clever to fail.
00:35:58So you're going to tell me what happened?
00:35:59What did your bitch-ass brother do this time, huh?
00:36:01Don't you have to, like, do something with your family?
00:36:05I got five.
00:36:05It's good.
00:36:06Come on.
00:36:09What happened?
00:36:18I never made it inside.
00:36:20I just sat in my car in the driveway.
00:36:24You know, they're probably eating dinner right now,
00:36:25like, oh, poor Jerry couldn't even face us.
00:36:28You know, I thought it'd be okay seeing him again,
00:36:30but he just makes me feel like the same 17-year-old kid
00:36:34that I got dumbed by Billy the first time.
00:36:37You know, I know I should be figuring out who I am without her, but...
00:36:41Well, your healing timeline is your healing timeline.
00:36:44Breakups are like deaths.
00:36:46You're the only person to tell that to me.
00:36:49You know, this is super fucked up to say,
00:36:53but I feel like...
00:36:54I feel like losing Billy has been even more painful
00:36:58than losing my mom.
00:37:00And at least with my mom, she's actually dead.
00:37:04Yeah.
00:37:04Billy, she's gone from my life,
00:37:06but she's still out there, you know?
00:37:08Well, that's why you gotta grieve it.
00:37:10How?
00:37:10Oh.
00:37:11Oh.
00:37:18Except what's happened.
00:37:21Forgive yourself.
00:37:22Forgive her.
00:37:23Forgive Conrad.
00:37:24Forgive all the people who hurt you.
00:37:26You know, not because they deserve your forgiveness,
00:37:30but because the longer you hold on to it,
00:37:34the longer it holds power over you.
00:37:35And fuck other people holding power over you.
00:37:41What?
00:37:42I don't know.
00:37:43I was just kind of surprised.
00:37:45What?
00:37:45You think I've never had my heart broken before?
00:37:47Kind of?
00:37:48Oh my God.
00:37:48Yeah.
00:37:49Yeah, like when you and Steven didn't work out,
00:37:52you didn't even seem upset.
00:37:54That's because...
00:37:55That's because I was never really into Steven.
00:37:58I...
00:37:58I don't know.
00:38:00I thought...
00:38:01I thought he was cute and fun
00:38:03and maybe there was a potential for something there,
00:38:06but...
00:38:07I never fell for him.
00:38:10Trust me, when I fall for someone,
00:38:12I fall hard.
00:38:16Like...
00:38:16Smash into a million pieces at the bottom of a cliff hard.
00:38:20So I'm not the only romantic shit show in this apartment.
00:38:30Oh, I'm so, so glad that my crappy dating record
00:38:34can provide comfort in your time of need.
00:38:39You know...
00:38:40Dude, we're like really good friends, huh?
00:38:43You're gonna let me crash in your spare room for a month?
00:38:46Listening to me whine about all my problems?
00:38:49Mm-hmm.
00:38:50Oh, it's fine.
00:38:51I like your cooking.
00:38:53Just, um, stop leaving your dirty tissues around
00:38:56and we'll be good, okay?
00:38:58Aye, aye, Captain.
00:39:01All right.
00:39:02Come on, get up.
00:39:03You're coming with me.
00:39:04What?
00:39:04Yep.
00:39:05No, I'm not gonna crash your family's Christmas.
00:39:07Yes, you are.
00:39:08My grandma will love you.
00:39:09You're nice and pretty and you can cook.
00:39:12You think I'm pretty?
00:39:13You're everything she wanted in me and failed to get.
00:39:15Come on, up.
00:39:17Sounds good.
00:39:18Mm-hmm.
00:39:19Give me, like, five minutes.
00:39:20I want to get ready for your grand-grand.
00:39:22Yeah, never say grand-grand again.
00:39:25Oh, you know you liked it.
00:39:26Bye-bye.
00:39:37Bye-bye.
00:39:39Bye-bye.
00:39:51Water.
00:39:52Oh my god, I miss you so much, you bitch.
00:40:01We faced them yesterday.
00:40:03Yeah, it's not the same thing.
00:40:04No, I know.
00:40:05You have no idea how much I miss you.
00:40:08How was Christmas with your mom?
00:40:10It was good.
00:40:10It was the usual.
00:40:11We ordered Chinese food and watched Love Actually, and that was the problem again.
00:40:16Sounds kind of perfect.
00:40:17No, honestly, it was.
00:40:19It was.
00:40:21Oh, hey.
00:40:24I love this.
00:40:25Did you get this here?
00:40:26When are we going shopping?
00:40:27Because I need the perfect look for a New Year's Eve party because I have nothing.
00:40:30Yes.
00:40:31We can go tomorrow.
00:40:32I promise.
00:40:33Okay.
00:40:33Let's go inside because it's really cold.
00:40:35We'll get back.
00:40:36Yeah, don't take the happy one.
00:40:37Okay.
00:40:41How does this sound so poor?
00:40:42Why is this better?
00:40:43This is literally my everyday.
00:40:45Yeah.
00:40:49Yeah.
00:40:49I think I'm just, like, having, like, a boat.
00:40:52I'm having, like, a Paris boat.
00:40:53Oh, you are having a Paris boat.
00:40:54Not that one.
00:40:55Not that one, though.
00:40:57It's like, only in place.
00:40:58I know, right?
00:41:02Hey, come inside.
00:41:13It's cold out there.
00:41:14Bitch.
00:41:15I still cannot believe that you live here.
00:41:18Paris is sick.
00:41:19I feel like I've done the best that I can do with what we have to work with.
00:41:26You should see this up.
00:41:27I'm pinning for Steven's apartment.
00:41:29It's actually really good.
00:41:30I can't believe you guys are moving in together after graduation.
00:41:32Yeah?
00:41:33Real grown girl shit.
00:41:34I'm very happy for you guys.
00:41:38Okay.
00:41:38Okay, I cannot wait for you to meet the rest of my friends.
00:41:42Yeah, me too.
00:41:43So, are they all as hot as that, like, sexy Latino Chalamet that we went shopping with yesterday?
00:41:49Benito?
00:41:49Yeah.
00:41:50No, he's just a friend.
00:41:52Okay, he's way too fine to be just a friend.
00:41:54No.
00:41:54No.
00:41:55I'm just saying rebounds are, like, part of the healing process.
00:41:58You get out there and you...
00:42:00Yeah, well, it's not like I've been a nun.
00:42:02You put.
00:42:04You put.
00:42:06How do you say put?
00:42:07Wait a second.
00:42:08Did you consult French Urban Dictionary on the plane?
00:42:12And so what if I did?
00:42:13There are some words that I need to know in order to be here and one of them is put.
00:42:17Put.
00:42:18Oh, hey, can you get my phone?
00:42:21It's Jer.
00:42:26Answer.
00:42:26Answer.
00:42:27You want to answer?
00:42:27Give it to me.
00:42:31Hello?
00:42:32Hey.
00:42:33Uh, it's me.
00:42:37It's, um, it's really nice to hear your voice.
00:42:40How are you?
00:42:42Um, working.
00:42:44Uh, it's good.
00:42:46Taylor told me that you're cooking at some restaurant.
00:42:50Yeah, I'm basically, like, a glorified busboy, so.
00:42:55Gotta start somewhere, right?
00:42:57Yeah.
00:42:57Uh, so, how's Paris?
00:43:04I tried as Cargo.
00:43:05And?
00:43:08I hated it.
00:43:10I told you I would.
00:43:11I'm really, I'm really glad that you called.
00:43:20I've been, um, I've been wanting to tell you how sorry I am and how much I regret the way that things ended with us.
00:43:31I, I don't want to talk about the passage.
00:43:33It's not why I called.
00:43:35Okay, why did you then?
00:43:38I was sick of being too afraid to call.
00:43:41And I want you to know that I'm good.
00:43:43Really.
00:43:45And I, I hope you're good, too.
00:43:48I am.
00:43:50Hey, Fisher, we're breaking down to 90 seconds ago.
00:43:52Sounds like you're busy.
00:43:53I should probably let you go.
00:43:57Yeah, I should probably let you go, too.
00:44:01Happy New Year, Jeremiah.
00:44:04Happy New Year, Spouse.
00:44:05Happy New Year, Spouse.
00:44:35Wait, are all these people your friend?
00:44:43I invited the four people I know and then told them to invite everyone I know.
00:44:47Okay.
00:44:49Have lunches.
00:44:53Sorry I'm late.
00:44:54They close to half the streets.
00:44:56Beautiful.
00:44:57Beautiful.
00:44:59I'm going to grab you some champagne.
00:45:01Hi.
00:45:02Taylor, ça va?
00:45:05Uh, this was delivered to you downstate.
00:45:09Um, I'll take this.
00:45:10I got it.
00:45:11Please.
00:45:12This is from Conrad.
00:45:17Conrad Fisher is sending you care packages internationally.
00:45:20He's been writing.
00:45:22Can I open it?
00:45:23I'm going to open this.
00:45:24Um.
00:45:24Oh, wow.
00:45:26I'm going to open it up.
00:45:32Why are you Sour Fuck Kids?
00:45:36It's so sweet.
00:45:37I'm going to open it up.
00:45:38I'll take you on the way.
00:45:45Oh my God.
00:45:47Junior Mint?
00:45:48This is really loaded.
00:45:56Is this why you haven't been able to move on?
00:46:00Because Conrad Fisher is sending you love letters?
00:46:03Come on.
00:46:10They're not love letters.
00:46:11They are regular, nothing notes.
00:46:15And I haven't even written them back, so no.
00:46:18Conrad isn't even an issue.
00:46:19Okay, so then what's holding you back?
00:46:22Because the sparks are sparking between you and Benito.
00:46:25Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:46:28No.
00:46:32I'm afraid of hurting someone else.
00:46:35Okay, so then, like, what's the plan, though?
00:46:39Are you just never going to get close to anyone ever again
00:46:41because you might risk hurting someone?
00:46:44Babe, it's inevitable.
00:46:46Like, you know, do your best,
00:46:50but you're going to have to accept that it will probably happen at some point.
00:46:56You're right.
00:46:57I'm always right.
00:47:01You know what?
00:47:01It's kind of fitting, actually,
00:47:02that they're both, like, reaching out to you in the last day of the year.
00:47:05If you think about it, like, it feels like that chapter's kind of closed now.
00:47:11The end of an era.
00:47:12Totally.
00:47:13The Fisher Brothers are so lousy of them,
00:47:15they'll get a new purse.
00:47:20Let's get out there.
00:47:21Okay.
00:47:21Okay.
00:47:22It's almost coming.
00:47:22Thanks.
00:47:22Great-eyed, fresh boy, got me tripping.
00:47:28All you said is always off.
00:47:30How do you get a kiss?
00:47:31It's always hit.
00:47:32Now you're going to sweat out.
00:47:34Great-eyed, fresh boy, got me tripping.
00:47:36All that essence of your lips.
00:47:38All you're talking about.
00:47:40Kiss me.
00:47:40Kiss me.
00:47:43Kiss me under the Paris twilight.
00:47:47Kiss me.
00:47:49Down on the morning.
00:47:51Fall on the kiss of me.
00:47:53Under the Paris twilight.
00:47:59Kiss me.
00:48:00You fit in the way to the flight to the sky.
00:48:03Never down, baby.
00:48:03Check my stats.
00:48:05Truth is, I wasn't trying to beat nobody, baby.
00:48:07I was there to get my stats.
00:48:09But when I saw you, I was like, I like that.
00:48:11What you're trying to break, baby, I fall back.
00:48:14When I just hate my show, babe.
00:48:17Kiss me.
00:48:21No, just ignore it.
00:48:22I'll go away.
00:48:28What?
00:48:31It's because there's a leak, there, in fact.
00:48:33The elevator, still?
00:48:34I thought the owner had cleaned it.
00:48:36But it's not the elevator, it's the bathroom room.
00:48:38Okay, it's not...
00:48:40Shit.
00:48:42So there's also a leak.
00:48:44It's great.
00:48:45This is what the hell is there?
00:48:45There's a leak?
00:48:46Yeah, look.
00:48:47Seriously?
00:48:48Yeah.
00:48:48We're half naked.
00:48:51Ah, well, come on.
00:48:52There's a problem to fix it.
00:48:53No, no.
00:48:53Calm.
00:48:54But it's my coffee.
00:48:55It's okay, it's just a coffee.
00:48:56You can do it again.
00:48:57It's going to start again.
00:49:00I'm going to prepare myself to go to the office.
00:49:02Okay?
00:49:03So if you could prevent the guard, it would be cool.
00:49:05Hmm.
00:49:06And then you're not going to pay.
00:49:07Can you stop using my shit?
00:49:10Thanks.
00:49:13Classic clothes.
00:49:14Hmm.
00:49:17Oh, shit.
00:49:18I should go.
00:49:19Wait, wait, wait.
00:49:19Wait.
00:49:20You don't have a few minutes?
00:49:31Keep that.
00:49:32Yeah?
00:49:33It'll be helpful.
00:49:34In the fall?
00:49:34You know, you can just store stuff in there.
00:49:37Oh, fuck.
00:49:39Cute.
00:49:40A little scarf in my head.
00:49:41Yeah.
00:49:42Gabby, can you actually keep on packing?
00:49:44I'm running out of stuff to stay downstairs, yeah?
00:49:46Yeah.
00:49:46Sorry, babe.
00:49:48We'll be right behind.
00:49:53I seriously cannot believe you're giving this place up.
00:49:56It's perfect.
00:49:57Well, Max's place is bigger and it's closer to work, so.
00:50:03When's Benito getting in?
00:50:06Uh, soon.
00:50:08He, um, asked me to come to Mexico with him for his grandma's 80th.
00:50:13And?
00:50:14I can't.
00:50:15I have graduation that weekend and, you know, then home.
00:50:20Poor Benny.
00:50:21He's smitten with you, you know.
00:50:23No.
00:50:23No, no, no.
00:50:24He knows the deal.
00:50:25He knows that...
00:50:26At some point, I have to go back to my real life.
00:50:29This could be your real life.
00:50:32Look.
00:50:33I've just got to say this again for the record.
00:50:35I think it's crazy that you're leaving.
00:50:37You should stay in Paris.
00:50:41Everybody's expecting me at graduation.
00:50:43And I told you, Club has already rented out my room to someone else.
00:50:48I know.
00:50:48So, hear me out.
00:50:49It really would be a shame to see this place go to waste.
00:50:54You should take my apartment.
00:50:56It's just the year lease.
00:50:57Hold on.
00:50:58Um, my mom is calling me.
00:51:01Talk to her.
00:51:02And think about it.
00:51:03I'm going to take this box downstairs before Max dumps me.
00:51:07Hi, Mom.
00:51:08Hey, Bean.
00:51:09I'm sorry I missed your call earlier.
00:51:11Hey, I've been meaning to ask you, what day are you planning to fly home?
00:51:16I haven't, um...
00:51:18I haven't figured out my ticket yet.
00:51:19You're still planning to come, right?
00:51:24Actually, Gemma just offered me her apartment.
00:51:27It's a year-long lease.
00:51:29Oh.
00:51:31I mean, I don't even...
00:51:33know if I'm going to take it.
00:51:36But if I did...
00:51:37it wouldn't mean that I'm never coming home.
00:51:40I just...
00:51:42I feel like maybe I'm not done here.
00:51:47What about your visa?
00:51:49Yeah, no, I'd, um...
00:51:50I'd have to think about it.
00:51:53Uh...
00:51:53But there's a year-long psych program at the Charbonne that would give me my student visa.
00:51:59And, you know, um, there's a regular at the bar who works at an international school.
00:52:05And she said they need help with their sports program.
00:52:09So, I mean, I...
00:52:10I think if I wanted to make it work...
00:52:13I could.
00:52:14I could.
00:52:16Okay.
00:52:19Well, keep me updated.
00:52:23Boy, that's it.
00:52:24You're not going to, like, try to talk me out of it or something?
00:52:27Do you want me to?
00:52:28No, no.
00:52:29No, I...
00:52:30I don't.
00:52:31I just...
00:52:33I'm really happy here.
00:52:37I know, Bean.
00:52:38I can hear it in your voice.
00:52:40You found something special out there.
00:52:43And, yes, there's a part of me that wishes you found something special a little closer to home.
00:52:48What, like Trenton, New Jersey?
00:52:50Yeah.
00:52:51How about down the hallway from me where I can still remind you to wash your bras?
00:52:56I was excited for you to come home, but...
00:52:59Honestly, I'll be just as excited if you stay.
00:53:05Thank you, Mom.
00:53:06How are you doing today?
00:53:09Today?
00:53:12Oh, my God.
00:53:13It's the 14th.
00:53:14It's the anniversary of Susanna's death.
00:53:17I...
00:53:17I...
00:53:18I...
00:53:18I...
00:53:19Are you okay?
00:53:23I'm...
00:53:24I'm good.
00:53:25Bean, don't beat yourself up over it.
00:53:27I'm sure home feels like a million miles away.
00:53:30Beck would be so excited about your moving to Paris.
00:53:34Gemma's apartment has a view of the Sacré-Cœur.
00:53:37Just like in Sabrina.
00:53:42How perfect.
00:53:45All right.
00:53:47Well,
00:53:47I should probably go, Mom.
00:53:52I love you.
00:53:54I love you too, Bean.
00:53:55Ellie, which country do you want to visit the most?
00:54:16Egypt?
00:54:18Italy?
00:54:18Oh, my gosh.
00:54:21Adam and I went to Italy on our honeymoon, and I ate gelato every single day.
00:54:27What's gelato?
00:54:28Oh, it's like...
00:54:29Like ice cream, but better.
00:54:32I want gelato.
00:54:33Hey, Laura.
00:54:34What if we rented a house in Italy next summer?
00:54:37That sounds expensive.
00:54:39What if Adam rented us a house in Italy next summer?
00:54:42Can we leave him at home?
00:54:43Uh, we'll rent a house on the Amalfi Coast, and you'll love it.
00:54:48You can swim in the sea every day.
00:54:51I don't want to swim in the sea every day.
00:54:53I want to swim here.
00:54:55With you.
00:54:55And people.
00:54:59People?
00:55:01Okay.
00:55:02Well, come here.
00:55:04But one day, when you're older, you might change your mind.
00:55:08You might want to see more of the world.
00:55:10Eh, no.
00:55:12I never will.
00:55:13I know what I like.
00:55:17It's true.
00:55:19You've always been a girl who knows her own heart.
00:55:25You've always been a girl who knows her own heart.
00:55:55I didn't think you were coming.
00:56:03I didn't tell anyone.
00:56:04I'm sorry.
00:56:06Thought I'd be in and out before you got here.
00:56:25I can't believe it's been five years.
00:56:38This morning, I realized I can't remember her life.
00:56:43I can't remember her hands.
00:56:48They're like yours.
00:56:49Chair, look, I know I can't make you forgive me.
00:56:57Nope.
00:56:58But I'm going to try, and I'm going to keep trying to break through.
00:57:04Because I miss you.
00:57:07And I'm sorry.
00:57:08I'm so, so sorry.
00:57:11Do you really want to do this here?
00:57:16Fine.
00:57:16Let's do it.
00:57:18Let's talk about how you hung around all summer like a snake in the grass, pretending to help
00:57:22me with my wedding, when really you were just trying to break it up and take belly for
00:57:25yourself.
00:57:26Yeah, that's not how it was.
00:57:27You're so full of shit.
00:57:28Chair, I swear to you, that's not what was happening.
00:57:30I loved her.
00:57:31And you ruined it.
00:57:32You don't know what it's like to be with someone that long, what you build, what you
00:57:37lose when it disappears.
00:57:38She was my fucking world.
00:57:41If you loved her so much, how could you go and sleep with someone else?
00:57:45We were broken up.
00:57:46You want to know why?
00:57:49Because I know about the two of you on Christmas.
00:57:53Admit it, Con.
00:57:55You want to belly back, so you found a way to take her.
00:57:57You can't take someone, Jer.
00:57:59She's not a fucking object.
00:58:01And the only reason that there was any wedding to break up was because you were afraid of
00:58:04losing her.
00:58:06As if a ring could make someone yours.
00:58:11Fuck you, Jer.
00:58:12I'm sorry that I couldn't stop loving her and that that hurt you.
00:58:16I hate that.
00:58:17But you've been that person too.
00:58:21When you had the chance to be with her a month after she and I broke up, you took it.
00:58:28You think that didn't fuck me up?
00:58:30You think that was easy for me?
00:58:32And I get it because you loved her so much that you forgot about everyone else.
00:58:37I did too.
00:58:37I never wanted to talk about Christmas because I knew the second I did, it was over.
00:58:55Can you blame me for wanting to hold on to her as long as I could?
00:59:00No.
00:59:01Dear, I tried to stop loving her.
00:59:03I tried to keep my promise.
00:59:06What promise?
00:59:08Before Mom died, I promised her that I would try and take care of you, that I would protect
00:59:18you from getting hurt.
00:59:20I know.
00:59:23Shit job.
00:59:25Yeah.
00:59:25But I made her a promise too.
00:59:34That I wouldn't let anything get between us.
00:59:36So we both screwed up.
00:59:43She would be so mad.
00:59:44You know, when we broke off the wedding, my first thought was, I need to find Mom.
00:59:57My second thought was, I wish I could talk to Connie.
00:59:59It was your fault.
01:00:02I needed my brother.
01:00:04And I still do.
01:00:05I'm here now.
01:00:15Did Billy text you too?
01:00:18I won't hit you if she did.
01:00:20No.
01:00:22We haven't talked since last summer.
01:00:27I've been writing her letters.
01:00:28She hasn't written me back.
01:00:35Maybe I should take that as a hint.
01:00:37What?
01:00:41I never could compete with what you two had.
01:00:46That connection is like a force field.
01:00:50Do what you have to do.
01:00:53Don't expect me to be okay with it.
01:00:55But don't fucking waste it either.
01:00:58Wait a minute.
01:01:04Later.
01:01:09Dear Billy.
01:01:11I saw Jeremiah yesterday.
01:01:15We both went to visit Mom's grave.
01:01:19Things went better than the last time we were together.
01:01:21No punches were thrown.
01:01:24He told me you'd been in touch.
01:01:25I might as well be completely honest here.
01:01:31Because who even knows if you're reading my letters.
01:01:35You might have thrown them all out without opening them.
01:01:37Which is your right.
01:01:40But I'll go ahead and say it.
01:01:41Even though I have no right.
01:01:43The greatest films of all time were never made.
01:01:45It killed me a little that Jerry's talked to you.
01:01:49Still, I don't think he hates me anymore.
01:01:51Which is a good thing.
01:01:52Um, excuse me.
01:01:57Please take your shoes off in my new abode.
01:02:00Keep an Asian household.
01:02:02But we wore shoes in your old place.
01:02:05Yeah.
01:02:05But that's because I didn't want my feet touching the floor.
01:02:08And also, I mean...
01:02:09This place is all mine.
01:02:12You know?
01:02:13Just mine.
01:02:14Should we make up the bed?
01:02:16You know, my mother always says that's the first thing you should do when you move into a new place.
01:02:20Sure.
01:02:21But I'm sleeping in it alone tonight.
01:02:23I've never gotten to do that before.
01:02:26Whatever you say.
01:02:27So, now that you're not going home next month, will you come with me to Mexico for my grandma's birthday party?
01:02:38I promise I'm not going to propose to you in front of my entire family.
01:02:41I just want to show you where I grew up.
01:02:43My grandma makes the best chilaquiles in the entire world.
01:02:47You have no idea.
01:02:48You have no idea.
01:02:49They're delicious.
01:02:49We never painted by the numbers, baby.
01:02:54But we were making it count.
01:02:57You know the greatest loves of all time are over now.
01:03:02Yeah.
01:03:05Okay.
01:03:05Okay.
01:03:07It's another day of waking up alone.
01:03:11But we were something, don't you think so?
01:03:14Roaring twenties, tossing pennies in the pool.
01:03:17Also, in case I haven't made it clear, I think about you a lot.
01:03:23You're pretty much all I think about.
01:03:25Just so we're clear.
01:03:27Love, Conrad.
01:03:29Dear Conrad, I never thanked you for sending me junior mint.
01:03:33So, thank you.
01:03:35And thank you for all your letters.
01:03:38It's sweet of you to think of me.
01:03:40I finally found a permanent apartment.
01:03:42This is my new address.
01:03:45Hope you're well.
01:03:45You should really lock your doors.
01:04:03Oh, my God.
01:04:06It's hot.
01:04:07I don't remember it being as hot last June.
01:04:09You're pretty nice in Brussels right now, I've heard.
01:04:11I still can't believe Namazi invited you to the Brussels conference.
01:04:15I'm so much better than you.
01:04:17Better luck next time, kid.
01:04:19What's up?
01:04:19You want some water?
01:04:21Sure.
01:04:21Yeah.
01:04:21So, Brussels, huh?
01:04:29Quite Belgian town, only a one and a half hour train ride from Paris.
01:04:34Subtle.
01:04:35Let me see that postcard she sent you.
01:04:37Agnes?
01:04:38Oh, come on.
01:04:38Just let me see it.
01:04:39I mean, how am I supposed to help you if I don't know what I'm dealing with?
01:04:41For the record, I never asked for your help.
01:04:49Oh, my God.
01:04:53You keep it in your wallet?
01:04:54Shut up.
01:05:03Well?
01:05:05That's it?
01:05:06That's all she wrote?
01:05:08Yeah.
01:05:10Yeah, you definitely shouldn't go.
01:05:11Really?
01:05:15So you don't think?
01:05:16You suck.
01:05:18You...
01:05:18Okay, really, though?
01:05:20If you don't go, you might regret it forever.
01:05:24If you do go, you might regret it forever, too, but...
01:05:27Is this supposed to be helping?
01:05:30No.
01:05:34Doctor, help myself.
01:05:35Just stop your crying, it's a sign of the times.
01:05:41Welcome to the final show.
01:05:47Okay, Mr. Fisher, we're able to switch your flight to the 10.45 p.m. to Paris.
01:05:54There is a $473 fare difference.
01:05:57Would you still like to go ahead and rebook?
01:05:58Yeah.
01:05:59Yeah.
01:05:59You're pretty good, though.
01:06:02You're really good.
01:06:04You're awesome.
01:06:05Thank you, I appreciate it.
01:06:06Yeah, have a safe life.
01:06:07Oh, my God.
01:06:10What did you expect this weekend for your birthday?
01:06:13Some friends have expected a little dinner for me.
01:06:15Oh, it looks nice and clean.
01:06:17Yeah.
01:06:26You're sure you want to do that?
01:06:30Yes.
01:06:31I'm ready for something.
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