00:00I think all the important things in life, you just have to go through.
00:04Somebody can lecture you, you can read a million books, you can try to learn,
00:09try to prepare, try to research, until you go through things like grief, love, childbirth.
00:19You know, the big things that are unseen, that are felt the most, have to be felt.
00:25They are felt experiences.
00:30I don't want to be any age again.
00:35I am so happy where I am right now and what I've gone through, I have zero regrets.
00:41I think you learn from every single situation in your life, the good, the bad, the ugly.
00:45And everyone is on an individual path and I really do believe that what is meant for you
00:50will not pass you by the good, the bad and the ugly.
00:53And you can look at it as an opportunity to grow or you can become a victim and blame other people
00:57and look outside yourself.
00:58But I think to be able to look inward and, well, part of the story, part of this story
01:06is about society being, you know, structured in a way that we are kind of brainwashed to
01:12have to look beyond ourselves for what's real when actually it is in all of us.
01:18And not until we each go into ourselves can we even contribute to society in a real way because we all are such individuals.
01:26And until you honor that and recognize it, accept those parts of yourself, can you actually contribute in a real way?
01:33I hope she's not entirely unlikable because I think somebody in her position needs to be somewhat charismatic and enigmatic and be able to draw people in,
01:41in a kind of mesmeric way in order to influence them and control them, but her intentions aren't all bad.
01:49She really is into helping people grow and heal and evolve and free themselves from whatever burdens them.
01:56But she has her own ideas about what that looks like.
02:00And as I said earlier, everyone's path is different.
02:06So it's not a cookie cutter kind of situation.
02:11And what I love about how the show evolves is you start to see what has influenced Evelyn
02:16and why she had to construct this very controlling environment in order to not feel her own pain.
02:24Everybody needs love and connection.
02:27The way she gets hers is through trying to save people.
02:30She doesn't have any real relationships.
02:32She gets off on that slightly distant, well, adoration and appreciation.
02:40The fact that people need her is how she feels.
02:44That's how she gets her fix and how she, you know, fills her own cup.
02:50I think society, instead of creating moments of empowerment for people,
02:56is intentionally disempowering.
03:01It's becoming more and more obvious.
03:04And it's very strange.
03:06I don't know.
03:07This has just always been something that I have known in myself and something that I've always lived by.
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