00:00Only those whom they live a life of every night, they think, even if on their pillow,
00:06crying to their Lord that forgive me, forgive me everything I've done wrong,
00:11which I know are everything, and grant me your forgiveness, and grant me your rahmah,
00:17and I thank you for everything that you have given to me and forgiven me for,
00:22all of which could have been and brought punishment upon me and all my loved ones.
00:28Through their tafakur and contemplation, and their awareness in which they are continuously wrong,
00:36continuously in difficulty, continuously struggling with their character,
00:43these are people whom, when they live their life in that consciousness, they're aware.
00:49Their self-awareness, their awareness of their character, awareness of their surrounding,
00:54and as a result, they have an immense fear within their heart and soul,
01:01that have I done anything wrong?
01:02Have I said anything wrong?
01:04Am I acting in any type of wrongness?
01:07Forgive me, Ya Rabbi.
01:09And let me to draw near to the presence of Sayyidina Muhammad ﷺ,
01:14and continuously in a state of consciousness.
01:18Hyper-awareness, when they understand that level of awareness,
01:24then they understand what Allah is asking of a consciousness,
01:27Ittaqullah.
01:29Now somebody who doesn't stop, and doesn't contemplate,
01:33and doesn't think, how could they have a taqwa?
01:35How could they have a consciousness?
01:37Consciousness requires, and the concern of consciousness,
01:43that am I passing the limit,
01:46or am I doing something that would make my Lord to be upset with me,
01:50requires a life of contemplation,
01:53in which every move is observed.
01:56At that moment, you may have missed it,
01:59but before the night ends, you definitely have to catch it.
02:04That in the heat of anger, in the heat of emotions,
02:09in the heat of whatever life brings to us,
02:12if we can catch it, even stronger.
02:14But by night time, before the accounts close,
02:18and before you didn't ask God's forgiveness,
02:22means that's the time in which they do their muhasabah,
02:25and their accounting.
02:26As a result of their accounting,
02:28they're continuously analyzing.
02:31As a result, Allah grants these servants wisdom.
02:36With that wisdom, the knowledges they receive from awliya,
02:40from the hearts of those whom love Sayyidina Muhammad ﷺ,
02:45is a great gift.
02:46Ilm al-laduni wa hikmati bil-saliheen.
02:49But the ability to digest those knowledges is the wisdom.
02:53When Allah grants the wisdom,
02:55they're able to digest the knowledges.
