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00:00:00Bell, you called it off.
00:00:01The wedding?
00:00:01You can take care of him, right?
00:00:02She's not with Conrad, then where is she?
00:00:04The program is completely full.
00:00:05No, I really, really need this.
00:00:06It is just not possible.
00:00:08I'm sorry.
00:00:08It sounded like you said Paris.
00:00:10Did I make a huge mistake?
00:00:11Buy yourself a ticket on the next flight home.
00:00:13Okay.
00:00:14She didn't call.
00:00:15I'm not leaving you all alone when you're hurting like this.
00:00:17You're not my mom.
00:00:18What are you trying to do?
00:00:19Trying to help.
00:00:19I need to do something.
00:00:20You know this isn't some problem for you to fix, Conrad, right?
00:00:22You are the problem.
00:00:23Isabel, meet my girlfriend, Max, and my friend, Celine and Bonito.
00:00:26Um, I'll be right back.
00:00:27You track down your stolen bag, I'm holding up.
00:00:29I think you can figure out a way to stay in Paris if you really wanted to.
00:00:31I really feel like you're worth it.
00:00:33Yeah, I feel like we're worth it.
00:00:34You stayed here for no reason.
00:00:36So why don't you get the fuck out and never come back?
00:00:38I don't think he'll ever forgive me, so I give up.
00:00:40Or you're giving him space.
00:00:41Sometimes that's all you can do.
00:00:43The wedding was just, it was a bad idea.
00:00:45But that doesn't mean that things have to end.
00:00:46I'm not the same person that I was.
00:00:48What does that mean?
00:00:49I think I'm going to stay.
00:00:57Hey, Mom.
00:00:58Happy Thanksgiving.
00:00:59Wish I could be with you guys.
00:01:00I've just got so much going on with my new job and my apartment.
00:01:04Anyway, I gotta get started on my stuffing.
00:01:05I'm cooking for my roommates.
00:01:06Love you.
00:01:07Bye.
00:01:08Morning, Mom.
00:01:09What is this bed?
00:01:10I couldn't find a stove top anywhere.
00:01:11I'm making stuffing.
00:01:13How do you say on stuffing?
00:01:26The rambarrage from scratch.
00:01:31I'm sorry.
00:01:32I'm not worried.
00:01:33Yeah, sorry, I don't have time, I'm in a hurry.
00:01:38I'm in a hurry.
00:01:40The hot water is still in a hurry. It's your turn to call the proprietor.
00:01:43You do it, because I'm in a hurry. Thank you.
00:01:46Hello, Manon. Good morning, Isabelle.
00:01:52What's that smell, this...
00:01:53Is it a rotten fish?
00:02:03But I could leave you some, if you want to try.
00:02:05That's very kind.
00:02:06But no, thank you.
00:02:07Yeah, cool.
00:02:09What do they do with the pain, this bitch?
00:02:12Ah, well, it's to celebrate their national feast of genocide, huh?
00:02:15Coffee, nice.
00:02:21Sorry.
00:02:24Not a problem.
00:02:25Yeah, that's it.
00:02:26I don't know, but it's...
00:02:33When I had the idea of studying abroad in Paris all those months ago,
00:02:36the part that secretly thrilled and terrified me...
00:02:39Bonjour.
00:02:40...was that I'd be doing something truly on my own for the first time in my life.
00:02:48It was a chance for me to test myself,
00:02:50to find out what I was really made of.
00:02:54Three months in, and it turns out I'm weak and homesick,
00:02:58and I'm really bad at French.
00:03:03And I did like the camera bitch spot
00:03:05Even when you wanna die
00:03:06Even when you wanna die
00:03:08Every time before I speak in French,
00:03:10I practice what I'm going to say.
00:03:12Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:15Bonjour.
00:03:16Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:19But it doesn't matter how much I practice.
00:03:21Anything else?
00:03:22Because she only ever answers me in English.
00:03:24No, no, thank you.
00:03:25I'm so depressed, I act like it's my birthday
00:03:29Every day
00:03:31I go to school online most days
00:03:34And I work at the same time
00:03:41And since working in Paris means working under the table
00:03:44It's not one shitty job, it's two
00:03:46A homesickness I've mostly learned to just accept
00:03:49It's like a dull ache that never goes away
00:03:52The French 76 with vodka
00:03:54It's gin
00:03:55I'm sorry, repeat, s'il vous plaît
00:03:58The French 76 with vodka
00:03:59It's gin
00:04:00It's gin
00:04:03Vodka, vodka
00:04:04But then there are times when I feel it in my bones
00:04:07Wait, wait
00:04:09It's like
00:04:11A sudden wild yearning for home
00:04:13Hey, you guys haven't tried my stuffing yet
00:04:15For the people who know me
00:04:16Oh yeah, we forgot
00:04:18Well, now is a perfect time to try it, huh?
00:04:21Max, you too
00:04:23You guys want some?
00:04:25You know, I'm actually not eating gluten at the moment
00:04:30Since when?
00:04:32My boyfriend made this last year
00:04:34And it was so good
00:04:36So let's see
00:04:38Pretty good
00:04:40Last year was pretty good
00:04:44You know, they're probably all sitting down to eat soon
00:04:46At your home?
00:04:47No, they're all spread out this year
00:04:48My brother's hosting a Friendsgiving
00:04:50With my best friend and my ex
00:04:52Friendsgiving?
00:04:53Chabot
00:04:56Oh my god
00:04:58I'm so homesick
00:05:00So lonely
00:05:02You think so that?
00:05:03You don't?
00:05:04No, no, no
00:05:05You know what I mean
00:05:06Why don't you just go home for a bit then, babe?
00:05:09Because I haven't gotten what I wanted yet
00:05:13I'm still figuring it out
00:05:14But don't you want to at least spend Christmas with your family?
00:05:17Of course I do
00:05:18But that's the problem
00:05:19I haven't seen or changed or learned enough yet
00:05:22And I'm afraid if I go home
00:05:24I won't be able to make myself come back
00:05:26There's something that doesn't go in the toilets
00:05:31Oh no!
00:05:37Sorry
00:05:38Please tell me this is a new one
00:05:41Okay
00:05:42Be brave
00:05:43Thanks
00:05:49Oh my God
00:05:50No
00:05:51No
00:05:52No
00:05:53No
00:05:54It's impossible
00:05:55No
00:05:56No
00:05:57No
00:05:58No
00:05:59but it's very dark, it's not possible!
00:06:04Oh, it's a bad idea!
00:06:06Oh, can I see?
00:06:09Oh, my God!
00:06:14Oh, my God!
00:06:17Oh, my God!
00:06:22Oh, mm-mm.
00:06:36Hi.
00:06:36Hi.
00:06:37Happy Thanksgiving.
00:06:39Happy Thanksgiving, Belly.
00:06:40Did you finally talk my brother out of trying to deep fry the turkey inside of the apartment?
00:06:44Yes, thank God.
00:06:46Jer saw, like, a spatchcocking TikTok and insisted on doing that instead.
00:06:50Cool.
00:06:50Um, hey, me there.
00:06:56You okay?
00:06:58Don't worry, don't worry.
00:06:59Hello.
00:07:00How's he doing?
00:07:02Um, he's just, he, uh, he's kind of the same.
00:07:08Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:07:09I know that this is, like, weird and hard.
00:07:14Excuse me.
00:07:14Don't move, don't move.
00:07:15I'll take it.
00:07:16Hello, Belly.
00:07:18Yeah, he's there.
00:07:19Um, uh, did my mom, uh, send you any of those church lady pies?
00:07:27Yeah, three.
00:07:28I'm hiding one so I can eat it after everyone leaves.
00:07:31All right, baby.
00:07:32We got five minutes.
00:07:34Uh, take your top off and put the skirt on.
00:07:36Come on.
00:07:36Oh, my God.
00:07:37Steven.
00:07:38Uh, Belly?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:39Didn't guess I'm FaceTiming with your sister right now.
00:07:40Hey, hey, uh, sorry, I didn't, I didn't know, um, you know, we're just, uh, doing Thanksgiving.
00:07:46Yes, I know that.
00:07:47Can you please just put a fucking shirt on?
00:07:48I'm traumatized.
00:07:50Put your shirt on.
00:07:52Oh, my God.
00:07:54Come on, let's go to my chair.
00:07:55Okay.
00:07:57I'm too tired.
00:07:59Uh, good evening.
00:08:00Good evening.
00:08:01So, how are your, um, 54 roommates and one bazillion crappy jobs?
00:08:06My jobs are not that crappy.
00:08:08And, uh, my roommates are pretty great.
00:08:11I thought you said they hate you.
00:08:12No, no, no, no.
00:08:14Uh, we, we had coffee together this morning.
00:08:16Yeah?
00:08:17Just tell me you're coming home for Christmas, Belly.
00:08:20Well.
00:08:21Belly?
00:08:22What, you don't miss us?
00:08:23No, of course I do.
00:08:24But, you know, I've been thinking.
00:08:27And, um, you could come to Paris for New Year's.
00:08:33All my roommates would be gone.
00:08:34And we could have a party.
00:08:37Well, Lucinda did pay me back half of what she owes me.
00:08:42Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
00:08:44Twist my arm, bitch!
00:08:45Yay!
00:08:46Okay.
00:08:46Oh, my God.
00:08:47Okay, yeah, I have to go.
00:08:48But I love you so much.
00:08:49Yeah, I love you too.
00:08:50Um, can you tell Jeremiah I said hi?
00:08:55Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.
00:08:57Okay.
00:08:58Bye.
00:08:58Bye.
00:09:07Hey, Brett, um, do you mind taking your shoes off, actually?
00:09:10Yeah?
00:09:11Wow.
00:09:12Hey, Brett.
00:09:14You're a dick.
00:09:15Hey, hey, don't, come on, don't be like that.
00:09:17Get here!
00:09:17Please, it's not like that.
00:09:18We're done.
00:09:19Really?
00:09:19Come on, man, let's talk.
00:09:20Come inside, let's eat.
00:09:21It's not really what it looks like.
00:09:23I'm leaving, asshole.
00:09:24You need serious help.
00:09:26Hey, where'd you go?
00:09:27She's probably getting her coat.
00:09:28Uh, dude, stop hooking up with my colleagues.
00:09:31Stop hooking up with my friends.
00:09:33Yeah, maybe process your emotions and feelings, uh, I don't know, with people we don't know?
00:09:36Yeah.
00:09:36Yeah?
00:09:36You know what?
00:09:37It's Friendsgiving.
00:09:38Two people are gone.
00:09:39Please don't shit where we eat.
00:09:43How's Belle anyway?
00:09:44She's living her best French girl life.
00:09:46And she invited me to go to Paris.
00:09:48What?
00:09:48For her winter break, yeah.
00:09:49Oh, my God.
00:09:50Well, you got to go.
00:09:51No, fully.
00:09:52She says hi.
00:09:53I don't really like how quick you were to say yes to that.
00:09:56You're just gonna leave me?
00:09:57Wait, I'm...
00:09:57That quickly?
00:09:58That's crazy.
00:10:00Okay, uh, can you guys get a room, please?
00:10:05These are all my rooms.
00:10:06Yeah, I think the whole point of, uh, couch surfing is that you're supposed to surf out at some point.
00:10:11Jarrett, you can't avoid French forever.
00:10:13Yeah, it's, I mean, it's not like Belly's even there.
00:10:16Belly who?
00:10:28Tay, um, did you, did you use a hand mixer, or did you use the ricer that I asked you to use?
00:10:34A hand mixer, because it was faster.
00:10:37Really?
00:10:37Yeah, got the job done.
00:10:39Really?
00:10:39No, you did it, because they're gluey now.
00:10:40It was your idea to cook this whole entire, like, elaborate-ass dinner.
00:10:45I just wanted to order Thai food.
00:10:47So don't get mad at me when I'm helping you.
00:10:49It's ridiculous.
00:10:49Ooh, a doorbell.
00:10:50I'll go get that.
00:10:50It was my idea to use the ricer, not the hand mixer.
00:10:53Don't ask me for help.
00:10:55Hey, D-9.
00:10:56Hi.
00:10:57Look who I ran into downstairs.
00:10:59It's our boss, Adam.
00:11:02Surprise.
00:11:02Brought some champagne.
00:11:04Yep, awesome.
00:11:05Yeah, thank you.
00:11:05What the fuck?
00:11:06I have no idea.
00:11:07Uh, do you mind taking your shoes off?
00:11:08Sorry.
00:11:09Oh, yeah, no problem.
00:11:11Hello, Jeremiah.
00:11:12Dad, what are you, what are you doing here?
00:11:14Aren't you supposed to be at Kaylee's parents' place?
00:11:17Don't ask.
00:11:17She's there.
00:11:18I'm here.
00:11:19Hey.
00:11:19Happy Thanksgiving.
00:11:20Yeah.
00:11:20I brought champagne from my wedding.
00:11:25What do you want me to do?
00:11:27Throw it away?
00:11:28Bro, stuffing's bomb.
00:11:31Sprouts are bomb.
00:11:32Turkey's bomb.
00:11:32You've got done to yourself, man.
00:11:33So bomb.
00:11:34You made all those?
00:11:35Uh, yeah.
00:11:36With Steven and Taylor's help, they made the mashed potatoes.
00:11:38You're welcome.
00:11:39Mashed potatoes, not bomb.
00:11:40You can leave.
00:11:41I think they're great, and I always say you're nothing without a good team.
00:11:44Like these two, my lieutenants.
00:11:47Smart, ambitious, loyal.
00:11:51That's the stuff you can't teach.
00:11:53So is this about me not taking the breaker gig, Dad?
00:11:56Good times.
00:11:57No, I have zero issues with you finishing school, Jeremiah.
00:12:00You're finishing school?
00:12:01I didn't even know you were taking classes this semester.
00:12:04Uh, yeah.
00:12:05Yes, I am.
00:12:06Yeah, I take online classes and...
00:12:08Oh, you're going to come by the brat house, dude?
00:12:11I'm hurt.
00:12:12I'm a dick.
00:12:13That's funny.
00:12:15Because I thought Jeremiah was living in the fraternity house.
00:12:19Oh, shit.
00:12:21What I meant was that...
00:12:22Can I talk to you for a second?
00:12:24Yeah.
00:12:26Thanks, dude.
00:12:29My mashed potatoes aren't good, and then you ruined the fucking dinner.
00:12:31How was I supposed to know?
00:12:32I have been trying my damnedest to let you some slack, but this is...
00:12:36This is too much!
00:12:37Dad, please.
00:12:38Be quiet.
00:12:38Please.
00:12:40Can we...
00:12:41So...
00:12:42You've been lying to me.
00:12:45For months.
00:12:46Yeah.
00:12:47Yeah, can you blame me?
00:12:48Excuse me?
00:12:49Look, when I told you I needed an extra semester at school,
00:12:52you acted like I was the biggest moron on earth.
00:12:54And then when I told you I was calling off the wedding,
00:12:56you assumed I screwed something up because that's what I do.
00:12:58I never said that.
00:12:59You never said that to my face.
00:13:00Then you told me my credit history is ruined forever
00:13:03because I had the nerve to back out of an apartment
00:13:06that I was supposed to share with my wife.
00:13:08So, yeah, I lied about going to school.
00:13:10Go ahead.
00:13:11Tell me how much of a fuck-up I am.
00:13:12Tell me how you're just burning money from my dead-end future.
00:13:15Aren't I?
00:13:16Not everything is about money, Dad.
00:13:19You're right.
00:13:20It's not.
00:13:21So let's take it out of the equation.
00:13:23What?
00:13:24I'm cutting you off.
00:13:25No, you gotta figure out how to do things on your own without a safety net.
00:13:28Are you kidding me right now?
00:13:29And it's not because I care about the money.
00:13:31It's because you know it.
00:13:32Now that you're cutting me off,
00:13:33I don't have to listen to your shit anymore.
00:13:40He basically called me a deadbeat.
00:13:42Where does he get off?
00:13:43I mean, you don't have a job.
00:13:45Yeah, and you did sort of drop out.
00:13:47And you don't pay rent.
00:13:49Wow.
00:13:50Wow.
00:13:50Okay, honestly, man,
00:13:53a job would be good for you.
00:13:55It might bring structure.
00:13:57Is this your way of kicking me out?
00:13:58Yes.
00:13:58No.
00:13:59Yes.
00:14:00Yes.
00:14:01Well, fine.
00:14:01I'll just crash at Denise's place then.
00:14:03What?
00:14:04Suck it, loser.
00:14:06Except for why I sleep cooks.
00:14:08Okay, look, I don't sleep cook.
00:14:09Okay, well, he wakes up in the middle of the night
00:14:11and makes food loud as hell.
00:14:13Oh, my God.
00:14:14In his boxers, which is a plus.
00:14:17What?
00:14:17Okay, look, I know it'll be a hassle, Dee,
00:14:21but please, I don't have anywhere else to go.
00:14:28Okay, fine.
00:14:29You can stay with me for one week.
00:14:32Just one?
00:14:32Okay, yeah, just one.
00:14:33You sure you want to do it?
00:14:34No, just one.
00:14:34Okay, what?
00:14:35You want to help me pack?
00:14:36No, I'm not your mother.
00:14:38All right.
00:14:39Please?
00:14:41Oh, my God, I already hate myself.
00:14:42Okay.
00:14:44Fuck you.
00:14:44To you both.
00:14:46You're welcome.
00:14:46You're welcome.
00:14:46Have fun.
00:14:47Jesus.
00:14:50Fettus.
00:14:54Hmm.
00:14:55Need salt.
00:14:59Oh.
00:15:00I've been heartburn all day.
00:15:03Oh.
00:15:04Did you move the Pepsid?
00:15:06No, it's in there.
00:15:09Oh, I don't see it.
00:15:10I think you moved it.
00:15:11Oh.
00:15:14Move.
00:15:15I told you it was in there.
00:15:25Hi, Connie.
00:15:25Happy Thanksgiving.
00:15:26Happy Thanksgiving.
00:15:27Happy Thanksgiving.
00:15:29What?
00:15:29Um, Laurel, hey, I got your text about Christmas.
00:15:31I just wanted to give you a call because I wanted to make sure that it was cool with Jare if I came.
00:15:36Have you talked to him?
00:15:38Have you talked to him?
00:15:40No.
00:15:41But Stephen says he's fine with it.
00:15:45And Belly?
00:15:46I talked to Belly this morning.
00:15:50She is staying in Paris for the holidays.
00:15:53Oh.
00:15:55Did you say how long she was staying?
00:15:58No, but she asked me to send her more winter stuff, so I'm guessing a while.
00:16:03Well, things must be going really well, then.
00:16:06That's great.
00:16:09I was thinking about, I don't know, I was thinking about maybe reaching out to her or something.
00:16:14Do you think that she would even want to hear from me?
00:16:17I don't know, Connie.
00:16:19I can't speak for Belly.
00:16:20Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:16:22Yeah.
00:16:22But if you really want to know if she's ready to talk, you're going to have to risk finding out for yourself.
00:16:28Oh, boy, you sound like my therapist.
00:16:30Always telling me I need to get better at uncertainty, that I need to stop trying to control everything.
00:16:37And what do you say?
00:16:39Fuck you.
00:16:39Uncertainty sucks.
00:16:42You're not wrong.
00:16:44Yeah, I know.
00:16:45Neither is he.
00:16:46So does that mean I'll see you for Christmas?
00:16:49Yeah.
00:16:50Yeah, definitely.
00:16:51I'll be there.
00:16:51Can I get up the gravy?
00:16:52I don't know, John.
00:16:53I'm going to let you go, Laura.
00:16:56Have a good night, okay?
00:16:58You too, Connie.
00:17:00Thanks.
00:17:01Bye.
00:17:02Bye.
00:17:22Dear Belly.
00:17:34Dear Belly.
00:17:36Dear Belly.
00:17:48Dear Belly.
00:17:49And I should be memorizing the cardiovascular system.
00:17:53I should be memorizing the cardiovascular system.
00:17:54But I'd rather be writing you.
00:17:57Sometimes I try to picture what your life is like over there.
00:18:01I imagine you sitting in a little cafe, drinking.
00:18:06What does Belly in Paris drink?
00:18:08What does Belly in Paris drink?
00:18:13Café au lait with lots of sugar, along with some disgustingly sweet pastry?
00:18:20Or maybe Sour Patch Kids?
00:18:21Do they have those in Paris?
00:18:24Do they have those in Paris?
00:18:27I bet if they do, you've found them.
00:18:31Or maybe French Belly doesn't eat junk food.
00:18:35You're probably different over there.
00:18:37Excuse me?
00:18:37I bet Paris is beautiful during the holidays.
00:18:45I hear you're staying there for Christmas.
00:18:47I guess that means you're happy.
00:18:50I like picturing that.
00:18:53Well, Merry Christmas, Belly.
00:18:56I hope Paris is everything you dreamed it would be.
00:19:00Conrad.
00:19:07Hey, you sure you don't want me to stay and help you close up?
00:19:10No, it's fine.
00:19:11I've watched you do it a hundred times.
00:19:13If you're sure.
00:19:14Yeah.
00:19:15Go be with your family.
00:19:17And you know, I'm kind of psyched to spend Christmas Eve on my own.
00:19:19I've got a whole plan.
00:19:23Okay, then.
00:19:24Merry Christmas.
00:19:26Ciao.
00:19:26Ciao.
00:19:37Do you know what I'm going to do?
00:20:37The Christmas tree, let the Christmas spirit bring.
00:20:43Later we'll have some fucking pie and we'll do some catherling.
00:20:48You will get a settlement of...
00:20:52Hi.
00:20:57Hey.
00:20:58What are you doing here?
00:20:59At least Navidad to you too.
00:21:01At least Navidad.
00:21:04So what are you doing?
00:21:06I thought you would be open.
00:21:08What kind of bar closes on Christmas Eve?
00:21:10I thought you were going to London to see some of your friends.
00:21:12Train strike.
00:21:14Now I'm stranded in this freezing city and even my dear friend Isabel is leaving me out in the cold.
00:21:18I'm sorry.
00:21:20Come on in.
00:21:20Gracias.
00:21:21Warm up.
00:21:21Do you want a glass of wine?
00:21:25Yeah, sure.
00:21:28So this is how you're spending Christmas Eve?
00:21:30Yeah.
00:21:32It's got a fire, got wine, and I've got that giant box of chocolates that Celine got me for Christmas.
00:21:40Hmm.
00:21:41What?
00:21:42Um, nothing.
00:21:44It's just, um, very uninspired.
00:21:46Oh, uninspired.
00:21:48Okay, so what's your amazing plan then besides, you know, lurking in a bar that isn't even open?
00:21:55Well, the streets are empty tonight, and I believe there's beauty in emptiness.
00:22:01Huh.
00:22:03What?
00:22:04Just a very, um, pretentious artist guy of you.
00:22:07Are you gonna recite Baudelaire as you wander?
00:22:10No, I was, um, thinking Neruda, actually.
00:22:14The poet!
00:22:15Yes, darling.
00:22:18Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
00:22:22Yo la quise a ella, y ella también me quiso.
00:22:27I'm impressed.
00:22:29Do you know the rest?
00:22:30Nope.
00:22:32Usually a few verses are enough to impress American girls.
00:22:36Hey, why don't you come with me tonight?
00:22:41No, no way.
00:22:41It's warm in here.
00:22:45How about we play for it?
00:22:47I win.
00:22:48You come with me.
00:22:49You win.
00:22:50I'll leave you alone to your bottle of wine and your giant box of chocolates.
00:22:54You're on.
00:22:58No!
00:22:59No, no, no, no, don't worry nothing.
00:23:01No, you played that two games ago.
00:23:03Okay, just face it.
00:23:04You suck.
00:23:05I'm on.
00:23:09I don't suck, but you're good.
00:23:15Okay.
00:23:19All right.
00:23:21Put your coat on.
00:23:22Are you seriously kicking me out?
00:23:24No, I'm coming with you.
00:23:28Okay.
00:23:28What are you doing?
00:23:40Uh, driving us to Place des Roches.
00:23:42Uh, what am I even supposed to hold on to?
00:23:46Uh, me?
00:23:48Isn't that kind of dangerous?
00:23:49It is if you fall off, so maybe don't do it.
00:23:52No, after all that wine you drank, no thank you.
00:23:57Bye.
00:23:57We can walk if you want.
00:23:59Whoa.
00:24:00You said anything about walk.
00:24:02Streets are empty.
00:24:03Stop smelling.
00:24:05Teach me how to drive.
00:24:06Bye.
00:24:11You got it?
00:24:11Mm-hmm.
00:24:14Easy.
00:24:15Easy.
00:24:15Okay.
00:24:17Hold on tight.
00:24:18Okay.
00:24:18Okay.
00:24:18Okay.
00:24:18Okay.
00:24:19Okay.
00:24:19Okay.
00:24:22Mom, I'm starving.
00:24:34When's dinner?
00:24:35We'll eat whenever Jeremiah gets here.
00:24:36He has to finish a shift at the restaurant.
00:24:38Hey, Connie, did you get those ornaments from upstairs?
00:24:41No, I forgot.
00:24:41I'll do it in a second.
00:24:42Okay.
00:24:43Yeah.
00:24:47I still think it's crazy that our dad cut Jeremiah off.
00:24:50Uh-huh.
00:24:51Yeah.
00:24:52Sounds like he's been figuring things out, though, right?
00:24:54Yeah.
00:24:55Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:24:57Does everybody hate me?
00:25:00Do you still hate me, dude?
00:25:01What's going on?
00:25:01Okay.
00:25:01I don't want to do this right now.
00:25:06No, you're right.
00:25:06Sorry.
00:25:10Nobody hates you, man.
00:25:13Yes, Jer does.
00:25:14Jer hates you.
00:25:14But I don't hate you.
00:25:16I just don't know how to be around you anymore.
00:25:18Not with everything going on with you and Jer.
00:25:20You know.
00:25:22I'm good.
00:25:24I'm glad he has you.
00:25:26I just miss you two.
00:25:27I miss Jer.
00:25:29Even before all this stuff, I miss the three of us.
00:25:32Messing around, getting in trouble.
00:25:37You know, ever since he got that job, he does seem better.
00:25:43Yeah.
00:25:45That's what Taylor said.
00:25:46Taylor?
00:25:47Yeah.
00:25:47Yeah, it is crazy to me that you guys still talk.
00:25:49I know.
00:25:50It's kind of a weird twist of fate that the only person who texts me back is Taylor Trill,
00:25:53but...
00:25:54Yeah.
00:25:54You nervous, man?
00:25:58I mean, like, you don't nervous see him?
00:26:01Let me guess.
00:26:01You have a bullet point notes app list on your phone.
00:26:05Throw me the list.
00:26:10What the fuck?
00:26:11What's up?
00:26:13No, it's nothing.
00:26:14It's just work stuff.
00:26:15I'll deal with it.
00:26:18You guys are going to be fine.
00:26:20Okay?
00:26:20Yeah, you guys are brothers.
00:26:21You'll work it out.
00:26:24Okay.
00:26:26Take care of your work stuff, dude.
00:26:27I'm going to go get those ornaments.
00:26:28Uh-huh.
00:26:28Yeah.
00:26:29Yeah.
00:26:37Hey.
00:26:38This is Denise Russo.
00:26:39Leave a message.
00:26:40Okay.
00:26:40Hey, Denise, can you call me back, please?
00:26:42I have no idea what the fuck just happened, but I don't know.
00:26:44I got an email from the guy at Thuster Capital saying they're stopping our funding.
00:26:47I don't understand.
00:26:48Can you just please call me back whenever you get a chance?
00:26:50Oh, ho, ho.
00:26:52Everything good?
00:26:53Yes.
00:26:54Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:26:54I just, you know, calling the girlfriend.
00:26:56Uh, Taylor.
00:26:57Oh.
00:26:58My mistake.
00:26:59I thought it was you melting down over my buddy at Dunster deciding not to fund yours and Denise's little company.
00:27:05No.
00:27:06No.
00:27:07I, what?
00:27:08I, uh...
00:27:08Oh, no, no, no.
00:27:09Go ahead.
00:27:10Lie to my face some more.
00:27:12Does this...
00:27:13This means I'm fired, right?
00:27:18No.
00:27:19No.
00:27:19I'm impressed you have the balls.
00:27:21Well, actually, no.
00:27:22It was Denise who had the balls.
00:27:24Not surprising.
00:27:25All right.
00:27:26See you at work on January 2nd.
00:27:27No hard feelings.
00:27:28Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:31Actually, Adam, um...
00:27:34I quit.
00:27:36What?
00:27:39Oh.
00:27:41You sure you want to do that, Steven?
00:27:43Yes.
00:27:49No hard feelings?
00:27:50All right.
00:27:58Let's peel some potatoes.
00:28:50You're caught in hearts and in a boulder, we pulled you down.
00:28:56Look at you, you made it out.
00:29:14Jeremiah's here.
00:29:15Everyone come grab a dish.
00:29:16Coming.
00:29:20Hey, kiddo.
00:29:35Hey.
00:29:36At least turn the heat on, it's freezing.
00:29:37I really thought I could go in there.
00:29:50It's okay.
00:29:52It's not okay.
00:29:52I can't go in that house without thinking about the two of them.
00:29:57They ruined it for me.
00:30:00And now he gets the family, he gets Christmas, and I'm just...
00:30:06I lost everyone.
00:30:10Not everyone.
00:30:11We're your family, too, and I am not going anywhere.
00:30:19Sorry I was such a dick to you at the wedding.
00:30:21It's okay, sweetheart.
00:30:23I know you were hurting.
00:30:25It still hurts.
00:30:26And she was always the one that could make it better.
00:30:32I know she wants to hear from you.
00:30:37I'm not...
00:30:37I'm not ready for that.
00:30:41I'm not ready to go in there.
00:30:44I understand.
00:30:47Your dad will be sorry to miss you.
00:30:50Yeah, I'm sure he can't wait to hear about his loser son chopping onions all day.
00:30:53Hey.
00:30:55You are making it on your own.
00:30:57Don't think he's not proud of that.
00:31:02What smells so good?
00:31:07I made gochujang glazed roasted carrots.
00:31:09No way.
00:31:12If Heimony were here, she would say,
00:31:14finally, some food that tastes good.
00:31:19You can take the carrots and the presents.
00:31:30I'm not ready to go in there yet.
00:31:33Okay.
00:31:35Just text me when you get home.
00:31:38Yeah.
00:31:42Hey, I love you, Lord.
00:31:44I love you, too.
00:31:45I love you, too.
00:31:49Drive safe.
00:32:07See you, I'm coming.
00:32:08It's just going to be us tonight.
00:32:24Let's sit down and eat.
00:32:30What are you doing here?
00:32:31What are you doing here?
00:32:32Oh, I forgot my nephew's gifts,
00:32:34and there was going to be a throwdown if I didn't come back and get them.
00:32:36You're wearing your sad pants.
00:32:39What happened?
00:32:39Was it a total shit show?
00:32:40I don't want to talk about it.
00:32:41Okay.
00:32:42Well, my day hasn't been all fucking eggnog and carols, either.
00:32:47Turns out your dad knows about me and Stephen starting our own company,
00:32:50so he chose the day of our Lord's birth to blow it all up.
00:32:54Christmas is tomorrow.
00:32:56Okay, but what time is it in Bethlehem right now, huh?
00:32:59Okay.
00:32:59Well, I'm sorry my dad's a jerk.
00:33:05Oh, it's all right.
00:33:07It'll work out.
00:33:07I'm too clever to fail.
00:33:09So you're going to tell me what happened?
00:33:10What did your bitch-ass brother do this time, huh?
00:33:13Don't you have to, like, do something with your family?
00:33:15I got five.
00:33:16It's good.
00:33:17Come on.
00:33:17Okay.
00:33:17Come on.
00:33:25What happened?
00:33:27I never made it inside.
00:33:30I just sat in my car in the driveway.
00:33:33You know, they're probably eating dinner right now.
00:33:34I'm like, oh, poor Jerry.
00:33:35Couldn't even face us.
00:33:37You know, I thought I'd be okay seeing him again,
00:33:38but he just makes me feel like the same 17-year-old kid
00:33:42that got dumped by Billy the first time.
00:33:45You know, I know I should be figuring out who I am without her, but...
00:33:48Well, your healing timeline is your healing timeline.
00:33:51Breakups are like deaths.
00:33:53You're the only person to tell that to me.
00:33:56You know, this is super fucked up to say,
00:33:59but I feel like...
00:34:00I feel like losing Belly has been even more painful than losing my mom.
00:34:05And at least with my mom, she's actually dead.
00:34:09Yeah.
00:34:09Belly, she's gone from my life, but she's still out there.
00:34:13You know?
00:34:13Well, that's why you gotta grieve it.
00:34:15How?
00:34:15How?
00:34:15Oh.
00:34:22Except what's happened.
00:34:25Forgive yourself.
00:34:26Forgive her.
00:34:26Forgive Conrad.
00:34:28Forgive all the people who hurt you.
00:34:29You know?
00:34:30Not because they deserve your forgiveness,
00:34:33but because the longer you hold on to it,
00:34:36the longer it holds power over you.
00:34:38And fuck other people holding power over you.
00:34:40What?
00:34:44I don't know.
00:34:45I was kind of surprised.
00:34:46What?
00:34:47You think I've never had my heart broken before?
00:34:48Kind of?
00:34:49Oh, my God.
00:34:49Yeah.
00:34:50Yeah, like when you and Steven didn't work out,
00:34:53you didn't even seem upset.
00:34:54That's because...
00:34:55That's because I was never really into Steven.
00:34:58I don't know.
00:35:00I thought...
00:35:01I thought he was cute and fun,
00:35:03and maybe there was a potential for something there,
00:35:05but I never fell for him.
00:35:08Trust me, when I fall for someone,
00:35:11I fall hard.
00:35:13Like,
00:35:15smash into a million pieces
00:35:17at the bottom of a cliff hard.
00:35:25So I'm not the only romantic shit show in this apartment.
00:35:27Oh, I'm so, so glad
00:35:30that my crappy dating record
00:35:31can provide comfort in your time of need.
00:35:35You know,
00:35:37D, we're like really good friends, huh?
00:35:39You're going to let me crash into your spare room for a month?
00:35:42Listening to me whine about all my problems?
00:35:46Oh, it's fine.
00:35:47I like your cooking.
00:35:49Just, um,
00:35:49stop leaving your dirty tissues around
00:35:51and we'll be good, okay?
00:35:53Oh, yeah, I got them.
00:35:55All right, come on, get up.
00:35:57You're coming with me.
00:35:58What?
00:35:59Yep.
00:35:59No, I'm not going to crash your family's Christmas.
00:36:01Yes, you are.
00:36:02My grandma will love you.
00:36:03You're nice and pretty,
00:36:04and you can cook.
00:36:05You think I'm pretty?
00:36:07You're everything she wanted me to be able to get.
00:36:08Come on, up.
00:36:10Sounds good.
00:36:11Mm-hmm.
00:36:12Give me like five minutes.
00:36:13I want to get ready for your grand-grand.
00:36:15Yeah, never say grand-grand again.
00:36:17Oh, you know you liked it.
00:36:18Oh, my God.
00:36:40Oh, my God.
00:36:41Oh, my God.
00:36:43I miss you so much, you bitch.
00:36:51We faced them yesterday.
00:36:52Yeah, it's not the same thing.
00:36:53No, I know.
00:36:54You have no idea how much I miss you.
00:36:56How was Christmas with your mom?
00:36:58It was good.
00:36:59It was the usual.
00:36:59We ordered Chinese food and watched Love Actually
00:37:01and fell asleep on the couch.
00:37:04Sounds kind of perfect.
00:37:05No, honestly, it was.
00:37:06It was.
00:37:07It was.
00:37:08Hey.
00:37:09I love this.
00:37:12Did you get this here?
00:37:13When are we going shopping?
00:37:13Because I need the perfect look for our New Year's Eve party
00:37:15because I have nothing.
00:37:17Yes.
00:37:18We can go tomorrow.
00:37:18I promise.
00:37:19Okay.
00:37:20Let's go outside because it's really cold.
00:37:21Give me back.
00:37:22Yeah, don't take the happy walk.
00:37:23Okay.
00:37:26I had this on before.
00:37:27Why is this better?
00:37:29This is literally my everyday.
00:37:31Yeah.
00:37:34Yeah.
00:37:35I'm just having like a moat.
00:37:36I'm having like a parasitic.
00:37:37No, I'm having a parasitic party.
00:37:39Not that one.
00:37:40Not that one though.
00:37:41It's like bonnie and clay.
00:37:46That's so cool.
00:37:49I know, right?
00:37:55Hey, come inside.
00:37:56It's cold out there.
00:37:57Bitch.
00:37:58I still cannot believe that you live here.
00:38:00Paris is sick.
00:38:04I feel like I've done the best that I can do
00:38:06with what we have to work with.
00:38:08You should see the stuff I'm pinning for Stephen's apartment.
00:38:10It's actually really good.
00:38:11I can't believe you guys are moving in together
00:38:12after graduation.
00:38:13Yeah.
00:38:14Real grown girl shit.
00:38:15I'm very happy for you guys.
00:38:18Okay.
00:38:20Okay, I cannot wait for you to meet the rest of my friends.
00:38:22Yeah, me too.
00:38:23So are they all as hot as that like sexy Latino Chalamet
00:38:26that we went shopping with yesterday?
00:38:28Benito?
00:38:29Yeah.
00:38:29No, he's just a friend.
00:38:31Okay, he's way too fine to be just a friend.
00:38:33No.
00:38:33No.
00:38:34I'm just saying rebounds are like part of the healing process.
00:38:37You get out there and you...
00:38:38Yeah, well, it's not like I've been a nun.
00:38:41You put.
00:38:42You put.
00:38:43How do you say put?
00:38:45Wait a second.
00:38:46Did you consult French Urban Dictionary on the plane here?
00:38:49And so what if I did?
00:38:50There are some words that I need to know
00:38:51in order to be here and one of them is put.
00:38:53Put.
00:38:55Oh, hey.
00:38:55Can you get my phone?
00:38:58It's Jer.
00:39:02Answer.
00:39:03Do you want to answer?
00:39:03Yes.
00:39:04Give it to me.
00:39:07Hello?
00:39:07Hey.
00:39:08It's me.
00:39:12It's really nice to hear your voice.
00:39:15How are you?
00:39:16I'm working.
00:39:18It's good.
00:39:19Taylor told me that you're cooking at some restaurant.
00:39:24Yeah, I'm basically like a glorified busboy, so...
00:39:28Gotta start somewhere, right?
00:39:30Yeah.
00:39:34So, how's Paris?
00:39:36I tried escargot.
00:39:38And?
00:39:40I hated it.
00:39:42I told you I would.
00:39:43Yeah.
00:39:49I'm really...
00:39:50I'm really glad that you called.
00:39:51I've been, um...
00:39:53I've been wanting to tell you how sorry I am.
00:39:58And how much I regret the way that things ended with us.
00:40:02I don't want to talk about the past.
00:40:03It's not why I called.
00:40:05Okay, why did you then?
00:40:07I was sick of being too afraid to call.
00:40:10And I want you to know that I'm good.
00:40:12Really.
00:40:12And I hope you're good, too.
00:40:16I am.
00:40:18Hey, Fisher.
00:40:19You're breaking under 90 seconds ago.
00:40:20It sounds like you're busy.
00:40:21I should probably let you go.
00:40:24Yeah, I should probably let you go, too.
00:40:29Happy New Year, Jeremiah.
00:40:31Happy New Year, Spouse.
00:40:32It's murder on the dance floor.
00:40:43You better not kill the groom, DJ.
00:40:46Gonna burn this goddamn house right down.
00:40:49I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.
00:40:52About your kind.
00:40:57And so, and so, and so, and so, and so, and so, and so, and so.
00:40:59Wait, are all these people your friends?
00:41:07I invited the four people I know and then told them to invite everyone they know.
00:41:10Okay.
00:41:12You can have no cheese.
00:41:13Hey.
00:41:15Sorry I'm late, they closed off half the streets.
00:41:18You look beautiful.
00:41:21I'm going to grab you some champagne.
00:41:23Hi.
00:41:24Taylor, ça va?
00:41:27Uh, this was delivered to you downstairs.
00:41:29Um, I'll take this.
00:41:31I got it.
00:41:32Here you go.
00:41:33This is from Conrad.
00:41:38Conrad Fisher is sending you care packages internationally.
00:41:41He's been writing.
00:41:42Can I open it?
00:41:43I'm going to open this.
00:41:44Um, let's go.
00:41:45Owen, Owen, we're from Bucketstone.
00:41:53What about you Sour Patch Kids?
00:41:55It's so sweet.
00:41:56I'm going to grab you on the way.
00:41:59Oh my god.
00:42:05Junior Mint?
00:42:05This is really loaded.
00:42:11Is this why you haven't been able to move on?
00:42:16Because Conrad Fisher is sending you love letters?
00:42:19Well, come on.
00:42:21Listen.
00:42:26They're my love letters.
00:42:27They are regular, nothing notes.
00:42:30And I haven't even written them back, so...
00:42:32No.
00:42:33Conrad isn't even an issue.
00:42:34Okay.
00:42:35So then, what's holding you back?
00:42:36Because the sparks are sparking between you and Benito.
00:42:39Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:42:42No.
00:42:42I'm afraid of hurting someone else.
00:42:49Okay.
00:42:49So then, like, what's the plan, though?
00:42:52You're just never going to get close to anyone ever again because you might risk hurting someone?
00:42:57Babe, it's inevitable.
00:42:59Like, you know, do your best, but you're going to have to accept that.
00:43:04It will probably happen at some point.
00:43:07You're right.
00:43:09I'm always right.
00:43:12You know what?
00:43:12It's kind of fitting, actually, that they're both, like, reaching out to you on the last day of the year.
00:43:16If you think about it, like, it feels like that chapter's kind of closed now.
00:43:21The end of an era.
00:43:22Totally.
00:43:23The Fisher Brothers are so lousy, so they'll get a new purse.
00:43:29Let's get out there.
00:43:30Okay.
00:43:31It's almost a night.
00:43:31Thanks.
00:43:34Great-eyed French boy got me trippin' on your stand is always soft, how your kiss is always thick, how you know to swear.
00:43:42Great-eyed French boy got me trippin' on that accent off your lips, on your tongue, boy.
00:43:47Let's get out there.
00:43:48Kiss me under the Paris twilight.
00:43:54Kiss me down on the morning floor.
00:43:58Kiss me under the Paris twilight.
00:44:01Kiss me under the Paris twilight.
00:44:07Kiss me under the Paris twilight.
00:44:11Standing poly torn by acting by spring pieds, on your tongue, boy.
00:44:13equal remain every other, everyone.
00:44:18Find a joke.
00:44:19Kiss me under the Paris twilight.
00:44:22Should we like...
00:44:25No, just ignore it, they'll go away.
00:44:31What?
00:44:34Because there's a leak there.
00:44:35Is there still a leak?
00:44:36I thought the owner had repaired it.
00:44:38But it's not the leak, it's the bathroom.
00:44:40Okay, it's not...
00:44:42Damn!
00:44:44So there's a leak too.
00:44:46What's this shit?
00:44:47There's a leak?
00:44:47Look at that.
00:44:48Seriously?
00:44:49Yeah.
00:44:50We're half nus.
00:44:51Oh, come on, look.
00:44:53There's a problem.
00:44:53No, no.
00:44:55But it's my coffee.
00:44:56It's just a coffee, you can do it again.
00:44:57It's going to start again.
00:45:00I'm going to prepare myself to go to the office, okay?
00:45:03So if you can prevent the guardian, it would be cool.
00:45:06And then you don't have a shampoo.
00:45:08You stop using my shit, thanks.
00:45:12Classical clothes.
00:45:16Shit, I should go.
00:45:17Wait, wait, wait.
00:45:18You don't have a few minutes?
00:45:21You should keep that.
00:45:29Yeah?
00:45:30It'll be helpful.
00:45:31In the bathroom?
00:45:31You know, you can just store stuff in there.
00:45:34Awful.
00:45:35Cute.
00:45:36A little scarf, my man.
00:45:37Yes.
00:45:38Guys, can you actually keep on packing?
00:45:40I'm running out of stuff to take downstairs, yeah?
00:45:42Yeah.
00:45:42Sorry, babe.
00:45:43We'll be right behind.
00:45:44I seriously cannot believe you're giving this place up.
00:45:51It's perfect.
00:45:52Well, Max's place is bigger and it's closer to work, so.
00:45:55When's Benito getting here?
00:46:00Uh, soon.
00:46:02He, um, asked me to come to Mexico with him for his grandma's 80th.
00:46:06And?
00:46:07I can't.
00:46:08I have graduation that weekend and, you know, then home.
00:46:13Poor Benny.
00:46:14He's smitten with you, you know.
00:46:15No.
00:46:16No, no.
00:46:16No.
00:46:16He knows the deal.
00:46:17He knows that at some point I have to go back to my real life.
00:46:21This could be your real life.
00:46:24Look.
00:46:24I've just got to say this again for the record.
00:46:27I think it's crazy that you're leaving.
00:46:29You should stay in Paris.
00:46:32Everybody's expecting me a graduation.
00:46:34Ugh.
00:46:34And I told you Clover's already rented out my room to someone else.
00:46:38I know.
00:46:39So hear me out.
00:46:40It really would be a shame to see this place go to waste.
00:46:44You should take my apartment.
00:46:45It's just a year lease.
00:46:47Hold on.
00:46:47Um, my mom is calling me.
00:46:50Talks well.
00:46:51Then think about it.
00:46:52I'm going to take this box downstairs before Max stops me.
00:46:56Hi, Mom.
00:46:57Hey, Bean.
00:46:57I'm sorry I missed your call earlier.
00:46:59Hey, I've been meaning to ask you, what day are you planning to fly home?
00:47:03I haven't, um...
00:47:05I haven't figured out my ticket yet.
00:47:07You're still planning to come, right?
00:47:11Actually, Gemma just offered me her apartment.
00:47:13It's a year-long lease.
00:47:16Oh.
00:47:17I mean, I don't even know if I'm going to take it.
00:47:22But if I did, it wouldn't mean that I'm never coming home.
00:47:26I just...
00:47:27I feel like maybe I'm not done here.
00:47:32What about your visa?
00:47:34Yeah, no, I'd have to think about it.
00:47:36Uh...
00:47:37But there's a year-long psych program at the Sorbonne that would give me my student visa.
00:47:42And, you know, um, there's a regular at the bar who works at an international school.
00:47:49And she said they need help with their sports program.
00:47:52So, I mean, I...
00:47:53I think if I wanted to make it work, I could.
00:47:59Okay.
00:47:59Well, keep me updated.
00:48:04What, that's it?
00:48:05You're not going to, like, try to talk me out of it or something?
00:48:08Do you want me to?
00:48:09No, no.
00:48:11No, what?
00:48:11I don't.
00:48:12I just...
00:48:13I'm really happy here.
00:48:18I know, Bean.
00:48:18I can hear it in your voice.
00:48:20You found something special out there.
00:48:22And, yes, there's a part of me that wishes you found something special a little closer to home.
00:48:27What, like Trenton, New Jersey?
00:48:30How about down the hallway from me where I can still remind you to wash your bras?
00:48:35I was excited for you to come home, but...
00:48:38Honestly, I'll be just as excited if you stay.
00:48:43Thank you, Mom.
00:48:44How are you doing today?
00:48:46Today?
00:48:49Oh, my God.
00:48:50It's the 14th.
00:48:51It's the anniversary of Susanna's death.
00:48:54I...
00:48:54I should have...
00:48:55I...
00:48:56Are you okay?
00:48:59I'm...
00:49:00I'm good.
00:49:01Bean, don't beat yourself up over it.
00:49:03I'm sure home feels like a million miles away.
00:49:06Beck would be so excited about your moving to Paris.
00:49:09Gemma's apartment has a view of the Sacré-Cœur.
00:49:12Just like in Sabrina.
00:49:16How perfect.
00:49:19All right.
00:49:21Well, I should probably go, Mom.
00:49:25I love you.
00:49:27I love you too, Bean.
00:49:28I love you too, Bean.
00:49:28Belly, which country do you want to visit the most?
00:49:48Egypt, Italy.
00:49:51Oh, my gosh.
00:49:52Adam and I went to Italy on our honeymoon,
00:49:54and I ate gelato every single day.
00:49:57What's gelato?
00:49:58Oh, it's like...
00:50:00Like ice cream, but better.
00:50:01I want gelato.
00:50:03Hey, Laura.
00:50:04What if we rented a house in Italy next summer?
00:50:06That sounds expensive.
00:50:08What if Adam rented us a house in Italy next summer?
00:50:11Can we leave him at home?
00:50:12We'll rent a house on the Amalfi Coast, and you'll love it.
00:50:17You can swim in the sea every day.
00:50:18I don't want to swim in the sea every day.
00:50:21I want to swim here, with you.
00:50:25And people.
00:50:26People?
00:50:28Okay.
00:50:29We'll come here.
00:50:31But one day, when you're older, you might change your mind.
00:50:35You might want to see more of the world.
00:50:36No, I never will.
00:50:39I know what I like.
00:50:43It's true.
00:50:45You've always been a girl who knows her own heart.
00:51:06I didn't think you were coming.
00:51:24I didn't tell anyone.
00:51:25I'm sorry.
00:51:28Thought I'd be in and out before you got here.
00:51:36I can't believe it's been five years.
00:51:57This morning, I realized I can't remember her life.
00:52:01I can't remember her hands.
00:52:02They're like yours.
00:52:12Jerry, look, I know I can't make you forgive me.
00:52:14Nope.
00:52:15But I'm going to try, and I'm going to keep trying, to break through.
00:52:20Because I miss you.
00:52:22And I'm sorry.
00:52:24I'm so, so sorry.
00:52:28You really want to do this here?
00:52:31Fine.
00:52:31Let's do it.
00:52:33Let's talk about how you hung around all summer like a snake in the grass, pretending
00:52:36to help me with my wedding, when really you were just trying to break it up and take
00:52:39belly for yourself.
00:52:40Jerry, that's not how it was.
00:52:41You're so full of shit.
00:52:42Jerry, I swear to you, that's not what was happening.
00:52:43I loved her, and you ruined it.
00:52:46You don't know what it's like to be with someone that long.
00:52:48What you build.
00:52:50What you lose when it disappears.
00:52:51She was my fucking world.
00:52:53If you loved her so much, how could you go and sleep with someone else?
00:52:57We were broken up.
00:52:58You want to know why?
00:52:59Because I know about the two of you on Christmas.
00:53:05Admit it, Con.
00:53:06You wanted belly back so you found a way to take her.
00:53:08You can't take someone, Jer.
00:53:10She's not a fucking object.
00:53:12And the only reason that there was any wedding to break up was because you were afraid of
00:53:15losing her.
00:53:15As if a ring could make someone yours.
00:53:21Fuck you.
00:53:22Jerry, I'm sorry that I couldn't stop loving her and that that hurt you.
00:53:25I hate that.
00:53:27But you've been that person too.
00:53:30When you had the chance to be with her a month after she and I broke up, you took it.
00:53:37You think that didn't fuck me up?
00:53:38You think that was easy for me?
00:53:40And I get it because you loved her so much that you forgot about everyone else.
00:53:44So I did too.
00:53:55Never wanted to talk about Christmas because I knew the second I did, it was over.
00:54:01Can you blame me for wanting to hold on to her as long as I could?
00:54:06No.
00:54:07Jerry, I tried to stop loving her.
00:54:09I tried to keep my promise.
00:54:12What promise?
00:54:12Before Mom died, I promised her that I would try and take care of you, that I would protect
00:54:21you from getting hurt.
00:54:24I know.
00:54:27Shit job.
00:54:28Yeah.
00:54:31Yeah.
00:54:33I made her a promise too.
00:54:35That I wouldn't let anything get between us.
00:54:39So we both screwed up.
00:54:44She would be so mad.
00:54:49You know when we broke off the wedding, my first thought was I need to find Mom.
00:54:53My second thought was I wish I could talk to Connie.
00:55:00If that was your fault.
00:55:02I needed my brother.
00:55:04And I still do.
00:55:08I'm here now.
00:55:14Did Billy text you too?
00:55:16I won't hit you if she did.
00:55:18No.
00:55:20We haven't talked since last summer.
00:55:25I've been writing her letters.
00:55:31She hasn't written me back.
00:55:32Maybe I should take that as a hint.
00:55:34But...
00:55:35I never could compete with what you two had.
00:55:42That connection is like a force field.
00:55:43Do what you have to do.
00:55:48Don't expect me to be okay with it.
00:55:50But don't fucking waste it either.
00:55:58Later, man.
00:55:59Later.
00:56:02Dear Billy.
00:56:05I saw Jeremiah yesterday.
00:56:08We both went to visit Mom's grave.
00:56:10Things went better than the last time we were together.
00:56:14No punches were thrown.
00:56:16He told me you'd been in touch.
00:56:19I might as well be completely honest here.
00:56:23Because who even knows if you're reading my letters.
00:56:26You might have thrown them all out without opening them.
00:56:28Which is your right.
00:56:31But I'll go ahead and say it.
00:56:32Even though I have no right.
00:56:35It killed me a little that Jer's talked to you.
00:56:37Still, I don't think he hates me anymore.
00:56:41Which is a good thing.
00:56:46Um, excuse me.
00:56:47Please take your shoes off in my new abode.
00:56:49Keep an Asian household.
00:56:51But we wore shoes in your old place.
00:56:54Yeah.
00:56:54But that's because I didn't want my feet touching that floor.
00:56:57And also, I mean...
00:56:58This place is all mine.
00:57:00You know?
00:57:01Just mine.
00:57:02Should we make up the bed?
00:57:04You know, my mother always says
00:57:05that's the first thing you should do
00:57:06when you move into a new place.
00:57:07Sure.
00:57:08But I'm sleeping in it alone tonight.
00:57:11I've never gotten to do that before.
00:57:13Whatever you say.
00:57:17So, now that you're not going home next month,
00:57:19will you come with me to Mexico
00:57:21for my grandma's birthday party?
00:57:23I promise I'm not going to propose to you
00:57:25in front of my entire family.
00:57:27I just want to show you where I grew up.
00:57:29My grandma makes the best chilaquiles in the entire world.
00:57:32You have no idea.
00:57:32The entire world?
00:57:33You have no idea.
00:57:33They're delicious.
00:57:34We never painted by the numbers, baby
00:57:38But we were making it count
00:57:40Okay.
00:57:41You know the greatest loves of all time are over now
00:57:44Yeah.
00:57:46I guess you never know
00:57:49Perfect.
00:57:49Never know
00:57:50It's another day
00:57:52Waking up alone
00:57:53But we were something
00:57:55Don't you think so
00:57:56Roaring twenties
00:57:58Tossing pennies in the pool
00:57:59Also
00:58:00In case I haven't made it clear
00:58:02I think about you a lot
00:58:04You're pretty much all I think about
00:58:06Just so we're clear
00:58:07Love
00:58:08Conrad
00:58:09Dear Conrad
00:58:11I never thanked you for sending me junior mint
00:58:14So, thank you
00:58:15And thank you for all your letters
00:58:17It's sweet of you to think of me
00:58:19I finally found a permanent apartment
00:58:22This is my new address
00:58:24Hope you're well
00:58:25You should really lock your doors
00:58:41Oh my god, it's hot
00:58:44I don't remember it being this hot last June
00:58:46It's pretty nice in Brussels right now, I've heard
00:58:48I still can't believe Namazi invited you to the Brussels conference
00:58:52I'm so much better than you
00:58:53Better luck next time, kid
00:58:55What's up, you want some water?
00:58:57Sure, yeah
00:58:58So
00:59:01Brussels, huh?
00:59:04Quaint Belgian town
00:59:06Only a one and a half hour train ride from Paris
00:59:08Total
00:59:09Let me see that postcard you sent you
00:59:12Agnes
00:59:12Oh, come on, just let me see it
00:59:14I mean, how am I supposed to help you if I don't know what I'm dealing with?
00:59:16For the record, I never asked for your help
00:59:18Oh my god, you keep it in your wallet?
00:59:28Shut up
00:59:28Well?
00:59:38That's it? That's all J-Rod?
00:59:40Yeah
00:59:41Yeah, you definitely shouldn't go
00:59:43Really? So you don't think
00:59:47You suck
00:59:49Okay, really though
00:59:51If you don't go, you might regret it forever
00:59:53If you do go, you might regret it forever too, but
00:59:56Is this supposed to be helping?
01:00:00No
01:00:00Doctor, help thyself
01:00:05Okay, Mr. Fisher
01:00:17We're able to switch your flight to the 10.45pm to Paris
01:00:21There is a $473 fare difference
01:00:25Would you still like to go ahead and rebook?
01:00:26Yeah
01:00:26You're pretty good though
01:00:28Thank you
01:00:29You're awesome
01:00:32Thank you, I appreciate it
01:00:33Yeah, have a safe flight
01:00:34You've got to go ahead and rebooked this weekend for your anniversary?
01:00:38I have friends with a little nez for me
01:00:41Oh, that looks nice and cozy
01:00:43Yeah
01:00:44Thank you
01:00:51You're sure you want to do that?
01:00:54Yes
01:00:55I'm ready for something new this weekend
01:00:58Okay
01:00:59I'm ready
01:01:00I'm ready
01:01:01I'm ready
01:01:01I'm ready
01:01:02I'm ready
01:01:27I want to go out of town
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