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00:00Previously...

00:02What did I miss y'all? What y'all been doing?

00:04Just was waiting to see if Jordan was fine.

00:06Is the bird again?

00:07I'm dating someone.

00:08Girl, he not even 30.

00:09Almost the same age with my son, Nico.

00:12You have a grown man in your house.

00:13You gotta have some tough love at the end of the day.

00:16He's right.

00:17Okay, so if you wanna rap, what are you doing to pursue your rap career?

00:20You need to have a backup plan.

00:21Until you become a successful rapper, work.

00:24I don't even wanna do this no more.

00:26All right, well, bye.

00:27I feel like I'm in survival mode.

00:30We're sleeping in separate rooms.

00:32I've mastered acting like I have everything all together.

00:35I just put on my mask and powered through it.

00:38When last time y'all had some seats?

00:39Two months.

00:40Uh-uh!

00:41That's what you got called with.

00:43Shut up!

00:45Latoya!

00:46How are you?

00:47How are you?

00:48So good to see you.

00:49I'm thinking, where do we know each other from?

00:52What I do wanna do is bring out a receipt.

00:55What in the FedEx Kinkos is this?

00:58Do you know me or do you not?

01:00This is crazy.

01:01You printed this out.

01:02Bitch, it's no weird.

01:03Bitch?

01:04Yeah.

01:05Yeah.

01:15You wish you look like this.

01:16Why?

01:17You wish.

01:18I wish.

01:19You wish.

01:20Try again.

01:21Don't get me talking to Teemu wig on.

01:22Girl, there's no weird.

01:23So bitch, what?

01:24There's no weird here.

01:25Yeah, please.

01:26No weird here.

01:27Please.

01:28No weird here.

01:29Big boss.

01:30All that.

01:31Right here.

01:32All day.

01:33Every day.

01:34You talking about me.

01:35The louder that you get.

01:36While Shaniqua is getting out of character, Latoya is getting her purse and getting out of

01:41there.

01:42All right.

01:43Please.

01:44The louder that you get doesn't mean anything.

01:45Please.

01:46I can talk loud or soft and I'm still getting my point across.

01:48It don't matter.

01:49So you guys can continue to minimize it with 2014 and 2015.

01:52Y'all not minimize nothing from when I was 13.

01:54Shut up.

01:55What is going on?

01:56Big ass.

01:57Big and proud.

01:58Yeah.

01:59As you should be.

02:00As you should be.

02:01Y'all stop.

02:02Y'all please.

02:03This too much.

02:04Oh my God.

02:05Oh my God.

02:06You caught a bitch.

02:08Y'all tripping.

02:10This a lot.

02:11Y'all, why did I invite Shaniqua to ladies night?

02:14I thought she was going to come in shining bright, smiling and having a good time and she just

02:19ruined the night.

02:20I don't do this in public.

02:22I'm embarrassed.

02:23I'm embarrassed.

02:24Oooo.

02:25Ooooo.

02:26Ooooooo.

02:27Ooooo.

02:28Ooooooo.

02:29Ooooooo.

02:30Oooo.

02:31Oooo.

02:32Ooooooo.

02:33Ooooooo.

02:34Ooooooo.

02:35Ooooooo.

02:36Ooooooo.

02:37Oooooooooo.

02:38Ooooooo.

02:39Ooooooooo.

02:41I've got good friends, I'm good times, I'm sun-kissed.

02:44I'm alright, and I'm daisies, the girl behind fields.

02:49How are you good? How are you? Good. I'm loving this great. Me too. I love this. Thank you. I was

03:05feeling like a little zebra today. You know, the past few days have been hectic. It's like we've

03:11been in a circus that also meets at the zoo. We went from removing layers at group therapy

03:18to a downhill spiral singles ladies night out. How are you doing? You so sexy. Now we just

03:30need to refresh as a group. Ladies, we're going to get to the drama. That's a given. But I

03:36want to share something with y'all. So y'all know that in Houston, we own for like a lot

03:41of boss women doing boss things. And so I'm doing a dinner for women coming up

03:46this week and we're honoring 20 women in the city. The women's event is actually to

03:53honor 20 women in Houston in a women making history dinner. That's not the name of it.

04:02History. History in the making. Okay. I have two ladies here that I would like to

04:07honor. Yeah. Rowan and Elena. Yeah. So sweet. The dinner is for women who have broken barriers

04:21in their industry and who are just doing great things. So they are history in the making.

04:26She's so sweet. Yeah.

04:31I'm excited to honor Elena. Elena can beat a face like I've never seen before. I want her to know,

04:39hey sis, no matter what you're going through, you're growing through.

04:43That's her. That's her.

04:44Ro has mastered a male dominated industry. She gets respect. She knows how to open a business.

04:51She knows how to consult. She knows how to lead. And sometimes I don't think she gets the flowers

04:55that she deserves. It's going to be a good time. I'm so proud of Ro because her fight for wanting

05:01more out of life is all the fight she needs. I wanted to fill you and you in on ladies night

05:09that we had the other night. Oh yeah. Well, can I start? Because y'all like Shaniqua. Which bottle

05:13of this wine can we get? Oh my God. After the rodeo, I talked to Shaniqua. I thought she was a cool

05:21person. So I invited her. I was thinking like, okay, this is going to be great. Even when she walked

05:27in, it was very heavy. Shaniqua is insisting that the two of us have met. I think Shaniqua and I can

05:35bold attest to the fact that we've communicated on Facebook probably 10 years ago. Here's the deal.

05:41You're in the business of PR. For sure. I've done business with you. Is there a reason that you're

05:45trying to minimize it? Because I don't care if it was two months ago, six years ago, or 10 years ago.

05:5010 years ago is worth minimizing. If you mess by 10 years ago, it's not like our friends yesterday.

05:55She's still trying to show, I know you and you know me. And it's like, so she turns around.

06:01She brings out a stack of papers. But what I do want to do is bring out the receipts.

06:08So there's no Facebook here. This is communication via email.

06:13It's asking for your support. It doesn't matter the year. Do you know me or do you not?

06:20And I kept saying Shaniqua. Like, what are you, like, stop. I feel really bad with what happened

06:26with Shaniqua. And I feel partly responsible for that. The last thing I expected when I invited

06:32Shaniqua was for us to go into an email bullying competition. Maybe she's not who I thought she was.

06:39So Ro interjected and was like, this is messed up. Like, this don't even make sense. Like,

06:43you printing out stuff and all this stuff. And she turns and she says, bitch.

06:47So I got my purse and my phone. So it took all of me to just sit there and be an adult.

06:56Because the old me with a big face, mopped her with that Timo wig around that.

07:00Nobody has ever sat there and called me a bitch. In my life, I've never let another person

07:03disrespect me like that in my life. And I didn't react.

07:06True be told, I'm surprised Shaniqua didn't leave. And no, I don't want to say this.

07:11We not promote violence.

07:16On my drive home, I just, I cried because I was like, I don't want people to look at me

07:21like I haven't. I don't want people to look at me like I haven't grown out of being that person.

07:31You know what I'm saying? But when somebody does something like that, like, it's just,

07:35it just totally took me there. And I didn't want to, I didn't want to react like that,

07:38especially not in a Black-owned business with other beautiful women there, like.

07:43But understand the way that you handled that.

07:45I was like saying.

07:46Well, you handled that really well.

07:48I couldn't say nothing because I knew I couldn't say anything.

07:51I'm an East Coast girl. You know, we grew up a little bit more different out there.

07:54I had a fight growing up. Like, I used to be crazy at Christmas.

07:57And granted, I didn't react the way I would have reacted in the past, but I still reacted.

08:01I could have just walked away.

08:02You did good. You did good.

08:04You did good. You did damn good. I'm proud of you.

08:06But I will have to leave a little early tonight because, well, so, you know,

08:11today's the anniversary of my dad's passing.

08:14So me and my sister and my god sister are getting together to just, you know.

08:18Yeah, celebrate.

08:18Because I remember we mentioned that about doing something to, like, celebrate.

08:22Yeah. They decided to, they wanted to go to a comedy show.

08:26Our dad loved to laugh, so that's how they wanted to, yeah.

08:29So I was like, okay, I'll definitely do that.

08:32Your curl's already down.

08:33Yeah, you hear me, baby? Yeah, let your hair down.

08:35Let's do it.

08:36Give it to me. Yes.

08:38Enjoy it.

08:39I appreciate y'all. I've enjoyed hanging out.

08:42Y'all be good.

08:43A little zebra action.

08:45Enjoy it.

08:46Enjoy it.

08:47Enjoy it.

08:48Enjoy it.

08:49Enjoy it.

08:50Enjoy it.

08:52What side with the sunshine slide on the scene feeling golden?

08:56Let it rip on your skin, gently.

08:59Feel your free.

09:01Landon, how was track practice?

09:03Good.

09:04On the 300, I got third place.

09:07Ooh.

09:08And on the 250, I got second.

09:11Good job.

09:12I'm so proud of you.

09:13Yeah.

09:15And a bag.

09:17Who is that?

09:18Bricky?

09:19It's Mimi.

09:19Let's go see it.

09:20Come on.

09:22Hi.

09:23Hi.

09:23Hey, Landon.

09:24How are you doing?

09:27Good to see you.

09:29I love my mom.

09:30She is the grandma that is the it grandma.

09:34She's called Mimi.

09:35You know, we don't call her grandma.

09:37What you up to?

09:39Hi, Mimi.

09:40Oh, yes.

09:42Hi, Lena.

09:43When it comes to my upbringing, my mom was really hard on me.

09:48Like, nothing was ever good enough.

09:50It was always having to be on all the time and having to be perfect.

09:54I do feel like that spills into my adulthood, and it's a lot of pressure.

10:01You want anything to drink, eat?

10:03Um, yes.

10:05What do you have?

10:07Juice, coffee.

10:09You want some tea?

10:10Probably just water, really.

10:12Just water?

10:12Yeah.

10:13I remember I was like 15, 16.

10:15I would do everyone's makeup for free.

10:17I didn't think that was something you should charge for.

10:19My mom saw people in and out of the house, and she was like, are these people paying you?

10:25And I said, no, they're not paying me.

10:27I'm just doing their makeup.

10:28She was like, you're using your product, though.

10:30Why aren't they paying you?

10:31And so from there, she made me business cards.

10:34I like your pizza slippers.

10:37And from there, I started charging for makeup, and that's how my brand built.

10:41Like, sometimes your moms see things that you can't see.

10:45What's going on with you?

10:46What's the latest?

10:47So, okay.

10:48First things first, with my new studio, I'm excited about that, the Makeup Lounge.

10:55I know you haven't seen it yet, but I'm working on getting it built out.

10:58Okay.

10:59Because you still have that other project that we both kind of talked about manifesting

11:04with, making up Beyonce.

11:07So, we got to get that in.

11:10That's always on the vision board.

11:11Every year.

11:12I'm getting closer and closer.

11:13I just did her cousin's makeup.

11:15Anybody out now?

11:17Probably not.

11:18No.

11:19Yeah, we got to get Beyonce in there, that's for sure.

11:23Coming up.

11:24I realized there is some resentment in my relationship with Josh.

11:28You can handle a lot of things.

11:29But that doesn't sit well with me.

11:34It's been heavy on my heart with the situation about Shaniqua.

11:37Would y'all be open to talking to her?

11:39I'm a believer in second chances.

11:41You coming?

11:42I've been journaling a lot lately.

11:47Oh, really?

11:48And I realized I find myself constantly pouring into, like, my kids, my husband, my job.

11:57And so, I have my friends that teach me self-care and the importance of that.

12:02I know I didn't.

12:03I was just doing the best I could under the circumstances, because I didn't have my companion really jumping in there helping.

12:12So, I was just trying to have that front until I decided I didn't want to have that front anymore.

12:17When you say that, have that front.

12:20That everything's okay.

12:22Everybody just thinks we're a happy couple, but no.

12:25With my mom, when she was married to my dad, she had to save face.

12:30She had to basically cover what she was dealing with and just act like everything is good.

12:35And I realized that that is what I learned, because that's how I was raised.

12:40But, yeah, that's not normal.

12:43Do you think our family does that a lot?

12:46Like, put on a front?

12:47Probably.

12:48I was doing what I knew to do at that time.

12:51I guess, until I couldn't anymore.

12:53You know, everybody has their limit.

12:54So, I got to mine.

12:57Okay.

12:58Eventually.

12:59Because I didn't want you there alone, just with your dad and drinking.

13:03Mm-hmm.

13:04And we left.

13:07Yep.

13:07My dad was an alcoholic, and I never once had one lesson about how a man should treat me.

13:14So, initially, when Josh cheated on me, I didn't want to make a big deal about it.

13:18I was like, every woman goes through this, so let me just suck it up and marry him anyway.

13:23But it is something I never healed from.

13:26You can handle a lot of things.

13:28Yeah.

13:28I find myself tending to the kids, making sure they have what they need, getting them to bed on time.

13:34Mm-hmm.

13:35On the weekends, it's working.

13:36It's doing makeup.

13:37So, there is some resentment there when it comes to my relationship with Josh.

13:42Sometimes things happen to build character.

13:44All right, but that doesn't sit well with me.

13:48I wanted to share about what I'm going through with Josh in regards to us being in separate rooms.

13:55But she doesn't always respond in the way that I would like her to.

14:00She's like, you should be smiling all day.

14:02Y'all are young.

14:03Y'all should be having fun.

14:04And I know she genuinely wants to see me happy, but I'm not there.

14:09You know, we never really sit down and talk.

14:11You're talking about, like, what you have going on and what you have to do.

14:14And then I'll talk about, like, quickly about what I did with work.

14:17But we don't sit down and talk.

14:19It's not because I don't want to.

14:20Mm, you don't want to.

14:22I do want to.

14:23No, you don't.

14:25You are always busy.

14:26You think I don't want to come visit if I have a choice?

14:30I think you make time for what you want to make time for.

14:33I notice a lot of similarities between my relationship with my mom and my relationship with Josh.

14:40With both relationships, I feel like I'm never good enough.

14:43I don't feel like my feelings matter.

14:47That's hard for me.

14:49Yep, that sounds like a plan.

14:50Well, I love you.

14:51You Selena Pena.

14:52Oh, and that's what we need to start doing, too, saying I love you at all.

14:55Well, I love you.

15:03So I decided to partner with my big brother, attorney Rodney Jones, to do an event for women,

15:27to celebrate women, to let them know their greatness.

15:30Come back over there.

15:32Welcome.

15:33Can you please?

15:35Hey, Veronica.

15:36How are you?

15:37Great callers.

15:39These women have done tremendous things in the community, in their industries, so they

15:45are certified women.

15:50Okay.

15:51They are history in the making.

15:53How are you?

15:54You look great.

15:55You look beautiful.

15:57You, too.

15:57I love this green.

15:58I love this, honey.

16:00Wait a minute.

16:01Wait a minute.

16:02Oh, dear.

16:03How are you?

16:04How are you?

16:05How are you?

16:07Oh, this is a cute restaurant.

16:09Well, hey.

16:10Hello, ma'am.

16:11Look at us, pink and green.

16:12Oh, hi.

16:14I know why I'm missing you.

16:15Oh, yes.

16:18This place is so cute.

16:19Have y'all been here before?

16:20Hey.

16:21Hey.

16:22Hey.

16:23Hey.

16:24This place is so cute.

16:25It's so cute.

16:26Thanks, honey.

16:27You're so beautiful.

16:29All right, ladies.

16:30Hear ye, hear ye.

16:32As Rodney and I were thinking about this event, we came up with the idea of trail blazers for

16:39this year, right?

16:40In addition to our honorees.

16:41honorees. So our first trailblazer for the year is Miss Ro. Come on up. Don't be shy. Ro is in

16:53hospitality. She also does consulting and she's dominating her industry in more ways than one. So

16:59let's give it up for her, Miss Ro. Thank you, y'all. For the toyers to even take enough of me to even

17:05want to honor me for the things that I do is, first of all, I'm being seen. And I never have

17:10that moment to myself to be like, wow, Ro, look at you. But I needed that moment because it makes me

17:15look back at myself and be like, damn, you actually did do something. While you're already standing,

17:19our second trailblazer is Miss Elena. Elena's a celebrity makeup artist. She's worked with

17:25everybody from Eve to Latoya Luckett to the list goes on. Oh, turn around so they can get pictures

17:30to you and Rodney. Rodney's who did. It feels good. It feels good to be recognized. With everything

17:36that's going on in my personal life, this feels very special to me. International recording

17:42artist. I'm Miss Sandy. Congratulations. Rebecca Williams. Sonny the rapper. Miss Natalie. She is

17:56over all things entertainment. And she's also a recording artist too, okay? Congratulations to

18:02everybody. One last clap. That's it. We're going to play some music and we're going to have us a good

18:08time and eat good. Y'all good? Hey, y'all. Hey, Latoya. I came to sit and meet. I love this poison ivy look

18:25that you have going on. You know how it is. Did you get to eat something, Latoya? You've been

18:29moving around. I know. I be in the zone. It's been heavy on my heart with the situation about

18:35Shaniqua. I think she owes the people at that table an apology. I mean, she owes the FedEx for printing

18:42out all those emails. The blank ink. She needs to apologize to them. The tree. That's T-Mu for that

18:48wig. And she need to apologize to everybody. So would y'all be open to talking to her? It's not that I'm not

18:54open. I don't want anybody around that feels the need to prove that hard that I know them.

19:01If I know you, I know you. She can take her apology and stick it up that wig she got.

19:06Maybe you should have a conversation with her. Yeah. Me and Rose. Don't nobody else want to.

19:10You coming?

19:13Brown. So where you going? You had news two minutes ago.

19:16To where? I turned to Brown again. My attorney's office.

19:19Cheers to not giving other people your power. Standing in your power.

19:23Not letting people get you off your rocker. Cheers, cheers, cheers, cheers, cheers, cheers.

19:28Coming up. So with Nico, girl, I don't know when the last time I told him I loved him.

19:33I discredited Nico's emotions because I never thought of him.

19:37I love him so much.

19:38Do he know you love him so much?

19:40I don't know.

19:40You're so funny.

19:55I'm going to form my own opinion about you.

19:59I don't care.

20:00I don't care.

20:02Hello, Labrina.

20:03Hey, Winter.

20:05Say hi, Queen.

20:06Oh, my gosh.

20:07Hey, girl.

20:08You're so cute.

20:09You're yourself such a song.

20:10I love that for you.

20:12I've been there working the war zone and you out here pushing your baby in the swing, girl.

20:16I love it.

20:17Hey, Winter.

20:18Let me get some of this so I can manifest this in the future.

20:21When we were in group therapy, Labrina opened my eyes to a whole lot about motherhood and

20:27being a teen mom.

20:28I had my son at 19.

20:30Mm-hmm.

20:31And the strain on my relationship with my mom happened when I really needed, like, specific

20:41answers and guidance.

20:44Besides, well, you need to go get a job or you need to work harder.

20:48You get out.

20:49When you said that, I'm just like, you know, is that how my son feel?

20:53You know?

20:54I just feel like Labrina's my person for what I'm experiencing right now.

20:58Girl, you can sit down.

21:00Get us some wine.

21:01Yes, baby.

21:02Get us some wine.

21:03Let's talk.

21:04I'm excited to meet with her and just see what advice she can give me because I'm lost.

21:10And I don't know who to turn to.

21:13How's family life?

21:14Good.

21:15So, like, with my son, meaning we have split our...

21:20He goes with his dad some days.

21:22Yeah, he go with his dad Mondays and Tuesdays and, like, throughout the weekends.

21:27And I'm Wednesday, Thursday, Friday.

21:29So how is that working for you?

21:30Like, it doesn't work for me comfortably.

21:33His daddy was like, well, maybe he should come and stay with me.

21:35Or did you suggest that?

21:36No, Pop did.

21:38Okay.

21:39Mm-hmm.

21:40Since Brennan has been splitting his time living with Will and I and living with his dad,

21:45there have been some not so great changes.

21:48So how was school, Pop?

21:50Mm-hmm.

21:50It don't seem like it's good.

21:53Your grades, nigga.

21:54You want to go to your dad's house?

21:56Cool.

21:57But you can't go there and then nosedive where you going backwards.

22:04Football is what you want to do, right?

22:07Yes.

22:08You still need to make good grades.

22:10You still need to be accountable.

22:11You still need to show up for yourself every single day.

22:14I think the environment that Brennan is in, it's taking a toll on him being motivated.

22:20I would hope that Pop comes back to stay full-time just to get back on track because

22:26we can provide a better future for him.

22:29But he has to see on his own.

22:31Like, sometimes you got to let these kids hit their head.

22:34He enjoys being over his dad's?

22:36I'm sure.

22:37Because it's not structured as much.

22:38It's not like here.

22:40I admire that about you, though, like how you can be as structured.

22:43Like, I feel like I lack so much structure in my house.

22:45Like, I don't feel like I put my foot down enough.

22:47So with Nico, girl, it's like, I feel like he, I kind of never worried about Nico.

22:55And it's like, once he got older, it was kind of like he got lost in the whole shuffle

23:00of my life.

23:02I was pregnant with Nico at 19, and he was my best friend for a long time because I

23:06was a single woman.

23:07We've been through so much together.

23:09Like, he went to college with me to get my master's, and he literally sat in class with

23:14me throughout these times.

23:15We did everything together.

23:17You grew up with him, and y'all literally went through life together, Chloe.

23:22Yeah.

23:22Y'all went through life together.

23:24And it's like, I just feel bad.

23:27I feel like I've forgotten about him along the way, especially with all that we've been

23:31through.

23:32I kind of overlook him.

23:34And that's horrible for me to say, but...

23:36I would feel horrible, too, as a mom.

23:38When no pass, Nico had to take on a lot of adult responsibilities that he wasn't ready

23:43for.

23:44He became the man of the house overnight.

23:46But I never looked at what Nico's been through.

23:49And I gave my all to my daughters.

23:52And I went wrong there.

23:54I really did.

23:56If you told Nico, have you checked in with him?

23:59How have you been since no pass?

24:01Are you good?

24:02No, I haven't.

24:03So you can't even share that grievance moment with him, because you ain't checked in.

24:09I haven't.

24:10He going through it like you.

24:11Maybe not to your extent, but he going through it.

24:13But he has said that.

24:14He's expressed that.

24:15He's like, I'm going through a lot, too.

24:17You know?

24:17And you don't know how I'm feeling.

24:19You know?

24:20And I'm like, well, damn.

24:21So I have not tapped into you.

24:25And Nico, he's so quiet.

24:27It's kind of like you never know what he thinking.

24:29You know?

24:29So it's like, how do I, like, break that barrier and get into his head and just...

24:34Stop getting into his head.

24:36Don't worry about that.

24:37You deposit mama love.

24:40I think if Chloe focused on the emotional needs and desires of her children, she can mend things with Nico easily.

24:49She will see a drastic change in life, which is all the dominoes will fall into place.

24:55He have his plan, you know?

24:56And he don't have a plan B, plan C. He has a plan A, and he wants to stick to it.

25:02So it's like, I want to support it, but I'm like, I feel like we're so distanced because that's not what I want for him, to be, you know, doing music, rapping.

25:10I think you need to remove yourself and just give him love.

25:16It's not about coddling him or not letting him be a man.

25:19It's about letting him know that the love don't drop off.

25:23My heart just goes out to him because you're not going through what I'm going through in terms of, like, this whole splitting thing and all of this stuff.

25:32And it makes me so emotional because I don't want to do what I'm doing right now.

25:37Yeah.

25:38And you have your son to, like, truly, like, tell him how much you love him and he's still here.

25:45I remember the stuff with Jordan and all that about how he found out that I was dating somebody younger, and he don't feel like it's right.

25:56And that's the problem for me.

25:57You know, I feel like this created a lot of issues in our household.

26:02Then take a step back.

26:04From Jordan?

26:05Yeah.

26:06Your kids are the priority for you, the way that you say they are.

26:11Then you put your energy in that.

26:13So?

26:14Let me go 24.

26:15Yeah.

26:17The time is running from us.

26:20It is.

26:20You can't get it back.

26:22So what you need to do, put your eggs in that one basket.

26:26Chatting with Labrina has really opened my eyes to a lot.

26:29I realize I really need to love on my son, and I need to put him first.

26:34And Jordan, he on the back burner.

26:37We on the stove, and Nico's in the forefront.

26:39He just want to hear that you're proud of him.

26:42And I am.

26:44I love him so much.

26:45Like, he is really, he really, like...

26:49Do he know you love him so much?

26:51I don't know.

26:52I hope so.

26:53Like, I don't know when the last time I told him I loved him.

26:56Hmm.

26:58I don't know.

26:59Like, I feel, I feel horrible.

27:03Coming up, you never forget your kids.

27:07Mm-hmm.

27:08And I feel like I forgot you.

27:12How could I do this to this boy?

27:14Like, I feel horrible.

27:16I feel like a bad mom.

27:17Tick-tock, life goes on.

27:26Sun comes down, turn the music on.

27:29I used to be counting years.

27:32Now I see it so clear.

27:38Hello.

27:39Hola.

27:40I'll do a glass of the Cabernet.

27:42Okay.

27:42Which one you on?

27:45You on drink?

27:45We never had a drink together.

27:47Get you a glass of champagne.

27:49My boyfriend, Jordan, told me that I need to be tougher on Nico.

27:52But after talking to Labrina, I realized I really need to love on my son.

27:57And I don't know how to navigate this journey, you know?

28:00And I'm trying to figure it out as I go.

28:02But I need to sit down and talk to him.

28:04I feel like I wanted to do this because I feel like since you've been grown, we have not hung out.

28:09And I feel like I missed it, you know?

28:11Like, I know the 16-year-old Nico, you know?

28:16I don't know the 24-year-old Nico.

28:18I don't know what you like, what you drink.

28:21The fact that you drink is crazy.

28:24Crazy to me.

28:24I was talking to my friend Labrina, and she was basically saying, like, my heart goes out to him.

28:32Because you basically haven't shown him any love, like the love that he needs, you know?

28:38And you haven't had no in-depth conversations with him.

28:41You just in survival mode and going day for day, but not tapping into what's going on around you as far as, like, my kids.

28:49You know?

28:50And that's true.

28:51And I feel like sometimes I get angry because I'm thinking, like, my son's supposed to take care of me.

28:59You know, he's supposed to be there for me.

29:01I don't like the relationship we have.

29:04It's not the same no more.

29:05That's why I didn't want your little sisters here.

29:06I feel like I made you a caretaker.

29:10You're not supposed to be a caretaker at 24.

29:13No, I'm their caretaker, you know?

29:15But I depend on you so much.

29:18It's just kind of like...

29:18I don't mind.

29:19I don't mind it.

29:20It's just, like, at the time when I was grieving and stuff and, you know, going through what I was going through, it was just, like, that's all I had was the girls to be there for them at that time.

29:34Yeah.

29:34And I appreciate that.

29:35That's what I was doing, you know?

29:37Yeah.

29:37Trying to fill in the spot that no did.

29:39Yeah.

29:40And they love that because you fill in an empty space in our house.

29:45Yeah, because I feel like if I wasn't here, they'd be...

29:48I don't know where I would be without you.

29:49And I feel like you don't even realize how valuable you are to me.

29:54Where would I be without you?

29:57Where would the girls be?

29:59I'm working.

29:59I ain't got time to play games and do this, you know?

30:04And I feel like I forgot you.

30:11I don't know.

30:12I was just thinking, like, damn, I really haven't, like, tapped into you.

30:17And I want to apologize for that.

30:19I feel horrible.

30:21I feel like a bad mom.

30:23Like, how could I do this to this boy?

30:25Like, I forgot about him.

30:29That's not fair.

30:32That's hurtful.

30:33How could I, as a mom, do that to him?

30:40Coming up, y'all are very mean to each other.

30:42It was not our best moment, bro.

30:44Are we going to live to see maybe one more?

30:46Yeah, but me calling you a weirdo, and you calling me a bitch or two different things.

30:53I was just thinking, like, damn, I really haven't, like, tapped into you.

30:58And I want to apologize for that.

31:04I do.

31:06I want to apologize to you.

31:08Well, things are not how I want it to be, but it's better, for sure, for me.

31:14Yeah.

31:14As far as my mental health.

31:16You know?

31:16Yeah.

31:17So you feel like you went through some mental health struggles?

31:19Like, you feel like you...

31:21I did.

31:21Was depressed?

31:22Yeah, I was.

31:23But I know, because now I was doing...

31:25Now I have to...

31:27I can't...

31:28Like, I'll be trying to tell you, I can't go to the studio.

31:30Because I was thinking about, like, man, what would no one need to do right now?

31:34You know?

31:34And I was like, man, I can't even, like, process everything.

31:38And I'm so sorry for that.

31:40That really breaks my heart.

31:42I feel like I got to make some changes.

31:44Yeah.

31:45But I want you to know that the stuff with the guy that I'm dating, right?

31:50Yeah.

31:50There is nobody in this world that I would put before you and your sisters, okay?

31:57That's not the priority in my life as far as our relationship.

32:03You are the priority in my life.

32:05Like, I want you to pursue your dreams, whatever it may be.

32:10You know what I want to do with the music stuff?

32:12Stuff like this.

32:13Yeah, and I want to help you with it.

32:14Like, I want to be supportive of what you want to do.

32:17Like, what do you see your plan in the music industry?

32:20What you want to do?

32:21Let's say rapping don't work out.

32:22Nah, it's going to work, because I know...

32:24Okay, what are we going to do in the next year to make this happen?

32:27Drop some music.

32:28That's all I need to do.

32:29I need to put some music out and videos.

32:33Life is all about transitions.

32:35Life is all about evolving.

32:36And I feel like right now, I really need to be supportive of Nico and all of his dreams,

32:42all of his aspirations.

32:43I know you want me to go to school, do that.

32:46But honestly, I'm not trying to be a doctor, a nurse, or a lawyer.

32:51I feel like I'm that person, criticizing your life and trying to navigate your life and your journey.

32:57But it's not mine.

32:58And I have to realize that it's because I'm your mama.

33:01I'm harder on you.

33:03Yeah, that's why I don't take it to heart.

33:04I just...

33:05Well, I'm glad you don't.

33:06I'm just trying to do what I need to do.

33:09I'm going to the studio tomorrow, so that's a start.

33:12That's a start?

33:13Well, I want you to stay focused.

33:15If you need something, if you need me to invest in your dreams, whatever you need, like, I got you.

33:21My conversation with Nico is probably what I needed right now in life.

33:26It's the best thing that has happened to me.

33:29I feel so uplifted.

33:31I feel like light now.

33:34I was so heavy before having this conversation, and I just feel good.

33:39I love you, Nico.

33:40I love you, too.

33:40And I appreciate you, and I just want you to know that.

33:45Yeah.

33:46I love you so much.

33:50People spend way too much time on the wrong things.

33:55Well, I've been living in my prime going my way.

33:58I just didn't want a new go.

34:00I want my big break.

34:01If they're a black hole, like the big bang.

34:04I don't do fights.

34:07I don't do public altercations.

34:09I'm a woman of class, believe it or not, but I am.

34:15And I was very taken aback by Shaniqua's behavior.

34:20Hello, ma'am.

34:21Hey.

34:21Oh, she looks cute.

34:23You look so cute.

34:23We're kind of with the same vibe.

34:25Look at us.

34:26How are you?

34:27However, I'm a believer in second chances, so I felt like bringing Shaniqua around one more time just to give her another chance would be good.

34:36Shaniqua, what happened?

34:40You know, Ro's energy was disturbed from the time I walked in the door.

34:46Hello.

34:47How are we doing today?

34:48Hey.

34:49I'm not trying to be mean, but like the fact that you keep popping up in like our like friend group situations, I'm confused.

34:54I don't know about a pop-up.

34:55It is a pop-up because we know you were coming, so now.

34:57Uh-oh.

34:58Well, excuse me.

34:59That's fair.

35:00In Ro's defense, Ro's energy is always very standoffish.

35:02She just, that's just her.

35:03That's her demeanor.

35:04Okay.

35:05Her mind is always somewhere else.

35:06Right.

35:07So she just be like, whatever, you know.

35:08Okay.

35:09She's a very sweet and loving person.

35:13Absolutely.

35:14Like, and she gonna go to war for her friends, as you can see.

35:16Absolutely.

35:17I'm not used to giving people a second, third, fourth chance.

35:19It's like, usually when somebody does something bad to me, they just don't exist to me anymore.

35:23And in order for me to transition to who I'm trying to be, can't always do the things I always did in the past, right?

35:29Hey, ma'am.

35:30Hello.

35:31Hey.

35:32Hello.

35:33How are you?

35:34You gonna hug me?

35:35You remember Shaniqua, huh?

35:37Yes.

35:38What if you do it again?

35:39I'm not gonna say I'm about to be new Ro again if you put your hands in my face and call me a bitch again in my face.

35:43I don't know how I'm gonna react to that the second time.

35:45So I'm pretty apprehensive about how this is gonna play out.

35:48We were just kinda catching up and talking about what happened at Mocha.

35:51So when did it take a turn for the worse?

35:53When I blurted out-

35:55Pulled your paperwork out.

35:56Yeah.

35:57The paperwork has nothing to do with Ro.

35:59Like, I don't know Ro.

36:00I haven't had interactions in the past with Ro.

36:02So the paperwork was for Latoria.

36:04Right.

36:05But when Ro responded, I guess, to the paperwork, I think that's kinda when it took a turn because

36:11it was, oh, that's, you know, that's weird or-

36:14Ro mentioned like, why did you bring-

36:16You're a weirdo.

36:17Why would you bring that?

36:18And I think that just escalated.

36:19That was weird.

36:20You know, name calling and all the things.

36:22She probably should call no weirdo, right?

36:23Yeah, but me calling you a weirdo and you calling me a bitch, it's two different things.

36:27In my head, I'm like, well, what the hell am I here for?

36:29Like, if we're not gonna be grown up about this and have this conversation, then what am I sitting in this seat for?

36:34I'm here to maybe have a conversation, let's move forward from it in this moment, and you're still standing ten on what you did wrong.

36:41That was, y'all were very mean to each other.

36:43It was not our best moment, Ro.

36:47Are we gonna live to see maybe one more?

36:50When I made that comment, it wasn't shade to you, it was just, like, in general, because Latoya is softer, like, out of the group of girls, right?

37:11Southern Bill.

37:12And I almost felt like you were, like, bullying her.

37:14Really?

37:15Like, my child got bullied at school.

37:16Of course.

37:17Like, when I was growing up, I probably was the person to bully the bullies, but I didn't like it, so I used to say something to them.

37:22So, like, that type of stuff bothers me, too.

37:23And I feel like in that moment, you were bullying her.

37:25So, I don't wanna cut you off, Ro, because number one, I respect you.

37:28I want to hear you out.

37:29Thank you so much for sharing.

37:31And I'll share with both of y'all that bullying is something that I have gone through, like, for real.

37:38And when you grow up in those moments, you're kind of on defense.

37:43So, I'll be honest, I have triggers.

37:45You know, people's people, how they treat me, you know, maybe snub me certain comments and things that you weren't ill intended.

37:53It was a trigger for me.

37:55Where do we go from here?

37:56I still feel weary.

37:57It's just a...

37:58I don't know.

37:59I'm just sensitive about somebody.

38:00It's just a scary situation for me.

38:01Yeah.

38:02I don't know why it's scary.

38:03You feel like she would do it again?

38:04Yes.

38:05I feel like if you get triggered, you gonna...

38:06Or, I don't know if it was because...

38:08If it's because...

38:09I was just...

38:10I don't know, man.

38:11Like, I've been lied on.

38:12I've been talked about.

38:13I've been...

38:14Just...

38:15You name it.

38:16It didn't happen to me.

38:17I done set up.

38:18I done all kind of been robbed.

38:19I done all kind of stuff happened to me in my life.

38:20And...

38:21So, you have a...

38:22The trust that's missing.

38:23Yeah.

38:24I'm just guarded as far as when it comes to, like, friendships.

38:26Because I'm so used to people on me.

38:28Yeah.

38:29Eventually.

38:30Or me, you know, going all out to be somebody's friend.

38:33Or doing above and beyond.

38:34And just to find out that they...

38:36Don't give a damn, really.

38:37That's one of the main reasons I'm guarded.

38:38Because I feel like...

38:39I don't...

38:40I'm tired of getting hurt by people that I love.

38:41They are.

38:42I understand.

38:43So, that's just how I am.

38:44And I know it ain't always, like, the best thing...

38:45The best way to be.

38:46But that's just how I am.

38:47Yeah.

38:48So, it's like...

38:49It's a gift and a curse over here, girl.

38:50Do you feel like you're guarded too?

38:52Well, I think...

38:53I do think because of trying to protect myself.

38:54Having a shell.

38:55Having a layer.

38:56You know, because of being bullied.

38:57It's traumatizing.

38:58You know, when...

39:00When you think girls are your friends.

39:02Or, you know, and again, being six foot tall.

39:04Yeah.

39:05And super skinny.

39:06Olive oil.

39:07And being made fun of.

39:09And then also, you know...

39:10Y'all actually have similar stories.

39:12Very similar.

39:13Because, you know, kind of the flip side of what Ro was sharing is, like,

39:16ultimately just being not treated well.

39:19When you're not treated well, it kind of makes you shell up to people.

39:23Like, hold up.

39:24Hearing Shaniqua's story about what she'd been through in her life kind of made me see who

39:28she was outside of what she initially showed me.

39:31It just made me kind of be like, okay, well, we all been through stuff and we all made mistakes.

39:35And I do just want to humbly just, number one, just apologize and own it.

39:39So, it's never okay to call anybody out of their name.

39:42And I certainly did.

39:43And I did.

39:44I would like to just apologize and say, you don't have to worry about that happening again.

39:48So, girl, you gonna let up off my wig.

39:53This is my first time ever actually being in a situation where I'm considering trying

39:58to move forward and reconcile this.

40:00And granted, now I'm having more of an understanding of who she is.

40:03But just in this moment with us apologizing and us getting, you know, moving forward from this situation

40:08doesn't mean that we can be best friends now.

40:10What I know going forward is that there's a mutual respect.

40:13And that's enough for me.

40:14I think there's a mutual respect.

40:15I'm not disrespectful.

40:16And I don't talk about you already though.

40:17Yeah, yeah, yeah.

40:18Oh, since the days of you probably talk about me too.

40:19I was like, you know.

40:20Yeah.

40:21We gonna break us out right now and just end up right now.

40:23And I appreciate that.

40:24So, I'm a believer in second chances.

40:27Yeah.

40:28Ro, not so much.

40:29I'm not.

40:31I'm still learning how to just navigate with who I am compared to who I used to be.

40:38And the old me, I would have never sat down and had that conversation.

40:41It makes me be proud of myself.

40:43It's just showing me that I've grown as a person.

40:45Y'all want to get a drink?

40:46I ain't drinking today.

40:47Why?

40:48I don't feel like drinking.

40:50All right, well, we'll go get you a juice.

40:53Yeah, let's go.

40:55We need a cocktail.

41:01Next time, I've always wanted to be in the relationship.

41:05Let me find you one of these cowboys.

41:07Woo!

41:08Hello, hello.

41:09Nice meeting you.

41:10How you feel about me, uh, dating?

41:13Hmm?

41:14I ain't went on over here yet.

41:16Are you ready for a baby right now?

41:18What is that?

41:21Oh, watch this.

41:23Oh, oh, oh, oh.

41:30You know, people, people, how they treat me.

41:32me.

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