00:00why are you doing strictly and i wrote like all the reasons why i was doing strictly so you're
00:04writing they write them down on a board for me and i like six yeah and it was super illuminating
00:11i was like i want to prove to people that i know sorry i want to prove to people that i can do it
00:20and that i'm more than just like a reality tv star and i want to be a tv presenter eventually
00:26and i think this is a great step i want to make my family proud they love it i want to have you know
00:32a nice home financial security i think there's gonna be a step to that and i want to go on nice
00:37holidays and i spoke about it all and they wrote all down and and i was like i just want to prove
00:43i can babe just as you were going through that list i was like you're describing your life now
00:50not in some future that may or may not happen but it's all about how you see yourself isn't it
00:56and like you see how this is going don't you like subsequently they worked all through the list
01:01and like your family are proud and you've got to have it all yeah and we're like so you have these
01:06things already so instead of worrying about strictly and needing to do so well why don't you just enjoy
01:14this incredible opportunity and i was like you're so right and they're like what and like we boiled it
01:19all down to it mate and it just was like i am still just trying to change the opinions of people who
01:27will never like me who are convinced i'm nothing but that girl from jordie shaw and i'm never going
01:32to be any better and i'm wasting my life mate i'm wasting my time trying to pander at these people
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