- 5 months ago
After heartbreak, a strong woman must navigate love, freedom, and chaos in NYC, learning to stand tall and start over in a city that never slows down.
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00:00:00This is
00:00:23There you go.
00:00:25Gave it to house management.
00:00:27Please.
00:00:30Okay, well, thank you.
00:00:31I'll be...
00:00:32All right.
00:00:33Yeah, I'll just be a minute.
00:00:34I'll be right back.
00:00:35We'll see you.
00:00:36Okay.
00:00:57Ladies and gentlemen, we have a 7 o'clock half hour for a 7.30 show this evening.
00:01:03And just a reminder that when you get out of clothes, please join us upstairs in the lobby for a little send-off.
00:01:10Farewell.
00:01:12Okay, I just want to take everybody back to the time when these two met.
00:01:28Jen comes to me and she says, Dad, listen, I met this guy and he's all alone for the holidays.
00:01:35And he's a sailor.
00:01:36And I say, no.
00:01:38No, no, no, no, no.
00:01:39She says, oh, Dad, please.
00:01:40Come on.
00:01:41He's separated from his family.
00:01:43Come on.
00:01:44Can I please invite him for Christmas?
00:01:46And I said yes.
00:01:47Well, well, no, no.
00:01:49Pat and I said yes.
00:01:52And boy, are we glad we did.
00:01:55You two chose each other to be family.
00:01:58I mean, poor Jen, when I think of it.
00:02:01Stuck with me and Pat.
00:02:03No choice.
00:02:04No choice at all.
00:02:05But David, Jen chose you.
00:02:10So be her rock.
00:02:13Be her soft place to fall.
00:02:16Huh?
00:02:17And for God's sake, be the one to make her wear a life vest.
00:02:22At all times, even on land.
00:02:26A toast to Mr. and Mrs. Monroe.
00:02:29May you always be as in love as you are today.
00:02:33I love you.
00:02:35Cheers.
00:02:36Cheers.
00:02:37Cheers.
00:02:38Cheers.
00:02:43This thing that's allowing me to somehow be okay with standing here in front of you telling
00:02:58you that unless you fight for me, now I am walking away.
00:03:02I won't sit back and wait for you to walk away.
00:03:05That's what I think it is.
00:03:06We can just go home now.
00:03:07Great.
00:03:08Okay.
00:03:09Thank you, Tara.
00:03:10Great job.
00:03:11Appreciate it.
00:03:12Thank you for being here.
00:03:14Bye, Nigel.
00:03:15So good to see you.
00:03:16Thank you so much.
00:03:17Thank you, guys.
00:03:18That was great.
00:03:20Bye, Nigel.
00:03:21I'll see you in the trolley.
00:03:22Oh, God.
00:03:23Oh, my God.
00:03:24I'm so happy to see you.
00:03:25I am so happy to see you, too.
00:03:26How are you?
00:03:27I'm great.
00:03:28How are you?
00:03:29I'm good.
00:03:30Holy .
00:03:31You were slaying it in there.
00:03:32I was like, oh, my God.
00:03:33I'm so happy to see you, too.
00:03:34How are you?
00:03:35I'm great.
00:03:36How are you?
00:03:37Oh, good.
00:03:38I'm so happy to see you in there.
00:03:39I was like crying and listening to you.
00:03:40It was unbelievable.
00:03:42No, this material.
00:03:43I mean, that play is incredible, right?
00:03:44It's really wonderful.
00:03:45Yeah.
00:03:46You just, like, have to just drop down into it.
00:03:47Yeah.
00:03:48Yeah.
00:03:49Have you worked with Nigel before?
00:03:50No.
00:03:51No.
00:03:52The nicest guy.
00:03:53Are you next?
00:03:54No.
00:03:55God, no.
00:03:56I'm 40 minutes early like a jackass.
00:03:57Yeah.
00:03:58I like to just show up way too early and watch all the other actresses go in and be brilliant
00:04:01and then lose all my self-confidence.
00:04:02Oh, shut up.
00:04:03No.
00:04:04This outfit was perfect.
00:04:05I know, right?
00:04:06This is my roommate.
00:04:07This is my...
00:04:08I used to be a decent piece of .
00:04:09Now I'm invisible because my husband dumped me.
00:04:11Look.
00:04:12Jenny?
00:04:13You ready?
00:04:14Oh, yeah.
00:04:15No, no, no.
00:04:16We're going by scheduled times.
00:04:17Okay.
00:04:18Jenny, I'm sorry to see you.
00:04:19That's okay.
00:04:20Hi.
00:04:21How are you?
00:04:22Come on in, sweetie.
00:04:23All right.
00:04:24How are you?
00:04:25Good.
00:04:26Good.
00:04:27Thanks for coming in.
00:04:28Sure.
00:04:29This is Jenny Monroe.
00:04:30You might have remembered her from the...
00:04:32Oh, of course.
00:04:33I saw you in the, uh, Akebourne last year.
00:04:35Oh.
00:04:36You were great.
00:04:37Oh, thank you.
00:04:38Thanks so much.
00:04:39Toby will read Alexander for you.
00:04:41We're going to go back just, uh, a little bit from, uh, I, Alexander take thee Delaney.
00:04:48Oh.
00:04:49Oh, okay.
00:04:50Yeah.
00:04:51The, uh, flashbacks to the vows.
00:04:54That way, it'll just help you to launch yourself a little better.
00:04:58Great, great, great.
00:04:59Thanks.
00:05:04I, Alexander, take thee, Delaney, to be my wife.
00:05:08To have and to hold.
00:05:10To love, honor, and cherish from this day forward.
00:05:14I, Delaney, take thee, Alexander, to be my husband.
00:05:19To honor, uh, to honor, cherish.
00:05:26Hey, babe.
00:05:30Who, whose number...
00:05:33Who do you know with the 407 number?
00:05:3640...
00:05:38Who do you know with the 407 number?
00:05:40Nobody.
00:05:43I think you do.
00:05:44Whoever it is, it's somebody you've spoken to at least once a day, every single day for the last 30 days.
00:05:52That was my phone records, or...
00:05:55Who?
00:05:58Oh, uh, right, she's just a friend.
00:06:01She's just a friend.
00:06:08She's just a friend.
00:06:10I met.
00:06:11Where?
00:06:12Fort Pierce.
00:06:15When I delivered the bowl.
00:06:16To...
00:06:17To...
00:06:18To have and to hold.
00:06:19Sorry about that.
00:06:23Do you mind if I just... I'm just gonna go back, if that's okay.
00:06:25Of course.
00:06:26Drop the easiest line in the whole play.
00:06:30Everyone knows it, even my parents.
00:06:31Okay.
00:06:32To, to, to having to hold, oops, sorry about that, do you mind if I just, I'm just gonna
00:06:41go back, that's okay.
00:06:42Of course.
00:06:43Drop the easiest line in the whole play, everyone knows it, even my parents, okay.
00:06:54These are my husband just dumped me pants, throwing me off, there we go.
00:07:01I, Alexander, take thee, Delaney, to be my wife, to have him to hold, to love, honor,
00:07:13and cherish from this day forward.
00:07:16I, Delaney, take thee, Alexander, to be my husband, to have him to hold from this day
00:07:25forward.
00:07:31Okay.
00:07:32Yeah.
00:07:33Alright.
00:07:34I got mine.
00:07:35I know, wait, wait, wait, let's do two.
00:07:38One serious and one funny.
00:07:40Okay.
00:07:41Okay.
00:07:42Uh, funny first?
00:07:43Yep.
00:07:44Funny first.
00:07:45Thanks.
00:07:46Okay.
00:07:47Okay.
00:07:48Okay.
00:07:49Okay.
00:07:50Uh, funny first?
00:07:51Yep.
00:07:52Funny first.
00:07:53Thanks.
00:07:54Okay.
00:07:55Okay.
00:07:56Okay.
00:07:57That's beautiful.
00:08:01Okay.
00:08:08That's beautiful.
00:08:19Happy anniversary.
00:08:24Happy anniversary.
00:08:29Happy anniversary.
00:08:31I'm sorry I couldn't afford more.
00:08:33No, no, David.
00:08:34You deserve more.
00:08:35We spent all of our money so that we could move here.
00:08:37I don't want anything else.
00:08:38I just want you.
00:08:39You don't.
00:08:40I do.
00:08:42It's broken.
00:08:59Jenny, David, come in.
00:09:13And I just, I know that it's about the timing of all this, you know, with this other woman.
00:09:19Be fair.
00:09:20And, um, yes.
00:09:21And I, I, I know that we're, we're scared, that we're both scared, but I just, I...
00:09:26Is that true, David?
00:09:28What?
00:09:29That we're scared?
00:09:30Are you scared?
00:09:32She's always scared.
00:09:35Are you?
00:09:39I guess so.
00:09:41Yep.
00:09:42Can you tell me what else you might be feeling?
00:09:52Jenny mentioned that you seemed angry at her.
00:09:58Is that true?
00:09:59It's, it's not even...
00:10:00Jenny.
00:10:01Sorry.
00:10:02Sorry.
00:10:03David, are you angry?
00:10:09I don't know.
00:10:14At, at me?
00:10:19At Jenny, David.
00:10:24What are you so angry about?
00:10:30In my experience, when people refuse to speak, it usually...
00:10:34I don't want to be a dad.
00:10:37If that's what you were asking.
00:10:42I don't want to go out and get back to the back.
00:10:49Ah...
00:10:51Ah.
00:10:52No, I gotcha.
00:10:53Sorry.
00:10:54Hey!
00:10:55Yeah.
00:10:56Hey.
00:10:57All right.
00:11:02Hey!
00:11:03Hey!
00:11:04Hey!
00:11:05Hey!
00:11:06Hey!
00:11:07Hey!
00:11:08Oh!
00:11:09We were so worried about you guys.
00:11:11I didn't hear that you landed again.
00:11:12Oh, I think you would have heard something on the news if we didn't.
00:11:14Let me help you.
00:11:15I know, I know.
00:11:16I'm taking the light one.
00:11:17Come.
00:11:18I'm dying for you to see the trees.
00:11:19Babe, why don't we just...
00:11:20You got something for your folks, right?
00:11:22Yeah.
00:11:23So let's just figure out something we need for the apartment.
00:11:25No, no, no.
00:11:26That's not a lie.
00:11:27That's not romantic.
00:11:28Oh, I don't even know what you want.
00:11:29You don't tell me.
00:11:30What do you want?
00:11:34I want a baby.
00:11:38A what?
00:11:40I want a baby for Christmas.
00:11:46Jenny.
00:11:48Yeah?
00:11:49Are you serious?
00:11:51Yeah.
00:11:53I thought we didn't want a baby.
00:11:54I know, but I do now.
00:11:55Now, I do.
00:11:58Jane.
00:11:59I just...
00:12:01I know it sounds weird, but I keep seeing these beautiful little badass girls that look right
00:12:05at me like, what are you doing?
00:12:07Who are you gonna share your whatever with?
00:12:10Your...
00:12:11Your...
00:12:12Anything.
00:12:15We're pushing 40.
00:12:16Hey, what if we just...
00:12:18For one year, got out of the way to see if it was meant to be?
00:12:23Just one year.
00:12:24I'm not going back there.
00:12:25Hey!
00:12:26Jennifer Monroe!
00:12:27Listen, I'm doing what you asked.
00:12:29I'm giving you space for him to step up.
00:12:30But I swear to God, if he doesn't, in a big way, real, real soon, I will...
00:12:31I don't know.
00:12:32Maybe I'll cash out my IRA and put a hit out on him.
00:12:33That would be a big deal.
00:12:34I'm not going back there.
00:12:35I'm not going back there.
00:12:36Hey!
00:12:37Jennifer Monroe!
00:12:38Listen, I'm doing what you asked.
00:12:39I'm giving you space for him to step up.
00:12:40But I swear to God, if he doesn't, in a big way, real, real soon, I will...
00:12:42I don't know.
00:12:43Maybe I'll cash out my IRA and put a hit out on him.
00:12:45That would be a great use of my money.
00:12:46You know I'm kidding, right?
00:12:47I kid because I love.
00:12:48I'm sort of kidding.
00:12:49But seriously, just say the word and I am there.
00:12:50Okay?
00:12:51I love you.
00:12:52Bye.
00:12:53Bye.
00:12:54Bye.
00:12:55Bye.
00:12:56Bye.
00:12:57Bye.
00:12:58Bye.
00:12:59Bye.
00:13:00Bye.
00:13:01Bye.
00:13:02Bye.
00:13:03Bye.
00:13:04Bye.
00:13:05Bye.
00:13:06Bye.
00:13:07Bye.
00:13:08Bye.
00:13:09Bye.
00:13:10Bye.
00:13:11Bye.
00:13:12Bye.
00:13:13Bye.
00:13:14Bye.
00:13:15Bye.
00:13:16Bye.
00:13:27So he's all proud like it, he says, what do you think Stan?
00:13:30And I say, are you fucking kidding me?
00:13:324.5 mil for that piece of s**** you're idiot.
00:13:36I couldn't help myself.
00:13:37I said it right to his face.
00:13:39Uh mint.
00:13:41No?
00:13:42Okay.
00:13:43Any who, back to you, Stu.
00:13:44So, wow. Wow.
00:13:47Well, based on my, what, 50 minutes with you,
00:13:50my overall quickest analysis is that
00:13:54this marriage is on thin ice,
00:13:56but it can be saved.
00:14:01I mean, this one, desperate, controlling, terrified.
00:14:05Not a good sign.
00:14:06And this one, silent, brooding, secretive.
00:14:10Also not good.
00:14:12Kids, we got our work cut out for us.
00:14:16So, when's the baby due?
00:14:22I am not going back there.
00:14:24Really?
00:14:26You want to go back to him?
00:14:28There you go.
00:14:41They call?
00:14:44Is it bad?
00:14:48Hi, Jenny, this is April, the genetic counselor for Dr. Benitoff, and the lab did confirm
00:14:59the presence of an extra chromosome 18 in all the cells that they looked at.
00:15:03So your next step would be to contact your OBGYN if the pregnancy isn't viable.
00:15:09I hope we see you again, and I'm going to give you good news if you guys want to try
00:15:16again, or...
00:15:17All right.
00:15:18Take care.
00:15:19Bye.
00:15:20You want to wear a cowboy boots with a skirt?
00:15:37Yeah.
00:15:38That's not a goal.
00:15:39Yes, it is.
00:15:40No, it's not.
00:15:41It is.
00:15:42It's a goal.
00:15:43It is not a goal.
00:15:44You already do that.
00:15:45No, not with a skirt.
00:15:46Right.
00:15:47That is totally hot.
00:15:48You can cross that off tonight.
00:15:49It's an easy one.
00:15:50My turn.
00:15:51Okay.
00:15:52All right.
00:15:53All right.
00:15:54You want to make a limbo.
00:16:07Living.
00:16:08Living.
00:16:09You want to make a living on a boat?
00:16:10If I could.
00:16:11You could totally do that.
00:16:12I don't know how much money is in here, but if I could, I would.
00:16:13You totally can do that.
00:16:14All right.
00:16:15You go.
00:16:16Okay.
00:16:17Okay.
00:16:18Thailand.
00:16:19Thailand.
00:16:20Thailand.
00:16:21Yeah.
00:16:22Can you write that down, please?
00:16:23Thailand.
00:16:24Thailand.
00:16:25Yeah.
00:16:26Can you write that down, please?
00:16:27Thailand.
00:16:28Thailand.
00:16:29What about it?
00:16:30I'm going.
00:16:31When?
00:16:32Someday.
00:16:33How?
00:16:34It's a goal.
00:16:35You're terrified to fly over an ocean.
00:16:36I know.
00:16:37I know.
00:16:38So when did this?
00:16:39I've never.
00:16:40Miss Tucker, my third grade teacher, she had this shiny gold Buddha on her desk that I
00:16:48was obsessed with.
00:16:49And then finally she gave it to me on the last day before summer.
00:16:53She told me about her travels to Thailand.
00:16:55She was amazing.
00:16:56She was tough.
00:16:58She was tough.
00:16:59She wore slacks.
00:17:01She traveled on her own.
00:17:04She was an adventurer.
00:17:07I want to do that.
00:17:09Do you still have it?
00:17:11What?
00:17:12The Buddha.
00:17:13I think I do.
00:17:14I think it's at my parents.
00:17:18That's cool.
00:17:19Yeah.
00:17:20I'm going to write down.
00:17:21Jenny.
00:17:25Is.
00:17:27Gonna fly.
00:17:29Over an ocean.
00:17:31To Thailand.
00:17:33Yep.
00:17:34It's official.
00:17:38David.
00:17:39David.
00:17:40What?
00:17:41What?
00:17:42Did you dance with her?
00:17:44At the place.
00:17:45Did you dance?
00:17:46Would she?
00:17:47Did you dance together?
00:17:48At the place, did you dance?
00:17:51Where'd she?
00:17:53Did you dance together?
00:17:55No.
00:17:56No.
00:17:57No.
00:17:58No.
00:17:59No.
00:18:00No.
00:18:01No.
00:18:02No.
00:18:03No.
00:18:05No.
00:18:07No.
00:18:08No.
00:18:09No.
00:18:10Did you dance together?
00:18:19Yes.
00:18:21You did?
00:18:27Was it a slow song?
00:18:32Yes.
00:18:35Do you remember the song?
00:18:40No.
00:18:44It was slow though.
00:19:10Now, you've been turning down auditions?
00:19:18Uh, yeah.
00:19:20Why?
00:19:21Well, not the day player stuff, the small, but the out-of-town gig, the out-of-town theater jobs, yes.
00:19:27Why?
00:19:28Well, I don't think that us being apart is a really good idea.
00:19:33I think that David and I need to be in the same place and not miles apart for months while our marriage is barely hanging on.
00:19:42I see. So you don't want him to go either. Do you not want him to even try and get work in Florida this winter?
00:19:50I don't know. I think we need to be in the same city for a while.
00:19:57So you want to play the martyr and give up what you love?
00:20:01Martyr?
00:20:02And ask him to put his life on hold?
00:20:04You know, this all seems very Gift of the Magi to me.
00:20:10You know that story, David? Are you familiar with that?
00:20:13No.
00:20:14Oh, I am so sorry. Let me just...
00:20:19Shit. Hold on.
00:20:21What? I'm in a session.
00:20:24Okay. Stop. Stop. I'll talk to you later.
00:20:28I am so sorry.
00:20:32Okay, so you think it would be a good idea to do this boat delivery with David? Fine.
00:20:38Fine. Your job-slash-homework is to not talk too much and have as much sex as possible.
00:20:47I...
00:20:49We can leave it there. We can... we can leave it there.
00:20:53Okay, love, I'm gonna stop you.
00:20:58This woman...
00:21:00If you can even imagine it, this woman, the life she thought, she knew, it's gone.
00:21:05Everyone thought they were the perfect couple. Everyone, including her.
00:21:11Now she's been sideswiped.
00:21:13She's doing everything she can to keep her shit together because this woman's...
00:21:17She's...
00:21:22She's a hard f***ing roll.
00:21:25Right, man?
00:21:26Even within this one speech, she goes from a woman standing in her living room with her heart in a million bloody pieces.
00:21:46And by speaking her truth, she...
00:21:49By the end, she realizes that, yes, her heart has been shattered, but it's...
00:21:54There's all this surface area around it.
00:21:59And even though her breath gets caught on the jagged corners,
00:22:05It's actually gotten to be bigger now. In pieces, thank you very much.
00:22:10Yes, she...
00:22:13She's afraid to leave, but she's more terrified to sit still.
00:22:17If she sits still, she'll go under.
00:22:20She has to move forward.
00:22:22Neutral is not good.
00:22:26Being a victim, it's not good.
00:22:29She must find the next right thing.
00:22:34She must, or the fear and the hurt will swallow her.
00:22:40Okay?
00:22:43Take that in for a second.
00:22:48Take it in and let's give it another go.
00:22:51Right?
00:22:55Why don't we go from...
00:22:58What could I have done differently?
00:23:00Was I so f***ing naïve to think that we were happy?
00:23:20You let me think we were happy.
00:23:24Hello?
00:23:31Uh...
00:23:33I just...
00:23:35I told Jenny I probably wouldn't say anything today, but...
00:23:39I...
00:23:41I am so grateful for all of you.
00:23:45And you.
00:23:47Jennifer Lonergan.
00:23:49Monroe!
00:23:51Jenny Monroe!
00:23:54For all of this.
00:23:55But today was...
00:23:57Today is perfect.
00:24:03For loving me.
00:24:05In the beautiful way you do.
00:24:09I want to spend the rest of my life making you happy.
00:24:14Supporting you.
00:24:16I can't believe we get to do this life thing together.
00:24:20I love her.
00:24:25Beautiful.
00:24:27Beautiful.
00:24:28Beautiful.
00:24:29I'll throw you out my head.
00:24:30Let's see her.
00:24:35Here she is.
00:24:37She has a honey.
00:24:40She has a lunch.
00:24:42She has a shower.
00:24:44She has a mom, a baby, a baby, a baby, a baby, a baby.
00:24:46Are you okay?
00:24:48Are you okay?
00:24:49She's like, oh wait, are you okay?
00:24:53I can't believe you might be.
00:24:54Who wants that?
00:24:55Who wants it?
00:24:56She has a baby.
00:24:57You're gonna be okay. We'll take good care of you.
00:25:01You and your husband can try again right away, okay?
00:25:27Is that her?
00:25:41What? Is that her?
00:25:45Yeah.
00:25:51Have you been speaking to her? No. You haven't? No, baby.
00:25:55It's probably why she's texting. It's the weekend.
00:25:59She knows we're together. She's trying to stir shit up.
00:26:08What does it say?
00:26:14It isn't fair.
00:26:17I'll just delete it.
00:26:20Does she know that we lost the baby? I don't know.
00:26:23I haven't spoken to her since that day.
00:26:28Just ignore it, please. Just put it on silent.
00:26:32What are you doing?
00:26:35Jen, what are you doing?
00:26:37Calling her. No, don't do that.
00:26:39Don't do that. Jen, put that down.
00:26:42She's crazy. She's just gonna make shit up. Don't do that.
00:26:44This isn't David. Come on.
00:26:46I believe my husband told you over a month ago that I knew about you and that you were to stop contacting him.
00:26:54I know you don't respect me or clearly yourself, but I ask that you please respect the fact that we have been married for 15 years.
00:27:01Do not contact my husband ever again.
00:27:06So you okay with that David?
00:27:24That what?
00:27:25Well, that she hijacked your phone and put that girl out.
00:27:31Uh, I don't know.
00:27:34You've lost weight, haven't you?
00:27:40Uh, yeah. Probably. I mean, losing the baby, so.
00:27:47You absolutely have lost weight. You don't want to lose too much more because it's, it's, uh, it's an unfortunate look for a woman of a certain age.
00:27:59Mm.
00:28:00So, it sounds like you two are looking for a counselor that you both feel comfortable with and you're having trouble finding a match. Is that right?
00:28:11Who wants to start?
00:28:17Uh, well, we were, uh, just now on our way here. We're, we're getting off the subway and we're heading towards the stairs and this gorgeous woman just starts,
00:28:28it starts heading towards us. She's gorgeous from the stairs. I'm very aware of her. She's, I've, I've always been able to think that other women were, were beautiful, you know, or whatever.
00:28:38I could see them for what they were. They're beautiful, but they're separate from me.
00:28:41But now, all of a sudden, every single woman that I see who is even remotely attractive is a, is a threat somehow taking away from my beauty.
00:28:48Like, there's only so much to go around. Like, how dare she, you know, just hog up all the, you know, the, the, whatever, the, the, whatever.
00:28:56And so she's coming at me, she's coming at me and I could feel myself just getting smaller and angrier the closer she gets.
00:29:02And as she passes with her perfect little long legs, just passes by as she does, I say to myself, please see my beauty, David, please don't let her suck up all of my beauty.
00:29:13And, and as, as she passes, he turns his head. He just turns his head, like, like to look at her. He just goes, like a animal. He just, I mean, who is this guy?
00:29:27The guy that I've been beautiful to for 15 years is now suddenly overnight bored of me and he can't help it. Like, ugh.
00:29:33I mean, who is that guy? He gets one taste of other and now he's like a f***ing animal? It's like that fish, like that, with the, with the, or like a, like a pit bull.
00:29:44Like a f***ing sweet little perfect pit bull who's been nothing but loving its entire life and it accidentally gets a little bit of blood in its mouth and it just starts f***ing attacking women and postmen or whatever the f*** walks by the house.
00:29:55Yes. Yes. I get it. I get it now. I'm a subscriber to most of the important off-Broadway theaters and I saw you in the Pettibone play. You are amazing.
00:30:10The way you climbed up the wall. The play was, eh, but you were fantastic. God, I feel bad. I should have said something, but I thought I recognized your name and I had some time today, so I made the appointment, but I'm getting ready to go to London on my annual theater crawl.
00:30:26I can definitely be your therapist when I come back. Depends on how much urgent care both of you. It depends on how much urgent care you think you need.
00:30:40I'm, I have chosen.
00:30:56Perfect.
00:31:08Alright, thanks.
00:31:09Hey, how are you doing?
00:31:16How did you say Tustine?
00:31:20Oh, you know, actually, I have a feeling that you're over there.
00:31:24Yeah, this is for kitty drink. This is for mom, sorry.
00:31:28I think you might be over there.
00:31:30Oh. Thank you.
00:31:33Oh, that was so cute.
00:31:37She thought we were all going out for the same things.
00:31:40What do you think the breakdown for that spot is?
00:31:43Provocative jewels, second wife proposal.
00:31:47Female, 20s, drop-dead gorgeous, English not necessary.
00:31:50We don't need to hear her speak. Male, handsome, but relatable,
00:31:54late 40s to what, early 90s.
00:31:56Oh, you? Sure.
00:32:03Come.
00:32:05Sure.
00:32:10You want your book?
00:32:11Yeah.
00:32:12Here you go. Thanks.
00:32:15Excuse me.
00:32:17Excuse me.
00:32:18Excuse me. I think you're...
00:32:20What?
00:32:21I was just saying, I think you're over there.
00:32:23I have half a bagel in here if you want to take that edge off.
00:32:27Cheers.
00:32:28Here you go.
00:32:40Oh, no, sweetie. I think you're over there.
00:32:43This is for a kid's drink.
00:32:44Oh.
00:32:45This is all so confusing.
00:32:47Yes.
00:32:49Yes, it is. You're welcome.
00:32:51Okay.
00:32:53Marcy?
00:32:54Are you ready?
00:32:55Yep.
00:32:56Okay.
00:32:57And Jenny?
00:32:58Yes?
00:32:59Are you sure you're here for me?
00:33:01I think so. 340?
00:33:02I don't see you here.
00:33:04Oh, um...
00:33:05Oh, yeah. You're over there, hon.
00:33:08Hey.
00:33:09Just assumed.
00:33:21Hey, baby.
00:33:22Yeah, I can see you. Can you see me?
00:33:24I don't. No.
00:33:37I don't. I don't miss... 3 months is nothing. I'm not gonna miss you at all.
00:33:42No?
00:33:43No.
00:33:44No, you won't.
00:33:46Okay.
00:33:47I love you too.
00:33:50Okay.
00:33:51Okay.
00:33:52Bye, baby.
00:33:55Be safe.
00:33:56Okay.
00:33:57Okay.
00:33:58Bye, baby.
00:33:59Be safe.
00:34:01Okay.
00:34:02Okay.
00:34:03Okay.
00:34:04Okay.
00:34:15What is your favorite memory of us?
00:34:20What?
00:34:22What is, I was just remembering when you,
00:34:26when you turned the boat around
00:34:27and you didn't want to go south
00:34:28because you didn't want to be away from me for that long.
00:34:30Do you remember that?
00:34:31Yeah.
00:34:32I think we should focus on those memories,
00:34:38the good ones, when we were happy.
00:34:39I turned back on that trip, back to you,
00:34:43because I knew if I kept going, I wouldn't come back.
00:34:45Yeah.
00:35:02Yeah.
00:35:03Yeah.
00:35:04Yeah.
00:35:04Yeah, yeah.
00:35:05Yeah.
00:35:05Yeah.
00:35:06You need to move out.
00:35:10move out. Today you need to move out.
00:35:40You need to move out.
00:35:47You need to move out.
00:35:55You need to move out.
00:36:03Here. Monroe.
00:36:12Yes. Why don't you have a seat. Nathan will be with you.
00:36:33That's smart.
00:36:37Have a little area to distract the kids while mom and dad decide who gets the house.
00:36:44Monroe, right?
00:36:46Yes.
00:36:48That would be funny if you weren't.
00:36:51Like if you came out here to make out a will and I handed you separation papers.
00:36:56And then you'd be like, whoa, whoa, honey, honey, what the F is going on here?
00:37:02So I told Jenny this over the phone when we made the appointment.
00:37:07I should let you know as well.
00:37:09We are not attorneys. We cannot give you legal advice.
00:37:15Legal advice.
00:37:19What we can provide you with is self-help legal document preparation services at your specific direction.
00:37:28Okay?
00:37:30Great. So Jenny told me just a few things over the phone.
00:37:35I just need to confirm them real quick.
00:37:37So no kids, correct?
00:37:39No.
00:37:40Yes.
00:37:41Yes?
00:37:42Yes, no kids.
00:37:43Okay. And no property?
00:37:45No.
00:37:47Okay. Well, that makes our lives a lot easier, paperwork wise.
00:37:57I'm going to need you guys to just read everything in here and add any and all bank accounts, including car payments, student loans, the whole thing.
00:38:05The boat?
00:38:06The boat.
00:38:07Dead serious.
00:38:08You have a boat.
00:38:09Toot-toot my man. You gotta take me out there, bro.
00:38:23You got to.
00:38:25How do?
00:38:26Hey, doll.
00:38:27Sign in for me, okay?
00:38:30How have you been?
00:38:32I've been.
00:38:35Good.
00:38:36Good.
00:38:37Do you have the same insurance?
00:38:39Yeah.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41Ah.
00:38:42Your teeth.
00:38:43Beautiful.
00:38:44Okay.
00:38:45Rinse.
00:38:46So.
00:38:47How is that dreamy lumberjack looking husband of yours?
00:39:02Spit.
00:39:03Those are eyes.
00:39:06You have children, no?
00:39:08No.
00:39:09No?
00:39:10His eyes, your teeth.
00:39:13Beautiful.
00:39:14Yeah.
00:39:15Yeah.
00:39:16Well, we're.
00:39:17Okay.
00:39:18Ahoy there, first mate.
00:39:19Oh, hi.
00:39:20So, how's the captain doing?
00:39:22You two going to Florida this year?
00:39:23Uh, no.
00:39:25Actually, we're separated, so.
00:39:28Well, that's too bad.
00:39:31It's too bad.
00:39:32Well, shit.
00:39:33I don't know what to say.
00:39:35I really don't know.
00:39:36That's okay.
00:39:37Yeah.
00:39:38Uh-huh.
00:39:39You guys have, uh, kids?
00:39:40Uh-huh.
00:39:41Makes it easier.
00:39:42Uh, I don't know.
00:39:43Yeah?
00:39:44Well, what do you mean, Olga?
00:39:45What are you talking about?
00:39:46It's too bad, no kids.
00:39:47But she'll be okay, Olga.
00:39:48She'll be okay.
00:39:49Well, she may be okay.
00:39:50But the unborn children, what about them?
00:39:52You go on, and you, um, and you be sure to rinse real good.
00:39:59Okay?
00:40:00Okay.
00:40:01Yeah.
00:40:02There's nothing you can do to patch it up a little bit, maybe.
00:40:06Mm.
00:40:07Uh-uh.
00:40:16Am I done?
00:40:17Yeah, yeah.
00:40:18It's finished.
00:40:19Okay.
00:40:21Did he cheat?
00:40:22Uh, sorry?
00:40:23It happened to me.
00:40:25I come home from work one day, and there's a 350-pound woman in a negligee cooking a pot roast in my kitchen. I shit you not.
00:40:37She said, who are you?
00:40:39I said, who am I?
00:40:41This is my apartment.
00:40:43My fucking stretch to shit.
00:40:45Negligee.
00:40:46Excuse my French.
00:40:47And a pot roast.
00:40:48I've been saving for my nephew's confirmation.
00:40:50Who am I?
00:40:52I walked out of there in a daze.
00:40:55Like someone punched me in the face.
00:40:57Uh, I...
00:40:58I know, I know, I know.
00:41:00I ended up kicking him out after 10 years of marriage.
00:41:03350 pounds, Jenny.
00:41:06I shit you not.
00:41:08That's when I stopped wearing Spanx.
00:41:11You're gonna be okay.
00:41:14Here.
00:41:15Mm.
00:41:16And you look very thin.
00:41:18Thanks.
00:41:19So that's good.
00:41:21Trauma trim.
00:41:22That's what they call it.
00:41:24Yup.
00:41:25And I'm out!
00:41:26All right.
00:41:27Come on, look at this bountiful fall.
00:41:29Fuck me, I brought a lot of stuff today.
00:41:31And all of it, it's kind of...
00:41:33Let's admit, it's sort of pre-divorce stuff.
00:41:35So, um...
00:41:37Anyway.
00:41:38Uh, it's very good quality, but it's, uh...
00:41:41It's a little too classy lady, right?
00:41:43It's cute.
00:41:44And, um...
00:41:45As you can see, I'm kind of a little bit of a good time gal.
00:41:48Good time gal.
00:41:49Good time gal.
00:41:50Good time gal.
00:41:51Good time...
00:41:52Yes!
00:41:53Cheesy, cheesy.
00:41:54Cheesy, cheesy.
00:41:55Oh, is that okay?
00:41:56Because it actually goes with this dress.
00:41:58I don't know.
00:41:59Oh no, I saw it.
00:42:00Anyway, I brought a lot of stuff.
00:42:01Everybody just go on.
00:42:02Take it out.
00:42:03I don't want any of it.
00:42:04I don't want any of it.
00:42:05That's really cool of it.
00:42:06Just everyone sort of pick a first and second choice, I guess.
00:42:08And then if we have an overlap, we'll fight it out.
00:42:11We'll figure that out.
00:42:12Oh, and also in terms of, uh, like artwork, except the, uh, the pillows, um, the little,
00:42:16that kind of stuff.
00:42:17Basically anything with a sailboat nautical motif is, is out.
00:42:21So, go nuts.
00:42:23Okay.
00:42:24Alright.
00:42:25Oh, look, it's so cute now.
00:42:26Is that a thing?
00:42:27What do you think?
00:42:28We're like a good scene.
00:42:29She's a designer of fame.
00:42:31She's a friend!
00:42:33What do we think of that?
00:42:34Is that a one?
00:42:37One, two, one, two...
00:42:40Why do we believe me on this green?
00:42:42I'm the one.
00:42:45Now, you're good.
00:42:47After you.
00:42:49I'm a lame no...
00:42:50Is this a one?
00:42:51Yeah, right?
00:42:54And I also have these, if anyone knows anyone.
00:43:05Erin, say something, please.
00:43:08I can always count on you to.
00:43:10A bucket of duckling farts?
00:43:13I don't know.
00:43:16You OK?
00:43:17Yeah.
00:43:18I want to talk about it.
00:43:20I don't want to talk about it.
00:43:21I'm not sure.
00:43:22I think I'm, they're just, this is, this was, this was,
00:43:25this has been good.
00:43:26Thank you for having us over.
00:43:27Oh, yeah.
00:43:28Oh, God.
00:43:29We have a man down.
00:43:30We have a man down in apartment DC.
00:43:32No, no, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:43:34It's just, you're just so.
00:43:35You're admirable.
00:43:36I don't know about that.
00:43:37You are.
00:43:38Oh, I was a wreck.
00:43:40I couldn't get out of bed for what, like, what was it,
00:43:42three years?
00:43:42Oh, honey, yeah.
00:43:44Yeah, I had a, we had a heinous relationship.
00:43:46He was a.
00:43:48You're an a-hole.
00:43:48Mm-hmm.
00:43:49He was a heinous a-hole.
00:43:50Yes, he was.
00:43:51He was a hain-hole.
00:43:52He was.
00:43:53He was a hain-hole.
00:43:53He was a hain-hole.
00:43:54That's not a hain-hole.
00:43:57You guys are lucky, I think, personally.
00:44:00What, you're still young?
00:44:02My Uncle Pete, he just left my aunt
00:44:04after 55 years of marriage.
00:44:05Year?
00:44:06No, 55 years.
00:44:08He's what, like a few birthdays away from needing her
00:44:10to wipe his ass, and he leaves her now?
00:44:12Hain-hole.
00:44:12Hain-hole.
00:44:13Hain-hole.
00:44:14Big, huge, old hain-hole.
00:44:17When did you take your ring off?
00:44:19Well, one night, I was actually headed out with friends,
00:44:21and just as I was about to leave,
00:44:23there was this cheesy song from, like,
00:44:26the 60s or the 70s about wedding rings,
00:44:30and the song comes on, and I just was like, okay.
00:44:37You know, and I took it off, put it in the top drawer
00:44:39of my dresser, and then that was that.
00:44:41I mean, there was no tears.
00:44:42It was just, like...
00:44:44Hmm.
00:44:46I just, I can't take mine off yet for some reason.
00:44:48I don't...
00:44:50Well, don't rush it.
00:44:52You know.
00:44:53I've got an amazing therapist if you need one.
00:44:56He's amazing.
00:44:58Well, I might, actually.
00:44:59I'm seeing a new one next week, so...
00:45:01Fingers crossed.
00:45:02Yeah.
00:45:03Katherine, what the f***?
00:45:06Here, wine.
00:45:06Give her some wine.
00:45:07No, I can't have any wine.
00:45:09I'm pregnant.
00:45:12James and I are having a baby.
00:45:13Oh, my God.
00:45:14Oh, my God.
00:45:15That makes so much sense.
00:45:17You're really happy.
00:45:18Wee!
00:45:19Oh, my God.
00:45:20Oh, my God.
00:45:21Oh, my God.
00:45:22You're having a baby.
00:45:24Oh, my God.
00:45:26Oh, my God.
00:45:27That's so great.
00:45:28Come here.
00:45:29Katherine.
00:45:30Oh, my gosh.
00:45:32I'm so happy with you.
00:45:39I'm so happy with you.
00:46:05what about the baby you lost the pregnancy correct yes sorry how are you feeling about that
00:46:17i i feel like she's out there and she's mine but it's it's i think that's one of the things that's
00:46:28been hard about letting go is that i it's it's it's not just a loss it's like i know she's out
00:46:34there but she's not with me is that totally totally it's like my heart hasn't been updated to
00:46:40the fact that she's not here and then if she's not here then why do i feel like i have to find her
00:46:46do you know that the baby was a girl uh no they asked me if i wanted to know but i of course of
00:46:52course of course well i wouldn't judge this feeling that you're having it could mean many things
00:46:57is it possible that you feel like you're looking for a version of your younger self your inner
00:47:03child yeah that's yeah that's that's interesting i haven't thought about it is it possible that
00:47:08because you have an aching in your heart for a child that you're seeking her out i mean we see
00:47:15what we want to see or need to see to justify what our heart has already decided it wants yeah
00:47:23yes or is it possible that your lost embryo spirit is circling the planet for a hundred years
00:47:37sending waves of emotional correspondence searching for the perfect celestial match
00:47:46um i know i know
00:47:55hi
00:47:58it's intense
00:48:15it's intense when you find the person who will heal you and release you of all of your pain
00:48:25we should hear back in seven to ten business days but if you have any questions feel free to give us a
00:48:30call thank you
00:48:38hi
00:48:40today has been give me a second
00:48:54plaintiff against defendant
00:48:59oh okay
00:49:02there is no way we are letting you go through this alone
00:49:09gorgeous
00:49:09i whipped up a kick-ass divorce mix playlist for you
00:49:12and i was in charge of the booze
00:49:15that's right
00:49:27it's always the mass fault always you must see a lot of oh my god i do
00:49:50i don't know you
00:49:58i don't know you
00:49:59i don't know you
00:50:00but you lose life mama yes you are beautiful
00:50:07you're a beautiful soul
00:50:09you are you are you are beautiful you are gonna have men eating out
00:50:17this is
00:50:34Yeah!
00:50:35Woo!
00:50:36Oh, yeah.
00:50:38This, this was the best, the best of it.
00:50:44The best of the most I ever been a part of.
00:50:47Yeah!
00:51:04Wow.
00:51:09Yeah.
00:51:12Yeah, forgive me.
00:51:13I think you're the fifth or sixth therapist that I've seen,
00:51:16so I've, I've told this, like, a million times.
00:51:19It's, which is probably good.
00:51:20There's at least some, some distance now,
00:51:22which is, which is good.
00:51:24There's, I could breathe a little bit now.
00:51:27Well, that's good.
00:51:28Breathing is good.
00:51:29Yeah.
00:51:30Yeah.
00:51:32Marissa said that you were great,
00:51:33but she also said that it took her three years to get out of bed,
00:51:36so I was like, well, you know, how, how great can he be?
00:51:38Well, you know, in my defense,
00:51:39I didn't meet Marissa until the day she got out of bed.
00:51:42Oh, then, you're good.
00:51:43Well, well, thank you.
00:51:46So you really, you saw five or six therapists?
00:51:48Yeah.
00:51:50And my husband used to be an actor.
00:51:51I know it's absolutely brutal.
00:51:53Did you go in for therapy for yourself before that,
00:51:55or was it only couples therapy?
00:51:56I just, that was it, yeah, couples.
00:51:58But I, I think I want that.
00:52:00I know I want that for myself.
00:52:02Right now, I want that.
00:52:04Good.
00:52:05Well, I, I hope there will be room for me in your growth.
00:52:10And I hope that this will always be a place where you can feel free to be yourself,
00:52:15and that you can take care of yourself and ultimately feel a little less burdened and a little lighter.
00:52:23If there was one thing that you could hear me say to you now before you leave, what would it be?
00:52:29Uh, well, what, what you, what you just said was, was pretty great, I must say.
00:52:39Um, uh, I guess just that I'll, that I'll be okay.
00:52:48That I'll be able to someday just look back on all this and, and just, I'll be okay.
00:52:57I promise you, you will be okay.
00:53:04You can sit anywhere, hon.
00:53:18Thank you, sunshine.
00:53:20Would you like some coffee?
00:53:21Uh, yes, please.
00:53:22Okay.
00:53:23You guys, you have the sausage patties, right?
00:53:24I can do the patties, not the links.
00:53:25Oh, good, good, good.
00:53:26That's, that's what I thought.
00:53:27Nobody has patties anymore.
00:53:28It's weird.
00:53:29I'll do the two eggs scrambled.
00:53:30Mm-hmm.
00:53:31Sausage patties and instead of the home fries, can I have, uh, french fries?
00:53:53Let me see.
00:53:54It's kind of early.
00:53:55Hey, Marcella, can we do french fries?
00:53:57For that one? Yeah, I'll get right on it.
00:54:00Sucker for pretty girls, Dotwin.
00:54:03Why don't we ride a bagel?
00:54:04Uh, right, please.
00:54:05Okay, excellent.
00:54:06I will be right back with your order, love.
00:54:09You, stop messing with my customers.
00:54:27And I'm feeling the way This empty room can bring
00:54:39But I'll take it and I'll walk away
00:54:46There you go.
00:55:00Are you okay?
00:55:02Oh, uh, yeah, I'm...
00:55:06I actually, I just took my wedding ring off.
00:55:11Uh-huh.
00:55:13What are you even doing?
00:55:15Can you get back to work?
00:55:16Back to the fryer?
00:55:17Back to the...
00:55:18Oh, my God.
00:55:20Trouble this one.
00:55:23You gotta put yourself out there.
00:55:25No, I don't.
00:55:26The first few are gonna be miserable.
00:55:27They just are.
00:55:28But you don't wanna wait until you meet your dream man
00:55:31to go on your first date.
00:55:32No.
00:55:33You gotta work out the kinks.
00:55:34I do, yeah, I...
00:55:35Here's a little tip, a little challenge, if you will,
00:55:37and it totally works.
00:55:38It's called 3-3-3.
00:55:40So you walk into a party or a bar, what have you,
00:55:42and you just casually scan the room, scope it out,
00:55:45and if you see somebody who you like the looks of,
00:55:47you think they're cute,
00:55:49you look at them,
00:55:50and you lock eyes with them for three seconds,
00:55:53and then you hold it.
00:55:55One Mississippi, two Mississippi, three Mississippis,
00:55:58and then you look away.
00:55:59You made it totally apparent that you were attracted to them,
00:56:01right?
00:56:02Oh, no!
00:56:03Maybe not.
00:56:04So you have to do this quick little glance back,
00:56:06like this.
00:56:07Boop.
00:56:08But you gotta be subtle with that glance back.
00:56:10Listen to me, because if you hold it for, like,
00:56:12three entire seconds, it's just gonna be creepy.
00:56:14So it just wants to be, like, a little,
00:56:16yep, mister, that's exactly what you think it is.
00:56:19And then you're out.
00:56:20That's it.
00:56:21Yes.
00:56:22It's just, like, an invitation for the guy to come up
00:56:24and talk to you.
00:56:25But you have to do the glance back,
00:56:27because that's the invitation.
00:56:28But, no, that's awful.
00:56:30Yes, I'm telling you, it totally works for my friends.
00:56:32It totally works.
00:56:34I haven't tried it yet, of course.
00:56:35I'm too chicken.
00:56:36Karen.
00:56:37I am.
00:56:38You're telling me to do something that you can't do.
00:56:39Yes, I can.
00:56:40I totally can.
00:56:41Besides, I don't need no 3-3-3.
00:56:42I would've got my signature go-to moves.
00:56:44At a party, I like to meet that girl
00:56:46with her arms crossed in front of her chest
00:56:48and her back facing every attractive,
00:56:51available, heterosexual man,
00:56:53just daring them to break through this caustic
00:56:56go-c***-yourself exterior.
00:56:58I don't like that.
00:56:59Yeah.
00:57:00But my true, true soulmate will see through all this
00:57:03and will say,
00:57:04see that mean girl over there ignoring me?
00:57:06Ugh.
00:57:07There's something about her.
00:57:08I can't get enough of her.
00:57:09Oh, yes, we shall be married in the spring.
00:57:14What's the other three?
00:57:15The other three what?
00:57:16You said 3-3-3.
00:57:17Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:57:18You have to do it three times a day to practice.
00:57:21No.
00:57:22Let's try it now.
00:57:23No, no.
00:57:24Yes, yes, yes, yes.
00:57:25Girl, we're going to do it with this guy right now.
00:57:26What? You do it.
00:57:27We're going to do it together.
00:57:28Ready?
00:57:29One, Mississippi.
00:57:30Two, Mississippi.
00:57:31Three, Mississippi.
00:57:32Okay.
00:57:33It's time for the glance back.
00:57:34Two together.
00:57:35If this goes according to plan,
00:57:36he should be standing stock still waiting for us.
00:57:39Ready?
00:57:40One, two, three.
00:57:41Glance back.
00:57:46Oh, okay.
00:57:48So he's not buying what we're selling?
00:57:50No.
00:57:51But that's okay.
00:57:52The dog glanced back.
00:57:53The dog did something.
00:57:57Jenny.
00:57:58Uh, check your email.
00:57:59You have an appointment Friday for a new play.
00:58:00Uh, it's called to happen to hold British Imporable and a whole bunch of shit.
00:58:01Nigel Hopkins is directing.
00:58:02I think you're, you're really going to love this play.
00:58:03It's, uh, it seems like a really great fit for you.
00:58:05So, so call me if you have questions.
00:58:06I am, I'm around.
00:58:07Okay.
00:58:08Bye.
00:58:09Bye.
00:58:24Bye.
00:58:34When you're all taxed out, when you're hearty, when your call's maxed out, when you'll start
00:58:56You know, if James has the baby for more than two or three hours, first of all, the baby won't eat because I'm the source of it.
00:59:11Hey!
00:59:14You guys, stop for a second. Stop for a second. I just, I need to look up directions for...
00:59:18What are you talking about? We know it's back from West.
00:59:20What do I do now?
00:59:22Did you do the glance back? Did you do the glance back?
00:59:24No. Just easy, breezy, shh. There we go.
00:59:27I love you, too.
00:59:29I love you, too.
00:59:30That did not feel good. That felt not good.
00:59:35It was good. It was a good try.
00:59:37Um, hi.
00:59:39Hi.
00:59:40Ta-da! Sorry. That's weird. I, um, I just chased your friend down the street and I, that's weird.
00:59:45That's nice. You know what? We're gonna meet you on the subway platform.
00:59:49Boop. 333. I'm out. Bye.
00:59:52We'll see you on the subway. Careful.
00:59:54Bye.
00:59:55Um, I just, I wanted to say that, um, I was talking to my son on the phone.
01:00:00I thought maybe you overheard and misunderstood.
01:00:04I don't know how to do this. I was married for 15 years and just got divorced.
01:00:09Oh, I just got divorced, too.
01:00:11Shit. I'm sorry.
01:00:13Yeah, you too.
01:00:14Yeah.
01:00:15Sorry.
01:00:16Thanks.
01:00:17Uh, I'm just here selling my parents' place. I live, I'm flying back to Chicago.
01:00:23Oh, okay.
01:00:24Um, I have to come back in like a month for closing and, uh, hand off keys.
01:00:28So, I'd love to just take you out to dinner or...
01:00:32Yeah, I would, I would love that.
01:00:34I would like that, too. So, uh, what's your name?
01:00:38I'm, I'm Jenny.
01:00:39Okay.
01:00:40No, no, no, no. Honey, I'm fine. I, I, I don't need anything emotionally.
01:00:44I can just take care of myself with eating.
01:00:46I'm drinking. I'm gonna wear a crate. It's so happy. I'm so happy to hear you.
01:00:52You know, we didn't even, we hardly fought at all or anything.
01:00:56She's a wonderful person.
01:00:58Just, it's, it's just, it's so strange being with someone for so many years
01:01:06and, and, and still being so lonely.
01:01:10You guys lonely?
01:01:12Honestly?
01:01:14No.
01:01:15No?
01:01:16I wasn't.
01:01:17Hmm.
01:01:18It's kinda shitty about the whole thing. I was, I was fine. I was content.
01:01:23Yeah, but that's just not enough.
01:01:24No.
01:01:25You can't go through life just being content.
01:01:27Apparently not.
01:01:28But it's not possible to be happy all the time.
01:01:30You can't spend 60 years with the same person in a constant state of euphoria.
01:01:34Yes. Yes, you can.
01:01:35Yes, you totally can. No, it's not.
01:01:37This, right now, this is amazing.
01:01:39I mean, I haven't felt this in years.
01:01:41And everything that you say is, is amazing.
01:01:44Amazing and profound and funny.
01:01:47You know what? I feel amazing and profound and funny.
01:01:50We're not, we're not that funny. We're not that amazing.
01:01:52What?
01:01:53This will all wear off.
01:01:54It will, the second we sleep together, if we sleep together, the tingles go down immediately,
01:01:59like at least 50%.
01:02:0050%? Are you that bad in bed?
01:02:03Shut up.
01:02:04No, it's like, come on. It's, it's, it's, this is, this is incredible, but it can't last.
01:02:11This is shiny and new. It's, it wears off. And then what?
01:02:15That is asinine.
01:02:16You didn't say asinine. I love that word. Asinine.
01:02:18See, peculiar, funny, profound, amazing. All of it. Especially peculiar, but never mind.
01:02:32This is so strange. I really thought that, uh, saying goodbye to this empty house with my parents gone was gonna be so depressing, but, uh, uh, instead it's, um, thank you for coming over.
01:02:49Thank you for sharing this. Goodbye, house.
01:02:53Goodbye.
01:03:02Come on.
01:03:06Ta-da!
01:03:09This was my childhood bedroom. Wow. Mine and, uh, Robbie's.
01:03:14Uh, this was Robbie's side of the room. Mine was over there and, uh,
01:03:18We, we had track lighting, terrible track lighting, but we would adjust the spotlights and make, like, a, a dance floor.
01:03:31And Robbie did, uh, this techno music that we would, we would, I'm about to blow your mind.
01:03:38All right.
01:03:42Oop.
01:03:43Oh, I'm sorry. I just, um, I just read that.
01:03:45Yep. All right. Well, okay. Let's see your moves. Try out the dance floor.
01:03:50Okay.
01:03:51Cause, you know, obviously I'm a professional, so.
01:03:54Um, wait, was that your wife?
01:03:56Yeah. Um, yeah. But we're separated. It's just, it's more complicated with kids, so.
01:04:04You said you were divorced.
01:04:05We're divorced.
01:04:06Well, we're not divorced yet. She's fighting it and, uh, I, I asked for a few months just to get my s*** cleared up.
01:04:16Cause, cause, selling this place is...
01:04:18I'm, I'm not interested in, in, uh, being this. This...
01:04:21Ginny. Ginny. Ginny. Uh, okay. Uh, please. Um...
01:04:26I'm s... I'm sorry. I, if I misled you or...
01:04:37I feel kind of lost here. Um, but, but nothing happened and, and we...
01:04:43Nothing happened. You just made me laugh and, and bought cannolis for me and told me stories about your kids and, and where you did homework as a little boy.
01:04:53Give her this opportunity, Clark. Tell her she's funny and amazing and see what happens. She will light up, I guarantee it.
01:05:01No, she won't. Ginny, she won't. I've tried. And, and, laughs, I don't remember the last time that we laughed together.
01:05:13I was thinking, on my flight here, I, I don't know if I can do this.
01:05:20I'm 44 years old and I have no idea who the flight is.
01:05:23Damn.
01:05:24Tell her, Clark.
01:05:25I've tried.
01:05:26Tell her. Not me. Tell her.
01:05:29Ginny. And if she changes the subject and acts like she didn't hear you, you just grab her face and you say,
01:05:35I am lost. I am not happy. I don't know who the fuck I am.
01:05:41Ginny.
01:05:42Tell her, Clark. Make her hear you.
01:05:46You let me think we were happy. Until the end and secretly you moved on. I'm so sorry. I feel like I'm wasting your time. This is, I hear what you're saying and I can't seem to, I'm so sorry.
01:06:07How'd it go?
01:06:16Not good.
01:06:17Not good.
01:06:18Not good.
01:06:19Not good.
01:06:20Not good.
01:06:24Not good.
01:06:25But not good.
01:06:26Not good.
01:06:27Not bad.
01:06:28Not good.
01:06:29Not bad.
01:06:30Nothing.
01:06:31Not bad.
01:06:32Not bad.
01:06:34Remember the little gold Buddha that Miss Tucker gave me?
01:06:53The Buddha? Is that what you're looking for?
01:06:55Well, I just keep thinking, I wish I were the kind of person who could go.
01:06:58I wish I were the kind of person who could just go to Thailand.
01:07:00I wish I were that kind of person.
01:07:02And then I thought, well, what if I were that kind of person?
01:07:05What if I were the kind of person who could just type Bangkok one passenger,
01:07:08hit by without thinking or asking her parents?
01:07:10What if I were that kind of person who could just travel on my own?
01:07:13What if I were that kind of fearless person?
01:07:14You are a fearless person.
01:07:17Are you kidding, Dad?
01:07:19I'm terrified. I have always been terrified.
01:07:22When have you ever been scared?
01:07:24You've never seemed scared to me.
01:07:25You are one of the strongest women I have ever known.
01:07:28You don't think of me as a scared person?
01:07:30No, no, my God.
01:07:32What kind of scared person decides at 15 years old that she wants to be an actress?
01:07:35It's one of the scariest careers on the planet.
01:07:38And you chose to do it in New York City, Jen.
01:07:41Scared people don't live there.
01:07:43Scared people don't dream big dreams.
01:07:45Scared people have plan B's and C's and D's.
01:07:49You didn't.
01:07:49Yeah, well, I should have.
01:07:52I should have thought at 15, okay, well, what if I'm 40 years old and the thought of
01:07:57of having a couple of great kids and having a husband who adores me and running home to
01:08:01make them dinner between shows is nowhere in sight.
01:08:10You're dead still downstairs looking for it.
01:08:26I would do anything in this world if I could take your pain away.
01:08:42I would absorb every bit of it if I could.
01:08:48But what I'm realizing right now is that in our attempts to protect you,
01:08:55I think we've robbed you in a way of you finding your own strength, your own sense of self.
01:09:02And I am just so, so sorry if we've done that.
01:09:06Yeah, Mom, you and Dad were, you did nothing wrong.
01:09:10If anything, you were, you were so perfect.
01:09:19I feel so stuck.
01:09:29It's okay.
01:09:30I want to tell you something about your dad and I.
01:09:38Oh, God, no, Mom, I can't.
01:09:40I can't.
01:09:40If you tell my dad cheated or something.
01:09:42Oh, no, honey, never.
01:09:43Oh, no, no, no.
01:09:44Your dad is the best.
01:09:45He's the best.
01:09:46It's not about that.
01:09:54If I could go back,
01:09:55I would do it all again.
01:09:59Exactly the same.
01:10:02But there is this small part of me that wonders who we would be if we weren't we.
01:10:11You sort of decide who you are as a team and if it works, you don't change it.
01:10:16I look at you as your mom and I think you have this opportunity to be whoever you want to be.
01:10:29The thing is, I always thought I was a weak person.
01:10:52But it's not that.
01:10:53I guess I'm realizing now that it's more that I just I wasn't sure that I was a strong person
01:11:00underneath.
01:11:00I didn't trust that if the hit the fan that I wouldn't just crumble.
01:11:03But you know what is so great?
01:11:07The more that you hurt me, the more that you just push down on me, the more this other thing
01:11:12pushes up.
01:11:12It's like this solid pushback that's like, no, no, you are not going to hold me under.
01:11:17And the stronger the push, the stronger the push back.
01:11:19I don't know how long it's been there, probably forever, but I never really needed it until now.
01:11:27But it's this thing that's allowing me to somehow be okay with standing here in front of you telling
01:11:34you that unless you fight for me, now I'm walking away.
01:11:40I'm not going to be this woman who just will take scraps.
01:11:49I won't sit around and wait for you to love me again.
01:11:51Dwayne.
01:11:52Alex, stop with the lies.
01:11:59There are so many things I would love to hear you say.
01:12:01But if they're not true, please, please don't say it.
01:12:31Oh, thank you.
01:12:33It's amazing, really.
01:12:36Thank you. Thank you so much.
01:12:53Hey.
01:12:53Hey.
01:12:55Thank you for the flowers.
01:12:56Oh, of course. That was...
01:13:01You were so great, babe.
01:13:03Jenny, you were so great.
01:13:08I didn't know you were in town. You were doing a delivery?
01:13:11Yeah, just a quick one.
01:13:13Brought one up from Virginia. The Bimini Cricket.
01:13:16The Bimini Cricket. That's the name of the...
01:13:17Yeah.
01:13:18That's Hassanine.
01:13:19Yeah.
01:13:22You've been busy and...
01:13:23A little bit. Mostly rigging work.
01:13:26A few deliveries here and there, but...
01:13:27That's good.
01:13:29This is...
01:13:30Yeah.
01:13:31Yeah, this has been...
01:13:33Uh, it's wrapping up on Sunday, but it's...
01:13:35It's, uh...
01:13:36Oh, you're closing.
01:13:37I... They're extending again.
01:13:38It's been...
01:13:40But I'm... I decided to leave.
01:13:41I'm leaving.
01:13:42It's a lot.
01:13:43It's a year of pushing on bruises, so...
01:13:46A year?
01:13:47Yeah, it was last October.
01:13:51That's right.
01:13:53Seeing you again, it's...
01:13:57It's weird. It's not...
01:13:59It's not what I imagined.
01:14:00Yeah.
01:14:02Me either.
01:14:04Keep wanting to grab your hand, which is...
01:14:07It was weird, but...
01:14:10Hey, Jenny.
01:14:11We're ready for you.
01:14:12I... I'll be, um...
01:14:14No rush. Take your time.
01:14:16They're throwing a little going away thing between shows, so...
01:14:19Oh, I'm sorry. If you need to...
01:14:20No, no, no, no, no, no. This is...
01:14:24Good.
01:14:26This was good.
01:14:30You look so beautiful.
01:14:32Thank you. Whiskey and cornflakes.
01:14:34I don't know why I told you that.
01:14:52Jen.
01:14:55I don't know why I told you that.
01:14:57that night, that I wouldn't have come back on the boat.
01:15:09I don't know what the truth is anymore.
01:15:15Ladies and gentlemen, this is a final boarding call for VA flight 7210 to fly with continuing service to 9COP.
01:15:31Please make your way to gate 7E to FEMA, the board of North Coast.
01:15:35My gosh! Oh my gosh! Holy cow!
01:15:49I'm dangling very far. Holy moly.
01:15:56I think he's looking back like he wants to dip me. Dear God.
01:16:05Take that down.
01:16:08Oh dear.
01:16:10And find out who you are.
01:16:17Things fall apart.
01:16:21Just keep giving.
01:16:23Alright guys, what are you doing?
01:16:28All around you words in pieces.
01:16:31Just keep living.
01:16:35There's a world
01:16:42That's wide and waiting
01:16:48It's a chance
01:16:51That's all I'm saying
01:16:59Oh God.
01:17:00All this can change
01:17:04Stop your crying
01:17:07Alright, floating!
01:17:11The night will end, your tears will dry
01:17:14When you stop trying
01:17:16Here's our little water world
01:17:17And I won't break
01:17:20And I won't break
01:17:23And I won't break
01:17:24And you won't break
01:17:27Yeah, yeah, yeah.
01:17:31There's a love
01:17:44Oh nice
01:17:50Awesome
01:17:53Oh wow
01:18:07That was the scariest thing I've ever done
01:18:14Holy moly
01:18:16Night and day and no one coming
01:18:20And I don't get there
01:18:25And I won't break
01:18:30And you won't break
01:18:36I won't break
01:18:42And you won't break
01:18:54So God like me
01:18:58I won't break
01:19:00And you won't break
01:19:02And you won't break
01:19:04And I'll break
01:19:06And hopefully
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