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00:01:00There is a lot to come, but if you come to Christ, he'll be made of you.
00:01:05We've seen all over the world.
00:01:08But here in America, we don't want faith.
00:01:11We want godlessness.
00:01:12We want our sins.
00:01:14America, Australia, London, Great Britain, United Kingdom, what are...
00:01:30We want our sins.
00:01:59We want our sins.
00:02:03I will always be the one, always be the one for you.
00:02:13Never let you know that you see it in my eyes.
00:02:21See it in my eyes this time.
00:02:24I will remember.
00:02:48I will remember.
00:02:54There's a sadness in your eyes.
00:02:58There's sadness in your eyes this time.
00:03:02I will remember.
00:03:06I will remember.
00:03:10We'll remember.
00:03:11guitar solo
00:03:41guitar solo
00:04:11This is a civil emergency alert from the National Air Miles and Space Administration.
00:04:29A solar CME warning remains in effect.
00:04:32Expect rising temperatures and cellular communication loss.
00:04:37Remain in worse.
00:04:39Emergency services have been discontinued.
00:04:42I've got this alert.
00:04:43This is a civil emergency alert from the National Air Miles and Space Station.
00:04:54This is a civil emergency alert from the National Air Miles and Space Station.
00:05:28Hi. Are you here for the party?
00:05:54So you from around here?
00:05:58Is this place all yours?
00:06:08Where does your family live here?
00:06:13What's your name?
00:06:17Why do you need to know?
00:06:23I don't know.
00:06:25I don't know.
00:06:27You don't know.
00:06:31Tonight's not the night for names.
00:06:33Tonight is for having fun.
00:06:35So don't worry for yourself.
00:06:37All right?
00:06:41Do you want any of this stuff?
00:06:45Shit.
00:06:49Hello.
00:06:51Welcome.
00:06:52Hi.
00:06:53Do you want to know my name?
00:06:55No.
00:06:56Good.
00:06:57Me neither.
00:06:58Okay.
00:06:59Come with me.
00:07:00Come with me.
00:07:01I'm going to put you here.
00:07:04You can take a seat.
00:07:05Yes.
00:07:06My early bird.
00:07:07If I could have you right here.
00:07:10Um.
00:07:11Are you guys ready to have some fun?
00:07:12Yeah.
00:07:13Yeah.
00:07:14Great.
00:07:15Oh.
00:07:16Oh, let me get that out.
00:07:17You take very good care of that.
00:07:18Oh, right.
00:07:40I know you take very good care of that.
00:07:44Damn right.
00:07:45Ready for the end?
00:07:46Yes.
00:07:48I can take that from you.
00:07:50Would you like a drink?
00:07:51Fuck yeah, I want a drink.
00:07:53And you can come with me.
00:07:56Excellent.
00:07:57And you sit down right here.
00:07:59Oh, dope.
00:08:00And I will go get you your drink.
00:08:03Is that your end of the world dress?
00:08:06Yeah.
00:08:07Oh, yeah, um, we made it just in time.
00:08:17Come on.
00:08:19Do you have, um, can I see it?
00:08:25What's up?
00:08:26Can you show it to me?
00:08:28Oh, yeah, I just need to see the, um, yeah, I need to see the front.
00:08:34All right, thank you.
00:08:36I will take that.
00:08:38Welcome to my home.
00:08:41Um, I do have this.
00:08:44Uh, if this is something you need for later.
00:08:47Just to keep track of things.
00:08:49If you want that.
00:08:54Would you like some punch?
00:08:56Yeah.
00:08:57Yeah.
00:08:58All right, great.
00:08:59So come with me.
00:09:00Is this everyone?
00:09:02Um, yeah, this is everyone.
00:09:03It's five after seven.
00:09:05All right.
00:09:06I could have you right there.
00:09:09That would be great.
00:09:10Awesome.
00:09:11And, uh...
00:09:12Get a little something on your chin right here.
00:09:14There you go.
00:09:15Wow.
00:09:16You've been drinking on the way here?
00:09:18No.
00:09:19Oh, no.
00:09:20Excuse me.
00:09:21Can I get you guys any punch?
00:09:23Yeah.
00:09:24Yeah.
00:09:25Wait.
00:09:26Actually, I have two glasses.
00:09:27I'll get you one glass.
00:09:28All right.
00:09:29I'll take it.
00:09:30Thanks.
00:09:31Yes.
00:09:32Gracias.
00:09:33Yes.
00:09:34So, look.
00:09:35Look at this.
00:09:36So, I highly doubt this painting is a painting of the host, but eh, I digress.
00:09:41What do you guys think?
00:09:42Just to break the ice.
00:09:44Um...
00:09:45Those kind of look like balloons, too.
00:09:47Like balloons, right?
00:09:48Mm.
00:09:49Mm.
00:09:50Mm.
00:09:51Mm.
00:09:52Mm.
00:09:53Mm.
00:09:54Mm.
00:09:55So, what's up, everybody?
00:09:56How are we all doing the night?
00:09:57I'm good.
00:09:58Decent.
00:09:59Considering.
00:10:00Mm.
00:10:01Same.
00:10:02How are you doing?
00:10:03I'm doing pretty fucking fantastic for a dead man.
00:10:07Mm.
00:10:08So, you know.
00:10:09As it goes.
00:10:10Good morning.
00:10:11Good morning.
00:10:12Good morning.
00:10:13Good morning.
00:10:14Good morning.
00:10:15Here you guys are.
00:10:18Here you guys.
00:10:19Let's see what this is.
00:10:21Oh, my fucking God.
00:10:22Oh.
00:10:27God, Jesus fucking Christ.
00:10:29What is this?
00:10:30Burnettes and a dead cat?
00:10:31Um, it is four different kinds of vodka.
00:10:35And some ice.
00:10:36Oh, okay.
00:10:37Yeah, ice.
00:10:38Alright.
00:10:39Do you guys taste ice in this?
00:10:40I don't see any ice.
00:10:41Yeah, I don't see any ice either.
00:10:42It may have melted, but it just dilutes the entire thing.
00:10:45Yeah, okay.
00:10:46Well, you should feel lucky, because that stuff is not exactly easy to come right.
00:10:49Yeah, I can imagine.
00:10:50You know, get people getting raped and shot over worse.
00:10:52But that's kind of heavy.
00:10:53So, where are you guys from?
00:10:55You?
00:10:56Colombia?
00:10:57No.
00:10:58That's a good guess, though.
00:11:00Argentina?
00:11:01Peru?
00:11:02No.
00:11:03Brazil?
00:11:04Portugal?
00:11:05Spain?
00:11:06Europe?
00:11:07Australia?
00:11:08No.
00:11:09None of those.
00:11:10None of those?
00:11:11Am I close?
00:11:12Pretty close.
00:11:13What do you think?
00:11:14In South America?
00:11:15Yeah.
00:11:16Um, Uruguay.
00:11:18No.
00:11:19You got six or seven choices, and you pick Uruguay.
00:11:23I can't even say that shit.
00:11:24Anyway, hit me with it, eh?
00:11:26I'm from Venezuela.
00:11:27Venezuela?
00:11:28How long have you been here for, Miss Venezuela?
00:11:30Like, seven years.
00:11:31Seven?
00:11:32Wow.
00:11:33What brought you here?
00:11:34I just have to.
00:11:35You just had to?
00:11:36Yeah.
00:11:37Isn't that a place like a rundown shithole, or...
00:11:39So, where are you from?
00:11:40Tennessee.
00:11:41Tennessee, wow.
00:11:42And you're from?
00:11:43South Carolina.
00:11:44South Carolina.
00:11:45South Carolina.
00:11:46South Carolina.
00:11:47South Carolina.
00:11:48What part of South Carolina?
00:11:49Greenville.
00:11:50Ah, so from Hickland.
00:11:51I see.
00:11:52Is that where you got that jacket?
00:11:53Was your dad like a...
00:11:54Well, your great-great-great-granddad, like a Confederate soldier or something?
00:11:56Wait, wait.
00:11:57Where are you from?
00:11:58Me?
00:11:59Yeah.
00:12:00Towns, places, walking by, you know.
00:12:01Towns.
00:12:02Towns.
00:12:03So, what brings you up here?
00:12:04I was trying to go see my parents.
00:12:05See your parents?
00:12:06Wow.
00:12:07So, how the fuck are we going to get down there?
00:12:08It's a long-ass walk.
00:12:09I'm going to drive.
00:12:10You're driving.
00:12:11You have a car?
00:12:12I do have a car.
00:12:13How do you have a car?
00:12:14Wait, pause.
00:12:15You have a car.
00:12:16Wait, pause.
00:12:17You have a car.
00:12:18You have a car.
00:12:19Wait, pause.
00:12:20You have a car.
00:12:21You have a car.
00:12:22Well, not really.
00:12:23Anymore.
00:12:24Oh.
00:12:25So, is that why you're here and not with your parents?
00:12:26I mean, it was...
00:12:27I don't really have much gas to get anywhere else, but...
00:12:28Gotcha.
00:12:29So, now you're here with us.
00:12:30So, if you want, you can call me Poppy.
00:12:31She can be Mommy.
00:12:32You know.
00:12:33And I have to make a smaller place.
00:12:34So, obviously, I've met more people from overseas than I have actual native programs.
00:12:37All right.
00:12:38So, I have these for everybody.
00:12:39So, I have these for everybody.
00:12:40I don't know.
00:12:41I don't know.
00:12:42I don't know.
00:12:43I don't know.
00:12:44I don't know.
00:12:45I don't know.
00:12:46I don't know.
00:12:47I don't know.
00:12:48I don't know.
00:12:49All right.
00:12:50So, I have these for everybody.
00:12:52These are really fun.
00:12:53So, they're little crowns.
00:12:54Like, you can like...
00:12:55Oh!
00:12:56You can like adjust it and it'll like sit on your head no matter whatever your head size
00:13:00is.
00:13:01Can you do mine?
00:13:02Um...
00:13:03Yeah.
00:13:04Yes.
00:13:06I appreciate it.
00:13:07So, here's one for you.
00:13:09Yeah.
00:13:10You are very welcome.
00:13:13All right.
00:13:14And I'll be there in a second.
00:13:16Oh, yeah.
00:13:17Great hostess.
00:13:18Do you have a quinceanera?
00:13:19What?
00:13:20The 15th birthday party shit that...
00:13:23Can you give me your...
00:13:24Hispanic chicks love to have.
00:13:25You know what I'm talking about?
00:13:26Quinceanera.
00:13:27Yeah, yeah.
00:13:28That, that, that, that.
00:13:29Yeah.
00:13:30How do you do this again?
00:13:31It's um...
00:13:32It's like this little tab.
00:13:35And...
00:13:36Shit.
00:13:37You can push it through your head.
00:13:39Oh.
00:13:40What do you think?
00:13:41I think it would last in like real life.
00:13:44It doesn't matter.
00:13:45I don't know.
00:13:46I don't know.
00:13:47I don't think so.
00:13:48Oh, okay.
00:13:49Thanks.
00:13:50You just don't look like...
00:13:52You're similar, you know?
00:13:53And she looks like she only fucks black guys.
00:13:55Hey.
00:13:56What?
00:13:57You only fuck black guys?
00:13:58Maybe.
00:13:59Maybe.
00:14:00Oh, wow.
00:14:01Interesting.
00:14:02We were debating to see if you guys would last outside of this, right?
00:14:05No.
00:14:06No.
00:14:07You look beautiful, by the way.
00:14:09So do you like black dick?
00:14:10Or do you like white guys?
00:14:11Or what, huh?
00:14:12I just like dick.
00:14:13Wow.
00:14:14Impressive.
00:14:15I like it.
00:14:16Responsible.
00:14:17Are you into the whole Venezuelan-Hispanic scene?
00:14:21I take what I can get.
00:14:22Aww.
00:14:23So what are you like?
00:14:24Cause you're a mix.
00:14:25Me?
00:14:26Of course I am.
00:14:27What's your preference?
00:14:28My preference?
00:14:29Uh, red dresses, green pants, you know.
00:14:34Not so much leather jackets, but I'm willing to bend things given the necessity of the situation.
00:14:42Man, tough crowd tonight, everybody.
00:14:45Why are you here?
00:14:46Mmm.
00:14:47Um, I mean I got the flyer and I thought I should do something, you know?
00:14:54Instead of just being alone and by myself through this.
00:14:59So how come you didn't go back to see your parents again?
00:15:01I just, I mean first of all, I don't have a car and also I, I haven't heard from them.
00:15:08Wow.
00:15:09You haven't heard from them in a while or just kind of dropped off?
00:15:14Just like the last couple days.
00:15:17Ah, shit.
00:15:19Exciting.
00:15:20Probably got a lot better there.
00:15:21Better there?
00:15:22Uh huh.
00:15:23Yeah.
00:15:24So, a hammer-bound jacket from South Carolina by Greenville.
00:15:29Are you part of the Klan?
00:15:30No.
00:15:31Me personally?
00:15:32Not part of the Klan.
00:15:33So your dad's part of the Klan.
00:15:34Nobody I know is part of the Klan.
00:15:36Do you guys not even say nigger down there?
00:15:38Uh, some people.
00:15:39Some people.
00:15:40Do you?
00:15:41No.
00:15:42Never once.
00:15:43No.
00:15:44You never just got mad like those goddamn niggers, you never said that before?
00:15:45No.
00:15:46Hadn't really come up.
00:15:47No.
00:15:48Wow.
00:15:49Have you?
00:15:50Venezuela?
00:15:51You're sitting by a Klan member.
00:15:52Can you believe this?
00:15:53Funny how this shit just brings people together.
00:15:55Why are you here?
00:15:56Me?
00:15:57Yeah.
00:15:58I'm just curious.
00:15:59I'm trying to get to know you guys.
00:16:00We got Tennessee over here with her fashionable pants.
00:16:02We got the host with a fake drawing of her tits on the wall.
00:16:05We have you from Venezuela and we have KKK over here.
00:16:08So, I mean, I'm just trying to-
00:16:09Alright, everyone.
00:16:10I have a game for us all to play.
00:16:13Orgy?
00:16:14Who knows ride the bus?
00:16:15Oh.
00:16:16Who doesn't know ride the bus?
00:16:18I die.
00:16:19I don't.
00:16:20Do you know ride the bus?
00:16:21This is why you guys are dying.
00:16:22Yeah, I don't know ride the bus.
00:16:23You wanna help me explain it?
00:16:24No.
00:16:25What?
00:16:26How would I help you?
00:16:27I'm not the host.
00:16:28I'm just the guest.
00:16:29So, I mean, you got this girl.
00:16:30I believe in you.
00:16:31I got this.
00:16:34Okay, so the way that you ride the bus is I'm gonna go around clockwise and then I'll show,
00:16:41for example, this lovely lady right here.
00:16:43I will show her a card and that card is a two, right?
00:16:46And so I'm going to ask above or below?
00:16:49Below.
00:16:50Say below.
00:16:51Above.
00:16:52Wow.
00:16:53Above, okay.
00:16:54And so it's a three, so that means that she gets to hold on to these cards and she gets
00:16:58to give anybody else in this circle a drink.
00:17:00Why don't you take a drink?
00:17:01Why don't you take a drink?
00:17:02Oh, okay.
00:17:03I see how it is.
00:17:04Okay.
00:17:05So now it's your turn?
00:17:06Oh yeah, it's my turn.
00:17:07It's your turn now?
00:17:08Don't even show me the card.
00:17:09It's below.
00:17:10Heh.
00:17:11Hmm.
00:17:12Oh, so you don't get to hold on to these cards and you have to take a drink.
00:17:19I know the rules.
00:17:20It's these kids who don't.
00:17:21But yeah, I'll take a sip, I suppose.
00:17:22Yeah.
00:17:23No, you don't.
00:17:24Okay.
00:17:25Alright.
00:17:26Above or below?
00:17:27Above.
00:17:28Alright.
00:17:29So you get to hold on to those cards and you get to give away a drink.
00:17:32You take a drink.
00:17:33Ooh.
00:17:34Mmm.
00:17:35Anyone here know anything about Aztec mythology?
00:17:40How is that relevant?
00:17:41I was going to tell a story real quick while we play the game.
00:17:44Fine.
00:17:45Make it quick.
00:17:46Well, they had a special ceremony.
00:17:47Right?
00:17:48It was every 52 years.
00:17:49If they didn't do certain things, the stars would fall from the sky and consume everybody
00:17:55alive.
00:17:56Right?
00:17:57And the scholars would call it a sit-sit-meh.
00:17:58Right?
00:17:59So at the end of the 52 years, they would have something called a flower war.
00:18:02Alright.
00:18:03Above or below?
00:18:04Below.
00:18:05To appease the gods.
00:18:06To appease the gods.
00:18:07To appease the gods.
00:18:08Oh, you were wrong.
00:18:09Sorry.
00:18:10Horrible.
00:18:11Right?
00:18:12So what they would do is they have these flower wars.
00:18:14There's about 500 men versus 500 men.
00:18:16And at the end of the every 52 years, if you were a flower war, if you were a flower
00:18:19war, you were a flower war, you were a flower war, you were a flower war.
00:18:24To appease the gods.
00:18:25Oh, you were wrong.
00:18:26Sorry.
00:18:27Horrible.
00:18:28Right?
00:18:29So what they would do is they have these flower wars.
00:18:30There's about 500 men versus 500 men.
00:18:33And at the end of the every 52 years, if you were a heroic person, someone who did very
00:18:37well in battle, someone who captured many men for sacrifice, they would treat you like
00:18:42a god, right?
00:18:43For about a year's time.
00:18:44You would have anything you wanted to if you lived in the city, in the pyramids.
00:18:47They'd give you food.
00:18:48They'd give you wine.
00:18:49They literally had women that would be your personal concubines, right?
00:18:53On the final two days, you have this legendary hero in your pyramid.
00:18:57They take him out of the pyramid and parade him throughout the city, right?
00:19:02People would love him.
00:19:03They would chant his name.
00:19:04They would throw flowers at him, give him food and all that stuff.
00:19:08And then, this is where things get interesting, right?
00:19:11It's very relevant to our current situation.
00:19:13Yeah.
00:19:14So they take him to the top of the pyramid.
00:19:16They paint his skin blue.
00:19:18Four men grab his limbs and hold him over a stone pedestal, right?
00:19:22Like this pedestal right here, right?
00:19:24But a bit bigger.
00:19:25His back is against it, right?
00:19:27The man is silent.
00:19:28And a priest wearing the mask of a feathered serpent will take a tecpado, an obsidian dagger,
00:19:34stab it into his stomach, wrench it open, reach in and pull his heart.
00:19:39No.
00:19:40No, no, no, no.
00:19:41Okay.
00:19:42Above or below?
00:19:43Above.
00:19:44Above.
00:19:45Awesome.
00:19:46Who's drinking?
00:19:48Um, you.
00:19:49Thanks.
00:19:50Above or below?
00:19:51I'm just saying, if we were just to sacrifice somebody right now, maybe the sun wouldn't
00:19:57kill everybody, you know?
00:19:59What's happening tonight?
00:20:00A star is falling to the earth and consuming everybody.
00:20:03Sounds pretty Aztec.
00:20:04Kind of vague.
00:20:05We don't know.
00:20:06For sure.
00:20:07We don't know.
00:20:08Okay.
00:20:09Yo, can I get one of those?
00:20:10We don't know.
00:20:11Do you need a lighter?
00:20:12Yeah, I need a lighter.
00:20:13Do you need a lighter?
00:20:14Mm-hmm.
00:20:15Okay.
00:20:16Take this.
00:20:17We don't know.
00:20:18Not yet.
00:20:19Hm.
00:20:20That's a small lighter.
00:20:23So could you do it, KKK?
00:20:26Could you drag someone away to be killed?
00:20:29If you thought it would save us.
00:20:30Me, personally.
00:20:31Mm-hmm.
00:20:32Um.
00:20:33Well, it doesn't really matter either way because none of us have Obsidian, right?
00:20:36Just an interesting question.
00:20:39I probably would.
00:20:41Wow.
00:20:42I don't think.
00:20:43I think everybody would.
00:20:44You think everybody would?
00:20:45I think everybody would at this point.
00:20:47Tennessee, would you do it?
00:20:49I don't know if I could do that.
00:20:52What about you, Venezuela?
00:20:54Yeah.
00:20:55It just depends on who the person is.
00:20:57Just, like, looking them in the eyes and actually doing it?
00:21:01Like, it's easy to say you would do that, but...
00:21:04Whose turn is it?
00:21:05Just as mine.
00:21:06Below.
00:21:07You need to answer, please.
00:21:08Below.
00:21:09Wow.
00:21:10Wow.
00:21:11That's some bad luck.
00:21:12I need to sacrifice somebody.
00:21:14I vote you.
00:21:20Okay.
00:21:21Above or below?
00:21:22Above.
00:21:23Yeah.
00:21:24Good job.
00:21:25Who's drinking?
00:21:26You.
00:21:30You gonna watch me drink?
00:21:32And not just enjoy my own sip?
00:21:42It doesn't seem like anyone's having very much luck.
00:21:45I fucking hate this.
00:21:47Above or below?
00:21:48Gotta say below.
00:21:49Wow.
00:21:50They did teach you something in South Carolina, huh?
00:21:53Yeah.
00:21:54There you are.
00:21:55I'm surprised you didn't give it to your girlfriend again.
00:21:59I will say below.
00:22:03Who's Savannah?
00:22:05Can you pull it out a bit so I can see it?
00:22:08Wow.
00:22:09Did that just crush your dreams?
00:22:11You ever kissed a guy before KKK?
00:22:12Yes.
00:22:13Yes.
00:22:14Wow.
00:22:15I don't think you heard that in there.
00:22:16I'm pretty sure they don't allow that in the KKK either.
00:22:18Have you ever kissed a guy?
00:22:19Maybe a couple.
00:22:20All right.
00:22:21And we're out of cards.
00:22:22All right.
00:22:23Everyone count the cards they have now.
00:22:24Three.
00:22:25Three.
00:22:26All right.
00:22:27How many you got?
00:22:28Nine.
00:22:29Nine.
00:22:30Six.
00:22:31Six.
00:22:32And then I had 14 last night.
00:22:33Wow.
00:22:34So that's 20.
00:22:35Three.
00:22:36Yeah.
00:22:37Yeah.
00:22:38Yeah.
00:22:3923.
00:22:40I can't do math.
00:22:41Wow.
00:22:42I can't do math.
00:22:43It's more than mine.
00:22:44Okay.
00:22:45Okay.
00:22:46So.
00:22:47I win?
00:22:48You win.
00:22:49Hey.
00:22:50What do I get?
00:22:51So your present is that you get to ride the bus.
00:22:55You just sit down right there.
00:22:57Sit on the floor?
00:22:58Yeah.
00:22:59You sit down right there.
00:23:00So.
00:23:01Do you see this triangle that I'm making?
00:23:04It's like a little pyramid.
00:23:05Uh huh.
00:23:06But one without human sacrifice.
00:23:09So your goal here is to get a straight line of the same color.
00:23:16So the first thing you're going to do is you're going to say red or black, right?
00:23:19Because those are the only two colors that are inside of, you know, a card deck.
00:23:22Let's just try it.
00:23:23So just like choose a color.
00:23:24Uh.
00:23:25Red.
00:23:26Red.
00:23:27Okay.
00:23:28So flip this card.
00:23:29Hey.
00:23:30Awesome.
00:23:31Okay.
00:23:32Okay.
00:23:33All right.
00:23:34So you have to take two drinks.
00:23:35Okay.
00:23:36And every single time you get it wrong, those cards get replenished.
00:23:42Two drinks.
00:23:43Yeah.
00:23:44You have to take two drinks.
00:23:45Okay.
00:23:46Choose a color.
00:23:47Black.
00:23:48All right.
00:23:49Flip it.
00:23:50Hey.
00:23:51Nice.
00:23:52Okay.
00:23:53Choose another card.
00:23:54Um.
00:23:55This one.
00:23:56Hey.
00:23:57Okay.
00:23:58And so what happens here is it has to be a straight line in some way.
00:24:02Yeah.
00:24:03Okay.
00:24:04When was the last time you saw Savannah?
00:24:07Uh.
00:24:08Okay.
00:24:09So that's three drinks.
00:24:11Three drinks.
00:24:12Yeah.
00:24:13Uh.
00:24:14Couple months.
00:24:15Couple months?
00:24:16Where is she at right now?
00:24:18I don't know.
00:24:19We haven't talked.
00:24:20Why not?
00:24:21Um.
00:24:22Black.
00:24:23And black.
00:24:24Did you break up before the world ends?
00:24:25Okay.
00:24:26Wow.
00:24:27Uh.
00:24:28It was, yeah, it was before everything else, so.
00:24:30Mm-hmm.
00:24:31Did you look for her?
00:24:33I was trying to get home to my parents and that didn't really work out.
00:24:37And this is, um, it's not half bad.
00:24:42Uh, red.
00:24:44But did you look for her?
00:24:46What do you mean, did I look for her?
00:24:49I mean, look around you, dog.
00:24:51Did you look for her when you learned that we're all gonna die?
00:24:54No.
00:24:55No, no, no, I didn't.
00:24:56So you're just gonna forget about it?
00:24:57No last words?
00:24:58No, cause it was, it was, it was like a, Jesus Christ.
00:25:02Cause you're still wearing the necklace, right?
00:25:05Huh?
00:25:06So obviously you still care a little bit.
00:25:07Well maybe it's just, well maybe it's just for comfort.
00:25:09For comfort?
00:25:10Honestly, uh, it was more actually about the necklace itself.
00:25:14What color?
00:25:15I liked wearing it.
00:25:16What color?
00:25:17Black.
00:25:18Why?
00:25:19Um, I just got used to it.
00:25:23It looked weird without it, like in the mirror.
00:25:26Okay, two more drinks.
00:25:28So you're here now with the necklace, just no Savannah.
00:25:31Yeah, right.
00:25:32Look.
00:25:33No offense, but I'm kinda stuck with you guys now.
00:25:35Yeah?
00:25:36And, uh, I don't know.
00:25:43Let me just step back for a second.
00:25:49I'll be right back.
00:25:51Uh, bathroom?
00:25:52Uh, it's up the stairs into the park.
00:25:54Uh, get your feet off of this.
00:25:55No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, you must get
00:26:08my cards.
00:26:09Uh, please poop your feet, no.
00:26:12No, no, no, no, no.
00:26:15No.
00:26:16No, no, no, no, no.
00:26:19No, no.
00:26:20Look at you, making things easy for him.
00:26:23He's had a lot.
00:26:25I suppose.
00:26:26Could push him a little bit further.
00:26:28He's an interesting guy.
00:26:29I like him a lot.
00:26:37Feel better?
00:26:38Yeah, let's finish this fucker.
00:26:39Break the seal?
00:26:40Break the seal.
00:26:42Alright.
00:26:43Red.
00:26:44Um...
00:26:59Holy fucking shit.
00:27:01You got it.
00:27:02Oh, thank god.
00:27:03Finally this game is over.
00:27:09The last time I talked to her was...
00:27:14a couple months ago.
00:27:22I had just graduated from school
00:27:24with a degree in creative writing.
00:27:28And...
00:27:29me and my two roommates
00:27:31drove across the country to Los Angeles
00:27:33to see what the city was about.
00:27:35And...
00:27:36we made a pact
00:27:38that at the end of our vacation
00:27:40if we could see a future there
00:27:42we would stay.
00:27:43We wouldn't go back to South Carolina.
00:27:46She was studying abroad in Germany
00:27:48and...
00:27:49because of the time difference
00:27:50she missed my calls
00:27:51and I missed hers.
00:27:52So we hadn't spoken in a couple of weeks.
00:27:56And our last day there
00:27:57we went to the Santa Monica Pier
00:27:59to kind of celebrate, I guess.
00:28:01I think they were staying.
00:28:02But...
00:28:03the stress of the impending decision
00:28:04kind of got to me
00:28:05and I...
00:28:06I panicked
00:28:07and I stood up
00:28:08and I saw this rock outcrop
00:28:10really far away
00:28:12and that looked like
00:28:13where the world ended.
00:28:15And so I just took off walking
00:28:17down the beach
00:28:18as fast as I could
00:28:19just to get away from everything.
00:28:21And I kept walking
00:28:22and walking
00:28:23and walking
00:28:24so that this cloud of panic
00:28:26that I had just left behind
00:28:27wouldn't catch up with me again.
00:28:29I was looking
00:28:32out of the ocean
00:28:33and the sound of the waves
00:28:34started to bleed together
00:28:36and paranoia set in.
00:28:38It started sounding like a fighter jet.
00:28:40And I was thinking
00:28:41am I going to turn around
00:28:42and see a
00:28:43North Korean jet or missile
00:28:45coming to drop bombs on us?
00:28:47Of course, I've never been
00:28:48west of the Mississippi
00:28:49and I spent three days here
00:28:51and suddenly I've got a front row seat
00:28:53beyond coming hellfire.
00:28:55No, you're just...
00:28:59Just breathe.
00:29:02Keep walking.
00:29:08And then I realized
00:29:09I'd never seen
00:29:10the Pacific Ocean before.
00:29:16I had made it to the outcrop.
00:29:18I sat down in the sand
00:29:20and I waited for something to happen.
00:29:24I'd made it to the other side of America
00:29:28and this shining city on the hill
00:29:30that I had tried so hard to get to
00:29:33and I was bummed.
00:29:36It felt almost postpartum
00:29:39like I knew something was supposed to happen
00:29:42but I felt nothing.
00:29:44I had walked almost three miles
00:29:47and left everyone else
00:29:49and I was just sitting there
00:29:52alone.
00:29:59So I called her.
00:30:00And somehow she answered.
00:30:02It must have been like three in the morning
00:30:04in her time.
00:30:05And I said, I...
00:30:07I don't want to be alone here.
00:30:10Fuck it, Los Angeles is trash.
00:30:12I'm getting a plane ticket to Germany.
00:30:14I'm gonna come see you.
00:30:18She laughed and said, yeah, come see me.
00:30:21I realized it was important to me
00:30:25not to be alone.
00:30:27Because it didn't matter how big
00:30:32or beautiful
00:30:33or terrifying
00:30:34everything was.
00:30:36Unless there was somebody else there.
00:30:39I have no proof that
00:30:41any of this
00:30:42ever happened.
00:30:44I didn't actually end up going to Germany.
00:30:49I don't think I could have
00:30:53afforded a plane ticket
00:30:54but I did call her and say
00:30:55I swear to God
00:30:56I will be there
00:30:57in the next couple of days.
00:30:58I didn't go to Germany
00:31:00and it was fine that I didn't.
00:31:02Came back
00:31:03and we just went our separate ways.
00:31:08How anti-fucking climactic was that guy?
00:31:12All that stuff
00:31:14just for you to go
00:31:15no nothing
00:31:16no cheating
00:31:17no fighting
00:31:18no killing
00:31:19so
00:31:20uh
00:31:21we doing another game
00:31:22or we sitting here
00:31:23cause it's getting hot as shit in here.
00:31:24Are you hot?
00:31:25Yeah I'm fucking burning.
00:31:26Okay well fine
00:31:27that's not a problem
00:31:28I can fix that.
00:31:29Especially that long ass story
00:31:31Jesus.
00:31:34I can't be the only person
00:31:35melting in this room.
00:31:36Yeah it's hot.
00:31:37I can't be the only person
00:31:38at the time.
00:31:39That'll require a party outside huh?
00:31:48Okay.
00:31:50You might just wanna um...
00:31:54take your coats off.
00:31:56Already done.
00:31:57One step ahead of you.
00:31:58Alright great.
00:31:59Uh why don't we play something else?
00:32:02Uh can you hand me those cards please?
00:32:04Yeah sure.
00:32:10Alright who has played King's Cup before?
00:32:14Me!
00:32:15You have?
00:32:16Alright anyone else?
00:32:17No.
00:32:18No I never played it.
00:32:19Alright so the way that King's Cup works is that every single card stands for something different.
00:32:24And it's a rule you have to do.
00:32:26It's also a card drinking game.
00:32:27It is one of those games where you sort of have to like go along with it.
00:32:30And you like learn as you go.
00:32:32You wanna shuffle for me?
00:32:33Yeah I gotcha.
00:32:37There you go.
00:32:39That was a really bad job.
00:32:40Do you wanna shuffle for me?
00:32:41Yeah.
00:32:46Oh man no hands.
00:32:49Alright.
00:32:50So we'll start with you.
00:32:56Three is me.
00:32:57So that means that you have to drink.
00:32:59Okay.
00:33:02Seven is heaven.
00:33:05Wow you guys are fast huh?
00:33:09Alright and yours?
00:33:12Four.
00:33:13That's four.
00:33:14So that's us.
00:33:17Okay.
00:33:18Ace.
00:33:20That's waterfall.
00:33:23What's that?
00:33:24I don't want to drink here?
00:33:25Oh shit.
00:33:35That punch is shit.
00:33:36But does a job.
00:33:37Ten is categories.
00:33:42I'm gonna say birds.
00:33:44So peacocks.
00:33:47Toucans.
00:33:48Penguins.
00:33:49Flamingos.
00:33:50Flamingos.
00:33:51Falcons.
00:33:52Hummingbirds.
00:33:57Parrots.
00:33:59Sparrows.
00:34:01Finches.
00:34:02Angry birds.
00:34:04Pigeons.
00:34:05Wow you really took that.
00:34:07Angry birds?
00:34:08Angry birds.
00:34:09Keep it going.
00:34:10Um.
00:34:11Five.
00:34:12Four.
00:34:13Three.
00:34:14Stop.
00:34:15Ah I forgot.
00:34:16One.
00:34:17One.
00:34:18Okay.
00:34:20Nice.
00:34:21Two.
00:34:22You get to choose how much I drink.
00:34:26Oh thank you.
00:34:27Two for you.
00:34:29Oh no.
00:34:30Wow.
00:34:31Hey.
00:34:32Waterfall.
00:34:33One.
00:34:34Uh.
00:34:35I think I need to go get more punch for that.
00:34:38I'll be right back.
00:34:39You guys can keep going.
00:34:40Okay.
00:34:41Not a problem.
00:34:42You're dealing now?
00:34:43Yes.
00:34:44Does anybody else who's more responsible want to?
00:34:46I insist that I do.
00:34:48Go get your drink so we can continue.
00:34:50Okay.
00:34:51Let's see what we got coming up.
00:34:53Something fun.
00:34:54Go get a new drink.
00:34:55Alright.
00:34:56Queen is question.
00:34:57Let's see what we talked about.
00:34:58Hmm.
00:34:59Oh my God.
00:35:00Alright.
00:35:01Queen is question.
00:35:02Let's see what we talked about.
00:35:03Oh my God.
00:35:20Alright.
00:35:21Queen is question.
00:35:22Question. Let's see. Green Pants. When's the last time you had a dick?
00:35:31Okay. Are we ready to go?
00:35:35Car's back.
00:35:36Okay, great. Where were we?
00:35:38Queens.
00:35:39What did I miss out on?
00:35:41I asked her when was her last dick.
00:35:43That's not very appropriate.
00:35:45Well, you're playing by the rules or not.
00:35:47Or she can drink. She has options.
00:35:49Um. I don't know. Like, a year and a half?
00:35:59Oh, wow.
00:36:01That's further back than the last time he had Savannah, so it's really been a minute.
00:36:07Alright. Six is dicks.
00:36:10Okay, shit. Alright, well.
00:36:15Alright.
00:36:15That fucking sucks.
00:36:17Eight is mate. Choose a mate.
00:36:20Learn this together.
00:36:21Need you a cuffed. Congratulations.
00:36:26Ten is categories again.
00:36:27Uh, let's do... Let's do something spicy, huh?
00:36:31Sex positions.
00:36:32Okay. Um, reverse cowgirl.
00:36:36Surprised you know that.
00:36:37Dunn style.
00:36:38That's your favorite?
00:36:39Missionary.
00:36:40No surprise.
00:36:40That's that year and a half speaking.
00:36:45Really?
00:36:46You too, Venezuela. You're her partner.
00:36:47Yeah.
00:36:48Take a drink.
00:36:49Thanks.
00:36:50And you said it might not be coming.
00:37:08I'll believe it when I see it.
00:37:11Yeah, okay.
00:37:12Denial at its fucking finest.
00:37:18I'll be back.
00:37:20Excuse me.
00:37:27At least I'm not giving up.
00:37:29So in this last hour and a half of our mutual lives, are we just going to play King's Cup for the rest of the night?
00:37:54Do you have any better suggestions?
00:37:57I mean, there's a lot of things we could be doing.
00:38:00Here.
00:38:01Let's see what we got.
00:38:03Seven heaven. Fuck that.
00:38:05Seven heaven. Fuck that.
00:38:07What was fives again?
00:38:09That's what? Never have I ever?
00:38:11Mm-hmm.
00:38:12That works.
00:38:13Now we're questioning so we can really get to know each other.
00:38:18We should wait for her.
00:38:20Wait for her?
00:38:21Yeah.
00:38:22Fuck it. Why not? We got all the time in the world, huh?
00:38:26Uh, does everyone have, uh, enough to drink?
00:38:32For the next hour, yeah.
00:38:35She's all right.
00:38:43Is she talking to somebody?
00:38:45Is she talking to somebody?
00:38:52So a year and a half?
00:38:54Jesus.
00:38:56That's some dry pussy you got, huh?
00:38:58Shut up.
00:38:59By choice?
00:39:00I mean, that's the last time I had a boyfriend.
00:39:08Wow.
00:39:09No one-night stands?
00:39:11No mistakes?
00:39:14I just stayed pretty busy.
00:39:18Busy with what?
00:39:19What you do?
00:39:21Miss Tennessee.
00:39:21I work every day.
00:39:23I work every day.
00:39:24Who do you work as?
00:39:25Well, what did you work as?
00:39:26I, um, I, I put out content every day.
00:39:29Oh, like a YouTuber or a Twitter star or a porn star or a cam, or you're a cam girl?
00:39:34No.
00:39:35Oh.
00:39:36What kind of content you make?
00:39:37All kinds.
00:39:38I mostly would just cover, like, stuff that was happening in the news that I thought was
00:39:44interesting.
00:39:45I did a video on this before everybody started freaking out, um, a while ago, actually, so
00:39:53that's kind of funny that we're here now.
00:39:55Must be surreal, huh?
00:39:56But...
00:39:56You were going to die before everyone else, and now you don't believe it.
00:40:02I just don't...
00:40:04Welcome back, princess.
00:40:05You good?
00:40:10Yeah.
00:40:12Want a drink?
00:40:13Because we got a lot.
00:40:14Do you, you, do you want more?
00:40:17Um, yeah, sure.
00:40:18Okay.
00:40:20So a five card was pulled, which is, uh, never have I ever.
00:40:24So everyone put up five fingers.
00:40:28You first.
00:40:31Never have I ever fucked a Hispanic.
00:40:34Nice.
00:40:34Too easy.
00:40:36Whatever.
00:40:39Never have I ever been to the dentist.
00:40:42That is disgusting.
00:40:42Never have I ever been to the dentist.
00:40:44Oh, that's fine.
00:40:46It's not that bad.
00:40:47It's pretty bad.
00:40:50Never have I ever...
00:40:52What's up with a mixed guy?
00:40:54Oh, really?
00:40:56Well, no time at the present, I suppose.
00:40:58Yeah, not today.
00:41:00Not ever.
00:41:01Never have I ever, uh, been to South America.
00:41:11Never have I ever met one of my idols.
00:41:16Ooh, getting dangerous over here.
00:41:19Let's see.
00:41:20Let's see.
00:41:21Here's a fun one.
00:41:23Never have I ever seen a friend die.
00:41:28Never have I ever met my dad.
00:41:45And ding, ding, ding, ding, we have a loser.
00:41:51So, um, I take a drink, I guess.
00:41:56Take another for your pops.
00:41:58I miss my family.
00:42:16The last one that I saw them was at the airport.
00:42:20I was in Caracas, Venezuela.
00:42:22The situation wasn't really good, so my parents decided to send me away.
00:42:32They thought that I might have a better chance if I left.
00:42:37So they sent me and my brother away.
00:42:42At the airport, gave my mom a hug.
00:42:46Gave my daddy a hug, too.
00:42:48Then I asked for their blessings.
00:42:51They both gave me a kiss on my forehead.
00:42:56Seguro!
00:42:57No me mientes?
00:42:58Si.
00:42:59Esa na na tu papa.
00:43:02Ami, yo quiero que tu cantes una canción.
00:43:04Hey.
00:43:04And you pay on my cell phone.
00:43:08Then me and my brother went to the security line and went by really quick.
00:43:13By the time that I got to the end of it, and I was about to walk to the terminal, I looked
00:43:20back, and my mom and my dad were just standing there, waving, smiling, or crying.
00:43:30I couldn't tell.
00:43:33Then, then I left.
00:43:36The cheapest fly was actually one with the stop at the Caribbean islands.
00:43:44When we were at the terminal waiting for our second plane, me and my brother, we went
00:43:48to the bathroom.
00:43:50When I got out of the bathroom, I didn't see my brother anywhere.
00:43:53Like, 20 minutes went by.
00:43:55I kept looking around for him.
00:43:58No one came out of the bathroom.
00:43:59I decided to look for him again at the terminal, but, um, he wasn't around.
00:44:12I didn't know what to do.
00:44:13I was only 15.
00:44:15I didn't know the language.
00:44:16I remember that I was looking outside the window, and I was looking at all the planes.
00:44:34I started thinking, like, what if my brother actually left me here?
00:44:37And I started crying like a stupid little girl.
00:44:43A few moments went by, and I heard my brother calling me.
00:44:51And I turned around, and he saw me, and he's like, what's wrong with you?
00:44:56Why are you crying?
00:44:56And I said, I thought you left me.
00:45:04I was going to be lost, and I was never going to see my parents again.
00:45:12And then, he, like, slapped me and started laughing and said, I will never leave you alone.
00:45:18And then, I remember when we got to New York, um, I met my aunts.
00:45:29They were making some dinner, and we were eating, and my brother got a little drunk.
00:45:35But, um, I was playing, or I was watching TV, and he came, and he told me,
00:45:41I'm mad at you for thinking that I was going to leave you alone at the airport.
00:45:45You're my little sister, and I love you.
00:45:48You're my little sister.
00:45:53He never tells me that you won't.
00:45:58Be humble.
00:46:09Um, I think it's my turn, then.
00:46:17Seven is heaven.
00:46:18We were really just going to move past that? Nothing at all?
00:46:22You didn't put your hands up.
00:46:23Yeah, I didn't. Did I?
00:46:28Alright.
00:46:33Alright, yours, too, is you choose someone.
00:46:37Me.
00:46:40You know, you've never once picked me.
00:46:45Just make an observation. We can keep going.
00:46:47Alright.
00:46:48I don't think anyone wants to pick you.
00:46:49Yeah, whatever.
00:46:50Motherfucking card.
00:46:54Three is me.
00:46:56And so I will drink.
00:47:02Queen is questions.
00:47:04What's your family?
00:47:08Shit, I don't know. And this is chaos, I reckon.
00:47:13Alright.
00:47:14Four, that's your card. That's...
00:47:17If you want a drink, you can, but...
00:47:19Is that how they do that down in Louisiana?
00:47:21That is a...
00:47:24Hmm.
00:47:26That is a...
00:47:29Hmm.
00:47:34King is competition.
00:47:37Um...
00:47:39Everyone...
00:47:42Chug your drinks and the first person to stop loses and has to finish chugging their drink.
00:47:47Ugh.
00:47:50Ran out.
00:47:51We haven't even started. How'd you run out?
00:47:53Ran out.
00:47:54Go get some more.
00:47:55Kitchen's that way, right?
00:47:56So you can finish your drink. Yep.
00:47:57Yeah, of course.
00:47:58Keep it feisty, boys and girls. Big Daddy be right back.
00:48:00Get back.
00:48:07Guess that's what you get for publicly posting flyers, huh?
00:48:13Let's see if we can get up.
00:48:30We should do something fun.
00:48:42Like what?
00:48:43Dance.
00:48:46Maybe later.
00:48:48The fuck is he doing?
00:48:49Ace is waterfall.
00:49:07So you start the waterfall.
00:49:11Fuck.
00:49:16Oh, my bad.
00:49:17Was I supposed to drink?
00:49:18Uh-huh.
00:49:21All right.
00:49:23Four.
00:49:24The fours.
00:49:28All right.
00:49:30Respect, Buckley.
00:49:32All right.
00:49:34Two.
00:49:35Choose someone to drink.
00:49:37Two is...
00:49:38Can I have some of you to drink?
00:49:39Yeah. You.
00:49:41Me?
00:49:42Yeah. You drink.
00:49:44Whatever.
00:49:46Take a sip.
00:49:48So you...
00:49:50Queen is question.
00:49:52So you can ask anyone a question.
00:49:57Okay.
00:50:00What's something you want everybody to know about you?
00:50:04Want everybody to know about me?
00:50:06Mm-hmm.
00:50:07That we don't already know.
00:50:13I always go down first.
00:50:18That's something I think I did and I'm proud of it and I think that on my last moments people should know about it.
00:50:26That's some stamina.
00:50:27That's some stamina.
00:50:28No, I like this question a lot.
00:50:29I think we should all answer it.
00:50:30So, uh, Venezuela.
00:50:31What's something we should know about you, huh?
00:50:34Mm.
00:50:35I'll take a drink.
00:50:36All right.
00:50:37Now we're going to answer questions.
00:50:38All right, Tennessee.
00:50:39Sling something out.
00:50:40What you got?
00:50:41Um...
00:50:44I mean...
00:50:49I'm a lot smarter than I'm able to articulate in person.
00:50:55Jesus Christ.
00:50:56Just stop right there.
00:50:57That's such bullshit.
00:50:58What do you mean you're smarter than you...
00:51:00What?
00:51:01That you can articulate?
00:51:02That you can say to put in a big word there for you?
00:51:04I mean, you've already been riding the dick saying,
00:51:06Oh yeah, I was a YouTuber.
00:51:07I had so many important things to say.
00:51:09And now what?
00:51:10You're smarter than the average bear?
00:51:11Is that what it is?
00:51:12It's not that I'm...
00:51:13Smart...
00:51:14I'm saying I'm smarter than anybody.
00:51:16Uh-huh.
00:51:17It's just that I'm saying...
00:51:18I'm not very...
00:51:19Uh-huh.
00:51:20I'm listening.
00:51:21Go ahead.
00:51:22Keep going.
00:51:23I'm not as good at expressing myself as I wish I were.
00:51:25Okay.
00:51:26That's something at least.
00:51:27What about you, hostess?
00:51:28I still don't know shit about you and you're hosting the party.
00:51:30Cause you're still giving us bullshit.
00:51:32I don't think you're answering anything honestly.
00:51:34And that's not part of the game.
00:51:35Part of the game is that you're supposed to be completely honest
00:51:38and I don't think you're being honest...
00:51:39Well then, go ahead.
00:51:40All you've got to do is ask.
00:51:48Yeah.
00:51:49That's what I thought.
00:51:51Um...
00:51:55What's up?
00:51:56Um...
00:52:00Are you...
00:52:01A mommy's boy or a daddy's boy?
00:52:04A mommy's boy or a daddy's boy?
00:52:07Mm-hmm.
00:52:08Interesting question to ask.
00:52:10Um...
00:52:11I wouldn't really say I'd go...
00:52:12To...
00:52:21Can we...
00:52:22Can we turn just a fucking thumbs off, please?
00:52:25Please.
00:52:28Shit.
00:52:29All right.
00:52:30Let's answer some fucking questions, right?
00:52:44Am I a mommy's boy or am I a daddy's boy?
00:52:47That's a...
00:52:48That's an interesting question.
00:52:50Um...
00:52:51So I was born to a woman, of course, as most of us are.
00:52:53Um...
00:52:54She was a party-goer.
00:52:55She liked the whole drug, sex, and rock and roll.
00:52:58And against the family wishes, you had the darker side, right?
00:53:01And she had a taste for the blackest skin.
00:53:04See her snort the cocaine.
00:53:05She goes into the back of the room and she fucks one of the black guys there.
00:53:09And then nine months later, I come popping out.
00:53:12Mm-hmm.
00:53:13Now, I'm sure you can imagine if you were someone who loved to drink and who loved to smoke weed
00:53:19and to snort coke and to get fucked and to whore yourself out, would you really want a kid?
00:53:24No.
00:53:25Of course not.
00:53:26She didn't want a kid and I wasn't the first.
00:53:28The other ones, they were able to find pretty good homes.
00:53:32Aunts and uncles and siblings if my moms would take them in.
00:53:35Right?
00:53:36Mm-hmm.
00:53:37But me?
00:53:38I was different.
00:53:39I was half a nigga.
00:53:40And I remember that.
00:53:41I'm still in the South.
00:53:42No one really wanted me.
00:53:44A couple of them tried.
00:53:45My aunt.
00:53:46She, um, wasn't my biggest fan.
00:53:49So she sent me back to my mother.
00:53:51And then I was given to one of my sisters.
00:53:53The oldest one.
00:53:54She didn't want me either.
00:53:56Not after long.
00:53:57But there's a silver lining to the story.
00:54:00Time passes.
00:54:01My grandfather dies.
00:54:03Me papa.
00:54:04And me mama takes me in.
00:54:07Now I know why she took me in.
00:54:09It wasn't to save me.
00:54:10And it wasn't for the adoption check either.
00:54:13No.
00:54:14She took me in to fill the void.
00:54:16And she was a caring woman.
00:54:18I'll give her that.
00:54:19And she doesn't send me back.
00:54:21She tells me she loves me.
00:54:23She tells me I'm precious.
00:54:25She asked me what I want.
00:54:27She cared.
00:54:28Right?
00:54:29She cared.
00:54:30And I was young.
00:54:32And on my, on my worst days.
00:54:36Days when I really just wasn't sure if I could go through with everything else.
00:54:41When the worms were eating their way through my fucking head.
00:54:44And I would ask my grandmother and my mama, why wasn't I good enough for my mom?
00:54:49Why didn't I matter?
00:54:51Why didn't she love me?
00:54:52Why didn't she take care of me?
00:54:54She would take me out on the porch.
00:54:56Just like this.
00:54:57And she would sit on the rocking chair.
00:54:59The skies were always very blue.
00:55:02And she would put me on her lap.
00:55:04And she would hold me.
00:55:05And I would stare into her eyes.
00:55:07And she began to rock.
00:55:08This was back when she still had both eyes.
00:55:11A few years later, one would deflate because of pressure.
00:55:14And she would lose it.
00:55:15But that's neither here or there either.
00:55:17She would look to me and she would begin to sing.
00:55:21You are my sunshine.
00:55:23That was the song.
00:55:25You are my sunshine, my little sunshine.
00:55:29You make me happy when skies are gray.
00:55:32She sung it better than that, of course.
00:55:34I don't sing.
00:55:35I'm not going to sing for any of you assholes.
00:55:36But she sung it great.
00:55:38That stuck with me.
00:55:40The worms in my head?
00:55:43I would stop eating for just a while.
00:55:46And the questions would fade away.
00:55:48And the thoughts, the echoes would die down.
00:55:54But yeah, that's pretty much, uh...
00:55:56That's pretty much fucking that.
00:55:58I was a grandma's boy.
00:55:59I guess to get back to the fucking point.
00:56:01Because she's the only one who cared.
00:56:04Next time someone asks me a question, I'm popping a fucking balloon.
00:56:11All right, hostess.
00:56:13You've been bugging me for questions all goddamn night.
00:56:15Now, it's my turn.
00:56:17Don't you have friends you can push this trash on?
00:56:20Where are they at, huh?
00:56:21What kind of person?
00:56:23To this party where nobody's here.
00:56:25It's empty.
00:56:26No one forced you to come here.
00:56:27Come on, host.
00:56:29Lead by example.
00:56:30And answer the question.
00:56:31What's something about you that we should know?
00:56:33Who are you?
00:56:34What are you doing here?
00:56:35Why'd you throw this party?
00:56:36Where'd you get the balloons from?
00:56:37Where the fuck did you find alcohol in all this?
00:56:39Where's all this coming from, huh?
00:56:41Maybe I just have my ways.
00:56:43You just have your ways.
00:56:44Yeah, maybe I just have my ways.
00:56:45Oh, God.
00:56:46Maybe I've been planning for this for a really long time.
00:56:48Oh, what?
00:56:49Like you're a doomsday prepper?
00:56:50You're like, aw, yeah.
00:56:51I can't wait for the sun to hit the earth.
00:56:52So that way I can have four assholes in my house.
00:56:54Is that what it was?
00:56:56Well, I didn't exactly plan for you, so.
00:56:58Well, here I am, huh?
00:56:59An hour and a half and it won't matter.
00:57:02You're right.
00:57:09Well, I'm gonna keep playing.
00:57:13Nine is rhyme.
00:57:14Bullshit.
00:57:15Hmm?
00:57:16Nine is rhyme.
00:57:17That's the word.
00:57:18Bullshit is the...
00:57:19Bullshit.
00:57:20Alright, whip it.
00:57:21That's not a rhyme.
00:57:22Take a drink.
00:57:23That's close.
00:57:24It's a soft rhyme.
00:57:25Bullshit.
00:57:26Bullshit.
00:57:27Buttholes.
00:57:28What?
00:57:33What?
00:57:34What is this?
00:57:35I mean, I guess I'll take a drink.
00:57:38Jesus.
00:57:39This is getting fucking stupid.
00:57:41My turn.
00:57:42Six is dicks.
00:57:49Are you sure you don't need any more?
00:57:50I'm fucking positive.
00:57:51Are you fucking sure?
00:57:52I got a full glass right there.
00:57:53Are you fucking sure?
00:57:54I got a full glass right there.
00:57:56Alright, eight is an eight for you.
00:58:00Jesus Christ, dude.
00:58:02Jack.
00:58:04You get to make up a rule.
00:58:05Um...
00:58:06I say, uh...
00:58:08Quick.
00:58:10Friend over here can't talk anymore.
00:58:11Me?
00:58:12I'm gonna see drinks.
00:58:13Wow.
00:58:14So I have to take a drink for every word I say?
00:58:15Yeah.
00:58:16Wowie.
00:58:17Whiskey.
00:58:18Yikes.
00:58:19Uh-oh.
00:58:20Man, this just keeps fucking going, doesn't it?
00:58:21So keep drinking.
00:58:22Yeah, I will.
00:58:23I got you.
00:58:24Keep drinking.
00:58:25You're not drinking.
00:58:26What are we on now?
00:58:27Something to keep track of me?
00:58:2830, 40, 50, 60?
00:58:29Somewhere about that.
00:58:30Wow.
00:58:31I hope you got enough punch for that one, huh?
00:58:32Because I could only have one cup earlier.
00:58:33I can go get you some more if you'd like.
00:58:34I can change the rule if you want.
00:58:35No, no, no, no.
00:58:36Don't change the rule.
00:58:37I actually am a big fan of this one.
00:58:38Oh yeah, it's a great rule.
00:58:39Keep talking.
00:58:40Keep drinking.
00:58:41Yeah, man.
00:58:42How much more bullshit can we come up with before we all fucking blow the hell off?
00:58:4550 drinks.
00:58:46This is so exciting, guys.
00:58:47King's fucking cup.
00:58:48All right.
00:58:49Three is me.
00:58:50You drink.
00:58:51Changing subjects.
00:58:52Waterfall.
00:58:53I saw Waterfall, guys.
00:58:54Start it up.
00:58:55I did.
00:58:56Now it's over.
00:58:57Start it up.
00:58:58Wow.
00:58:59Next card.
00:59:00You start it up.
00:59:01Where's your crumb?
00:59:02Where'd you put it?
00:59:03No, no, no, no.
00:59:04No, no, no, no.
00:59:05Don't change the rule.
00:59:06Don't change the rule.
00:59:07I actually am a big fan of this one.
00:59:08Oh yeah, it's a great rule.
00:59:09Keep talking.
00:59:10Keep drinking.
00:59:11Yeah, man.
00:59:12How much more bullshit can we come up with before we all fucking blow the hell up?
00:59:14Where'd you put it?
00:59:15What crown?
00:59:21That's a king.
00:59:22It's a competition card.
00:59:24I propose a dance competition.
00:59:27The first person to stop dancing loses.
00:59:30And what happens if you lose, huh?
00:59:32You drink?
00:59:33Yeah, you take a fucking drink.
00:59:34Whoa!
00:59:35Didn't see that one coming.
00:59:36I don't know.
00:59:37Maybe you'll die knowing that you're a loser.
00:59:38Yeah.
00:59:39I don't know.
00:59:40Whatever that means to you.
00:59:41We're going to push the couches back.
00:59:44I'm going to put on some music.
00:59:46And we're all going to dance.
00:59:48Okay?
00:59:49Yeah, sure.
00:59:50Whatever.
00:59:51Fuck it.
00:59:52You take that couch.
00:59:53That's it.
00:59:54You got it?
00:59:55Yeah.
00:59:56Where did you say you wanted to stay down here?
00:59:59Just push it against that wall.
01:00:00What do we have?
01:00:01We have some EDM coming out?
01:00:02Some, uh, some electro maybe?
01:00:04You know, maybe?
01:00:12What?
01:00:13Can't look me in the eye.
01:00:22Start dancing.
01:00:23Yeah, right.
01:00:25Like I'm dancing!
01:00:27Ain't enough to keep you warm
01:00:31Hit me like the car
01:00:35You'll hold a storm
01:00:37With some cherry lip balm
01:00:43Adding color to the wall
01:00:48Knock me on and wake me
01:00:52Even next morning
01:00:54Cause I'd like to say
01:01:00Your heart's as broke as mine
01:01:03But I know it's not an open valentine
01:01:12Cause no one ever loves you
01:01:19Then you die
01:01:24But the drugs took out
01:01:30Oh boy knows just what to do
01:01:35And you do too
01:01:42Oh but don't look now boy
01:01:47Everything is new
01:01:51And you can be there too
01:01:59Cause I'd like to say
01:02:04Your heart's as broke as mine
01:02:07But I know it's not a happy valentine
01:02:16Cause no one ever loves you
01:02:23Then you die
01:02:24But the drugs took out
01:02:51Yeah oh boy knows just what to do
01:02:56And you do too
01:03:02And you do too
01:03:04Oh but don't look now boy
01:03:09Everything is new
01:03:13And you do too
01:03:16And you do too
01:03:18Can't get there too
01:03:20Cause I'd like to say
01:03:29Your heart's as broke as mine
01:03:33But no one ever loves you
01:03:40But no one ever loves you
01:03:40Then you die
01:03:42Okay you won
01:03:48You won
01:03:50You won
01:03:50You won
01:03:51You won
01:03:51You won
01:03:52You won
01:03:52You're good
01:03:52Stop
01:03:53Turn it off
01:04:04Turn it off
01:04:06Turn it off right now
01:04:08Look at me
01:04:14I remembered something
01:04:16And I have something to say
01:04:19I just remembered
01:04:26My first memory
01:04:30My first memory that I've ever had in my entire life
01:04:33I was about two years old I think
01:04:39And my mom was giving me a bath
01:04:42Our whole house was really weird
01:04:47Especially the bathroom though
01:04:50It was particularly odd
01:04:52There was carpeting all around the tub
01:04:55There were all these stickers on the bottom of the tub
01:04:59And these dumb little like smiling starfish and seahorse shapes
01:05:04To keep me from slipping as a baby
01:05:08And my mom
01:05:09My mom put them there
01:05:14To keep me from slipping
01:05:16She was a great mom
01:05:19Just really really sweet and understanding
01:05:23And she was giving me an Aveeno bath
01:05:28Because I had sensitive skin
01:05:30And still do
01:05:31And Aveeno bath consists mainly of oatmeal
01:05:37And I would rub it around on my knees
01:05:40And try to pat it down like mud
01:05:45And every once in a while behind her back
01:05:50I would eat some of the oats out of the tub
01:05:53One time she caught me
01:05:56I thought I was going to be in so much trouble
01:06:00But she goes
01:06:02No, no, no, no, no, no
01:06:04Don't do that
01:06:07And she left the room
01:06:09And when she comes back
01:06:12She brings me this red popsicle
01:06:17I hated the red ones
01:06:24I only liked what I referred to as the purple ones
01:06:28I didn't even know they were grape
01:06:29I just knew that they were purple
01:06:32And for some reason I decided to tolerate it this time
01:06:36But I'm sitting there in my Aveeno bath
01:06:40And the heat is rising
01:06:42And the cold popsicle is melting
01:06:46And mixing with all the oats
01:06:49And there's these little red drops swirling around in my tub
01:06:53And this image mixed with the sensory experience
01:06:58Makes my little baby brain start to turn
01:07:04And I'm realizing that I'm eating in the bath
01:07:07Which is crazy as a baby
01:07:11Because everyone always tells you
01:07:13You eat in the kitchen
01:07:14And you sleep in the bed
01:07:18And you bathe in the bath
01:07:19And you play in the playroom
01:07:21And on and on and on
01:07:22And there's
01:07:23All the books say it
01:07:25All the parents say it
01:07:26Everybody says it
01:07:27Everybody establishes these zones where you do things
01:07:31And I am eating in the bath
01:07:33And I know that it's okay
01:07:36Because my mom
01:07:38Is someone who gave me this popsicle
01:07:41To eat in the bath in the first place
01:07:42And I'm not in trouble
01:07:43And I realize
01:07:46Maybe
01:07:51That's my rule
01:07:54More than anybody else's
01:07:57And I realize
01:08:01That I don't have to be doing anything
01:08:04Other than what I think I should be doing
01:08:07And that was the first thing I ever realized in my life
01:08:13And the last thing
01:08:17Let's turn the music back on
01:08:25Give this to me
01:08:26Give this to me
01:08:27Give this to me
01:08:32Give this to me
01:08:45Give this to me
01:08:49Give this to me
01:08:50Give this to me
01:08:50Give this to me
01:08:53Give this to me
01:08:54Pirate
01:08:55Like
01:08:55You
01:08:59Give this to me
01:08:59Give this to me
01:09:00And the water
01:09:00Because you
01:09:01You
01:09:06Give this to me
01:09:36I don't know.
01:10:06I don't know.
01:10:36I don't know.
01:11:06I don't know.
01:11:36I don't know.
01:12:06I don't know.
01:12:36Are you leaving?
01:12:38Yeah.
01:12:39Listen, listen, listen.
01:12:40Now is not the time.
01:12:42Let me out!
01:12:44It's too late.
01:12:47It's too late, okay?
01:12:48It's too late!
01:12:49Enjoy your last moments.
01:13:00She left.
01:13:13She left.
01:13:17Who?
01:13:19I'm in the red dress.
01:13:25So?
01:13:28You're supposed to do this together, right?
01:13:32Do you want to know why I threw this party?
01:13:53I thought that if enough people came in one place and pretended that everything was normal and everything was fine,
01:14:10then everything would be.
01:14:14if we had our own world, we'd have our own rules, but that didn't really seem to work out, did it?
01:14:32Do you want to share a cigarette with me?
01:14:37I don't smoke.
01:14:42Well, you better start.
01:14:46Oh, I actually, I actually have something for this.
01:14:55Um, my name's Angie, by the way.
01:15:02um, Luke.
01:15:03Nice to meet you.
01:15:09Come on.
01:15:10Come on.
01:15:23You don't smoke cigarettes.
01:15:24This is a dumbish other bird.
01:15:25You're right.
01:15:26You're right at that.
01:16:02Here.
01:16:20Here.
01:16:32Here.
01:16:34Here.
01:16:36Here.
01:16:38Here.
01:16:40Here.
01:16:42Here.
01:16:44Here.
01:16:46Here.
01:16:48Here.
01:16:50Here.
01:16:52Here.
01:16:54Here.
01:16:56Here.
01:16:58Here.
01:17:00Here.
01:17:02Here.
01:17:04Here.
01:17:10Here.
01:17:12Here.
01:17:14Here.
01:17:16Here.
01:17:18Here.
01:17:20Yeah, that's probably not the best way to start.
01:17:41Holy shit.
01:17:50What was your best memory?
01:18:15I think I know it.
01:18:20It was the 4th of July, like, four years ago, and I was staying with my boyfriend at the
01:18:34time.
01:18:35I was staying at his place in Asheville, but I got a call the night before on the 3rd,
01:18:41and it was some of my friends who lived in Raleigh that were inviting me out to go see
01:18:45them and see some fireworks with them.
01:18:51I drove out there early in the morning on the 4th, and that's like a five to six hour
01:18:56drive or something like that.
01:18:58It's a really long drive.
01:19:00But I listened to the same CD over and over and over again.
01:19:06And I smoked an entire pack of cigarettes because, like, what else are you going to do while you're
01:19:11driving?
01:19:13And so I get there and I pull up to this quarry or a lake, and I've never heard of a quarry
01:19:24before, even getting to North Carolina.
01:19:27And it was just this big hill that, like, sloped down into this deep black water.
01:19:35And everyone was just sunbathing on this grassy hill, or they were swimming, and this big concrete
01:19:41wall that went up.
01:19:44And my best friend is there, and he offers me molly at the time, and so we parachute it.
01:19:53And after a couple of hours, it doesn't feel like it's kicking in.
01:19:56And so another friend of ours offers us acid, and so we were like, what the hell, let's just
01:20:02do both.
01:20:03And that's called candy cooking, I guess, but we do both.
01:20:07And still, after some time, it doesn't feel like anything is happening.
01:20:14But then the sun starts to go down.
01:20:19And then the fireworks start up.
01:20:25And I'm seeing colors that I feel like I didn't know existed, as I'm feeling my skin on that
01:20:31grass.
01:20:32And so we just sing, and we dance, and we talk about dumb shit, and finally, after a
01:20:43few hours, my friend, my best friend, he grabs my hand, and he's saying that we're going to
01:20:50jump into the water, because it's a really badass thing to do.
01:20:55And we walked to the top of that concrete wall.
01:20:59And I can feel his hand and mine, and he was squeezing it really tight, because I know
01:21:04that he was scared, too.
01:21:06We were both scared, but we're going to do it anyway.
01:21:11And so we jump.
01:21:14And all of a sudden, I can't see anything.
01:21:20The water is pitch black.
01:21:25And I can't see anything.
01:21:27I can't hear anything.
01:21:30I can't feel anything other than his hand holding onto mine really, really, really tightly.
01:21:39But all of a sudden, our heads come out of the water.
01:21:58The sky's on fire.
01:22:00Again.
01:22:01And there's colors everywhere.
01:22:05But all of a sudden, I was completely sober.
01:22:19And there's an air euhracensit PhD in California.
01:22:22And there's an air.
01:22:24It was a flooding.
01:22:25And there's an air morning.
01:22:26And at this time, I went from the air setting up to the air and firewall öyle
01:22:31to the air and then LuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLuLu alternatively runway.
01:22:34And there's an air DJ and 94.
01:22:37And he's definitely been in.
01:22:39At this time, it's a drop by that light on.
01:22:41You know what it was saying.
01:22:42And every day she replayed that the air would be back
01:22:42We're in.
01:22:44At this time, I told his bike, it was just the air.
01:22:47What do you think happens after?
01:22:59I don't know.
01:23:03Probably nothing, right?
01:23:07Probably nothing.
01:23:17You know, in different circumstances, I think we could have had something.
01:23:30I don't think so.
01:23:47But you're here, and I think that we're probably the best that we've got.
01:24:08So that's it, then?
01:24:14Yeah, I think that's it.
01:24:17Yeah, I think that's it.
01:24:47Yeah, I think that's it.
01:25:17Yeah, I think that's it.
01:25:19Yeah.
01:25:21Yeah, I think that's it.
01:25:23Yeah, I think that's it.
01:25:25Yeah, I think that's it.
01:25:27Yeah, I think that's it.
01:25:29Yeah, I think that's it.
01:25:31Yeah, I think that's it.
01:25:33Yeah, I think that's it.
01:25:35Yeah, I think that's it.
01:25:37Yeah, I think that's it.
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