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00:00I dropped my job in birthright. I thought I can make a good career or I'll be doing good things in civil society.
00:05But at the same time, my inner being is constantly attracting it towards you.
00:09It goes on saying that I'll be missing out on something if I don't come close to you or your teachings or the foundation etc.
00:14It again hits me that you are doing it wrong. You have to go somewhere else. This is not the place you should be right.
00:19So is this just another flaw or is this something that I have understood and want to direct my life towards?
00:24Exactly how do you want me to help you?
00:26I just want from you that this is not something I'm again fooling myself.
00:30There are no guarantees. Nobody gave me a guarantee and I'm not going to give a guarantee to anybody.
00:36If you want to become light, then you'll have to have zero mass.
00:39What you people want is the best of both worlds. That becomes the worst of both worlds.
00:44Some people come up and very smartly they allege.
00:47They say if everybody gets out of their meaningless jobs, then how will your foundation run?
00:53Who will donate or finance? Sir, the day everybody is out of their meaningless jobs and loveless life.
00:59Why will this foundation exist? The world would have become this foundation.
01:03You are rejecting me enough right now.
01:05I am rejecting you.
01:06I have nothing at stake. You figure out.
01:10All these years, I have chased you with all my energy, all my life.
01:14Your punishment will be that one day you will be desperate to come to me and you will find you can't.
01:20A bigger punishment.
01:21And this will be on those who have tried to harm me.
01:25One day they'll try to help me.
01:27They'll want to help me and they'll find they can't.
01:29My name is Abhishek.
01:37I've been a student of Gita Samagam now from last 10 months.
01:43Before being a part of Gita Samagam, I used to work in IT industry.
01:49And I left my job there and I came to prepare for UPSC civil services at that time.
01:54But in these last 10 months, I have understood something.
01:59I thought I can make a good career or I'll be doing good things in civil services.
02:04That's why I dropped my job in Burkaret and came to campus preparation.
02:10Now, after being the student, I understand this is not what I actually wanted from the exam.
02:19But at the same time, my inner being is constantly attracted towards you.
02:25It goes on saying that I'll be missing out on something if I don't come close to you for your teachings, for the foundation itself.
02:34So this one thing I know for sure that I need to know more.
02:37I don't know much.
02:39And whatever I have been till now is not what I want to be in future.
02:44My reactions, my choices, everything seems like it's a flow and I'm just mine.
02:50That's how I chose my graduation.
02:53That's how I chose my job.
02:54And that's how now I'm in the preparation of civil services.
02:57I'm 25.
02:59So what is this?
03:01It again hits me that you are doing it wrong.
03:03You are doing something wrong.
03:04You have to go somewhere else.
03:06This is not the place you should be right now.
03:08So is this just another flow or is this something that I have understood and want to direct my life towards?
03:16I'm not able to understand this.
03:22You see, people are finding newer ways to apply for a position in PAF.
03:30This is his video CV.
03:32H.R.
03:48Novel ways of applying to.
03:55What can I say in all this?
03:57Your life, your choice.
04:02When exactly, how do you want me to help you?
04:12So, Achayati, this is a feeling to me.
04:17This is something I'm experiencing right now.
04:20But the similar kind of things I've done in past.
04:22But this time, I know for sure that I want to go and enhance the knowledge part of mine and do some work and understand it more from your teachings.
04:32But I just want you, I just want from you that this is not something I'm again fooling myself about.
04:39No, there are no guarantees.
04:42There are no guarantees.
04:49Nobody gave me a guarantee and I'm not going to give a guarantee to anybody.
04:53Ajayati, I'm not asking for a guarantee of future.
05:02I'm asking, is this something I really understand?
05:07How do I know?
05:10How do I know?
05:12And if you don't understand,
05:14what is the assurance that you will understand what I say next?
05:21Everything is anyway on you.
05:26So then, how do I identify myself?
05:30That I have spoken of so many times.
05:34You look at your thoughts, deeds,
05:37feelings,
05:40motives, relationships, hopes,
05:42memories.
05:51You must come to what you want to exactly ask.
05:58I'll put it another way.
06:02No, no, no, no, we'll rephrase self.
06:06No, we'll rephrase it.
06:07I'll just ask it.
06:09Good.
06:09So when I joined this operation,
06:14I thought this is the work I would like to do,
06:19or I would be interested in doing.
06:23As you say that you should have a purpose,
06:25a work that you think you should be able to do,
06:28or you regard as most,
06:29most important,
06:30or you have a skill in.
06:33So now if I change it completely to a different path,
06:39how should I recognize it?
06:41If I want to build around it or not.
06:44Recognize what?
06:46The work.
06:49Recognize what?
06:52Recognize the work.
06:53Am I a suit sir or something?
07:04Where is the question coming from?
07:10The question is coming from
07:12the fear of uncertainty.
07:19Huh?
07:21You want an assurance,
07:23some kind of guarantee in advance.
07:29And assurance is needed only when there is something to secure.
07:33Assurance and security.
07:37I'm asking you now,
07:38what is it that you want to secure?
07:48Maybe I'm trying to secure
07:50a future,
07:53future,
07:54myself.
07:56So there was,
07:56there was somebody you were trying to please via an IT job.
08:02Now that same thing you were trying to please through a government job.
08:06And now that same thing says,
08:09let's go on to something higher.
08:11So you're talking to me.
08:13But irrespective of all these changes,
08:15it is the same entity
08:17that is dictating your,
08:19your thoughts,
08:20deeds,
08:21questions,
08:21whatever.
08:23That entity is you.
08:26Why would you want to secure somebody else?
08:29That entity is you,
08:31unfortunately.
08:33Because that entity is not you.
08:36There you go.
08:42Theoretically.
08:47So a perception that I have built about myself,
08:51I'm trying to secure that perception.
08:53Obviously,
08:55you have something that you want to defend.
08:58And you do not know whether you would be able to defend that if you take another route.
09:05Please understand this.
09:11It's not an,
09:12it's not really a practical obligation to,
09:15to do something massive in life.
09:22All right.
09:23Most people do not do that.
09:25and yet on an average live to the age of 80.
09:31That's how it is the world over.
09:33Nobody does anything great or colossal.
09:36And yet people live,
09:38you know,
09:39on an average kind of happy lives.
09:41So you are not obliged
09:43practically
09:45to be,
09:47to be great.
09:50To be great.
09:54It's like speeding.
09:58Speeding.
09:58If you must speed.
10:02But then,
10:02as you speed,
10:03you have to keep dropping your mass.
10:08You can speed up
10:10to match the velocity of light.
10:13You can do that.
10:13But you will have to keep dropping mass.
10:16You cannot hold on to mass
10:19and yet speed up.
10:21And then say,
10:21you know,
10:22I love
10:22the ones who became light.
10:25If you want to become light,
10:28then you will have to have zero mass.
10:33What you people want is
10:35the best of both worlds.
10:42That becomes the worst of both worlds.
10:47Trying to ride
10:48two boats at a time.
10:53Don't want to give up on
10:54what you have accumulated
10:56as me.
10:58But you also want to
11:00be faster than light.
11:06That's not happening.
11:08That won't happen.
11:12Keep dropping stuff.
11:15Keep speeding up.
11:19Depends on how much
11:20you are enthralled by light.
11:22It's a love affair.
11:30You saw how I kept rejecting you.
11:34You probably didn't even realize
11:35what you were doing
11:37was some kind of wooing.
11:43What I said
11:44was a job application
11:47was actually a proposal,
11:50not even an application.
11:57And like a
11:58beautiful woman,
12:01I just said,
12:02no,
12:03no,
12:03no guarantees,
12:04no assurances.
12:05If you can drop everything,
12:07come over,
12:07else it's fine already.
12:08I don't want you.
12:13If you want me,
12:15then you make
12:16whatever changes are needed.
12:22Depends on the intensity
12:23of your love
12:24and you're not obliged
12:26to love.
12:27There are so many people
12:29leading so-called normal lives
12:30and they are all right.
12:39No, sir,
12:40no, no,
12:40no,
12:40no leave your job.
12:43You continue
12:43whatever you are doing.
12:46Yes, yes, yes, yes.
12:50Some people come up
12:51and very smartly
12:54they allege.
12:55They say,
12:56you know,
12:56if everybody
12:57gets out of
12:59their meaningless jobs,
13:01then how will
13:02your foundation run?
13:05Who will
13:05donate or finance?
13:07Sir,
13:08the day everybody
13:09is out of
13:10their meaningless jobs
13:11and loveless life,
13:12why will this
13:13foundation exist?
13:15The world
13:16would have become
13:16this foundation.
13:18There would be
13:19nobody we would
13:20exist for.
13:21Everybody would
13:22be the foundation
13:23then.
13:24So,
13:24in that sense,
13:25the foundation
13:25would have reached
13:26its purpose.
13:38So,
13:39you take up
13:40a good job
13:41and you like us,
13:43right?
13:47I'm more than
13:48like, sir.
13:48Yes, yes, yes.
13:49Just don't want to.
13:50Yes.
13:50So,
13:51you're attracting
13:51me enough
13:52right now.
13:52It will attract
13:53me more,
13:53baby.
13:54I'm rejecting
13:54you.
14:01We also know
14:02how to act
14:02pricey.
14:10And then also
14:11tell me the ways.
14:14Why should I do
14:15anything?
14:16I have nothing
14:16at stake
14:17thing at stake
14:17new figure out.
14:19You figure out.
14:25You know,
14:26the punishment.
14:40One day you will
14:41want to want to come
14:44want to come to me.
14:45All these years I have
14:46I have chased you
14:48with all my energy,
14:53all my life.
14:54I have chased you.
14:56Your punishment will be
14:57that one day you will be
14:58desperate to come to me
15:00and you will find you
15:02can't.
15:03A bigger punishment.
15:04And this will be on those
15:09who have tried to harm me.
15:12One day they'll try to help me.
15:14They'll want to help me
15:15and they'll find they can't.
15:18That will be their punishment.
15:23Today we run after you
15:24even for simple things
15:26like fill up a form,
15:28complete your registration.
15:30Today we run after you.
15:31One day you will run after me
15:33and I'll
15:36I'll either act
15:37pricey
15:38or won't be found.
15:44Think of the situation.
15:48You'll be dying
15:49to somehow help me
15:51and you'll find
15:52given the life
15:54you have been leading
15:55you cannot help me.
15:59I'll extract my revenge.
16:01You think of the
16:13the right life,
16:17the free life,
16:18the spiritual life
16:19as
16:22bland,
16:26stayed,
16:28tasteless,
16:28uniform,
16:32boring,
16:32no?
16:36No?
16:37It involves
16:38great love,
16:40great rejections,
16:42great revenges.
16:44Everything happens there.
16:45in a much more
16:58intense way
17:00than in your
17:01normal
17:02householder's life.
17:04So you say,
17:12you know,
17:13I'm
17:13I'm
17:16leading a worldly
17:17life because
17:18I want to have
17:20fun
17:20or because
17:23I'm in love.
17:25and one day
17:30you will
17:31realize where
17:32real love lies
17:34and where
17:35real fun lies
17:36and you'll
17:37knock at the
17:38doors and
17:39you won't be
17:39permitted.
17:45There'll be a day
17:46you'll realize
17:47what you call as
17:48love
17:48in your
17:49usual life
17:50is not
17:51one percent
17:52of the
17:53real thing.
17:56You don't
17:57know what
17:57deep separation
17:58means.
17:59You don't
17:59know what
18:00total agony
18:01means.
18:07You live
18:08at the
18:12periphery
18:13of living.
18:20think of
18:23a kid
18:24who has
18:26at most
18:27experienced
18:28a little
18:30seesaw.
18:32You know
18:32seesaw?
18:38And then
18:39that kid gets
18:40to sit on
18:40the
18:41largest
18:42wheel.
18:44What do you
18:44call that wheel?
18:45There is a
18:46particular name
18:46for that wheel.
18:47It's a giant
18:50wheel but
18:51what's the
18:51name for
18:51that wheel?
18:52Fettish
18:53wheel.
18:53Yeah.
18:57That's the
18:57spiritual life.
18:59And this
18:59you call as
19:00thrilling.
19:02This is
19:02your thrill.
19:05Papa ka,
19:05mommy ka.
19:08This is
19:09thrill.
19:10And that
19:11is the
19:12spiritual life.
19:17full of
19:23thrill beyond
19:24your
19:24imagination.
19:28There are
19:29deep passions
19:30involved there.
19:31Deep
19:31angers.
19:34Deep
19:35angers?
19:35In
19:36spirituality?
19:37No.
19:38No.
19:39All you
19:39know is
19:40this much
19:40of anger.
19:40come to
19:47the
19:47skies.
19:48You will
19:48see what
19:48real anger
19:49is like.
19:57All you
19:58experience is
19:59some little
19:59sadness,
20:00some
20:00disappointment.
20:06Those
20:06who
20:06are
20:09allowed
20:09out there,
20:10they know
20:11what real
20:11heartbreaks
20:12mean.
20:13You do
20:13not know
20:14what it
20:16means to
20:16have a
20:16broken
20:17heart
20:17because
20:18you
20:18don't
20:19have a
20:20heart.
20:24The
20:25first
20:25time you
20:26know you
20:27really have
20:28a heart
20:28is only
20:29when it
20:29is totally
20:30broken.
20:39there's
20:55that one
20:56that one
20:56by the
20:57band
21:00called
21:00Queen
21:01Freddie
21:03Mercury
21:04I'm
21:10traveling
21:10at the
21:10speed
21:11of
21:11light.
21:14They
21:14call
21:14me
21:14Mr.
21:15Fahrenheit.
21:20Sometimes
21:20you say,
21:20oh my
21:21God,
21:21I have
21:21such a
21:23hectic
21:23schedule.
21:24You
21:24don't
21:24know
21:25what it
21:25means
21:25to
21:26have
21:26a
21:26hectic
21:26schedule.
21:26My
21:33God,
21:33I have
21:33so
21:34much
21:34responsibility.
21:39Jhunnu,
21:39Nunu,
21:40and
21:42then
21:42those
21:43two
21:44buddies
21:44of
21:44his
21:45Gadha,
21:49Piggy,
21:50so
21:52much
21:52responsibility
21:53I have.
21:54You
21:54don't
21:54know
21:54what it
21:54means
21:55to
21:55be
21:55responsible
21:55for
21:56eight
22:00billion
22:00and
22:00billions
22:02of
22:02other
22:02species.
22:03You
22:04don't
22:04know
22:04what it
22:04means
22:05to
22:05have
22:05a
22:05family.
22:07And
22:08you
22:08call
22:08yourself
22:09family
22:09men.
22:10The
22:10funny
22:10part
22:11is
22:11you
22:11sometimes
22:11say,
22:12yeah,
22:12what
22:12do
22:12you
22:13know
22:13you
22:13don't
22:13have
22:13a
22:13family.
22:15We
22:15don't
22:15have
22:15a
22:15family.
22:16You
22:16don't
22:16have
22:16a
22:16family.
22:18All
22:18you
22:18have
22:18is
22:18four
22:19people.
22:21We
22:21know
22:21what
22:21it
22:22means
22:22to
22:22have
22:22a
22:22family.
22:26anyway,
22:35why
22:36should
22:36you
22:36give
22:36you
22:37more
22:37glimpses
22:38of a
22:38place
22:38that
22:39you
22:39are
22:40not
22:40yet
22:40admitted
22:41to?
22:42No
22:42more
22:43trailers
22:43that
22:44lost.
22:45Yes
22:45no
22:50that's
22:51all
22:51nothing
22:53doing
22:53you
22:58are
23:03still
23:03here
23:03living
23:06what
23:11do
23:11you
23:11want
23:12closeness
23:16to
23:16you
23:16when
23:24they'll
23:24ask
23:24you
23:25in
23:26the
23:27UPSC
23:27interview
23:28what's
23:31the
23:31purpose
23:32of
23:32your
23:32life
23:32you
23:33will
23:34tell
23:34them
23:34serving
23:35the
23:36world
23:36or
23:36closeness
23:37to
23:37Acharya
23:38Prasanth
23:38would
23:39you
23:39would
23:41you
23:42you
23:48won't
23:49you
23:51can't
23:52prepare
24:05well
24:05for
24:05your
24:05exams
24:06this
24:07way
24:08you
24:08will
24:08miss
24:09out
24:09on
24:09everything
24:10oh
24:14prepare
24:16well
24:17I have
24:32been in a
24:33session
24:33for
24:33four
24:34months
24:34now
24:34like
24:35three and
24:36a half
24:36months
24:37and
24:38I
24:39have
24:39been
24:39listening
24:40to
24:40him
24:40since
24:422023
24:43so
24:44it's
24:44been
24:44two
24:45and a
24:45half
24:45years
24:45now
24:46around
24:47two
24:47and
24:47a
24:47half
24:47years
24:48not
24:48completely
24:49he
24:50is
24:50one
24:51of
24:51the
24:51person
24:51I
24:52couldn't
24:52listen
24:52first
24:53of
24:53all
24:53as
24:54all
24:54his
24:55most
24:55of
24:56his
24:56student
24:56mentions
24:57like
24:58I'm
25:00totally
25:00against
25:00him
25:01now
25:01I
25:03cannot
25:04sleep
25:05without
25:06listening
25:06to
25:06him
25:07that
25:07is
25:07my
25:08status
25:08right
25:08now
25:09and
25:10I
25:11was
25:12very
25:12curious
25:13child
25:13and
25:13I
25:14always
25:15want
25:15to
25:15question
25:15more
25:16and
25:16more
25:16nowadays
25:18because
25:18of
25:19Prasant
25:20sir
25:21I
25:21am
25:22questioning
25:22even
25:23more
25:23today
25:24he
25:25just
25:25mentioned
25:25maybe
25:26kind
25:27of
25:28I
25:28can
25:29accept
25:29that
25:29I
25:29am
25:29a
25:30stupid
25:30one
25:31than
25:31the
25:31intellectual
25:32one
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