00:00I would 100% say that, you know, the last four or five months of my life have been
00:08the most embarrassing, the scariest, shameful, guilt-ridden, angry.
00:20I harbor a lot of bitterness and resentment. I do, and I can't help that, but really scary,
00:29really scary. And the other piece is, you're right. I don't chase fame. I'm not trying to
00:37make this lucrative Instagram career. I value my privacy, not just my own, but I value my children's
00:46privacy. Their desire to grow up in a community where they get to go to school and no one knows
00:54who they are. You know, uh, yeah, I had a lot of embarrassment. I had a lot of embarrassment and,
01:03um, you know, it was, uh, not some of my proudest moments and I won't dare sit here and take full
01:12responsibility for it. Uh, there is always, always two different truths always. Um, but it is definitely
01:22a time in my life that I would love to never, ever read about ever again. Um, or think about,
01:30uh, and I definitely don't want my children to have to think about that either. Um, and I,
01:35you know what? Jail's not a good look for me. It's just not, I, I, I'm a, I'm a rule follower.
01:43I didn't get my first speeding ticket until I was 40 years old, 40. So you can bet that that was
01:52probably one of the darkest nights of my entire life. The front most part of my brain, my heart,
02:02my core of who I am, I will go to great lengths to protect my children. And what my children deserve
02:09is to love their father and to love their mother. At the end of the day, that's what they deserve.
02:16They don't get to carry the weight and the burden of the unhealth that took place in my marriage.
02:26They just don't.
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