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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Not sure.
00:01:33Nella mia famiglia.
00:01:36Ma vedo.
00:01:37La mia famiglia è in una casa.
00:01:43C***.
00:01:45C***a.
00:01:46C***a.
00:01:47C***a.
00:01:48C***a.
00:01:49C***a.
00:01:51C***a.
00:01:52C***a.
00:01:53C***a.
00:01:54C***a.
00:01:56C***a.
00:01:57C***a.
00:01:58Look at that.
00:02:12She has lost her purse.
00:02:13She was losing her purse.
00:02:15They don't have anything.
00:02:16Did she've killed anything at her house?
00:02:18You have no idea?
00:02:20She wasavan Megan.
00:02:23kochaki, don't panic
00:02:26I won't panic.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:345 5 3 3.
00:03:367 6 4 5.
00:03:388 7 7.
00:03:409 1 5 7.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:47Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven, five, seven, yeah, expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately, we're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you, I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43Besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:42Yeah.
00:05:43Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13Oh, um, I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:50Jane, can I, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:06:56Love you.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:16Do you feel alright?
00:07:36Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:39Are you sure?
00:07:41Mm-hmm.
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:08:05Mm-hmm.
00:08:10Mm-hmm.
00:08:14Mm-hmm.
00:08:16Mm-hmm.
00:08:20Mm-hmm.
00:08:26Mm-hmm.
00:08:36Mm-hmm.
00:08:40Mm-hmm.
00:08:44Mm-hmm.
00:09:00Mm-hmm.
00:09:05Mm-hmm.
00:09:16Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:20We get boring all alone.
00:09:23I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:29Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:57I'll see you later.
00:10:21Testing, testing.
00:10:23Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them the list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:35Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:37God rest his soul.
00:10:38Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:57And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:04That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:07Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:16And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:22And the grave was all over there, all the Shahbua.
00:11:26Good night, a cappuccino!
00:11:36Good night, Grandma.
00:11:42Good night.
00:11:43Good night.
00:11:46Good night.
00:11:47Good night.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:15Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:42Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:24Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah?
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:23So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47That's it.
00:15:47Gracias.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:49One.
00:15:50One.
00:15:51One.
00:15:52Two.
00:15:53Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:15:56You can catch it.
00:15:57Grazie.
00:15:58Grazie.
00:15:59Grazie.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:07Grazie.
00:16:08Grazie.
00:16:09Grazie.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:12Grazie.
00:16:13Grazie.
00:16:34What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Berry.
00:16:37Ha!
00:16:38Berry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:40If they have this device down in the basement, it's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there? That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad. All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know. I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:29dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:37I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights was a 72-hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19. It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01It was...
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:06I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia.
00:18:09So when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:21Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:47So.
00:18:56However, let me tell you what it was, oh.
00:19:11Love teaches me to feed on flames and
00:19:41tears, to turn withered hope green through desire, to re-enslave my heart each time love
00:19:51frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:15in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:33Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:52I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, are you going to take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:13All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in Town & Country, UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:34All tangled up.
00:22:35Hold on.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things, and I'm not one of those old people
00:22:50who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:40I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet,
00:24:54like your soulmate or your family or, you know,
00:25:01someone you bump into on the street,
00:25:03we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched,
00:25:11but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder,
00:25:28rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure
00:25:32and how I'm going to show World War II
00:25:35from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But...
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:48That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:09That's it.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:18Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm already in the...
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait, go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:41Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my God.
00:26:43Oh, my God.
00:26:43Oh, my God.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:46Oh, my God.
00:26:47Oh, my God.
00:26:50Stronzo!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55It's the carabinerie!
00:26:56It's the police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:58Yeah!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Oh, my God.
00:27:03Hey!
00:27:03We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:08Look!
00:27:09We can't make me out of my house.
00:27:11Oh, my God.
00:27:12Oh, my God.
00:27:14Oh, my God.
00:27:15Oh my god!
00:27:22Oh my god!
00:27:23Yes, yes!
00:27:25It made me feel better if I said I said the one day up.
00:27:29Yes, it's true.
00:27:31Yes it's true.
00:27:33I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:37You're horrible.
00:27:39You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:11It went up my nose.
00:28:18Do we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number
00:28:33for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:37Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists
00:29:04keep their viola cases
00:29:08on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park
00:29:24in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Oh, yes.
00:29:49Oh, yes.
00:30:52Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56That's right.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:21It was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Jane.
00:31:43I've got some pastries.
00:31:51You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings
00:32:24and chocolates and all sorts of things. And we used to go to London, and we saw Glenn Miller
00:32:31one time. We used to go all over the place. They were wonderful times. I never had an
00:32:40American boyfriend. I liked some of them. They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave
00:32:50my mom and dad. I wish I had sometimes. You know when you were 19 and the world just felt
00:32:56so open and carefree and full of possibility? You reminded me of that at that time. You
00:33:06were 19 when we met? Yeah. I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then, not at all. Well,
00:33:12I felt nostalgia or something for youth. You're not old, Jane. We ran out on the bill.
00:33:19You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill? Perhaps I'm not explaining
00:33:25it well. It was... It was fun. It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work? The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating. The three
00:33:49of us will plan a dinner before we leave. I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh my God. This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi. No, no, we were just talking right here. We were? That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:09What? What?
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Ugh.
00:34:12You have a chance of a wreck. I know, man.
00:34:16I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon. That's okay. I already ate, so I'll just grab
00:34:24a coffee.
00:34:25Jane?
00:34:27Can I have the check, please?
00:34:28In a cafe, pffp?
00:34:30Oh, no, thank you. Jane? Jay, you don't smoke.
00:34:32Yes, I do. Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:34Hey, on deck. Can I have the check? Please?
00:34:37Can I have the check? Please?
00:34:38A cafe, pffp?
00:34:39Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Jane?
00:34:46Jane?
00:34:47Jane?
00:34:48Jane?
00:34:49Jane?
00:34:49You don't smoke?
00:34:50Jane?
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:52Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day
00:35:23in this villa owned by this
00:35:24old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef
00:35:29and everything, and, uh,
00:35:30they were serving this, like, loaf of
00:35:32meat covered in sauce with all these
00:35:34other loaves, and this girl
00:35:36came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No. No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat
00:35:42and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard
00:35:53one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:07Um.
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:09What is the definition
00:36:13of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola
00:36:22into the dumpster
00:36:23without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed
00:36:30and I'm stealing it.
00:36:30You can pretty much
00:36:33make that joke
00:36:34about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I've got to get back to work.
00:36:50Hmm.
00:36:51So what's next
00:37:01on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking
00:37:05Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing
00:37:08called the Shantan Festival
00:37:09at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks
00:37:13unroll all the tapestries
00:37:14on the hill, right?
00:37:15The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:18How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know,
00:37:22a bit of this,
00:37:23a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely
00:37:51come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun,
00:37:54you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00Vistia.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again
00:38:07for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying
00:38:29you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:12Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:23I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying
00:39:38near the port,
00:39:38so I got the first ferry
00:39:39this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe
00:39:45I found you.
00:39:46I'm not focused on you.
00:39:48I had money.
00:39:57I pełed.
00:40:06I love the pill.
00:40:07What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:37And beautiful.
00:41:07I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Look, you need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:40Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:41Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:42Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:43Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:44Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:45Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:46Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:47Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:48Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:49Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:50Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:51Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:52Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:53Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:54Do you have a lot of people?
00:41:55Do you have a lot of people?
00:42:26There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for a husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:07All right.
00:44:09Bye.
00:44:09Bye.
00:44:13Bye.
00:44:14Bye.
00:44:14Bye.
00:44:18Bye.
00:44:27Bye.
00:44:28Bye.
00:44:29Leonard.
00:44:58and talk.
00:45:28Say cheese.
00:45:34You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:58What did you do?
00:45:59Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:00You did?
00:46:01What did you do?
00:46:02Just wave.
00:46:29What did you do?
00:46:29Queen?
00:46:33千真的是
00:46:37He can't stop the khundi.
00:46:39Oh!
00:46:40Oh, my God!
00:46:43God!
00:46:44Oh, my God!
00:46:47Oh, my God!
00:46:48Gosh, you're listening to...
00:46:50I'm listening to the English problem!
00:46:52Oh!
00:46:53Look at these people!
00:46:54ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:24ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:54ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:24ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:54ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:55ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:57ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:59OHH
00:49:02OH, HI
00:49:04DID I WAKE YOU?
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:12Yeah.
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:36Yeah.
00:52:36Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You made me feel calm.
00:53:50You made me feel calm.
00:53:57You made me feel calm.
00:53:58You made me feel calm.
00:54:07You made me feel calm.
00:54:08You made me feel calm.
00:54:09You made me feel calm.
00:54:13You made me feel calm.
00:54:14You made me feel calm.
00:54:15You made me feel calm.
00:54:19You made me feel calm.
00:54:20You made me feel calm.
00:54:21You made me feel calm.
00:54:22You made me feel calm.
00:54:25You made me feel calm.
00:54:26You made me feel calm.
00:54:27You made me feel calm.
00:54:28You made me feel calm.
00:54:29You made me feel calm.
00:54:29You made me feel calm.
00:54:30You made me feel calm.
00:54:31You made me feel calm.
00:54:32You made me feel calm.
00:54:33You made me feel calm.
00:56:04I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52I don't know.
00:56:53Okay.
00:56:53All right.
00:56:54Come on.
00:56:56Okay.
00:57:00Okay.
00:57:00If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:30There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:53If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:03Okay.
00:58:05I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:30Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:10One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:31Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:41With the book?
00:59:44No, with my life.
00:59:49This is it, you know.
00:59:53It ends with me.
01:00:03In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:15The horses.
01:00:27The horses back then they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:36He put braids on them.
01:00:39They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one.
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:48He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:52Every night when he finished working.
01:00:59They were lovely days really.
01:01:07They're gone.
01:01:08For me.
01:01:09Jane.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:11But not for you.
01:01:13Jane.
01:01:14You know it's different for you.
01:01:17In some ways it's easier.
01:01:19You haven't got the war.
01:01:20People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:23But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life.
01:01:28One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05What is it?
01:02:06You all right?
01:02:07You okay?
01:02:08Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:09It's bleeding.
01:02:10It's fine.
01:02:11It's fine.
01:02:12It's fine.
01:02:13It's fine.
01:02:14It's fine.
01:02:15It's fine.
01:02:16It's fine.
01:02:17It's fine.
01:02:18You've losing it?
01:02:19Yes.
01:02:20Fuck.
01:02:21Fuck.
01:02:22Fuck.
01:02:23I met these backpackers last night and Frank and Elsa.
01:02:37I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:07I want you to come.
01:03:37I want you to come.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm a knackered.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:30I want you to do it.
01:10:31I want you to do it.
01:10:36ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:06ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:36ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:54ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:56ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:30Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:30. . .
01:13:37. . . . .
01:13:42. . . .
01:13:49. . . .
01:13:54. . . .
01:14:07. . .
01:14:08. . .
01:14:20. . .
01:14:25. .
01:14:26. . .
01:14:31Jase, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:41Now shut that thing off.
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