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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:33Tre, tre, tre, uomini.
00:01:35Questa si si va al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Woah.
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51Do you see a place?
00:01:52No.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What's up?
00:02:02What do you think?
00:02:04She's lost her purse.
00:02:06She's lost her purse.
00:02:08She's lost her purse.
00:02:10She's lost her purse.
00:02:12She's lost her purse.
00:02:14No, there's nothing.
00:02:16She's lost her purse.
00:02:18There's nothing.
00:02:20Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:22One moment.
00:02:24I don't know anything.
00:02:26I don't know anything.
00:02:28I don't know anything.
00:02:34Where did you have it last?
00:02:36The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange group?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie.
00:02:44I'm sorry.
00:02:48That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:12The melanin667AA4
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, dad.
00:03:26Yesh.
00:03:28Yeshs.
00:03:30Yeshs.
00:03:31Yesh.
00:03:33Yesh.
00:03:34It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:52Okay.
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00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12-15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides,
00:04:46what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I
00:04:50want to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:53Yes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that.
00:05:21You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been
00:05:35for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08No.
00:06:09David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't
00:06:50I.
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:06:56I love you.
00:07:16Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:16Mm-hmm.
00:08:46Mm-hmm.
00:09:02Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:10:02Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:23Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for.
00:10:32I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:58There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19Here we go.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:35Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:53No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:19Um, Castello Aureganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great, that's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:00I used to be an old...
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit, I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy, that's weird, right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:14Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry, I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:04Because viola players are dead?
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird, autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:25And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:37Yes.
00:15:43Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:44Fuck.
00:15:46Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:16:02Hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:15What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:47But can you imagine?
00:16:49Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:06Wow.
00:17:07I know.
00:17:08I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:09If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:10You're a tourist.
00:17:11No I'm not.
00:17:12I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic
00:17:13populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:15I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:16I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:17I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:22Before connecting flights a 72 hour plane ride but you know it was worth it.
00:17:23It was my first time out of the US.
00:17:24How old are you?
00:17:25I'm 19.
00:17:26It's my birthday today.
00:17:27Is it really?
00:17:28Uh huh.
00:17:29Happy birthday.
00:17:30Thank you very much.
00:17:31Yeah so I left the program.
00:17:32I'm a volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and
00:17:34whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights a 72 hour plane ride but you know it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:00I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically I used to have ancestors in Ischia so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:11twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed in case you didn't know is when one person's great grandparent
00:18:15is another person's great great great grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway.
00:18:21So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island.
00:18:24So I show up.
00:18:25He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:30A hundred?
00:18:31Yeah if not older.
00:18:33He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect.
00:18:39Ushers me inside.
00:18:40Pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And uh yeah.
00:18:44I never left.
00:18:45Pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement.
00:18:46I never left.
00:18:47Pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement.
00:18:48I never left.
00:18:49look.
00:18:50A glass of wine and Тогда comes.
00:18:51Let me show you.
00:18:52Attention.
00:18:54I love you.
00:19:24Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02The woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem. Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:06You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:14All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:09You wanna listen?
00:22:10A little?
00:22:11Yeah.
00:22:12Yeah?
00:22:13Yeah, I know it.
00:22:14I love to listen.
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah.
00:22:18Yeah, I know it.
00:22:19I love to listen.
00:22:20All tangled up.
00:22:21Oh, God.
00:22:22Okay.
00:22:23Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:28These days people whine about all sorts of things, and I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:38We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing.
00:22:43like...
00:22:44It really brought people together, the war.
00:22:46We...
00:22:47We helped each other during that time.
00:22:48We had to laugh.
00:22:49We had to smile.
00:22:50Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:22:53I shut that thing off.
00:22:54I'm sorry.
00:22:55I was angry.
00:22:56I'm sorry.
00:22:57I'm a little too, my son.
00:22:58I was angry.
00:22:59I'm sorry.
00:23:00I'm sorry.
00:23:01I'm sorry.
00:23:02I'm sorry.
00:23:03I'm sorry.
00:23:04I'm sorry.
00:23:05I'm sorry.
00:23:06I'm sorry.
00:23:07I'm sorry.
00:23:08You must say I'm sorry.
00:23:09I'm sorry.
00:23:10I'm sorry.
00:23:11I'm sorry.
00:23:12shut that thing off would you get it out of my face that is like it's like a
00:23:20window in time the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died
00:23:26you know my husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it you care what anyone
00:23:31thinks we met while I was recording her bonding over granny huh make it sound
00:23:38perverse that's what it was right no I got pregnant so we got married
00:24:01I lost the baby
00:24:05I'm sorry
00:24:08I didn't go back after that to the States
00:24:31did you uh did you ever hear that story about the red string
00:24:40I think I might have tell me
00:24:45it's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like your soulmate or
00:24:57your family or you know someone you bump into on the street we're all connected by this red string
00:25:05it can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken
00:25:13there's this moment in the tape I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight and I'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War Two
00:25:27from a totally different perspective but I don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:37I don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:47that's the whole point isn't it keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:56maybe maybe maybe maybe I just want to write about everything everything is nothing
00:26:04I don't know if it's that interesting but I don't know if it's that interesting
00:26:12make a wish I make it great
00:26:17okay
00:26:21okay
00:26:24bravo bravo
00:26:26hey
00:26:27come on here
00:26:28come on here
00:26:30come on here
00:26:31come on here
00:26:32come on here
00:26:33come on here
00:26:34come on here
00:26:35come on here
00:26:36what do you mean I'm ready
00:26:37ready?
00:26:38what?
00:26:39grab my hand
00:26:40wait
00:26:41go go go
00:26:42go
00:26:43go
00:26:44oh no
00:26:45oh no
00:27:12oh no
00:27:14Oh, my God!
00:27:16Oh, my God!
00:27:26Did it make you feel better if I said I said no one day up?
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:38You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my God.
00:28:12It went up my nose.
00:28:20Do we come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:24Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28No.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:42I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:10Why?
00:29:12So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:26Oh.
00:29:28Happy birthday.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:36You should do that in the cold Closed Captions.
00:29:51Oh, yes.
00:29:53Am I okay?
00:30:57Nice.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:31Tony.
00:31:33Got some pastries.
00:31:35You're still asleep?
00:31:37Jane.
00:31:39Tony.
00:31:41Got some pastries.
00:31:45You're still asleep?
00:31:49Jane.
00:31:51You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
00:32:01You're still asleep.
00:32:05my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:32we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:41i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:51i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full
00:32:59of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't
00:33:09have described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth
00:33:15you're not old hey we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill
00:33:23perhaps i'm not explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:30how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:47the three of us were planning dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:51jane
00:33:56oh my god this is caleb
00:34:02hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird sit please sit down join us
00:34:09i'm not sure i'm gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i have the check please in a cafe put before
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44jane jane you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59but i don't do it i don't do it i don't do it i don't do it i don't do it i don't do it
00:35:04i don't do it
00:35:08italian food is so overrated i love it it's no variety english food on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:21i went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat they have like a
00:35:28private chef and everything and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce
00:35:34with all these other loaves and this girl came over to me and said it was cat no no joke like a
00:35:41roasted mommy cat and her kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:52why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58you're selling my ant come on let's hear one
00:36:07um i have one
00:36:12what is the definition of perfect pitch
00:36:17what
00:36:20when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:24you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:32you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35you play anything this and that you know
00:36:41i'm going to get back to work
00:37:00so what's next new agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah there's this thing called the
00:37:08shopping festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's where the
00:37:12the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks
00:37:18so pretty how do you support yourself you know a bit of this bit of that
00:37:23oh okay all right all right all right i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:32You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:41Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:55Come around the side.
00:37:56Don't need Regina.
00:37:58This year.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:12Ciao.
00:38:20How stoned are you?
00:38:22Come on, I wish it's home to pop, it's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:34Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:56Hey.
00:38:57God, you scared me.
00:38:58Are you following me?
00:38:59Maybe.
00:39:00Is that weird?
00:39:01Yeah.
00:39:02Yeah.
00:39:03Hey.
00:39:05God, you scared me.
00:39:06Are you following me?
00:39:08Maybe.
00:39:09Is that weird?
00:39:10Yeah.
00:39:11Hey.
00:39:13God, you scared me.
00:39:15Are you following me?
00:39:17Maybe.
00:39:19Is that weird?
00:39:21Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:35You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:37so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:39I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:09What are we doing?
00:40:11I think we'll make it out.
00:40:13What are we doing?
00:40:15I think we'll make it out.
00:40:17So sexy.
00:40:19And beautiful.
00:40:21What are we doing?
00:40:23I think we'll make it out.
00:40:25So sexy.
00:40:27And beautiful.
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:37To look.
00:40:39...
00:40:43...
00:40:45...
00:40:47...
00:40:49...
00:40:51I can't. I can't do this.
00:41:09What? What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:21Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:51Don't follow me.
00:42:21Don't follow me.
00:42:51My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56And he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we were just staying here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Good morning.
00:44:08Good morning.
00:44:09Yeah.
00:44:09I'll see you next time.
00:44:11Bye.
00:44:41Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:11Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:08What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15One.
00:46:16Two.
00:46:18Two.
00:46:21Two.
00:46:23One.
00:46:24Two.
00:46:25Two.
00:46:26One.
00:46:30I don't know.
00:47:00ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:30ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:00ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:30ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:49:00ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:52:28Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:50You make me feel calm.
00:53:57You make me feel calm.
00:53:58You make me feel calm.
00:54:07You make me feel calm.
00:54:08You make me feel calm.
00:54:09You make me feel calm.
00:54:13You make me feel calm.
00:54:14You make me feel calm.
00:54:15You make me feel calm.
00:54:19You make me feel calm.
00:54:20You make me feel calm.
00:54:21You make me feel calm.
00:54:25You make me feel calm.
00:54:26You make me feel calm.
00:54:27You make me feel calm.
00:54:28You make me feel calm.
00:54:29You make me feel calm.
00:54:30You make me feel calm.
00:54:31You make me feel calm.
00:54:32You make me feel calm.
00:54:33You make me feel calm.
00:54:34You make me feel calm.
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:53Okay.
00:56:58If it wasn't the war,
00:57:27it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:57:57If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:30Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:52I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:04If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:23Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42When I'm sorry, Jane, I'm sorry.
00:59:47The book?
00:59:49No, with my life.
00:59:51This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:01in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:21the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes he put braids on them
01:00:40they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:44there was one duke he was a clydesdale i used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished
01:00:55working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me
01:01:10jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:14jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you
01:01:18in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways
01:01:26it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:10sorry
01:02:12ah
01:02:14what is it
01:02:17oh you
01:02:20are you all right
01:02:23you okay
01:02:24yeah it's on my toe
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:33it's fine
01:02:34it's fine
01:02:36it's fine
01:02:37it's fine
01:02:38it's fine
01:02:39it's fine
01:02:40it's fine
01:02:41it's fine
01:02:42it's fine
01:02:43it's fine
01:02:44it's fine
01:02:45you're finishing there
01:02:46yes
01:02:47oh
01:02:48fuck
01:02:49oh
01:02:50fuck
01:02:51oh
01:02:52i met these backpackers last night
01:02:53frank and elsa
01:02:54she's french
01:02:55he's german
01:02:56they're going to tibet
01:02:57and i'm going with them
01:02:58i want you to come with me
01:03:00i want you to come with me
01:03:28i want you to come with me
01:03:30okay
01:03:31the music that says
01:03:32you know
01:03:33you know
01:03:34the music that says
01:03:34literally
01:03:35p
01:03:48says
01:03:50we're treated
01:03:51this isKEY
01:03:52those clubs
01:03:54Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stick like this.
01:04:20How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:42Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:50Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:08Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:10Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious.
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why? Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Again and again.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:04How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:23That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:08Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:32That child?
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:40Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:26I'm sorry.
01:09:27For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:33No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:43No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:45Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:48You don't love me!
01:09:49That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance,
01:09:56meet me at the train station.
01:10:00Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:46No guilt.
01:10:47No guilt.
01:10:48No guilt.
01:10:49No guilt.
01:10:50No guilt.
01:10:51No guilt.
01:10:52No guilt.
01:10:53No guilt.
01:10:54No guilt.
01:10:55No guilt.
01:10:56No guilt.
01:10:57No guilt.
01:10:58No guilt.
01:10:59No guilt.
01:11:00No guilt.
01:11:01No guilt.
01:11:02No guilt.
01:11:03No guilt.
01:11:04No guilt.
01:11:05No guilt.
01:11:06No guilt.
01:11:07No guilt.
01:11:08No guilt.
01:11:09No guilt.
01:11:10No guilt.
01:11:11No guilt.
01:11:12No guilt.
01:11:13No guilt.
01:11:44Hi.
01:11:47Hi.
01:11:59You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:14Hi.
01:12:15Hi.
01:12:16Hi.
01:12:17Hi.
01:12:18Hi.
01:12:19Hi.
01:12:20Frank and Elsa, coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:01I'm thinking of driving through Romania, and then Ukraine, and then down through Russia,
01:13:10and through Kazakhstan, then straight to Tibet.
01:13:19So we're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:25We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:31We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:35We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:41We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:47We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:51We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:06Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:13Ciao.
01:14:36Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:53Jay!
01:14:58You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:06It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:18I'm riding you now just to see you.
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:36New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:42There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:52I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:23She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:29That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45In the last...
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