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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32Questa, sempre, un uomini.
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35Questa si si va al primo posto.
00:01:37Do you see case?
00:01:39No.
00:01:40No, maybe something's in case, but the person is somewhere.
00:01:41Maybe it's in my car.
00:01:42No, no.
00:01:43No, no.
00:01:44No, no.
00:01:45No, no.
00:01:46No, no.
00:01:47No, no.
00:01:48No, no.
00:01:49No, no.
00:01:50No, no, no, no.
00:01:51No, no, no.
00:01:52No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:54No, no, no.
00:01:55No, no, no.
00:01:56No, no.
00:01:57No, no, no, no.
00:01:58She's lost her purse, her purse
00:02:14No, no, there is nothing, her sister did not kill her
00:02:19Can't you just give her a minute?
00:02:22One, one moment
00:02:24Janine, don't let me know.
00:02:25Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:26Okay, okay.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35Oh, no.
00:02:37The train station, I think.
00:02:38The exchange booth.
00:02:42Oh, Janine, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need to, we need to, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thank you, son.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:24You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29I'll hold on to the next one.
00:04:30Besides, I'll learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I,
00:04:50Jane, are you going to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59OK.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:10Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:14I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:20She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:50Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:06David Foster Wallace?
00:06:09I don't know.
00:06:10You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:12You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:16Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:22He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day?
00:06:38I really don't know.
00:06:39Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:42And then of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world and it wasn't
00:06:50I.
00:06:51Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit moment.
00:06:57Love you.
00:07:13Love you too.
00:07:17Love you.
00:07:34Love you too.
00:07:36Do you feel alright?
00:07:38You feel okay?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:40You sure?
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:08:15Mm-hmm.
00:08:45Mm-hmm.
00:09:15Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:09:57Yes.
00:09:58Okay.
00:09:58testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book
00:10:26what kind of stories stories are you prepared before i can ask them the list of stories that
00:10:33dad told me about go ahead and ask from your father's list god rest his soul let's start with
00:10:38the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother your great-grandmother she was shaking
00:10:45sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a
00:10:53shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away there was blood in
00:11:00his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my mother you know here we were in this tiny town in
00:11:10england miles from germany from russia from italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in
00:11:19his hair
00:11:26cappuccino
00:11:314
00:11:38We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:24Andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was the
00:13:40German side and which was the allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:50Fuck.
00:15:51Yes, you are.
00:15:52Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:22What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38You know, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights was a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:06I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up.
00:18:27He answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing
00:18:31a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things
00:18:38to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to
00:18:43this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:57Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:00Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guy book this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:15in English and Italian.
00:20:18I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history, and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't
00:20:26stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma, con secca speme reinvedia la voglia, lega di nuovo
00:20:51il cor quando de scioglia, segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White or red?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:10Do you want to listen?
00:22:13Do you want to listen?
00:22:13Do you want to listen a little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:18Do you want to listen a little bit?
00:22:31Do you want to listen a little bit?
00:22:33Do you want to listen a little bit?
00:22:34tangled up okay awful as it was it made you stronger these days people whine about all
00:22:47sorts of things and i'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and
00:22:52the only problems we all have our own private wars every era but it was nothing like it really
00:23:00brought people together the war we we helped each other during that time we had to laugh we had to
00:23:07smile well if not for ourselves then for the people we'd lost i shut that thing off would you get it out
00:23:14of my face that is like it's like a window in time this sort of thing which you always did before
00:23:25someone died you know my husband thinks i'm never going to finish it i shouldn't care what anyone
00:23:31thinks we met while i was recording her bonding over granny huh make it sound perverse that's what it
00:23:41was right i got pregnant so we got married
00:24:01i lost the baby
00:24:05i'm sorry
00:24:11i didn't go back after that to the states
00:24:30did you uh did you ever hear that story about the red strain
00:24:43i think i might have tell me
00:24:49it's like this asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like uh your soulmate or
00:24:57your family or you know someone you bump into on the street we're all connected by this red string
00:25:08it can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken
00:25:17there's this moment in the tape i'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:24and i'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how i'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and
00:25:34how i'm going to show world war ii from a totally different perspective
00:25:37i don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:50that's the whole point isn't it
00:25:53keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:57maybe
00:25:57maybe maybe maybe maybe i just want to write about nothing everything is nothing
00:26:06all the best
00:26:08grazie
00:26:13make a wish
00:26:16make it great
00:26:17okay
00:26:25bravo bravo hey
00:26:36what do you mean what
00:26:39grab my hand
00:26:39go go go oh my god oh my god oh my gosh oh no oh no what what do you mean
00:26:53okay
00:27:05we can't go back
00:27:06go back
00:27:07You can't pay me, I'm getting away!
00:27:11Oh, God!
00:27:14Oh, God!
00:27:16Oh, God!
00:27:22There you go.
00:27:24Yeah, yeah.
00:27:26Did it make you feel better if I said I said the only up?
00:27:29Yes, it's true.
00:27:31Yes, it's true.
00:27:33I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:36You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're really horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:45Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my God.
00:28:07Oh, my God.
00:28:08Yeah.
00:28:13It went up my nose.
00:28:15Can we come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe it's not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone, you're gonna have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:37Fair enough.
00:28:38I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:52Hey.
00:28:53Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:10So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Happy birthday.
00:29:27Oh.
00:29:28Happy birthday.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:30:31You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:01There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip
00:31:15of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Janey.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
00:32:01Janey.
00:32:02Janey.
00:32:03Janey.
00:32:04Janey.
00:32:05Janey.
00:32:06Janey.
00:32:07Janey.
00:32:08Janey.
00:32:09Janey.
00:32:10Janey.
00:32:11Janey.
00:32:12Janey.
00:32:13Janey.
00:32:14Janey.
00:32:15Janey.
00:32:16Janey.
00:32:17Janey.
00:32:18Janey.
00:32:19Janey.
00:32:20Janey.
00:32:21Janey.
00:32:22Janey.
00:32:23Janey.
00:32:24Janey.
00:32:25Janey.
00:32:26Janey.
00:32:27Janey.
00:32:28Janey.
00:32:29Janey.
00:32:30Janey.
00:32:31Janey.
00:32:32Janey.
00:32:33Janey.
00:32:34Janey.
00:32:35Janey.
00:32:36Janey.
00:32:37I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:40I liked some of them.
00:32:42They were nice boys, but I...
00:32:46I didn't... I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:50I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:53You know, when you were 19, the world just felt so open
00:32:56and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:00You reminded me of that.
00:33:03At that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:11Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:17We ran out on the bill.
00:33:20You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:35How was work?
00:33:41The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:47The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:57Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:02Hi.
00:34:03No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:04We were?
00:34:05That's so weird.
00:34:06Sit, please.
00:34:07Sit down.
00:34:08Join us.
00:34:09What?
00:34:10Oh.
00:34:11You had the chances of that.
00:34:13I know, right?
00:34:14I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:20That's okay.
00:34:21I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:33Grab the check, please.
00:34:35Okay.
00:34:36In a cafe, play, play?
00:34:38Oh.
00:34:39No, thank you.
00:34:40Jane?
00:34:41You don't smoke.
00:34:42Yes, I do.
00:34:43Sometimes.
00:34:44At parties.
00:34:45You didn't know that.
00:34:46Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:47Okay.
00:34:48Grazie.
00:34:49Grazie.
00:34:50Grazie.
00:34:51Grazie.
00:34:52Grazie.
00:34:54You didn't know that.
00:34:55Good.
00:34:57Good.
00:34:58That's good.
00:34:59That's good.
00:35:00Good.
00:35:01That's good.
00:35:02Thanks.
00:35:04Good.
00:35:05That's good.
00:35:07Good.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:10I love it.
00:35:11There's no variety.
00:35:13English food, on the other hand.
00:35:15You say what you like about it.
00:35:17There's nothing like a good steak-and-kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat and they had like a private chef and everything and they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves and this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke. Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:50Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:57Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on. Let's hear one.
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:17When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:50So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet. Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00Yeah.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So, you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:46I'll be waiting.
00:38:55Hey.
00:38:57I'll be waiting.
00:39:09Hey.
00:39:10Hey.
00:39:12God, you scared me.
00:39:14Are you following me?
00:39:16Maybe.
00:39:18Is that weird?
00:39:20Yeah.
00:39:30I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:34You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:38I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:08What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:38I think we'll make it out.
00:41:08I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Do you need to be less serious?
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:40Do you do?
00:41:41Do you do?
00:41:42I can't do it.
00:41:43I can't do it.
00:41:45Do you cry?
00:41:45Do you cry?
00:41:47Don't you cry?
00:41:49Do you cry?
00:41:49Do you cry?
00:41:52Do you cry?
00:41:53Come, girls.
00:41:55Do you cry?
00:41:57Like, I'll cry.
00:41:58Do you cry?
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:59I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29And I just left my husband.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a mess in my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:41I'm sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out before tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I've got so much stuff.
00:44:23I love you, barber.
00:44:24Bye.
00:44:26Bye.
00:44:26Bye.
00:44:27Bye.
00:44:27Bye.
00:44:27Bye.
00:44:27Bye.
00:44:28Bye.
00:44:28Leonard.
00:44:52Leonard.
00:44:55Can we talk?
00:45:26Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:25Stop!
00:46:29Stop!
00:46:46What did you do?
00:46:48Black love!
00:46:49Black love!
00:46:51Black love!
00:46:52CHOIR SINGS
00:47:22CHOIR SINGS
00:47:52CHOIR SINGS
00:48:22CHOIR SINGS
00:48:24CHOIR SINGS
00:48:26CHOIR SINGS
00:48:28CHOIR SINGS
00:48:30CHOIR SINGS
00:48:34CHOIR SINGS
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00:48:42CHOIR SINGS
00:48:44CHOIR SINGS
00:48:46CHOIR SINGS
00:48:56CHOIR SINGS
00:48:58CHOIR SINGS
00:49:00CHOIR SINGS
00:49:02CHOIR SINGS
00:49:04CHOIR SINGS
00:49:06CHOIR SINGS
00:49:08CHOIR SINGS
00:49:10CHOIR SINGS
00:49:12CHOIR SINGS
00:49:14CHOIR SINGS
00:49:16Okay.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51He said that?
00:52:54Were you?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:58You made me feel nervous.
00:53:06You made me feel nervous.
00:53:18You made me feel calm.
00:53:20You made me feel calm.
00:53:22You made me feel calm.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You made me feel calm.
00:53:26You made me feel calm.
00:53:30You made me feel calm.
00:53:34You wanna drink?
00:53:38Want a drink?
00:54:08Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:38It's just a little bit of a drink.
00:54:45I'm going to drink this to you.
00:54:48Let's drink this to you.
00:54:53I'm going to drink this to you.
00:54:58I'm going to drink this to you.
00:55:01I'm going to drink this to you.
00:55:06Again and again and again
00:55:29Again and again and again
00:55:34Once I was single my pocket did jingle
00:55:39I wish I was single again
00:55:43Again and again and again
00:55:47Again and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single my pocket did jingle
00:55:56I wish I was single again
00:56:04I didn't sleep at all last night, where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here, I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:32Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:51Okay.
00:57:02If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:17There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:18That's the thing.
00:57:19That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:23I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:24Do you want some?
00:57:25All right.
00:57:26I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:28Do you want some?
00:57:29All right.
00:57:30I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:31Do you want some?
00:57:32All right.
00:57:33You go out like that again.
00:57:34Just tell me.
00:57:35Don't worry.
00:57:36Okay.
00:57:37You go out like that again.
00:57:38Just tell me.
00:57:39Don't worry.
00:57:40Okay.
00:57:41I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:57:42I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:43Do you want some?
00:57:44I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:45Do you want some?
00:57:46I'm all right.
00:57:47You go out like that again.
00:57:48Just tell me.
00:57:49Don't worry.
00:57:50Okay.
00:57:51I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:08Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:52I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:01I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:28If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:47No, with my life.
00:59:54This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:02In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:09Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:15The horses.
01:00:16The horses.
01:00:17Yeah.
01:00:18The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:33Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:36He put braids on them.
01:00:39They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one.
01:00:46Duke.
01:00:47He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days really.
01:01:07They're gone.
01:01:08For me.
01:01:09Jane.
01:01:10But not for you.
01:01:13Jane.
01:01:14You know it's different for you.
01:01:17In some ways it's easier.
01:01:19You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:23But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:28You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:37Time is shiftable.
01:01:42There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:54That's the truth.
01:01:56You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:01:59It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05Sorry.
01:02:06Ah!
01:02:07Ah!
01:02:08Ah!
01:02:09What is it?
01:02:10Ah!
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:18Ah!
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:24It's on my toe.
01:02:25Ah!
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:27Ah!
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:34Yes?
01:02:35Ah!
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:37Ah!
01:02:46I met these backpackers last night.
01:02:49Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:58I want you to come with me.
01:03:04You mind the fool.
01:03:05God who
01:03:06you-
01:03:10You will have to come with me.
01:03:12fø
01:03:20man
01:03:21No desire is going to move me.
01:03:22There is nothing on earth here.
01:03:24There is nothing there.
01:03:25I don't care about that.
01:03:27There is nothing there.
01:03:59Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:46I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:23Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:53You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:14So we're going to have a couple of hours.
01:14:52Jay!
01:14:58You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:22It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:41No, shut that thing off.
01:16:44Oh, the last...
01:16:45You're talking to me.
01:16:51You're listening to this way.
01:16:53I don't know.
01:16:55I don't know.
01:16:56I don't know.
01:16:57I don't know.
01:16:57I don't know.
01:16:58You're listening to this way.
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