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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Do you see in Napoli?
00:01:31Do you see in Napoli?
00:01:32Do I see in Napoli?
00:01:33For the first place.
00:01:34There it is.
00:01:35Do you see in Napoli?
00:01:37Well, I'll take my office.
00:01:38Shit.
00:01:39What?
00:01:40I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:41In the Psy case?
00:01:42No.
00:01:43There's nothing.
00:01:44It's nothing.
00:01:45There's no place.
00:01:47Is it somewhere?
00:01:48Maybe it's in my store.
00:01:50In the Psy case?
00:01:51No.
00:01:52In the Psy case?
00:01:53It's just following the Psy case.
00:01:55Is there somewhere?
00:01:56Maybe it's in the Psy.
00:01:58What are you looking for?
00:02:10What did you think?
00:02:11She's lost her purse, her purse.
00:02:13No, she didn't shoot her at the time.
00:02:15No, there's nothing.
00:02:16She didn't shoot her at the time.
00:02:17There's nothing.
00:02:18She didn't sit here.
00:02:19One moment, one moment!
00:02:20Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:34Where did you have it last?
00:02:37The train station, I think? The exchange booth?
00:02:43Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:45That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all this stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:15Is this it?
00:03:17Thanks, lad.
00:03:19It's nice.
00:03:21Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, lad.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have her credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay.
00:03:51Five, five.
00:03:52Three, three.
00:03:53Seven, six.
00:03:54Four, five.
00:03:55Eight, seven.
00:03:56Eight, seven.
00:03:57Nine, one.
00:03:58Five, seven.
00:03:59Five, seven.
00:04:00Yeah.
00:04:01Expires 12.15.
00:04:03No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:05We're here for two weeks.
00:04:06No, I'm working here.
00:04:07Yep.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17Nope, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:24You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all. I admire you. I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point? The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes. All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen. I always have. You know that?
00:05:21You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support. I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34It has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:40No.
00:05:41Never.
00:05:42No.
00:05:43Right, right.
00:05:48No.
00:05:49No.
00:05:50No.
00:05:51No.
00:05:52No.
00:05:53No.
00:05:54No.
00:05:55No.
00:05:56No.
00:05:57No.
00:05:58No.
00:05:59No.
00:06:02Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:03Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace?
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, though, right?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know. Do you know?
00:06:41Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:50Jane, can I... Can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just... Just a bit more than...
00:07:04Love you.
00:07:13Love you.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:16Love you, too.
00:07:31Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:01Mm-hmm.
00:08:31Mm-hmm.
00:09:01Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:23I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Yes.
00:10:20Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother,
00:10:44she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb
00:10:50and the man next to us
00:10:51he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night
00:10:54with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia,
00:11:12from Italy, from any front lines
00:11:14and this man
00:11:17he had blood in his hair.
00:11:21Good night.
00:11:24Good night, Hatton,
00:11:26one blackmail noi.
00:11:29Good night.
00:11:30Good night.
00:11:42We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parla tu inglese?
00:13:17No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, Castello Oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:35Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Oh, fuck.
00:15:49Want to give me 10, please?
00:15:50Yes.
00:15:5010.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5110.
00:15:58One?
00:15:59Five.
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:33What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:47But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:35I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:37No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride.
00:17:44But you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:47How old are you?
00:17:48I'm 19.
00:17:49It's my birthday today.
00:17:50Is it really?
00:17:51Uh-huh.
00:17:52Happy birthday.
00:17:53Thank you very much.
00:17:54Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:00I just stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:04I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46Ionas Horten and I Brigitte a couple of things a lot of things, no?
00:18:50Yeah.
00:18:52How beautiful is that?
00:18:54Is that a flower �يا egalitarian clique?
00:18:56I'm兩
00:19:13Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:43To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:48To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37I'm impressed.
00:20:39Are you hungry?
00:20:40I'm hungry.
00:20:41I'm hungry.
00:20:42I'm hungry.
00:20:43Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:44Yeah.
00:20:45I'm hungry.
00:20:46I'm hungry.
00:20:47Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:48I'm hungry.
00:20:49Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:51Yeah.
00:20:52I'm hungry.
00:20:54I'm hungry.
00:20:55I'm hungry.
00:21:00Okay.
00:21:03I'm hungry.
00:21:04Why, are you going to take me out?
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:18Alright then.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red. Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh. Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:36I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:53I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now...
00:22:06I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17I know it.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:34All tangled up.
00:22:35Hold on.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We...
00:23:03We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant so we got married.
00:23:56I lost the baby.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14Excuse me.
00:24:15It was your regret.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18You can take it away.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:27I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:36Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:40I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:06It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:15I just...
00:25:17There's this...
00:25:18moment...
00:25:20in the... tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting waiting, in the airport bar, for my flight.
00:25:24flight and i'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how i'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how i'm going to show world war two from a totally different perspective but
00:25:46i don't know if it's that interesting that's the whole point isn't it
00:25:51you're keeping it interesting for yourself maybe
00:26:00maybe i just want to write about nothing everything is nothing all the best
00:26:06that's it make a wish i make it great
00:26:21okay bravo bravo hey
00:26:27what do you mean
00:26:36what
00:26:38grab my hand
00:26:39wait go go go oh my god oh my gosh
00:26:44oh no what what do you mean
00:26:47oh
00:26:50stronzo
00:26:53hey hey
00:26:55it's the carabinieri
00:26:56hey please
00:27:05we can't go back
00:27:09we can't pay for you i'm getting away
00:27:11oh god
00:27:14oh god
00:27:16oh
00:27:18oh
00:27:20oh
00:27:22oh
00:27:24oh
00:27:26oh
00:27:28oh
00:27:30oh
00:27:32oh
00:27:55oh
00:28:06oh
00:28:18oh
00:28:20oh
00:28:22oh
00:28:24okay
00:28:26okay maybe it's not a no and since i don't have a phone
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed
00:28:37no
00:28:41fair enough
00:28:43i've got to go
00:28:50i've got to go catch a fairy
00:28:57hey
00:28:58why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards
00:29:11why
00:29:22so they can park in handicapped spots
00:29:24so they can park in handicapped spots
00:29:25happy birthday
00:29:29happy birthday
00:29:42thank you
00:29:44it's
00:29:46i'm
00:29:47i'm
00:29:49i'm
00:29:51sorry
00:29:53i'm
00:29:54i'm
00:29:55i'm
00:29:57i'm
00:29:57i'm
00:29:59i'm
00:30:29You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you
00:31:09do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing
00:31:15the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:26Jane.
00:31:27Jane.
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:29Got some pastries.
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:37Jane.
00:31:38Got some pastries.
00:31:45Still asleep.
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:47Jane.
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
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00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31one time we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american
00:32:40boyfriend i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my
00:32:50mom and dad i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open
00:32:57and carefree and full of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met
00:33:07yeah i wouldn't have described it as carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia
00:33:14or something for youth you're not old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean
00:33:22you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:41how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:48the three of us were planning dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:56jane
00:33:59oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird
00:34:07sit please sit down join us
00:34:09i'm not sure i'm gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i'll have the check please in a cafe
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44okay jane you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59okay
00:35:02grazie
00:35:08italian food is so overrated i love it
00:35:13there's no variety english food on the other hand say what you like about it there's nothing like a good
00:35:19steak and kidney pie i went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this
00:35:25old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything and uh they were serving this like
00:35:32loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves this girl came over to me and said it was
00:35:38a cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:51why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:55what is the definition of perfect pitch
00:36:17what
00:36:17when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:32you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah
00:36:49i'm gonna get that to work
00:37:00so what's next new agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah there's just
00:37:08think on the shopping festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's where the
00:37:12the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks it's so
00:37:18pretty how do you support yourself you know a bit of this bit of that
00:37:28oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:42i have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll take you somewhere
00:37:53fun you know don't knock on the front door come around the side i need regina
00:37:58thank you and thanks again for yesterday no problem hey ciao
00:38:21how stoned are you come on it's not a big deal
00:38:25so you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally can we do something fun tonight sure
00:38:39i'm fine from here okay see you after work yep i'll be waiting
00:38:55hey god you scared me are you following me maybe is that weird yeah
00:39:25i can sleep last night
00:39:37you told me you're staying near the port so i got the first ferry this morning
00:39:41i came looking for you
00:39:44and i can't believe i found you
00:39:55and i can't believe you
00:40:00and i can't believe i know now
00:40:04i can see you
00:40:07you
00:40:11i can't believe
00:40:13What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:43I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:13Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:43You need to go.
00:41:44I'm going to go and get a lot of power, right?
00:41:46I should do this.
00:41:47Go now.
00:41:48Go now, go now.
00:41:50Go now, go now.
00:41:51I'm going to go now.
00:41:52Go now.
00:41:53I'm going to go now.
00:41:54Go now.
00:42:25There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I do deserve that.
00:43:28Can I just move for a husband?
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:01Okay.
00:44:01Okay.
00:44:01Okay.
00:44:31Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:01Say cheese.
00:45:29No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:16Come on.
00:46:16Come on.
00:46:20Come on.
00:46:26Oh, my God.
00:48:56Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:12I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:49I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:50I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:51I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:53I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:55I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:58I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:00You make me feel nervous.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:30You want a drink?
00:54:00Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:20You make me feel calm.
00:54:32You make me feel calm.
00:54:36You make me feel calm.
00:54:40You make me feel calm.
00:54:50You make me feel calm.
00:54:56You make me feel calm.
00:54:59Again and again and again
00:55:29Once I was single, my pocket is itching, girl, I wish I was single again
00:55:43Again and again and again
00:55:47Once I was single, my pocket is itching, girl, I wish I was single again
00:55:59I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:17I was walking
00:56:17All night
00:56:20I've been thinking
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard
00:56:28I have to go to work
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late
00:56:36Leonard
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it
00:56:43I've committed myself
00:56:45People are depending on me. I have to go to work
00:56:49Okay
00:56:52I can't be late
00:56:56You're not doing a little anything
00:56:57No, she doesn't want to play
00:57:01But I don't know
00:57:02I can't wait
00:57:02I can't wait
00:57:03I can't wait
00:57:03I can't wait
00:57:04I can't wait
00:57:04I can't wait
00:57:04I can't wait
00:57:05I can't wait
00:57:05I can't wait
00:57:06If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33Well, that's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:53If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:29In the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:55I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:21Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:26With the book?
00:59:29No, with my life.
00:59:31This is it, you know?
00:59:32It ends with me.
00:59:33And then, with my life.
00:59:38Is that a nightmare?
00:59:40This is it, you know?
00:59:45It ends with me.
00:59:51No, not with my life.
00:59:56This is it, you know?
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:00in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rapids and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:21the horses back then they were kept beautiful
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes he put braids on them
01:00:40they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow there was one duke he was a clydesdale
01:00:51i used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me
01:01:10jane
01:01:11but not for you jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36the time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:07what is it
01:02:14what is it
01:02:16oh
01:02:17oh you
01:02:18oh
01:02:20you all right
01:02:22oh
01:02:23you okay
01:02:24yeah it's on my toe
01:02:26oh
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33you losing it
01:02:35yes
01:02:36oh
01:02:37fuck
01:02:38oh
01:02:47i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:52they're going to tibet
01:02:54and i'm going with them
01:02:56i want you to come with me
01:03:00i want you to come with me
01:03:03i want you to come with me
01:03:07i want you to have one
01:03:12my message for coming with me
01:03:13is that m
01:03:14can you drink it
01:03:18that time
01:03:19you're not going out
01:03:20or should we give you one
01:03:24chose
01:03:26please
01:03:27because
01:03:28you're gonna make it
01:03:29you're gonna be
01:03:30go
01:03:32please
01:04:03Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:13God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I've jumped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:31It's fantastic.
01:04:35I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:57The water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why would you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:29I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:39Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:51Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:54Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:03I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:02How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:03How does it make you feel?
01:07:04You will never be a father.
01:07:05We can adopt.
01:07:06That's not what you want.
01:07:07Is it?
01:07:08Is that what you want?
01:07:09Hmm?
01:07:10Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:11That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:18What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:19I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:23What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:24I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:28You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:29You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:31I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:35You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:36Not really.
01:07:37What do you want me to know?
01:07:38You shouldn't have to ask.
01:07:39I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:07:40What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:32That child?
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:40Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:45Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:56I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it!
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:30No.
01:09:31Losing my temper.
01:09:32I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:33You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:35If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:39You should go with him.
01:09:41You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:45That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:47You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:53This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:47Bye-bye.
01:10:48Bye-bye.
01:10:50And now, I hope to ride this video.
01:10:51Thanks for your attention, you see.
01:10:52I want you to do this video.
01:10:53I want you to take care of you.
01:10:55If you like today, I will see you soon.
01:10:56I will see you soon.
01:10:57Good for you.
01:10:58Bye-bye.
01:11:00Bye-bye.
01:11:02Bye-bye.
01:11:03Bye-bye.
01:11:06Bye-bye.
01:11:07Bye-bye.
01:11:08Bye-bye.
01:11:10Bye-bye.
01:11:11Bye-bye.
01:11:12Bye-bye.
01:11:13Bye-bye.
01:11:15Bye-bye.
01:11:16I...
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:16Oh, thanks.
01:12:46I'm coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13So...
01:14:08Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:13Ciao.
01:14:23Ciao.
01:14:25Ciao.
01:14:27Ciao.
01:14:29Ciao.
01:14:31Ciao.
01:14:32Ciao.
01:14:33Ciao.
01:14:35Ciao.
01:14:36Ciao.
01:14:37Ciao.
01:14:38Ciao.
01:14:48Jay!
01:14:53You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:55You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:02It's 4 in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44All the lessons.
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