00:00I learned to smile with quiet eyes To hide the fear, to soften cries
00:15They said they loved but left a bruise So I grew up not sure what's true
00:30The rules would shift without a sound What felt like love would not stay around
00:40A warm embrace could turn to fire And every hug could back inspire
00:48Childhood taught me not to trust Not their hands, not what they must
00:57Not the calm before the storm Not the place I once called home
01:05Even joy would make me flinch A gift could turn with just one pinch
01:14I stopped believing in what I feel Cause feelings lie and wounds don't heal
01:22Now I check each smile for doubt Each gentle word I play around
01:39And even when they're kind to me My heart prepares to flee, to freeze
01:47Childhood taught me not to trust Not myself, not even love
02:04Now safety feels like empty space And peace becomes a fear to face
02:14And you know you laugh
02:24Now you can be melancholy and thankful
02:25Not my dream
02:27I'll see you next time
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