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A young woman unpacks the emotional aftermath of a secret that unravelled everything — her relationships, her reputati | dG1fYzRGZWtxT3BIM1E
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00:00I've always felt comfortable lying it's like my whole life it's come really
00:08naturally to me and it's weird but sometimes I get this rush when someone
00:16believes me and then there's a part of me that just wants to keep lying to like
00:22see how much I might get away with it but maybe that means I'm not actually a good
00:30person
00:36I was the one who wanted to keep it a secret I was the one who wanted to keep
00:42lying when people started questioning it and it's not like I just wanted to lie to
00:48everyone I care about I just didn't want anyone to know
01:04is there something going on with you guys oh my god no there's nothing going on
01:09because if there is you can tell there's nothing going on okay okay sure there isn't
01:15I felt bad about lying to her I still feel bad about it but the thing with
01:23secrets is that they always seem to have a way of getting out and the lie was
01:27meant to protect me from that
01:30everyone saw through it they saw through me and then they started talking they were
01:39talking about it they were talking about me but ironically no one actually talked to me
01:49so I started pulling away I got quieter distant detached I isolated myself because I just wanted to
01:59hide and go unnoticed
02:05you're like being weird you know weird what do you mean
02:09weird what do you mean like I don't know you just like seem off and like different different
02:29yeah like I don't know normally I'm super keen to go out and like see everyone and you're just like same
02:43I guess oh um I'm just like really tired like yeah I'm just like exhausted
02:55I don't know you've been like this for weeks now I mean does it have anything to do with him
03:03or um can we just not talk about this
03:07you know like I'm your best friend you can talk to me about literally anything
03:15okay but I can't talk about this okay so can we just like drop it
03:19well am I right though is it about him okay literally I'm just asking you can we talk about
03:26anything else but this because I don't want to have to lie to you so can you ask me about anything
03:36but this okay okay fine
03:42are you okay there no yeah no I'm like so fine don't give away
03:58it was all for nothing
04:02all the lying guilt
04:07she knows everyone knows
04:12and I don't know whether they just figured it out or if someone told them
04:18but they will know
04:23so if anyone asks me about it
04:26I'm just gonna smile and say that I don't care
04:31that I never cared
04:33not about him not about lying
04:36and not what anyone thinks of me now
04:39they're all gonna believe it
04:42because I've always been a really good liar
04:46because I've always been a really good liar
04:48so
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