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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25It must be.
00:01:30The traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32The train, the train, the train, the train.
00:01:35This is the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51The privacy case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, the privacy case.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in the car.
00:02:00What is it? What do you think about it?
00:02:15No, there's nothing, there's nothing that happened.
00:02:20Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:21She wasn't here, she was sitting here.
00:02:23One moment, one moment.
00:02:24Where did you have it last?
00:02:36The train station, I think? The exchange group?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:57Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need to, we need, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:24Thanks.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have her credit card numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay.
00:03:51Five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:06Expires 12.15.
00:04:07No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:08We're here for two weeks.
00:04:09No, I'm working here.
00:04:10Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:11Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:12You love how they ask.
00:04:13As if I have a choice.
00:04:14Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:17Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:18I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:20I don't at all.
00:04:21I admire you.
00:04:22I admire you.
00:04:23I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:24That's not true.
00:04:25You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:27And besides, what's the point?
00:04:29The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:30I...
00:04:31I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:35Yes?
00:04:36You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:37But, besides, what's the point?
00:04:39The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:41Why?
00:04:42You're going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:44Yes?
00:04:46Yeah, I'm going to read it.
00:04:47I'm going to read it.
00:04:50You can't read it.
00:04:52You've got your Wife.
00:04:53You need to read it?
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have, you know that.
00:05:20She sounds very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be,
00:05:34has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:55Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:15You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19That's what you're doing.
00:06:20I'm done, darling.
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know.
00:06:40Do you know?
00:06:41Just so tedious.
00:06:44And, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short,
00:06:47and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't...
00:06:50Jane, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit more than...
00:07:08Love you.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37You feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40You sure.
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:08:06Whenever...
00:08:07You feel okay.
00:08:08Yeah.
00:08:09What do you feel?
00:08:10I feel right.
00:08:11I feel like...
00:08:13You feel okay.
00:08:16You feel okay.
00:08:18I feel like...
00:08:19I can't wait for you.
00:08:21I feel like your hand.
00:08:22You know?
00:08:27When...
00:08:29My hand.
00:08:31My hand.
00:08:33Yeah.
00:08:34What the fuck is going on?
00:09:04Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:20I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out and see what the world has to offer.
00:09:36If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:40So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:45I've left you some money here.
00:09:52I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:59I'll see you later.
00:10:14I'll see you later.
00:10:21Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:23Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:27What kind of stories?
00:10:28Stories are you prepared?
00:10:29Before I can ask them the list of stories that Dad told me about?
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:41My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:45Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:49And the man next to us, he said, I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:01He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:20Gosh!
00:11:26Good night, cappuccino?
00:11:27Ok.
00:11:44You know today?
00:11:46�
00:11:50We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:10Feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:25Or, um, Iskia as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Uh, uh...
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, Castello Aureganese?
00:13:23Uh, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Grazie.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:28They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:50Fuck.
00:15:51Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:21What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01Because I stayed on the island, because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily
00:18:30pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49I never left.
00:19:19Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:48to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:39Are you hungry?
00:20:40No.
00:20:41No.
00:20:42No.
00:20:43No.
00:20:44No.
00:20:45No.
00:20:46No.
00:20:47I'm impressed.
00:20:49Are you hungry?
00:20:50Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:51Yeah.
00:20:52All right then.
00:20:53Okay.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Two pastas with the...
00:20:56Two pastas with the house,
00:21:17All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:23Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red, please.
00:21:29Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:39I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:53I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now...
00:22:05I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:10You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:34I won't laugh.
00:22:35Okay.
00:22:40Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:44These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:47And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:58It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:01We...
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:04We had to laugh.
00:23:05We had to smile.
00:23:06Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:31We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:36Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori.
00:23:52I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:01I'm sorry.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:28I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31I'm sorry.
00:24:36Did you, uh...
00:24:38Did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:48It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you...
00:25:00bump into on the street.
00:25:02We're all connected by this red string.
00:25:07It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:11There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:12I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure, and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:24But...
00:25:25But...
00:25:26I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:27That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:28Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:29Maybe.
00:25:30Maybe.
00:25:32Maybe.
00:25:33Maybe.
00:25:39or maybe I just wanna write about that.
00:25:42Maybe.
00:25:43I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:09Make a wish.
00:26:14Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Go, go, go.
00:26:40Oh my god.
00:26:41Oh my gosh.
00:26:42Oh my gosh.
00:26:43Oh no.
00:26:44Oh no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo.
00:26:53Grazie.
00:26:54It's the carabinieri.
00:26:56The police.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Grazie.
00:26:59No.
00:27:00Grazie.
00:27:01Grazie.
00:27:02Grazie.
00:27:03Grazie.
00:27:04Grazie.
00:27:05Grazie.
00:27:06Grazie.
00:27:07Grazie.
00:27:08Grazie.
00:27:09Grazie.
00:27:10Grazie.
00:27:11Grazie.
00:27:12Grazie.
00:27:13Grazie.
00:27:14Grazie.
00:27:15Grazie.
00:27:16Grazie.
00:27:17Grazie.
00:27:18Grazie.
00:27:19Grazie.
00:27:20Grazie.
00:27:21Grazie.
00:27:22Grazie.
00:27:23Grazie.
00:27:24Grazie.
00:27:25Grazie.
00:27:26Grazie.
00:27:27Grazie.
00:27:28Grazie.
00:27:29Grazie.
00:27:30Grazie.
00:27:31Grazie.
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00:27:33Grazie.
00:27:34Grazie.
00:27:35Grazie.
00:27:36Grazie.
00:27:37Grazie.
00:27:38Grazie.
00:27:39Grazie.
00:27:40Grazie.
00:27:41Grazie.
00:27:42Grazie.
00:27:43Grazie.
00:27:44Grazie.
00:27:45Grazie.
00:27:46Grazie.
00:27:47Grazie.
00:27:48Grazie.
00:27:49Grazie.
00:27:50Grazie.
00:27:51Grazie.
00:27:52Grazie.
00:27:53Grazie.
00:27:54Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:24Okay, maybe it's not a no, and since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give
00:28:32me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:38Fair enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey, why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:10So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:25Oh.
00:29:26Happy birthday.
00:29:28Happy birthday.
00:29:30Happy birthday.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:47God bless you.
00:30:17God bless you.
00:30:47God bless you.
00:31:17God bless you.
00:31:19God bless you.
00:31:23God bless you.
00:31:25God bless you.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:42Tony.
00:31:45Got some pastries.
00:31:51You still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:32:19My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:27And we used to go to London, and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:41I liked some of them.
00:32:43They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:51I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:53You know when you were 19, and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something. For youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:22Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:40How was work?
00:33:42The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:47The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:58Oh my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:02Hi. No, no, we were just talking right here.
00:34:04We were? That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:08Yeah?
00:34:09What?
00:34:12You had the chance of a win.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:18I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay. I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:33Can I have the check, please?
00:34:35Okay.
00:34:37In a cafe, play, play?
00:34:42Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:47Jane?
00:34:49You don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:17There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:26They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:29And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:35And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:37No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:01Come on.
00:36:02Let's hear one.
00:36:06Um...
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:25You didn't just make that up.
00:36:26I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:57Yeah.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um...
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet. Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:19How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:41Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:54But don't knock on the front door.
00:37:55Come around the side.
00:37:56I need Regina.
00:37:59This year.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, I wish it's home to pop. It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally.
00:38:32Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:56I'm fine.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:41I'm looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:11What are we doing?
00:40:12I think we'll make it out.
00:40:13So sexy.
00:40:14And beautiful.
00:40:16What are we doing?
00:40:17I think we'll make it out.
00:40:18So sexy.
00:40:19And beautiful.
00:40:21What are we doing?
00:40:22What are we doing?
00:40:23I think we'll make it out.
00:40:24So sexy.
00:40:25And beautiful.
00:40:27What are we doing?
00:40:28What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:56I can't do this.
00:40:57What?
00:40:58What?
00:40:59I can't do this.
00:41:12Why?
00:41:13Do you do this a lot?
00:41:14What?
00:41:15Do you do this a lot?
00:41:19Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:41:49Don't follow me.
00:42:40There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again.
00:43:00Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know. You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely. I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay. I'm sorry.
00:44:29I'm sorry.
00:44:36I'm sorry.
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36All right.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:56What did you do?
00:45:57Put my hand over my mouth.
00:45:58You did?
00:45:59What did you do?
00:46:00Just wave.
00:46:26What did you do?
00:46:31What did you do?
00:46:32I do not Berlin.
00:46:34I did not to look forward to the office.
00:46:36Right away from the living room.
00:46:38Wow, I can't bye.
00:46:42No, no.
00:46:43I don't know.
00:48:43Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Let me put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:44Let me put my pants in.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:50You make me feel calm.
00:53:55You make me feel calm.
00:53:57You make me feel calm.
00:54:07Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:37Must be lonely.
00:55:07Must be lonely.
00:55:37Must be lonely.
00:55:39I wish I was single again.
00:55:43Again and again and again.
00:55:47Again and again and again.
00:55:51Once I was single.
00:55:55I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:15Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23I had a phone here.
00:56:25I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:29I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:35No, I can't be late.
00:56:37I know.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:49I have to go to work.
00:56:51I have to go to work.
00:56:53Okay.
00:56:55I have to go.
00:56:57I have to go to work.
00:57:01I can't wait.
00:57:03I can't wait.
00:57:05I can't wait.
00:57:07If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:37I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:50I'm all right.
00:57:58If you go out like that again, just tell me. No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good? In the long run?
00:58:24Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:37I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:50I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:51I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:52I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:53I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:54I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:55I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42With the book?
00:59:45No, with my life.
00:59:50This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:03In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:09Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:23The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:39They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one.
01:00:46Duke.
01:00:47He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:11But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36of the time.
01:01:39Time is shiftable.
01:01:42There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:07It's okay.
01:02:08It's okay.
01:02:09It's okay.
01:02:10It's okay.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:18You...
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You alright?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:24Stunned my toe.
01:02:25Ah!
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:27Ah!
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33You're losing it?
01:02:34Yes.
01:02:35Ah!
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:37Ah!
01:02:38Ah!
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:58I want you to come with me.
01:03:05Let's see you there, Ralph.
01:03:06I'm just 그럴 a Easter moon, you don't like this.
01:03:11Let's see you there for me.
01:03:22And other monsters are on occasion.
01:03:26Don't fight.
01:03:27But it's a fun game.
01:03:58Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious.
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:05It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:08How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:29That kid.
01:08:31That child.
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:24I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me.
01:09:50Rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:02We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23No guilt.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:57You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:08Bye.
01:14:09Bye.
01:14:10Bye.
01:14:11Bye.
01:14:12Bye.
01:14:13Bye.
01:14:14Bye.
01:14:15Bye.
01:14:16Bye.
01:14:17Bye.
01:14:18Bye.
01:14:19Bye.
01:14:20Bye.
01:14:21Bye.
01:14:22Bye.
01:14:23Bye.
01:14:24Bye.
01:14:25Bye.
01:14:26Bye.
01:14:27Bye.
01:14:28Bye.
01:14:29Bye.
01:14:30Bye.
01:14:31Bye.
01:14:32Jase, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:02It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:21She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
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