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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30In the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32I'm looking for the most hot of the boys.
00:01:34The first place in the parking lot.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:46Can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in the c-c-case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, it's not missing.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:57It's in the car.
00:02:00What did you do?
00:02:10What do you think?
00:02:13Reviews for first.
00:02:14No, nothing.
00:02:15Nothing shot with your father.
00:02:17I had no idea.
00:02:19Give her a minute.
00:02:21I was here sitting.
00:02:22In what moment?
00:02:23I'm not going to do it.
00:02:26I don't know.
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:40Do you feel okay?
00:07:41Do you feel okay?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26I'll see you later.
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:25Good night.
00:11:26Cappuccino?
00:11:26Good night, today.
00:11:30I am his dad.
00:11:34I am his dad.
00:11:38Is he?
00:11:42Yes.
00:11:44Amen.
00:11:46Amen.
00:11:56We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:02We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:22You can take an impromptu trip to Ischia.
00:12:24Or, um, Ischia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:38There's no one left.
00:12:40That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:46not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:52No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:58I'm upsetting you.
00:13:00Let's talk about something else.
00:13:02You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, scusey.
00:13:10Scusey.
00:13:12Um, the castle?
00:13:14Castle?
00:13:16Do you speak English?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:20Um...
00:13:21Castello Aureganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:24Andare? Andare?
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:31The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:35And there were all these bomb holes filled with water
00:13:38and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:40and which was the Allied side.
00:13:42When he came home after something like that,
00:13:45you couldn't really complain to him about anything.
00:13:49Now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now.
00:13:51To the castle.
00:13:52You speak English now?
00:13:53Yeah.
00:13:54Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:55Yeah.
00:13:56Yes!
00:13:57That's great. That's cool.
00:13:58Hey, hey, hey.
00:13:59Where are you from?
00:14:01London.
00:14:02No, in America. Come on.
00:14:04Maine.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit. I'm from Massachusetts. That's crazy. That's weird. Right?
00:14:10Yeah.
00:14:11Vacation?
00:14:12No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:19Sorry. I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me? No.
00:14:24So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:31He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:34Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:38Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes. Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:57That's not funny.
00:14:58Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:01A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:06No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, ten, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26I was a child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:38You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:40Fuck.
00:15:46Thanks.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:55Thanks.
00:15:58One?
00:15:59All right.
00:16:00Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:04If you can catch it.
00:16:09Grazie. Grazie.
00:16:30What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy. Ha! Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:47Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:52In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19. It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I just stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:11twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show
00:18:25up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older.
00:18:33He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass
00:18:41of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14I never left.
00:19:37Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears,
00:19:41to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:48to re-enslave my heart each time love frees
00:19:51his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory
00:20:12all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:49Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:21:00I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:13All right then.
00:21:14Okay.
00:21:16Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:19Red.
00:21:20Red.
00:21:21Red.
00:21:22Uh-huh.
00:21:23Grazie.
00:21:25So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:27I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:44There's something else.
00:21:46I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:09You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:34All tangled up.
00:22:35Oh God.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:01We helped each other during that time.
00:23:04We had to laugh.
00:23:05We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:14That is like...
00:23:15It's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:33Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori.
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:30Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:48It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like your soulmate or your family or, you know,
00:25:00someone you bump into on the street.
00:25:02We're all connected by this red string.
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:25:59Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:05All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:16Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Go!
00:26:42Oh no!
00:26:43What?
00:26:44What?
00:26:45What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo!
00:26:52Hey!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55It's the carabinerie!
00:26:56It's the police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:02Hey!
00:27:04We can't go back!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07Look!
00:27:09You can't pay me!
00:27:10It's the police!
00:27:11No!
00:27:12No!
00:27:13It's the police!
00:27:14It's the police!
00:27:15Oh!
00:27:16Oh god!
00:27:17Oh!
00:27:18Oh god!
00:27:19Hey!
00:27:20Oh!
00:27:23They go.
00:27:24Yeah, yeah.
00:27:25You're right.
00:27:27Make it feel better if I should have said nobody out.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I paid the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:37You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know where we're still running.
00:27:54Oh, my gosh.
00:28:12It went up my nose.
00:28:15We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:24Maybe it's not a no, and since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your
00:28:32number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:30Happy birthday.
00:29:33Happy birthday.
00:29:35Oh, my God.
00:29:43Oh, my God.
00:29:53Oh, my God.
00:29:55Oh, my God.
00:30:30You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:00There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you
00:31:09do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing
00:31:15the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nelly was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:26Jane.
00:31:27Jane.
00:31:28Tony.
00:31:29Got some pastries.
00:31:35Jane.
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:37Tony.
00:31:38Got some pastries.
00:31:42You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:08my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:32we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:41i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:51i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full
00:32:59of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't have
00:33:09described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not
00:33:16old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not
00:33:24explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:30how's work the conductor is actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:47the three of us were planning dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:51jane
00:33:57oh my god this is caleb
00:34:02hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird sit please sit down join us
00:34:09i'm not sure i'm gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25can i have the check please in a cafe put before
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44jane
00:34:48jane
00:34:50you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties
00:34:54you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59i love it
00:35:11it's no variety english food on the other hand say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat.
00:35:27They had like a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:48Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:18When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:41I'm not kidding.
00:36:49I don't like it.
00:36:49I've got to get that to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:42I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:37:58I'll take you somewhere.
00:37:59I'll take you somewhere.
00:37:59Okay.
00:38:00Yeah.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:11Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13I'm stoned. Are you mom? It's not a big deal
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally you can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure
00:38:38I'm fine from here
00:38:40Okay, see you after work. I'll be waiting
00:39:10Hey
00:39:15God you scared me
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe? Is that weird?
00:39:21Yeah
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night
00:39:33You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning
00:39:40I came looking for you
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you
00:39:46Yeah
00:39:50Yeah
00:39:51Woah
00:39:52Yeah
00:39:54Yeah
00:39:55Yeah
00:39:55合oy
00:39:56Yeah
00:40:06Yeah
00:40:09Yeah
00:40:09Yeah
00:40:11Yeah
00:40:12What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:42I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:34Don't follow me.
00:41:35Don't follow me.
00:41:47Oh, come on.
00:41:48Go for it.
00:41:49There it is.
00:41:50I can't?
00:42:52I hated moustaches.
00:42:56And he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Do you still want me to do something fun today?
00:44:08Don't want to do anything like that.
00:44:11Probleme with Grandpa Measашí?
00:44:12Sorry, ISuper Folds.
00:44:13I've just lost money.
00:44:13I've just fallen off for now.
00:44:14I can't tell you what's in the system.
00:44:15I can't do anything like that.
00:44:16I can't do anything like that.
00:44:17I can't do anything like that.
00:44:18I can't do anything like that.
00:44:18Alright, so...
00:44:20Okay.
00:44:21c's...
00:44:21It was about to work Tatiana.
00:44:22I have to be able to do anything you want to do,
00:44:23taking care of the sunshine.
00:44:24You're sleeping inside.
00:44:25I don't want to do anything like that.
00:44:26I don't know.
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36All right.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:56What did you do?
00:45:57Put my hand over my mouth.
00:45:58You did?
00:45:59What did you do?
00:46:00Just wave.
00:46:26Geez.
00:46:27Pl tiver heart.
00:46:32Come and hear heart.
00:46:34Put the poor fingers in his head.
00:46:37Come and hear heart.
00:46:40Put your難 zip left.
00:46:44It's a challenge.
00:46:45Hold on.
00:46:47No, no, no, no!
00:47:47Oh!
00:48:47Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah, will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:53:01You're delicious.
00:53:03You're delicious.
00:53:05You're delicious.
00:53:07You're delicious.
00:53:09you make me feel nervous
00:53:19you make me feel calm
00:53:39do you want a drink?
00:54:09is that him?
00:54:11yeah, he just shuffled around all night
00:54:17must be lonely
00:54:39you make me feel calm
00:54:49you make me feel calm
00:54:59you make me feel calm
00:55:05you make me feel calm
00:55:09you make me feel calm
00:55:25you make me feel calm
00:55:31you make me feel calm
00:55:35and once I was single
00:55:37my pockets did jingle
00:55:39i wish i was single
00:55:41again
00:55:43and again and again
00:55:46and again and again
00:55:48and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single, my pocket will be single.
00:55:56I wish I was single again.
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I'm thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:39Jane, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:50Okay.
00:57:20If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:30There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:36I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm alright.
00:57:52If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02No worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:10Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:27in the long run?
00:58:34Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:10One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:31Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:54This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:03In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:15The horses.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:21Yeah.
01:00:27The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:00:59They were lovely days, really.
01:01:07They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:12Jane.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:31own life one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time time is shiftable
01:01:51there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth you know the truth when you find it it'll come to you like something you've known
01:02:02before rather than something you're learning for the first time sorry what is it oh
01:02:15oh you all right you okay yeah stop my tail oh it's bleeding oh it's fine it's fine it's fine it's
01:02:31fine are you finishing that yes oh i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's
01:02:50french he's german they're going to tibet and i'm going with them
01:02:56i want you to come with me
01:03:26so
01:03:46so
01:03:56Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm not good.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stick like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:26I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:48The water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:39Some people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:24That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:15I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:43Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:13I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32Right.
01:09:32To lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35This is good.
01:11:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:11:35Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:47Hi.
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:30Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:30. . .
01:13:37. . . . .
01:13:42. . . .
01:13:49. . . .
01:13:54. . . .
01:14:07. . .
01:14:20. . .
01:14:32Jay, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:02It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45Let's go.
01:16:46Let's go.
01:16:47Let's go.
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