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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:33I can't put my wallet.
00:01:35In questa settimana al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:46Can't put my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in the seat case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, no, no, no, no.
00:01:55No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:56Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00Maybe it's now.
00:02:03Something dagenvanish is very important.
00:02:06No, no, no.
00:02:07Especially from now, here.
00:02:08It's almost like this one.
00:02:09Look at me.
00:02:10I've gone, I'm sorry.
00:02:12I've gone, you knew him.
00:02:13What did you think?
00:02:14They told me.
00:02:15They were fine and you still fall off.
00:02:17Yeah, no, no, no.
00:02:18No, no, no.
00:02:19No, no, no.
00:02:20No.
00:02:21I think so.
00:02:22No.
00:02:23Just give her a minute.
00:02:24Just give her a minute.
00:02:25Se这里 for no sake.
00:02:26Take my credit.
00:02:27Don't give her a minute.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:34Okay.
00:03:36Five, five, three, three.
00:03:40Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:42Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:44Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:46Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
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00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working.
00:04:18Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides,
00:04:46what's the point?
00:04:47I think the whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:57Okay.
00:04:58Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:05I don't know.
00:06:06I don't know.
00:06:07I don't know.
00:06:08You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20That's what you're doing.
00:06:21I'm done, darling.
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't
00:06:50I.
00:06:50Jen, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:07:10Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40You feel.
00:08:10I don't know.
00:08:40I don't know.
00:09:10Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26I'll see you later.
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19Good night.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:15Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:35Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:24Andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27Yeah.
00:13:27They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was the
00:13:40German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:58That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:25My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:30He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:34Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:38Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:43Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:48How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, ten, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:37No.
00:15:38No.
00:15:39No.
00:15:40No.
00:15:41No.
00:15:42No.
00:15:43No.
00:15:44No.
00:15:45No.
00:15:49Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:50Fuck.
00:15:51One, please.
00:15:5210.
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00:16:35Barry?
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:47But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed under this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:35I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:39I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Before connecting flights a 72 hour plane ride but you know it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:00I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And yeah, I never left.
00:18:46That's OK.
00:18:51I'll see you next time.
00:19:21Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:02You hungry?
00:21:03Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:04Yeah.
00:21:05Alright then.
00:21:06Okay.
00:21:07Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:14Red.
00:21:15Red.
00:21:16Red.
00:21:17Uh-huh.
00:21:19Grazie.
00:21:20So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:34I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:49I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:17No.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:34Oh God.
00:22:35Okay.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:14That is like...
00:23:15It's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I don't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori.
00:23:44I got pregnant so we got married.
00:23:58I lost the baby.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:03I'm sorry.
00:24:05I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:12Did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:41I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected
00:25:04by this red string.
00:25:06It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:13There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight and I'm talking into the recorder,
00:25:28rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show
00:25:34World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:41I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:48That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:01Everything is nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:06Compliano.
00:26:07Grazie.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09That's it.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Yeah.
00:26:29What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:34OK.
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Bring her hand.
00:26:39Where you wherever we go?
00:26:41Oh my god.
00:26:42Oh my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What, what do you mean?
00:26:54web nestle and cravary place.
00:26:57No! No! No!
00:26:59No! No!
00:27:05We can't go back! We can go back!
00:27:07We can't make it!
00:27:09We can't make it!
00:27:11I'm getting away!
00:27:13Oh no!
00:27:15Oh no!
00:27:17Oh no!
00:27:23No no!
00:27:25Yeah.
00:27:27We can't make it feel better if I said I said the whole thing up.
00:27:29Yes, it's true.
00:27:31Yes, it's true.
00:27:33I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:37You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:45Let's go.
00:27:47Let's go.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53Let's go.
00:27:55Let's go.
00:28:05Oh my gosh.
00:28:07Yeah.
00:28:13It went up my nose.
00:28:15Let's go.
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:39You're enough.
00:28:49I've gotta go.
00:28:51Catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:59Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:21So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:35Oh.
00:29:37We should be done.
00:29:51Can you hear this?
00:29:53Can you hear that?
00:29:55Can you hear that?
00:30:27You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff.
00:31:25I've got a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Jane.
00:31:34Janey.
00:31:35Got some pastries.
00:31:39You're still asleep?
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:52Janey.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33Jane.
00:32:34Jane.
00:32:35Jane.
00:32:36Jane.
00:32:37Jane.
00:32:38Jane.
00:32:39Jane.
00:32:40Jane.
00:32:41Jane.
00:32:42Jane.
00:32:43Jane.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:41The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Leib, which is fascinating. The three of us were planning dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:56Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:11I'm not sure if you're going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Jane.
00:34:48Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:59Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Tell what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:57Come on.
00:35:59You're selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:17When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get that to work.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet?
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, then just think on the shopping festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:41I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00This, yeah.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:08How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him it's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:04Bye.
00:39:04Bye.
00:39:06Bye.
00:39:11Bye.
00:39:12Hey.
00:39:13God, you scared me.
00:39:14Are you following me?
00:39:15Maybe.
00:39:16Is that weird?
00:39:17Yeah.
00:39:18I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:19You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:32I came looking for you.
00:39:34I'm sorry.
00:39:35I'm sorry.
00:39:36I'm sorry.
00:39:37I'm sorry.
00:39:38I'm sorry.
00:39:39I'm sorry.
00:39:40No.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:48I don't know.
00:40:18What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:48I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Look, you need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:26Don't worry.
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:56What did you do?
00:46:08Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:27Get out of the way!
00:46:29Wow!
00:46:37Come on!
00:46:38Open the door!
00:46:43Come on!
00:46:45Come on, please?
00:46:48Right here...
00:46:48Right here...
00:46:49Right here...
00:46:50Right here.
00:46:51Right here...
00:46:53Right here!
00:46:53ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:23ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:53ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:23ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:53ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:56ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:57Oh.
00:48:59Hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah, I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:15Okay.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:53:01You made me feel nervous.
00:53:17You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:23You made me feel calm.
00:53:35You made me feel calm.
00:53:47You made me feel calm.
00:53:49You made me feel calm.
00:53:51You made me feel calm.
00:54:03You made me feel calm.
00:54:07You made me feel calm.
00:54:10You made me feel calm.
00:54:11I'm so sorry.
00:54:13You made you feel calm.
00:54:17It must be lonely.
00:54:47It must be lonely.
00:55:17It must be lonely.
00:55:47It must be lonely.
00:56:17It must be lonely.
00:56:19It must be lonely.
00:56:21It must be lonely.
00:56:23It must be lonely.
00:56:25It must be lonely.
00:56:27It must be lonely.
00:56:29It must be lonely.
00:56:30It must be lonely.
00:56:31It must be lonely.
00:56:32It must be lonely.
00:56:33It must be lonely.
00:56:34It must be lonely.
00:56:35It must be lonely.
00:56:36It must be lonely.
00:56:37It must be lonely.
00:56:38It must be lonely.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:57:09If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:37I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm alright.
00:57:58If you go out like that again, just tell me. No worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:12Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:28In the long run?
00:58:34Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:08One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:26Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42But what's her life?
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:54This is it, you know.
00:59:56It ends with me.
00:59:58with me in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:11everyone was chasing rapids and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:21the horses yeah
01:00:22the horses back then they were kept beautifully dad used to dress them all up brass things and
01:00:36little horseshoes he put braids on them they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:46there was one duke he was a clydesdale i used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:53every night when he finished working
01:01:00they were lovely days really
01:01:08they're gone for me jane but not for you jane you know it's different for you in some ways
01:01:19it's easier you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then but in some ways
01:01:26it's more disjointed
01:01:30you've got to make your own life one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time
01:01:37time is shiftable
01:01:51there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again that's the truth
01:01:56you know the truth when you find it it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than
01:02:04something you're learning for the first time
01:02:06what is it oh oh you are you all right
01:02:20oh you okay yeah it's on my toe oh it's bleeding oh it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine
01:02:33you're losing that yes oh
01:02:36oh
01:02:47i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:51they're going to tibet and i'm going with them
01:02:59i want you to come with me
01:03:21so
01:03:29so
01:03:31so
01:03:35so
01:03:43Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:06How are you?
01:04:08I'm back.
01:04:11It's a long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:18I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32That's fantastic.
01:04:35I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:44You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:56But the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:00Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:02I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:43Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:51And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:56How does that make you feel?
01:07:05It's not your father.
01:07:06How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:08How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:14We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:19Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:21Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:42What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid.
01:08:32That child.
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:40Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:45Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:58To smell it.
01:08:59To sense it.
01:09:00So what?
01:09:01I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:20I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:30No.
01:09:31Losing my temper.
01:09:32I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:33You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no.
01:09:35If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:39You should go with him.
01:09:41You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:47You don't love me anymore, Leonard!
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:53This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance,
01:09:57meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:04We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:10And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:23This is good.
01:10:40Thanks for listening.
01:10:41See you.
01:10:42Bye!
01:11:40Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:59You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:10Oh, thanks.
01:12:40Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:05Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:35Jase!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00Train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:49I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Fatherless.
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