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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I think for Napoli.
00:01:33I can't wait.
00:01:34It's okay.
00:01:35All I can do is to the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51Where in the seat case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53I'm gonna have some place.
00:01:54It's not where the seat.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00She's supposed to pass, but first.
00:02:13No, she's supposed to pass.
00:02:14No, she's supposed to pass.
00:02:16She's supposed to pass.
00:02:17No, she's supposed to pass.
00:02:18No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:20It's you.
00:02:21Can you just give us a minute?
00:02:22It was sitting.
00:02:23Oh, no, no.
00:02:24No, no, no.
00:02:25No, no, no, no.
00:02:27Don't get me.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think? The exchange booth?
00:02:39Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:44That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:24Yes, I have a credit card. The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:37Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:03Five, seven.
00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:06Expires 12-15.
00:04:07No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately. We're here for two weeks.
00:04:18No, I'm working here.
00:04:19Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:00Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:14I don't know.
00:06:15You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short,
00:06:48and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't that long.
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:06:56Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:26Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:56Mm-hmm.
00:08:17Mm-hmm.
00:08:22Mm-hmm.
00:08:23Mm-hmm.
00:08:23Mm-hmm.
00:08:26Oh, my God.
00:08:56Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:23I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:17testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared or i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was a sound of
00:10:49a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia
00:11:12from italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:42we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us we jumped into a hedge
00:12:03we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:15oh hi leonard it's jane i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia
00:12:24or um ischia as they pronounce it see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later
00:12:32i hope you have a good day bye those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one of my
00:12:42regrets you know sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:48you're all alone now that your parents are gone no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you let's talk about something else you want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06all right then
00:13:08uh excuse me excuse me um the castle castle
00:13:16parlato anglese no no no no no no um castello
00:13:22oreganese andare andare andare andare ah grazie
00:13:27they'd been shot through the neck the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:35and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german side
00:13:41and which was the allied side when he came home after something like that
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything now could you i'm actually going there now
00:13:51to the castle you speak english now yeah why do you think i was italian yeah
00:13:57yes that's great that's cool hey hey hey where are you from
00:14:01london no in america come on
00:14:05no shit i'm from massachusetts that's crazy that's weird right
00:14:11vacation no are you what are you here on vacation oh
00:14:16sorry i thought you were saying you were on vacation me no
00:14:23so come on my husband is working in naples
00:14:29what does he do he is playing in a concert at the end of the night
00:14:34cool what does he play
00:14:37viola
00:14:38mm-mm-mm-mm the viola
00:14:43any good yes very
00:14:47how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:51you put it in a viola case right
00:14:56that's not funny what's the difference between a viola and a coffin a coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:04because viola players are dead no why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation
00:15:12because even though you know it's coming
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:18i can't help it i've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and i went to this music slash nerd summer camp when i was like 10 and i play the triangle
00:15:25right and i'm an only child so you know understand
00:15:31you look too young to be married you knew you went
00:15:34no
00:15:36no
00:15:47stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:48oh
00:16:02oh hey have you got 50 cents
00:16:06if you can catch it
00:16:18what brought you out of here today
00:16:36fairy
00:16:36ha
00:16:38fairy
00:16:39i like it
00:16:41they have this device down in the basement it's like a torture cage they lock you in there until you
00:16:47turn of bones but can you imagine dying by just sitting there that would suck
00:16:58in like the 1300s thousands of families lived in this castle it doesn't smell pretty bad all those people crammed onto this rock
00:17:07wow
00:17:12i know i've been coming here every day and it still gets me
00:17:17only we could kill off all the tourists
00:17:20you're a tourist
00:17:21no i'm not
00:17:24i came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic
00:17:30populations of dolphins and whales in the gulf of naples
00:17:35i can't tell if you're joking
00:17:36i'm dead fucking serious
00:17:38i just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over for connecting flights a 72
00:17:45hour plane ride but you know it was it was worth it my first time out of the u.s
00:17:48how old are you
00:17:49i'm 19. it's my birthday today
00:17:52is it really uh-huh
00:17:54happy birthday thank you very much
00:17:56yeah so i left the program after like a month
00:17:59fuck the relic dolphins
00:18:02just stayed on the island because i have this this awesome living situation i'll tell you the short version
00:18:07basically i used to have ancestors in ischia so when i come over i facebook the second cousin twice removed
00:18:12the second cousin twice removed in case you didn't know is when one person's great grandparent is
00:18:16another person's great great great grandparent i'd love to hear the long version sorry anyway
00:18:21so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island so i show up
00:18:27he answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker i've ever seen easily pushing a hundred
00:18:31a hundred yeah if not older he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall he mumbles a couple
00:18:38of things to me in some crazy dialect ushers me inside pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this
00:18:43basement apartment and uh yeah i never left
00:19:13love teaches me to feed on flames and tears
00:19:43to turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain
00:19:57who is that
00:19:59vittoria colonna
00:20:02the woman who lived here
00:20:03you read that in your guy book this morning didn't you jane
00:20:09sneaky yeah i've decided to learn italian by committing to memory all the sonnet she wrote to michelangelo in
00:20:15english and italian i thought michelangelo was gay ah according to history and the muscular thighs of his
00:20:23sculptures yes but that didn't stop her from loving him
00:20:27let's hear it then let's hear it then in italian let's hear the poem
00:20:33let's hear it then come on come on okay the lacrime a defaco nutria l'alma
00:20:44con secca spame rinvedia la voglia lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia
00:20:54segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma
00:21:05i'm impressed thank you
00:21:09you hungry why are you gonna take me out yeah
00:21:18all right then okay
00:21:24two pastas with the house sauce please red red please uh-huh
00:21:31thank you grazia so you're really not going to tell me what you do
00:21:40i write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country uk
00:21:46there's something else
00:21:47i'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural england living through
00:21:59two world wars i recorded her for hours and hours but now i don't know what don't you know
00:22:10do you want to listen a little yeah yeah i know it i love to listen
00:22:26that's tangled up
00:22:35not loud okay
00:22:42awful as it was it made you stronger these days people whine about all sorts of things and
00:22:49i'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems
00:22:54we all have our own private wars every era but it was nothing like
00:23:00it really brought people together the war we we helped each other during that time we had to
00:23:06laugh we had to smile well if not for ourselves then for the people we'd lost
00:23:12i'll shut that thing off would you get it out of my face
00:23:18that is like it's like a window in time
00:23:23the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died you know
00:23:27my husband thinks i'm never going to finish it
00:23:30i shouldn't care what anyone thinks we met while i was recording her
00:23:35bonding over granny huh make it sound perverse
00:23:39that's what it was right
00:23:53i got pregnant so we got married
00:24:01i lost the baby
00:24:05i'm sorry
00:24:09i didn't go back after that to the states
00:24:31did you uh did you ever hear that story about the red strain
00:24:43i think i might have tell me
00:24:49it's like this asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like uh your soulmate or
00:24:57your family or you know someone you bump into on the street we're all connected by this red string
00:25:08it can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken
00:25:12there's this moment in the tape i'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:26and i'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how i'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and
00:25:32how i'm going to show world war i'm going to show world war ii from a totally different perspective
00:25:38but
00:25:46i don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:50that's the whole point isn't it
00:25:53keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:55maybe maybe maybe i just want to write about nothing everything is nothing
00:26:04okay all the best
00:26:13make a wish
00:26:14make it great
00:26:21okay
00:26:25bravo bravo hey
00:26:27what do you mean
00:26:38what
00:26:38grab my hand
00:26:39wait
00:26:40go go go
00:26:41oh my god
00:26:44oh no
00:26:45what what do you mean
00:26:46what do you mean
00:26:55it's a carabinieri
00:26:56it's the police
00:27:05we can't go back
00:27:05we can't go back
00:27:06we can't go back
00:27:14oh god
00:27:14oh god
00:27:17oh
00:27:24yeah
00:27:24yeah
00:27:25yeah
00:27:25yeah
00:27:25yeah
00:27:28it makes me feel better if i said i said the whole thing up
00:27:30yes it's true
00:27:33yes it's true
00:27:35i made the check when i went to the bathroom
00:27:40you're horrible
00:27:41you're horrible
00:27:43you're really horrible
00:27:45come on let's go
00:27:46come on
00:27:51why are we still running
00:27:53i don't know where we're still
00:28:07oh my gosh
00:28:11you're gonna have to give me your number
00:28:21for cheap thrills and future crimes committed
00:28:23no
00:28:23you're gonna have to give me your number
00:28:29you're gonna have to give me your number
00:28:33for cheap thrills and future crimes committed
00:28:37no
00:28:41fair enough
00:28:50i've got to go
00:28:53catch a fairy
00:28:57hey
00:28:58why do violists
00:29:06keep their viola cases on their dashboards
00:29:19why
00:29:19so they can park in handicapped spots
00:29:32happy birthday
00:29:35thank you
00:29:49thank you
00:30:05you
00:30:37Are you awake?
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events.
00:31:05The things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:25Jane.
00:31:26Janey.
00:31:27Got some pastries.
00:31:31Still asleep?
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Janey.
00:31:34Got some pastries.
00:31:37Still asleep?
00:31:38Jane.
00:31:39Janey.
00:31:40Got some pastries.
00:31:44Janey.
00:31:45Still asleep?
00:31:46Janey.
00:31:47Janey.
00:31:48Janey.
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00:32:30Janey.
00:32:31Janey.
00:32:32Janey.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36There were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but...
00:32:46I...
00:32:47I didn't...
00:32:48I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open?
00:32:58And carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:33How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no.
00:34:04We were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07That's it.
00:34:08Please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:09What?
00:34:11Ugh.
00:34:12You have a chance of a wreck.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:25Let's see.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, pour for pour?
00:34:43Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:54You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Okay?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04You're good?
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:05Good.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day,
00:35:23in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:04I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:50Hmm.
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00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet?
00:37:06Really?
00:37:07Yeah.
00:37:07There's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah.
00:37:10I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28Oh, all right then I'll walk you. Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen? Yeah, I have a pen
00:37:48I have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door. Come around the side. I need Regina
00:38:04Thank you and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:13Ciao
00:38:15How stoned are you? Come on, man. We should tell him a pop. It's not a big deal
00:38:25So you're saying you smoke back at her? Occasionally. Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:31Sure
00:38:38I'm fine from here. See you after work. I'll be waiting
00:39:01Hey God, you scared me! Are you following me? Maybe? Is that weird? Yeah!
00:39:22I couldn't sleep last night
00:39:32You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning
00:39:38I came looking for you and I can't believe I found you
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you
00:40:14I'm fine
00:40:30What are we doing? I think we're making it out
00:40:34So sexy
00:40:36And beautiful
00:41:06I can't. I can't do this.
00:41:09What? What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:36Don't follow me.
00:42:06Don't follow me.
00:42:36Don't follow me.
00:42:45There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:28You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:32I'm sorry.
00:43:33Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my dad.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:44:23I've got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:44:53Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:23Say cheese.
00:45:29Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Let me go.
00:46:24Let's go.
00:46:37I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:12Will you put my pants on?
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:37Fuck.
00:49:38I'm sorry.
00:49:39Bye.
00:49:41I'm sorry.
00:49:43I'm sorry.
00:49:45I'm sorry.
00:52:46Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52He said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:57You're delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24Want a drink?
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:50You make me feel calm.
00:53:55You make me feel calm.
00:53:57You make me feel calm.
00:54:01Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:31Must be lonely.
00:55:01Must be lonely.
00:55:31Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle.
00:55:39I wish I was single again.
00:55:43Again and again and again.
00:55:47Again and again and again.
00:55:51Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle.
00:55:57I wish I was single again.
00:55:59I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:20I'm thinking.
00:56:21You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:49Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:57Okay.
00:56:58If it wasn't the war,
00:57:27it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:50Do you want some?
00:57:50I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again,
00:58:01just tell me.
00:58:03No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out
00:58:10what's going on in your head.
00:58:11do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run
00:58:31do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have
00:58:41to tell you next time we come to italy to get a proper kitchen
00:59:05i don't know what you want me to say jane
00:59:11one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life i might not be here
00:59:32sometimes i worry i'm not honoring her
00:59:44with the book
00:59:48no with my life
00:59:49this is it you know it ends with me
01:00:04in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:28the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:32dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes he put braids on them
01:00:40they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:46there was one duke he was a clydesdale i used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:53every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:08they're gone for me
01:01:11jane
01:01:13but not for you jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you in some ways it's easier you haven't got the war people don't die
01:01:22as much as they did back then but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:30you've got to make your own life one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time
01:01:37time is shiftable
01:01:51there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:56that's the truth
01:01:58you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than
01:02:04something you're learning for the first time
01:02:10sorry
01:02:14what is it
01:02:17oh you
01:02:20are you all right
01:02:22you okay yeah just on my toe
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:27i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:51they're going to tibet and i'm going with them
01:02:59i want you to come with me
01:03:21um
01:03:31it's
01:03:31it's
01:03:32it's
01:03:45it's
01:03:46Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:12I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:20How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:42Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:56But the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:46I want you to do what you need.
01:11:08Bye.
01:11:08Bye.
01:11:43Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:58You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:13Oh, thanks.
01:12:43Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:58I'm going to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:04The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:07The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:10It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:49I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44All the last.
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