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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30In the traffic of Napoli,
00:01:32delle persone, delle persone,
00:01:34delle persone.
00:01:35Questo si chiama al primo posto...
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Can't put my wallet.
00:01:51The real C case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, the real C case.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in a car.
00:02:00What do you think?
00:02:01She's lost for purse...for purse.
00:02:02No...no, no, nothing.
00:02:03No, no, no.
00:02:04She stole anything over there.
00:02:07Don't do anything.
00:02:08You just give her a minute?
00:02:08Don't do anything.
00:02:09Do anything she was here?
00:02:10Just wait a minute.
00:02:11A moment...
00:02:12Don't worry, don't worry.
00:02:13I'm not going to be here.
00:02:14Don't worry.
00:02:15Don't worry.
00:02:16Don't worry.
00:02:17That's all my time.
00:02:18Oh...
00:02:19Can you give her a minute?
00:02:20Just give her a minute.
00:02:21She was not here, she was lying.
00:02:22One, one...
00:02:23What a moment...
00:02:24Just give her a minute.
00:02:24What a moment, a moment.
00:02:25No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:27Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think? The exchange booth?
00:02:39Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:44That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go? We need sevens.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:21I think it's nice.
00:03:25Yes, I have a credit card. The number is on file on my computer. Yes, I have them here.
00:03:39Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:53Five, seven.
00:04:07Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately. We're here for two weeks.
00:04:14No, I'm working here.
00:04:16Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:20You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:28Besides learn Italian.
00:04:30I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:33You don't at all. I admire you. I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:38That's not true.
00:04:40You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43And besides, what's the point? The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:48Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:01Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen. I always have. You know that?
00:05:17You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:24You have my support. I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:30I just know how emotional listening to them can be, has been, for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:47Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:06David Foster Wallace.
00:06:07I don't know.
00:06:08You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:09You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:13Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:20He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:26I really don't know.
00:06:27Do you know?
00:06:28Just so tedious.
00:06:29Then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:31Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't it not.
00:06:33Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:34Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:06:38Only a bit more than.
00:06:39Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:40Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:06:41so tedious and of course he felt guilty most people think life is too short and
00:06:48there he was all the talent in the world and it wasn't that. Jane can I can we not talk about this just just just a bit more a bit
00:07:11love you. Love you too you feel all right you feel okay
00:07:38yeah you sure
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:25Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you'll have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parla tu inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:57That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:11Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, ten, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:36You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49You're making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:15:51Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine?
00:16:49Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Before connecting flights a 72 hour plane ride but you know it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Perfect.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically I used to have ancestors in Ischia so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great grandparent is another person's great great great grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway.
00:18:21So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah if not older.
00:18:34He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment and yeah I never left.
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00:19:16Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears to turn withered hope green
00:19:45through desire. To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy
00:19:54disdain. Who is that? Vittoria Colonna. The woman who lived here. You read that in your guidebook
00:20:06this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky. Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing
00:20:13to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17Who thought Michelangelo was gay? Ah, according to history and the muscular
00:20:22thighs of his sculptures, yes. But that didn't stop her from loving him. Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian. Let's hear the poem. Come on. Okay.
00:20:37I'm impressed. Thank you.
00:21:03You hungry? Why, you gonna take me out? Yeah.
00:21:13Alright then. Okay.
00:21:19Two pastas with the house sauce, please? Red. Red, please. Uh-huh. Thank you.
00:21:31Grazie. So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:36I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:48I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours. But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen? A little?
00:22:15Yeah. Yeah? Yeah, I know it. I love to listen.
00:22:20I love a little bit. I love you guys.
00:22:33I love you guys. I love you. I love you guys.
00:22:34A little tangled up. I love you guys.
00:22:37Okay.
00:22:38awful as it was it made you stronger these days people whine about all sorts of things
00:22:48and i'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems
00:22:52we all have our own private wars every era but it was nothing like it really brought people
00:23:01together the war we we helped each other during that time we had to laugh we had to smile
00:23:07well if not for ourselves then for the people we'd lost i'll shut that thing off would you get it out
00:23:14of my face that is like it's like a window in time the sort of thing which you always did before
00:23:25someone died you know my husband thinks i'm never gonna finish it i shouldn't care what anyone thinks
00:23:32we met while i was recording her bonding over granny huh make it sound perverse that's what it was
00:23:41right i got pregnant so we got married
00:23:55i lost the baby
00:24:02i'm sorry
00:24:06i didn't go back after that to the states
00:24:31did you uh did you ever hear that story about the red strain
00:24:40i think i might have tell me
00:24:45it's like this asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like uh your soulmate or
00:24:57your family or you know someone you bump into on the street we're all connected by this red string
00:25:05it can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken
00:25:12there's this moment in the tape i'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:24and i'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how i'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and
00:25:33i'm gonna show world war i'm gonna show world war i'm gonna show world war ii from a totally different perspective
00:25:37but
00:25:38i don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:48that's the whole point isn't it
00:25:52keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:55maybe
00:25:57maybe i just want to write about nothing
00:26:02everything is nothing
00:26:04all the best
00:26:07grazie
00:26:09make a wish
00:26:14make it great
00:26:17okay
00:26:24bravo bravo hey
00:26:28what do you mean i'm gonna know what
00:26:38grab my hand
00:26:39wait
00:26:40go go go
00:26:41let me go
00:27:03oh my god
00:27:05We can't go back! We can't go back!
00:27:10We can't pay for you!
00:27:28It makes me feel better if I said I said no one day up.
00:27:31Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:52Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:07Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:38You're enough.
00:28:39I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey.
00:28:54Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:10So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:12Oh.
00:29:13Happy birthday.
00:29:15Happy birthday.
00:29:18Happy birthday.
00:29:21Happy birthday.
00:29:47God bless you.
00:30:17God bless you.
00:30:47You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events.
00:31:06The things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't
00:31:16know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nelly was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:31Jane.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Got some pastries.
00:31:37You're still asleep?
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Jane.
00:31:43Jane.
00:31:44Got some pastries.
00:31:49You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
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00:32:48Jane.
00:32:49I didn't want to leave my mum and dad, I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:02You reminded me of that, at that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:08Yeah.
00:33:09I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then, not at all.
00:33:12Well I felt nostalgia, or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well, it was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:57Oh my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:02Hi.
00:34:03No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Ugh.
00:34:12You have a chance of a wrap.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:36Okay.
00:34:37In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you.
00:34:48Jane?
00:34:49You don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:57You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Okay.
00:35:03Grazie.
00:35:04Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27And they had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:36:00I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:04Um.
00:36:05I have one.
00:36:06What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:07What?
00:36:08When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:11You didn't just make that up.
00:36:12I did.
00:36:13It's too, it's too good.
00:36:14I did.
00:36:15Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:17You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:20Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:21Yes.
00:36:22Yes.
00:36:23No.
00:36:24No.
00:36:25No.
00:36:26No.
00:36:27No.
00:36:28No.
00:36:29No.
00:36:30No.
00:36:31No.
00:36:32No.
00:36:33No.
00:36:34No.
00:36:35No.
00:36:36No.
00:36:37No.
00:36:39No.
00:36:40No.
00:36:41It's fun for us tonight.
00:36:42No.
00:36:43No.
00:36:45No.
00:36:46No.
00:36:48What time to go, already?
00:36:49Yea.
00:36:50I'm gonna get back to work.
00:37:01So what's the next new agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Uhm, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yea, and it's just the thing called the Shangtin festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that, that's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:18So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:22You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:29All right then.
00:37:31I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:40Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:51You guys should definitely come over to the island, I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door, come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina, Lucia.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on then, we should tell him to pop, it's not a big deal.
00:38:28So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:39I'm flying from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:42See you after work.
00:38:43Yep. I'll be waiting.
00:38:44hang out on our business, it's so fast.
00:38:57We are driving.
00:38:59Soon as I was meats, I'm thriving.
00:39:01How is he going to eat?
00:39:03We're ready to remain on the個人.
00:39:05Okay.
00:39:06Yes.
00:39:07Hey.
00:39:08My God, you scared me.
00:39:09Are you following me?
00:39:10Maybe?
00:39:11Is that weird?
00:39:12Yeah.
00:39:13I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:06What are we doing?
00:40:07I think we're making it out.
00:40:13What are we doing?
00:40:14I think we're making it out.
00:40:20It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:36It's so beautiful.
00:40:37It's so beautiful.
00:40:43I can't do this.
00:40:44What?
00:40:45What?
00:40:46I can't do this.
00:40:47Why?
00:40:48Why?
00:40:49Why?
00:40:50I can't do this.
00:40:51What?
00:40:52Why?
00:40:53I can't do this.
00:40:54Why?
00:40:55Why?
00:40:56I can't do this.
00:40:57Why?
00:40:58Do you do this a lot?
00:40:59What?
00:41:04Do you do this a lot?
00:41:05You do this a lot.
00:41:11What?
00:41:12Do you do this a lot?
00:41:13What?
00:41:15Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:45Don't follow me.
00:42:15Don't follow me.
00:42:45Don't follow me.
00:42:47Don't follow me.
00:42:49Don't follow me.
00:42:51Don't follow me.
00:42:53Don't follow me.
00:42:55Don't follow me.
00:42:57Don't follow me.
00:42:59Don't follow me.
00:43:01Don't follow me.
00:43:03Don't follow me.
00:43:05Don't follow me.
00:43:07Don't follow me.
00:43:09Don't follow me.
00:43:11Don't follow me.
00:43:13Don't follow me.
00:43:15Don't follow me.
00:43:17Don't follow me.
00:43:19Don't follow me.
00:43:21Don't follow me.
00:43:23Don't follow me.
00:43:25Don't follow me.
00:43:27Don't follow me.
00:43:29Don't follow me.
00:43:31Don't follow me.
00:43:33Don't follow me.
00:43:35Don't follow me.
00:43:37Don't follow me.
00:43:39Don't follow me.
00:43:41Don't follow me.
00:43:43Don't follow me.
00:43:45Don't follow me.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51Thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:55Just gotta work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:17Just have to take a minute.
00:44:19I got a minute.
00:44:20Right.
00:44:21Okay.
00:44:22I got a minute.
00:44:24What a minute.
00:44:25I got a chance to have a minute.
00:44:27What about love?
00:44:28I got a minute.
00:44:30Now, how about love?
00:44:32All right.
00:44:33Oh, man.
00:44:34Hold me.
00:44:35I got a minute.
00:44:36I'm sorry.
00:44:37I'm sorry.
00:44:38I got a minute.
00:44:40I'm sorry.
00:44:42Nothing.
00:44:44I'm sorry.
00:44:46Leonard, Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:16Say cheese.
00:45:34You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:44That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Yeah.
00:46:15Let's go.
00:46:16Let's go.
00:46:17Let's go.
00:46:18Let's go.
00:46:20Let's go.
00:46:21Let's go.
00:46:23Let's go.
00:46:25Let's go.
00:46:26Let's go.
00:46:28Let's go.
00:46:32Let's go.
00:46:35Let's go.
00:46:36To be continued...
00:48:46Oh.
00:48:48Hi.
00:48:50Did I wake you?
00:49:02No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:10Let me put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:16Okay.
00:53:00You make me feel nervous.
00:53:06You make me feel calm.
00:53:16You make me feel calm.
00:53:20You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You make me feel calm.
00:53:32You make me feel calm.
00:53:42You make me feel calm.
00:53:46Want a drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:16Must be lonely.
00:54:46I love you.
00:54:48I love you.
00:54:50I love you.
00:54:52I love you.
00:54:54I love you.
00:54:56I love you.
00:54:58I love you.
00:55:00I love you.
00:55:02I love you.
00:55:04I love you.
00:55:06I love you.
00:55:08I love you.
00:55:10I love you.
00:55:12I love you.
00:55:14I love you.
00:55:16I love you.
00:55:18I love you.
00:55:20I love you.
00:55:22I love you.
00:55:24I love you.
00:55:26I love you.
00:55:28I love you.
00:55:30I love you.
00:55:32I love you.
00:55:34I love you.
00:55:36I love you.
00:55:38I love you.
00:55:40I love you.
00:55:42Again, and again, and again, again, and again, once I was single, my poverty, single, I wish I was single again.
00:56:12I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:29I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:35No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:10If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else. There's always something else, isn't there? That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:28I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:34I'm all right.
00:57:35You go out like that again. Just tell me. Don't worry.
00:57:38Okay.
00:57:39You go out like that again. Just tell me. Don't worry.
00:57:44Okay.
00:57:45I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:57:49I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:01OK.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:09I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:26Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:31In the long run?
00:58:33Or do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:53I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:04I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:17Sometimes I worry I'm not honouring her.
00:59:23The book?
00:59:25The book?
00:59:27No, with my life.
00:59:29This is it, you know.
00:59:32No, with my life.
00:59:34This is it, you know.
00:59:36It's all over there.
00:59:38It's all over there.
00:59:44I don't know.
00:59:45But I think one little thing had changed in my grandmothers life, I might not be here.
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field
01:00:06where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits,
01:00:12and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:18The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up,
01:00:34brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:50He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:53every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:02They're gone. For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:31You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love,
01:01:34and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:42There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before,
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:10Oh, sorry.
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13Ah!
01:02:14What is it?
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:18You...
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:24Stump my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:28Ah!
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Ah!
01:02:37Fuck!
01:02:39Ah!
01:02:44I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:14I'm going up.
01:03:15I'm going to Tibet.
01:03:16I'm going to sit before.
01:03:17He's a guarder, friend.
01:03:19He's got confused here.
01:03:20But the moonlight pressure's cure for you.
01:03:21It's fine.
01:03:22Yes.
01:03:23And he will be great.
01:03:24Good morning.
01:03:26It's good.
01:03:27He's a healthy person.
01:03:28It's okay.
01:03:29Good morning.
01:03:30Good morning.
01:03:31Good morning.
01:03:33Good morning.
01:03:35Good morning.
01:03:37Good morning.
01:03:41Good morning.
01:03:42Good morning.
01:03:43Great morning.
01:03:44Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:06How are you?
01:04:08I'm back.
01:04:11It's a long day.
01:04:18I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:35I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:46You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:57But the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:03Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:16Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:23Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:43Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:51And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:59How does that make you feel?
01:07:05It's not your father.
01:07:06How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:08How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:14We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:19Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:24That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:42What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:32That child?
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:40Leonard.
01:08:42I don't get it.
01:08:43He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:45Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it!
01:09:00So what? I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:30No.
01:09:31Losing my temper.
01:09:32I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:33You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no.
01:09:35If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:39You should go with him.
01:09:41You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:45That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:47You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:53This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:04We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:14And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:19No questions asked.
01:10:20No guilt.
01:10:23This is good.
01:10:24No guilt.
01:10:30No guilt.
01:10:32No guilt.
01:10:34No guilt.
01:10:36ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:06ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:36ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:36Frank and Elsa, coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:19...
01:14:39Jay, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:07It's four in the morning, the end of December, I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Let's go.
01:16:45Let's go.
01:16:46Let's go.
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