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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:41Shit.
00:01:43Whoa.
00:01:45I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in your seat case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, it's not missing.
00:01:55It's not missing.
00:01:56Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00what are you doing?
00:02:02what do you want?
00:02:07she's lost her purse
00:02:09she's lost her purse
00:02:11her purse
00:02:14she's lost her purse
00:02:14you just give her a minute
00:02:19she's not here
00:02:21she's not here
00:02:23I don't want to take her
00:02:25Okay, okay, okay, okay.
00:02:26Thank you, Sonny.
00:02:27Come on, Mommy.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35No.
00:02:36The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange group?
00:02:42Oh, Dana.
00:02:43I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need 70.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thank you, Sonny.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay.
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00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides...
00:04:46What's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have. You know that?
00:05:20You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:21You have my support.
00:05:23I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:27I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:29Has been for you.
00:05:31I think enough time has passed.
00:05:33Well, that's great.
00:05:35Yeah.
00:05:36Yeah.
00:05:38Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:40I think it has been for you.
00:05:41I think enough time has passed.
00:05:43Well, that's great.
00:05:44What does that mean?
00:05:45I don't see.
00:05:46I think it feels good.
00:05:47I don't see.
00:05:48I don't see.
00:05:50I don't see.
00:05:52I don't see.
00:05:54Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:55David Foster Wallace?
00:06:00Um...
00:06:01Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04David Foster Wallace?
00:06:06David Foster Wallace.
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:16You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19That's what we don't have done, darling.
00:06:27Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:31He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know. Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:49Jane, can I... Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just... Just a bit more, then.
00:07:01Love you.
00:07:14Love you, too.
00:07:31Do you feel alright? Do you feel okay?
00:07:37Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:08:01Ooh.
00:08:08You...
00:08:09Yeah.
00:08:11Go.
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00:08:27Oh, my God.
00:08:57Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:41So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:57I'll see you later.
00:09:58I'll see you later.
00:09:59I'll see you later.
00:10:00No.
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00:10:10That's nothing.
00:10:11testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared or i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound
00:10:49of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19and uh cappuccino
00:11:26okay
00:11:27we had to go
00:11:32go
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00:11:55We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:51You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:31The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:00Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:25My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:43Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:50Fuck.
00:15:51Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:21What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01Because I stayed on the island, because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily
00:18:30pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49I never left.
00:19:19Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:48to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:39Are you hungry?
00:20:40No.
00:20:41I'm impressed.
00:20:46Are you hungry?
00:20:47Why, you gonna take me out?
00:20:48Yeah.
00:20:49All right then.
00:20:50Mm-hmm.
00:20:51Okay.
00:20:52Okay.
00:20:53Okay.
00:20:56All right then.
00:20:57Okay.
00:20:58Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:20:59Red.
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00:21:07Uh-huh.
00:21:10Grazie.
00:21:11So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:12No.
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00:21:56What about you?
00:21:57No.
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00:22:00No.
00:22:01No, no.
00:22:02No.
00:22:03That's quick.
00:22:04Now, I don't know.
00:22:09Well, don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen? A little?
00:22:16Yeah. Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it. I love to listen.
00:22:19Well, it's tangled up.
00:22:35I can't learn.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things,
00:22:48and I'm not one of those old people
00:22:50who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars every era,
00:22:57but it was nothing like...
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh. We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12Oh, shut that thing off. Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like... it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori?
00:23:53I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:02I'm sorry.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06Sorry.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:06It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:47I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:25:59Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07That's it.
00:26:09Yeah, thank you.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:20Okay.
00:26:21Okay, bravo, bravo, hey.
00:26:36What do you mean?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh my god.
00:26:42Oh my gosh.
00:26:43Oh my gosh.
00:26:44Oh no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:51So.
00:26:52Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55Hey.
00:26:56It's the carabineries.
00:26:57It's the police.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:01Yeah.
00:27:02Hey.
00:27:03We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07Look.
00:27:10We can't pay for you.
00:27:11No no no no.
00:27:13Oh my god.
00:27:15Oh god.
00:27:17Oh god.
00:27:18Hey.
00:27:19Hey.
00:27:20Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running out.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:15Can we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:37I've got to go.
00:28:38I've got to go.
00:28:38I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey, why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:30:34You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:28You too.
00:31:29Shit.
00:31:31Jane.
00:31:32Tony.
00:31:33Got some pastries.
00:31:35You still asleep?
00:31:38Jane.
00:31:39Jane.
00:31:40Tony.
00:31:41Tony.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:46Still asleep?
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:49Jane.
00:31:50Jane.
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24and chocolates and all sorts of things and we used to go to London and we saw
00:32:31Glenn Miller one time we used to go all over the place
00:32:36there were wonderful times I never had an American boyfriend I liked some of
00:32:43them they were nice boys but I I didn't I didn't want to leave my mum and dad wish
00:32:52I had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree
00:32:59and full of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we
00:33:07met yeah I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then not at all well I
00:33:12felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not old Jane we ran out on the
00:33:19bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps I'm not
00:33:24explaining it while it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:32how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake which is
00:33:47fascinating the three of us should plan a dinner before we leave I'd like that
00:33:51I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon
00:33:59okay
00:34:00oh my god this is Caleb hi no no we were just talking about you
00:34:05we were that's so weird sit please sit down join us
00:34:09I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon that's okay I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25can I have the check please in a cafe put before
00:34:38oh no thank you
00:34:44Jane you don't smoke
00:34:50yes I do sometimes at parties you know that well I don't do it a lot
00:35:01okay
00:35:02grazie
00:35:05grazie
00:35:08Italian food so overrated I love it
00:35:12it's no variety English food on the other hand say what you like about it
00:35:18there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat
00:35:27they have like a private chef and everything and they were serving this like
00:35:31loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves this girl came over to me and
00:35:37said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens
00:35:44that is disgusting true story why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:55come on
00:35:59selling my aunt come on let's hear one
00:36:03I have one what is the definition of perfect pitch what when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:24you didn't just make that up I did it's too good I did well I'm impressed and I'm stealing it
00:36:31you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35you play anything this and that you know
00:36:42shall we
00:36:45what time to go already
00:36:48yeah I'm gonna get back to work
00:36:59so what's next in your agenda Caleb
00:37:02um I'm thinking Tibet
00:37:05oh Tibet really
00:37:06yeah there's this thing called the shopping festival at the end of the summer
00:37:09yeah I've heard about that that's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right
00:37:15the monks the monks the monks
00:37:18so pretty
00:37:19how do you support yourself
00:37:21you know
00:37:22a bit of this a bit of that
00:37:28oh
00:37:29alright then
00:37:30I'll walk you
00:37:31does anybody have a pen? you got a pen?
00:37:33yeah I have a pen
00:37:35I have a piece of paper
00:37:50you guys should definitely come over to the island
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun you know
00:37:54don't knock on the front door come around the side
00:37:56I need Regina
00:37:58Lucia
00:38:00there you go
00:38:03thank you
00:38:05thank you
00:38:06and thanks again
00:38:07for yesterday
00:38:08no problem
00:38:10hey
00:38:11get out
00:38:13how stoned are you?
00:38:22come on then
00:38:23we should tell him to pop it's not a big deal
00:38:25so you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30occasionally
00:38:31occasionally
00:38:32hey can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35sure
00:38:38I'm flying from here
00:38:40okay
00:38:41see you after work
00:38:42yep
00:38:43I'll be waiting
00:38:44yeah
00:38:45yeah
00:38:46how are you doing?
00:38:47I'm like
00:38:48why are we doing this?
00:38:49yeah
00:38:50I'm sorry
00:38:51oh
00:38:52that's nice
00:38:53I'm sorry
00:38:55we're waiting for you
00:38:56okay
00:38:57we're waiting for you
00:38:58to go
00:38:59to your home
00:39:00we're waiting for you
00:39:01to pick up
00:39:02we're waiting for you
00:39:03to go
00:39:04to give you a chance
00:39:05we're waiting for you
00:39:06to go
00:39:07to your right
00:39:08right
00:39:09you're waiting for you
00:39:10to go
00:39:11to my other question
00:39:12you don't want to take a long road
00:39:13Hey?
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:21Is that weird?
00:39:23Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:39so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:45And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:11What are we doing?
00:40:13I think we'll make it out.
00:40:15So sexy.
00:40:17And beautiful.
00:40:19So sexy.
00:40:21And beautiful.
00:40:23So sexy.
00:40:25And beautiful.
00:40:29And beautiful.
00:40:31So sexy.
00:40:33And beautiful.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:37And beautiful.
00:40:39And beautiful.
00:40:41And beautiful.
00:40:43And beautiful.
00:40:45And beautiful.
00:40:47and beautiful.
00:40:49So sexy.
00:40:51and beautiful.
00:40:53I can't do this.
00:40:55I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:40Don't follow me.
00:41:44Don't follow me.
00:41:45Don't follow me.
00:41:46Don't follow me.
00:41:46Don't follow me.
00:41:46I'll challenge you.
00:41:47And I can't do this either or not.
00:41:49Let me tell you guys.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:18You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29I just want to be happy.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I've got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:44:29Leonard.
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:44:59Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:57What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15What did you do?
00:46:27What did you do?
00:46:29What did you do?
00:46:45What did you do?
00:46:47What did you do?
00:46:49What did you do?
00:46:51What did you do?
00:46:53What did you do?
00:46:55What did you do?
00:46:57What did you do?
00:46:59What did you do?
00:47:01What did you do?
00:47:23Oh, my God.
00:47:53Oh, my God.
00:48:23Oh, my God.
00:48:53Oh, my God.
00:48:58Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:51I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:53I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:00I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:02I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:11I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:22I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:23I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:24Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52You said that?
00:52:57Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:53:17You made me feel nervous.
00:53:22You make me feel calm.
00:53:25You want a drink?
00:53:32You want a drink?
00:53:47You want a drink?
00:54:02You want a drink?
00:54:09Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah.
00:54:12He just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17It must be lonely.
00:54:47It must be lonely.
00:55:17It must be lonely.
00:55:47It must be lonely.
00:56:17Just walking?
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:29I have to go to work.
00:56:34Can you be late?
00:56:35No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:15If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:32That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:50What?
00:57:52I'm alright.
00:58:00If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:03No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:29In the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:10One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:31Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:01In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:11Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:23The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:33Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:42There was one.
01:00:43Duke.
01:00:44He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:48Every night when he finished working.
01:00:50They were lovely days really.
01:01:00They're gone.
01:01:01For me.
01:01:02Jane.
01:01:03But not for you.
01:01:04Jane.
01:01:05You know it's different for you.
01:01:06In some ways it's easier.
01:01:07You haven't got the war.
01:01:08People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:09But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:13You've got to make your own life.
01:01:14One that you love and you can't be afraid of there.
01:01:15The time.
01:01:16Time is shiftable.
01:01:18The time is shiftable.
01:01:20I know the time is a little bit easier.
01:01:21But not for you.
01:01:22Jane.
01:01:23You know it's different for you.
01:01:24In some ways it's easier.
01:01:25You haven't got the war.
01:01:26People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:27But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:38Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:11What is it?
01:02:18You alright?
01:02:21You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:32You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:38I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French, he's German.
01:02:53They're going to Tibet. And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:29It's really flat.
01:03:33But that I think mypowers on the skin is black and yellow.
01:03:39All right.
01:03:41I'm sorry.
01:03:43It's not the sun we are.
01:03:44You're white.
01:03:46It's beautiful, Inno, Jack.
01:03:48lad off.
01:03:49You're works if we get tú.
01:03:50You're white.
01:03:51So I love the likebull.
01:03:52Let me tell you what we met.
01:03:53But where is it?
01:03:54We cut you something that's okay.
01:03:56Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stick like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:48The water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:29ORGAN PLAYS
01:10:59ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:29ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:45ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:34Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:24Jace!
01:14:53Jay, you've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:23It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44All the lessons.
01:16:45All the lessons.
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